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coffeexxcigarettes · 12 days
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Ungrateful
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I hope you sit in the silence
Of the emptiness you created
And you hurt.
I hope you realize that ripping me
To my very basic parts
And leaving me in the cold
Wasn't enough to heal what is broken
Inside you.
To think I approached your malice
With empathy
And your violence
With love-
Makes me sick.
You fought for isolation,
And when it haunts you,
When I haunt you-
Don't you dare even think
To reach for me again.
x
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wolfythewitch · 1 year
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Hope you're prepared to cry.
Phil levered himself up using his sword. He ignored the way his hands trembled, his whole body shook as he held himslef together like a boat in a monsoon. Not yet.
His sword is enchanted well, he's always had a knack for it, sharp enough to cut through the veil. It cuts through everything in his path like butter. He does not think about what has just cut through him. Not yet.
It isn't until he lays down to rest, that his grief hits him. It wrecks him like a boat dashed upon the rocks, cuts through him as surely as his own sword. He cries himself hoarse as he breaks.
What has he done?
He spends the next few days in bed. He doesn't really remember them beyond the gray numbness that had enveloped everything.
Eventually, he gets up. Starts walking, doing small tasks, relearning how to live. Learning how to manage the boulder of guilt on his chest and the echo of the hole in his soul.
Death once told him she loved him, because he survived everything. Persistent and unfalteringly always moving forward. She said it made him strong, and she admired that strength.
He knows she was right.
He wishes he were weaker.
Hope you enjoyed, I wrote this on break at work! -♤ (Spades anon)
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joooonbug · 14 days
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rudegizmo · 3 days
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Where are y'all?? I post limited without any help yesterday
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suenitos · 3 days
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Before you say anything ktswas a mistake
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OH HOW THE TABLES HAVE TABLED.
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solaaresque · 1 month
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🎀, 🌼, 🌠, 🌈
i love you. wjy must you bully me so much though
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borrelia · 2 months
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tumblr not showing alf kaamdaarn on my dash. okay.
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tiffleton · 2 years
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i’m sorry for whatever i did to make you hate me this much..
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deadrainbow · 2 years
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The leaves don’t change much here,
So much remains the same
The waters still and breezes low
No wonder change causes much fear.
Though the birds know the one true way
They never stay the same
As cold winds begin to blow
Dread settles in,
Their need for change begins to grow
And so a new beginning
Maybe I too am like the birds
all of the insanity that’s starting to show
Perhaps it has more meaning then any words
What I long for is to change direction
A chance to pickup and go
But I don’t know how I’ll make it there
My head won’t stop it’s spinning,
Thinking about you is anything but fair.
A.K.D
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sqweegee · 2 years
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thinking about all the roger rabbit stuff at disney world that either isn’t there anymore or never got made
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coffeexxcigarettes · 18 days
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False God
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If I burn down the chapel,
Where will they worship you?
Will the bricks fall with elegance,
Or crash to the ground with rage?
To think of the promises that left your lips
To capture me,
Lock me within the attic,
Strip me of the light and laughter
That drew you to me-
Will you fall with honor?
With respect for what you say we've built?
The manipulation replacing oxygen
In my bloodstream-
The sweet moments,
I can count on one hand,
Look me in my eyes-
The eyes you fought to smother,
The fire you said you love but kept
Hidden away, in the dark-
Will you fall with some fucking dignity?
Or was that a lie too?
x
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11fflower11 · 1 year
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There is no other explanation...
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mothheart · 1 year
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I almost forgot that one r*df*m in the fallout Fandom that was (rightfully) called out who tried to interact with me and follow and reblog my writing. Like, yk, those fics with my very transgender oc? Yeah, those ones. Yeah.
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do you still love me? you lied the other day about lunch… you were avoiding me and my friends… why..? is it my fault…? did i do something…? it’s me you hate, isn’t it? you don’t hate them, that’s for damn sure… you’re becoming her… why…. why does this always happen to me..?
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tinogiehd · 1 year
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really bad news im gonna organize the evidence for my essay first and then read ur oneshot as a treat to myself for doing that after
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moonxwave · 2 years
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You couldn’t hate me more than I hate myself
-rose
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