#you probably just tolerate me

[bi-krama-dick-ya]

therapist : how much do you overthink?

me: YES

#ik this joke is overused #but i felt like saying it #and this template is cool #sorry if its weird #didnt mean to disappoint #ik im lame #you probably just tolerate me #ill never have friends #im such a loser #istg #uhhhh #idk what to do #you all are so much better #im not good enough #not funny enough #do you people actually like me? #cant believe you #if you say yes #sorry #wtv #i have noone to talk to #why should i when i have nothing to offer #when i didnt know what to say #and bother people only #im too clingy #and stupid #im dumb #get confused so easily #je pense #shitposting

[rusalkii]

A while back I finally figured out how to use UBlock's element blocker and promptly went mad with power. Just now I turned off all my extensions to debug something and realized how much more useable it made everything. As soon as I see something annoying I open the Ublock popup, select the element picker, click the annoying thing, and (most of the time) the annoying thing is gone forever and I never have to think about it. So here's my shameless ad pitch for things you can do with it, other than the default "block ads":

Remove all of the UI buttons that are definitely useful for someone but that you're never going to use in your life

Remove UI buttons you use only once, like "register"

Hide the "Posts +" button in tumblr

Clear all of the information your credit card website tries to show you that you don't care about so that you can focus on the couple numbers that you do

Send those pop-up "do you want to chat!" notifications to hell, where they belong

Remove various website overlays

Remove specifically the calorie numbers on food delivery websites

Hide the comments and recommended videos sidebar on youtube

Hide promotions that an adblocker doesn't pick up on because they're native

Hide your facebook newsfeed (if you just use it for chat/events/groups)

Hide discord's sidebar when you just need one channel open and don't want to be distracted, and then unhide it when you want it back

Get rid of distracting moving elements on pages

Hide almost all of the elements on twitter except the actual tweet, if you only interact with twitter via other people's links and don't want to be sucked down the rabbit hole

Generally hide "Related!" or "See also" or "You might like!" type distractions on sites where you only want to see what you came there for, not browse

Remove all of the news from weather websites so that they can actually do their job and show you just the weather

Remove the footer text on websites no one ever reads

#i feel like there was a post going around a while back that had the phrase #reclaim your attention #or something like that #reclaim your attention!! #websites do not have the right to shove random junk at you unrelated to what you want out of them and you can make them stop #and just. customize your use of the internet. you spend so much time on it #it can suck less! #probably other people do not want to cry when interacting with annoying cluttered UIs with twenty different buttons none of which seem #to be the thing they need #but if you do: you can just do this *once* and then all of the buttons you never need will never bother you again #my school class portal is almost useable now it's incredible #i *will* provide before and after screenshots if anyone asks #(anyway. I have been on a kick of making the tools I regularly use at actually work for me lately #and have once again been reminded how important this is) #Make The Internet Great (or at least tolerable) Again

[mayajadeart]

Between Miorine and Suletta, which one gets drunk, asks if the other is single, and then cries when they say no?

Actually scratch that it’s obviously Miorine.

#g_witch #sulemio #suletta x miorine #gundam the witch from mercury #g witch #this now has me wracking my brain about what drunk Suletta would do. #Suletta probably has really high alcohol tolerance come to think of it #she toll and she fit #Miorine can handle two drinks at max #and even that’s being generous. you give her half a shot and she has to be carried back home that night. #Chuchu is actually more of a lightweight than Suletta but she handles being drunk better so you can’t tell. #Suletta is probably… she’s a sleepy drunk I think #she just kinda goes ‘ehhe…’ makes weird mouth noises #and then at some point she just buried herself in Miorine’s chest and doesn’t leave for the rest of the night. #Chuchu actually gets really heartfelt. she’s an ‘a luv you man yer me best mate’ kind of drunk #she will threaten to fight anyone for you but she won’t actually do it until she’s sober #Nika is the designated driver because she doesn’t drink

[found-wings]

imagine etoiles accidentally hurting phils wings durring one of their little sparring sessions and while he's dropping quick potions on the wing to patch it up, he's hearing phil laugh it off and explain how it's really nothing to worry about as they've been messed up since he got on the island and etoiles complimenting him for just being That good for toughing out damage like that while on the inside he's so worried because Why does he have to watch his friends just calmly accept the pain the island inflicts onto them as if it's just another part of them - 💿

God all I can think about in relation to this is just. these two sparring and eventually maybe Etoiles lands a harsh hit on Phil, or maybe Phil lands a little too roughly on the ground with his wings instinctively flaring out- and you just hear a snap.

Etoiles immediately freezes up, Phil barely winces, if at all at the feeling.

The thought of Phil chuckling and laughing Etoiles concerns off, going on about how it‘s not a big deal as they‘ve already been messed up for a while since his arrival and doesn‘t bother him, which- doesn‘t exactly soothe Etoiles worries. Sure he reacts with compliments on how well Phil handles the pain like that, but then again, if Phil feels such little when his wings get injured.. that means Phil has mostly lost feeling in his wings, right?

Sillies :D (pain) JAJJAJ

#the thought of Phils first reaction to Etoiles complimenting him on how he‘s able to toughen out the pain just being. genuine relief #as if Phil has had to hear worries about the lack of feeling in his wings way too many times #this also makes me think about Phils past in the Antarctic Empire & all the shit he probably had to endure in it #so he’s maybe become pretty tolerant to majority of pain & adding that to his already messed up wings means he‘s feeling even less lmao #Phil & Etoiles : Just because you can‘t feel the full pain doesn‘t mean it won‘t have an effect on the rest of your body™️ buddies WHEEZE #qsmp #💿 anon #winged.rambles

[persephoneed]

I’m very old and tired so I’m not going to fight or argue with anyone who disagrees but these are some of my Thoughts™️

I’m a very normal amount of obsessed with Hunter Doohan so I listened to that entire podcast episode he was on recently the one where we all lost our minds because he used the words “Wednesday,” “Tyler,” and “sexual compatibility” all in the same sentence

At one point he brought up Wenclair and he was really cute about it! He said that he found it to be the “great irony of his life” that he would play the love interest that “gets in the way of the queer ship” because he’s gay and happily married to another man irl. He even said how the Wenclair shippers are sweet to him, and he loves their enthusiasm for the show and the characters.

He also talked at length about online harassment he gets…he never mentioned any of it being stemmed from shipping wars. All of it was related to his personal life and his sexuality, which is unfortunately very reflective of the recent backlash we’ve been seeing towards the lgbt+ community.

I want more love, hype, and support for Hunter from everyone in the fandom regardless of shipping preferences or opinions of Tyler. He’s really sweet and talented, seems like a down-to-earth guy, and he just deserves it!

Does it get annoying to hear people call Tyler “boring”? Or frustrating to see people dismiss the grooming and manipulation that happened to him? Does being a Wyler stan sometimes feel like you’re on board a sinking ship? Absolutely.

But honestly the best way to be supportive of Hunter (or Tyler or Wyler) isn’t to become defensive against queer interpretations of characters. Whether Wyler remains canon or not, Hunter is not going to lose his job; the writers seem invested enough in his character to keep him in the storyline whether Wednesday is romantically involved with him, someone else, or no one at all.

On a smaller scale, the best way to support Hunter is by being supportive of those queer character interpretations; on a larger scale it’s to be a good human and be supportive of the lgbt+ community. Because that’s what actually affects him on a daily basis. Being so “anti” towards Wenclair (even if you’re in equal amounts against Wavier) isn’t helpful towards that goal. Nor does it do any favors for the actor playing one half of your OTP.

Honestly, it isn’t a betrayal to Wyler by imagining any of the characters as anything other than straight - for whatever reason that may be. Just because on the surface Wyler is a heterosexual ship doesn’t inherently mean that either or both characters have to be heterosexual, nor does it mean that any of us are forbidden from having lgbt+ headcanons.

And it especially does not mean that we tolerate homophobia or biphobia in our community.

#like sure I’ve seen juvenile shipping wars on like youtube comments and it’s annoying but it’s not something that requires any attention #the real issues in life are so much larger and we love Hunter and want him and people like him protected from hatred so we will not #tolerate anything like that in our community or within this space it’s antithetical to our values #text post #jess blogs #also as someone who has been on this site for over ten years it’s just not worth getting so worked up about what other people think or ship #i used to get worked up about small fandom things when i was a teenager and in college and guess what they are small it’s okay if you don’t #agree no one is saying you have to just remain respectful of others #that being said i 100% think enid is bi #also like…sometimes you have to filter and be like is this post for me? does it require my opposing opinion or negative feedback? #probably not

[sarah-yyy]

at that time of the year where i have No Motivation to work

#i MIGHT get a raise next month after my performance review like i'm holding my breath since i got a significant one in april #but would be REALLY nice and would really raise morale #would make me not think about quitting law to work at bunnings every day #also would make me less 😒 about the partner just fucking around and making me do all his work #like yesterday!!! he just took the day off without even giving me a heads up like ???? #man i mean he did tell bossman it was because his child was ill and i do appreciate that it may be stressful for you to juggle- #-work and also an infant child but......????????? #literally your wife isn't even working atm and she could've probably dealt with it?????? and i was SWAMPED yesterday #and again? no notice??????? like was bossman the one who had to do all your appointments or was i the one who had to pick up on your slack #i'm not even convinced his child was sick yesterday tbh low key think he's got a side hustle he's working on #which is fine you do you #but man we are understaffed i am working at bloody capacity I GO INTO WORK AN HOUR EARLY JUST SO I CAN CATCH UP #and you really out here playing these games with me???????? #why tf should i 拼死拼活 just to make money so you can profit off just fucking around #ANYWAY yeah y'all can see i'm reaching my max tolerance on this :/ #work stories

[i-looove-dillydallying]

Shoutout to all my fellow neurodivergent girls who are tired of getting manic pixie dream girl-zoned

#‘ur just different from the other girls…’ #‘there’s something about your personality that makes me tolerate ur mid looks…’ #‘I kinda like how fucking weird you are…’ #man stfu #I know u probably mean well but cmon #I’m a person #I’m not gonna change ur boring ass life without getting anything in return #stop projecting your fantasies unto me #manic pixie dream girl #neurodivergent #gifted #autism #adhd #add #ocd #tourettes #every other form of neurodivergence #relatable #struggles #men #rant #shoutout

[needylittlegirl]

hi guys its 5am and im crying my eyes out does anyone want to play checkers or something

#me when i realize that i care about someone probably a lot more then they care about me #and if i stopped talking to them they probably wouldnt notice but if they stopped talking to me i’d be a little heartbroken #and i want to be really really close to them but i cant be because they dont want that too #and they probably dont realize my heart is in their hands #and yeah i probably have a childish little crush on them but they aren’t going to do anything with it #which is fine i wouldn’t even necessarily date them or anything #but i just wish that they held me as close as i hold them to my heart #i dont even think i have romantic feelings for them its really just #i like them alot as a person but they dont like me as a person #they dont Not like me. im just there and theres better people for them #sometimes i dont think they even consider me a friend #they just talk to me cause i talk to them i think #which sucks. a lot #i just wish i could be a person they like and not just tolerate #whatever cry cry whine whine thats all this is #if you actually read all my tags. hi what r u doing down here #i have to be up in an hour #tbd

[pippenpaddlopsicopolisthethird]

Spending time with the one intern in my cohort who makes any effort to hang out with me just makes me miss my actual friends so much more

I never realize how much i value people who understand me even a lil and can engage with me on any sort of deeper discussion on literally any topic until i have to have conversations with the most awkward straight dude in existence whos only response to anything is laugh uncomfortably and assume i don't know anything he's going to talk about. There was a point where he was saying something like "that reminds me of an old song from Madonna, probably before your time, I don't know if you've heard it or not? But it's called Vogue and..."

And i had to cut him off midsentence and say. Jeff. I'm gay. Do you seriously think I don't know what vogueing is???

#i tolerate him which is more than the other interns try to do #partially on him for not trying #hate to say he's one of the more tolerable interns in my cohort #long story short my actual friends are great and i get to play dnd with them tomorrow #my posts #ugh #he got so uncomfortable whenever i knew more than he did #and he watches anime #but ive seen probably dozens and dozens more shows and movies than he has #so hes trying to talk about dragon ball z and im trying to talk about directors and composers and who worked with which studio #there was a point where he ran out of anime to name and couldnt recognize any of the dvds on my shelf to reference #and he just said 'youre better at this than me' #on the one hand im like 'better at liking stuff? this is a competition to you???' #on the other hand im like yes. i am. can you be normal about it now. quickly.

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: February 25

“Watermelon Crawl” by Tracy Byrd

#song of the day #I just remembered to go back and edit this song file on my comp so it has the correct artist #it was so stupid funny--last week-ish Duncan and I were talking about the playlist I'd made for him to veto things off of #(neither of the boys are any good at telling me what songs of mine they /do/ like so we've landed on this variably-successful strategy #where instead I make a playlist of my best guesses for their taste and then as it plays through they tell me which songs I was wrong about) #and we got to 'Brown Chicken Brown Cow' by Trace Adkins and I was like 'yeah you probably don't want this one do you' #and he was like *extremely flat expression* No. Thanks. #and I told him I'd already remembered to remove 'Ala-Freakin-Bama' (also by Trace Adkins. same album and all) so I should get partial credi #and he was like mm. sure. #and I told him how I'd started with my 'all country music on my laptop' playlist for scaffolding #and then added in pretty much everything I had by other artists he'd seemed to enjoy before #(Duncan's more tolerant of this playlist-winnowing process than Nick is so his playlist starts with a much wider net #Nick's playlist I was a lot more cautious with because if I lose him at an early stage we'll never get a successful final product) #anyhow so Duncan rolled his eyes so mightily at the mention of Ala-Freakin-Bama and I was like actually you know what #here's all the songs I have by Trace Adkins. tell me which ones you /do/ want and we'll pull all the rest now (to save your eyeballs) #and he looked over the whole list (about twenty songs) and finally he said 'oh! Watermelon Crawl! I do like that one. at least there's one' #and I had to laugh and tell him 'actually I'm pretty sure that's mislabeled. that's a Tracy Byrd song' and he rolled his eyes again #turns out there's actually no Trace Adkins song Duncan will tolerate! no respect for the artistry of the Honky-Tonk Badonkadonk

[sophiethewitch1]

Love rubbing my legs together like a cricket mmm yes

#sophie speaks #you can see my brain cells dying in live time #i really do just constantly be getting sick #i mean its been a while since i got an infection #and it was probably triggered by man in house who was visiting as a guest #+ cats who are terrifird of strangers cuddling up to me and making my sinuses completely clogged because i am growing more allergic to them #which is kinda sad but i have antihistamines and a surprisingly high tolerance for bullshit

[gohard-or-gohomo]

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#i want to be a different person. christ #hating myself hours are ON #because like. im a fucking clown im the court jester im the fool #people like having me around!! im fun!! #but im not anyones favourite #im not going to be first pick to talk to or spend time with #im fucking expendable #good if you want someone there to make you laugh #but im not anyones best friend. im top 10 MAYBE #and like. i have a girlfriend i love my girlfriend i know they love me a lot too #and they would probably say im their favourite #and thats good!!! thats amazing!!! i feel the same way!!!! #but i see them once a week if that #and i spend the rest of the time with school people or rowing people #and rowing people just tolerate me #and school people all like each other better than me #its fucking exhausting #AND I HAVE A FUCKING SPANISH TEST ON FRIDAY. ON TOP OF IT ALL #wish id stop being such a pussy bitch and try and kill myself already #but because im such a people pleaser i cant even fucking do that #hate it here

[puppyfeels]

when am i gonna have a partner who packs the bowl for me, holds the bong for me, and lights it for me

#i just want someone to get me really fucking high #less stoned thoughts #my tolerance is fucked too so i probably don’t even need that many hits #(but i’ll take as many as you want me to) #intox kink #tw forced intox

[milo-is-rambling]

Need to stop making jokes about my grief and depression but then literally who would I be anymore.

#idk who I am if I’m not constantly making fun of myself and all my problems #and usually not dealing with them #my sadness is like a bandaid that I refuse to rip off and instead I’m just peeling it agonizingly slow and it’s also somehow peeling all of #the skin off my body at the same time and I become a live wound of a person #I wish I had my shit together enough for college or living on my own bs sometimes I think the only thing that would fix me would be picking #me up and putting me in a different state somewhere up north closer to my friends and like that’s all I need to fix me #if I wasn’t so painfully isolated life would be stellar but i can’t ever bring myself to reach out and I’m afraid constantly that everyone #hates me and is wishing I’d stop bothering them wahhhhhhhh I hate it !!!! my brain is evil!!!! I hate that it’s attatched to the rest of me! #my mom will be like. you don’t take responsibility for yourself and your feelings and you wallow in them and you blame your brain instead of #fixing yourself and I’ll be like. 😐. so how do I stop? and she’s like. idk. #I feel like my head is on fire I’m pausing my tolerance break tonight I’m gonna go get some mystery weed from my moms weed tray and pack a #bowl and probably cry some more #why did the year and a half dad death anniversary have to happen on such a humid day I just wanna walk thru the woods and cry and smoke

[sk3l3t0n444]

i feel like everybody hates me, but especially those who i look up to...i feel like a little kid again...looking up to those who only look down upon me, instead of picking me up and embracing me.

#i just feel like nobody fucking likes me...like everybody secretly hates me and are actively trying to make me feel bad about myself #like i know that probably isnt true...but its the only thing that make sense #like no matter what i do everybody seems to leave me alone in my own little bubble... #everybody has their little groups with their little friends...but i dont...im the one who is a small member of multiple groups... #and that gets me left in the fucking dust #i just want to belong somewhere...i change and adapt to hopefully become a part of some group but it never works #i just want someone to hold me and tell me itll be ok...and that people dont actually hate me... #ykw if you fucking hate me you can tell me anons are on...i just wanna know im not the crazy one here... #im just trying to fit it so much that ive lost myself...who am i and who is what ive become? #i try and be friendly...and hope that i get accepted somewhere but they never really care... #im like the last kitten left in the cardboard box...all the others were cuter and healthier and now nobody wants me #nobody wanted me from the start...and now im all alone #idfk #i would do anything for a hug rn #since january shit has been going downhill...died...moved...gone...and then i had some people who cared and then it all fell apart again... #i just want to belong somewhere ffs...i want to be able to have friends...not just people who tolerate me... #i would rather have one friend that 10 people who tolerate me #idfk...im going to go eat ice cream until i cant feel any emotions anymore... #if i wasnt a pussy i would be stealing my parents alcohol...they already dont like when i eat... #or maybe i shouldnt eat...then maybe someone would love me...idfk...i just want to feel loved and secure and like i fucking belong