#yimir

[abruxa-decasati]

Yumihisu

LGBTQ+ couples part 2/?

#yumihisu #im still not over it #aot fanart #aot #snk #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #yimir #historia #historia aot #yimir aot #lgbtq #gay #why why whyyy #illustration #art #digital illustration

[pixeldog4ever]

Y for Yimir from 20 Million Miles to Earth (1957) in my Kaiju Alphabet.

Originally drawn in 2010, colored yesterday in procreate.

#20 Million Miles to Earth #Yimir #ray harryhausen #procreate

[yellowgreendinno]

MATTERLIST

"The older I get"

CW: Angst, English IS not my first language, so sorry for any mistakes. First fic.

You can listen to "older" by Sasha Alex Solan. It really fits.

The Queen of the Walls stared at the floor, shock the only emotion visible on her features, as the transparent teenager continued to shout her desires to the boy. It wasn't like Historia thought that the young woman before her was still alive:

she knew for a fact; she wasn't.

She was a ghost, after all.

But that didn't stop tears filling her eyes, and regret, guilt and longing filling her heart. Not like she had hoped, the girl's face as she kept on talking to the nineteen year old boy, who stood on almost the other end of the garden, was way far from mirroring hers. How she could see ghosts? Historia had no idea. But she had to talk to her.

She had to apologise to her; needed to.

Historia went back to reality with the ghost girl's next choked order, as the boy tried to calm his protector.

"Take me home", she said, as once more, the boy attemped to stop her from loosing the sole nerve she had left.

"Listen, we can't just go back to Marley, we have to finish the job, and try to reason with the Queen." He hesitated before keeping on talking. "I... I saw those memories. Your memories. I-I... I think only you can get her to listen to us. Okay? I promise It won't be long-"

"Falco, take me home right now!"

His green eyes sparkled with nothing more than defeat, as he finally agreed. He took her hand, and started guiding her through the forest. That was when Historia made her choice.

It was now or never

She screamed her name at the top of her lungs, hoping and praying to the Walls that the ghost, already fading from all sight, had heard her. And she did.

"Ymir!"

The ghost turned around, as tears stained the queen's face.

I used to be mad, but now I know,

The same short hair, the same freckles, the same eyes. The same eyes and her same usual frown turned into surprise. Historia had never been happier. But she had never been more miserable in her twenty-six years of life. Oh, how she wished to hug her one more time...

Sometimes it's better to let someone go,

To finally tell her that they could marry, that they could live the life Ymir had told her in that letter she wrote as her last will.

After all, it was still her Ymir. She looked exactly the same as the day on the tower, when she last saw her. She hadn't aged one day. And it only made it harder to accept.

It was stupid, really. The Queen of the Walls, now twenty-six years old, with a seven year old child, was still crying over her first love...

a girl who had died.

And it was too late now. Falco carried Ymir into the forest, and it would be days, months, years, even centuries, and Historia would still age, she would grow old, all the while as Ymir was still the same she ever was, in her white silk dress, living the same lie she always did... Playing princesses with her people, lying to survive, even though she had thought she had broke free from that life, she was bound to go back to it, as Historia watched from outside the hole she had buried herself into. Not being able to do anything. She sobbed on the ground as Ymir's ghost dissapeared in the dark of the forest, to never see her again, and live in her small world of lies.

It just hadn't hit me yet,

the older I get.

#yumihisu #yimir x historia #ymir #ymir fritz #historia #histoia reiss #falco grice #aot #attack on titan #snk #Shingeki no Kyojin

[justlikeawartimenovelty]

Well I survived the finale

#saw a glimpse of yimir #overall it was good #but damn i am emotional

[lunas-side-anime-blog]

Modern College Student/Gf Mikasa Ackerman Headcanons

Armin Version: Here Eren Version: Here

scary goth girl that everyone is too scared to talk to but secretly crushes on

psychology major bc I think she had a tough childhood and wants to better understand trauma / help others

somwhere in the middle between Armin and Erin when it comes to academics

like I don't think she is as intense about grades as Armin is, but I also don't think she's as laidback about school as Eren

moderately studies throughout the week, but it's just basic note taking and chapter reading, i don't think she's afraid to miss a few classes though if she feels like it

only really crams and does all-nighters right before an exam if she thinks she needs it

i think she wears men cologne and deodorant and it fits her soo well, idk how to describe it but she smells powerful but comforting at the same time?

maybe like woodsy with strong notes of vanilla and cashmere

loves a black cold brew: no creamer, foam or sugar like she's so intense that way

i think she's that one cool girl who always walks into class like a few minutes late with a hot resting bitch face, AirPods in and a cold brew in hand

tall girl and I think her height is prob her fave feature about herself, like I can see her wearing more heeled boots or platforms to exaggerate it

wears lots of black and hardly any makeup besides some light eyeliner most days

doesn't talk alot unless she fr knows you, i think most people would just hear her say "here" for attendenace and that's it

doesn't go to parties unless she has to

I think think she'll only go to watch eren and armin. she knows eren loves to go overboard and armin will most likely get distracted so she takes it upon herself to be the sober one watching everyone's drinks

def a girls girl like if she sees another female in an uncomfortable situation shes jumping in, no questions asked

i can see her working out with eren so in my mind shes ripped too and yeah...most guys don't fuck with her

has a cute lil skincare routine, only has like a three step process tho since I think she has naturally good skin

she secretly loves facemasks tho and doing her nails with armin as rewards for studying lol

I think out of the main three mikasa would have the most instagram followers, which is so funny bc she doesn't know why she's so popular?

I just think her aesthetic and vibe is very cool, if her account is set to public she would quickly get a lil following

lots of secret admires with this one, men and woman alike

I can see her being BI or Pan too so like that's very conveient

other than armin and eren, I think Mikasa would be besties with Yimir and Sasha

i can see them going to concerts together, shopping, late night drives, getting food (at sasha's demand lol) like i think they'd be a chill lil trio

views eren and armin as brother figures btw, gets grossed out when people ask if shes dating them

obviously a very protective friend

the type of freind whose like "what's their name" when you tell her you're seeing someone new and within an hour Mikasa will have an entire report on where they went to school, all their exes, hobbies, pets, address, ect.

I can see her getting a masters tbh, I def think armin would talk her into it so I think they would be grad school buddies while eren finishes his BA (he'll lag behind them a year or two since he changed his major so much anyway)

Loves cats and I think she'd have one or two if armin and eren are cool with it

I think she would have a few tatooes and piercings, but very subtle ones she can hide since I think as a psychologist she'd want to be taken seriously

music taste is kinda stuck in middle school tbh, still loves my chemical romance with a passion

I don't think she'd smoke weed or drink

^^ not that she has anything against it but i think she just hates the feeling of not being in complete control of herself so she stays away from things like that

never gets sick? it's actually medically fascinating

Overall she's that one quiet girl in class who looks scary but is a sweethear and everyon'es dying to be friends with

As your GF

omg I think she'd be the best significant other tbh

I think you would meet her in a meet-cute way since it's always the people who you least expect to be cheesy

I think maybe like you accidentally tripped and made her spill her coffee in class. you look up an see this tall, ripped, emo looking chick and you rush to apologise and give her your drink in hopes she doesn't flip

shes like "...ok." and takes it. but then the next class she randomly sits next to you and passes you a drink and is like ... "i hope i got your order right?"

the dork memorized your drink akjglalg

after that she kinda keeps sitting next to you and attempts small talk, so you realize she's actually v sweet and exchange socials

which is great bc I think mikasa is way better at flirting over text than in person and you'd quickly understand that she likes you

First date would probably be a show, i think she'd take you to a local band she likes and would get a quick bite after it

I think for second date she'd like you to choose what you guys do and then third she chooses, you guys switch bc she's all about that equal effort

once you agree to be her s/o she'd gonna be so annoying on social media like she's def gonna loose some followers as she only posts you now

type of partner to notice the smallest changes in you right away

you give her a peck and shes like "why aren't you wearing your usual lip balm? do you not like strawberries anymore?"

in bed she's a dom, is that even a queston?

I think she's actually a brat tamer, in my head rn she gets a lil smirk when you act up and i think she just mentally notes what to punish you for later

mikasa views sex toys as allies not enemies, and yeah i think she has an impressive collection so buckle tf up

okay so she's kinda yandere (tbh i think most ppl from the aot universe are but esp mikasa) I think shes very protective and a touch paranoid?

like i think her past is kinda messed up and I can see her mind running wild with ideas if not reassured

so you can just oversleep for a bit and you'll wake up to mikasa practically breaking into your apartment to make sure you're okay bc you suddenly went silent on her

some trust issues too, would def be really upset if you didn't give her the passcode to your phone

doesn't like your friends or anyone else you talk to tbh, she just doesn't think anyone else has your back like she does and will always remind you

i also know her manipulation skill is cray being a psych major, I don't think she's as good as Armin but ik she can weaponize some therapy speak and make you feel a lil stupid (only does it for your own good she says)

doesn't get jealous but does get even

I can see the little shit putting thumbtacks in pockets or laxitives in drinks if someone dares flirt with you, she can be so evil sometimes i just know it

she isn't even scared of the aftermath bc she knows eren and armin have her back so she wants the smoke tbh

the type of partner to death stare someone from behind your back but when you turn around she's suddenly all :)

would love matching tattoos with you if you're down

think she'll be the quickest to bring up marriage too, porbably only a few months of dating and she's like "so when we get married-" and you're like "!?"

big spoon gf, you can be bigger than her and she don't gaf she's still holding you not the other way around

Overall a really sweet girlfriend who just wants to protect you and keep you all to herself

Can be a lil crazy at times, but she means well I swear !!!

Nicknames for you: love, my other half, wifey/hubbie

Songs that fit the vibe: The Perfect Girl by Mareux, Breezeblocks by Alt-J, Me and Your Mama by Childish Gambino

"You're such a strange girl, the way you look like you do."

"She's morphine, queen of my vaccine, my love, my love, love..."

"Girl you really got a hold on me, so this isn't just puppy love"

(She's so hot omg I love her, i developed a lil crush writing this! Anyway srry the moodboard didn't include couple stuff, girlfriend aesthetics are way harder to find than bf aesthetics and the ones I did find looked nothing like her :( tell me if you guys like this series, totally open to doing more characters! not even just from aot, i also kinda wanna do demon slayer or hxh, also love jjk and chainsaw man but I didn't read those mangas yet so I may not be the best at it!!)

#mikasa ackerman #mikasa x reader #yandere mikasa #yandere aot #yandere attack on titan #attack on titan headcanons #aot headcanons #mikasa ackerman smut #mikasa aot #modern attack on titan #modern mikasa

[suco-di-re]

There are at least three clans of Germanic god/god like being:

Most people in Norse pagan and heathen community’s agree that their is two clans or groups of gods, the aesir and the vanir. The aesir and vanir tend to represent human feelings and constructs and how those feelings and constructs interact with each other and nature.

But the third group I think should be seen as gods and should be venerated is the Jotner. The jotner are clearly closely related to the aesir and vanir since all three can have children together and arose from yimir directly or indirectly. And I think we should venerate the jotner as forces of pure nature.

I wanna expand on this more later

#norse paganism #heathenry #paganism #norse polytheism #norse heathen

[wannabeskald]

Got a little silly, decided to write something. Might add on to it later. I might just abandon it.

The Ballad of the Beginning

From the Ginnungagap did form

Great Yimir, the screamer,

Between the frigid Nifilheim

And Muspellheim's flicker.

Born of unmade oceans and rime

Yimir was not alone.

On Adhumla's milk he did feast,

Hunger he did not know.

The cow while licking salt did make

Buri, the lone first god.

From Yimir sprang the Jötunar,

Existence theirs to trod.

From Buri came a son named Börr.

The Jötunar did see

These gods as a danger to the

Chaos that gave them glee.

The gods and Jötunar did war

But neither side held sway.

'Til Börr and Bestla had three sons,

Odin, Vili, and Ve.

#poetry #ballad #norse mythology #norse gods #norse paganism #norse heathen #norse pantheon #writing #my first ballad #last poem I wrote was under duress #hopefully this is better #devotional #i honestly have no idea how long ballads are supposed to be

[somecrocanadian]

Genocidal Therapy

So this is one I posted on AO3 a while a go but I am really proud of it and would like to share it again.

Eren sat in the Paths realm, a blue glow illuminating his face. He wasn’t sure if he was dead or not, Mikasa had taken his head off of his titans form and his body went up in steam. But he was still conscious in the Paths. He had wandered around a bit trying to find Yimir but she was nowhere to be found. Did he free her too? He wasn’t sure, he wasn’t really sure of anything anymore.

He glanced into the Coordinate and saw memories, but not future ones or past ones, current ones. The current one of his friends and comrades gathered underneath a tree where they had buried his severed head.

“I’m sorry… Thank you, Eren,” Reiner whispered.

“You really were a suicidal maniac, Eren,” Jean muttered, “Thanks man.”

Eren could have sworn he saw a tear rolling down horse-faces cheek.

“You didn’t have to do all of this for us, brat,” Captain Levi said from his wheelchair.

Eren twinged with guilt, it was his fault that Levi was in that wheelchair and missing an eye and 2 fingers. He was at fault for a lot of things.

“Eren,” Mikasa said no louder than a whisper, her voice full of so many emotions.

Eren started to really pay attention to this memory and he let it flood over him, the colours became brighter, he could almost feel the light breeze on his skin.

But he had looked in the Coordinate for too long, other memories were starting to play over this one. There was one of a family sitting down for dinner, and another of a little boy running through a forest, and another of a dad and daughter running from something hand in hand, and another of an old man and a nurse in a hospital.

He squeezed his eyes shut, he couldn’t process all of the scenes flashing in front of him in quick succession, but he could still hear them. The clatering of plates, twigs crunching beneath small feet, screaming, lots and lots of screaming. He put his hands over his ears and willed the memories to stop, but they didn’t. The sounds wouldn’t go away; howling wind, a strange wheezing noise, muffled coughs, a crying baby, rumbling - oh the rumbling, gentle laughter, screaming, a door creaking open, a crying child, screaming - always more screaming. 

The memories were now threatening to play behind his eyelids. He didn’t want to see it again. 

He couldn’t see it again. 

Never again.

Eren pulled his knees up to his chest bracing himself for what he was going to inevitably see. He saw the beginnings of a massive steam cloud forming. All he could hear was the stomping, screams, and a muffled voice.

The memory began to shake as the titans became visible in the steam. 

Eren closed his eyes harder, “No, not again,” he mumbled, “Please, not again.” He knew it was helpless, nobody could help him, nobody could even hear him, he didn’t deserve it.

The memory began to shake even more. No, the memory wasn’t shaking, Eren was. Why was he shaking? The muffled voice got louder and he began to understand some of the words; “-up! Come on! Snap out of it!” But the voice was so unfamiliar, it had an unusual accent.

“That’s it! Focus on my voice,” It called over the screams of the memory forming before him.

Eren felt a pressure at his shoulder release then something grabbed his wrists - no, someone. This wasn’t a memory, it was happening right now. To him. 

Eren’s eyes shot open and he saw a set of brown eyes staring right back.

“Are you alright?” The stranger asked, concern consuming his features.

Eren ripped his hands out of the strangers and shot backwards landing on his rear.

“It’s alright, I’m not gonna hurt you,” The man said standing up from his crouched position but keeping his distance.

Eren was panting; “W-who are you? How did you get here?” were thoughts he meant to keep in his head but accidentally said them out loud.

“I’m the Doctor. As for how I got here, that’s a bit of a story. I was trying to find a way to get back to my friend stuck in a parallel universe but I ended up here instead, not entirely sure how though. All I know is that I need to let my ship rest for a little bit before I try and leave.”

Eren was dumbfounded at this Doctor’s long winded answer and confused by it. However he didn’t let those feelings show, instead he stood up and made his eyes hollow, something he had mastered fairly recently, and put on an unwavering mask.

There was an awkward silence until the Doctor spoke again, “And what’s your name?”

“Eren Yeager,” He said, standing up and brushing off his pants, his voice cold as ice.

“It’s nice to meet you, Eren Yeager,” The Doctor said in a happy tone, reaching out his hand and taking a step towards Eren. Eren instinctively stepped back and dropped into a fighting stance, his years in the military weren’t for nothing.

“I’m not here to hurt you,” The Doctor said, gently putting his hands out beside him. He lowered his voice a bit but was still kind.

“Are you Eldian?” Eren asked, his voice empty, devoid of all emotion.

“No, can’t say that I am,” The Doctor responded, voice low and serious.

“Then it’s impossible for you to be here.”

“But evidently I am. Where is ‘here’ exactly?” He said, stuffing his hands into his pockets, voice picking up a more joyful tone.

Eren paused for a moment, not entirely sure what to make of the Doctor, he should have recognized him the moment he said his name but he didn’t. The Doctor was strange, that was for sure. He just stood there watching Eren, hands stuffed deep into the pockets of his brown suit pants, waiting patiently for an answer. 

“You’re in the Paths, a place that connects all Eldian minds. Only those who are a titan shifter can enter this place,” Eren said, although he wasn’t sure if the last part was really true, he really had no idea how the Paths worked.

“Fascinating,” The Doctor said, “So that must mean you are a titan shifter. Mind telling me what that is?”

Eren was flabbergasted, but he didn’t let it show.

“You don’t know what a titan is?”

“Nope,” He said popping the ‘p’

“It doesn’t matter, they’re all gone.”

“They can’t be all gone if you're here as one of them.”

Eren snapped, “You’re a doctor, go find someone who’s sick and bother them.”

The Doctor paused for a moment, his brain swirling with question upon question for this Eren Yeager. There was no way this kid would answer any of them when he was on the defensive.

“My name is the Doctor,” He said, keeping his voice calm, “I’m not a doctor though, I’m just a traveler.”

“If you were just a traveler there is still no way for you to end up here,” Eren said, his voice rising but still cold as ice. He was trying to intimidate the Doctor but he was unfazed. He doubted that Captain Levi’s glare would phase the Doctor.

“I’m no ordinary traveler.”

“There is no way you could be a traveler if you don’t know what an Eldian is.”

“How do I explain this?” The Doctor thought out loud, scratching the back of his neck, “I’m not from your world. Your universe, I should say.”

“You expect me to believe that? I’m not a child.”

“Sorry, it’s hard to explain. You know your planet right?” Eren reluctantly nodded, he heard a lot of those theories from Armin before, well, everything; “And from your planet you see the stars. Around those stars are other planets and other living things. That’s your universe. My universe is the same thing but there have been different events through the history of it when compared to the history of yours. Each universe lives in its own bubble, its own dimension, and it should be impossible to cross between them, on a normal day anyway. You with me?”

Eren nodded again, all of those times he had listened to Hange ramble about titans certainly helped him out here. Eren's face darkened, only for a second but he couldn’t think about Hange, or any of his friends, without feeling guilty.

“Good, right. So, that brings us to this place, the Paths. It’s still a part of your universe, but it’s different. To me it feels like a smaller bubble got stuck on a bigger one.”

“So the Paths got stuck on my universe?” Eren said.

“Bingo! But since this universe wasn’t fully formed it has different properties from a typical universe, like this sand. And the walls of the bubble aren’t that strong making it easier to break through! Now it makes sense!” The Doctor shouted, smacking the side of his head, “I can be so thick sometimes,” He muttered.

Eren took a moment to process everything the Doctor had just said, he didn’t seem to be lying and everything the Doctor said seemed to make logical sense even if he didn’t understand half of what it meant.

“So this means that there aren’t Eldians or Marleyians in your universe,” Eren said, it wasn’t really a question but the Doctor nodded anyway, “So you really have no idea what’s going on in this universe.”

“No, just like you have no idea what’s going on in my universe.”

Eren relaxed a little, but was still wary of the man in front of him. He still wasn’t sure what the Doctor was capable of.

Eren suddenly noticed something in the corner of his eye, it was a blue box that read ‘police box’ and probably some other stuff that he could read from this distance.

“Is that your ship?” Eren asked.

“Yes, that’s my TARDIS. I know she doesn’t look like much but she’s been my trusty ship for years. Always takes me where I need to be.”

Not looking like much was an understatement, the ‘ship’ was a small wooden box, it wouldn’t even be able to cross the sea to Marley. 

Even just thinking the words ‘sea’ and ‘Marley’ brought back so many memories for Eren, none of them were pleasant. He did his best to block them out but in doing so his face betrayed him. Guilt was all Eren could feel, guilt and regret. He had done so much damage, no one was unscathed from the horrors of the rumbling and all of the steps he had to take to get there. How many lives did he have on his hands? How many families had he torn a part? Eren shook his head, now wasn’t the time.

Eren looked at the Doctor once more and saw an unfamiliar look in his face, one that did not cross peoples faces often when talking about him or with him; he wore a slight frown and had a twinge of curiosity in his eyes. But there was something else in his eyes, compassion maybe, Eren wasn’t sure. No matter what that unknown emotion was, the Doctor's eyes looked old, very old, impossibly old.

“Some say that the eyes are the window to the soul,” The Doctor said, “People's eyes always tell their story no matter how hard they try to hide it. Yours tell quite the story.”

Eren narrowed his eyes trying to peer into the Doctor's soul and find his story, but the longer he looked the more emotions he found. Eren’s eyes that were once so full of drive and hatred and pain were now dead and empty but if they were stared into long enough there was a great story waiting to be told. But behind the Doctor's eyes there were a lot of great stories and lots of them surpassed Erens. The Doctor’s eyes should have held overwhelming emotions but the only two emotions that lingered behind every story was loss and pain. There was a lot of loss and pain hidden in the Doctor’s eyes.

“Yours do to,” Eren responded after a few moments, “Yours tell a lot of stories.”

“I suppose they would,” The Doctor mumbled, rubbing his chin. The Doctor was more focused on Eren than what Eren was saying to him, he seemed to have gone through a lot, and fairly recently by the looks of it. He wanted to talk to Eren about it but he had no idea what had happened or even what his world looked like. He had a basic idea though, he was on track to Earth in another dimension so whatever planet Eren was from it had to be pretty close to Earth. There is no way for humans from Eren’s time period to have found a way into this ‘Paths’. Maybe the Doctor was wrong, he couldn’t always guess the correct time period based on clothing alone but access to a bubble universe isn’t something that humans come across until a few more centuries into the future. 

“How did you end up here?”

“Why should I tell you?” Eren snapped back, giving the Doctor a death glare once more.

“Oi, no need to be so rude. I’m just trying to figure out how you got here so maybe I can find a way out.”

Eren paused, the Doctor looked sincere but Eren had a hard time reading him. But a little information wouldn’t hurt, it would help him leave faster; “I died.”

“Oh, I’m sorry for your loss. Wait, that came out wrong. Sorry, it’s not everyday you meet a dead person, typically because the dead can’t talk.”

Eren was just confused as to how one man could go from shocked, to sympathetic, to confused, to accusatory in one statement; he wasn’t really taking in what the Doctor had said, other than that he rambled too much. Eren just kept a scowl on his face, hoping to scare the Doctor away just as Captain Levi could scare people away with his.

“How do you know you’re dead?”

“What sort of question is that?”

“I’ve met people who thought they were dead and the memories of people who were dead and people who thought they were born dead. How do you know you’re dead?”

Eren just glared, he did not want to answer anymore questions, he just wanted to be left alone. But there was some part of him that wanted the company, he didn’t deserve what he wanted. Not after everything he did.

“My head was cut off,” He mumbled.

“Really? How’d that happen? Was it a guillotine?” 

“No,” He said before he could stop himself, “It was Mikasa.”

“Why’d she do that for?”

“To stop me.”

“To stop you from what?”

Eren glanced away but he could still feel the Doctors gaze on him. It wasn’t a harsh gaze, it was one of curiosity. That didn’t make it any easier for Eren to admit what he had done, he’d been avoiding admitting it to himself for a long time; “To stop the rumbling,” he said, barely louder than a whisper. He expected the Doctor to finally realize who he was, to call him a monster, and strangle him. And Eren would have let him. When he heard the rustle of the Doctor's coat he braced for the worst; but nothing came. When he mustered the courage to look at him again he found him seated facing the coordinate.

The Doctor wasn’t really good with human emotions and human feelings; he wasn't very good when humans didn’t understand the concept of life beyond their own planet. Or when humans had to grieve for those they lost. He supposed he had just gotten used to the wonder and loss that came with each. But he knew guilt and regret like no other being in the universe.

“I’m not great with the whole comforting thing. But, believe me, I understand.”

That last bit was said with such seriousness, Eren wouldn’t dare question it. The statement felt so… distant. It made him feel lost too. Like there was something beneath both their surfaces that they didn’t want to face again. To see again. To even think about again. But Eren knew better than most that you cannot escape memories. 

Eren slowly sat down next to the Doctor, keeping a respectable distance from him. He put his arms out behind him and leaned back on his hands, staring up to the branches of the coordinate. He couldn’t look into it, not yet.

Sitting like this reminded him of all of the years he spent listening to Armin's fantastical stories of what laid behind the walls. Stories he wouldn’t get to hear anymore. When they were in the army, even after the most grueling of days, Armin would still fantasize about the sea. And once they learned that there were people beyond the walls that hated them Armin would still dream about rivers of fire and plains of ice. There was something about the Doctor that reminded him about Armin too. Why did everything about this man seem to remind him of his past life? The way he could ramble like Hange. They way he could feel the Doctor's gaze like how he felt Captain Levi’s. The same feeling of wonder Armin had. That love sick look in his eyes like Mikasa. Wait. He thought, Is that how she feels right now? 

“You’re friend,” Eren said, “Why are you looking for him?”

“There’s something important I didn’t get the chance to tell her, and I can’t keep burning up stars to try and connect with her either.”

“What was her name?”

“Rose. Her name was Rose.”

Eren wracked his brain to think of anyone by the name Rose but the only person that came to mind was Yimr’s daughter.

“Say,” The Doctor said, turning to look at him, “You don’t have a place on your Earth called Dårlig Ulv-Stranden? It translates to Bad Wolf Bay.”

Eren closed his eyes, recalling every sign that he, or any of his titans, ever passed during the Rumbling.

“No, I don’t think so.”

“Ever heard of Torchwood?”

“No,” He would have recognized a word like that.

The Doctor sighed, “That means she’s not in your world then.”

“Good,” Eren said before he could stop himself. He thought the Doctor would take this as his opportunity to leave, but he just turned back to the coordinate.

The Doctor pondered his thoughts for a while. Rose isn’t here, she’s in some other dimension. She’s safe. She’s with Jackie and Pete. She’s safe. They wouldn’t let anything happen to her. She’s safe. She has to be safe. How can I get to her? This was the last possible gateway. Is there something else? Some way else? … there isn’t. She’s safe. Think about that. No more Cybermen or Daleks. No more me. She’s safe. Safer than she has ever been. There’s no more me to put her in danger. I just used ‘no more’ way too much. I said I’d never use it again after- NO! Need a new train of thought. I had Rose and-what’s his name… Eren!-Eren had… Mikasa!

“So,” The Doctor started, “Who was Mikasa?”

“She… She was a close friend. My adopted sister since we were 8,” She was a lot more. Eren thought. He figured the Doctor wouldn’t really care, he himself didn’t care, at least he tried not to care.

“She sounds nice,” The Doctor said, “Why did she kill you?”

“I told you, to stop the rumbling,” Eren said, anger rising in his voice.

“That’s what you told me, but I’m not from this universe, I have no idea what that is. All I can gather is that you were at the helm of it and it didn’t seem like a very good decision.”

“It was the only choice!” Eren snapped and turned to look at the Doctor. He didn’t notice the Doctor turning towards him earlier, but the sympathy in the Doctor's eyes was enough, “I didn’t have a choice,” he whispered, “Our world was so fucked up. They were going to feed me to Historia when she gave birth, leaving her with 13 years left to live. Marley was going to wipe us out at the first chance they got… I didn’t want my friends to die too. The rumbling was the only way that I could guarantee that they would all live long, happy lives. But I killed so many people… the screaming won’t stop. Every time I close my eyes, it’s all I see; The steam, the titans, the sea, everything getting trampled. I can’t stop it…”

The Doctor looked at Eren, his eyes full of sympathy and sorrow for the young man beside him.

“Believe me, I understand,” The Doctor said as gently as he could.

Eren scoffed and turned away.

“In my universe there was a war, the Last Great Time War. It was fought between my people, the Time Lords, and the Daleks, the universe's most advanced species. It didn’t take long for this war to spread all across time and space. I did my best to stay out of it but I was manipulated so much by the high council to face the Daleks before it even began. By the time I officially joined the war I had a pretty high Dalek kill count. The war eventually got so far out of hand, dozens of species had gone extinct, planets no forget plantes, entire solar systems were wiped out, and no one gained the upper hand. It was either the universe or the war. I… I ended it, both sides were too stubborn to give up, or to even consider negotiations. I killed them all, all of the Time Lords, all of the Daleks, all of the innocent life on both planets, gone. Not even the planets remained. I wasn’t supposed to remain, I just regenerated instead. And everytime I close my eyes all I see is what I’ve lost. My planet burning and the screams of my people fill my dreams… I can’t stop it either. It's been a good few years since it ended, but the memory… The memory is just as vivid.”

Eren was stunned into silence, this man understands me. He thought, and so he asked; “Did you try to save them?”

“Oh, countless times. I have a time machine and I couldn’t save them… I couldn’t stop the war,” The Doctor, his voice eerily quiet, “Did you try to save everyone?”

“When I saw my future memories I knew I wouldn’t be able to… I couldn’t save them all, I had to pick who to save… I picked my friends. Why was it up to me to choose who gets to live and who gets to die? How do I know if I made the right choice?” 

“Sometimes you have to make the choice that you will regret the least. It’s never fair when you have to kill thousands to save millions… You don’t feel like you’re saving anyone.”

The pair lulled into a comfortable silence, both processing what the other had said. Neither of their lives were fair, they both had to make impossible decisions. Neither of them were happy. Both of them were broken.

“How did you cope?” Eren asked.

“At first I ran, I’ve always run away from my problems. But you can’t outrun guilt, I try to every time, but it never works. But I suppose, you have to accept what you’ve done.”

“How?”

“Well, you can’t change what you’ve done and you did help people… that’s a start.”

“But I killed so many…”

“I know… It’s not easy,” The Doctor paused for a moment, unsure of what to say next. Then he thought; What would Rose say? “You said you did it for your friends, what were they like?”

“They were… They were family. When wall Maria fell it was just me, Armin, and Mikasa. Then when we turned 12 we enlisted in the training corps and met-”

“Hold on, you were 12 when you enlisted? Isn’t that a bit young?”

“They lowered the age when the wall fell so they could get more soldiers to reclaim the wall. We still didn’t see any actual titan combat before we turned 15.”

“You were still just a child.”

“Seeing your mom eaten in front of you makes you grow up pretty quickly.”

“I’m so sorry, no one should grow up like that.”

Eren paused for a moment, he could feel the Doctor looking at him, he could feel the sincerity in his stare, in his voice.

“No one has ever said that to me before…” He meant to think but whispered it out loud. 

The Doctor heard it but made no comment, it just proved to him how sad Eren’s world truly was. The Doctor looked away from Eren and into the Coordinate in front of them; “So you were saying how you met your friends.”

“After the three of us enlisted we made quick friends with Sasha and Connie, Potato-girl and baldy,” Eren chuckled to himself and stared vaguely at the Coordinate as the young faces of Sasha and Connie appeared. The Doctor saw them too, “Then there was Jean and Marco, Horseface and I didn’t really get along, not until Marco died in our first battle,” The Doctor watched the Coordinate as Jean and Marco’s faces appeared as well, then bits of Eren’s first battle began to play, in short bursts, “There were others too but most of them are dead now and a few of them betrayed us, “A few more faces flashed in the Coordinate and the Doctor had to wonder if they were dead or alive. He wanted to hope for the best but listening to Eren and seeing the few short memories from the Coordinate made it hard to be optimistic.

“But those who are left can now live long and happy lives. I made sure of that before I died.” 

The Coordinate changed again to show the older versions of the people Eren had been talking about. The Doctor could see the difference in age but they all still looked so young, they couldn’t be older than 20. But their eyes looked so broken, and Sasha looked like she was dead. Actually, a lot of them looked deceased. 

“There was a war,” The Doctor uttered. That’s the only reason why so many young people could be dead; “And, if I’m putting the pieces together correctly, you ended it with the Rumbling.” 

Eren only nodded, but the Doctor could tell he was thinking, the scenes in the Coordinate proved as much. The faces were gone from the Coordinate, they were replaced with scenes of steam and red muscled titans. They were jumbled up at first, then they started to play in some semblance of order. There was a lot of stomping and people running away, the Doctor watched as buildings were crushed along with their inhabitants. He saw families cry over buried bodies only to be crushed by another giant foot. These were the titans. The scene changed into a view of the titans heads with more titans emerging from the steam behind them. Then, something unexpected came from the steam; a big, boney structure appeared. No, big was the wrong word, it was huge, gigantic, humongous! It was unlike anything the Doctor had seen before.

"What is that?" He asked, turning towards Eren, "Eren, are you alright?"

Eren was squeezing his eyes shut and had his hands over his ears. The Doctor quickly got up and knelt down beside Eren.

"Eren, can you hear me?"

Eren sort of nodded; "I can hear them. It won't stop," Erens voice was so distant and broken, the Doctor couldn't believe this was the same young man he had spoken with earlier. He looked back towards the Coordinate and saw hordes of people getting trampled. They must be screaming.

"Okay, listen to me. You are controlling this, Eren, which means you can change it. You're showing me the rumbling but why did you do it? You got that? Show me why you did it."

Eren didn't change his body language, but instead of trying to push the rumbling away he skipped to the end of it right to the moment when she smiled. He had barely seen her smile the past few months, that's why he did it, so that she can smile and be happy. So that they could all be happy.

The Doctor watched the Coordinate with his hand on Erens shoulder; he watched as there was a cut in the memory playing before. It changed to focus on Mikasa, her eyes were full of tears but she was still smiling. The memory morphed into a younger Mikasa with an even brighter smile. 

"That's it!" The Doctor said, a smile spreading across his face.

Eren slowly opened his eyes and looked into the Coordinate and a small smile spread across his face. It was a smile the Doctor was familiar with as it crossed his face often, a smile filled with loss and regret.

"I have control," Eren muttered.

"That you do have. It will take a while to master it but you can control it. Remember that."

"I will," He said absentmindedly, he was too busy controlling the Coordinate to really care about advice.

"Well," The Doctor said, patting Eren on the shoulder, "I should be off."

The Doctor got up and began to walk towards his TARDIS, it took Eren a few moments to realize the Doctor had left his side and he sprung up to follow him.

"Wait!"

The Doctor turned around with one hand on the door to his Police Box.

"Leaving so soon?"

"Well, my ship is good to go and my work here is done."

Eren couldn't argue with that but he didn't want to go back to being alone; "Could you come and visit some time?"

The Doctor saw the desperation in Eren's eyes; "I promise." The Doctor opened the door to his ship, letting the door creak on its hinges. 

Eren took a step back from the box as the light on top of it began to flash. The box started to make a wheezing noise and it started to fade away until there was a gust of wind and the Doctor was gone.

Eren looked towards the Coordinate, there was a memory he wanted to see. It would take him a while to figure this whole thing out. Good thing he wasn't one for giving up.

#attack on titan #eren yeager #eren jaeger #doctor who #ao3 fanfic #ao3 writer #fanfic #fanfiction #crossover #ao3fic #ao3 author #genocide #ptsd #paths #dude is dead #post aot #aot #snk #snk spoilers #spoilers #tenth doctor

[vampkitty66]

Anime Review: Attack On Titan

Special episode 2 - The final

May Contain Spoilers!!

These are my opinions

The final episode came out on November 4th and it was about an hour and a half long. I watched all the way till the very last second and I know some people were disappointed in the end, I can't say that i am. I actually thought the last episode was amazing, I mean the entire show is really amazing but I think the ending was perfect. So many people wanted Eren to win but I don't think that would've been a good ending. We see in the end sequence how war is inevitable, but that doesn't just mean Eren died for nothing. Eren achieved his goal in the end, his friends got to live and die in peace and he eradicated titans from their lives. Of course peace couldn't last forever though and thats what we see at the end, and Eren knew that. Also ive seen some people being confused about how Mikasa was able to free Yimir in the end. We find out that Ymir was in love with King Fritz, and by being so, she was enslaved to him. Now taking a look at Mikasa, also in love with Eren, Ymir saw this and saw how Mikasa was able to love Eren but make her own decisions and save humanity over him. Thats how Mikasa was able to free Ymir, she was able to do something Ymir couldn't.

#anime #anime review #aot #attack on titan #attack on titan final season

[stormcrow513]

So UPG here guys just trying to talk myself through something while high thought maybe someone might like to read,

Anyway

So I started reading into the occult at 13 I was zoned in on it immediately I read a lot bought shit, library had a nice sized selection for a small town, online shit a little not a lot cause I kept getting satanist shit that at the time freaked me out,

So I don't remember when I first saw the idea that all gods are one god, usually refered in these books as Spirit, the Spirit at the top of the pentacle/pentagram,

The first time I heard it I'd instantly disliked it, it felt rude to the gods to say they weren't distinct people just masks, and I also knew enough to know the people whose gods these books were referring to, the people whose religions these were wouldn't agree to that, at least the ones I was a little familiar with, I knew Christians for damn sure would be pissed to here that their god was also Zeus, like no they'd be pissed,

So I didn't like it, but there felt like there was something to that so I never fully away from it,

And now as I'm looking more closely into different pantheons I'm starting to maybe see a pattern,

All the gods seem to come from something else and that flows down to us,

Simplified

Greek, Gods made us Titans made them,

Norse, gods made us, Odin and others had what Yimir as a father and made like the world/Como's out of his body,

There was god, let there be light,

So on and so forth but it seems to get the a point where you're hearing,

There was nothing

Then there was the gods

So if that's the standard case here then is there something the gods came from, did something birth the gads,

And if so,

Is it sentient, does it feel, if the gods came from it and we come from the gods and children from us, and such and the same for all manner of things human, animal, plant, spirit, such and such

Does that mean this Thing the gods come from does it contain everything everywhere and yes all at once?

Is there a main source of everything that IS everything and so if it feels everything then does it both love and hate us is it not also indifferent, unaware of us?

Anyway I'm still thinking on this I had another thread but lost it while getting this down, how it goes eh? Been thing on and off about this sorta thing since the beginning of this year 31s got me all sorta contemplating

#occult #paganism #high posting #just high magic thoughts #or more spirituality i guess?

[m-jelly]

Country Living AOT town

Collab event!

So, I and a few other creators on Tumblr made a whole town! Each AOT member that people make oneshots on has a role within the town.

The following are those who worked with me:

@ladycheesington @postwarlevi @hauntedhousecat @chaotic-nick @lucysarah-c @levisbrat25 @charlotteplsdosth @levi-supreme @ack3rlady

Now we have a town, we can all have a little fun! Pick an AOT character and write a oneshot about them in this town. It can be with or without the reader, it can be self-insert, OC or just a nice story about how they interact with each other. You can pick anyone you want and write multiple ones!

Anyone can take part.

The townspeople and their roles:

Erwin: Mayor

Levi: Sheriff

@yakaaamoz Work here

Mike: Pub and inn owner

Hange: Doctor and pharmacist 

Moblit: Art teacher and weekend firefighter

Sasha: Butcher

Jean: Vet also works at the local diner

Connie: Chicken farmer and grocer

Niccolo: Resturant owner

Eren: Firefighter

Mikasa: Firefighter

Armin: Librarian and town records

Historia: Teacher and volunteers at Hange’s practice 

Yimir: Gas station owner

Hitch: Member of the town council

Marlowe: Judge

Zeke: Defence lawyer

Pieck: Herbal and tea shop owner, also teaches yoga

Porco: Mechanic 

Marcel: Barber

Reiner: Personal trainer

Annie: muay thai instructor 

Bertholdt: Baker and helps Pieck out sometimes. 

Kenny: Town drunk

I started this with the others because I wanted to do something fun together as a group. I wanted to write together and make this wonderful fun town filled with silly events and interactions. I wanted people to place themselves into this town and imagine what life would be like. It's just something fun for all to do and to collab on.

[fleurkuma]

♡ Masterlist ♡

Welcome to my page!! 🎀🌷

Imagines ✨

Roronoa Zoro

Soft and sweet<3

Sleeping in his arms<3

Studying together <3

Sanji Vinsmoke

Home sweet home <3

More coming soon…!

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Important info! :

Shows I write for and their characters :

Attack On Titan: Eren, Mikasa, Armin, Jean, Levi, Reiner, Sasha, Yimir, Historia, Connie, Hange (more?)

Jujutsu Kaisen: Gojo, Geto, Toji, Megumi, Itadori, Nobara, Nanami (more?)

One Piece: Luffy, Sanji, Zoro, Shanks, Law, Mihawk, Nami, Robin, Franky, Usopp, Chopper (platonic), (more?)

Jojos Bizarre Adventure: Jonathan, Joseph (any part), Jotaro (any part), Jolyne, Giorno, Dio, Joskue (more?)

(maybe more?? Ask!)

#roronoa zoro x reader #zoro x reader fluff #zoro roronoa x reader #one piece #one piece x reader #roanoa zoro #zoro x y/n #law x reader #shanks x reader #nanami kento x reader #gojo fluff #gojo x reader fluff #shanks x fem reader #gojo satoru x reader fluff

[madara-fate]

This is what I was talking about when people discuss about the ending. Not only because of the real of erens feelings. But also because:

The common saying the alliance having massive plot armor so they can live

Everybody rationalizing the genocide thanking him

Eren not killing his friends & the rest of 20%

Eren not surviving

Eren not being the baby daddy of historia

Eren being emotional because that ruins his 'character '

Mikasa being the one to free yimir & not eren

The 'forced relationship of EM '

Historia not being important to the story she was used as a 'toy' & if eren was the BD she would have been important to the story. They don't like it that her character ark ended in the earlier season. Historia characters went down because she ended up with a guy who bullied herb& threw rocks at her she was shown to be selfish because she didn't tell her friends about the rumbling which mean her character is ruined

The good characters died for no reason

What exactly are you thoughts on the post & these points that most people use here? Sorry if its too much to ask 🙃 you can ignore this if you want.

That post made no sense. They claim Eren wasn't condemned, as if literally the entire world didn't condemn his actions. The perspectives of the Scouts were obviously not representative of the entire world, yet that person is making it out to seem as though he wasn't demonised when he very clearly was. They even compare him to Reiner as an example of someone who apparently was condemned, as if the series didn't also very much portray Reiner as a sympathetic figure who's actions were rationalised every bit as much as Eren's.

The common saying the alliance having massive plot armor so they can live - Magath and Hanji were also part of the alliance, and they died, so that point falls flat.

Everybody rationalizing the genocide thanking him - Armin thanked him for doing all of that their sake, not for killing countless people, I don't see what people always find so hard to understand about that.

Eren not killing his friends & the rest of 20% - I don't really understand this point.

Eren not surviving - So some people (like the post you sent me) were irritated that Eren was apparently never condemned, while some others are also upset that Eren didn't survive... 🤷‍♂️

Eren not being the baby daddy of Historia - Which was fucking obvious, it was even explicitly stated who the father was. And then those entitled people wanna bitch about that? As if they felt so betrayed because they had been tricked or misled or something?

Eren being emotional because that ruins his 'character' - That's just stupid, 'nuff said.

Mikasa being the one to free Ymir & not Eren - Do they think that just because Eren is the protagonist, it means that he needs to be the one who does every single significant thing in the series?

The 'forced relationship of EM' - The "forced" relationship which was hinted at from the very beginning... Makes sense.

Historia not being important to the story she was used as a 'toy' & if Eren was the BD she would have been important to the story. They don't like it that her character ark ended in the earlier season. Historia characters went down because she ended up with a guy who bullied her & threw rocks at her she was shown to be selfish because she didn't tell her friends about the rumbling which mean her character is ruined - It's very telling to me that these people actually think that the measure of Historia's character is wholly dependent on who she had a baby with. They think she was meaningless to the story and was apparently used as a toy, simply because she had a baby with a nameless character, but if you swap out the nameless character for Eren, then suddenly she wasn't meaningless or a used as a toy anymore, despite how that would change literally nothing?

The good characters died for no reason - What is a "good" character, and what would constitute a "reason" to die?

#Eren Jaeger #eremika #Attack on Titan

[krisispiss]

What's Ausu's favorite video game and is he any good at it?

Ausu's favorite game is my own, tales of Symphonia! He can do all the parts people hate (Meltokyo sewers, yimir forest, latheon gorge) very easily

[animeinsanitys]

Lies- Yimir x Gn reader

Pronouns used- They/Them

Tw- none just cheating

A/N- This is my first oneshot so hope you like it

AU btw this came to mind after listing to was it ever really love. Coming September 9th by Natalie

   

      Most of your closest friends called you two a power couple, buy only if they knew the truth. You met Yimir fist day of collage.

At first it was fun jokingly flirting with each other through class. But suddenly it wasn't a joke, meeting up in a empty classrooms to make out.

      Between the time of that and dating Yimir, you caught feelings. You couldn't really fit the line between feelings and just loving having the attention. Everyone loved the power couple energy you gave off.

    Armin was very curious on how you two worked out. Armin, Eren, and Mikasa were there sense you were a kid. You practicely told them everything.

      All the problems started when Yimir introduced you to her friend Historia four months in. Lingering touches that would seem normal if you weren't paying attention. Whispering in each others ears, red cheeks soon followed after.

    For a while you convinced yourself you were seeing things. Yimir would never do such a thing...

      You kept questioning until you broke and decided to ask her yourself "Is there something between you and Historia?"

      The scratches against the paper stopped, turning in her chair  Yimir stared at you then let out a loud laugh "Oh, you got to be joking." Sighing Yimir rubbed her temple. "Look sweetie there is nothing going on between me at Historia."

    Stumbling out an "Oh. alright then" Feeling a burning sensation I'm your chest, you turned around facing back towards your paper.

     Hearing  a groan you glanced towards Yimir who was currently walking towards you. squatting right next you Yimir grabbed your chin and forced you too look at her. Taking a long breath Yimir stroked her hand in your hair. "Look sweetie, your the only one I have eyes for. You don't need to worry about Historia."

      Glancing at the floor you whispered "I know im sorry I doubted you."

      Yimir lifted your chin up again to meet her brown eyes with yours "Tell you what I will stop talking to Historia for a while, if that makes you feel better."

         Your heart fluttered but you felt bad for forcing her into this position. Slightly smiling you answered "If you are comfortable with that, sure".

            Kissing your forehead she dragged you to the bed to cuddle for a while.

         True to her word you didn't see Historia for a couple of weeks, but when she came back it seemed to get worse, at this point they didn't really try to hide it.

You hated that you still craved that validation to be loved by someone, even though watching them flirt with someone else left a burning sensation in your heart and throat.

              You first confided in Armin and Mikasa who begged you to get out of the situation "(y/n) you need to leave that situation it's not good for you."

            "I know Armin but I still love her" You looked at both of them desperately. "I just don't want to leave her"

         Mikasa took your hands in hers staring you straight in the face "You need to let her go or your going to end up hurting yourself even more."

           You at first took their words into consideration but finally made up your mind. Staying was the best option thinking that you'll hurt more if you if you left her.

      Eren tried to convince you to no avail "Comon (Y/n) you can't keep doing this to yourself. She clearly doesn't love you like she's says."

       Turning around to face him your voice echoing "Yes she does!" Your eyes started to swell up with tears. "she does." Your voice quieter then before.

       Eren tried going after you when you turned around and left but Mikasa held him back shaking her head. They all hated seeing you this way but at this point they knew they couldn't do anything to stop you.

       You Became Numb to the pain trying to enjoy every moment of affection you got from Yimir.

        You would usually find yourself at a Cafe looking at an empty chair across from you. Usually something to do with Historia needing help. While scrolling through your phone a man sat down across from you. Looking at him he looked decent. Handsome, stuble beard, with chopped blond hair he was handsome. "Do you mind if I sit here?"

     He looked at you curiously "I don't mind" You replied shrugging.

            You were going to go back to your phone when he asked "Umm what's your name?"

         "(Y/N)" Answering cousiouly. "You"

        He nodded "Reiner. Nice to meet you." He stretched his hand out. You shook hands after a moment hesitation from your.

         Deciding to go on with the conversation "what are you hear for today."

        Reiner looked up from his hot chocolate "looking for somewhere to go to in the morning." Taking one more sip of his drink he looked at you "What about you?"

       You shrugged "Same". You both stared at eachother until your faces broke out into a smile.

         Soon it became custom for you to leave   Yimir alone to hang out with Reiner. Every day you talked the more you felt at peace around him. Like he was home.

          Yimir caught onto the pattern soon enough and blocked you before you could leave "Are you cheating on me?"

        You snapped your gaze at her "Escuse me?"

         Yimir aggressively took a step toward you forcing to back up "You danm right heard me. Now answer the damn question."

 

         "No I'm not. Why would you even think that?"

            "Because" snarling at you " You've been hanging out with this 'Person'" raising to quote signs in the air "More than you have with me?" Yimir raised her arms in the air slightly startling you "Hell! We haven't had breakfast together in months!"

         You bit down a retort  the reason we haven't had breakfast together is because you want to hang out with Historia.  Choking it back you looked at her feet " I'll cancel the plans I had with my friend today."

          Yimir smiled rubbing your hair "Good job seems like a reasonable choice" She walked over to the couch "You coming?"

        You were having a decent day with Yimir until Historia showed up. Honestly you missed Reiner and his kind words and smiles towards you. Feeling yourself sink further into the pit you currled up on your bed and cried.

         Two weeks later on your seven month anniversary Yimir pushed you to go to a party you didn't really want to go too. Fortunately for you, you found that Eren, Mikasa and Armin would be there along with Reiner.

        You two only got to see each other twice a week if lucky. His engineering class never matched up with yours or Yimir held you back.

          Reiner was somewhat aware of your current situation in the relationship. He wanted you to get out of it and show how your supposed to be treated.

          The party was at full blast when you arrived it didn't take you long to find Armin and Mikasa. They held back Eren who was bickering with Jean. Yimir left you alone with a kiss on the cheek.

       Looking around you didn't to seem to notice Reiner Sneaking up on you. "Well I seem to have found you."

    Looking up your found Reiner standing  above you "Looks like you have" you smiled up at him. Turning around to face him you asked "How you feeling about the party?"

         He scanned the room "It's loud definitely."

       Laughing you nodded "isn't always though?"

        Sighing you looked around looking for you girlfriend. You smiled at Reiner "Im going to find out where my girlfriend is"

        A rage flashed across his face but a polite smile replaced it quickly. "I'll talk to you later then?"

        Smiling you walked past him brushing your hand against his. You felt eyes on your body and you knew who they exactly belong too. Soon enough you found your girlfriend wrapped around Historia.

       You've finally snapped.  Roughly grabbing Yimirs arm you tugged her along with you. She fought a little but realized it was you and let you lead her "where we going? The janitors closet? I didn't know you were that freaky?."

      You turned around and snapped "I'm done"

       Letting out a chuckle Yimir didn't realize you were serious "Escuse me?"

       "You fucken heard me." Your hands trembled as you mustered all the strength to talk "Me and you are done"

       "Like hell we are." Snarrling at you.

        You laughed a bit "You now have free time to hang around your bitch."

       Her eyes widen "Escuse me?" You walked past her slamming your shoulder into hers. Unfortunately for you she had one more retort something " you'll never find anyone like me."

         Laughing you looked back at her "True! But that's the whole point sweet heart and I can replace you with someone better." 

         You left Yimir in a daze as you found Reiner. You grabbed his wrist before he  could say something.

         "Where are we going?"

        "That's for me to know and you to found out." When you answered.  You led him to the back of the building pushing him against the wall.

         He was shocked as hell but loved every second of it. You looked at him right in his eyes with all the happy emotions.

  "Is there a reason why your kissing me?"

      You stared at him for a second "I did it. I broke up with her."

     A smile reached across his lips when he realized. He shook his head happily "so we can be together?"

      You smiled for the first time in a while "Not quite yet, I need the memories to be flooded away."

       Reiner nodded knowing exactly what you wanted. He smiled "Let's go back to my place" Your heart raced but for once you felt whole.

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Hi! I just wanted to ask what your aot ships are? (Jeanmarco obviously being one :) )

Hi! I also adore Historia/Yimir, Reiner/Berthold I think I like more ships, but I cant remember anything lmao ^^""" also JEANMARCO yes my faves