hello! it’s been a while but i have a not so surprising announcement.
i’m not coming back to this blog. it’s been a hot minute since i last logged on and even more since i truly felt motivated to post here, whether it’s content or just tidbits from my day. the love for writing is there but unfortunately the love for this blog isn’t, and it’s something i’ve been putting off since my last blog.
there’s a list of reasons for this and i’m not gonna go into them rn, but my mental health hasn’t been too great for a while now and i’m sure that’s one of the reasons my motivation has run dry. i wish it wasn’t the case but there’s some things i just can’t control.
i still love the friends i made here, and i would like to thank those of you that sent me asks! i feel terrible for not getting to them but i just don’t have the energy to do so. i’d love to give my mutuals my disc so we can stay in touch, but i won’t be checking on this account much after this post.
in terms of creating other blogs, i’m not sure it’s on the cards for me. i am writing! that hasn’t changed, although it is a long process. to put it clearly, fandom tumblr just isn’t for me anymore, and even though it’s upsetting, it’s just how it is. in the very unlikely event that i do feel the need to post, it’ll be on a new blog with a completely different pseud.
i really did love the time i spent here, and all the friends i was lucky enough to make. i hope life treats you well, and that you don’t face too much hardship. i love you guys so so much <333
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it's probably too late and this won't even be seen, but i just want to apologize to everyone tagging me in things. i want to engage, i truly do, i'm just going through some major self-doubt right now
please know that you're all wonderful and i love you and your amazing ocs so much
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All the hugs for you ! *HUGS* Stay strong, there's a lot of people who love and care for you!
(っ ╥﹏╥ )っ ❤
Thank you, Noko, you're the sweetest!
Please stay strong too ❤
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cant tell you how bad it feels to constantly tell other artists to come to tumblr, because its the last good website that isn't fucked up by spoonfeeding algorithms and AI bullshit and isn't based around meaningless likes
just to watch that all fall apart in the last year or so and especially the last two weeks
there's nowhere good to go anymore for artists.
edit - a lot of people are saying the tags are important so actually, you'll look at my tags.
#please dont delete your accounts because of the AI crap. your art deserves more than being lost like that #if you have a good PC please glaze or nightshade it. if you dont or it doesnt work with your style (like mine) please start watermarking #use a plain-ish font. make it your username. if people can't google what your watermark says and find ur account its not a good watermark #it needs to be central in the image - NOT on the canvas edges - and put it in multiple places if you are compelled #please dont stop posting your art because of this shit. we just have to hope regulations will come slamming down on these shitheads#in the next year or two and you want to have accounts to come back to. the world Needs real art #if we all leave that just makes more room for these scam artists to fill in with their soulless recycled garbage #improvise adapt overcome. it sucks but it is what it is for the moment. safeguard yourself as best you can without making #years of art from thousands of artists lost media. the digital world and art is too temporary to hastily click a Delete button out of spite
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@fxtelism sent - ✏️? ( Handwritten Notes - Accepting! )
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Love Leon and Chloe both! You do a wonderful job with them!
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Well it's no "unrequited love confession on the way to SuperHell" but I suppose we do have to give "bungled car metaphor delivered in proxy because one of the characters is gone and the other is dead" some credit.
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.I’m tired of ‘implied’ or ‘left up to interpretation’ aromantic coded characters. .I’m tired of having to just hope that the characters I see myself in are actually like me, or hope that they’re not conveniently paired up or changed by the end of the media for the sake of whatever. .I’m tired of most aromantic representation we do have being nothing but a mentioned-once fact outside of the media, easily forgettable and able to be pushed to the side when wanted to. .I’m tired of us being left out of queer spaces - that even in media that includes all sorts of queer identities, characters like us are nowhere to be seen.
.I want aromantic characters. .I want explicitly stated to be-aromantic characters. .I want characters that say or mention they’re aromantic in the media they’re in itself. .I want characters that are unapologetically aromantic, aromantic characters of all kinds, throughout the spectrum. .I want aromantic characters like me: non-partnering, no romantic attraction at all, romance repulsed, and it’s not treated as a ‘flaw’ or something to be ‘fixed’. .I want aromantic characters, and I’m sick and tired of feeling left out when it comes to being represented in media. .We deserve better than that. .We shouldn’t have to settle for the little things, for lesser. .We deserve better.
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Well it may seem like the end of the world but tomorrow’s a new day & the sun will shine just a little brighter with each moment that spring inches closer & you will find the people who cocoon you like a warm wool blanket & you won’t have to cling so hard to those who strip you bare anymore
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