#yes i have like 200 more

[birbwizard]

rude girl forever!

(individual images under cut)

#should i have been doing uni work? yes #was this wayyy more fun? 200% #shes so awesome #shes so scrungly #and shes great to draw #v v v v happy w how these turned out #i might upload a reblog w each of these as seperate pieces but i like how it looked on my canvas #anyway time to do the tag thing #surge the tenrec #kitsunami the fennec #sonic idw #fanart #my art

[andr0nap]

rejoice! noodle ryou be upon ye!!!

#yugioh #ygo #ryou bakura #yami marik #deathshipping #noodle au #working title lol #naga #lamia #andr0art #you are getting. more reptiles (threat) #“another au? dont you have like 200 of them” yes i do what of it #dont question it or i will cry

[blizzardfluffykpop]

You sent me an ask so I shall return the favor! What is the most recent Kpop group you’ve gotten into and how did you find out about them? I always love hearing fan “origin stories” lol

Thank you for returning the favor~ That would be The Boyz 🥰💖 I love hearing fan "origin stories" too hehe (This is gonna get long I love them sm)

Anyways I've known about them since debut? I loved Bloom Bloom Pow with my whole heart when it came out and tried to fall for them then- It didn't work. The next time was when The Stealer (TS) came out~ I had watched them perform for Road to Kingdom- because ptg was on the show too- But I really loved TS cb- sm so that I bought the album about 6 mos later with my favorite members as inclusions at the time (Eric, Kevin and Hyunjae). But nothing came about of it even after watching the weekly idol episodes... Then came Whisper era and I ended up biasing Changmin (Q) and loving that song but again nothing came out of it.

(A little backstory is that Changkyun (I.M) got me into Dominic Fike's music-) Thus, when tiktok showed me Juyeon, Changmin, and Sunwoo dancing to Babydoll earlier this year as a dance cover: I fell. And then I finally checked out Watch It~ But Hui had his solo and it distracted me completely from falling further. Then I had gotten sick and decided 'well, what if I watch their content?' And I did... I watched their hello82 interview and their reaction to fanart of them, and lastly their mafia dance. And I loved each sm that I decided to check out more.

It was the first time I had watched their content and wanted to see more. And now, I watch their content almost daily. It's kind of like they revived the joy of kpop for me? My (old) ult of ults has been on hiatus due to the military so it's been stagnant content lately for me. But then they came in like a breath of fresh air- and I simply can't get enough. This month will be 3 mos and I honestly hope I'll follow them for a long time. (I think they're my new ult of ults tbh)

And lastly now here I am as a Younghoon and Juyeon bias (with bias wrecker: Changmin... he's doing everything to be bias again). And with them having a comeback I loved with my whole heart this past month, I think it really solidified them with me. Honestly, I'm so happy with them.

#my 'fan origin story' hehe #lovely mutuals #asks #kate rambles from here #i even started a new kpop journal just dedicated to them and my thoughts- it's a 200 page journal and i have nearly 50 pages about them #and i started it in february ebhbha- #it's so funny because i saw one of my ults' concerts in theater the month before they should have became the ult of ults and here tbz comes #if the theory is true that you fall in love with certain people/groups/things at certain time then that means even when #i wanted to fall in love with them- that i had to wait until now to fall for them even if i wanted to fast forward it- i think now is a #perfect time- it's when i need them most i think- and fuck i could go on about them forever and why they mean sm to me in such little #time but oh how i love these guys- #no seriously everything i wish they could do- i find out they've done or will do- or for like pcs i like them a certain way and by golly #does yh do my favorite poses- and their music is just ?!?! i love it sm- ofc i've listened to them before a lot but ?? it's my speed rn #kate rambles #did i drag my close friend into them too? yes- yes I did- but she had full free will- she could have stayed on the happy mbb boat instead #of jumping into the water and swimming to lip gloss island with me- but alas she didn't so it's even more fun cause i get to be a new #deobi with her- and it's literally the best experiance i could have ever asked for- she prolly won't see these (i'm banking on it) and #honestly i'm so thankful for her- for joining me in this 'insanity' we've gotten ourselves into- i'm glad we were both stolen from our mbb #home together- it's sm fun to talk about tbz with her- because she's experiencing them new just like i am- i could go on here too #but i won't- so i'll stop here- i love these boyz sm tbh (every time i say it even if it's a lot- it doesn't feel enough)

[astrxealis]

btw to filipino moots im gna be an arenean B) or iskolar ng bayan who knows!

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #my only choices for college r the big 4 personally i'm so sorrey ... but minus ust tbh bcs i rlly dont want to be a thomasian LOL #IT'S JUST REALLY PERSONAL i don't like the culture of ust & etc . i have my reasons. dlsu is ok but ateneo or up is my Dream #may be a surprise but i've always been a straight a student and real smart :3 even in anything to do w filipino #but that is the one thing that drags my grades (slightly) down ..... but my math is so exemplary and i get perfect computer anything always #bs cs future major hereee but since i want ateneo i'm going for dual degree cs bs-dgdd #yeehaw i never talk abt really real life stuff like this but this is still okey #one day u might get a face revea but only for my eyes bcs im sorta obsessed w and unfortunately think im really cute. so #ANYWAY !!!!! excited for college tbh. scared. but yes! #i havent finished my admu app but it is due friday i am so crazy LMFAOOOOOOO but i have recos alr <3 yay <33 #rlly confident in myself but i want to be careful and really get what i desevre. gna do my best and try to get top 15% AND MAYBE even 200 #but that one specifically is sorta crazy but tbf i could achieve it if i study a bit more :P so ya #it's amazing bcs ... english is literally second nature to me BUT i am and have always been amazing at math & sci #always been a math kid and sci kid AND art kid AND eng kid and music too and computer #idk. just proud of myself. i love me lol #there's a lot to it but no need to get into specifics :3 im just happy w myself yay!

[bananonbinary]

videogame series’ are so weird, i cant think of any other media that’s like “We know you liked the first one, so we made another one! no it doesnt continue the plot or even take place in the same canonical world, it’s more like a remake. that we did 23 times. and also we change the lore and mechanics and sometimes even the genre each time”

#like...the closest i can think of #are those kids book series that have like 200 books in them #but even those have more continuity #than whatever's going on with sonic or pokemon #(yes i know zelda and pokemon and a few others TRY to have connective tissue but they really dont. its all just a handwave)

[illidan]

person who provided the spare parts but not the energy cell to the charging station i gotta ask. why

#mine #like. dont get me wrong. idc. i have 500 of the bad boys. id much rather throw one of those at it than the parts bc i hate farming them lol #(i only have 7 crates on me rn and they all go towards making the beastbot powerpacks until i get my last goddamn MINI. UGH.) #but like. just why. theres the daily up to give you one if you dont have any. so. did you change your mind orrrrr #did you realize you didnt have enough empty cells to care? im just fascinated. #whatever it gave me another easy tick off my construction contribution achieve. 55 more to go... #which if u were wondering: yes i have been working on that exclusively with energy cells! ill worry about my 600+ more tinkering items late #stares forlornly at my 85 remaining ultrasafe transporters. why did i make so fucking MANY. i had over 100 at some point. thats- #over 100 crates. 200 cells but idgaf about that. but my craaaaates. all those spare parts?? #at least i dont have to make the time displacers anymore. eugh. hey why did this turn into me yelling at mechagon again. oops #anyway third day in a row of charging station being up. we love to see it.

[alexanderoftirragen]

i just find the idea of nealan of queenscove experiencing the fact that Women Are Horny Sometimes so delightful. he would not know what to do with it it does not fit within the constraints of courtly love! the first time he and yuki are kissing and she puts her hand up his shirt hes like woah woah babe what about our honor or something and shes like well im not tortallan but if you need to wait thats fine with me. which is flabbergasting to him. that HE would need to wait. but he is 100% the delicate little princess in that particular relationship

#he may a lioness trained knight but yuki is approx 200% more dangerous than him #he recounts this to kel and she is like well yes neal women want to have sex. and hes like do YOU want to have sex????? #and shes like ? yes? hes like BUT YOUVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING shes like not everyone is as hopeless as you anyway when we were training #together i still thought i liked men so there wasnt a lot of passion going on. neal says yeah i would not describe you as passionate #about anything during page training other than smashing your fist into jorens face. kels like 👍🏻 #later neal is thinking about this conversation and hes like. #💡kel knows women want to have sex because KEL HAS SEX WITH WOMEN (note that he has not really processed the simultaneous fact that kel is a #woman who wants to have sex. but he’ll get there) #yuki: maybe you would be more comfortable talking about yamani culture around sex with shinkokami? or kel? #neal (spluttering): TALK ABOUT SEX TO THE PRINCESS??????????? #character meta

[fishyartist]

Wanting 2 make a scope creep nightmare of a visual novel vs my inability to focus on jack shit ever in my life.

#it’d also be like. if not directly a danny phantom fan game rewrite then something blatantly derivative which would b fun #but I couldn’t sell it or anything and the amount of work it would take is #like when I say scope creep nightmare I mean this thing would take place over 4 years and be a full series rewrite w/ dynamic paths #like the series itself would be 200000+ words (52 episodes * 22 minutes * 200 words per on-screen minute_ #and that’s with 0 branching paths or narration bc it’s a kids cartoon and not a visual novel #plus I’d need to add more content towards the backend bc season 3 mostly sucks and the ideas that don’t suck need to be earlier on #and that’s before we get into the fucking art scope creep #bc I played slay the princess and scarlet hollow so now I’d ‘’need’’ to make thousands of assets like those games #’’need’’ as in ‘’I have so many ideas for scene-specific sprite background interactions if I don’t do these I’ll die’’ #yes I am genuinely planning shit out no this game will never actually exist #because again. scope creep nightmare. guy who can’t focus. guy who’s never written anything substantial before. #ALSO I STARTED PLANNING IT IN THIS INFINITE CANVAS APP #NOT KNOWING THE LASSO SELECT TOOL COSTS 39.99 TO UNLOCK #theres more in that price but for the most part I just need the lasso and that’s not available on its own #and the only other way is through a subscription which is dumb. fuck that #lalala

[hauntingblue]

Jinbe now as a strawhat just becomes a climbing structure for the crew. Now chopper isn't the only one who can get on people's shoulders

#this based on nami climbing him for like the second time til now #well at least the chef cares avout the people.... or not??? what was that #mama saved by the cloud.... whatever... #caesars heart!!! its been like 200 episodes lmao #and mama goes wild again!!!!! more distractions for her children letsgo #caesar wanting attention .... the new world's buggy #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 843 #'my heart trembled. a beautiful lady must have talked about me' ajdhaksh #the germa soldiers are kinda mid for steuggling against moms forces.... like you were made for this.... whats the deal #episode 844 #zeus new nami slave!!! two on her belt now!! she is gonna become invincible #oh nvm #nami hiding behind jinbe..... no new slave but yes new shield #king baum running to see her wife again lmao ajsjaksjak love is real in one piece #pedro offering to light sanji's cigarette.... gay sex is less subtle #are they basically clones... yeah but thats just what happens sometimes #i love how luffy just grabs nami and jumps whenever #rip king baum...... poor wife.... nami will shed a tear tonight on the sunny #chiffon saying no to the cake.... hell yeah #pudding do not fucking lie about saving them..... or was she lying before..... well she was jealous so i don't trust her yet.. #but she is crying from her third eye.... #episode 845 #'looks like this time its about a wedding cake' *kicks a tree to oblivion* #it makes a lot of sense that zeus can be bought with 'food' considering whose soul it is #AND SANJI CAN FLY??? DAMN HELP CARROT GET HIGH IDK #well pedro to the rescue as always..... being a sanji copy with a sword is so.... well a choice... bc who else has a sword.... exactly. gay #NAMI CONTROLLING ZEUS????? IT REALLY IS HER SLAVE NOW!!! that was the most damage big mom has taken yet btw..... god nami when... #episode 846

[simptasia]

also unless tuvok's ancestors are a part of the 10,000, this universe will never have a version of tuvok. they pre-killed tuvok :(

#10 thousand is such a low number holy shit #yes a species can survive on that #a gene pool can go as low as 500 people and still bounce back #(500 ish is as low as you can go without... TOO MUCH risk of severe medical problems) #but man its not ideal #one time humans went down to a genetic bottle neck of around 200 thousand people #and thats fine but it is the cause of the ''there are 7 people out there who look exactly like you'' thing #im saying that in the future of the aos universe the vulcan race is gonna lack genetic diversity #and i think it'd be best to encourage breeding with other species #i mean that happens anyways because humans are sick for that sweet vulcan pussy (gender neutral) #but i mean. more so. vulcans are gonna have to get over that racism problem they have #and. and this would upset a lot of people in-universe but: breed with romulans #look it sucks (for them) but there are billions of romulans with good ol' compatible vulcanoid genes #practically that can't be overlooked because of social issues #also breeding with romulans will ensure the vulcans don't lose their pointy ears #and obviously thats very important kjhfkjhfdskjh

[francy-sketches]

damn hotd kinda slapped ngl

#.txt #i am TRYING to not be too hyped bc it's the 1st ep they could still fuck it up #but it slapped ok! im hopeful :) #there's color omggg color in the dragonshow??? big if true #and good costume design??? with HATS??? #and the dragonsss i love them already #i wanna pat them #ngl it is kinda weird to think about the costumes in the context of it being a prequel to got lol #200 years later and they regress wtf #idc tho i'm glad they're like this #seeing actual effort put into this show...epic #the tourney with all the sigils and shit in the bg...more than 3 houses existing yes so true #going :OOOOOOOOO when i saw one (1) lannister guy for 2 seconds. and one tyrell. meow meow ancestors spotted #*sees a guy gets his hand chopped off* omg jaime moment #should i tag spoilers. nah #anyway there's more things that i liked than just the visuals lol im just vomiting out my thots #having a 'guy watching got in a bar and going apeshit' moment fr

[jorvikzelda]

I was gonna start this post with “…yeah I don’t know how many words this was before I started writing today” but actually docs was being weird and showed me an earlier version of the document when I first opened it so yeah I do actually know and I wrote 2600 words of one of my wips today.

now this long:

apologies though because it’s still not very fluffy

#still not done either i need to write a way more satisfying ending which will probably add like 100-200 words #and then i also need to go through and polish the entire fic lmao #will i get to 8k? maybe. would be pretty cool if i did :3 #also i HAVE TITLES FOR THIS FIC (yes plural it’s several chapters) AND THEY GO SO HARS #z talks

[seraphim-soulmate]

24 October 2023 - figuring out how to better my situation and the differences between here and the US

it makes sense why jogging and self-care were easier in the US, with the weather being nicer, having a comfortable bed, having a routine built/supported around others, going to sleep early and a more accessible house layout. what I am confused about is why my body decided it was finally capable of going to sleep early?? like my nephew would get ready for bed around 7:30 and be in bed by 8pm and damn I was actually tired at like 9pm as well! like TIRED tired, like "I don't need my sleeping meds bcs I'm just gonna go pass out" tired which doesn't happen? maybe my body was following the signals of the sun and I was seeing people's sleep routine, and it was helped that the house was quiet except for the TV after 8pm. like the house was silent at midnight and there wasn't anything I was wanting to do anyways, since everyone went to bed early I could get sufficient alone-time to regulate myself.

I was taking my xanax in the mornings instead to deal with sensory overload and the anxieties of the day which I don't usually do, so maybe my body was just physically tired of the input it got through the day? Plus since I was going to bed earlier, I was waking up earlier, but that was a positive experience since it would be waking up with the sunlight and things were calm. I guess here, waking up early means the dark, the cold and running into grumpy roommates getting ready for work. Since I was waking up earlier, I also felt more accomplished and could get some things done before taking a nap at like 10-11am instead of in the afternoon since I'd wake up between 5-7am.

I think kind of the only conclusion I can come to here is that it would really help my lifestyle to be able to move out, and to live on a single floor house (or more realistically, apartment) would be a huge factor in feeling good and my motivation. Ideally having 1-2 roommates that followed a similar daily schedule would really help support mine. I realized how confrontational to my physical limitations it is having stairs in the house, whereas I just don't have stairs in the US so it's one less hurdle that I have.

I also realistically don't want to live in the US; between my inability to drive, disability, medical problems (and associated costs) and my city's crime rate, I'm not sure what things I could compromise on or make feasible. I'd also be living with my dad which while nice, would do some seriously crazy shit to my brain and my internalized beliefs. It would also just be a return without actually working towards my own future, besides taking a break from the weight of my own current shit, I'd still have to deal with all of my shit upon returning back to Belgium.

So I guess my plan is still waiting to hear back from the disability office while trying to find something that gets me out of the house daily and establishing routines, but is still accessible to me. Which is hard when I have a baseline of more responsibilities here and the weather is so so cold so my motivation is lower and pain is higher... Hm the conditions do not seem very in my favor!

#personal #me #and like no matter how my dad spins it or tries to motivate me. i just can't work in my current conditions. #and definitely not enough to make a lot of money! #so disability seems like ''the best'' option even though its really scary and they don't pay much either... #but like 200-400 more a month could get me into a better living situation #I just dont want to trap myself in an unsustainable job with the risk of losing my job and everything else #like yes we do get unemployment here but you have to be employed for a year to get it #long post

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

Had a very nice day out with my sister today but on the way back I got to the Harrow AU scenes and I am. Thinking entirely normally about my girl

#insanity #i want more harrow nova in particular #also BARI star au tamsyn you mad genius i see what youre doing but you know damn well you were churningvout bangers #but anyway my current hyperfocus is. tossing around Harrow's quote unquote #bc like...harrow of Harrow The Ninth is undeniably schizoactive thanks to accute brain pressure and haemorrhaging. right? #my question is we have no way of knowing how much of that is baseline Harrow #how much is Brain Shenanigans how much is Ghost #and i desperately *want* most of it to just. be. Harrow! #i want it to be her messing with her brain plus lyctoral healing meant her brain essentially started healing maladaptively #and intensified symptoms that were already present #but atm as far as i can remember we only really get one line from crux in nona alluding to hallucinations in childhood? #which. yes good i just want that solidified tbh #and thats before we even get into how much is Harrow brain how much is Alecto's influence and how much is 200 dead children #all of this to say Harrowhark Nonagesimus is a tremendously fucked up little specimen and i love her dearly #and wish to know the exacting details and precise nature of the fucked upedness #tlt

[reachexceedinggrasp]

~The Dread Pirate Davey Crandall~

#Double Crossbones #Donald O'Connor #no one cares I realise that but I'm not going to stop this is for me #Anne Bonny catching him lol #the flynning #that earring #when I say this film is ridiculous I mean it in the best possible way #silly and cheesy and totally detached from reality #I've said it before and I will say it again: flawless no notes #my single complaint is that there's only one song and it's not very catchy #Davey should have sung a sea shanty with the pirates at some point come on #also his main wig situation is atrocious #it's like just some fringe pinned to his real hair??? v. non-committal attempt to give the illusion of length #but the braids with the black hat and the immaculate white ringlets go a long way to making up for this #not over that disguise #his eyes are the only thing that give it away like otherwise you would never imagine #not to drag up a tag ramble from years ago or anything but this def. emphasises once again the importance of eyebrows #the dark eyebrows and probably the eyeliner are what make him look SO different even more than the wig #yes I'm still on this ready and willing to re-litigate the lack of care taken in Loki's sequel appearances ALWAYS OKAY #my rant about $200 million movies with no continuity and shitty wigs is EVERGREEN #this is a lowish budget movie from 1950 and I'm still complaining about wigs #although they're mostly legit better than the mcu offerings AM I WRONG #the beard also makes him look older but for real it's the eyebrows that put it over

[hydrachea]

The latest addition to my Fatui collection still needs work (City of Gold, my beloathed) but even without his best 4pc set he's doing very well, look at him go. My little murder swallow.

#nods to myself #he needs more crit rate i'd consider myself satisfied if he got above 60% #70% is a sweet spot but hard to get and i'll take bigger crit damage over it #because i'm a simple woman and i like big numbers #i'll likely change his sands and circlet once i get some that roll well enough #he absolutely does not need 230% crit damage i'll be happy with around 200 or even 170 #the 4pc bonus will make up for it anyway #but let's bring him to 90 and then farmfarmfarm #genshin #ray's records #i have way too high standards but that's how you get the good stuff (damage™) #yes i was passing the time waiting for kaeya's hangout to continue by bullying ruin guards what of it #if they didn't want me to smack them around they shouldn't have been easy targets