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fool-inthe-rain · 1 year

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No Longer Making Time

Sirius Black x Potter!Reader

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Warnings: Angst, semi-ambiguous ending that leaves room for hope???? injury, blood, use of female pronouns, use of Y/N, Sirius being a dick and not realizing his mistake until it’s too late, brief talk of an ED but it's nothing overly graphic, Marlene is the villain so sorry, please please let me know if I’ve missed anything!

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At this point, she couldn’t remember how long she had been doubled over the toilet, but if her delusion was right, then she had been there forever. This wasn’t the first time the young witch of only seventeen had cried so hard she had made herself sick. And it wasn’t the first time Lily Evans had held her hair and rubbed her back in small circles and talked her through her grief. This time, however, was the first time Lily was so worried about her best friend that she left her alone in the bathroom so she could find her twin brother.

James followed Lily, wondering what had her in such a rush, and when they stopped in front of the girls' bathroom at the base of the Gryffindor Common Room steps he was even more confused.

“Evans, why in Godric’s name have you taken me to the girls' bathroom? If you think I’m going in there you’re sorely mistaken.” He jests at her, thinking the situation was lighter than it actually was.

“It’s your sister you git. Why else would I have dragged you through the halls in such a hurry?” Lily crossed her arms across her chest and huffed out in annoyance at how long she had left her friend alone.

“My sister? What’s wrong with my sister?” James was nervous now, she was the one person he never had to worry about, as in, there was nothing to worry about.

“She’s in the second stall to the left, just talk to her, please. I'm really worried about her,” Lily pleaded with the boy, “I’ll stay out here and make sure nobody else comes in.” She knew the assurance made him feel better about going in there, but James was still scared to see what he would be walking into.

James swung the door open, looking back at Lily whose eyebrows were drawn together as she bit her nails in an almost neurotic way.

As soon as he heard the door shut he made a path straight to the second stall on the left, and before he could knock and call her name, the stall door quickly opened revealing his twin with a bright red tear-stained face and puffy cracked lips.

After the few seconds it took her brain to recognize James, she fell into him, her arms wrapping around her brother.

“Okay, it’s okay.” He ran his hand rapidly up and down her back, unsure of what to do or say because he had never had to console her like this.

She was the strong one, the one who gave advice and smiled all day long. He was supposed to be crying to her about how Lily didn’t love him or about whatever stupid prank Sirius had left him out of. Never once had she fallen into him, never once had he seen her this upset, and never once had his sister ever cried over a boy. Ever.

“What’s happened? Huh? Who do I have to beat up?” He chided, trying to get her tears to stop so she would talk to him.

When his admittedly lame attempt at a joke failed, he became ten times more concerned with her current state. He moved his hands from her back to her shoulders and peeled her off of him so he could see her face.

“You’re scaring me y/n/n, tell me what happened, tell me how to fix this.”

“You have to promise me you won't yell, or beat anyone up.” She finally choked out through her tear-blocked throat.

“I can’t promise that, you’re my sister, if someone hurts you they’re gonna know about it.” He dropped his hands from her shoulders, bringing them to cross along his chest.

She looked up at him, her eyelashes wet and clumped together from the tears.

“James please just promise me you won’t seriously injure or traumatize anyone.”

And although he knew that was another promise he couldn’t make he decided to go along with it so she would tell him what was wrong.

“Okay, I promise not to seriously injure or traumatize anyone. Now, tell me what happened so we can get you to stop feeling so shitty.”

“Marlene.” Was all she said.

“McKinnon?” Was what he answered with. “What about her?”

“She has seen fit to make my life a living hell,” She bit her lip and looked to the floor before speaking again, “And there’s something else too.”

He raised his eyebrows, a silent indication telling her to go on.

“I’ve been in love with Sirius for six years but he’s dating Marlene and because they’re together whenever she says or does something to me he pretends that he’s never met me and that we haven’t lived in the same house for two years.” She spewed out the words in record time, but James got every word she said. To say he was pissed was an understatement.

“What the fuck is his problem? And what do you mean when she does something to you? Has she hurt you?” His voice got so loud Lily, and Remus, who had joined her outside the door, could both hear him.

She nodded, and his heart broke. How did he not notice this? He prided himself on how observant he was, but he failed to recognize what was going on with the most important person in his life.

“Tell me what she’s done,” he demanded, his tone scary and low. She had only seen him like this once when a nasty sixth-year Slytherin found out about Remus’s condition and tormented him for it.

She knew better than to try and get out of this conversation so she told him. She told him every jinx, charm, and hex Marlene had ever cast upon her, and while none had resulted in serious injury she was not void of bruises, cuts, and sprained limbs as a result of Marlene’s violence.

“I-I’m just sad. I'm sad that Sirius stands by and acts like I'm nothing, acts like I’m not one of his best friends. He’s never been around for Marlene’s wand work, but the horrible words she spits at me, he has bore witness to that more times than I’d like to admit.” She sighed, happy to have revealed the situation to her brother, but also in anguish after hearing the words come from her mouth.

“I swear to Godric I will kill them both. How could he do this? We’ve been best friends since first year! Not only is he betraying your trust but he’s betraying mine and severing our friendship at the same time.” He was pulling at his hair, trying to make sense of the situation, trying to understand how someone he loved so much and considered family could stand by and let someone be so cruel to his sister.

“James, you have to promise me you won't do anything. Please if she finds out I told you, or if she finds out I like Sirius the situation will only escalate.”

“How do you expect me to sit back and act like nothing's wrong? Am I supposed to go out and act all buddy-buddy with him, knowing what I know now?” He stopped pacing, settling right in front of her.

“No. I’m not asking you to do that at all. I’m just asking you to not draw attention to this with him or anyone that isn’t Lily unless I ask you to. Unless things get worse.”

“Fine, but I’m not happy about it. And I will be watching you much closer. I don’t need Marlene catching you alone in the hallway.”

“I can agree with that. And thank you. Thank you for caring and listening and helping. Seriously, I don't know what I would do if you weren’t my brother.”

James looked her over and pursed his lips. “Wash your face and calm down for a few more minutes, I’ll be just outside with Lily.”

And he walked out leaving her to try and digest what had just happened, what she had just admitted to. Not only was one of her best friends acting like he never met her, but she was letting it happen. Any other person and she would’ve stuck up for herself a long time ago, but the confusion she had from Sirius’s actions left her too overwhelmed to even think about fighting back. So she let it happen, and that was eating her alive, the fact that a singular boy could make her feel this weak.

After some time to herself, she exited the bathroom and to her surprise, three pairs of eyes were looking right at her. She had expected James and Lily to be there, but Remus, while not unwelcome, was definitely a surprise.

“I’m assuming you’ve both filled him in.” She half-heartedly threw her hand in Remus’s direction.

“I hope that’s ok.” Lily bit her lip nervously waiting to see how her best friend would react.

“It’s fine. Not like he’s been compliant in any of Sirius and Marlene's actions.” A sigh passed her lips as she walked through the group, flopping onto an empty sofa in the corner of the common room.

“I knew he was an arse y/n, but I never thought he would stand by and let someone be so cruel to you. Especially you.” Remus said, with a sad expression on his face as he sat next to her on the couch.

“What do you mean, especially me?” She shifted her body so it was facing the boy whose eyes had gone wide, finally realizing what he meant to say in his head, he actually said out loud.

“Oh good job Remus,” James huffed out, “now you’ve done it.”

“Can someone please tell me what he means?” She looked rapidly back and forth between her three friends, waiting for someone to pluck up the courage to tell her.

Of course, it was her brother that ended up spilling the secret.

“Sirius told us last year that he had a crush on you.”

“What?” Tears sprang to her eyes, this made everything worse. “But he’s with Marlene now, you have to be lying.”

“Listen,” Remus said, “We all thought it was strange too, but when we asked him about it he refused to say another word about you or how he felt about you. I’d never seen him clam up like he did when we asked.”

Just as she was about to speak, the black-haired beauty strutted through the common room door, a wide smirk plastered on his face and a strong arm wrapped around Marlene's waist. The group snapped their heads up to look in his direction, and as soon as Sirius made eye contact with them and started to make his way over y/n got up and walked as fast to her room as humanly possible, James following closely behind while Lily and Remus stayed back.

“What’s up with the wonder twins?” Sirius laughed, though it quickly died down when he saw the sour looks on Lily and Remus's faces.

“Hopefully she’s going to throw up her lunch. She could stand to lose a few pounds.” Marlene said with a nasty snigger in her tone.

Sirius let his grip from her waist go at the comment, but he said nothing to protest the words.

“What the fuck did you just say?” Lily yelled as she stood from her spot on the couch.

“Oh please Evans you know how insecure she is, I’m just trying to be honest.” Marlene looked at Sirius waiting for him to back her up, but he kept his eyes down and stayed quiet.

Just as Lily tried to go for Marlene, Remus grabbed her arm and started pulling her away.

“Shut your dog up Sirius before I do it for you!” Lily spat from behind Remus’s shoulder as he continued to push her up the dorm stairs.

As the two traveled out of sight, Marlene took a seat on the couch, pulling Sirius down with her. They were both silent, but the thoughts in his head were deafening. He never meant for it to go this far. He got with Marlene as a way to make y/n jealous, but after her cold shoulders and silent treatments, he realized he was too far gone in this horrible situation so he decided to sit by and let it resolve itself. Which was the worst thing he could’ve ever done.

A week later and none of the Marauders, Lily, or y/n would even look in Sirius’s direction. They were freezing him out until he came to his senses, even though it seemed he wouldn’t any time soon.

It was one of those rare moments walking back to the common room from class where she found herself alone. Her few friends that were in her potions class all went to the library while she opted for a nap. Mistake number one. She decided to take a different route than normal to get back to the common room that day. Mistake number two. Mistake number three was freezing up instead of turning the other way when she saw Marlene McKinnon waltzing down the hallway.

“Oh look who we have here!” Marlene was still a few feet away but that sickly sweet voice rushed up to greet her ears.

Y/n looked around hoping they weren’t alone, but of course they were. Just her luck.

“What do you want Marlene?”

“Oh well actually I want absolutely nothing to do with you, but I heard a rumor that you want everything to do with my boyfriend.”

“What on Earth are you talking about?” She tried to hide the worry in her voice, but she couldn’t cover it as well as she hoped.

“Oh, don’t play coy. You know exactly what I’m talking about.” She swore Marlene’s eyes got three shades darker. “Lucky for you I learned a new spell today, and the teacher told me to practice so that is exactly what I intend to do. Diffindo!”

Marlene drew her wand before y/n could duck and two sharp sparks flew from the wand. One smaller spark sliced her cheek and the second larger one opened a large gash across her stomach, ripping through her clothing. Y/n toppled both from the searing pain of the fresh cuts, and also from the impact of the spell.

“Stay away from my boyfriend. Stay away from me. Next time I won’t just scar that ugly face.” Marlene slid her wand back into her robes and walked off as if she didn’t just do what she did.

After Marlene’s footsteps could no longer be heard down the hall, she slid back against the wall. She peeled her arm from around her torso trying to be brave enough to open her eyes which had been squeezed shut from pain.

Blood seeped into her robes and uniform from the deep slice on her stomach, and more of the red liquid dripped down her mouth and jaw from the wound on her cheek. Looking down at her torso all she could get out was a loud, pained cry. Why? Why did it go this far? Why did Marlene hate her enough to scar her face and bloody her body?

The blood would not stop pouring from her stomach. She was terrified. She was getting dizzy from the sight of her blood, and from the rapid loss of it.

A stray Gryffindor walking down the dim corridor found her first. She didn’t know her name, but she was thankful someone was there to help.

“You stay right here. I’m going to get your brother. You’re gonna be okay.” The words were jumbled in her foggy brain, but she got the jist of what the kind girl was saying.

By the time James got there, she must have been passed out because the next thing she knew her dry eyes were blinking away the harsh light of the hospital wing.

“Oh good darling, you’re awake.” Madame Pomfrey walked up alongside the bed she was laying on. She began prodding at the cut on her face before moving down to her stomach. Y/n did not respond to the older woman who was taking care of her. She instead stared at the ceiling. Trying and failing to put the pieces of what happened together in her head.

“Where’s James?” She finally spoke after many minutes of silence.

“Right outside love, let me go get him.”After Madame Pomfrey left the curtained area, the girl picked her head up to assess the damage. She couldn’t even sit up before pain shot through her entire body. A stray tear slid down her face as she slowly laid back down, opting to leave the characteristics of her wounds up for interpretation. The curtains flew open and once again three pairs of eyes were looking at her. James, Remus, and Lily. Thank Godric they were here.

“How bad is it?” She asked the group, mostly aiming the question at her twin.

“It was bad, but you know Poppy, she can fix anything.” James sat in the chair next to her, running his thumb along the fresh scar that decorated her face.

“She fixed your cheek easily. The scar looks badass.” Lily added.

“What about my stomach?”

“That one was trickier, it was so deep and you lost so much blood. Pomfrey said it may take a few more hours to fully heal, but there’s going to be a scar.” James sighed.

Silence made the air thick, the three friends looked at each other from their respective chairs, none of them expecting the next question that would come from the girl on the bed.

“Does Sirius know what happened?”

Remus drew in a sharp breath, the boy in question had been sitting outside the hospital wing the entire time. This was his fault and he knew it. He was a wreck, but he still couldn’t bring himself to face her.

“He does. It was nasty, the fight he and Marlene had. She's been in Dumbledore's office since their blowout. He’s trying to decide what to do with her.” Remus’s soft voice carried through her brain.

“Did they break up?”

“Yes”“Does he finally realize what he did?”

“Yes.”

“Good.”

A beat of silence. Two beats…

“He’s outside,” James spoke.

“I want to see him.” She sat up with help from Lily who had a concerned look on her face at the decision her best friend just made.

James knew better than to question his sister, however, so he ushered the other two out of the room with him and went to get Sirius. They were still wary of the boy, but he poured his heart out to them, taking the blame for not stepping up, and admitting his wrongdoings. The trio knew it would take time, but they were willing to forgive him if she was.

As the nervous boy made his way into the room he could see her from the small opening in the curtains. Pushing them open his eyes were immediately drawn to the angry red scar on her face. He burst into tears immediately.

“Sirius, come here, please.” She held her arms out inviting him in.

“I'm so sorry,” He cried into her chest as she held him, “I was stupid, I was an absolute idiot. I never ever knew she would go this far. I never want to see you in pain again, and to know I helped cause it is eating me alive.” His body shook as he took short breaths trying to apologize but not being able to keep up with all the thoughts flooding his brain.

“Sirius, I know that wasn’t you. I don’t know who that was, but it certainly wasn’t my Sirius.” Tears escaped her eyes at the sounds of his cries and the meaning behind his words.

He apologized what felt like a million more times until his cries turned into soft breaths. She rubbed his back and stroked his hair, knowing that this was her Sirius. This was no longer a boy possessed by McKinnon or his own delusions. This was the gentle, kind, sometimes oblivious boy who she had loved for six years.

“I can’t promise that things will go back to normal immediately, but I forgive you. I know that in the end, her actions and her choices were her own. I know that you love me, and I know that you will do everything you can to show me that.” She removed her hands from his body.

Sirius sat up, he didn’t understand how someone could be so forgiving. So wonderful.

“I love you so much. I love your beautiful face. I love your kind heart. Why are you so willing to let me back into your life?”

“Because Sirius, I have never and will never see a future where I don’t end up with you. You’re a good person who got caught up with someone venomous. I don’t love you any less for that.”

He decided from that moment on to win back every ounce of her trust. No matter how long it takes.

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princesse-de-ravenclaw · 1 year

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Champagne Problems (ii)

summary: Y/N Y/L/N has everything: a wealthy family, a famous last name, and the most eligible bachelor in the wizarding community as her soon to be husband. What happens when she’s reunited with a forbidden friend from the past?

tw: angst if you squint??

word count: 5,015

The next few weeks passed by dreadfully slowly, but eventually, September 1st rolled around and it was finally time for Y/N to go back to school. She was excited for the school year, but she had a lot on her mind. Once she boarded the train, Y/N passed compartment after compartment, waving hello to friends, but deciding to keep going until she found one that was empty. She shared a dorm with three other girls, this was going to be the last alone-time she got until Christmas. Her alone-time was short lived, however, when a knock came on the door to her cart and a familiar face showed itself through the window. Y/N smiled as Sirius opened the compartment door. “Need some company?” he he asked with a smirk. “I suppose I could handle that,” Y/N smiled and motioned for him to sit down.

“Don’t you have a group of friends to sit with?” Y/N asked as Sirius made himself comfortable. “Don’t you?” he quipped, raising and eyebrow. “I suppose. But I don’t always sit with the same group of people on every trip, either,” Y/N shrugged. “And here I thought you stopped paying attention to me in first year,” Sirius waggled his eyebrows playfully. “Trust me,” Y/N laughed, “I did. But your group has quite the reputation.” “Anyway, I dunno. I didn’t see any of them. Either I’m the first one on, or they’re farther down the line and if that’s the case, I’ll see them when we get to school,” Sirius shrugged. “How was the rest of your summer?” he asked. “Boring. Stressful. Otherwise, uneventful. How was yours?” she answered honestly. “It was pretty good, actually. I third-wheeled with Lily and James a lot, but we saw some really cool films, took a trip out to the beach, and then Mr. and Mrs. Potter went out of town so we had the whole house to ourselves, it was cool,” Sirius smiled fondly as he described the adventures he shared with his friends, and for a moment, Y/N wished she could have been there, too.

“Oi! There you are! We’ve been looking for you for-oh, hello,” James exclaimed as he and Lily barged into the compartment. “Um, hi,” Y/N smiled politely. “Y/N, right?” James asked. “Yeah. You’re James, and I’m guessing you’re Lily?” Y/N replied. “That’s us,” Lily smiled. “Pardon my boyfriend being rude, but do you mind if we sit with you?” Lily asked, nudging James who had already taken a seat. “Oh, shit, sorry,” James replied quickly. “Oh! Of course, please,” Y/N motioned to the seats and Sirius hopped up from his spot across from Y/N and moved over so he was sitting next to her. Lily took the window seat opposite Y/N and James sat next to her, slinging his arm around her shoulders. An awkward silence settled over the four teens for a few minutes. “So, Y/N, how do you know Sirius?” Lily spoke up. “Oh, we grew up together. Our parents are close,” Y/N answered. “Oh,” Lily tried to hide her confusion. “We sort of fell out during first year because of.. um... I don’t know, my parents stopped liking him,” Y/N explained. “Hey, don’t feel too bad,” Sirius nudged her, “My parents stopped liking me around first year, too,” he joked, easing the tension and getting everyone to laugh.

“Bloody hell, you guys! I’ve been looking for you all morning!” A short boy with poorly styled hair opened the door to the compartment. “Wormtail! Nice of you to join us, mate!” James exclaimed, patting the open seat next to him. “I’m sorry, did you just call him a worm?” Y/N asked incredulously. “It’s an inside joke. That’s Peter. Pete, this is Y/N,” Sirius introduced them, and Peter seemed to see Y/N for the first time. “Oh!” he exclaimed, “Hello!” “Nice to meet you,” Y/N smiled at him and then glanced out the window. Definitely no alone time on this train ride. But it could be fun. Sirius has just been telling her about all the good times he had with these people, maybe Y/N would have a good time with them as well. Just a few minutes later, the whistle blew and the train was on its way to Hogwarts.

The train rolled on, and the teens chatted amongst themselves, catching up on what they had done over the summer. Y/N remained quiet, unless to answer a question. She felt nervous, for some reason, to be around Sirius’s friends. They were nice, and even funny, but Y/N couldn’t help but feel out of place. After about an hour and a half, the compartment door opened. “These prefect meetings get more and more boring every-oh, hello, Y/N,” Remus said as he plopped down in the seat next to Sirius. “Hi, Remus,” Y/N smiles politely. “You two know each other?” Sirius asked incredulously. “Yeah, we’ve had classes together. Last year we were paired together in advanced potion making,” Remus shrugged. “Well I’ll be damned,” James laughed. “I do talk to other people outside of you lot, you know,” Remus taunted. “You’re kidding! Since when are we allowed to have other friends?” James asked dramatically, earning laughs from all of the teens. And so they joked, and laughed the whole way to the school; and while Y/N felt like she was intruding on their time together, the marauders had already begun accepting her as one of their own.

After the sorting ceremony, Y/N went straight to her dorm- the first feast of the year always left her exhausted, she suspected it was all the rich food in her belly. She planned to change into her most comfortable pajamas and curl up with Desdemona before drifting off into a much needed sleep. Y/N was almost able to go through with her plan, too, but what she hadn’t accounted for was that her roommates would also skip the festivities and come straight to the dorm as well, eager to hear all about Y/N’s engagement party. “Y/N, Y/N!” they exclaimed. “We looked for you at dinner but we couldn’t find you, you have to tell us all about the engagement party!” her roommate, Ellie, exclaimed. “Did Amelia Rosehart really design your dress?” Dawn asked. “Let us see the ring!” Cynthia squealed. “It was very nice,” Y/N started. “Amelia did design my dress, and styled my hair and makeup. I looked like a completely different person. We just answered a lot of questions about the wedding plans and had dinner, and then everyone left and Peter and I had a good talk,” she explained.

“I can’t believe you’re marrying Peter Williams, you’re living my dream,” Dawn declared as she plopped into her bed. “Isn’t he so wonderful? Is he funny? I always imagined him being funny,” she gushed. “He’s nice, yeah. And I dunno, I suppose he’s moderately funny. I’ve met funnier people,” Y/N shrugged, “But then again we didn’t talk that much.” “What about the ring? The ring!” Ellie reminded her. “Oh, right. Here you go,” Y/N held her left hand out for the girls to inspect, and Dawn nearly fell out of her bed trying to leap over to see the ring. It was massive, honestly. In the center, there was a large, oval shaped diamond. Around that, there was a small band of emeralds outlining the diamond, and then smaller circular diamonds around the gold band. Y/N felt ridiculous wearing it at school, but her parents insisted she wear it. They believed it would show everyone how well off the family was going to be.

“Was it his grandmothers?” Cynthia asked excitedly. “His great-grandmother’s, and then his grandmother’s, and then his mother’s,” Y/N told them. “Merlin’s beard, it must go back to the 1800s!” Dawn cried. “1897, yeah. His great-grandfather had it custom made for his great-grandmother, and then they passed it down the line of the oldest siblings in the family,” Y/N confirmed. “Godric, it’s nearly a hundred years old and it looks brand new!” Ellie’s exclaimed. “Every time it got passed down it was repaired, plus they expect me to have it cleaned every eight weeks,” Y/N couldn’t help but laugh a bit. “And the party, was it extravagant?” Cynthia asked. “It was.. tasteful. The whole mansion was decorated, and we had a team of chefs come in from France, the food was magnificent, by the way, and yeah.. It was good,” Y/N nodded. “Godric, Y/N, you are so lucky!” Ellie yawned as she climbed into her bed. “I suppose I am,” Y/N agreed as she picked up Desdemona and snuggled up in her blankets. Desdemona’s purrs soon lulled Y/N into a much needed sleep.

The next day, Y/N woke up before her dorm mates to have a shower before the day officially started. She liked the girls, she really did, but she was in no mood to talk more about the Williamses or the party. She returned to her dorm and got ready as quietly as possible before slipping out at heading down to the great hall for breakfast. She passed Sirius and James as she walked in, and she and Sirius exchanged smiles and small waves before she found an empty table to sit at to have a quiet breakfast. Thoughts of her future tangled with thoughts of her upcoming classes, and as Y/N looked down at her empty bowl, she realized that she had forgotten to even taste her oatmeal. She supposed it didn’t matter, it was time to head to her first lesson anyway. She grabbed an apple to snack on later, and made her way to the Transfigurations classroom.

Y/N took a seat in the middle of the classroom and let her thoughts consume her while she had a little while before the lesson started. She was ripped away from her thoughts when the chair next to her scraped across the floor. “This seat taken?” Y/N was surprised to find Sirius holding onto the chair next to hers. “Uh, it is now. Please, sit,” Y/N answered with a smile. Y/N hadn’t had a class with Sirius in a few years, she suspected because he tended to slack off whereas she was one of the top students of their year. “Well imagine that, I put in a little extra effort last year and got moved up into the class with the smart people,” Sirius laughed as he set his belongings down. “Yeah, see what happens when you actually put that brain in there to use,” Y/N teased, lightly tapping on his forehead. At the table behind them, Lily raised an eyebrow and looked to James questioningly. James just shrugged in response.

Y/N’s next class was charms, where she took a seat next to Dawn, and was saved by professor Flitwick’s speech cutting off any questions Dawn could have asked. The class itself was pretty uneventful, as Flitwick somehow got distracted and ended up telling the class about his entire summer, instead of starting an actual lesson. When the class ended, Y/N elected to wander the halls for a little bit instead of going straight to her next lesson. She had learned last year that if she was the first to arrive to class, Professor Binns would trap her in a horrendously boring story that conveniently would not end until it was time for class to start. So, she took her time, strolling into the History of Magic classroom just before the door shut signaling for class to begin. Her eyes scanned the room for a place to sit, and she was pleasantly surprised to see Sirius seated in the back of the classroom with an open seat next to him.

“Mind if I sit here?” She whispered as she set her bag down. “Course not, take a seat, friend,” Sirius smiled. “We’re friends again?” Y/N asked him with a slight tilt of her head. “Well, we sit together in two classes and I enjoy the conversations we share, so yeah I suppose we are,” Sirius shrugged. “Is that okay?” he asked. Y/N grinned, “Yeah, that’s okay.” Sirius smiled in return before turning his attention to the front of the room where Binns had started his lesson. Professor Binns was extremely passionate about his job, and Y/N knew that. She tried to listen closely and give him her full attention, more so because she didn’t want to hurt his feelings than actually caring about what he had to say, but he had the most monotonous voice she had ever heard, and the lesson was just so bloody boring. It didn’t help either that James and Sirius were using a golden snitch to pass notes back and forth, either. Finally, Y/N caved in and turned to Sirius.

“Please tell me you’re exchanging cheesy jokes, I’m so bored I’m going to lose my mind,” she whispered. “Almost. James and I are trying to find an animal that best describes Binns. James thinks he’s most like a tortoise but I think that’s too obvious,” Sirius leaned in to tell her, sliding the wrinkled parchment to her. An idea popped into Y/N’s head and with a smirk, she lifted her quill. I think he’s most like a naked mole-rat. He’s wrinkly as hell and is so engrossed in his job that he kept doing it after he died, she wrote. Sirius leaned over her should to read what she was writing and laughed out loud, quickly covering it with an obnoxiously loud cough. He folded the parchment up and stuffed it inside the snitch before sending it back over to James. When James read the parchment, he let out one loud laugh but quickly composed himself before sliding it over to Remus who’s shoulders shook as he chuckled silently. James took the paper down and scribbled another note to pass back to Sirius. She’s in. See if she wants to come to Hogsmeade with us on Saturday.

The week sped by as Y/N nervously awaited the weekend. She really liked Sirius’s friends, but her family had a long history and a bad reputation, and they all had every right to despise her for that. Y/N held completely different beliefs than even her own parents, but the legacy her family name held still filled her with guilt. She almost felt like she was holding her breath, waiting for them to realize that they didn’t actually want her around. Y/N elected to wake up early and go to the great hall as soon as Saturday breakfast began. The hall was nearly empty, as most of the students preferred to sleep in on the weekends.

She sat alone and piled her plate with fruit, but instead of eating, she just sat there, trying to calm her nerves and prepare for the day. By the time the rest of the students began showing up for breakfast, Y/N realized that she wasn’t hungry, and she decided to take her uneaten food out to the forbidden forrest. She wasn’t expected to meet Sirius and his friends in Hogsmeade until 10:30, she had plenty of time. On her way out of the great hall, Y/N passed Sirius and Remus, giving them a quick smile before ducking her head and slightly speeding up her pace. Sirius and Remus looked at one another, and Sirius opened his mouth to speak, but Remus beat him to it. “Go on. We’ll see you in Hogsmeade,” he told Sirius. Sirius grinned before turning to follow after Y/N.

When he finally caught up with her, Y/N had just found a place that she decided was deep enough into the Forbidden Forest. “You know, I’m pretty sure Hagrid comes out here to feed the creatures every night,” Sirius spoke up, “You don’t have to sacrifice your breakfast to them.” “I already had it on my plate, and I decided I wasn’t hungry. Didn’t want it to go to waste,” Y/N shrugged. “Plus, I like the animals,” she said, as a little rabbit hopped up and ate one of the berries she had tossed on the ground. Sirius chuckled at the bunny as he stepped closer to Y/N to see the little animals scurrying around the fruit. “What are you doing out here?” Y/N smiled as she turned to him. Y/N was terrified that Sirius was going to snap out of it and realize that she came from everything he hated, but at the same time his presence always made her feel so comfortable. “Wanted to come check on you. You seemed a little off leaving the great hall,” He answered honestly.

“Oh, I’m okay. Just wanted to spend a little time outdoors,” Y/N flashed him a positive smile. Sirius didn’t respond for a minute. “Did you know that your voice changes when you’re trying to be pleasant?” He finally asked her. “What do you mean?” Y/N raised an eyebrow. “Your voice gets higher and you nearly over-annunciate your words so that you sound more confident than you’re necessarily feeling,” he shrugged. “I noticed it at the engagement party, and most of the time when you talk to James, and Lily, and Peter.” “Oh.. I, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to-“ Y/N started. “Y/N you’re not obligated to tell me anything you don’t want to tell me, and you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, either. I just want you to know that you don’t have to put on a front for any of us. And I don’t want to you to feel like you have to, either,” he assured her. “You don’t have to be ‘The Daughter of the Y/L/N Family, you can just be Y/N with us.”

“Sirius, I’m so nervous around your friends. I’ve been playing the role of Y/N Y/L/N for so long that I don’t think I even know who ‘just Y/N’ is. And everyone else is fine with the front, but your friends are all so true to themselves, and what they believe in. I just feel like they’re bound to realize that I don’t deserve the kind of friendship they give. I don’t know how to be around people and be relaxed and just roll with the punches,” Y/N admitted. “Hey. We all know that you are nothing like your parents. And they already like you, I can guarantee they aren’t going to change their minds. Plus, I like to think that you’ve been pretty relaxed and honest with me these last few weeks,” Sirius offered.

“I’ve known you my whole life, of course I’m comfortable around you. I don’t think that counts,” Y/N counted. “Oh, it counts,” Sirius decided, earning a laugh from Y/N. “Really though, don’t get so into your head, you’re great, just being yourself,” he assured her. Y/N gnawed on the inside of a cheek for a moment before lurching to the side in order to squeeze Sirius in a quick hug. “Thanks,” she told him, avoiding his gaze. Sirius grinned and nudged her with his shoulder, “Any time.” “Oh, Merlin! We’ve got to be late going to Hogsmeade! I had only planned on being out here for a few minutes,” Y/N scrunched up her face. “That’s alright,” Sirius assured her, “I know a shortcut, come with me.”

Sirius led Y/N back to the castle, up to the third floor, to the statue of Gunhilda of Gorsemoor. “Dissendium,” he said softly, and the statue opened up to reveal a tunnel. “What in the-“ Y/N blurted, but Sirius gave her an exasperated look and she cut herself off. “What in Merlin’s beard is this?” she whispered aggressively. Sirius motioned for her to go down the stairs and she reluctantly began making her way down, Sirius following and immediately falling into step next to her. Once they were a few steps down, the statue closed back up, Y/N stopped to look back but Sirius kept walking and Y/N determined that it did what it was supposed to do and caught back up with him. “It’s a secret passageway,” Sirius told her. “There are loads of them around the castle. This one leads to Honeydukes’s cellar, where I figure everyone will be because Remus likes to stock up on chocolate on the first trip of the term,” He said. “How do you know where they are?” Y/N asked him in amazement. “We... do a lot of things that aren’t homework,” Sirius shrugged. “I’m gonna let it go for now, but I definitely want to see some of the other passageways,” Y/N told him. Sirius grinned and agreed before picking up his pace a little bit.

By the time Sirius and Y/N climbed up the stairs from the cellar into Honeydukes shop, the marauders were still browsing the selections of sweets. “Hello all, we made it!” Sirius announced as he approached James and slung his arm around him. “Wow, Sirius is late, who would have expected this to happen?” Remus commented in a monotonous tone, earning laughter from James, Lily, and Peter. “Would have been on time but I got distracted by Y/N out in the forbidden forest trying to sneak a bowtruckle into her pocket!” Sirius grinned. “You know, I’m not sure that’s exactly how it went,” Y/N quipped. “I think the most important question here is: do you actually have a bowtruckle in your pocket?” James asked her. “Unfortunately, I do not. I actually was wanting to get a few to live in my garden at home but my mother thinks they’re vermin and forbade it,” Y/N admitted.

“No problem, here’s the plan: We find a bowtruckle for you. We spend the entire year training it to play camouflage and be still when other humans come in the garden, and boom-your parents will never even notice it,” James proposed. Y/N was taken aback at his willingness to help her at the drop of a hat, but she tried not to show it. “Do you really think that will work?” she asked him. “Of course! Bowtruckles are very intelligent,” James shrugged. “Plus, your mother doesn’t pay much attention to things that she deems unnecessary,” Sirius added. “Sirius!” Lily scolded. “Oh, no, it’s okay! He’s totally right,” Y/N assured Lily with a laugh. “She’s been in my conservatory maybe three times, and all she ever does is glance around and say ‘it looks nice, dear,’” Y/N over-corrected her posture and did an exaggerated impression of her mother. “As long as it didn’t move around, she would probably just see green and think it belongs there,” Y/N added.

“Sounds doable,” Remus shrugged, “When do we want to start?” he asked. “Do you all really want to do this?” Y/N asked, looking to each of them. “It does sound fun,” Lily nodded. “Plus, I love any excuse to piss off parents,” Sirius smirked. “I think we’re all in,” Peter added. “Alright,” Y/N smiled. “Maybe we can skip lunch in the great hall tomorrow and bring our food out to the forbidden forest instead?” Y/N suggested. “It could be like a picnic and a mission all in one.” “Oh, I think lunch in the forest would be lovely!” Lily exclaimed. “Lunch tomorrow, then. Operation Bowtruckle is a-go!” James declared. Y/N grinned as the group split up to finish picking out their sweets.

“I can’t believe they just decided to up and help me like that,” Y/N told Sirius as she picked up a tin of lemon-sherbets. “I told you, they like you already. Plus, we all love a good mission,” Sirius smiled and nudged her shoulder with his. “I’m really excited, it sounds fun. Plus, I think it’ll be a nice way to stick it to my family once the school year ends,” Y/N admitted, “It’s not harmful in any way, but it’s slightly petty and I think it’ll make me feel a little better.” “I personally don’t think it’s enough to make up for them selling your freedom, but if it makes you feel better about it than it’s a start,” Sirius shrugged. Y/N froze at his words but quickly snapped herself out of it, hoping that Sirius wouldn’t notice, but he did.

“I... I didn’t mean it like that,” Sirius told her softly. “It’s okay, really-“ Y/N tried to stop him but he cut her off. “I just mean that they’re asking a lot of you, and sneaking in a two-inch leaf creature isn’t nearly on the same scale of sacrifice,” He told her. “No, you’re right. I just don’t really have any other way to rebel so I’m doing what I can,” Y/N shrugged and gave a light laugh, and Sirius could tell she didn’t want to pursue the topic any further. “Maybe we can train it to be very stealthy and sneak around your house making noises to mess with your mum?” Sirius joked, slinging an arm around Y/N’s shoulder. “What,” Y/N laughed, “You want to use a bowtruckle to gaslight my parents into thinking the manor is haunted?” Sirius joined in her laughter for a moment before shaking his head. “I was thinking more along the lines of rodents in the walls but I like where your mind is,” Sirius told her, and they both burst into laughter again. “You’re crazy, Sirius Black,” Y/N laughed as she shook her head.

The teenagers finished picking out their sweets and the group reconvened outside of Honeydukes. “Anyone fancy a trip to Zonko’s?” Remus offered. “I actually need to go to Scrivenshaft's for a new quill,” Lily replied. “Oh, I wanted to get some parchment and quills for journaling!” Y/N agreed. “The boys always lose their heads in Zonko’s anyway. Y/N, why don’t you and I go get our supplies and leave them to their toys,” Lily flashed Y/N a wink as all of the marauders began to protest. “They aren’t toys!” Peter cried. “We’re planning chaos!” Sirius protested. “Yes, I can see what you mean. They’re obviously very passionate about the pranks,” Y/N laughed, “I’d love to join you, Lily.” And with that, the group split into two.

“So you said that you and Sirius grew up together?” Lily asked as the girls made their way through Hogsmeade. “Yeah, our parents are good friends so we spent a lot of time together as children. Shortly after the start of first year my parents wrote me a letter saying that Sirius was becoming too much of a troublemaker and that I wasn’t to see him anymore,” Y/N admitted. “And that was just… it?” Lily asked. There was no judgment in her question, just complete surprise. “That was it. The society we grew up in, what Sirius did is almost unheard of. We’re trained from birth to listen to our parents and be upstanding members of the community. If our parents tell us that we aren’t to associate with someone, we never see them again. Image and status are everything to them,” Y/N told her.

“So what changed?” Lily asked, opening the door to Scrivenshaft's and holding it for Y/N to enter. “I don’t know, I ran into Sirius at my engagement party over the summer and I was a little bit miserable. Sirius was the only one who noticed, and we talked and, I don’t know, it was nice to have a genuine conversation with someone. It was like no time had passed and I realized that I missed him. That’s sort of crazy, isn’t it?” Y/N laughed nervously. “That’s not crazy at all, everyone needs friends that they can depend on, and Sirius is a good one,” Lily smiled. “But let’s back up just a tad… You’re engaged?” Lily asked incredulously. “Yes. Well, sort of. I mean… Yes. My parents promised me to the son of another family when we were children. Now we’re to be married when the school year ends,” Y/N explained. “Y/N that’s… heavy,” Lily stopped rummaging through shelves to look at Y/N. “Oh, it’s alright. Peter seems nice, and financially well off, and I’ve been prepared for this for years so it’s okay,” Y/N nodded and Lily didn’t want to press on.

“But you and Sirius seem to have reconnected without a hitch,” Lily offered. “Oh, yeah absolutely. It’s weird how we’ve only just picked up again and he already seems to know me better than my family and my other friends,” Y/N pondered. A knowing glimmer shone in Lily’s eyes and she just nodded as Y/N began looking for the parchment she needed. Lily stood pondering for a moment before catching up with Y/N. She decided it was best to not press on and changed the subject. “That’s the best parchment for personal writing, I think. Do you write?” Lily asked her. “I like to write out my feelings, mostly. Sometimes I write poetry, but that’s pretty much the same thing only in a stuck-up way,” Y/N laughed, “What about you?” “I don’t think poetry is stuck up at all, I think it’s beautiful! And I like to journal, write about my day, things to preserve memories, you know?” Lily replied. Y/N smiled, “I think that’s brilliant. I’ll have to try that-writing down my favorite memories from the day.”

“I’d love to read more poetry,” Lily pondered aloud. “Oh, I could recommend you some books! My parents had me reading poetry my whole life to improve my prose, that’s how I got into writing it,” Y/N offered. “I would love that! What else do you like to read?” Lily asked. “Old stuff, mostly,” Y/N admitted with a laugh, “Shakespeare, Dickens, Brontë, Wilde, stuff like that.” “All good, yes, but hear me out: modern sci-fi, or if that’s a little too much for you, some romance?” Lily suggested. “I’d be open to both, honestly,” Y/N nodded. “How about we do a book swap? Every Sunday we meet in the library and pick out a book for the other to read-You pick out a poetry book for me, I pick something modern and muggle for you, and then the following Saturday we can talk about the books!” Lily exclaimed. “Lily Evans, I think we’re going to be very good friends,” Y/N grinned as she tossed her arm around Lily’s shoulders and the girls made their way to the counter.

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You could be my unintended choice (Young!Sirius Black x reader)

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Paring: young!Sirius Black x fem!reader

Universe: Harry Potter

Word Count: 1527

Warnings: mention of an abusive family, blood purity, crying, screaming, a few curse words

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Summary: The one where they hated each other - or maybe they just pretend?

Knowing somebody for most of your life can still bring a lot of surprises. And their relation was the perfect example of this. They have known each other since childhood - both came from families who believed in blood purity. And they hated each other - or they pretended it was this way. They were complete opposites - she was calm, ambitious and neat. He was energetic, loud and nosy. She was Slytherin, and he was Gryffindor. He was against his family's beliefs and wasn't afraid to speak about it loudly. She was obedient to her parents, or rather she learned to act like it perfectly because she was too scared to stand up to them.

Because of their differences, they hated each other and made it very clear to everybody around. However, they couldn't mistake their closest friends. They often caught them looking at another one from the side or the look on their faces when the other was mentioned. And even if they tried to hate each other, they always found something to admire in the other one. He couldn't miss her witty jokes when she tried to change her housemates' minds. When she lost her temper, the spells she cast were advanced and made in her unique style. And even if he pretended he didn't see it, he caught her helping youngsters to feel safe and comfortable, without caring about their houses and blood status. She couldn't be indifferent to his charm and loyalty. In their classes, she saw how talented he was and how easily he could connect with everybody. In the deep of night, she'd quietly admitted she was slightly jealous of his bravery. And with time, both hearts started beating faster at the sight of each other.

Their friends couldn't stand their ingoing complaining and secret simping between them. The rest of the Marauders devised a plan to make them confess their feelings. They used the fact Remus got paired with her for the potions project, and they spent a lot of time together after classes. He again asked her to meet in the library, but what was unusual that day was James and Sirius at the next table. They talked quietly about their project, and Sirius couldn't help but watch them closely. He watched how she smiled at Remus and laughed at something he said. He noticed how she ran her hand through her hair or tapped the top of her nose with a pencil when she wondered about something. He knew Moony very well and was surprised that he acted so openly towards her. And it made his blood boil in his veins. At every touch on her hand, Sirius felt a pang in his heart. He watched them when they started gathering their things after they finished.

"I will walk you to your common room. Such a pretty lady shouldn't be alone that late." Remus smiled at her, and she laughed softly.

"It's not like I would be outside. I can handle myself, Remus." She touched his arm and looked at their neighbour. "I'm pretty sure you all have some mischief to plan, and I don't want to pull you away from it."

"I know you could handle yourself. I saw how good you are at charms. But it doesn't mean that you have to do it alone." Remus saw how Sirius' hands clenched into fists. "Even if we have something to plan, it can wait. By the way, did you change the way you make your hair? It suits you very well."

"Oh..." She touched her hair. "I didn't think that anybody would see it." She chucked, looking at him. She jumped a little when Sirius, who sat behind her, loudly closed the book he read.

"Oh, for Merlin's sake! Of course, everybody noticed it, woman!" She turned and looked at him with shock. "How could they not when you look even more beautiful than normal?" Even if she wanted to scream at him at the beginning, the last sentence made her speechless. She could just blink at him when he looked angry at Remus, who couldn't stop his all-knowing smile. It was something that made him realise it was planned by his friends. "You bloody idiots..." He whispered, suddenly feeling ashamed that he had allowed his emotion to take the best of him.

"You think I am pretty?" She asked quietly, making him look at her with a soft smile. They heard both men stand up and walk away, telling them something like: "We leave you now, lovebirds." He watched how she bit her lower lip, and he needed everything in himself to not touch it.

"I think that everybody with eyes could say it. You are pretty." She watched him closely, and her cheeks grew hotter against her will.

"You're making jokes about me right now?" He saw that she started breathing a little faster. When he didn't say anything, she quickly took her things and nearly ran from the library. Sirius knew that it was time to finally stop acting with his proudness. He ran after her, screaming to the librarian his goodbye. He called after her, but she didn't stop. When he caught her, he grabbed her hand, making her look at him.

"I'm not making any jokes right now. You are beautiful! And you are so talented and brilliant that nobody can be compared to you." She breathed quickly from her run and felt tears in her eyes.

"Why have you changed your mind right now?! You've made it pretty clear that you hate me, Black! You made it clear that you despise me! So please, make me understand what changed! Because if it's not a joke, I can only think that you bet with the rest of your friends.

"I did not, I swear! I hated you, or rather I wanted to hate you. But you are too perfect to make me feel this way. All you have made - it makes me only affected more. I only wanted to know more and more, but what stopped me was that you'll become one of them. You always looked up to your family, and I only waited for when you'll become one of them. But it didn't matter anymore because when I watched Moony flirt with you, I wanted to be in his place." He watched how her face changed - he saw hurt in her eyes.

"You idiot... Did it not come to your stupid mind that I could have no other choice?! Not all of us have friends who unconditionally have our back. Or take you in when you want to leave it all and start to live on your own rules. Everything I knew my whole life -it was judging me on the littlest thing, the littlest mistake. And now, you're telling me that you hate me because I wanted to survive." She choked, covering her lips with his hand.

"I... I am so sorry... I didn't know."

"You should! You were in the same position! You know very well that families like ours can make your life hell when you are against them." He didn't think about it anymore, just wrapped his arms around her and brought her to his chest. She tried to protest at the start but quickly allowed him to hold her when unwanted tears started to run down her cheeks.

"Now you have somebody like this... who will have your back no matter what and take you in when needed. I want to be this person. I want to make you smile and laugh and be here to wipe your tears. I'll take care of you. If you allow me." She closed her hand on his robe, starting to calm down.

"Take me to a date first, Black." She tried to joke, sniffing. He chuckled, squeezing her gently.

"You're free this Saturday?" When she looked at him, he smiled, and all she saw on his face was serious. He gently wiped the tears from his cheek with his thumb. "So what will you say, sweetness?"

"I'm free." She smiled softly. "And I'm sorry I was such a bitch to you... I... I was jealous, you know? That you were brave enough to make yourself free. And I shouldn't make you guilty for that. I didn't want you to know I couldn't do something similar for myself."

"We both made mistakes... And we both can fix them. Especially because I bloody fancy you, and I will do everything for you to believe me." she bit her lip again, and this time he gently touched it to make her let go of it.

"I bloody fancy you either, Black." He smiled widely and couldn't help but quickly peck her lips, making her laugh. "Hey, Mister, wait for our date with that!"

"It will be the best date in your life! I swear! And I promise that we'll make everything work. And you'll be free."

She was too moved up to say anything, so she just hugged him closely. And for the first time in a very long, she felt hope. She felt hope to be free, to be loved and safe.

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Pairing: Younger Sirius Black x fem!reader

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Characters: Sirius, Y/N, Remus, James, Peter, Lily

A/N: Y/N is Remus’s younger sister.

Description: When Sirius sees Y/N being bullied by Lucius, he comes and saves the day. Since then, the pair have been inseparable.

It’s hard to believe that back in your first year at Hogwarts you were a goody two shoes and given that you were Remus’s little sister, you had pressure on you to turn out like him even if you were only one year younger. On your first day, Remus made sure to take care of you and introduced you to his friends, the Marauders: James Potter, Peter Pettigrew and Sirius Black. That was the worst thing that he could have done because when you met Sirius, you instantly developed feelings for him.

Over the years, your feelings for him only grew and you were sure he was catching on. You were now in your 5th year and Sirius in his 6th and you were struggling to keep your feelings a secret. However, a moment of complete sadness turned into the happiest thing that could have happened to you.

Sirius was walking down the hallway to meet the other Marauders in the library when he spotted you being cornered by Lucius Malfoy. He was hurling insult after insult to you, backing you against the wall. Sirius’s blood began to boil as he watched the tears fall down your cheeks and the shakiness of your body as Lucius poked his finger in your face.

Before he could think about what he was doing, Sirius bounded over toward the both of you and pushed Lucius away, causing him to fall on his ass. Sirius held his hand out and pulled you up, wrapping an arm around your waist and softening his expression. “Are you alright?” You sniffled and nodded your head, tucking your hair behind your ears.

He turned his attention back to Lucius, his expression hardening again. “Don’t you ever come near her again. I don’t care if your family is rich and powerful, I will pound you into the ground if I hear that you have even glanced at her wrong, understand?”

At this point, Sirius was knelt down to Lucius’s level and was glaring at him. Lucius nodded slowly before getting up and running the opposite way. Sirius turned around and opened his mouth to speak to you when he was met with your lips pressing themselves against his. At first he was surprised and didn’t react straight away but when he realised what was going on he melted into the kiss, his arms wrapping tight around you and kissing you back.

You pulled away but didn’t make eye contact, clearly ashamed of what you had done. “I’m sorry, Sirius, I don’t know what came over me.” He shook his head and ran his hands up and down your arms. “You don’t need to be sorry. You have no idea how long I’ve been wanting to do that.”

You slowly opened your eyes and looked at him, smiling widely. “Really? I never thought you’d feel the same way.” Sirius chuckled and leaned down, pressing another kiss to your lips.

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You were now in sixth year and you couldn’t believe that a whole year had passed since you and Sirius admitted your feelings to each other. However, Sirius wanted to keep your relationship a secret because he didn’t know how Remus would react to him dating his younger sister. You completely understood this but it was getting harder and harder to hide it.

You and Sirius had made plans with each other to make excuses to Lily and the Marauders and sneak off to somewhere secluded for the night, just to be together. The next morning, though, your plan to keep your relationship a secret was ruined.

Lily and James became increasingly suspicious of you both when you turned up to the dorm yawning and exhausted. They both looked at each other and Lily leaned in, ushering James to do the same. “Are you thinking what I’m thinking?” James nodded his head and smiled. “Absolutely! Let’s see if we can catch them out.”

Lily and James leaned back with small smirks on their faces. “Err, Y/N. Why are you so tired? I thought you went to bed early last night.” Your eyes widened a little. “Err, I did. But I couldn’t sleep so I went for a walk.” James then put Sirius on the spot. “What about you? Why are you so tired?” Sirius looked sheepish and scratched the back of his head. “I don’t know, maybe I just didn’t get enough sleep.”

Lily and James burst out laughing whilst Peter and Remus looked over at them, confused. “What’s so funny? I don’t see what was so hilarious about their response.” Lily smiled and raised her eyebrows at you. “You know what’s funny, don’t you Y/N? Tell us the secret that you’ve been hiding.”

You shrugged your shoulders. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.” James sniggered. “Yes you do, you both do. C’mon, tell us Sirius.” Sirius opened his mouth to protest but couldn’t find the words to lie again. His shoulders slunk slightly and he cringed as the words fell from his mouth.

“Me and Y/N are in a relationship. We have been for nearly a year now. We’re sorry we didn’t tell you all sooner, we just didn’t know how you were going to react.” James, Lily and Peter all jumped up and rushed over, congratulating you whilst Remus stayed off to the side, frustration evident in his features.

You both gulped and walked over to him, hand in hand. “Hey, bro.” He looked over at you and narrowed his eyes. “I want to know exactly what has been going on over this past year.” Sirius stepped forward and gulped. “Well, it started when I noticed Malfoy bullying her in the hallway. I protected her and one thing led to another, and... we... kissed. Since then, we have been sneaking off every chance we get to be with each other. We didn’t want anyone to know.”

Lily, James and Peter smiled whilst Remus’s face filled with fury. “Seriously Sirius?! You’re supposed to be my best friend and you sneak off with my sister every night and do god knows what to her!” He shakes his head. “I don’t want you seeing her anymore.”

Both yours and Sirius’s faces dropped; your eyes beginning to fill with tears and a gut-wrenching feeling in the pit of your stomach. Sirius wrapped an arm around your shoulders and hugged you into his chest, kissing the top of your head.

Remus’s facade staggered once he seen the way you both were together. You looked over at him with watery eyes and began to cry. “Please, Remus. Don’t make me do this. I love him.” Seeing the way you clung to Sirius and the emotion in your voice toppled his decision.

He took a deep breath and nodded his head before opening his arms. “Come here, Y/N.” You looked up at Sirius and touched your forehead with his before taking a slow walk over into Remus’s arms. He looked down at you with a small smile.

“I can see how much he means to you. I can’t be the one to upset you by taking him away. I accept your relationship.” You shone a beaming smile up at your brother before giving him a hug and skipping your way over to Sirius. “But Sirius, you must promise not to hurt my sister. I will kill you if you ever do anything that upsets her.”

Sirius nodded in response and turned his attention to you. “I would never dream of hurting her. She’s the love of my life.” You both slowly leaned in and kissed, soft and passionate, before intwining hands and heading to the great hall for breakfast.

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I'm working on young Sirius Black stuff, and this is something I came up with. I do not agree with JK Rowling at all. My work is in the universe of HP, but it is not even in the timeline. I do not affiliate with that bitch. One of my best friends is trans and he's amazing, and I love him to death. I do not support JK Rowling at all. I just love Harry Potter, and my heart is breaking at the thought of giving it up. I write about this because I love the universe, not the writer or anything she implied in her work.I hope you don't get mad at me for this (writing about HP). I love you all. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

Imagine being Remus' twin and meeting Sirius for the first time.

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Sirius entered his best friend's house with a smile. It was exactly like he'd remembered, the only difference being the loud rock music coming from upstairs.

"Hey, Moony. I didn't know you liked that kind of music." Sirius tells Remus, who sighs.

"That's my sister. She likes rock." The brown haired boy tells his friend.

"Hello, Daddy! Hello, Mom! I'm your Ch-Ch-Ch-Cherrybomb!" Is heard from upstair making the black-haired boy laugh at his friend's annoyed face.

"Hey! Keep it down up there!" Remus yells with a sigh.

Sirius holds in his laugh when the music becomes even louder, and the girl seems to sing as loud as she can to piss off her brother.

"Hello, world! I'm your wild girl! I'm your Ch-Ch-Ch-Cherrybomb!" She yells out, causing Sirius to chuckle.

"She's doing it again, isn't she?" His mother questions as the boy walks the kitchen, causing Remus to nod defeatedly.

"She's been doing that ever since you guys took her wand. She's protesting." Remus tells his mother as he grabs two glass and fills them with water.

"What are you making, Mrs. Lupin?" Sirius questions as he watches her knead some dough.

"Cookies, dear. Y/n has been... in a really bad mood. She hasn't been eating and I'm getting worried. I'm hoping the cookies will at least make her eat a little bit." Mrs. Lupin explains.

"Why isn't she eating?" Remus questions in concern as he gives Sirius his glass of water.

"Andrew cheated on her, and when she called him out on it..." Mrs. Lupin answers only to be cut off with an angry voice.

"That asshole had the nerve to tell me I was a fugly ass bitch and nobody in their right mind would touch me." Y/n snaps from the doorway.

"That wanker is obviously blind." Sirius blurts out his eyes widening.

"Padfoot!" Remus says, giving him a look of disaproval

"I said that out loud." Sirius states as he looks at the h/c-haired girl who chuckles and heads to grab a water bottle from the fridge.

"Yeah, you did. Don't worry tho. I'm flattered you think I'm hot, but sadly for you I don't date my brother's friends." She tells him teasingly patting his shoulder before heading back upstairs.

He stands there frozen in shock.

"I'm gonna go to the loo. You can head upstairs if you want." Remus tells him.

He nods and does as he's told and heads up the stairs when a tune comes on. He follows the music to the first door to the right and smiles in amusement at the sight in front of him.

Y/n is standing on her bed dancing and flipping her hair wildly as she sings into a hair brush. The red nightgown she's wearing leaves little for the imagination.

"I don't give a damn about my reputation! You're living in the past it's a new generation! A girl can do what she wants to do and that's what I'm gonna do. And I don't give a damn about my reputation! Oh no, not me. Oh no, not me. An' I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation! Never said I wanted to improve my station! An' I'm only doin' good when I'm havin' fun. An' I don't have to please no one. An' I don't give a damn 'bout my bad reputation!" She sings, jumping around like a maniac.

"Oh no, no, no, no, not me, oh no, no, no, no, not me. I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation! I've never been afraid of any deviation! An' I don't really care if you think I'm strange! I ain't gonna change!" Her singing comes to a halt when she jumps and spots Sirius watching her from the doorway with an amused look etched on his face.

She lets out a yelp as she loses her balance and falls off the bed and sharply to the floor.

"Are you ok?" Sirius questions as he rushes over causing her to blush.

"Peachy. How long have you been standing there?" She pries, causing him to grin.

"Enough to see those beautiful dance moves." He teases, causing Y/n to sigh.

"There goes my dignity." She states, smiling as he pulls her up.

"What are you guys doing?" Remus pipes up from the doorway, startling them.

"Rem! Get out!" She exclaims, yanking herself away from Sirius like she'd been burned. She blushes and looks at Remus.

"Y/n/n! no!" Her twin says causing her to huff in annoyance.

"What happened?" Remus repeats.

"She fell off the bed and hit her head. I saw her fall and helped her up." Sirius explains causing Remus to chuckle.

"You're such a klutz." He tells Y/n who rolls her eyes.

"Wow, thanks for the concern, you wanker." She says sarcastically.

"You are very welcome." He tells her mimicking her tone.

"Mutt." She insults, causing him to scoff in mock offence. He knew his sister was just messing with him.

"Dumbass." He states.

Sirius attempts not to laugh as he watches the two sibblings fight back and forth.

"Loser." She shot back as she looks at her twin.

"Takes one to know one." He smirks at her teasingly.

"Smartass." She snaps, crossing her arms in front of her chest.

"At least one of us is smart. The other one's braindead." He sasses causing her to let out an offended noise and chuck her pillow at him.

"Dickhead!" She yells at him before they both break out laughing.

"Now, that one hurt. Padfoot, pass her over." Remus tells his friend who looks at the girl who shakes her head.

"Sorry, love." He say as he goes to grab her only for her to push him back and run towards her brother, sliding between his legs and kicking him into Sirius.

"I'm gonna get you." Sirius yells running after her as she squeals and runs down the stairs.

Sirius slides down the railing and follows her to the kitchen. He manages to catch up with her and pin her against the counter.

"Got you, Y/n/n." He says with a smug look on his face.

"You sure?" She questions with a smirk reaching behind her.

He raises an inquisitive brow only to gasp in shock as she throws a handful of flour at his face.

He stares at her for a moment before smirking and doing the same to her.

Next thing you know they start throwing flour at eachother, accidentally hitting Remus who walks into the room and joins them.

"Oh my god! What happened to you guys?" Mrs. Lupin yells as she sees the horrifying mess in her kitchen.

They all freeze at look at eachother for a minute before bursting out in laughter.

Mrs. Lupin shakes her head and chuckles before ushering them out of the kitchen.

"You know, I never caught your name." Y/n questions as she looks at Sirius who smirks.

"It's Sirius." He introduces making her smile.

"Pleasure to meet you, Starshine." She tells him causing his nose to scrunch up.

"Starshine?" He questions in confusion.

"Yeah, you're named after a star after all. And you also have a shiny personality." She tells him, causing him to smile.

"I'm gonna take the first shower... you guys aren't listening so I'm just gonna go. Use protection!" Remus shouts, only the end of his rent catching their attention.

"Huh?" They both exclaim looking at the bathroom door then at eachother with a smile.

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I apologise for any spelling mistakes in advance. English is not my first language. I'd like to thank my friend who encouraged me to post this. Please do not steal my work. I work really hard on these one-shots. Reblogs are welcomed tho. 😁

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The Taming of the Shrew

A/N: finally chapter 3!! So sorry it’s been a while and also it’s a little short. Let me know how you’re enjoying it :)

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Bianca and Chastity were sat on the field outside of the library, a blanket spread on the floor beneath them as they gossiped; it was chilly, but the sun was still shining down on them. It was a quarter past five, and Bianca swore she would leave for her home quarters any minute now. But the news of Casey Midge and Lawrence Saltwater's scandal in the girls' bathroom was just too juicy to wait for, and Chastity was a witness to the scene. Hogwarts was just brimming with gossip at any given day, truly a busy-body's paradise. "Apparently they've both got a month of detention - separately." Chastity laughed, the image of Sprout's face replaying in her mind as she'd opened the door to see Casey pressed against the sinks with Lawrence's hand up her blouse.

"Oh Helga," Bianca snickered, "I reckon people are gonna be talking about this for weeks."

"You just want to hope your uncle doesn't find out," Chastity said, pointing a manicured finger at her, "like he isn't crazy as it is."

Bianca groaned and threw her head back. "I know, this is the last thing I need - I swear I'm the only girl in school not dating! How am I gonna get a date to the End of Year Ball with him breathing down my neck?”

Chastity twirled a curl of dark hair with her finger, something she did when she was deep in thought. “Yeah, shame you can’t get around that somehow…”

It wasn’t really as bad as she thought, Bianca acted like her uncle’s rule meant she would die alone; she didn’t see it now, but this rule was put in place to save her from not only heart-ache, but from boys like Lucius Malfoy too. A naive girl like Bianca would be played by someone like him like a puppet on a string until he got bored and tossed her aside for something new. But she couldn’t see that, she was blind to the warning signs, brainwashed by girly dramas that taught her that the right girl could tame a bad boy. But that was fantasy, Bianca just didn’t know it.

Closing the door quietly behind her, Bianca walked into her home hiding a smile. On her way back she and Chastity had seen Slytherin’s own group of purebloods, loitering in the hallways with their neatly pressed robes and perfect hair, looking to her like they belonged with the paintings on the walls. She would have stayed there all day at the receiving end of his flirts had Lucius asked, but she was far over an hour late for dinner and would no doubt be in a lot of trouble.

“Bianca.”

The girl turned around to find her guardian stood in the living room with his arms crossed. She’d need to tread lightly if she wanted things to go in her favour. “Hey Uncle Walt…”

“Don’t hey me, Bianca. Where have you been?”

(Y/N) was sat in the living room, feet on the coffee table and a book in front of her face, Bianca fumed to herself when she noticed the smirk she was hiding. “I was just with Chastity… we were talking is all.”

What a crappy excuse. Professor Stratford could see right through her – as could most people, really, she was such an open book – and scrunched his brows. “Just talking?”

She might have gotten away with batting her eyes and making a slightly better excuse, if she hadn’t tried to redirect the attention to the Slytherin smirking from across the room. “Well didn’t you hear the news? (Y/N) is gonna try out for the Quidditch team this year.” Her cousin’s smile quickly dropped.

Their carer spluttered. “Quidditch?” He exclaimed, turning to his daughter. “What’s this about Quidditch again? I thought you decided you were gonna be a Healer? Work in St. Mungos with--”

“No, you decided.” (Y/N) interrupted, rolling her eyes and turning away with her book.

Walter’s face flushed. “Oh so you’re just gonna give all that up – the apprenticeship I have waiting for you – for what? So you can do-- so you can play Quidditch?”

(Y/N) rolled her eyes again, turning back around and closing her book, shooting Bianca a cold, hard glare. “Ask Bianca who walked her home.”

The Professor shook his head and waved a finger at her. “No now don’t try to change the subj-- wai-- what? Who walked you home?” His mood quickly changed at the distraction, the blood draining from his face as he turned to his dear niece.

Bianca sucked in a breath, hardly giving her cousin a scowl. She gave one last attempt at batting her eyes. “Don’t get upset Uncle, but… well there’s this boy--”

“Who’s a poisonous basta--”

“And I think he might ask me--”

“GIRLS!” The man exclaimed, holding his hands out to them. He gestured for them to sit, which they did (begrudgingly). “There are two rules – just two rules, in this house.” He waved a finger at the both of them. “Rule Number One: No Dating Until You Graduate. Rule Number Two: No. Dating. Until. You. Graduate. That’s it!” He scolded, throwing his arms up.

Bianca threw her arms back and groaned. Not even bothering to look to her cousin for help. “That’s not fair!” She all but screamed, crossing her arms across her chest. “I barely have a social life – everyone in school is dating!”

“Oh don’t be dramatic,” he huffed, “(Y/N) doesn’t date.”

“And I don’t need to,” (Y/N) rolled her eyes. Picking up her book again, dismissing the notion entirely. Earning a fleeting look of approval from her father.

The Hufflepuff scoffed at the comment, sneering at her cousin. “Oh you’re such a freak.” She spat, flicking her hair behind her shoulder.

“Better than a dosey, attention seeking brat.”

“That’s enough!” Walter interrupted, holding his hands up to silence them. “You know what, I see how this is going to go.” He said, gesturing for them to both sit still. “New rule: Bianca can date…” he started, watching Bianca’s face lighten up and (Y/N)’s twist up, “when (Y/N) does.” with that he turned and went to his desk by the window to get to marking some homework. Bianca’s face had never fallen faster. “What?” She exclaimed, ignoring (Y/N)’s satisfied look, standing up to argue her case. “But she’s a freak! What if she never dates?” “Well then you’ll never date.” Walter said, a pleased expression crossing his face. Then collected his papers and scrolls, and excused himself to his study.

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that-bitch-kat3 · 6 months

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walburga: you’re not good enough for my son

remus: you’re not good enough for your son

walburga: excuse me?

remus: you heard me.

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It’s in his eyes

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here’s Wolfstar being a couple of menaces and driving James up the wall while he’s trying to study (he’s only “studying” in the library in attempt to impress lily, so no harm done)

I’ve been hoarding a bunch of Marauders scribbles I’ll probably never clean up so expect more incoherent chaos

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Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you 🌖✨

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nolita fairytale's first ever follower celebration

so here's the tea, friends. i think it a little strange to share the number of followers because sometimes i think we all get a little too in our heads about things like this. however, i feel deeply grateful for all of you SO i would still like to do a follower celebration as a thank you for reading my fics and interacting w me on this wild app.

here's what i'm thinking. i will run this from today (8/14 - 8/20) to sunday, as long as requests don't get too out of hand! i’m going to open my request box for the first time EVER. since so many of my fics are focused on the bear, use my ask box, now called "what can i get ya?" and you may request off of THE MENU:

🥐 A blurb: smut, fluff, angst | related or unrelated to fics I’ve already written, or just general fandom x reader / fav ships

🍜 A song recommendation based on what kind of music you enjoy, wanting to be surprised, based on a character, or a gif of mine you love.

🍝 a headcanon

🍳 an au moodboard based on a fav character

fandoms I will create for: harry potter (marauders & golden era), daredevil, the punisher, the defenders, the bear, top gun maverick

that being said, be kind. any rude or unkind asks will be deleted / ignored, and i will not be taking anonymous asks.

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There is a Light That Never Goes Out

Young!Sirius Black x Pureblood!Reader

wc: ~2600

Content: *PLEASE READ* Very angsty. Mentions/depictions of death. Mentions/depictions of abuse and torture. Suicide. Major character death. This is a dark piece with violent situations, please take caution in reading. Use of she/her pronouns. Use of Y/N.

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Sirius knew all too well what it was like to be resented by a pure-blood family. He still remembered the feeling of his heart dropping to his stomach when the hat yelled Gryffindor instead of Slytherin. He could still feel the sting of the slap his mother delivered to his face the first time he visited home from Hogwarts. Eleven years old and hated just because he wore red.

Sirius also remembers the first time Euphemia Potter hugged him, and the first time Fleamont Potter clapped his back and said he was proud of him. Even though he was well-versed in the world of hatred he was raised in, he also relished the feeling of being loved and chose to focus on that instead.

Y/n like Sirius, was fluent in evil. She could recall the shrieking of the howler her mother sent the day after she was sorted into Gryffindor. She remembered how the sharp words felt like they were slashing her arms and legs, how her tears burned lines into her face as she ran from the Great Hall trying to escape her impending nightmare.

Unlike Sirius, however, y/n never got the chance to leave home and live with a best friend. She was unlucky enough to be born female, which made escape twenty times harder for her. Her home was akin to Azkaban, protection charms, anti-sneaking spells, and a horde of temperamental house elves loyal to her father stood in her way. Every time she was home she was watched, stalked, even, by her parents. She was to graduate in a year and the expectation that she would produce an heir for the man she was promised to within the six months following graduation had her under lockdown. Nothing could jeopardize their marriage, it would boost her parent's name in the pureblood society and that was all that mattered to them.

When she heard the news of Sirius’s escape from his family, she was instantly filled with jealousy and rage. It seemed he had been dealt new cards, a royal flush. He won the game, he was safe with a nice family and she was still locked in a cold room with an unforgiving bed.

The first time the two saw each other after Christmas break, was the first time neither had anything to say to the other. He knew she was still in trouble, the bruises on her wrists and the hardened look on her face as she stopped to look at him told him everything. The two had been attached at the hip since childhood, seeking each other out at every pureblood party and dinner her family had with his. Knowing that he was out and she was not destroyed her.

Had he thought about her when he arrived at the Potters?

Did he want to apparate into her home and take her with him?

Her jealousy ate her alive. She destroyed herself every single time she thought about his skin which would never be bruised by his parents again, every single time she pictured him sitting in the living room with the Potters laughing at a joke instead of cowering behind a door waiting for the next strike like she was.

She knew she shouldn’t have been cross with him, but she couldn't conjure any other emotion. Two months later and she refused to salvage their relationship, refused to speak to him because she was scared she wouldn’t be able to stop the nasty words that would come from her mouth. She wasn’t even sure at this point if he would give her the time of day.

Remus and James had both tried to catch her in the hallways between classes, they tried to talk to her, to help her, but she was too far gone into her situation. She was no longer able to convince herself at night that she would live through the torture and abuse. She had no energy to think positive thoughts anymore about how her life would be after Hogwarts, she had no energy to speak, eat, go to class, or socialize. She was caving in on herself and none of her friends knew how to help, the hole was too deep for them to pull her out.

It was a full four months before Sirius was finally able to corner her. The train was taking all the kids back home for spring break, and as the Marauders were searching for an empty compartment they happened upon their friend, her head was turned to look out the window. Sirius stopped in his tracks, telling the three other boys to go on, that he would meet them later.

Tears were cascading down her cheeks, she never wanted to go home ever again, yet here she was with no choice but to be subject to her parent's nasty, self-righteous monologues and abuse for two weeks.

“Come to James’s house with me.” Sirius had silently snuck into the compartment.

Her head snapped around, though she didn’t need to turn to know who was in there with her. She would never be able to forget his voice even after four months of silence.

“We can get off this train together, and you can never look back. You don’t need to suffer anymore.” Sirius sat in front of her, his eyebrows knitting together at the sight of her red tear-stricken face.

“It’s not that simple.” She spits at him, her voice tinted with poison.

“It is that simple. I did it-”

She cut him off,

“The torture may be the same, but the situation is not, Sirius. They are not as willing to forget me as your parents are. They will look for me and when they find me there is no telling what they will do.”

“I won't let them find you. I will never let them lay a hand on you again.” Sirius put a hand on her cheek, she knew he was sincere, but it truly was easier said than done.

“Why are you trying to help me? Why? We haven’t spoken in months, and you have a new happy life. One where you don’t need to worry about me anymore.” She tried sounding confident in her words, but they came out choked and desperate.

“I will always worry about you. Do you think I don’t know exactly what has been running through your head these past months? I know you better than you think I do.”

“Then you know that I cannot leave like you, the only way I will ever be able to get out of this situation is if-” She cringed at the words she refused to attach to the end of that sentence.

“If what, love?”

“Nothing. Nevermind. Forget I said anything.” He wouldn’t forget and she knew that.

“No, if there is a way to get you out of this, then I will go to the ends of the Earth to make that happen.” His voice was strong, and it wrapped around her the same way his hands did hers.

“You cannot help me, Sirius, nobody can.” She shook her head looking away from him, “Please, leave.” She motioned to the sliding compartment door, hoping he would make this easy for her.

“No, not until you say you’re coming with me.”

“I can’t! What do you not understand about that Sirius? If I don’t return home tonight then they will kill me tomorrow. Even if they do not kill me, death would still be a more welcome release than whatever they would actually do.” She stood abruptly and began pacing the small compartment they were in.

“I will never let them get close to you. I will do whatever it takes to ensure your safety, just please come with me. Please.” He was practically begging her now.

She stopped pacing and looked at him.

“I can’t Sirius. I’m so sorry, but I just can’t.” Her throat was blocked with tears.

Turning around she hurriedly walked from the small room down the train corridor and locked herself in the bathroom until she knew Sirius was no longer waiting for her to show herself.

For Sirius, the break was spent waking up at night, sweaty and panicking from nightmares about her, James would calm him down and assure him that she was okay, though he didn’t quite believe that himself.

The first Friday, since she had gotten home, rolled around, and she had new bruises on her ribs and probably her back, although she wasn’t sure because she no longer cared enough to look. Her door knob turned and both of her parents were standing in the doorway, neither stepping foot into the barren room.

“We have arranged a dinner tonight with the man you will marry and his family.” Her father spoke, his voice even and uncaring.

This was the final straw she decided. She had been dwelling on everything Sirius had said on the train all week, and even if this killed her at least it would be on her own terms.

“No.” That was all she said.

“What do you mean no?” It was her mother who spoke this time.

“I mean no! I mean I am not marrying some rotten pureblood just so you two can get invited to more parties. I mean I am not ‘producing an heir’ at the age of eighteen. I mean I am no longer putting up with the dinners, the parties, and the abuse! The torture!” She was feral now. Inching closer to her parents with every word.

She knew from the first syllable that she had made a mistake, but there was no use in taking back her words, she had already said them, and Merlin's beard she meant them.

“Nobody will speak to me like that in my own home!” Her father shouted, his wand-wielding hand crossing the threshold before his feet.

Red sparks shot from his wand, his intention was strong, he wanted to torture her. Her own flesh and blood wanted to inflict pain on her, make her writhe on the floor, and scream until her throat was raw. The time between the curse leaving his wand and hitting her felt as though it had gone in slow motion.

As fast as she had seen her mother's face contort into one of guilt, she was on the floor. Crying out, begging her father to stop, begging her mother to help. Her nails dug into the skin on her arms as she tried to claw the pain from her body. She would not survive this.

“If you ever dare to go against me again, I will not be as forgiving.”

She was still on the ground, the lightning-hot pain still coursing through every centimeter of her body. She forced her eyes open and noticed her mother had left the room.

Her jaw was tight, but she managed to turn her thoughts into words.

“You call this forgiving? I would rather you kill me than make me put up with this bullshit any longer!”

Her father lifted his wand once more, the same disastrous curse flowing from the piece of wood.

“You will never get off that easily.” He sneered, “Clean yourself up, we have guests coming.”

He left the room, and her door slamming was the loudest thing she had ever heard. The torturous aching left her paralyzed on the floor. The only thing moving was her rapidly beating heart and the tears that fell from her eyes.

After the pain had subsided a bit, she crawled to her bedside table. The drawer only held a silver blade her grandmother had given her before she died. Hoisting herself onto the bed, she scrawled out a quick message to Sirius.

‘The lake, two miles behind my manor. I am so sorry. I love you more than I will ever love myself.’

She learned three years ago that she could apparate to that lake behind her home. There was no way anyone should be able to apparate and disapparate within the walls of her home, but it was as though some higher being made it possible, just for her.

She sent her owl off with the message, stuck the blade and her wand into her coat, and snapped from the bedroom.

The owl flew through the open window in James and Sirius’s shared room, and immediately Sirius recognized the owl. James looked at him, but all Sirius had to say was her name for him to understand.

The two read the message and Sirius grabbed James’s hand and apparated to the lake. The lake where they had shared secrets, and dreams as children. Where as pre-teens they shared their first kiss.

They stumbled upon her body within five minutes of looking. She was leaning up against a large mossy log, looking ever so peaceful from behind. Blood blossomed across the pure white dress she had been wearing. Sirius dropped to the ground beside her, trying to figure out whether she was alive. James was at her other side, he threw the blade from her lifeless hand.

“We need to get her back to your house James.” Sirius’s eyes frantically swept across James’s face.

“She’s too weak to apparate-”

“She will die if we wait any longer! Put her between us.” The two boys sandwiched her drooping body between them, Sirius gripping her waist so she would stay upright.

They apparated back to the Potter's house, landing in the kitchen.

“Mom!” James yelled, Euphemia could hear the desperation in his voice as she shot up from the couch. Both she and Fleamont rounded the corner to find where he had called them from.

A gasp left Euphemia's throat as she laid eyes upon the Pureblood girl. Sirius was holding her.

“Help her. Please.” He was in a frenzy. The pleas falling from his mouth were thick with emotion.

“Put her on the table. What Happened?” Euphemia sent Fleamont to get supplies.

“S-she tried to kill herself.” Sirius was unable to say the words out loud so James did it for him.

“Boys I need you to leave while I work on her. James, tell your father to hurry with the supplies.” She didn’t look at the boys while she spoke to them. She was focused on sussing out the injury to the girl's abdomen.

She had seen what Sirius’s family had done to him, and she would be damned if she could not help this girl the same way she had helped Sirius many months back. Euphemia had met y/n once. She was utterly grief-stricken that this was how their second meeting came to be.

After two hours of James trying to calm down Sirius and himself, Euphemia Potter made her way through the house to the living room where her boys were.

“My boys.” She looked at them, a sad smile on her sweet face.

“Please, no. Please don’t say it.” Sirius fell back onto the couch. His heart felt like it stopped beating at that moment.

“I am so sorry darling. Her body was too tired to come back to us.” She sat next to Sirius, pulling his shaking body into her arms, and petting his hair.

Fleamont and James stood in front of them. Silent tears made their way down James’s face from the sudden loss of a friend and the cries and pleas to Godric falling from Sirius’s lips.

“I want to see her. Please. I want to be alone with her.” Sirius said after a few minutes.

Euphemia let him go and nodded, signaling nobody would bother him while he was there.

Walking into the kitchen, Sirius could have died right there. His oldest friend, his first love. He was supposed to protect her, but he didn’t know that included protecting her from herself.

“What have you done?” He whispered, stroking her hair away from her blanched face.

He almost expected her to answer. To come back to the land of the living and kiss him and tell him it was a bad dream.

That would never happen. Not in this lifetime.

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princesse-de-ravenclaw · 11 months

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Champagne Problems (iii)

Summary: Y/N Y/L/N has everything: a wealthy family, a famous last name, and the most eligible bachelor in the wizarding community as her soon to be husband. What happens when she’s reunited with a forbidden friend from the past?

tw: nightmares

word count: 2,736

The next day, the teens collected their lunches and met up in the forbidden forest. “Alright mates, I recon we eat our lunches and take a look around here before we head to bowtruckle island,” James announced as he stopped in the forest. “Bowtruckle island?” Y/N asked. “Yeah, the library has some of Newt Scamander’s published notes and he mentioned an island on the black lake where branches of bowtruckles live,” James explained. “Wow, you really did your research,” Y/N was nearly floored at the effort he put in to do this for her when they barely knew each other. “Well of course, we want to do this right, don’t we?” he shrugged casually and Y/N dropped it, a sense of belonging beginning to fill her mind.

The group ate their lunches and looked around the forest for a little bit but came up with no bowtruckles, but finding plenty of woodlice to collect and bring to the island, so they decided to head to the lake and summon a row boat. The four boys rowed as Lily and Y/N went over the plan. “So we find one that is less shy than the others but also not agressive, and we bribe them with the woodlice. We build a bond with them by coming back over and over again and then hopefully about halfway through the school year we can bring them back to the castle and start training,” Y/N pondered aloud. “How often do you recon you want to come back?” James asked and he continued to row. “What about every two days?” Y/N asked, worried that might be more often than the rest of them would want to meet up. “We can do every two days, maybe once the bowtruckle starts to trust us more, we can come every day just to strengthen the bond even more before we bring them inside,” Remus suggested. Y/N beamed, “That sounds perfect.”

When the teens arrived to the island they found that there were indeed, branches upon branches of bowtruckles living in the trees. “These trees must be growing wand wood,” Y/N murmured. “Bowtruckles live in wand wood trees to protect them,” she explained. “So we ought ta be careful about pissing them off?” Remus asked. “Not necessarily, they’re very calm creatures. They only attack if they feel their tree is being threatened. Most of them will cower away to watch us from afar but we need to find one that is curious enough to want to check us out and stay visible,” Y/N explained. The group split up into pairs to gently search the island for the perfect bowtruckle. James and Lily, Remus and Peter, and Sirius and Y/N each went their own direction with a pouch full of woodlice.

Each pair searched and searched, but the bowtruckles kept scurrying away to hide. Until Y/N and Sirius stopped to rest and leaned up against a tree that seemed slightly larger than the rest on the island. “You’ve been quiet, are you starting to give up?” Sirius asked quietly. “No, Y/N sighed, “I’m getting a little discouraged but I don’t want to give up. I really want to go through with this and complete Operation Bowtruckle with you guys,” She told him honestly. “Plus, just because we haven’t found anything doesn’t mean no one else has,” She shrugged with hope in her voice. “Y/N/N, I think we’ve hit a stroke of luck, look,” Sirius whispered, pointing to a tree branch slightly overhead where a single Bowtruckle was peeking its head out from the other side.

“Oh, hi there!” Y/N whispered with a grin. She opened her pouch and set five woodlice on the tree branch in front of the bowtruckle as it cowered away until her hand was a safe enough distance from the tree. The bowtruckle returned, fully revealing itself this time and happily munched down the woodlice and looked and Y/N as if expecting more. “Hi there sweet girl,” Y/N murmured. “You want some more?” she asked, reaching into the pouch to pull out more woodlice. The bowtruckle backed away, but did not completely hide itself as Y/N set down the second round of food. “How do you know she’s female?” SIrius asked quietly. “She’s only got two legs. Males have three,” Y/N answered simply, and Sirius couldn’t help but grin and the fact that she just happened to know that off the top of her head.

Sirius and Y/N continued to feed the Bowtruckle until Y/N could get her to climb into her hand to eat the woodlice. “Alright, it’s been a good hour or so, I think we should go find the rest of the group and come back in a few days?” Y/N suggested. “Yeah, that sounds like a good plan. Have you decided what to call her yet?” Sirius asked curiously. “Millicent, I think. Millie for short. How does that sound?” Y/N asked offering the Bowtruckle one more wood louse. Millicent climbed into Y/N hand to eat the last crustacean and seemed to smile contentedly. “I think she likes it,” Sirius’s grinned. Y/N waited for Millicent to return to her tree, said goodbye, and she and Sirius made their way back to the meeting point.

“Y/N we couldn’t find a single bowtruckle that would work,” Peter announced defeatedly as he and Remus returned to the meeting point. “We found a couple curious ones but they wouldn’t let us get close to them,” Lily announced and she and James appeared. “Fear not, Y/N charmed the pants off of one and had her climbing in her hand,” Sirius beamed. “I made note of the tree she lived in so we’ll come back in a couple days and continue our work. Thank you guys so much for coming and helping me with this,” Y/N grinned as she looked at the teens around her. “You’re one of us now, anything you need, we’ve got you,” James slung his arm around Y/N and lead her and the rest of the group back to the boat.

By the time the group returned to the school, it was nearly dinner time and everyone went back to their dorms to freshen up. Once in the great hall, Y/N sat at the end of her table by herself and caught Sirius’s eye from his table across the room and he shot her a wink before going back to his conversation with Remus. She pondered her new friendship with him, or rather, this new chapter in her long-standing friendship with him. Things were just as easy as when they were children, but even easier almost? She felt like she could truly be herself with Sirius, find herself with Sirius. She wondered why it was so easy to breathe around him and why all of his friends were so willing to invite her in and accept her as one of their own. Y/N was taken out of her thoughts as Cynthia, Dawn, and Ellie plopped down around her to eat dinner. “Where were you today?” Dawn asked curiously as she started grabbing food and putting it on her plate. “Oh i just went out to the Forbidden Forest to feed the animals,” Y/N fibbed. She didn’t like lying, but she wanted Operation Bowtruckle to be her secret with Sirius and his friends. “The Forbidden Forest? It’s filthy out there!” Ellie cried, pausing in her own attempt to grab food. “Oh please, it’s not so bad. Plus I like the animals,” Y/N shrugged and began getting food for herself as well. “Well I hope you plan on showering before bringing forest filth in our dorm,” Ellie scrunched up her nose and continued filling her plate. Y/N remembered that she had a role to play with these girls, so she sat up straighter and put on her best smile,” Of course.”

Y/N took her time in the showers, slowly doing her skincare routine and dawdling back to her room. She ran into Remus in the hallway outside her corridor. “I hate to have to say this but it’s almost curfew” he spoke up. “Oh, of course,” Y/N nodded and curtly as she could and sped up toward her common room. “You did a good job today with the Bowtruckle,” he called after her after checking to make sure no one else was around. “Thanks,” Y/N grinned. “We had a lot of fun out there,” Remus told her. “Yeah, I did, too. I’m looking forward to going back again,” she admitted. “This plan is going to work,” Remus assured her. Y/N offered a smile in return and then continued to her common room door and paused before giving the password. “Hey Remus?” she called softly. “Hmm?” He turned back with his eyebrows raised. “Thanks for letting me crash you group,” Y/N said sincerely. Remus grinned in response, “Thanks for crashing.” And with that, they each turned back to their respective directions and continued on with their evenings.

Weeks went by and the teenagers stuck to their plan of visiting Millicent every two days, up until the night the boys backed out and left Y/N and Lily to go alone. “Have I done something? Are they getting bored of my stupid little mission?” Y/N asked aloud, thinking she was alone. Lily, who was approaching while Y/N was pondering aloud answered, “No, love. It’s not you at all, they’re doing a project on the shrieking shack for history of magic tonight.” “We didn’t have an assignment on the shrieking shack, I have that class with Sirius,” Y/N furrowed her brows. “Oh, it’s an extra credit thing. Remus is very interested in the ghosts that live there,” Lily elaborated. “Hmm,” Y/N hummed as she hopped in the row boat, Lily following close behind. “They’ll be back in a couple of days,” Lily assured her.

“A couple of days?!” Y/N asked incredulously. “It’s a um, it’s an immersion thing Remus wanted to do. I dunno, he was just very excited about the haunted past of the place,” Lily shrugged as she rowed. Something smelled fishy to Y/N but she decided to let it go. Lily had been friends with the guys for years- she wouldn’t tell Y/N whatever is really going on if the boys wanted it to be secret. Y/N hummed again and continued to row silently with Lily for a few minutes. To herself, she wondered if the boys really had grown tired of her and if Lily was just here because she felt bad. But then she wondered what they could possibly be doing that would take them out of school for multiple days? Y/N made a note to track down all of the boys separately as soon as they got back to school and see if their answers matched up.

After a successful couple of hours with Millicent, Y/N and Lily rowed back to the school grounds and hid the rowboat before heading their separate ways. “Hey, Y/N!” Lily called from a few feet away. Y/N turned to her. “I promise, they guys are really sorry they missed Operation Bowtruckle tonight. They wanted to be here but they had to do the project now. They’ll tell you all about it when they get back,” Lily smiled. Y/N wanted to believe her so she smiled back. “Goodnight, Lily,” she said. Lily called out a “goodnight!” back and the girls continued to their separate common rooms. Why does it have to be tonight? Y/N wondered. It’s the fifth Friday of the month… It’s a full moon… There are no clouds in the sky… Y/N thought hard about what could possibly be the reason they had to be gone these specific set of days all the way back to her dorm. When she fell asleep, she dreamt of Sirius.

He was in trouble. It was dark, his breathing was labored. Beams of light from the full moon scattered around the dark place he was in. Something howled, and it was very close. Sirius took a deep breath, and then the footsteps could be heard. Getting closer and closer, the beast was snarling. Y/N couldn’t see it but she just knew it was going to get him at any second. She heard its jaws open and felt its body lunging toward Sirius and all of a sudden- a loud “Mroooow,” from Desdemona woke her up.

Y/N sighed deeply, “Good morning pretty girl,” she whispered. Desdemona meowed again. “I suppose you want breakfast?” Y/N asked, stretching and standing up to feed the cat. Y/N observed the room to find all three of her roommates already gone. She checked her watch to find that she had slept until nearly 11 o’clock. As she fed Desdemona and slowly got ready for her day, she couldn’t stop thinking about her dream. About how real it felt, how much danger Sirius was in. She needed to see him. She was going to go into Hogsmeade and go to the shrieking shack to find Sirius and make sure he was okay.

Y/N made her way to the train with a purpose and hurried into Hogsmeade the moment the train stopped. Before she even made it halfway through town, she saw Sirius inside of Honeydukes and rushed inside to him. “Sirius!” She exclaimed, gently grabbing him by the face and inspecting him for injuries, only to find him healthy and handsome as ever. “Uh, hi there, love,” he chuckled, placing his hands over hers and bringing himself to look into Y/N’s eyes. “Something I can help you with, darling?” He asked with a smile. “I just…” Y/N searched and searched for what to say that wouldn’t make her sound crazy. She sighed. “Where have you been?” She asked shyly. “We’re working on a project for history of magic at the shrieking shack for a few days,” he told her, giving her hands a squeeze.

At this, Y/N realized she was making a scene in the window of the shop and she released Sirius’s face from her hands. “How many days?” She raised an eyebrow. “However many it takes to get enough information for our report, I reckon,” Sirius shrugged. “I thought you said it was a project?” she questioned, stepping slightly closer to him. “There’s a report to go with the project,” he replied cooly. Y/N took a step back and examined him one more time, verifying that he seemed to be fine. “Alright. How’s the project going? What’s it about? Why are you at Honeydukes?” she asked, beginning to look around the store for herself.

“It’s going alright, the ghosts can be quite unfriendly at times, and it’s about the past of the shack so we’re spending time with the spirits and learning what they have to say. And I’m at Honeydukes because Remus wanted more chocolate,” Sirius bumped his shoulder against Y/N’s as he held a can of sherbet lemons out to her. She took them, along with a chocolate frog and then let Sirius lead the way. “Well that sounds very interesting, actually. I’d love to read it when you’re done,” Y/N told him. This wasn’t to catch him in a lie- she had no reason not to believe him, and she would love to hear the stories of the ghosts. “Uh, yeah, sure. I’ll give it to you have Professor Binns grades it,” he nodded as he picked out the chocolate Remus requested. The two checked out and Y/N started to follow Sirius out of the store.

“Can I come with you to help over the weekend?” Y/N offered. “Oh! Um, no I think it’s just supposed to be me and the guys on this one but thank you!” Sirius took her hand in his and gave it a gentle squeeze. “Really, thank you,” he said softly. Y/N smiled and squeezed his hand back before letting it go. “I guess I’ll see you when you get back, then,” She said, a hint of disappointment in her voice. “The moment we’re finished I’ll come straight to you. I’ll sneak into your dorm if i have to- just tell me the password to your common room-“ Sirius rambled. “That won’t be necessary,” Y/N laughed, “But I would like to see you again as soon as you get a chance that’s not in the middle of the night.” “Of course. I’ll see you soon. Have a good weekend,” Sirius gave her a beautiful and genuine smile. “You, too,” Y/N told him as they parted ways.

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And then, you kissed me (young!Sirius Black x reader)

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Paring: young!Sirius Black x fem!reader

Universe: Harry Potter

Word Count: 934

Warnings: mention of marriage, first wizard war, kissing and slight mention of sex at the end (not pictured)

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Requested: yes, by lovely @mrs-brekker15 💜

Summary: How could mornings look in the Blacks' household?

She woke up to the sound of birds chirping and the sun warming her naked skin. She felt her lover's arm loosely wrapped around her middle when she snuggled into his side with her head on his chest. She couldn't stop the smile growing on her face at the feeling of safety and love he brought her. Right now, there wasn't a war between wizards. There wasn't a fear that one of them won't come back. After all, for Death Eaters, they were a traitor of pure blood and a muggle-born. Right now - there were only them - two lovers who decided to celebrate their love and finally got married just a month ago. They both knew that times were dangerous, and they could not have much time together, so they did not want to lose any of it.

She looked up and realised that her husband - the one and only Sirius Black was still asleep. She admired his handsome face surrounded by dark locks that were so soft under her fingers. His slightly parted lips begged her to be kissed, and his long eyelashes laid on his cheeks, making her jealous of them. She gently moved and leaned on her elbow to watch him better. She gently moved a lock of his hair from his face and leaned down to kiss his full lips, but she stopped just millimetres away. He looked so peaceful when he slept. She knew the latest missions for Order took a lot of him, so maybe she should let him rest just a little longer. When she tried to move and not wake him up, she felt his grip become tighter at the waist, making her stay in that position. He opened one of his eyes with one of his signature smirks at what she smiled.

"Well, if you won't do it, I will, Mrs Black." He mumbled with a voice full of sleep, and she giggled softly, making his heart grow. She gently took his face between her hands, caressing his cheeks with her thumbs.

"That's an appealing offer, Mr Black." She whispered, not moving even for an inch, but when he tried to catch her lips with his, she lifted herself just for a few centimetres, making him groan. With a laugh, she leaned down again, placing a small kiss on his nose at what he wrinkled it, making her know that it wasn't the kiss he thought about. She felt his warm hand gently moving on her back down her spine, making her shiver. She looked into his eyes, and her heart missed a beat. One of his hands made its way to the back of her head, starting to softly caress her scalp with a dreamy smile on his face. When he looked at her like this, she couldn't resist him any longer. She gently connected their lips, and quickly the kiss got heated. All she could feel was his - his warmth, his gentle but firm grip, his smell. He overpowered all her senses. She didn't protest when he turned them and now hovered over her, trying not to put all of his weight on her. She started exploring his body with her hands - they moved into his black hair, gently tugging them to slide onto his toned arms a little later. Since they started dating in their Hogwarts days, she couldn't stop admiring how good a kisser he was. And still, just a few movements of kid lips and a few caresses of his hands made her completely unarmed, only wanting more and more of him.

He smiled in a kiss, hearing her soft whimpers, and with a heavy heart, moved away a little. He took the sight before him in - she lay flushed with a smile and messy hair, and he could swear that he didn't see her more beautiful than at this moment. Waking up next to her, and spending moments like this was like a dream to Sirius. And he always had this fear in the back of his head that he would wake up alone in a cold manor on Grimmauld Place all again. She was a girl he never hoped to call his own - she had a kind heart but wasn't afraid to speak her mind. She could lull him into sleep with softly whispered stories or take care of her friends, always making sure they had everything they needed. But when there was a need to fight, she wasn't afraid to stand up to villains, trying to stop them with nasty curses. And now she had his ring on her finger and his surname, and he proudly could call her his wife.

"I love you, Mrs Black." He whispered, peaking her lips quickly, and she smiled, knowing that calling her like this gave him so much satisfaction.

"And I love you, lover boy." He smirked and leaned down to capture her lips with his making her moan into him. His lips moved to her jaw to end up gently biting and sucking at her neck. He noticed that her breath started quicking, and she tried not to make any sound of pleasure.

"How much time do we have?" He whispered against her skin, pecking a love bite he had made.

"I'm meeting with Lily at 12."

"Oh, so we have plenty of it!" He jokingly bites her collarbone, making her squeal. They both started laughing, and then they lost themselves in each other. And let's say she was late for her meeting by only half an hour, and Lily could only laugh at her trials of hiding lovebites.

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