the coward's way out
if the fates conspire
that only one of us may live,
then lover,
it must be you.
i will save you the grand speeches
about how you are good and deserving.
you are. you are. you are,
but in the end, that is not the reason why.
the world may call me brave
or strong
or selfless
but lover, you know the truth
don't you?
in the end, i am only more afraid
of facing a world without you
than i am of facing death
of facing anything.
in the end, i am only too weak
to be the one left behind
to pick up the pieces of a broken life
a broken promise
a broken heart
and keep on bleeding
when the blood in your heart
is already dry.
i'm sorry. i'm sorry.
but will you let me be selfish
one last time?
can i ask you to live
for me?
to face what i feared most
so that i might find peace
in my eternal sleep
with a smile upon my face?
if it is cruel of me to ask,
then i beg you to forgive me.
or curse my name
and hate me if you must,
only live.
only live, my lover
so that my life and my death
and all that came in between
may mean something.
may mean everything.
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poets as greek gods and godness
Neil - Dionysus. Like cmon he’s the god of the theatre, one of favourite gods back then. It is believed that Dionysus had the power to inspire people to greatness and convince them to fulfill their greatest desires
Todd - Apollo. At first I was thinking about Atena, because like Apollo she’s the godness of poetry, but after all Apollo suits more. He’s not only the god of poetry but also literature, beauty, art and music.
Charlie - this one was hard but I think Hermes. He’s known to be a chotic god, he wanted adventures this is why he’s the herald of the gods, so he can travel and discover new places.
Knox - if we consider fanon knox i would say Eros, the god of love and passion, but i think Mania would suit here better. Mania’s the godness of crazy love, a love where one side is so obsessed with their loved one that it seems unhealthy
Meeks - and here’s why I didn’t put Athena with Todd. I think it suits Meeks more. He’s a genius. And Athena is not only godness of poetry, but mainly of wisdom and strategy
Cameron - had to think about it for a while. I come up with Momus, he’s the god of mistakes and in the myths, he had to repent on his sins and learn from their mistakes (I am not a Cameron ati, but even tho I love him, I must admit he did some mistakes and he have to learn from them)
Pitts - I don’t have a specific reason here, just Pan and Pitts give the same vibe to me. Maybe it’s because of that headcanon that Pitts loves nature and birds.
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taylor swift's new album is only "lyrically/emotionally devastating" because she sucks absolute ass at writing music. like what the fuck is this??
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haiku about the end of the year
it’s this time of the year
when you say goodbye
to moments of doubt and anger and tears
don’t let fuckers win
screw them
let’s focus on goodness and light
they will never know these feelings
goodbye bad bad people
✨✨✨✨
once upon a time, in a faraway land
in a small and shitty mall
there was this "luxury" store
and guess what was it called? ****Trend
there was a girl, poppy was her name
she used to work in this place
and oh, it was once her safe space
but not anymore, what a shame
the job was shitty, that's not a lie
her workmates were amazing though
they made her laugh, laughed at her jokes
(she even befriended the new guy)
and then one day no fun, no more
she got the worst news ever
"we are transferring you", the bad bitch witch tells her
"to a different mall, a different store"
the store was far away from poppy's
and her new team couldn't accept her
there was one guy who fucking hated her
she couldn't take it, she wrote her notice
i guess you can say she wrote her way out
but she still had to stay for quite some time
tried to be nice to them, was that a crime?
"i will survive this, without a doubt"
crying sessions in the bathroom
that was poppy's way to cope
but then one day she just said "nope"
new idea, sick leave, BOOM!
who's laughing now? i guess not them
she's gonna have long christmas break
she knows for sure that wasn't a mistake
that's why now she is writing this poem
she also got a new job offer
her teerico merch is on the way
good things are coming, also, hey!
she's taking the job, it starts next year!
she saw in the heights live in koszalin
she met jakub gierszał with her bestie, bel
she wrote her way out of this hell
(maybe one day she will also meet lin?)
here's to new year, here's to the new chapter
here's to uk trip and the eras tour
in poland!
here's to my friends, my moots from foreign land
may poppy's life be full of laughter!
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Hihi I'm hoping to gain some more writing mutuals on here so this is your invitation to reblog and share some of your writing with me!! Whether that is a summary of it, a detailed breakdown of the whole plot, infodumping about the worldbuilding/characters/etc, or just some snippets that you're really proud of, I would love love love to read it and I'll reblog all of it ❤️❤️❤️
And ofc please do go in the notes and read other people's writing, too, and if you like it, please make sure to reblog and let them know because compliments and encouragement are a necessary part of the writing journey, imo :)))
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Woods
I read
Stories of mountains and woods
Magic fairy rings and potions
Witches and dragons
I have not
Seen a fairy ring
Nor a potion
Dragons and witches are not real
I know that
They tell me that all the time
The stories are not real
I wonder
When I am old
And wrinkled with skepticism
Will I tell my children's children
That the woods are not real either?
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