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moving-to-dreamwinged · 4 months

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OKAY REMAKE IS HAPPENING SOON MAYBE NEXT WEEKISH💯💯

#tbh just realized something that makes me think it's 100% the right move #ive noticed i won't post writing anymore or things that seem like theyll get interaction bc share accounts probably will see it and interac #and all love to them i support from a distance yk but interacting w sharers just makes me feel so so uncomfy #so i like. have unconciously been barring myself from doing What I Made This Blog To Do bc of it sjhfbndshf #ik that sounds so pathetic like why am i SCARED TO POST ABOUT JPEGKISSING but 😭#ik i could just block too but i feel bad doing it now and theres so many other reasons to remake i thinks it better to just start fresh #AUGH. sorry im sucha. non-confrontational anxious loser idiot but uhmm. YEAH NEW AND IMPROVED DREAMWINGED SOON #maybe not dreamwinged we'll see.#AWUEHRAFKJFAS #.mei chats

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gregoftom · 1 year

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pretty sure i’ve seen romance movies with scenes like this

#tomgreg #where do i even start with t his horseshit okay here we fucking go.#so tom's first instinct is to go to greg when he's on shaky ground with shiv. the only way he feels safe is to have GREG with him.#who tf would want greg as an attack dog??!?!? lets be fucking real. when he says that i think he means just a dog. just someone loyal.#who loves him and won't dick him around. i think he's pretty tired of it by now.#he wants an alliance with like. ok in this show who would you pick to ally with. i love greg but he's abso useless in terms of skills that #would keep you safe. if anything TOM would keep HIM safe. in fact tom himself says who else has taken care of you. literally spells it out.#he even says greg is a joke; will fail; will fuck up; so what use does he have for tom other than companionship. other than love?#a dog might do tricks for you but your main reason for getting one is usually love. right? at least it should be. it would be in tom's case.#and don't even fucking get me STARTED on ''do you wanna come with me? ...sporus?" like girl.#you know what you told him about nero and sporus right. and now you're saying to him; yeah i was talking about you.#you and me. you're my favourite and i wasn't joking when i said i'd marry you.#the whole while tom is asking greg to be his attack dog his fuckin. eyes and expression we get it you're in love with him. like it's ridic.#and all this coming with phrasing it sounds like they're fucking ELOPING. I HATE IT!!!!!! SHUT UP! stop saying that fucking shit god. god #they are so annoying. anyway #the way tom's voice breaks as he says he has things to do [what things. will i find out later.] and the deal and!!#what am i gonna do with a soul anyways... i have you what do i need it for. and as that paragraph said somewhere. he castrates his soul.#then they giggle and are fucking annoying and greg'S HANDS LOOK LIK EHE'S ABOUT TO IDK. HUG TOM? AROUND THE MIDDLE MAYBE #or do something else. and then they just hug instead and i fucking. ugh. i've had enough tbh good fucking bye

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cloud-based-and-rainpilled · 8 months

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Personally, as an autistic person, I love people being flabbergasted about pronouns. Oh wah wah wah you’re having issues with how to refer to people?? Baybe I’ve been struggling not to refer to myself in the second person since 1997, don’t @ me until it takes you 20 years to remember which way is right and which way is left without making an L with your fingers

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hisbutler-problematic · 1 year

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after putting exactly zero-to-one thought into it, i’m coming back to my lizzie thing with. they have introduced a small cute girl so what if lesbian lizzie.

lizzie 🤝 ciel planning to keep their homosexuality a secret

until one day lizzie catches sebaciel (do NOT ask me how. seb is a demon this should not happen. but it does) and lizzie is like “oh thank fuck” and ciel is like ????????? not the reaction i was expecting! but okay! (maybe make them 16 so the everything about it is less shocking and more. handle-able). anyway they decide to get married anyway for the cover and live happily as a duo who can and will kill you, zero hesitation

#kuroshitsuji #black butler #sebastian michaelis #our ciel #sebaciel #elizabeth midford #sky posting #i actually wrote this one before i found out about the twin but tbh i stand by it #goodbye r!ciel hello marriage of convenience #i had to spell check that and the first option was “inconvenience”#marriage of inconvenience #yeah. sounds about right

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benchtrioupdates · 2 years

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Tommy posted on Twitter!

#tommyinnit #mod jay #id in alt text #yeah that sounds about right tbh LMAO

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borderlinegerard · 1 month

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i hope i die, you broke my heart

#personal #my posts #so fucking tired oh my god #just yelled at my sister so loud that my throat is sore over a piece of fuciing plastic #sometimes ecerytbinf feels so bad and its like. what do i even do #like ok i relapse and i need a break from someone and they loose their fucking shit on me #taljing about how you always deal with my shit and youre tired of how i see you as the worst in the group #as if i didnt literally repeat to you over and over again that i love you and that i always will even when you kept denying it #all of the times youve left all the servers and the gc and all that and i was there to comfort you #theres a reason im always the person you go to #byt yeah . im neverrrr there for you #like is it just that im not there for you in the Same Way that youre there forme ??#does it need to be completely equal to be fair #and idk. i know hes struggling too but its so fucking stupid because ive been struggling for months and i dont treat u like tjat #im tired of feeling like i have to do two times more than everyone else ro be worthy of their love #like sorry man but im fucking sick and tired #i know ill be fine without you but like youre so sick right now that i dont know what youll do without all of us #idk im just like. you used to be so kind but now youre writing your name in mu blood #and sometimes i feel bad because i didnt mean evedytbinf i said to you but lets be honest #you didnt mean everyrbinf you said either #and i dont know if you were ever the right person because a lot of the time i think we are just two chemicals that werent meant to mix #but ill always remember you when i hear that one song and im making it sound like this is some kind if goodbye but it Really isnt #but like there was a time when i would tear myself apart for you. mot even because i liked you that much #i guess i just wanted someone that liked me as much as you did???#and when j say that it isnt even about one soecific oerson. its an amalgamation of ecery person tgat has ever loved me #a little more than they were supposed to #i think i hate ahen people love me Too Much because i dont want to be adored like that it scares me #iknow what thats like and i dont want to be someone fp Its so scary #okay if im being honest i dont know whbat the fuck im saying right mow #byt like. idk. im tired and i think im done. tbh

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rosicheeks · 1 month

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What would be your perfect date? 😊

First date? Probably just a classic dinner at a restaurant or homemade meal. I want to get all dolled up and they actually dress up too and we spend the time getting to know each other.

#perfect first date and perfect date in general would be different though #I’m a hopeless romantic so I have plentyyyyy date ideas 😂#the one that comes to my mind right now is a paintball date #(specially thinking of the scene in 10 things i hate about you)#but really???#truthfully?#I want them to plan a date by themselves and just tell me when to be ready for them to pick me up #i wouldn’t really care what we did #just the thought of having someone actually spend the time planning and getting a date together?#that would blow my mind tbh #i wanna say I’ve been on like 3ish ‘real’ dates and I’m pretty sure I had to decide for each of them #if you know me you know I HATE decisions #so I think having someone know that about me and decide for me and plan it all so I don’t have to lift a finger??#yeah that sounds like a dream #for the first date I like the idea of just a classic dinner date so then you can kinda feel out the vibes #if we can talk over dinner and constantly have something to talk about (no awkward dead silences) then I’m sure I’d have fun #doing anything else with them #** also I was trying to reply to this ask while I was at work but it didn’t go well 🤦🏽‍♀️#every single time I looked down at my phone or started typing something would happen in my yard #so I had to set my phone down and take care of it 🤦🏽‍♀️#only one more shift left and then I’m outta there 👌#lol this is all over the place I’m sorry #I don’t wanna go back and redo any of it tho so here we are 😂#I just really want to go on a date in general 😭😭😭#I want to flirt and blush and get swept off my feet 😤#thanks for the ask sweetheart 🩷#ask #lovely mutuals

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timeloopedd · 5 months

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fnaf oc :) i adore him to bits and making his lore is fun and weird! 2022 art

#oc #//fnaf oc #i almost made a typo and put 2002 art #yeah daps. you were making art before you were even born LMAO #i really want to flesh out his friends/band members more too…#even though they’re not really part of the fnaf part of the story #i just think they’re cool #he IS based on something. but the lore im making based on that somethjng is SOO weird and sort of complicated #sounds on par with the actual fnaf lore tbh 😭#anyway wanting to add on. part of his lore is that he was starting to get on his brothers case (william) about who was killing the kids #william did not like this. he did not like how Luis was about to find him out everytime #(okay yeah his name is decided now it’s Luis)#anyways #William had a second springtrap suit (looks slightly different it was like a prototype of sorts)#and right when Luis was about to catch him red handed (purple handed? xD) he stuffed him in the suit #AND this is where the thing i based him off of happens #the laplaces angel fnaf animation collab #i just thought the model was really cool and the video is so fucking awesome #warning tho it has flashing lights #i have no idea if the character model in the video has a story or name #i’ve tried to find any sort of link from the video description about it but idk. i will try looking again sometime #fnaf oc

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moodr1ng · 8 months

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omggg theres an actual death rock/post-punk band playing in my city next month.. like they actually make goth music. it is IMPOSSIBLE to find goth shows in this country let alone in my city im soooo into it!! and the venue is literally 2 streets away from my place this fucks so hard

#97 #im def going #gonna try and see if i can convince any friends....#the issue is i dont have goth friends lol #maybe i can convince some ppl bc the rest of the show is all punk & oi! bands lol #i may suffer bc a lot of punk tends to be in the range of sounds that hurt me but well.#ill pack ear plugs lol #but anyway i gave the bands album a listen and genuinely their stuff is rly good. excited!#maybe i should try to dress more visibly goth or whatever so i have a chance at befriending local goths #theres gotta be some... at uni... right..#tbh i think french goth is mostly dead lol. you cant even find online places let alone a local scene #and the few online spaces are all shared rock/metal/punk/goth #if theyre goth-only theyre dead w a handful of members who dont post #and they also like. ngl. seem to be populated by edgy noobs #there rarely seems to be much in terms of knowledge of the history of goth or even like..... a particular interest in the music #its moreso about the fashion as in uh. not really goth tbh.#you cant even rly find a french goth facebook group so like. yeah. it is dead as shit lol.#thats why i dont self-id as goth anymore. theres no point if theres no community yknow? and you dont dress in the fashion

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fleshdyke · 8 months

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absnskaisgbsj

#lost literally one of the best friendships of my life yesterday #i mean it’s been gone for a while i just never had the courage to talk to them about it until yesterday. and that basically confirmed it tbh #they didn’t say i did anything wrong but they also didn’t not say i did anything wrong and i’m v paranoid that i did do smth wrong #like i dont want to talk bad abt any of them bc genuinely i had so much fun with these people and im so glad i got to know them #like when i talked to them they were very dry ig? like not like their usual self at all even when talking to someone they dont know #definitely sounded like they were talking to someone they hated. im trying to tell myself taht its just my anxiety but ummm yeah idk i think #im actually right this time #idk. it just sucks man. im trying to think of what i did wrong bc i just dont know what happened #i think im overanalyzing every interaction i can remember having with these ppl bc i dont even want to entertain the idea that they might #have been bad people all along. i dont want to think that and i dont but idk it feels like an observation about myself that ive made from #the outside in yk. like half of me is feeling the emotional response and the other half is just watching from the outside like im someone #else. and i know this is a normal human thing but its just always weird yk #and then theres the whole awful thing of seeing shit that they would find funny or that reminds me of them. and i also dont know what im #supposed to do when school starts back up again bc we took a lot of the same classes and if i end up in a class with them idk if im supposed #to say hi or just pretend they dont exist or not and i dont want to make the wrong decision so they hate me even more yk #whatever man. it fucking sucks but life goes on. my dog is just chilling in my room rn and i’ll always have her and tia and my brother #rambles #vent

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musicrunsthroughmysoul · 11 months

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I apologize that this will probably be my at least third or fourth time posting this song, but I realized something while listening to this song just now:

"It went so well for you With a place right where you wanted And the ones to fill it, too But some blows break the spell That it hits you every day Until you need to hit as well

It’s just a shadow of the man you should be Like a garden in the forest that the world will never see You have no thought of answers only questions to be filled And it feels like hell"

By putting this verse before this chorus, he's obviously relating everything in the first verse to the main subject in the chorus...in this case, speaking to men and masculinity as the main subject. And what I, strangely, just now realized he's saying with the chorus acting as a reply to the first verse, is that it doesn't have to be that way - "It's just a shadow of the man you should be" means, particularly regarding the cynicism of the latter half of the first verse, that such daily violence (some justifiable, he suggests with "But some blows break the spell/That it hits you every day/Until you need to hit as well") should not be equated with masculinity, and equating the two should NOT be the norm.

He seriously, so seriously, said 'Fuck your toxic masculinity, WE SHOULD BE BETTER THAN THIS.' 😭💗 Of course, with the line "You have no thought of answers only questions to be filled/And it feels like hell," he's obviously also saying 'I have no idea how to fix this, though, but hey, AT LEAST I'M ACKNOWLEDGING IT.' True that, man.

#fwiw he was saying the same thing about toxic femininity too btw in the second verse and chorus.#STUART ADAMSON SAID FUCK YOUR MOTHERFUCKING TOXIC GENDER ROLES 😭💗#the funny thing is I never anticipated him or the band to...be like that. all I ever knew was 'In a Big Country' and I didn't think #'oh yeah this band of all men from the '80s is totally anti toxic masculinity/sexism/racism/imperialism etc.' and that's why #I'm gonna listen to them. no I JUST SHOWED UP HERE OKAY? TO FIND THAT THEY WERE ALREADY LIKE THIS. I...yeah. ;-;#I'm just grateful all right. the bar is low but they met it...and actually tbh I think they went AT LEAST a bit above it too.#while I wish the song was more musically interesting (tbh it's KIND OF boring) I did just think...you know what...maybe sounding so #pop-oriented was a good thing considering the lyrics and what the song is ultimately ABOUT. it's a song of hope despite ALL its cynicism #I'm emotional now okay I love this band thanks bye #Big Country #music #classic rock #MY JAM #Spotify

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remyfire · 1 year

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Brain: We should write smutty Hawk and Trap stuff

Me: Okay that doesn't fit in the series yet

Brain: Fuck the series

Me: You make a compelling point but—

Brain: FUCK THE SERIES

#it's 6am why are we here brain #guess i gotta though #brief break in series writing to just produce pure smut #yeah tbh sounds about right #my ramblings

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mimicteruyo · 1 year

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Reaaaally tempted to call NaNoWriMo a wash and change the goal to just 30k.

#like i'm not happy about it #but there's just too much on my plate right now #tbh even 30k sounds a bit rough rn #but it'd be a reasonable compromise between getting something done #and getting some goddamn rest #teruyo talk #edit: yeah i'm doing it #it's kinda annoying but i'm so tired of crashing and burning #so aiming for a more sustainable pace it is

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just-rogi · 1 year

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I just had the single most uncomfortable phone call of my LIFE !!! Someone run my phone over with a TRACTOR and then SHOOT it with an GUN!!

#basically I was talking to a coworker asking for advice on how to handle another coworker of ours who had said some vaguely racist shit #fairly regularly #like she’s older so her heart is in the right place but it’s…. uncomfortable yk ?#and this coworker set up a meeting with admin to talk about how I feel victimized and am afraid to speak up (I’m not)#but I had my meeting and basically said ‘I want it on paper that I talked to y’all and asked for advice but I’d rather try to approach this #on my own and solve it person to person without attacking her or having her reprimanded’#and admin was like cool so we are actually totally gonna let you do that and also have a meeting where we do the opposite of that tehe #so I got a call from my coworker today that was like ‘UHHHH DID YOU GO TO ADMIN AND TELL THEM YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE IN MY CLASSROOM BECAUSE #YOU THINK IM RACIST??’#like bro #I eat one meal a day and I get this shit during my dinner time #fuuuuuuuccccckkkk #like I was completely blindsided with this and thank god I can talk normally while crying bc I was fuckjng sobbing from anxiety #like yeah you did say some racist shit but working with you is better than working with any of the other people who don’t have their shit #together #as shitty as it sounds I’ve kinda come accept a certian level of micro aggression (and macroagressiom bc tbh Glenda girl you go too far)#like I’m always uncomfortable and always unhappy and I’m always gonna be like that but NOW I’m uncomfortable because I’m getting #a phone call during MY dinner bc admin did exactly what I did not want them to do #like I wish there was a way that I could be like ‘yo I’m formally reporting that some shady shit is happening- I wanna handle it peacefully’#‘but if it can’t be resolved I want to cover my ass and not get my words twisted #I like working with Glenda most of the time… just not when she’s talking about white privelage or lack there of…#no Gelnda the teacher shortage isn’t caused by bps only hiring poc teachers and not giving jobs to white people #I promise reverse racism isn’t the root of why we can’t get coverage for music health or financial literacy or seventh grade ELA or math #idk idk I’m not doing it Justice #like I was uncomfortable in the classroom before but now I’m gonna be MORE uncomfortable bc all this shit blew up in my face #all this taught me is to never speak up about microaggressions and never go to administration with concerns of how to solve issues-#you know: the exact WRONG takeaway because everything is so fucking messy #fuck me I can’t wait to apply for work outside of the US #also not to have a cynic victim mentally but none of this shot would’ve happened if I was white… :/#but yeah.. whatever … middle eastern people don’t experience racism ig

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lqnar · 2 years

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i should write this stuff in my diary

#yeah i started a journal #i need to use my stickers for SOMETHING right #i love stationery it is my newest obsession #i'm spending so much money on it but i usually don't buy stuff so it's okay it's fine i will survive.#''i usually don't buy stuff'' ok liar but what i meant is that i generally only splurge on food.#which obviously isn't great all of the time. hence the bulimia.#so buying stickers and washi tape to feel an ounce of happiness is fine.#i used to journal/vent in a notebook in high school #i ripped out every single page and threw it out at one point #i think close to graduation?#it was really helpful to vent all my feelings in it but it was also really dark stuff about my depression and suicide plans #and also my trauma. and every single song lyric i related to at the time #so basically a lot of uncomfortable embarrassing and sad stuff that i didn't want anyone else to see or reread myself #so it's all gone #as is most of my venting from that time. i had a 50 k word document with venting at one point. that's a whole book #50 k words sounds insane it might just have been 50 pages i can't remember tbh. but still a lot of words.#it's gone now. i deleted everything about that situation and every single one of my tumblr posts when i was going to kill myself #i tend to clean out my life and my embarrassing online posts and every note i have ever written when i think i'm going to die soon.#i'm not suicidal anymore but it still is a mindset i somewhat still have. like oh better remember to delete these embarrassing posts #before i kms.#like ok king but have you considered mental health as a Choice bro just wondering

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rosicheeks · 1 year

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What's like one big goal you're hoping to accomplish this year?

(PS I hope you don't get COVID! Even a "mild" case sucks, my sense of taste has yet to fully recover months later!)

Oh BOY that’s a complicated question hahahah. To try and put it simplistic as possible - figure out what I want to do with my life. Or like what path to take?

#first of all thank you! I really hope I don’t get it either. I mean I’m not super worried about me cause I know it’ll suck but I’ll be fine #but now that I live with my parents I’m scared that I’ll accidentally give it to them and both of them aren’t doing the best physically #but there’s nothing I can do now…. tbh I’ve been slacking with masks and being cautious so I should probably go back to that #masks are just expensive and I’m broke #need to either find my disposable or buy new ones #I hope your taste comes back soon!!! that sounds awful 😔#anywayyy to your question #right now I just kinda feel lost in life #I need to feel like I’m going somewhere again #cause right now I just feel like I’m in limbo????#obviously would love to figure out my mental bullshit but idk how realistic that is #honestly would just love to figure out everything that’s wrong with me so I can start to feel idk normal?#idk this is probably more loaded than you were expecting haha #but especially ever since the move I’ve been so fucking lost and I want to figure out my life but idk where to even start ya know #but yeah I guess that’s my goal #on a smaller scale I would love love love to get more traffic and sales on my Etsy #I just really want to make my Etsy shop a way to be creative and make money at the same time #cause paint and art shit is expensive 😭#and when you’re already broke it’s hard to justify buying paint or canvases ya know #buuuuut if I get more sales and a bigger profit then maybe it’ll be worth it???#also I LOVE seeing my paintings somewhere else its just so bittersweet #cause I love my paintings so much so it’s hard to let go of them #but the thought of someone else hanging them up and seeing them everyday????#it’s so heartwarming 🥺#like I could help warm up your space???? with color and some love 🥰💖#I just love it so much #thanks for the question lovely 🥰🥰🥰#ask #lovely mutuals

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