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#you dont love me
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This is your last chance
I say
As I look with pleading eyes
At the phone next to my bed
Hoping it will light up
With a text from you
Or a phone call
To prove you care
But no matter how hard I hope
Deep down I know
It will never
Ever
Come
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purdykittykatsworld · 4 months
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stoned-r0mantic · 11 months
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You dont love me. You dont. You dont. Im such a bad perosn. If you knew what goes on inside my head you wouldnt love me. Im a bad person. Im a bad person. No one can love me. No one at all. Im completely unloveable. Im a completely unlovable person. i am not capable of being loved. im a bad person. Im too mentally ill. I dont deserve your love. I dont fucking deserve it. Im bad. Im shitty. Im dependent. Im too attached. I get too distant. Im too sexual. I cant provide comfort. Im not a good perosn at all. Fucking hell theres no way you love me :(
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greyaugustuspoetry · 1 year
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I’m disentegrating
In your flimsy hug
I’m crying out to you
But it doesn’t get far
I’m making an effort
You don’t seem to care
Shut me out I guess
None of this is fair
I want to be your friend,
But you don’t love me
-Grey Augustus
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forthetears · 1 year
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put me back in the hands that broke me.
that knew my warmth but made me shiver.
that held my heart but let it shatter.
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darienthegemini · 4 months
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Save and send this to that mf who act like but don’t give a fuck about you.
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You’re too blind to see you have a disease
Love pills and whiskey more than you love me
Pint after pint erasin’ our memories
If only you loved me like you love smokin’ weed
Please don’t walk away
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chillvibeshawty · 5 months
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Simple truths...
there are no miracles, no magic...
And I don’t know how I’m still alive without him...
I sob with the showers in unison with the voices...
Heart with tears, soul with prayers to heaven...
Separation is a requiem, everything has cooled down, fly, dream...
After all, heaven decided everything for me, so be it...
Simple truths, no miracles, no magic...
And I don’t know how I’m still alive without him...
You fly after him, the winds...
Don't break his windows...
I don't know who was wrong...
Maybe me, maybe him...
Don't cry about him, rain...
Don't put out his fire...
I have forgiven and God will forgive...
He does not love me....
His dont love me....
You dont love me...
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vexedhighness · 1 year
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i want you to kill me
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insidemymindsglow · 2 years
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do you love me? do you love me or do you love the idea of having someone who is willing to shower you with affection without receiving anything back. no commitment - is it that what you like? do you like how easy i am? how dumb i am?
do you love me? did you love me? did you ever really love me when you've been using me all this time? did you ever love me when you were draining my soul, filling it up with your own sweats and tears, because you couldn't take them yourself?
do you love me? will you love me? will you ever be able to love me the way you always promised you would? will you ever be able to escape your own shadow and meet me in the light, facing your fears? will you ever be able to give me the love that you always told me I deserved?
you couldn't, you can't and you won't;
let me go.
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zoe8stay · 2 years
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SONG OF THE DAY
playlist
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And i hope that you miss me
When you go back
To the place you call home
I hope you think
It’s not it anymore
And you fly back
Into my arms
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purdykittykatsworld · 9 months
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stoned-r0mantic · 2 months
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Istg shes gonna leave me. Im too much. Im not enough. Im too insecure. Im the worst bf. I get angry bc she'll never do things for me like i do for her. I'd do anything just to hang out with her. But she won't do that. But it's fine! I'll just sit in bed and cry while i wait for her to respond to my texts and want to call! Like always! I'll wait like a dog even though it feels like you dont even want me anymore! Doesn't matter how much i need to call bc ur not feeling it! /gen! but it's fine. No one will ever love me the way i love them. i don't want to live anymore. I just want to fucking kms so i dont have to live in this miserable world. I cant leave them but i physically cant stand being alive anymore i just cant. Its become too goddamn much. I cant wait two more years anymore i just cant i want to die i hate codependency. I hate my fake fucking friends. Whsts the point of living? Theres no fucking point to life. Why should i stay alive for others when they dont even seem to care enough to hang out with me once in a while. Im so pissed off at everyone. Im so close to just ghosting everyone and killing myself. I cant stand this constant heartsche anymore. I can't stand not calling every single day. Or not calling at all basically. Its selfish. But i can help it. If you cant handle how needy i am then dont fucking be with me. I want to leave her before she has the chance to leave me. Im splitting and i dont want to be mad at her. I dont want to hurt her. I dont want to leave her. But this relationship makes me so much worse and i hate this version of myself. I hate being vunerable. Boys dont fucking cry. I shouldnt be fucking crying.
Just leave me already so i can kms and not have anyone upset about it. I can't stay clean. Hell, i can't even NOT lash out. You say i'm "a good person".. but *I* know I'm the worst fucking person. If only you knew what went on in my head. If only you knew how i feel 24 fucking 7. Pictures of brutally murdering people just because they pissed me off. Sadness turning into outright hatred for someone. Paranoia. All the fucking tme. Just needing destruction and chaos in my life. Not csring abiut anyone but myself. Thoughts of manipulating people js bc i can and its so easy to do. constant numbness. I dont wanna be toxic. I dont want to be. But these thoughts get so hard to ignore. I dont wsnt to hate her but if she doesnt change some things soon im gonna stsrt splitting. Devaluing. If you cant call me at least once or twice a week then we shouldn't even be tg. Ive told you. Time and fucking time again. I need calling. Yet you still STILL fucking dont call. I love you so much it hurts me. Ill wait for you forever. Just step all over me and tear my heart out, we both know I dont have the strength to leave you. I'll just self sabotage until you decide im too unstable to be with. Leave me. Abandon me.
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moonmaryblue · 2 years
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Siempre sé que no me querrás de la manera que yo quiero, pero me gusta perder el tiempo imaginando que si me quieres de esa manera...
-moonmaryblue
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moonlitlex · 2 years
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being a daughter is about being your mothers therapist. also her doctor and also her marriage counselor 
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