#you arent normal im sure of that

[harvestmoth]

okay last one. au where nothing goes wrong at all ever (a lie) and melia venam gay moment

#i like this game a normal amount (also a lie) #everyone should play now do it now please #pokemon rejuvenation #oh another thing about twitter. makes me sad i cant yell about things in the tags there like i always do because there are no tags there #if i wanted to id have to make it into a thread and im pretty sure people read those. so awful #i mean not that i say anything worthwhile here usually but still. no one reads this here. i could yell my thoughts if i had any #anyways about the au :] i have no idea how it would work #i have no thoughts ever at all i was just replaying the game and the one little line melia says at the picnic made me sad #the one where she says its her last day in gearen and asks the player to go with her to gdc #and then she just goes ah nevermind that was weird of me to ask #and no… wait come back… id love to go to gdc with you… :[ #and thats where that idea came from. idk where the rest of it came from though i think ive been cursed or somethinv #and also something something her saying shes afraid to go to gdc alone only for her to end up in the past also alone sometging something. ow #my thoughts are very coherent i promise (no they arent)

[snekdood]

bitches be like. i hate vegans so much that i’ve decided i like killing animals and its fine and i dont feel bad and animals dont have feelings and its fine and im cool subversive and different and edgy and like to post fucked up stuff to make vegans uncomfortable bc im just so cool

#you sound like every cishet republican man to me #you're not a Cool Subversive Leftist you're literally regressing by seeing animals as just objects of your pleasure and thats it lmao #im sorry but you dont just get to throw out all of veganism. it does infact have some roots in leftism. #you can sit there and cope with the fact you agree w some vegan talking point by calling it 'animal welfare' all you want #doesnt change the fact that a lot of those ideas in those circles were formed by vegans. #damn woooah vegans arent a monolith and dont all agree on the same shit woooahhh who knew #literally i have no idea how we even got to this point or how this would be surprising. #when i was on vegan twitter bitches were arguing all the fucking time within it. ur really gonna sit ther en tell me they're all secret #eco fash that hates native ppl and people who have to eat meat? ya sure??? #you would think the individuals on tumblr- of all places- would understand how frustrating it would be to be grouped in with the worst #members of their community as if you represent them and are the sole spokesperson #you'd think they'd hate when someone jumps to conclusions about them based on their lifestyle #but naur. i think yall take it too personally. as if a vegan just being in a room is somehow trying to force you to be vegan. #literally grow tf up. #if a vegan being in the same room with you triggers feelings in you that you Have to stop eating meat- i really think thats a you problem #bud. homeboy hasnt even spoke to you leta lone look at you and apparently you feel this weird pressure now #idk man dont you think that pressure might be coming within?? maybe.... you do infact feel things and feel a lil guilty abt eating meat? #not telling you to stop... i still eat meat here n there. but at least im honest with myself about how it makes me feel to do it. #its infact normal to take a second to think about the loss someone made in exploitation to provide you with whatever. #if you can let yourself feel a lil guilt about buying a fast fashion thing you can sure as fuck finally extend your fuckin empathy to #animals and stop treating them like objects or toys.

[hella1975]

end of march is crazy for writing like i have a 1.5k essay im doing today and tomorrow, a 2k word essay im doing wednesday and a 1k word research proposal im doing friday. and in the remaining week of the month i am WILLINGLY going to finish taob (~10k OPTIMISTICALLY) and make a solid start on tams (~5k-10k depending on how well writing goes). like yes girl write around 20k words worth of MULTIPLE PROJECTS in a handful of days there is no way this can end badly at all

#'hella no one is pressuring you to post anything if you arent able to or are overwhelmed by the barrage of uni work you have atm' stfu #i cannot stress enough the moment i give myself a self-imposed deadline for a fic it HAS to be met #like you guys could beg me to chill out and i simply would not cave #also i just got back from dnd and it was such a good session like i have actual friends there now #and the DM from today actually messaged me on facebook afterwards saying how much he enjoyed playing with me #and he said i brought a lot to the table and my interaction was 'better than some people that have been playing for 5+ years' #I GOT A GOOD GRADE IN DND SOMETHING THAT IS BOTH NORMAL TO WANT AND POSSIBLE TO ACHIEVE #and next week is the first week im going without my mate bc she's away so i was a little nervous #but then this guy that's basically adopted us was like 'omg i'll make sure we're on a table together so you at least know me!' #which was nice enough on its own BUT THEN this dm that's been playing for over 40 years who always chats with us after #was like INSISTANT that we go on his table next week which im SO buzzing for bc he's like a veteran player he knows SO MUCH #and it felt very cool that he was actively inviting us like i dont think that's something he does often #hehehe im having fun with the freaks and weirdos <3333 #hella goes to uni

[applestruda]

Yknow what more rambles timess

I'm still absolutely insane over @/cherrifire's tongues and teeth desert duo anamatic,,

When it first dropped i could've cried over how much I loved it and im still very much at that level

LIKEE

FOR ONE CRANE WIVES IS A GUARANTEED LOVE FROM ME

BUT ALSO I JWBQBQBQ

JUST HOW THEY WENT THROUGH ALL THE LIFE SERIES SO PERFECTLY

AND THE DANCE

jwjwkqkqnw its just so *chefs kiss*

Also I mean its made by cherri, I love their art to the moon and back

OKOK EDIT AND ANOTHER THING IS I CANT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE THE START OF IT WITH THEM TALKING AND IT TRANSITIONING TO THE SONG jwbqjqnwn

#struda rambles #i regularly rewatch it #im sure you can tell im rewatching it like right now #ALSO IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT PLS GO WATCH #anyways yea i adore the anamatic #among my faves #OKOK BUT HOW DESERT DUO'S DYNAMIC IS REPRESENTED IS SO PERFECT #THEY ARENT PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER #THEY ARENT FUNCTIONAL #AND THEY RECOGNIZE THAT #AND CONTINUE TO BE TOGETHER BE A DUO #IWNWKQKQKQ #LIKE SONG CHOICE IS GOOD BC OF CRANE WIVES BUT ALSO ITS SO FUCKING PERFECT FOR THEM #KWNWJWJWJKQW #im normal #so normal #this is not sleep deprived 12am bee taking over #OK AND IN THE “I WILL RUIN YOU” PART OF THE ANAMATIC #HOW GRIAN FOCUSES ON THE DEATHS AND FINALITY OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP #BUT SCAR FOCUSES ON EMOTION AND THE LONELINESS #Iwjwjwjjw #IM FINE IM FINE

[sonknuxadow]

hmm.. according to some of the posts im seeing describing the teaser that was shown they finally made robotnik fat in the next movie... on one hand i hate skinny eggman but on the other hand i hate the idea of them making him gain weight as a sign hes getting worse . why couldnt they just make him fat from the start ..... weird decisions being made here

#at least im assuming the weight gain is supposed to be a sign hes getting worse or part of his transformation into eggman or whatever #i vaguely remember them saying before that they wanted to have robotnik gradually transition into game eggman #and have him wear a fat suit eventually at one point #but idk for sure if thats the actual reason or if that was refelcted in the teaser #maybe it wont be that bad maybe they will just have him gain weight without poking fun at it or portraying it as a bad thing #but idk. my hopes arent very high .because the sonic franchise has a history of not being normal about fat people #they should have just hired a fat actor to play him all the way back in the first movie eggman has alwyas been fat you cowards

[thatgirlwithasquid]

yknow. sometimes when i see anti posts i just sit here and think ‘damn. you would not have gotten Jennifer’s Body’

#billy hargrove #like. my loves… theres this thing called nuance #and that is what makes billy a complex and compelling characters whether you like it or not #someone can be both victim and villain. there is this thing called grey area and those things do overlap #and the audience is SUPPOSED to feel conflicted over the treatment of these characters #im just sitting here shaking the bars of my cage like MY LOVES. HE IS SUPPOSED TO BE THIS WAY #the duffers arent good writers. but you can practically place a 1:1 of billy and jennifer #AND THE POINT OF JENNIFER’S CHARACTER IS THAT SHES FUCKED UP AND STILL DESERVED BETTER. THAT SHE WAS NAIVE AND DESERVED TO GROW #BUT THE CHANCE WAS TAKEN FROM HER AND SHE WAS TURNED INTO A MONSTER. BILLY IS THE SAME. LITERALLY AND METAPHORICALLY #I THINK THIS IS LOST ON YOU AND IM NOT SURE THERES MUCH ANYONE CAN DO FOR YOU FROM HERE #like. good lord. ive seen people straight up deny that hes complex and boil his plot in s3 down to excusing racism and just- #NO. THAT- ITS- NO!! THIS IS A JENNIFER’S BODY SITUATION #im ​scratching at the walls here guys #anyway im normal again now. i just had strong feelings for a sec #anyway. jennifer’s body au? thoughts? #actually also rip billy hargrove. you wouldve loved jennifer’s body

[solcarow]

orv adaption announcements …………..

#good goddddddd im gonna be Such a hater about them i can feel it in my bones o(~< #i could handle a shitty live action bc im sure thats what han sooyoung would have wanted but . a Shitty Animated Show ? #i dont think my heart could take it ….. #but i really really hope that wont b the case bc they can do some great stuff with it #IVE SAID THIS BEFORE BUT !!!! IMAGINE THE SOUNDTRACK ………. YOU COULD GO CRAZY WITH LEITMOTIFS… .. #imo orv isnt a story that needs visuals but it could work so well with audio ………. #translating the image of bleeding stories into whispers oughhghhgh #i wonder how adaptions could approach the ambiguity between lines spoken by kim dokja and the 4th wall ………. #it’s something that’s pretty hard to convey with audio so maybe they’ll keep it silent in the audiovisual adaptions #maybe with keyboard sounds …….. oooh thatd be so cool #but i feel like the voice the reader gives the 4th wall adds another layer to it does that make sense #pretty tricky to figure out how to translate the 4th wall outside of a medium with just text #solar-talks #god i hope they do something interesting with the starstream filter on dokja bc ill b honest i didnt like how when the webtoon got to #jihye’s scene in dark castle they just smacked sparkles on him and left it at that #ok i reread it in case i got it wrong but unfortunately . yeah . those arent eyebags you gotta make him look NORMALLER fuck offff !!!!!!!!! #i know they would never do this but it would be so fucking sick if they just moved around the features of kdj’s face ever so slightly to #give him some uncanny valley vibes #i want it so bad for the live action but i know they dont see my vision orz #they dont have to end up being Exactly how i’d imagine them im just begging the adaptions to make the best use of a different medium #put some Thought into it even ..

[apple-bread]

#EXCYSE ME #IMSK NORMAL ABOUT THUS #IF THIS AINT REAL LOVE I DONT KNOW #I WOULD DO THAY #I WANT TO SACRIFICE MYSELF FOR YOU AND THIS IS A SMALL THING TO SHOW IT #if i dont destroy myself for love im not actually in love #love is when looking at urself alone becomes painful bc youre not beside me #love is getting flashbacks of your hand in mine so vivid and painful #love is hating myself for being a human bc humans arent perfect and i wish i was perfect for u #love is loving myself every next day because you said you said you loved the soup i made you #love is judging myself and questioning my excistence when you tell me One thing but being my happiest self whan you say Another thing #my love is messy and strong large and hard but its real and its here even if yoh dont feel her presence #i hope u feel her presence when i look into your eyes and see everything when in some people i see nothinf #you make me feel everything i could ever feel and this makes it a rollercoaster #i hope u love a mess bc its sure i am one #poetry

[jarvis-cockhead]

i still kind of believe that one of my past consciousnesses had sex with james hunt i wont lie

#also as a child to understand the concept of death i had to like. ok so i couldn't fathom a consciousness dying and disappearing #so i imagined it just jumped to another person. no memory of what was before . you just are someone different #i still find myself believe this acc whenever i feel like dying. im like ok but what if i jump ship to something better. what if its worse #what else happens?? it cant just End surely #i dont believe in reincarnation in the sense that these ships are all one person #i just think the consciousness gets recycled maybe #like switching tv channels #i got laughed at when i told someone this a few years back and idk why #i get the whole process up until the very point of nothing. but nothing cant exist. there has to be something #you cant experience nothing. and if you arent experiencing nothing then youre experiencing something #you see the logic??? it made sense to me when i was 8 anyway #anyway i used to be tuned into the channel of someone who fucked that stupid man i think #with the way i dont react like a normal human being or even like myself when i see him

[flovverworks]

thought about these again

#stardust speaking ! #BJKADBJKDBJKDBJKDBJK #me opening my akira folder to look at manga caps to start writing #have ur elevator look fancier than normal -> meet a pretty man with a witch hat -> be told he'd like for you to become friends -> #enter fantasy world -> state u dont rly play rpgs so u wont have good reactions so pls let u leave -> the soldiers has real swords -> more #pretty men enter -> decide to go with them -> save a mans life somehow by holding another mans hand -> hit ur cheeks to make sure u #arent dreaming #TWO PANELS OF THIISSSSSSSS THEYRE SO LOOOOLLLL (thinks its endearing #anyway i wrote 2 things peace sign im going to bed ill look thro if im happy with it tmrw

[girl-bateman]

I say this with no malice btw but reading old ask from this blog always makes me wonder if all those people who called me autistic were right

#ok there arent THAT many ppl who have called me autistic. excluding my parents its not even 5 #but reading the things i myself have said makes me think like... yeah ok credit where credit is due #you got me there #im not autistic btw but i sure do sound like that in like every one of those ask games 😒 #'i need someone who means what they say': girl after being pissed off that their gf didnt want them to LITERALLY come over right this second #just bc she sent a 'i wish u were here :( i miss u' text #ok to be fair i still think it was cunty of her to not see the romantic gesture of me coming over #so actually fuck her. im not autistic and i react normally to things #relationships are hard at 17 what can i say :'( #i only hope to find someone again whom i may stupidly misread their sappy text. get on a bus for. only to ultimately turn back. embarrassed #i wish for a love worthy of my embarrassment! godbless #!

[bunnyb34r]

I know I should just block (and not OPEN) tags and posts ab '24 but my brain is stupid and likes to be informed even if it makes me worse

#marquilla #im not even joking when i say this next election makes me wanna kms so bad. im fucking terrified and i feel like we already know what's #gonna happen. not bc people arent voting or organizing i mean bc of how far the right has gotten and how angry they are that a #dem won so theyre gonna show up in droves and it's like god i wish we could idk have some safegaurds in place??? like oh idk you #incite an insurrection you Can't run for president?? but also that wouldnt fully stop shit bc florida has its own neo nazi running and #theres more behind him in the wings. but like idk man i just get so fucking suicidal thinking ab the future #and my drs. are like well then dont look at the news??? 'i sure dont' mkay thats great (not) but um i CAN'T not watch bc i need to #be informed i need to know. and they're like well then stop worrying ab it til election day?? LIKE THAT HELPS #so i just dont bring it up. and i just spiral and have breakdowns in the shower and think ab making a will and shit yknow normal stuff #bc this is fine! just dont engage! stop worrying it's like a year away! it MIGHT get better! idk Join in your community then?? #like yes yes thats a start but with what fucking energy when im bedbound most of the time im not working and that doesnt stop these fascist #s like me helping the community garden would be good for the community and probably my mental health in general BUT that doesnt deal with #the actual fear that makes me wanna Kermit #like it really fucking feels like all i can do is pray and hope god somehow intervenes (rapture anyone?) and that things do go well and #that the outright outspoken nzis don't win but like I really just wanna die man #i know the outcome more than likely will not directly affect my life bc im white. cis passing. and can go back in the closet regretfully #but like that doesnt reassure me any bc i have friends and loved ones and generally just give a shit ab other people and how this WILL #affect them directly and that terrifies me. it really feels like we cant ever have a moment to just exist yknow?? #idk man i just wanna die bc im so scared haha how fun (: how normal (: this is fine. everything is fine.

[timeisacephalopod]

Those like... Weird gun people I see mostly from the US who are utterly obsessed with owning a gun for "self defense" always going on and on about how they'll shoot anyone who basically even looks at them funny should just admit they don't care about self defense, what these people really want is to be able to shoot and kill someone and take pride in it while being revered as a hero for "defending" themselves or their family because yeah they obviously really, really want to kill people but since they know Murder is Bad they've invented a whole persona to justify their bizarre and disturbing murder fantasies that leaves them respected and heroic for killing someone.

Idk man those people freak me the hell out and are the last kind of person who should own guns in my opinion. Anyone that gung ho to kill people and see themselves as the "good guy" about it should not have access to weapons.

#winters ramblings #and they always cite killing someone over dumb shit like bding in their YARD. sure IS a good reason to KILL SOMEBODY #you think “”“”“”trespassing“”“”“ is a reason for MURDER??!? like im sorry but one of these crimes shouldnt even BE a crime and the other #is FUCKING MURDER WHY IN THE WORLD DO WE ACCEP THIS AS RATIONAL IT'S NOT ITS FUCKING DISTURBING #and its ALWAYS gun nuts that say this shit. like sorry but you REALLY want to kill people and be considered a hero about it #thats not normal OR healthy you dont need a gun you need to do SOMETHING about your disturbing fantasies #of killing people and being held up as a beacon of HEROISM AND MORALITY. the fact that someone would INVENT #several scenarios in which they KILL SOMEONE and THEY end uo the morally superior one is so fucked #those people SHOULD NOT HAVE GUNS i cannot believe theres a whole country who thinks this is a debate #because HALF OF THEM ARE FANTASIZING ABOUT MURDERING PEOPLE AND BEING CALLED A MORALLY GREAT HERO ABOUT IT #like bruh your WHOLE attitude alone is a reason for gun control it is NOT normal to want to kill people this bad #and be the GOOD GUY in the scenario where you KILLED SOMEONE #this isnt to say self defense is bad either its just that wanting to kill people SO BAD you construct elaborate scenarios #where youre allegedly firced to kill someone just so YOU can be a hero is real fucked and i dont think the average person #who engages in self defense has this attitude. they just end up in a shit situation they arent FANTASIZING about being robbed #JUST so they can shoot and kill someone and praise themselves for it thats a whole different beast

[mbat]

internet discourse truly has fried my brain but in the opposite way than i think people wanted it to. because the internet was so black and white about things being "good" or "bad", im literally scared to acknowledge that things i like have issues and arent perfect because the internet had to act like things being imperfect made them fucking garbage. i literally have to tell myself 'im allowed to like things even if they kinda suck' and 'just because this thing isnt perfect doesnt mean its garbage'

seriously fuck all of yall that couldnt ever just be normal about media you literally fucked up everything for everyone and most of the time yall were talking about KIDS SHOWS.

#my post #this is mostly about steven universe discourse i literally cannot fucking stand that shit #literally one of my favorite things in the whole world but people were so not normal about it that it was insane #A KIDS SHOW. IT WAS FOR CHILDREN. SHUT THE FUCK UP #not to mention people acting like things being bad means you cant fucking like them and youre committing a moral sin by doing so #i only think people arent allowed to like one thing and thats harry potter but i know people wont stop just cause i say so #do i sound a little hypocritical saying that? sure! but does it take away from my original point? no i dont think so. #see how easy that is? not making things just one thing or the other? #im so mad im not sorry

[cadaverkeys]

you getting the gay vampires response reminds me I too got a rant about it in my replies. I just blocked the person. My post was half joking (sort of) that 19th century vampire novels were pretty gay and in that therefore vampires in general are officially (more of the joke part but I stand by it because I will) not straigh. And then someone got mad asking if I read about any vampiric folklore, books, or anything about the history of vampires and that “most of us take it seriously”.

As I said I blocked them, but also anyways I did a shit ton of research and stuff into vampires and their folklore including before the modern concept and all over the world because they were my special interest (autism) since I was a kid. And I read the book already. Also Carmilla being a book that exists.

The Dracula Daily thing seems to now be getting some weird people coming out of the woodworks to get mad at people

Absolutely...I believe that vampires are culturally linked to many things. They are a vessel of villiany in that, by their nature, they must hurt people to survive. Vampires are also an ancient myth with many different faces. A vampire can be an animal with three tongues and one eye but it might also be a human with straight teeth and a pleasant disposition. The defining factor of the vampire is not its face or its character- it's the violent acts that it must do to survive, drinking blood especially.

In that way. If you are anyone with a deep interest in vampirism I feel that you must be acquainted with vampires as the depiction of bigotry. I feel the book by Bram Stoker is intentionally homophobic, anti-orientalist, and white supremacist. The plot is LITERALLY "the foreign other terrorises us because he is predisposed to hatred and conquest" and I feel that trying to go all "death of author" on this is...stupid. It's purposefully ignorant, even. Critical media analysis doesn't end when you get uncomfortable!

I originally responded thinking that the user was sincerely mislead on their interpretation of my post and I tried to be gentle in my redirection. But at the end of the day they're arguing apples when I'm arguing pears. The original post is ALL about author intent and their response is trying to invalidate that by arguing death of the author above all else. We just aren't arguing about the same things at the end of the day...

They made note to say about how I'm in a grump about this- that this prevents me from enjoying Dracula as a literary work. Fact is, I LOVE Dracula. I love vampires!! Part of my enjoyment of them is ALSO analysing their position in politics. Theres no way to separate the two, imo.

#ram asks #anon #long post #long reads #dracula #i understand that im preaching to the choir a bit here- im sure many of you can tell the flaws in that person's counter argument #regardless i do genuinely want to highlight my stance abt this... #vampires arent just homophobia... they're white supremacy and classism and antisemitism #in order to become a culturally iconic monster you normally are associated with bigotry of some degree #it doesnt stop these things from being cool or interesting- you should remain open to analysis as part of your interest! ^^

[skeletalheartattack]

I went on your blog to see which fictional men you were getting your boobs big for and I immediately saw Zarbon. Very valid

everyday i play back every episode of DBZ with him in it in hopes hes angled a specific way to look at me through the screen and see. like hi sir yeah 🤗✨

honestly im a sucker for a lot of fictional dudes. i just tend to talk about Zarbon alot because he's the whole reason i'm gay the way i am. though i have made a list showing off a lot of other key dudes id get my boobs big for. <- normal thing to say. i should know. im the one who said it. normal normal.

#ask #greeneyre #there's definitely a lot more i could fit on this list but. #i feel if i added more id have to redo the sorting or id end up with a number thats not fun for formatting. #and im sure some characters i have likings for that arent on this list would have some folks be like ''huh? him??'' #with dingodile i kinda wish there was a good official render of one of his first few designs #namely the one closest to crash bash's model. #i think crash bash has the best version of dingodile in terms of shapes and proportions #plus i like his sounds from crash bash the best :) i like his laugh #that isnt to say i dont like his current design or anything though!!! love him through and through #these arent in any specific ranking or order btw #i have zarbon and his beast form seperate only to ensure i didnt have one in the spotlight more than the other #you cant have zarbon without his monster form. youre ignoring his true beauty if you do. #i think theres definitely a pattern among all the ones shown here (and ones ive neglected to mention on this chart) #or. namely like a few different patterns atleast. #idk who else id point out as one thats not listed here. atleast a normal one that fits among these #oh uhhhh. white haired main dude from jojo part 5. and the guitarist from part 4. #akira otoishi and leone abbacchio #wouldve loved to have fit them both but then id need like. two more slots to make it 32 #fuuuck now im a little sad i didnt list those two #if i had to list a character thats probably weird for this list itd be a character from the banjo kazooie series. #not clanker. i love his design but not in that way. clankers a girls best friend. #anyway ive been wanting to post this list for a while but. hadnt had the best opprotunity until now #thank you for the ask :) my heart lights up any time someone agrees with me on Zarbon #i could hyperfixate on him for hours. my mutuals know sadly.