#you know making up fake senarios im my head

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#oh god of fuck im having a lil gay panic here #not to bad but like i dont have anywhere to talk about it really #they follow me but they art really on tumblr #but i may have a lil crush on a friend #and im slowly developing a crush for them #it stared a few months ago #and dissapeared for a while cuz they were dating someone #but then they broke up cuz tbey were dating a shitty person #and i still have some small feelings for them #you know making up fake senarios im my head #some soft stuff like giving them smooches and holding their hand #but their bf a shitty dude and idk if they are open for relationships #and i got a lil scared cuz they said their family had to do some things #but its ok now cuz its sorted out #but i donno im like in a crush limbo #i have a tiny crush nothing real big but i donno if i tell them my feelings they are gunna like me back #ill give it like a year of me bein a dumb crushing idiot and have the beans spilled eventually #cuz i dont want me confessing my feelings to ruin our friendship #plus im sure they are in the grey romantic zone of no romatic feel sexuality area #but i just really wanna hold their hand and do that arm on the shoulder thing #and give them a smooch on the forhead and tell them i love u