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teddy06writes · 3 years
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Gonna Fix It
requested by this anon: “hi!! could you maybe do something angsty and fluffy with Fundy (or anyone really) where the reader is a trans guy? he/him”  
Fundy x transmale!reader
trigger warnings: transphobes, homophobes, some swearing (I used the words tranny and fag) {I am both gay and technically trans please don’t come for me}
premise: When your dead name is leaked, along with photos of you pre transition the entire internet is quick to judge hypercritically, but your boyfriend is quick to take care of it
(y/n/n)- your nickname
(f/l/y/n)- first letter of your name
(y/d/n)- your deadname
“blep” talking
‘blep’ texting/messaging
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“(y/n/n)!”
“Yes Tommy?” You asked.
“How’d you feel about selling drugs?” 
You snorted, glancing up at your face cam and the messages in chat before turning your character to face Tommy’s, laughing, “What?” 
“Do you want to sell drugs with me and Wilbur?” He repeated. 
You blinked, moving your character to look at the van and then back at him, “Tommy, I would love to sell drugs out of a van with you.” 
“Yes! We have secured another one lets go! Pogchamp!” 
You chuckled as Wilbur joined vc, following Tommy’s character over to the van as he announced, “Gentleman! We have a problem, we need to find a better cover for our operations.” 
You looked around the inside of the van, filled with brewing stands and furnaces, “A hot dog van.” 
“Pfff- a hot dog van?” Tommy laughed. 
“It would be a decent cover.” Wilbur admitted, “We should do it.” 
Almost reluctantly Tommy nodded, and Wilbur moved on, “Next on the order of business, we need new recruits beside just (y/n).” 
You grinned, “I know just who to ask!” 
You started to leave vc when Tommy warned, “No Americans and no women.” 
“You got it.” 
You left vc, talking to your twitch chat as you messed around in discord, “Weird lot, them boys. Anyway- apparently I’m a drug dealer in Minecraft now! And I’m gonna recruit someone else!” 
After a few messages through discord your boyfriend called you, “Hello?” 
Upon hearing Floris’ voice chat started spamming about you being a simp.
“Yeah so Tommy and Wilbur kinda roped me into selling drugs on the smp and they told me to get more people, so I’m calling you.” You explained. 
“Angel why didn’t you just come ask me? Was the call necessary?” 
You rolled your eyes, “Shut up chat I’m not blushing! It was easier than getting up. Are you in or not?” 
“Yeah sure.” 
~~
Child: ‘(y/n) big man’
Child: ‘big (f/l/y/n)’ 
(y/n): ‘what do you want Tommy’
Child: ‘get on the server we’re making plans for our country’ 
You sighed, quickly moving to boot up Minecraft, starting stream along with it and quickly giving an intro before logging on to the smp and joining vc. 
“Ayyy! Big man!” Tommy yelled. 
“Tommy!” You responded, though significantly less enthusiastically. 
“(y/n) come to the hto dog van we’re making important decisions.” Wilbur said. 
“Okay.” You headed down the prime path toward the van, listening to the others chatter. 
“Okay so we need a name for our country,” Wilbur said as you arrived, “Something that fits. I am open to suggestions.” 
“Pog something.” Tommy offered.
“ehhhhh.” 
“Pogtopia!” He exclaimed. 
You punched his character, “That’s so stupid.” 
“Well- hmm, we’re all men here soooooooo Manburg!” WIlbur mused. 
“It needs to be more European.” Eret said, tossing you some of the block to start helping with the walls. 
“L’manburg.” You offered. 
Wilbur and Tommy burst out laughing, “Perfect!” 
“No Americans and no women! Just the way I like it!” Tommy yelled. 
Everyone began to laugh at that, and you grinned, entirely unaware of the chaos beginning to unfold all over twitter, and even in your twitch chat.
~~ Later that night you ended up flopped across the couch, Floris sending you a text from his office, ‘Don’t forget to take off the tibby prison angel’ ‘I’ll be done with this soon and we can cuddle’ 
You chuckled, dragging yourself up off the couch and shuffling off to the bathroom to change out of your binder, and pull on a different hoodie, a bigger one that you had stolen from Floris.
By the time you were done and had come back out into the living room Floris had also emerged from his office, and was staring in horror at his phone. 
“What’s wrong?” You asked. 
“You haven’t been on Twitter lately have you?” 
Immediately you were going for your phone, taking it off silence to be bombarded by notifications, “uhhhh.” 
Floris bit his lip, “I think you should read it for yourself.” 
Quietly you opened twitter, checking first the hashtag that appeared at the top of your mentions ‘#y/nisalie’ 
Your breath hitched as you opened the hashtag, immediately seeing the original tweet, ‘#y/nisalie y/n has been lying to all of us a thread: apparently this tranny didn’t have the guts to put out that “he” was lying’ 
You scrolled through the tweets, ‘Man, I can’t believe (y/d/n) thought (y/n) was a good fake name’, ‘well at least we know Fundy isn’t actually a fag’ and then worst of all, ‘Guys I found what (y/d/n) actually looks like!’ followed by a picture of you, pre transition. 
The world felt like it was caving in as you slowly sank down against the wall, tears starting to flow, “How did this happen?” 
Floris was quick to sit down next to your, pulling you into his arms, “I dunno angel.” 
You turned, sobbing into his shoulder, “Why are they like this? Wha- what am I gonna do?” 
“I’m gonna fix this,” He murmured, “I promise.” 
You curled further into his embrace, tears soaking his shirt as he rubbed circles into your back.
“It’s gonna be okay angel, it’s gonna be okay.” 
~~ You avoided the internet at all costs for the next few days, not streaming, not being active on twitter or any other socials, hardly ever leaving Floris’ embrace for more than a few minutes as more and more notifications filled your phone. 
It took a lot of coaxing from your boyfriend to check your twitter notifications after two days, and when you did you were delighted to see dozens of positive messages from real fans, and messages addressing the situation from all of your friends.
Eret: ‘dudes (y/n) is litterally trans, is you can’t deal with that then get out of this community; it’s seriously not okay to disrespect someone like that.’
Wilbur: ‘guys remember when I said trans rights and trans rights until I’m dead? Well that applies to (y/n) as well so piss off and stop bothering them’
Tommy: ‘listen up, serious tweet for once: you guys really need to learn how to recover someone and there pronouns, stop calling big man (y/n) by his dead name or get off the platform’
Along with countless others, and of course one from Floris as well, who had made a thread as soon as he saw what was going on:
‘Guys, listen. My boyfriend is the most wonderful human being in all the world. Whoever leaked his dead name or went looking for pictures of him before his transition is honestly a monster and I hope you realize the weight of your actions. Apparently we as a community have a few things to go over,
1: respect creators boundaries, if (y/n) didn’t want to tell you he wasn’t born male it’s not your business, 2: respect people’s pronouns, if someone tells you to use he/him they probably know if there right or not, 3: you can’t fucking invalidate someone like that, and put them on display as a fucking hashtag.
4: if anyone ever tries to talk about my boyfriend like this, (using the wrong pronouns, misgendering, using his dead name or in any other way invalidateing him) I will personally make sure you are never allowed on social media again’
You looked up from your phone, “Y- you got them to stop?”
Floris smiled, “I told you I was gonna fix it.”
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Surprise! (Sapnap x Reader)
Request: “Sapnap X Reader where he surprises the reader while she’s streaming”
Words: 1.5k
“Hello chat how are your days going? Good, bad? Finals!? Oh my gosh I hate finals dude I’m so sorry f to pay respects,” you paused to stretch and adjust your headset as you had just started your stream. “I’m kinda just bored today chat so what should we do? Mods can you all run a poll or something?” You glanced at your discord and saw messages from Sap.
“Hey angel!”
“Oh you’re streaming!”
“You look cute on stream” 
You rolled your eyes but chat caught you blushing and saw that Sapnap was viewing the stream, and immediately lost it. They’d been shipping the two of you for months, but little did they know you guys had been dating for three months, since you met up in person for the first time. It hadn’t felt like the right time to announce to the world and you’d wanted to establish your relationship privately before telling the fans, but that didn’t mean you’d had a couple slip ups leading the fans to theorize. 
This included you calling Sapnap various forms of babe, bubs, Nick, love etc. Same went for Sap who gets teased for endlessly rushing to your defense on the SMP and responding casually when you call him a pet name, almost like he does it all the time... yeah, chat was on to the two of you. 
“Shut up guys and tell me what we’re doing today! We could go grind netherite tools and chill? How does that sound?” the SMP always got a resounding yes, and just like that you were off, the SMP had won the poll anyways. 
You messaged Sap in discord, “wanna call for the stream?” and quickly he was on the call with you. 
“Hello Mr. Sapitus Napitus, how’s your day going on this fine Friday?” you laughed as you ran through the nether, having just collected enough wool and planks to make beds. “It’s going, I was bored as heck so I wound up here, what about you?” You knew the longer end to that story, his family was out and he thought editing would take longer but now he was stuck at home. “Same same, I’m chillin and got bored after scrolling on Tiktok for like two hours so now I’m here!” You moved on, blowing up the nether hunting for netherite scrap while talking with chat.
A familiar notification went off, “water check from, um ,GogySupremacy420,000, oh my god what a username. Alright everyone drink some water! This is good I haven’t drank water since like breakfast.” you heard Sap pipe up, “you’ve eaten since breakfast right?” you rolled your eyes, “nope I’ll eat after stream don’t worry Simpnap” tacking on the nickname earned a scoff from the simp himself. “Not a simp,” he answered, giving you a punch in the game making you hit him back. After a mini fight ending in you threatening to place a bed and effectively kill the both of you, you were back to mining. 
“Hey I’ve gotta go drive and grab something want me to stay on call though?” your head whipped to discord to look for another message, knowing Sap didn’t have anywhere to be tonight. But there was nothing. “Oh I don’t mind, chat and I enjoy your company!” you said with a grin. You’d made it to enchanting now, having found all the netherite you needed.
As you sat on the spider spawner you heard Sap get in the car, the familiar beep of him unlocking his car and the revving of the engine making you laugh, “you’re car is literally so old I’m surprised it starts,” you heard Sapnap scoff, “old?! don’t you dare speak to her like that, she’s beautiful,” you rolled your eyes, Callahan who must’ve been on your stream quickly piped up in the game chat “Y/n is jealousss!” now it was your turn to be offended, “you think I’d be jealous of a bucket of rusty bolts and oil? No chance,” you laughed, checking chat as they were spamming JealousChamp. “Whatever you say ba- Y/n,” Sapnap played it off with a cough and you quickly changed the subject to how much XP you would need for all your tools. 
“Hey I’ve gotta go on deafen real quick be back soon!” Sap’s voice flooded your mic, he must’ve brough the mic close to his mouth because his smooth and deep voice curled around the mic perfectly, sending shivers down your spine as his warm tone filled your headphones. “B-bye” you choked out, pretending to adjust your headset as you continued killing mobs. “So chat, got any questions to pass this alone time?” you watched the chat speed up, hoping your mods would filter out poor questions. “Favorite. color? Easy who knows? Yup! You guys know me too well. Ooh favorite fast food place? This is hard cuz I don’t wanna say something you all don’t know but I can tell you guys my McDonalds order because it’s immaculate. Do I know Sapnap’s order? This is a good test you guys, I’m pretty sure it’s like an ungodly amount of spicy McChickens and a Dr. Pepper but I swear he changes it like every day.” you laughed, reading out other people’s orders then moved to debating if the icecream machine is actually broken or if the workers are just lazy. They’re lazy, confirmed by workers in chat apparently. 
“I’m back but I have to go in like five minutes, did you miss me?” Sap’s voice flooded your headphones again. As you adjusted his volume you teased, “hmm nope!” to which he began pouting making you laugh at his “baby rage”. Just as you were finishing with enchants on your axe he had to go. “Don’t miss me too much I’ll talk to you later, chat behave yourself I know you all will miss me but just leave y/n open in a muted tab,” he teased making you roll your eyes, “whatever we’re gonna have a super secret conversation after you’re gone about how we only let you on the stream out of pity right chat?” you couldn’t stop smiling and laughing through the teasing. “Okay okay, I actually gotta go, see you soon,” you bid Sapnap farewell and returned to joking with chat, turning on media share to pass some time as you reacted to animatics, hilarious compilations, and the occasional y/n x sapnap video making chat light up as you laughed through the videos. 
As you watched the videos and killed cave spiders you got a text from Sapnap. 
You still streaming?
Yup! Where’d you end up going? you replied.
Open your door and find out
Your breath hitched. “One- one minute chat,” you pulled your headset off and heard a small rustling in your hallway. As soon as you tabbed out of the game you stood up, rushing off camera to fling your door open and,
There he was. His smile was infectious and you couldn’t help yourself from screaming and running into his open arms. As he held you, rocking back and forth, you heard him mumbled. “I missed you”  Into your ear while you clung to him. “I missed you more,” you whispered back, Finally, you released him enough to peck his lips, unable to wipe the grin from your face. “I got food cuz you said you didn’t eat and I figured if I had time I wanted to spend it with you!” your heart practically melted, taking a bag of food in one hand and holding Sapnap’s hand with your other you realized you forgot to mute or end stream.
“Um, so I’m still streaming... what do we do?” you glanced up nervously but Sapnap just started laughing, “oh my god I guess I can say hi so chat doesn’t lose it’s mind,” you swallowed nervously, glancing down at your phone you had been tagged in endless clips of you running off camera then screaming about 15 seconds later. “Yeah better give them an answer,” you giggled.
Rushing back to your setup you saw chat blowing up as you put your headset back on. “Heyyy guys! So yeah, um I guess I can just show you that, we have a special guest!” You gestured to Sapnap to come into frame, pulling up a chair as he sat down next to you. “Yeah I gave y/n a visit cuz I was bored. Hi chat, hello, hello! You guys are going really fast dang,” Sapnap gripped your hand under the table, you squeezed back, leaning into his embrace. “So um, I think Sap and I are gonna hangout, right?” you glanced at him and he nodded, he really hadn’t stopped smiling since he got to your place. “Yup! Maybe if there’s time we’ll go live again I’m not sure! Kinda spur of the moment yeah?” you finished your thought. Saying goodbye to chat you ended stream just a few minutes later.
“We’ve really gotta tell people soon, I wanna be able to hold your hand on camera not just off,” Sapnap said between bites of food. “Yeah, I think it’ll be okay right?” You had always been nervous about stans hating you or people trying to get in between your relationship. “As long as I’ve got you I’m more than fine, I’m- I don’t know I guess I’m pogchamp,” you shook your head, “god you are such a dork,” Sapnap scrunched his nose with a laugh, “I’m your dork though so I’m so special!” and you couldn’t agree more. <3
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littlemissagrafina · 3 years
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Comfortember Day 16. Protective
You Know Each Other? Yeah, We're Dating
@comfortember
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Peter hadn't known that a single comment on a Tumblr post could lead to this. Could lead to such a close and real relationship. He hadn't known but he is so grateful that it did.
He knew that people would say it was just young love, that it wouldn't last and that he and Harley didn't know what they were talking about when they said 'forever'. But they did know. They felt it with every message, every video, every call.
It was a connection that had happened almost instantly. They started talking on Tumblr after Peter had roasted someone who was spouting very distasteful views in the replies on a post where the OP said they had finally come out to their family and they were happy because they were accepted and supported. Said post turned out to have been posted by the one and only Harley Keener. Harley sent Peter a message, thanking him for jumping in to defend him even though they didn't know each other.
Peter answered with "Nobody should be put down and hated for who they are. I was just doing what I hope someone would do for me."
After that they started speaking once in a while, interacting on posts, tagging each other in games and asks as they got to know each other more and became closer.
Eventually they started talking on Discord instead of tumblr messaging. The change of platform seeming to boost their relationship a bit more with them now talking everyday. They shared parts of their lives, sending each other pictures and memes. They both favoured spamming each other with wholesome posts that they would find sometimes.
Harley sent Peter a selfie, saying that he wanted Peter to know what he looked like so that he had a face to connect the person to.
Peter loved that Harley trusted him enough to show him who he was and he said as much. But he also said that he wasn't ready to do the same.
Harley's answer was what made Peter realise that he had a crush on a boy that lived hundreds of miles across the country.
Harley had said, "That's okay, city boy. You don't have to do anything that you aren't comfortable or ready for. Oh! Ya wanna see my latest potato gun Mark?"
The text was so Harley that Peter couldn't help but smile. There was a seriousness to it from Harley recognizing and respecting Peter's boundaries before Harley diverted to something lighter.
It was a trust and openness that Peter only shared with a few people and it meant the world that he could have it with Harley as well.
---
When Peter eventually did feel comfortable to show himself to Harley, he decided that the best way to do it was a video call. They had called before but never video and he wanted to actually see Harley as face to face as they could get living so far apart.
What Petet didn't expect from the call was Harley's reaction. The other teen had blanked when he saw Peter, mumbling that he was cute before a flush spread across his cheeks when he realised that he had said it out loud.
"S-sorry." Harley had stuttered nervously. It was so endearing and unlike Harley but it made Peter happy to realise that maybe he wasn't the only one crushing on someone who lived more than ten hours away.
Peter opened his mouth to say that it was okay but he was cut off before he could by Harley speaking again.
The blue eyed boy fidgeted slightly, not quite looking at Peter. "Peter, I really like you. Like, like you. And I really don't wanna ruin us or make things weird but I didn't wanna hide it either. Seeing you just made me want to say it more and I'm really sorry if I made you uncomfortable or anything."
Peter had gasped at him, a slow, shy smile spreading across his face. "You… you like me too? I was so worried that I was the one who would mess things up but we actually both like each other!" Pete had murmured shyly but excitedly and Harley's face had lit up.
"Yeah, I like you! You're just… you're Peter and you make me feel happy and that I can be me."
"You make me happy too." Peter smiled back. It was entirely too sappy and felt like it was from a movie scene but it was a moment that was theirs.
It was Harley's turn to get shy now. "Do you- would you maybe wanna try and be together?" He asked before rushing to speak again. "I know it'll be weird and hard at times but if you want to, I'd really like to try."
"Yes," Peter had beamed. "I'd love to try!"
And so they did.
It was strange to Peter how little actually changed between them. They still talked like they did, they still interacted and did things as together as they could online but they just felt closer somehow. They didn't change, they just became more in a way they didn't know how to explain.
Harley and Peter just both wished they could actually see each other in person. The calls and messages were amazing but they wanted nothing more than to finally be able to just hug each other and do things together.
It would be a surprise to them both that that wish would come true a lot sooner than later.
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Harley was excited. He hadn't seen Tony in years, not since just before the Accords happened, but the man had surprised him and told him that he had called Harley's mom and spoken to her about Harley coming up to New York for the summer after school finished.
Not only was he excited to see Tony again, he was excited about Peter. Peter who lived in Queens, in New York. Peter who he could finally meet for the first time in person.
He couldn't wait.
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Tony had it all planned out. He was going to fly Harley out on one of his jets and Happy was going to pick him up and bring him over to the tower.
He would show the kid his room that had been made up when Tony had made Peter's for him. They would eat dinner before they could disappear to the lab and tinker until Peter would join them after his evening patrol so that Tony could introduce them.
Although neither Peter or Harley knew that the other would be there that night. They knew of each other in passing, of course, but Tony hadn't told Peter that Harley was flying up (and neither had Harley, who wanted to surprise his boyfriend).
So you could imagine Tony's surprise when Peter walked down to the lab and all but froze when he spotted the other teen.
"Harley?!" Peter had yelped, surprise written across his face, at the same time that Harley did.
"Peter?! What are you doin' here?"
"What am I doing here? What are you doing here? You're supposed to be in Rose Hill."
"Yeah and you're supposed to be in Queens where I was going to surprise you later but now it's ruined." Harley pouted.
Before either of them could carry on with their back and forth, Tony broke out of his shock and spoke up. "Wait, you two know each other?"
They turned to him, speaking in sync. "Yes. He's my boyfriend."
"So lemme get this straight," Tony said, ignoring Peter's mumbled I'm not. "You, Mr. Potato Head Keener, are in a relationship with my kid and didn't tell me?" Tony felt his protective side surge to life. It wasn't like Harley was a bad guy, not at all, but he was still dating Tony's kid and no matter how much he liked him, Tony still worried.
Harley smiled sheepishly at him. "In my defence I didn't know that he was the Peter that you always speak about."
"Me neither." Peter piped up. "I only realised that he was the potato gun dude from the Mandarin thing now when you called him the nickname." He turned to Harley. "Okay, I don't know how I didn't connect that last part, you speak about potato guns way too much."
Tony could only watch in slightly disturbed horror as Harley looked at Peter with what could only be heart eyes personified. "Yeah, you're pretty oblivious though, Darlin'."
"Whoa whoa whoa, can we get back to the part where you're dating my kid?" Tony felt like his brain was about to short circuit. Maybe he should have gone to sleep when Pepper actually told him too.
Harley looked at Tony, softening when he saw the obvious bewilderment and slight hardness in the man's eyes. "I won't hurt him. I can't promise that I won't accidentally or inadvertently hurt him but it will never ever be intentional. I never want to hurt anyone that I love, least of all Peter." Harley said firmly, a fire and determination in his eyes.
It gave Tony pause because he'd seen the same look in Pepper's eyes. They're so young but they already found their one.
It scared Tony but he was also grateful that they had found who they found. The both of them could and would definitely be good for each other, he couldn't deny it.
Realising he had been quiet a bit too long, Tony answered Harley. "I know, Harley, I just worry. I don't want either of you to be hurt in this."
Peter suddenly surged forward, pulling Harley with him so that he could hug his dad and boyfriend at the same time. "We know, Mr. Stark. Thank you for caring."
"Ditto." Harley murmured from where he was tangled with Peter and Tony.
"Always. I love you too, you know that right?"
"Yeah, we do."
Tony stood, content to hug the two boys he had come to care for much more than he had ever thought he could. Eventually they drew away from the hug and Tony looked at them.
"Now that that bombshell has dropped, you wanna get to tinkering?" He asked them and laughed when a chorus of Yes's rang out.
Peter dragged Harley to his workbench, immediately going into a mile a minute explanation about one of his projects laying on the workspace. Harley would chime in occasionally with a question or suggestion but otherwise he listened intently to Peter.
The heart eyes still firmly in place.
Tony rubbed a hand over his face. This wasn't the weirdest thing to happen to him but it was definitely up there.
Well at least I don't have to worry about them getting along, Tony thought to himself.
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baka-monarch · 4 years
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"Flirting on the internet and with a giant are two different things!"
It had been two years since Virgil had met Prince_Charming23. It had been in a Discord debate about the meanings of Disney movies. Virgil had claimed that they had dark, sinister, and disturbing themes to them while Princey(as Virgil had started calling him) had said the movies' sugar coated meanings. After that day they had become inseparable on every social media platform. From YouTube to Tumb.lrx they became known as an unstoppable team of memers that never stopped flirting with each other.
And to say the least, Virgil was proud of his ability to fluster his Princey.
That brings us to now, two years later. Virgil had never met Prince_Charming23 before in person. They never really had a reason to. As well with the fact that Virgil had grown up in a human restricted area, meaning that he'd never seen a giant before. Virgil didn't have anything against meeting a giant, but because he had never met one the notion of seeing someone so humongous now terrified him. It was the main reason he hadn't met Roman before.
At least until today.
Virgil was currently in a plane to L.A. to meet Roman for the first time. Virgil lived in Florida so it was a long flight, but hopefully it would be worth it to see Princey's embarrassed face in person.
Virgil watched impatiently as the plane finally made it's slow descent into the human part of the airport. Once close enough, Virgle ogled at the size. It was huge! He knew it would be since it was meant for giants as well, but this was just unbelievable. Virgil couldn't look long, however, as the plane finally came to a halt inside of the gargantuan building.
Virgil barely paid attention to the attendant's voice as he unbuckled and collected his carry on luggage. He hurried out the door, both filled with curiosity and anxiety. Outside-or, inside really- it was terrifying to see giants and humans alike scurrying around the airport, not to mention all the little kiosks and stores littered around that were hundreds of time the size of what they usually were. It was hard but Virgil tried to ignore it all as he focused on finding Prince_Charming23. That's all he needed to do.
So he went to the departure terminal where Roman was supposed to be picking him up. It was strange being on a small platform surrounded by giants both waiting to be picked up, and picking up humans. Literally. He watched horrified as humans were lifted by ginormous hands willingly.
It was now that he realized. Was Prince_Charming23 a human? Virgil had always assumed he was, but, what if he was wrong? What if Virgil had been making a fool out of a giant for years and now they were going to get their revenge? Why had Virgil never asked before!?
As Virgil finally started his breathing exercises to try and calm down, his eyes caught on something. Standing in the crowd of giants was a man holding a beautifully decorated sign that had his username "EmoNightmare666", and several nicknames of his scrawled across it. When he looked at the face of who was holding the sign, he recognized them immediately.
It was Prince_Charming23.
Oh shit.
There was no backing out now. Virgil had already taken the plane ride here. The only way out of this was to either hope Princey didn't notice him and left, or to walk over and get his attention. Virgil took a few more minutes to calm himself. Then walked over there.
"Heya Princey." Virgil looked up and said, but it seemed like the prep couldn't hear him. "Prince Charming!" He tried again louder. Still nothing. Now a little aggravated he tried one more. "HEY!!!" That did it as Princey's head snapped down in surprise to find Virgil. As their eyes met his own, Virgil could've sworn his heart stopped. He wasn't sure if it was because Princey was absolutely GORGEOUS IRL, or if it was because it was terrifying to meet eyes with a giant.
"Anx?" His soft voice rumbled out his original url(before he changed it because of a nickname), making Virgil shiver.
"Ye-yeah!" He had to yell to make sure the giant-oh holy fuck, Princey was a GIANT-could hear him.
"You... you're-you're a human?" Princey gushed, and Virgil could at least be proud to see that Princey was also blushing.
"Y-yep!" Vurgil replied. "I'm human!" Princey just looked at him for five seconds before scooping him up with amazing speed into his hands.
"Oh my god you're so adorable!" He gushed.
A-AH! PRINCEY!" Virgil shouted in surprise and fear as he was suddenly hundreds of feet away from the ground. Why wasn't anyone reacting to this?
"Oh, right, sorry." Primcey apologized sheepishly.
"I-it's fine," Virgil already knew how excited he gets sometimes. It wasn't uncommon for him to do something completely irrational on instinct. "Just-just please don't do it again."
"Of course not!" Princey exclaimed. "I would never wish to frighten my Dark and Stormy Knight!"
"Thank you..." Virgil sighed in releif. Virgil then waited to be set down... but it didn't happen. "Priney, could you set me down? Ya know, so I can get my stuff."
"Oh. Right." Begrudgingly, Princey set Vurgil down. Once Virgil was sure he had his balance, he rushed off to the luggage carriers to get his suit case, and to calm his close to exploding heart.
That just happened. He just got picked up by a giant. Holy shit. It was those thoughts and ones like it that traversed his mind as he took his sweet time getting the container of clothes from the little treadmill of suitcases. He could already tell that this trip might be more exhausting than he first hoped.
When he got back to his giant friend, Princey wasted no time in picking him back up again making him squeak in surprise. "Let us go Onward!" Princey exclaimed as he carried Virgil out of the airport. The whole way Virgil didn't say anything as he, once more, tried to calm down. As they finally got to Princey's car, Virgil calmed down. "You're awfully quiet... what happened to that snarky attitude of yours?" Princey finally set Vrigil down in a human carseat finally giving the human the boost of confidence he needed.
"Well princey... if you really must know..." At this point Virgil was a little agitated with being grabbed without a care. "Florting on the internet and with a giant are two different things!" Virgil blushed up at the giant.
"So you admit you were flirting?" Princey's words caused Virgil's face to heat up significantly as Princey chuckled at the response.
"It looks like the tables have turned, my little nightmare~"
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quicksilversquared · 5 years
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You Can Lead A Horse To Water (but you can’t make it drink)
After years of Ladybug and Chat Noir saving Paris and dancing around each other, Plagg is really, really over the whole identities nonsense. Which means leading Adrien towards a reveal.
....it's harder than it sounds.
links in the reblog
                                        still salty about the page breaks
By the time both superheroes had turned eighteen and they still hadn't revealed their identities to each other, Plagg was Very Much Done with the whole secret identities thing. If Adrien wasn't mooning over Ladybug then he was talking about Marinette, and if he wasn't talking about Marinette then he was plastered to the Ladyblog, going over the pictures of Ladybug to see if they could help him figure out Ladybug any better than he could while standing right next to the real thing during akuma attacks and planning meetings.
The whole thing was wearing Plagg out. If Adrien could use his eyes (or his brain), then he might actually be able to figure things out. But Adrien was apparently blind (and Plagg had to admit, the Miraculous magic played a hand in that), and so Plagg had to listen to his Chosen yabbering on about the same girl literally all the time.
(Even if he wasn't admitting it yet, Plagg knew that Adrien had a bit of a crush on his classmate. One simply could not spend so much time talking and thinking about one girl without being at least a little bit interested. Besides, Plagg spent all of his time with Adrien, and he had seen his Chosen's starry-eyed expression pointed in Marinette's direction before.)
So Plagg decided to intervene, just a little bit.
It wasn't Tikki- or Master Fu-approved, Plagg knew as he curled up with a chunk of lovely aged Camembert to brainstorm. But really, the big concern with sharing their secret identities when the two of them was younger was initially that one of the two might have to be swapped out. Then the concern was about how a reveal would affect their dynamic, because Chat Noir was ooey-gooey head-over-heels with his superhero partner and Marinette was tongue-tied around Adrien. But Marinette had long since managed to settle down and become proper friends with Adrien and Chat Noir had accepted his partner's gentle rejection several years prior. They were friends on both sides of the mask.
There was no reason not to nudge things along a little bit, really. So Plagg wasn't going to feel bad about it at all. He couldn't outright tell Adrien- there were rules, and he wasn't able to just out and say it anyway, not unless he wanted bubbles to come out of his mouth instead- but he could hint.
Heavily.
Adrien was smart, Plagg told himself as he watched his Chosen work his way through his piles of homework. His grades attested to that, and he had gotten better at coming up with plans alongside Ladybug over the years of akuma fighting. If he dropped some really heavy-handed hints, Adrien would connect the dots and figure things out. With a little bit of nosing around, he would confirm his suspicions and then he and Ladybug could have a proper reveal and start dating and run off into the sunset with each other and Plagg wouldn't have to listen to Adrien's soppy sighing.
He only hoped that it wouldn't take very long.
                                             @staff​ why do you do this to me
 1. Coincidences
Selflessness, kindness, and generosity aside, Miraculous holders tended to appear very, very similar to each other in the eyes of other people.
Or at least they did when they had an enemy to fight and they had to slip away to deal with it, which Adrien and Marinette did. Classes had to be left, plans canceled, and excuses upon excuses made. It was frustrating to people they were close to, to be sure- Plagg had overheard more than a couple complaints from Nino and Alya when Adrien and Marinette showed up late to gathering or study sessions and then almost immediately had to run to the bathroom (for real, that time)- but necessary. They couldn't have civilians knowing their secret identities, even if said civilians were occasional superheroes (and yes, Plagg had figured that out pretty fast).
Especially if the civilians were occasional superheroes, in Plagg's (humble) opinion. If they ever had to be cut from the roster for any reason (like secret identity becoming known to all of Paris including Hawkmoth, for example, or falling out with Ladybug's civilian identity, which, well- Plagg had seen some occasions when it had nearly happened), then it was better for them to have as little information as possible to pass on to Hawkmoth if (when) they got akumatized again.
But the point was that Nino and Alya noticed Adrien and Marinette's lateness, even if the two superheroes never noticed (or didn't register, at least) the other's similar pattern of behavior. If Plagg pointed it out, then maybe Adrien would give Marinette's lateness more than half a second of thought for once.
He didn't have to wait long for an opportunity, and when it showed up it was a doozy. The four of them were meant to get together to work on a group project. Right before they were meant to meet, an akuma showed up and Adrien had to set aside the books that he was organizing to bring to the library with him to transform and rush across the city. The battle had taken an hour and a half to finish, which- well, it wasn't awful. But it wasn't fast, either, and Nino and Alya were justifiably ticked when Adrien and Marinette finally showed up. They had laid into their friends, complaining about their tardiness, and then handed them a number of books so that they 'could actually contribute something to the project' before giving them the cold shoulder. Adrien had wilted at that but hadn't even tried protesting. He and Marinette had stayed after to make up for the time that they had missed, and of course things still hadn't clicked in Adrien's mind by the time they packed up.
So then Plagg came in.
"That's odd that Pigtails was exactly as late as you were," Plagg said as Adrien flopped down on his bed after returning from the library. "She's late a lot, huh?"
"She's really busy," Adrien defended immediately. "And a little bit absentminded too, I think. Like, she's class president, and she's trying to put together a portfolio for university and is doing some commissions and I know that she's doing some superhero dolls for the hospital charity auction and of course she has schoolwork, too, and so of course some things are going to slip sometimes. I worry about her forgetting stuff, sometime, but she seems on top of things. Like, the hospital auction isn't for another month and she's been working at the dolls on and off for a while. And same thing with the portfolio, and-"
Plagg groaned. Okay, so much for that attempt. If he pushed it any more, then he would just have to listen to Adrien gushing about his "just a friend" all evening. "Okay, okay, enough about your girlfriend. You've got a crush, I get it-"
Adrien promptly turned pink. "I- I do not!"
                                              why can’t we have nice things
 2. Nicknames
Adrien was as dense as a rock.
Twice that month, he and Marinette had had to detransform halfway across the city and then almost immediately ran into each other. They had both startled, then just started chatting as they headed for the subway to go back to their part of the city as though it were just completely normal for that to happen. Neither asked any questions, and neither offered up any explanations, even lame half-hearted ones.
It. Was. Weird.
It was also understandable, Plagg had to admit. If they didn't ask the other persons any questions, then maybe they wouldn't ask any questions in return. And if the other person didn't ask, well, why offer anything up that could be questioned? But it was also really, really frustrating.
So Plagg decided that it was time for Phase Two of his Identity Reveal plan.
"So it was odd that Pigtails was over where we were," Plagg offered as Adrien started his piano practice. "I wonder what she was doing over there."
"She was probably there because of the akuma attack," Adrien said absently, digging through his sheet music to find a piece to start with. "Alya might have been busy and so Marinette was trying to get footage for her or something."
...ugh. Convenient excuses were so frustrating when Plagg was trying to force a reveal.
"And it would really stink if the Ladyblog didn't get footage today," Adrien added, his fingers starting to move across the keys. "Ladybug was really on fire. She was so fierce!"
...and Adrien had just handed Plagg another opportunity.
"Isn't Pigtails Two always fierce, according to you?" Plagg prompted, grinning. Identical nicknames should prompt something in Adrien's head, right? "I mean, whenever you see her, she's fighting akumas, right?"
"I mean, yeah? But she was really putting the akuma through its paces today." Adrien wasn't really paying attention as he freestyled a section. "And it was just really cool to watch."
"I'm surprised that you didn't gush about the fight with Pigtails One as you came back," Plagg prompted again. "Like, when do you ever miss a chance to yabber on about your ladylove?"
"I didn't want to be too obvious about why I was over there." Adrien frowned at his piano as he hit a discordant note, and then he continued. "And I don't know why you keep calling Marinette Pigtails, she hasn't had that hairstyle in years. It's in a ponytail now most days, and she had it down today."
Plagg sniffed. "There's no point in changing up my nicknames for people all of the time. How would you keep track of them then?"
"You could learn my friends' actual names, you know." Adrien flashed Plagg an exasperated look. "Actually, I know that you know them. You've used Marinette's before. The nicknames are a conscious decision, I know that."
They totally were, but Plagg wasn't going to admit that. "Bah, humbug. If I wanna call people Pigtails One and Pigtails Two, nothing you say is gonna stop me."
Adrien still didn't react. Plagg shot him an exasperated look, only to see Adrien's full attention on the piano as he worked through a section. He clearly wasn't giving Plagg's words more than a passing thought, which meant that any further effort that Plagg put in would be completely wasted on him.
Seriously. Dense as a rock.
                                         even inserting the page break code doesn’t work
 3. Red
Over the years, Plagg had noticed Marinette's favored color for her clothing slowly change from pink to red. She seemed to stand a bit straighter and hold herself taller when she was wearing Ladybug's color, but she was also very careful to not extend the red onto her head with any accessories and Plagg had never once seen her design anything red with a turtleneck. She was clearly trying not to wear anything too close to her Ladybug costume, which was a little ridiculous considering that she had once worn an actual Ladybug costume (minus the mask, at least) and no one had said a single thing.
(She had worn a Ladybug costume, and Adrien had worn a Chat Noir costume, and then voiced himself in a movie and no one had noticed a single thing because they were oblivious idiots. Plagg was starting to worry about the likelihood of him actually being able to prompt Adrien into an identity reveal.)
But Plagg wasn't going to give up. He had a goal and he was going to stick to it, darn it. Surely he could use Marinette's use of red in her fashion in some way. Some way was very likely going to be him dropping more heavy-handed hints and then despairing when Adrien didn't pick it up, but he had to at least try.
"What do you think Ladybug's favorite color is?" Plagg asked after one morning when Marinette had worn one of her red designs. Adrien had spent forever gushing about it earlier, of course, so it wasn't as though he was oblivious to what Marinette was wearing or anything. "D'you think that she wears a lot of red?"
"I think a lot of people wear red these days," Adrien said, not even looking up from his homework. Rude. "Anyone who can pull it off, that is. It's a bold color. Like, Marinette plays with a lot of shades of red in her designs and it actually works, which is amazing. Father talks about how his designers sometimes struggle with getting reds to work together, and they have to be careful about which models the red pieces get paired with." He paused in thought. "They always have to be careful with color pairings, actually. Things just look better on some people."
Plagg Did Not Care.
"And how am I meant to know what colors Ladybug prefers wearing?" Adrien asked. "I really don't have a single idea. She'd be gorgeous in red, of course- look at Marinette, she has practically the exact same coloring as Ladybug and she looks amazing in reds. And the piece today, with the ombre of reds fading into black? I can totally see Ladybug wearing that to a formal event or something." He paused again. "I know that Ladybug's been talking about doing a suit redesign at some point. Maybe she could ask Marinette to draft up some ideas for her to consider! I bet Mari would have some amazing ideas. Everything that she makes is so fun and creative!"
...Plagg was actually going to die from the irony before the reveal happened.
                                         STAFF WHY TAKE THE BREAKS AWAY
 4. Nicknames Pt. 2
If Adrien and Marinette got to graduation without figuring out each other's identities, Plagg was pretty sure that he would be tempted to "accidentally" pop out of Adrien's jacket when Marinette could see. Tikki would actually kill him, but Plagg wasn't sure if it wouldn't still be worth it. At least it would keep him from having to keep dealing with these situations.
'These situations' being that his Chosen had finally decided to emerge from denial, several years after first entering it, and the irony was actually going to kill Plagg dead on the spot.
"I think I have a crush on Marinette," Adrien admitted out loud (at last), flopping back on his bed as though the entire day of flirting with Ladybug's civilian self had worn him out of something. Or maybe the realization had just knocked all of the wind and all of the energy out of him. "She's just-"
"Amazing, cute, smart, funny, fun, talented, gorgeous, brave, yadda yadda yadda?" Plagg filled in. "Good job, kid. I only called this, oh, I don't know, actual months ago. Or years, I forget how long I've been putting up with listening to you flirt with Pigtails."
Adrien turned red. "Okay, that's- I've been friends with Marinette for ages, okay? Friends compliment each other all the time! And I can't just pretend that she's not awesome, because do you know how many people she's helped?"
Plagg knew, thank-you-very-much. Adrien only talked about it all the time, and Plagg had seen Tikki's Chosen crouched next to upset people more than a couple times, trying to cheer them up and keeping more than a few of them from getting akumatized. It was really kind of her, and a lot of work, too. Most people wouldn't go out of their way to help classmates that they weren't that close to, let alone people who weren't their classmates and they only somewhat recognized.
"So many," Adrien sighed. "And then have you seen her face off against akumas before? Like, she's charged akumas before to give their target a chance to escape. I saw her absolutely hurtling dodgeballs at an akuma before because she was cornered and she actually knocked them back." He paused. "...I think I have a type."
Plagg could bang his head against the wall, he really could. A type? Try the same girl, over and over again.
"You don't say," Plagg drawled instead of saying that. He hid his mischievous grin from Adrien as he continued. "First you have a crush on the Bug, and then you fall for Pigtails 'Ladybug' Baker-Girl. I'd call that a serious type."
"I just like girls who are crazy fierce but also really kind!" Adrien protested, apparently completely unaware that Plagg had literally just told him who Ladybug was. "And creative and smart and talented." He paused, his brow briefly wrinkling in thought, and Plagg had a moment of oh my god, maybe he's figured it out-
"And Marinette is our Everyday Ladybug. If you're going to give her a nickname on top of the other nicknames that you keep giving her, then at least get it right."
Plagg was starting to worry about his Chosen, he really was.
                                         why are there so many page breaks in this story
 5. Telling him directly
Plagg was desperate. Adrien had spent much of the past couple weeks mooning around like a broody teenager, torn between his love for Ladybug and his newly discovered (hah) crush for Marinette. He didn't want to risk starting anything with Marinette if he was still hung up on Ladybug because that could impact their relationship and make something that could work sink instead. At the same time, now he didn't know what to do about his love for Ladybug because he liked Ladybug, too, and what was he supposed to do now, Plagg?
Plagg spent a lot of time screaming into his cheese to muffle the sound. Couldn't they just do the reveal and save him all the drama? Why did it have to be like this?
Master Fu still hadn't said anything about a reveal. Plagg was starting to suspect that the old Guardian just liked seeing him suffer.
Desperate times called for desperate measures. All of the hints hadn't done much (hadn't done anything) to get Adrien to figure out that Ladybug was Marinette, so now Plagg had to get more direct.
Even more direct, that was. He had already been pretty direct but it hadn't done much, because Adrien was thick as-
As-
Well, Plagg didn't know thick as what, exactly- and the Miraculous Magic had to be factored in at least a little bit- but really, this was getting ridiculous.
(After four plus years of being superhero partners, one would think that Ladybug and Chat Noir would have shared enough personal information (on purpose or accidentally) to at least counteract most of the Miraculous magic, but apparently not.)
So Plagg was resorting to mind tricks now. He had read up on hypnotism and the power of suggestion online, while Adrien was busy in the shower, and now it was time to take what he had learned and apply it.
Step One: Wait for Adrien to fall asleep. Plagg waited impatiently as his Chosen puttered around before bed, wandering into the bathroom to wash up and then over to his desk to do some more reading for class and then over to his gym bag to empty it out and then repack it and then-
Seriously, this was taking forever.
Finally, Adrien actually got into bed, bidding Plagg good-night before rolling over and falling asleep almost immediately. Plagg waited for his breathing to even out all the way, then floated over next to Adrien's head.
Maybe he couldn't tell his Chosen who Ladybug was when Adrien was awake, but if he was asleep, then Plagg could get around kwami rules to his heart's content.
"Marinette is Ladybug," Plagg whispered in Adrien's ear. "Marinette is Ladybug. Marinette is Ladybug. Marinette is-"
He repeated the words over and over and over, watching as Adrien shifted in his sleep. Finally Plagg got tired (and bored, honestly) and decided that that was probably sufficient.
Maybe it was a long shot, but it was technically possible for Adrien to actually absorb the information as he slept, at least if all of the Internet pages that Plagg had read were accurate.
...which was maybe a little doubtful, honestly.
"I had the strangest dream last night!"
Plagg perked up as Adrien headed past him towards his closet the next morning, trying not to look too interested. "Oh?"
"Yeah, I dreamed that Ladybug was Marinette!"
Oh, thank kwami. He had gotten it-
"That's what happens with wishful thinking, I guess," Adrien said with a sigh, cutting Plagg's internal celebration off short. "Like, before bed I was thinking about how it's so hard to figure out what to do since I'm in love with two amazing girls and I can't really go for either because it wouldn't be fair to them while my heart's split. So I can see how my subconsciousness would try to roll them into one girl. Which, well, that's not really fair to either of them."
...he hadn't gotten it.
Plagg was starting to go just a little bit insane.
                                         oh my god finally the last page break
 At long last, a reveal
Gabriel Agreste was Hawkmoth, and Chat Noir was barely holding it together as he and Ladybug walked Mr. Agreste and Nathalie out to the police cars. Ladybug took the lead in giving out the statement, and then they beat a hasty retreat, Ladybug eying her trembling partner with concern.
Ladybug followed Chat Noir as he dashed back to his bedroom, where he promptly detransformed and flopped face-first down onto his bed. Ladybug sucked in a sharp breath before detransforming as well, sitting down next to Adrien and pulling his upper body into her lap. She stroked his head gently as his shoulders shook, letting him cry himself out and pull himself back together before finally rolling over nearly an hour later. He stared at the ceiling for a solid minute before his gaze finally slid over to his worried partner.
And then Adrien practically choked in surprise.
"Marinette!" Adrien exclaimed, popping upright at once. "Oh my god, I can't believe- Plagg, look! It's Marinette!"
"I saw that," Plagg said dryly. "Ladybug is also your Everyday Ladybug, aka the other girl that you have a crush on, aka the person who takes charge during akuma attacks. Surprise."
"It is!" Adrien said, clearly delighted. Apparently he had temporarily forgotten about his father's betrayal, or at least he had gotten a bit distracted. "I can't believe that you were so close! Out of everyone in Paris, you're my partner. That's insane! Like, we've been in the same class for years, and we're friends, and-"
"And out of everyone in Paris, you fell in love with the same girl twice," Plagg said helpfully. Adrien turned red and leveled a glare at him, which, well, rude.
"Plagg! Can you not?"
"I was being helpful," Plagg complained. "If I didn't say anything, you would end up mooning around and giving me bellyaches with your sappiness and wondering if you should say anything or if it wasn't the right time to ask Marinette out on a date. Now it's all out-"
Tikki pounced on him with a scowl. "Plagg, leave them be to work things out on their own! Stop bugging them!"
"Aww, but Tikki-"
"Leave them alone!"
By the time Tikki and Marinette headed home several hours later, with the offer for Adrien to come over whenever he wanted to, Adrien and Marinette had decided to not start dating right away, not until things with Mr. Agreste had settled down more, but they were going to date. Adrien was happy with that, Marinette was happy with that, Tikki was proud of their planning, and Plagg was in need of a break from the ooey-gooey eyes that the two superheroes were making at each other.
"I can't believe that Father was Hawkmoth," Adrien told Plagg once he had seen his girlfriend-to-be out. He drooped, clearly remembering that not everything in his world was hunky-dory, then perked up again as he shut the door to his room. "And I can't believe that Marinette is Ladybug! I spent so much time trying to decide what to do about being in love with two girls and I didn't need to decide at all. All that time spent worrying was just completely unnecessary."
"You don't say," Plagg drawled, wondering if Adrien was going to talk about anything else now. Something told him no. He was going to be hearing Adrien plan his first date with Marinette for weeks, until it finally happened. "You could have been dating ages ago."
"Yeah, we could have- hey!" Adrien interrupted himself, turning on Plagg suddenly. "You knew who Ladybug was years ago, after Dark Owl! You could have at least given me a hint!"
…Plagg was actually going to scream.
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solesurvivorkat · 4 years
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Get To Know Meme/20 Questions
Tagged by @starsandskies and @amistrio, thank you guys!  <3  As always, so sorry for the slow/delayed reply! 
Rules: Answer 20 questions, then tag 20 bloggers you want to get to know better.  ((I will hold back from tagging anyone b/c I’m always behind in these, so please feel free to steal if you’d like to do this!))
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Name: Katie
Nicknames: ‘Kat’ to some, mostly in my Discord group b/c there’s already a better person there named Katie that was a member of the group longer than me.  ( ...It has nothing to do w/ the fact that she’s a million times more awesome than me, I’m sure, LOL! ;-) ) I’m also sometimes called ‘Kit-Kat’ by an old friend of mine.
Zodiac Sign: Aries (right near the cusp of being a Taurus)
Height: 5′5″ish (5′4 3/4″, I was once told... come on now, lol)
Languages: Native = English, rusty on French & a tiny bit of Spanish I learned in school (many years ago, lol)
Nationality: American (New England)
Favorite Season: Hmm... tough call, b/c there’s things I love about all of them. Maybe Spring, though Fall is a close second.
Favorite Flower: Hmm... that’s a hard one for me. I love rainbow roses (yes, I know they’re manufactured), lilacs, hydrangeas... there were white carnations with red edges in my wedding bouquet (December), so pretty! I don’t grow flowers though... I tend to accidentally kill them, lol.  *XD
Favorite Scent: Woodsmoke, freshly baked chocolate chip cookies/brownies, fresh cut grass, mulch (might sound weird, but I dunno), fresh linen, Elizabeth Taylor’s White Diamonds/Passion (my Nana used to wear those perfumes), cedar, pine, Old Spice cologne (my grandfather wore and husband wears it...... yes, I'm aware of the old catchphrase, lol)
Favorite Color: Cerulean (not trying to be lame, but I like that color!), silver
Favorite Animal: Dog (Huskies! And similar), wolf, red panda, guinea pig, rabbit, chinchilla (I tend to like anything cute-looking though, lol)
Favorite Fictional Character: Oh, there’s quite a few, lol... some include John Seed (I KNOW he’s bad, so sue me - no pun intended, lol), Jeremy Danvers (NOT the 3rd season, though I just started it - but don’t have high hopes lol), my Discord buddies’ OCs are all awesome (just b/c they’re not known famously DOESN’T mean they don’t count!), Paladin Danse & Arthur Maxson from FO4 (they’re often misunderstood - hate me if you must, but I’m NOT just saying that b/c ‘OMG, HAWT’  ::eyeroll:: ))... I KNOW there’s more, but none are immediately jumping to my mind right now, lol. I’m sure it’ll hit me later.
Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: Never coffee (though I like the way it smells)... usually cocoa, but tea can be nice too (it’d have to be flavored though - I don’t like plain/iced tea)
Average Sleep Hours: Depends... anywhere between 5-8hrs, depending
Dog or Cat person: Dog (cats can definitely be cute, but I’m at least quasi-allergic)
Number of Blankets Slept With: 1 quilt (but we always keep our house around 70 degrees Fahrenheit anyway b/c of our pets)
Dream Trip: Honestly? ...There’s lots of places that I’m sure are amazing and breathtaking, but I don’t really have a huge desire to see them.  ::shrug::  I just wanna go to Disney World/Universal (again, went when I was around 12) w/ my husband & son someday.
Blog Established: Let’s see... My first post was on...  ((checks))  August 2nd, 2016. Wow. I was still all (only) about ‘Fallout 4′ back then... boy that changed with time, lol! Two of the ideas I posted for a FO4 fic back then (which nobody seemed to care about at the time, lol), I eventually molded into my own fic ‘Shadow of Steel’... the things you look back on.  ^.^
Followers: Currently 231 (was 230 for a bit, then went down to 229, and then rose a tiny bit again! Thank you to all my followers, it’s truly an honor! ILY guys!  <3 )
Random Fact/Bonus: ........I don’t think there’s anything that interesting about me, really. I don’t have as much confidence in myself or my writing as I might seem. I’m not popular, super-talented, or exceptionally pretty/in shape. I don’t have a ton of hobbies, and even if I did I probably wouldn’t have enough time to devote to them (which is kinda my problem w/ the few that I have now) b/c I devote most of my time to my toddler (I have wanted to be a mom since I was around 5 years old & understood basically what it was to be a mom). I’m a daydreamer/hopeless romantic/twit that most people overlook, which isn’t surprising b/c I’m perfectly average in every way. I’m not everyone’s cup of tea and though I try to be nice to everyone, I think people must sense that I’m weird or something b/c I don’t have many (’IRL’) friends (not for lack of trying... just... nothing ‘sticks’/’clicks’. It’s why I don’t truly open up to people often... most of the few people I’ve ‘let in’ have ended up disappointing me/leaving me behind). I am personally amazed my husband ‘clicked’ w/ me & that we’ve been together/best friends for 11 years and counting (married for 9 in December), and I thank God every day for him. Even with people that I kinda fit in with, I don’t feel like I ever truly fit in. It’s... frustrating, and sometimes lonely, to say the least. So... yeah.  ::shrugs again:: ...Sorry for the spiel, but... I dunno, this category made me a bit introspective, LOL.
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All the personal asks plz
Alrighty then!
1. Any scars?
Mhm, pretty much all the scars I have are burns. One is from burning the side of my arm on an iron my mom had  standing upright that I brushed against trying to reach something on the counter behind it and I’ve got one or two other scars from my culinary class on my hands from trying to put a tray in the oven and bumping it on the rungs above the ones I was putting it on. I burnt my hand day one of actually cooking. Yes I’m a disaster.
2. Self harmed?
Absolutely not. One, I’m too scared of pain, and two, I have uh… An unpleasant history involving someone else threatening self harm to make me do what they wanted, so… It’s a really sore spot for me.
3. Crush?
I honestly have no idea.
4. Kissed anyone?
Nope
5. Coke or Pepsi?
Neither they make me physically ill
6. Someone you hate?
There’s a LOT of assholes at my school but the person I hate the most is probably my dad for reasons.
7. Best Friends?
Mhm! I’ve got a handful on this site but my IRL best friend is @theansweris-a. She doesn’t really get on tumblr anymore but if you’re reading this I love you friendo and have a good day! :D
8. Have you ever done alcohol or drugs?
hahaha fuCK NO. I’d rather not get addicted to something that can and will kill me and throw my money at people to sustain it. If someone offered me either I’d probably flip them off whilst slowly backing up and getting tf out of there because NO.
9. What’s your dream job?
Author/Illustrator with some VA work and Video Game directing on the side.
10. Ever been in love?
I have. It was with someone I didn’t have a chance with and who would be an absolutely awful lover to me since we weren’t compatible emotion-wise so I let it go. It was hard, but I did it.
11. Last time you cried?
Last Sunday trying to explain to my mom why our preacher and the church we go to has completely fallen out of my favor for it’s very loud blatant ‘LGBT people are bad abortion is evil insert other white conservative stuff here’ ‘cause she doesn’t know I’m LGBT+ (and it’s going to stay that way) and I was trying to explain to her why I would never say invite my LGBT friends to church because they would be mercilessly persecuted by people who call themselves followers of God then spit in his eye by doing the exact opposite of everything he’s asked of them. Yes I still feel really strongly about this.
12. Favorite color?
Cyan!
13. Height?
How coincidence, I just got it measured today! 5′6, FINALLY OFFICIALLY TALLER THEN MY MOM MUHAHAHAHAHA
14. Birthday?
November 17th!
15. Eye color?
Milk chocolately-brown
16. Hair color?
Dark brown
17. What do you love?
this is so open ended hjkfjfjkhgkjh okay then I love girls, video games, anime, writing, drawing, reading, and animals.
18. Obsession?
My top 3 in order of obsession; Kill La Kill, RWBY, and Kingdom Hearts.
19. If you had one wish, what would it be?
For every single illness, disease, syndrome, disorder, and so on to have a cure. From Cancer to Asthma. Both because I have so many incurable diseases/disorders and because I know there are people out there who have things so much worse than me in that department.
20. Do you love someone?
I love all my mutals, friends, and most of my family including extended family. 
21. Kiss or hug?
I’ve never been kissed so I don’t know anything about how that would be so I’d say hug because I love hugs!
22. Nicknames people call you?
Derpy, Slurpy, D-Slur, Resident Cinnamon Roll (That’s my actual nickname on a Revue Starlight discord)
23. Favorite song?
this is like asking me to pick my favorite child uhhhhh… This Life Is Mine by Jeff Williams, it just means a lot to me.
24. Favorite band?
i know no bands by name
25. Worst thing that has ever happened to you?
….Okay, uh, this is gonna be really hard to decide because a LOT of bad things have happened to me. I’ll go with the more physical choice because I’d rather not dump too much of my emotional baggage onto yall. One time I was being prepped for surgery and they needed to get the IV in. (for the record I’m shaking pretty badly right now from thinking about this) They had to stab my arm with what they called a ‘Bee sting’ (it wasn’t a bee sting it goes almost down to the bone) that had numbing stuff in it and they were trying to find a vein they could put my IV in but they couldn’t find one (okay now i’m typing really fast so I don’t have to think about this for long) and they kept stabbing my arm over and over again. The thing is I have a serious phobia of needles that sends me into panic attacks, I’ll go lightheaded I’ll lose my hearing and so on. So I was trying to put a brave face on despite my parents not even being there but they would. not. stop. They didn’t give me a break. It was one stab then another then another then another. I was having a full blown panic attack, I was almost crying. Then they seemed to get it. They left me for a bit and my parents came in. My arm started swelling. They HADNT got it. My arm was being filled with whatever my IV was. They came back in with the beesting. They started stabbing me again but on the other arm. I couldn’t keep a brave face anymore after thinking they were finally done. I started to cry and sob and the panic attack I had that day was the single worst I have ever had. It got worse. They missed a vein entirely and instead hit a bundle of nerves. My hand started involuntarily twitching as pain unlike any I’ve ever felt before or until now wracked my arm. I had actual trauma from this, the night after the surgery I kept feeling ghost pains of the stabs in my arms, I had to sleep on my stomach with my arms wrapped around my front just to make them go away. I’m still extremely traumatized of this to this day. I never want to have surgery again. I never want an IV again. 
Okay that got away from me there I’m sorry I kinda was having a panic attack while writing that. Anyways moving on.
26. Best thing that has ever happened to you?
This is gonna sound cheesy but meeting @theansweris-a. She’s the sweetest and kindest person I have ever met in my entire life and I feel so incredibly lucky to call her my friend, though knowing her she’ll see this and reply with ‘No U’ because we always end up in a shouting match of ‘YOU ARE A WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING’ ‘NO YOU’RE A WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING’ 
27. Something you would change about yourself?
I definitely would lose weight. Not because of societies bullshit but because I legitimately want to lose weight so I can actually get strong and build up some muscle, I WANT TO BE ABLE TO OPEN GATORADE BOTTLES GODDAMNIT
28. Ever dated someone?
Nope, I’m closeted and have no interest in even pretending I’m straight by dating a guy, I mean I know some genuinely nice guys (all of them dorks) but they’re all just my friends though they are massive goofballs and I love them very much. (Entirely platonically)
29. Worst mistake?
I… Don’t think you guys wanna know that. It’s nothing bad its just depressing and I don’t wanna be more depressing then I already have been.
30. Watch the movie or read the book?
Depends on which is better, like I’d rather watch the Chronicles of Narnia than read the books because the books are honestly terrible but I’d rather read Percy Jackson than watch the movie because the movies are incredibly unfaithful to the books.
31. Ever had a heartbreak?
Yeah… 
32. Favorite show?
Kill La Kill!
33. Best day of your life?
My cheesiness never ceases but the first time I actually hung out with @theansweris-a IRL at the mall. I remember being SO excited for it but also nervous that how easily we talk to each other wouldn’t translate into real life and I remember spotting her walking up and practically shouting her name before running up and giving her a big ol’ hug whilst crying happy tears (I know i’m sappy shut up) and then when we were let loose to walk around we quickly discovered that we clicked almost immediately and incredibly well it was just the best thing ever. Like, in that one day alone we spent six hours in that mall just chatting and buying stuff and having fun and we left the mall with like three different inside jokes despite it being our first time meeting in person since we first met. Hi my name is Derpy and I’m a big ol’ sap.
34. Any talents?
I’m pretty good at writing, I can type really fast, and I can play the harmonica.
35. Do you wish you could ever start over?
Absolutely not. Things are the way they are for a reason, and even though I’ve been through a LOT it’s because of all that that I’m the person I am today and I wouldn’t trade that for the world.
36. Any bad habits?
Yeah, I’m a nail biter.
37. Ever had a near death experience?
Yes actually, when I was 3 or 4 we took a plane to California to visit some relatives and I almost walked out of the air hatch one the way out, I remember this vividly even though it was a long time ago. If it wasn’t for the flight attendant grabbing me before I fell out, I wouldn’t be here today.
38. Someone I can tell anything to?
@theansweris-a and @my-words-are-light, they’re both really good listeners and have helped me through a lot of stuff.
39. Ever lost a loved one?
My Great Grandpa Ritch died shortly after I was born, there’s a lot of pictures of him smiling and holding me while in a hospital bed and hooked up to oxygen.
40. Do you believe in love?
Oh absolutely, 100%. I mean if you know me you already know that I have just ABSURD amounts of love in my heart and I genuinely believe that it exists.
41. Someone you hate/Dislike?
Wasn’t this already a question?
42. Are you okay?
Mostly, yeah. I have some stuff to work on but I’m honestly at the best i’ve ever been!
43. Relationship status?
I’m a Single Pringle
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Chapter 11: And I had an anxiety attack... again.
In which the title describes the whole chapter
*Your POV*
I slammed the door behind me, fell to my knees, and closed my eyes. Today was such a shitty day I actually don't want to go back. But I have to. Unless I want to get fired, which actually doesn't sound THAT bad.
Wait... yeah, that sounds reasonable.
My apartment was just like my mind: a complete fucking mess that made no sense and looked like Narnia. But despite that, my personal laptop was hanging out on the small table I have in front of the TV. I sighed and went to the kitchen, trying not to worry.
It's been a while ever since I met the group of monsters and, honestly, I'm loving it! They are super nice and a part of me has changed a bit... so I'm becoming more dedicated to making them as happy as I can.
And that also refers to some of their complaints, like "you should seek a better job" or "this is dangerous for you, you should have something that makes you happy". And that's what I was about to do.
After taking my cup of coffee and I sat on the couch, I opened my laptop and started to search for different jobs and opportunities. I'm a scientist and a... politician? We could say that. I'm experienced in both terms and I'm really trying to look for a scientist post today. I want to do what I love and, well, I'm a science nerd. Fite me.
I just don't want to work in the Congress anymore. It's boring, it's lame, and I'm not going to stay in an office for the rest of my days- not when I'm starting to care about things. Alphys and Sans have said that they want to become part of the science world, but they have to study hard to get it. While I'm waiting for them, though, I'll make them proud and work in science!
While browsing around, I ended up on a Facebook page and noticed I had a shitton of notifications. Interested, I checked the groups and started to read the messages... bad idea...
Paula: Hey, monster lover! You should just go with them to the Underground, hah!
Anna: Jesus, when did we let this happen?
Anna: I thought you were smarter than this!
John: You are gonna put us in trouble
John: And it'll be all YOUR FAULT!
And so it went. I frowned slightly and decided to check Discord, trying to get distracted for a bit. My mind was starting to make bad moves, and I just couldn't make them real. What if it was better to leave the topic? Did I make a mistake? Should I start protesting AGAINST them?! Are they a threat to humans? Oh my God, what have I done? Should I-
Do you wanna get... Frisky?: Hey (Y/N)!
Do you wanna get... Frisky?: you wanna play UNO?
CoolSkeleton95: YES, HUMAN!
CoolSkeleton95: YOU SHOULD JOIN THE FUN!
I shook my head with a smile, knowing I could never do that to them. Not after the little and funny history we have together, and how much comprehensible they looked with my problems socializing. They've made laugh like there is no tomorrow and to learn a lot of things. I just can't wipe them away from their dreams. I just can't wipe them away from my life.
Smartass: Sure, right now?
puns are love, puns are life: we're startin' right now, kiddo.
puns are love, puns are life: join this round before undyne comes with her shitty strategies again
I giggled softly, remembering the stupid nicknames we all had in that Discord group. I immediately went for my headphones, then joined the chat.
"Hi!" I exclaimed, praying that everyone could hear me. Fortunately, they could.
"hello kid, ready to lose?" A deep voice said, which I immediately recognized it was Sans. Everyone seems to have a high-pitched voice comparing them with him. Heck, even my father would sound like a three-year-old girl if we compare their voices!
After a bit of playing stupid rounds of UNO and hearing Sans's awful puns, I lost track of time. Eventually, Sans and I ended up playing Dead by Daylight together, the skeleton by some coincidence having the game installed. And so talked privately from then, and... got used to the game, I suppose.
"DUDE WHAT THE-" I stopped myself before I could use a bad word, not knowing how he would react. I still don't feel comfortable enough to be my usual, swearing, and boring self around them. I'm trying to be as less boring as possible... but I know that I'm still boring, even if I, indeed, try hard.
"i hate this game soooooooo much... what if we play somethin' else?" he asked, making me sigh in relief. This game's no good for someone with anxiety, keep that in mind. Bad thing I'm kind of a masochist in that aspect.
"You hate a lot of games, don't you? And sure, any suggestions?"
"do you have... mortal kombat?"
Oooh
This is going to be interesting!
"Which one?"
"x, i'm too poor to buy the new one"
"Sure, I have it! I'll love to play it, it's been a while"
"cool cool, i'll invite you then"
And we played like for, what, hours? Mortal Kombat is sincerely one of my favorite sagas of videogames since I was a little child. Dolls? Nah, videogames were my thing since the beginning of times.
I forgot my problems, I forgot everything. It was just me, my character, and an angry Sans rattling his bones all over the mic. I was enjoying it, even if he tried to deconcentrate me with his jokes, that at the end were all just corny comments trying to make me flush but made me laugh instead.
I joked now and then as well, and hearing his laugh was such a gratifying feeling I couldn't do anything but to laugh with him. Besides, his laugh is quite contagious, and I'm easily influenced when other people laugh, so this got the best of me.
When I looked at the clock though, fear ran all over my body, and I stood quiet for some good minutes. I tried to contain my anxiety, to calm down. I took deep breaths and closed my eyes, telling myself I'll be just fine.
"(y/n), are you-"
"HOLY SHIT IT'S 1 AM WHAT THE FUCK- AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
...
Nice job, sweetie.
My mind was being a huge and stupid mess whenever those awful screams were out of my mouth. Sans wasn't answering, so I felt worse. I started panicking and creating ways to make him hate me less, and before I could say anything, I heard laughter.
His laughter.
"oh my god (y/n) you panic a lot" he said between breaths, while I just remained silent. What the- "i'm sorry, it's just... you should not worry about anything, k? remember you said tomorrow you don't have to work, k? just relax. nothing's wrong with staying late once in a while, right?"
"Wait, so you don't think I'm pathetic or anything like that?!"
"wha- of course not! everyone has their moments (y/n), and you have anxiety, for god's sake! it's totally normal for someone to freak out now and then. you shouldn't feel guilty of that"
How...
I felt tears trying to escape from my eyes and I hold them back, keeping my cool... temporarily. I draw a weak smile in my face, even if Sans couldn't see it.
"Thank you. I needed that" Aaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnd my voice broke down in the process. Shit.
"don't worry (y/n)" he said kindly, and I bet he was still wearing that permanent shit-eating grin. I chuckled to myself, slowly making tears disappear "hey, do you wanna meet up tomorrow? maybe you want some time to yourself, i know, but maybe you should try to interact more with people... since i'm assuming you don't"
I never thought I would get lectured by a skeleton. Guess life is unexpected, huh?
But I realized he was right. My social anxiety can only be solved by interacting with others. There is no escape, and I'm conscious of that. Besides, what can go wrong? Sans has been nothing but a nice guy, and I'm starting to enjoy his company a lot. Maybe I'll be able to consider him as a friend?
"I'd love that, thank you so much. I don't get to hang out often, so that means a lot"
"don't sweat it. everyone deserves a chance to express themselves"
We hung up the call with a quick "see you tomorrow" and I went straight to bed, never erasing that last sentence he said from my mind.
"Everyone deserves a chance to express themselves", huh? Maybe...
Maybe this is my chance
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
*Sans's POV*
We hung up the call and I let out a sigh. I never realized I was playing until late, mostly because Papyrus didn't come for his bedtime story, and so I lose track of time. I was having a good time though, but I can't be stubborn and keep her up any longer. Not after she almost had a heart attack.
She's nice, and she seems pretty genuine. Doesn't look like the type of girl that should hide anything, not with that anxiety of hers. She's a goddess in Mortal Kombat, though. She knew how to use almost every fighter perfectly, and I felt like a punching bag with jokes in its interior. The more she won, the more I joked. At least she laughed... a lot, actually. She's a good audience, just like Tori.
Then I remembered she cursed when she was starting to freak out, and I started to wonder if she uses "strong" language daily. Or well, at least in her head.
I looked over that beautiful website called Youtube and watched some memes, that are truly gold if you ask me. A sick and dark sense of humor combined with random things and retards living their lives- in one word, perfection. I would also watch Tumblr, but that site gave me a good uncomfortable feeling that I don't want to relive any sooner. I also wanted to check Wattpad, but ever since I knew that it was mostly FanFiction, I thought more about it. Then I remember that Alphys told me she had an account and I immediately never went to that place...
Alphys is scary sometimes, no one can judge me. Her weird FanFictions are pretty much apart from anything I like to read or write...
And yes, I'm a writer.
That's why I thought Wattpad would be a good idea...
Thank God I changed my mind.
I'm mostly a science fiction lover, but drama and suspense are not that bad. I also like a lot of horror novels, but I'm no good at writing one my self. Believe me, I tried. It's hard to make it as noncliché as possible, considering that paranormalities are a huge cliché themselves.
I always include romance in my stories though. I realized it's quite essential in defining people's personalities and actions. Besides, romantic scenes leave a nice drama feeling when they are not exaggerated, so I try to put them once in a while.
I'm currently writing a novel instead of a short story, but it's hella difficult if you are bone dry of ideas. It takes a skele-ton of effort to come up with something good, and it's harder to put it in words. I also need to do some more research, since it includes scientific things...
Ah, sci-fi. What would I do without it?
I'm also a classic novel lover. Macbeth it's just wonderful and Journey to the Center of the Earth are old masterpieces that have a special place in my soul. I read them when I was a kid, and I would do it over and over. But I also want to see what new books the surface has to offer- one of my wildest dreams is to visit the biggest libraries around the world, like the ones in Paris or in Tokyo. But that has to wait.
I'm tired, but I never get myself to sleep. I suffer insomnia since... quite a few time, actually. It all started with the first reset of that goddamn flower; it started whenever I realized that the timeline theory was real and that, whoever got the power- the DETERMINATION- had the entire world at their hands.
Flowey was first, then Frisk came and had the power. Now I don't know if she has it anymore, considering we are at the surface and anyone could be more determined than her. But there's still a chance she has time and space at the tip of her fingers, and with a snap, she can make everything and everyone I love disappear.
That kid... she probably wants to see me suffer. After everything I've done to stop her, she hates me even more. She's selfish. She's a prick. And I'll never forgive her.
She knew I would remember when she did that. She killed everyone I loved, she destroyed the little hope I had on my home... and laughed at my face about it. That fight, that crazy look in her eyes... I have nightmares about it. Whenever I see the kid, a part of me replaces it with the painful memories of past timelines.
And I can't make them stop. I can't erase that devilish and empty smile Frisk had. I can't erase the vision of that flower becoming a God before my eyes.
I can't erase Papyrus's smile still with hope before turning to dust.
I shook my head and sighed. Out of all the times, I can't bring myself now into thinking like that... not anymore. We're on the Surface now, for God's sake! I should be happy because now I can fulfill my happiest dreams!
...
I lack the motivation, though.
There's no hope for me, or that's what I think.
I want the best for everyone (except Frisk and Flowey; screw them), but me? Heh, this old sack of bones won't be his usual self any sooner. It's just... it's just stupid to think I'll ever be the casual and relaxed skeleton ever again. I'm paranoid. I'm scared. I'm a fucking coward trying to protect his brother, but being too useless to do anything about it.
I can't go back to Snowdin. I can't go back to that goddamn house. I can't.
I glanced over my desk and noticed the folder with the things for my education. I let a sigh, knowing that I would never be able to keep up with that kind of stress. Not if my mind it's worried about something else.
I turned off the lights and went to my bed, trying to clear my mind. I let a new human enter my life, one older than Frisk...
That doesn't mean it's less dangerous.
That doesn't mean she's not a murderer...
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tagged by @minatodilf ty Ash 👌👌
What was your last
Drink: just plain water
Last phone call: my dad (I'm not big on phone calls so only my parents really call me normally)
Last text: telling @vulturousculturalist to go to sleep because it was 1am and I'm the responsible friend uwu. if discord messages don't count then I was texting one of my friends calling Zero from megaman a himbo at like 5am
Last song you listened to: Kansas by Gorillaz
Last time you cried: a few days ago I think
Have you ever dated someone: nope! being a small town dyke that goes to a catholic school unfortunately doesn't give me many dating prospects 😅
Been cheated on: nah
Kissed someone and regretted it: I don't think so actually, I once kissed a friend and it was,,,,a lil weird and we're not actually friends anymore (unrelated) and I don't like her but,,,,it was just something that happened I guess
Lost someone special: not really
Been drunk and thrown up: never been drunk! I never drink enough to make me more than just a lil tipsy
List three fave colors: black green and purple
In the last year have you…
Made a new friend: yeah!
Fallen out of love: nope
Laughed until you cried: many times, I laugh at things really easily
Met someone that changed you: I have no sense of self so maybe lmao
Found out who your true friends are: haha yeah. it was fun having an "intervention" staged about me being "unnecessarily rude to everyone and unable to make friends" when I reported a kid for harassing my other friend and making sexist and racist comments. needless to say the person who did that's not my fuckin friend anymore
Found out someone was talking about you: hahaha.
Kissed someone on your FB friends list: don't have facebook
General
How many people on your FB friends list do you know irl: don't have facebook
Do you have any pets: unfortunately no though I adore all kinds of animals. I do lay somewhat of a claim to my friend's cat because she actually apparently likes me better than the people who live with her lmao (take that Lorna!)
Do you want to change your name: hmmm i don't think so tbh, I was thinking of going by a shortening of my middle name (Louise -> Lou) occasionally but idk lmao
What did you do for your last birthday: I don't think I've actually done anything for my birthday since I was like 10. I was gonna meet up with a few friends last year but coincidentally there was a school trip the same day and we got stuck in traffic on the way back so I couldn't do that :/
What time did you wake up today: about 4am. I went to sleep just after midnight and woke up four hours later unable to go back to sleep. I'm out of school for the summer but I've still been instinctively waking up at around the time I'd get up for school anyway but today just took the biscuit and woke me two hours before that
What were you doing at midnight last night: watching the snapcube Sonic 06 fandub
Name something you CANNOT wait for: uhhhhhhhh idk tbh. something will probably come to me immediately after I post this though
Last time you saw your mother: saw her like an hour ago
What is one thing you wish you could change about life: not to be stereotypical but money probably. my family's kinda in deep shit atm because we're paying out our arses to keep my grandma in the care home she's at bc we can't take care of her but that costs a serious amount of money so we don't have too much left for other stuff and it's just a tad Worrying
What are you listening to right now: I've got Gorillaz on shuffle on spotify and I can also kinda hear the rain outside
Have you ever talked to a person with the name Tom: unfortunately yes.
What’s getting on your nerves: thinking about my exam results that I'm not gonna get back until the end of August that decide my academic path for at least the next two years
Most visited website: YouTube and Tumblr
Nickname: not too many people call me nicknames anymore but cookie and amy-lou are what people used to call me (still do occasionally)
Relationship status: single
Zodiac sign: libra (+ aquarius moon and rising)
Pronouns: she/her or they/them + I also go by he/him in my head sometimes.....indecisive
Fave tv shows: I don't watch too much TV but uhhh recently I watched good omens and lucifer they were alright
Hair color: brown but I used to be super blonde when I was little. I'm also hopefully dyeing it soon, probably purple
Long or short: I prefer having my hair short and I've gone through cycles of long hair to short hair through my life lmao. the current short hair has stayed for three years so far though so thats A New Record
Height: 5'3
Do you have a crush on someone: idk tbh
What do you like about yourself: uh. despite being a major dumbass I'm actually quite clever and I like that I can help people with that. when I'm not hiding them behind my glasses or fringe I get complimented on my eyes occasionally so that's a nice physical thing. oh and also being gay as hell yeehaw
Tattoos: I don't have any but I'd kinda maybe want a simple one in the future
Righty or Lefty: righty
First surgery: never had one. I've never even fractured a bone somehow
First piercing: not actually got any piercings yet....my mum always said no piercings until I was 18 but I'm working on getting my ears pierced this summer
First best friend: this (only) girl I was friends with in like year 1 and 2. she left school after that and I never saw her again, Elizabeth if you're out there....
First sport you joined: ballet! I've been doing it for over a decade now lmao I'm almost at the point where I could become a qualified teacher if I wanted to (cue identity crisis over what I want out of life)
First pair of trainers: why??
Right now
Eating: toast
Drinking: woter
Listening to: this question has been asked three times now lmao, Gorillaz on Spotify
Want kids: probably not
Career: I want to be a translator or smth like that
Which is better:
Lips or eyes: eyes
Hugs or kissed: hugs
Shorter or taller: don't mind
Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms For Hugging
Sensitive or loud: sensitive probably
Hook up or relationship: relationship definitely
Troublemaker or hesitant: hmmmm idk
Have you ever:
Kissed a stranger: nope
Drank hard liquor: nope
Lost glasses/contacts: fuckin constantly
Sex on a first date: nope
Broke someone’s heart: uh maybe? there was this one kid that seemed to have been really into me for a while that I turned down when we were like 14 (sorry Jamie lmao but you were instrumental in me figuring out I didn't like dudes so thanks mate)
Had your own heart broken: nah
Been arrested: never
Turned someone down: yea
Cried when someone died: yea
Fallen for a friend: unfortunately lol potentially multiple times but I'm still a disaster who can't differentiate between strong romantic and platonic feelings wassup
Do you believe in:
Yourself: eh they're alright occasionally
Miracles: nope
Love at first sight: not really
Santa Claus: nope. not sure if my parents ever bothered that much keeping it secret that he wasn't real
Kiss on the first date: sure why not
Angels: nah
i tag: (only if you wanna do it since this is super long) @vulturousculturalist @jothriku @comicsansisasin + anyone who wants to do it. I'm not tagging too many people since this is A Lot and it seems like other people are already doing this stuff atm, have a fun tuesday
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Small Encounters
This comes from back in Saryie’s academy days when she was finally transferred into Iruka’s class. 
Small Encounters
Saryie didn’t have many friends in the academy while growing up. It wasn’t because she was shy or distant. She was rather sociable and open, but she had a distinct drive to catch up to her peers. After all, how was she going to become stronger if she was not even at the same level as the kids her age.
No, the reason she hardly had friends as a child was because she was focused. She was able to excel pass three grades within two years in order to catch up to everyone else by age 11. That had left little time for her to create bonds since the minute she was introduced to a class she felt like she was being transferred to another.
Things had only begun to slow down when she had finally transferred to the grade with kids her age. She was no longer behind and could learn at the pace of everyone else. She would never forget how stoked she was when that day had come.
Iruka, her new teacher, had introduced her to the class as a new student and lucky for her, she didn’t have to make any speeches. Instead after her introduction, she was given her assigned seat at the back of the classroom. Which, now that she came to think of it, might have also contributed to her not making many friends.
It was in that back of that classroom, she was able to observe others and quickly learn the dynamics of the class.  She learned who everyone was by listening. Whether if it was by what others had to say about someone or by watching them make spectacles of themselves. She learned quickly who the class clown was. Iruka would always be scolding him and calling out his name. Naruto was a very hard name to forget.
However, during her first week it felt like many of the kids had already forgotten her name.  She had only managed to catch the attention of a few and was barely getting to know the kids around her seat.
One of the few kids that were interested in her was Kiba Inuzuka, she was going to learn. He had stopped her outside during their personal training time. He had stood assessing her while in his coat and jeans. His shaggy hair peeping through his hood. His demeanor laying on an impression that rubbed Saryie the wrong way. He had seemed arrogant and nosy.
“So, you’re the new kid, huh?”
Saryie turned around to spy the boy who had spoken.
“Obviously so,” she stated with a roll of her eyes as she turned back to practicing with her dull kunai.
“There’s not many new kids that come around. You from here?”
“I live here,” she retorted. She was on guard based on his tone and came out sounding snippy.
The boy sniffled twice. “Nothing like I’ve smelled before if you live here.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
The tops of her ears became heated at the insinuation he was implying. She sharply turned to him. Her eyes inflamed as she came into his personal space.
“Tch. Nothing!!” Kiba shot out defensively.  “You smell different is all.”
He turned his head away from her childishly like what he said was not offensive at all.
“Well your face is different!” she countered, her face puckering in annoyance.
His head spun back towards her with his eyes narrowing in on her short frame.
“What’s that supposed to mean?!”
“YOU HAVE TRIANGLES ON YOUR FACE!” She blatantly pointed out. Her voice raising after his.
“At least I don’t look like some wannabe ninja!!” Kiba taunted, feeling his own anger rising.
Saryie clenched her fist. “I’m more of a real ninja than you!”
Kiba huffed out a laugh. “HA! Yeah, right. You couldn’t beat me at anything if you tried. I’ve been doing this ninja stuff for way longer.”
Saryie’s eyes sharpened at the challenge.
“Oh yea? Well how about a race then?”.
Kiba’s lips twisted into a smirk revealing one of his fangs. He was confident that she had challenged him to the wrong activity. “Any time. Anywhere.”
Saryie threw her blunted kunai at the ground forcefully. She used her foot to push kunai further into the ground, imbedding it at their feet.  
“First one to the fence and back, wins.”
“Fair enough.”
“Good.”
They both ready themselves before shouting go and charging through the air. Kiba was first to take the lead, having reached the fence first. He had longer legs in comparison to her but she knew she was agile and quick.
She was on top of his tail soon after tapping the fence. She sped passed him in the final seconds, grabbing her kunai as witness to her victory before he could even get his hands on it.
Kiba huffed ungracefully, having tried to out run her in the last instance. He scowled in his defeat and looked begrudgingly up at Saryie’s confident smile. She twirled the kunai around on her finger while eyeing him.
“See? Piece of cake.”
“Heh. Yea, whatever… I wasn’t even going my fastest. Plus, I already ran lot this morning,” Kiba mentioned nonchalantly as he placed his hands behind his head.
Saryie was about to get worked up again when she saw a small fluff ball pop out of Kiba’s jacket. Her eyes went wide at the sudden appearance of the dog in his coat as it woofed in greeting.
“Awe you have a doggy!”
She instantly was in front of Kiba, invading his space as she inspected the dog. She was already petting the dog before Kiba even had a chance to speak. He was surprised by her change in mood and felt oddly nervous about their proximity.
Saryie didn’t seem bothered by the proximity as her attention was fully on the dog.
“Yea, he’s my ninja hound. His name’s Akamaru,” Kiba answered, his tone mellowing.
“He’s cute.”
“Thanks…”
Saryie smiled at the pup before standing straight and meeting Kiba’s eyes. He could feel a blush creeping up along his face as he sniffled once more.
He immediately turned away from her.
“I’ll see you around, Smelly.”
He offered his farewell and just like that Saryie was irritated once more while watching his retreating back.
When he was out of view and when no one was looking, she checked herself.
She couldn’t smell anything and undoubtedly thought he was lying.
Eventually she learned of Kiba’s sharp sense of smell and he would comment on her scent every time they crossed paths.
Little did she know, he never meant for his original comment about her smelling different to be an insult. Yet, ever since their first encounter, the two always manage to butt heads and argue. The nickname he gave her following her into their late pubescent years.
She was never fond of Kiba as their bond was constructed of rivalry and discord. She had enough arguments at home to deal with and she wasn’t going to let him think she was anything else than his equal. He had underestimated her and that only fueled her to prove him wrong.
Maybe that’s why she hardly had friends in school. She saw them as competition rather than as her allies and Kiba had only been one of the first bonds of the many she would make.
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endgameexecutor · 6 years
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So my wife, @crazygingerlady, wanted to see how much I’ve changed over the years. So here’s an ask meme I answered ages ago with updated answers. The old answers can be found here.
What was your:
Last drink: Cranberry lemonade, babey!
Last phone call: My wife. OvO
Last text message: (From my sister about a crab she caught): Could be a girl.
Last song you listened to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJAvPsSeXvg
Last time you cried: Bitch I wish I could cry. It would prolly help me get out all these bad emotions squatting in my body, not paying their dopamine rent.
EDIT: My wife informs me I was crying over how cute baby snakes were last night.
Have you ever:
Dated someone twice: Does dating my wife constantly count?
Been cheated on:
Kissed someone and regretted it: Only once, when I poked Jayde’s eye with my nose.
Lost someone special: I lost my grandmother when I was a child. I couldn’t even comprehend what was going on back then. It hit me like a truck a phew years later and I felt like shit when it did.
Been depressed: Been?
Been drunk and thrown up: Still don’t drink. Maybe if I had something blue and fruity...
In the past year have you:
Made a new friend: Lot’s of them in my college classes. Right now they’re on Discord shitposting about Seto Kaiba.
Fallen out of love: That’s an emotional roller coaster I plan to never ride again.
Laughed until you cried: Every time my wife says something funny. Unless it’s terrible terrible terrible.
Met someone who changed you: See: “My wife.”
Found out who your real friends are: I can trust no one in this filthy world but my cat, Arby.
Found out someone was talking about you: Are they? ...Are they saying nice things?
Kissed anyone on your Facebook list: Jayde were we Facebook friends before or after we kissed?
EDIT: She informs me it was before.
General:
How many people on your FB friends do you know irl?: I’m in a long distance relationship with my wife so that one’s a technicality. All my other IRL friends use Discord.
Do you have any pets?: Four cats. One with anxiety, one doesn’t like me, one’s a sweet angel, and one’s Arby.
Do you want to change your name?: Can I add titles like “Duke”?
What did you do for your last birthday?: Get a surprise visit from my wife who I proceeded to hug for a solid three minutes.
What time did you wake up today?: Nine-thirty. Or at least I’m hoping I woke up. I’ve got errands to run.
What were you doing at midnight last night?: Binging Criminal Minds way past bedtime.
Name something you CANNOT wait for: The fall of capitalism.
Last time you saw your mother: About a week ago. I’m the man of the house for now. Those plants you see outside? I watered them. Yeah, I’m a big deal.
What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself: Hi I’d like to return this depression with the executive dysfunction that came with it.
What are you listening to rn?: The dulcet tones of Jayde’s AC because I’m Skyping her while I write this.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: I was on the highschool math team with one but let me ask this; why Tom? Why is that such and important name to you? Are you looking for a Tom? Did he break your heart?
What’s getting on your nerves rn?: The loneliness that comes with being the only person in this house.
Nickname: My wife calls me Bingus.
Relationship status: In a long-distance relationship, with my wife, @crazygingerlady.
Zodiac sign:  ♉
Pronouns: He/him
Favourite tv show: I am fickle man, but right now the first two to come to mind are Criminal Minds and Star Vs.
High school: No thank you I ain’t reliving that. I think I was even more depressed and self-destructive back then.
College: Actually really enjoying my current degree in graphic design!
Hair colour: Still brown. Also why the “u”? Is this questionnaire some sort of data collection means for British spies? Or did I change it back then because I thought it made me look “cultured”?
It really just made me look like a twat.
Long or short: It was long and curly but then Jayde gave it a trim when I last saw her.
Height: Taller than you’ll ever be and that’s all that I need to say.
Do you have a crush on someone?: Golly gee whoever could it be?
What do you like about yourself?: Apparently I look real good in button-up flannel.
Tattoos: I have a plan to get “ARE YA NASTY” penned right on my cheeks before the year is out.
Righty or lefty: Righty.
First surgery: After a cursory check I have confirmed all my organs are in their proper places.
First piercing: One time I had this really bad splinter does that count?
First best friend: I think it was actually this kid who hit me in the face with a shovel. I don’t think we were friend for too long after that.
First sport you joined: Soccer when I was a kid. Went through a child league or something of the sort and stopped. I was not very good at it and am no better as an adult!
First vacation: Seattle as a kid, pity I can’t remember a lick of it on account of being baby.
First pair of trainers: I still have no idea what the fuck this means. Maybe the OP really was from the UK.
Rn:
Eating: Currently digesting a Taco Bell quesadilla.
Drinking: And a Strawberry Icee from the same place.
I’m about to: I’m not sure, I might go to France’s many vineyards and sample their finest wines. Or I might just finish up this questionnaire. I dunno.
Listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iAbNynH35pw
Waiting for: My family to get home and also dreading it a little as well. Sure it was lonely, but it was also quiet.
Want kids: I already have baby names lined up.
Get married: Jayde’s grandparent’s have been looking at rings for us already.
Career: Remember when it seemed like I was going to be an accountant? Me either. Let’s keep going with graphic design like my wife was right about.
Which is better:
Lips or eyes?: If you’re asking what I like in a partner then I’ve gotta ask why exactly you’re making me choose!
Hugs or kisses?: Excuse me while I fucking embrace my wife.
Shorter or taller? I love my short, fat wife.
Older or younger? Older. My wife has a whole year on me! Grandma.
Romantic or spontaneous? I feel like there’s an overlap but I definitely need to plan more dates to surprise Jayde with...
Nose, stomach or nice arms? This still sounds serial-killer-ish but if I’m to set that aside, stomach.
Sensitive or loud? Bitch Jayde’s both. And I love it.
Hook up or relationship? I’m so happy with the one I’m in now. I ain’t ever gonna stop loving her. Bitch.
Troublemaker or hesitant? I dunno, I guess that would depend on trouble for who? Though given the bad ideas I suggest I’m really glad Jayde doesn’t do any of them.
Have you ever:
Kissed a stranger? Only when I pretend not to know who Jayde is.
Drank hard liquor? I’m not sure how to put a funny spin this. Next!
Lost glasses or contacts? I can’t wear them lest they reduce the beauty of my stunning hazel eye-things.
Sex on first date? That one is gonna be a nada for good.
Broke someone’s heart? I have, I still feel fucking terrible about it.
Been arrested? Nope, my record is clean aside from those traffic tickets.
Turned someone down? Yup, I had to tell Arby he wouldn’t get more food because he’d already been fed.
Cried when someone died? Not immediately. I think the “losing a loved one” covers that pretty well.
Fallen for a friend? Story of Jayde and I’s relationship.
Do you believe:
In yourself? On good days, yeah I do. I also might be too confident in my graphic design skills though.
Miracles? Yes, his name is Sirius and he’s Jayde’s baby boy.
Love at first sight? With my wife, but at the time my dumb-ass didn’t realize it. I’m as dense as lead.
Heaven? I’m not sure how to answer that. I mean I won’t fight against it’s existence but I ain’t but all my chips on it either.
Santa Claus? That was explained to me years ago but like hell I’ll ruin it for my kids. How much do red suits cost?
Kiss at first date? I’m not sure so I just kiss Jayde a lot to cover my bases.
EDIT: Jayde says our first “real” date was at the aquarium, and we kissed a lot.
Angels?: Have you seen my wife?
Speaking of I hope this gives a better idea of how I’ve changed over the years. I love you sweetie<3
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leebitz · 6 years
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rules: answer all 85 questions about yourself, then tag people✨
tagged by ~ @samuraimofo // i saw this and immediately started doing it some of these questions were hard
tagging // whoever else wants to do this
last ❓
1. drink // coca-cola
2. last phone call // my mom
3. last text message // also my mom lol
4. song you listened to // go by nct dream
5. last time you cried // a few weeks ago i think
6. dated someone twice // yes
7. kissed someone and regretted it // yes
8. been cheated on // no
9. lost someone special // yes
10. been depressed // yes
11. gotten drunk and thrown up // yes it was the worst
fave 3 colors 🎨
12. blue
13. red
14. orange???
in the last year… 📅
15. made friends // yes
16. fallen out of love // no not this year
17. laughed until you cried // definitely, i did yesterday
18. found out someone was talking about you behind your back // no but i hope no one is, its a waste of air 😪
19. met someone who changed you // yes im really glad i did
20. found out who your real friends are // somewhat yeah
21. kissed someone on your facebook list // no
general 💭
22. how many facebook friends are you irl friends with // like....most of them at some point
23. any pets // a dog named charlie
24. do you want to change your name // sometimes i do, sometimes i dont
25. what did you do during your last birthday // honestly i dont remember askjksl probably just hung out with friends
26. what time did you wake up today? // 9 because i worked
27. what were you doing at midnight last night // at a bonfire with work friends
28. something you can’t wait for // JINTRO i hope its retro theme
29. how was the weather today? // it started chilly but got super hot and sunny
30. what are you listening to rn // your side of the bed by loote
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom // no
32. something that gets on your nerves // arrogance and hypocrisy
33. most visited websites // tumblr, instagram, youtube, discord
34. hair color // silver but i might dye it back to brown
35. long or short hair // i like both, i have long hair right now but i might cut it
36. do you have a crush on someone // no not right now
37. what do you like about yourself // i think i have good music taste, i kind of like how i dress, i like my eye color, people tell me im a caring person
38. want any piercings // i want more ear piercings im planning one right now!
39. blood type // ab+
40. nicknames // sonny, nim, sometimes baby for some reason???? it changes depending on the person
41. relationship status // single
42. zodiac // sagittarius
43. pronouns // she/her
44. fave TV shows // my mom and i watch gilmore girls a lot....b99, idk i dont watch tv much anymore
45. tattoos? // no, i can’t afford one right now but im planning on getting one
46. right or left handed // left
47. ever had surgery // no but i might need to
58. career // i think i want to be an interpreter/translator
which is better 💌
59. hug or kisses // both tbh
60. lips or eyes // eyes
61. shorter or taller // taller
62. older or younger // older
63. nice arms or stomach // arms
64. hookup or relationship // relationship
65. troublemaker or hesitant // hesitant
have you ever ❔
66. kissed a stranger // no
67. drank hard liquor // yes
68. lost glasses // yes i just found them last week lol
69. turned someone down // yes
70. sex on first date // no
71. broken someone’s heart // i think so idk
72. had your heart broken // yes
73. been arrested // no
74. cried when someone died // yes
75. fallen for a friend // yes
do you believe in ✨
76. yourself? // sometimes
77. miracles // sometimes
78. love at first sight // im not sure honestly?
79. santa clause // no
80. kiss on the first date // not unless theres like an insane connection and it feels right
81. angels // yes
other~
82. best friend’s name // kristi and camila
83. eye color // blue and green
84. fave movie // askjkjsajs such a hard question, i like a lot of movies from 80s-90s
85. fave actor // i havent watched a movie in so long im honestly not sure anymore
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undeademoprincess · 7 years
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82 Truths
rules: once you’ve been tagged you’re supposed to write a post with eighty-two truths and then tag twenty-five people.
tagged by @hoseokjinns bruh this has been sitting in my drafts for how many eons????
name: Dawn blood type: b nickname(s): Celeste (cousins mainly) and then anything else is adding an e or i sound to the end of my name (tho i have noticed dawners is a frequent name) r/s: dead inside zodiac sign: libruh pronouns: she\her favorite tv shows: dude, i havent seen any tv shows since i was 8, that was well over a decade ago. i collect the dvd/blurays of tv shows but not often. my mother and i are really into futurama but other than that its usually animes that i collect long or short hair: literally lopped my hair off myself like 3 days ago height: 5′5″ do you have a crush on someone: if fictional characters count then yes, the husband list keeps growing and i need another closet to shove them in but real life im fighting a “battle” what do you like about yourself: i have yet to be called annoying or that im an ass to those i love and i support them with all i can, so ive got that going for me right or left handed: right, tho i am ambidextrous over weird ass shit. like gymnastics im left dominate in??? idfk either man list of three favourite colors: literally any color associated with fall/autumn and ill be a happy camper
right now: eating: just ate a cracker that had peanut butter on it cause im munchin hard drinking: sweet h2o man i’m about to: probably go to bed or i might work on my drafts for my writing blog, havent decided yet listening to: a mix about cats, love, breakfast and being tired by in love with a ghost (on youtube) kids: hell no, unless i know i can support the damn thing with all i can while living comfortably along with someone i KNOW wont leave both me and the kid and help me then maybe, but its still a really strong no. pets are fam tho, so technically i have like 5 kids already get married: down for that, annoying someone all the time as a “job” sounds fun, especially if we get late night adventures and do weird ass cooking class shit for fun. ITS IN THE CONTRACT YA KNOW career: i really want to travel the world and get paid to do so, but at my own pace
most recent: drink: water????? idk what you want from me man im a thirsty hoe for livin phone call: been on discord all day today with 2 of my best friends and listening to music with my bot the other half on it song you listened to: lauv reforget (literally just came on) 
have you ever: dated someone twice: no been cheated on: nope, and im not the type to let them get away with it if they ever did kissed someone and regretted it: no lost someone special: yes been depressed: yes, began at a very young age due to the death of my father. literally had a midlife crisis when i was 4 cause of his death been drunk and thrown up: hell no kissed a stranger: no had glasses or contacts: glasses had sex on the first date: no, not really my thing broken someone’s heart: i think so, never really ask how they felt about it afterwards turned someone down: yuuuup cried when someone died: yes fallen for a friend: mmmmm, not really??? i usually crush on an acquaintance and my friends drag them in and somehow become friends later??? 
in the last year have you: made a new friend: uuuuuh, maybe 3??? i dont like leaving my house nor do i like wasting my time on strangers, especially if theyre rude fallen out of love: yeah laughed until you cried: many times, MANY FUCKING TIMES met someone who changed you: uh, i think so??? idk, i kinda find my own flow in life and people either respect it and enjoy the ride with me or fight it, and i dont have the energy to deal with pointless shit found out who your true friends were: ooooh yeah found out someone was talking about you: humans talk, its natural. i dont really do anything but i can see why someone WOULD talk shit if thats what this is asking about kissed someone on your fb list: ew no
which is better: lips or eyes: eyes hugs or kisses: hugs, i like being warm shorter or taller: both have pros and cons romantic or spontaneous: both? both sensitive or loud: idk what the fuck this is asking about but if its about being around people who are loud or sensitive then neither, im sensitive to headaches so loud people irritate me and trigger the pain and ive had bad experiences in person with sensitive people where they dont leave me alone and wind up stalking me???? i love being alone so neither hookup or relationship: relationship troublemaker or hesitant: one can be kinda fun but also a pain in the ass if they get you into trouble a lot and the other might not be as constantly fun per say but at least you shouldnt be in trouble as often 
first: best friend: Samantha surgery: thankfully nothing yet sport i joined: badminton  vacation: everything my parents did was while i was literally an infant soooooo yeah, greaaaaat memories
do you believe in: yourself: not all the time, but i rely on myself more than anyone else. i dont trust anyone for shit when i know damn well i can do it myself and know that if something goes wrong i myself fucked it up and can probably fix my mistake miracles: yes and no, i believe theres a reason for things to happen the way they do, and there are times i see it as miracles love at first sight: i believe in attraction at first sight, not immediately seeing someone soul or some shit heaven: im more for reincarnation and spiritual aspects in life and death
extras: how many people from your fb list do you know irl: 90% of them do you have any pets: im not counting my outside pets because there are too many to even keep track of to count so my children are 5 cats, toto my conure, oz my dog, tubby my gecko, and a beta fish and a catfish do you want to change your name: if i ever did, which i dont want to do, it’d be either Celeste or Aurora (my mom actually debated on calling me aurora after like the disney princess if you will and funny enough shes always been my favorite princess) what did you do for your last birthday: 2 of my friends kidnapped me and took me to dinner and we drove around and looked at interesting things. this years its during ren faire and im so damn happy what time did you wake up today: 9 pm. im sick atm and its really fucking up my sleep schedule  what were you doing last night at midnight: just got out of a call with one of my best friends and sat on my own server for a bit chillin with my music bot before my other best friend joined my after like SIX HOURS, DAMN YOU SIMON something you can’t wait for: ren faire, getting married cause then i get to sweater slap someone and get away with it, and being comfortably happy in life last time you saw your mom: a few hours ago? i went to the kitchen to get my cat to love on her and saw her then what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i had more determination to see things through and not be scared to take the leaps to see it through have you ever talked to a person named tom: i worked in retail, so probably what’s getting on your nerves: a lot of things, mainly petty things. kinda wanna cut a toxic person out of my life but we all know thats easier said than done especially seeing how he talks to literally all of the people i talk with on a daily basis save one soul and he treated her like shit when he talked to her sooo yeah, dunno wtf is his problem but im tired of being the object of his frustration and anger, idk how the rest of my friends deal with his shit but im just so damn DONE
man im not taggin 25 people. if youd like to tag me as a “i found it from so and so” then go for it man, let youre dreams run free friend. im just a lazy sack of shit and am tired and im amazed im still up and that its TAKEN ME A MILLION DAMN YEARS TO DO THIS IM SO SORRY LEANNE
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spectral-tear · 7 years
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111 Questions
Tagged by @amilliontinycorndogs 1) Are you really ready for 111 questions? Yeah I guess. 2) Where are you taking this test at? My fathers house.  3) Was your last real relationship a mistake? Nah . 4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? Can’t remember. 5) Do you regret it? Nah. 6) Have you ever been depressed? I’m diagnosed with it so... yes. 7) Are you a boy or girl? Lol you fucking wish. 8) Do you have a job? I did 6 months ago. 9) What is your relationship status? Single boy for life fam. 10) How do you want to die? I don’t know, there’s a lot of ways that seem interesting to feel. 11) What did you last eat? Ben and Jerry’s Fudge Brownie Ice Cream. 12) Played any sports? Basketball when I was 4 13) Do you bite your nails? Very often, nervous tick. 14) When was your last physical fight? Physical? Never had one. 15) Do you have an attitude? I guess I do. 16) Do you like someone? I like a lot of people. 17) What is your real name? Liberty. (Don’t call me that our I’ll cut you.) 18) What is the background of you computer screen? A drawing of Sebastian by one of my favorite artists and friend @deltastic 19) Are you gonna get high later? What are drugs? 20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? Again, I hate a lot of people. 21) Do you miss someone? Yes, I do. 22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? I prefer bow-tie noodles, thank you. 23) Do you tan a lot? Boy I fucking BURN.  24) Have any pets? 2 doggos, Sam and Dobby. 25) How exactly are you feeling?! Empty and tired. 26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Who doesn’t honestly? 27) Ever made out in the bathroom? Excuse me? But I never made out in my life.  28) Would you take any of your exes back? One of them, yeah. 29) Are you afraid of spiders? Only the ones in my house. 30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Depends on the time frame. 31) Do you regret anything from your past? Yes I do. 32) What are your plans for this weekend? Getting my official ID, other than that, sleep and art shit. 33) Do you want to have kids? I dislike kids. 34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? No 35) Do you type fast? Texting, yes. Computer typing is average. 36) Do you have piercings? Had my ears pierced, I would like to get small cone gauges. 37) Want any more? Depends. 38) Can you spell well? Depends on the word.  39) Do you miss anyone from your past? A few people. 40) What are you craving right now? Cuddles please. 41) Ever been to a bonfire party? A few, smores are good. 42) Have you ever been to jail? No, but I know how to get into jail.  43) Have you ever been on a horse? Yes, and I didn’t like it. 44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? I am no hillbilly. (Just kidding, but no I haven’t) 45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Yeah, a few. 46) Have you ever been cheated on? I guess, though when I found out I broke it immediately. Still friends with the guy. 47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Don’t know. 48) What time is it currently? 8:21 49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? Yes. 50) What should you be doing? Absolutely fucking nothing. 51) What’s irritating you right now? My piece of shit laptop cause I need a new one, and my mom. But what’s new. 52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? Oh god yes. 53) Does somebody love you? Don’t know. 54) What is your favorite color? Orange 55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Can’t remember. 57) Do you have trust issues? Maybe. 58) You are over half way done with this. Are you sure you want to continue? Of course. 59) Do you have any siblings? One brother. 60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Depends on which ones. 61) Do you live with anyone? My mother, step-dad, 2 dogs, and my brother. 62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Yeah, we are still friends, he... sends me his lucky Cocoppa shit. 63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? I cry alone a lot so I’m not sure. 64) Do you give out second chances too easily? Depends. 65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? Locking the issues away and forgetting is better for me mentally until they resurface. 66) Is this year the best year of your life? I want to die. 67) What was your childhood nickname? Libby. (Don’t call me that either, I’ll bury you alive.) 68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? What the hell? I’m not even comfortable in my own skin. 69) What is your motto in life? It’s only illegal if they find you. 70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Yes. 71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? My Overwatch AU shit with my OC Watson. 72) Do you have a best friend? I have a lot. 73) What is bothering you? My future college tuition. 74) Have you ever been out of your country? No but take me out of here. 75) Do you play the Wii? I have. 76) Are you listening to music right now? Nope, I wish. 77) Do you like Chinese food? Nah. 78) Do you know your father’s b- day? Yes. 79) Are you afraid of the dark? No. 80) Is cheating ever okay? Never. 81) Are you mean? In my mind I act mean to people. 82) Can you keep white shoes clean? Fuck no. 83) What was the last song you listened to? Can’t remember. 84) Do you believe in true love? No. 85) What are you currently wearing? A shirt my friend gave me for my 16th birthday, and shorts. 86) What do you wear to bed? Pajama pants and a t-shirt. 87) What is the weather like right now? I dunno, probably fucking hot. 88) Do you like the outside? Only in the winter. 89) Are you currently bored? Eh. 90) Do you wanna get married? Nope. 91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? God no, I hate it. 92) Are you hungry? Always. 93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? Again, I’ve never made out. 94) What makes you happy? Soldier 76, my friends, warm blankets in the winter.  95) Would you change your name? I plan on it. 96) Ever been to Alaska? I’d like to go. 98) Do you watch the news? Depends on the subject at hand. 99) What’s your zodiac sign? Leo 100) Do you like Subway? It’s okay. 101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? Yes. 102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? I wouldn’t want to ruin the friendship, so I wouldn’t go out with them and fuck it over. 103) Do you talk like your friends? Depends on the friend. 104) What do you plan to do with the rest of your day? Fall asleep in bed. 105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? Very, very common. 106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yes, alot of them. 107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? My friend Chad. 108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? Depends on the brand of cigarettes and if they do it outside. Weed... please don’t. 109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? My friend Kyle on Discord. 110)Favorite lyrics right now? I dunno honestly. 111) Tag 10 People  @angelwolfhowls @juicyrecords @gotta-art-gotta-scream @deltastic @mont-blanc88 @ssswoobat @god-dammit-motherfucker @resentedghost @psychofile @i-live-for-caffeine
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pandoraheartsz · 7 years
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i saw @z0w0z do this and i thought itd be fun heehee \\\\٩( 'ω' )و ////
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. 
 LAST… Drink: not to be borwing but water Phone call: me mom Text message: "this is because im doing this tag game thing and its asking for my last text message and im going to include discord messages in that statement so if i had to say something for that itd beeeee: im deepthroating idate right now and hes cumming" Song you listened to: z..zenryoku batankyu Time you cried: does 9 tears count? today 
HAVE YOU… Dated someone twice: Ive never dated anyone Kissed someone and regretted it: Ive never kissed anyone Been cheated on: Ive never dated anyo Lost someone special: Thefe is no one that i consider special that would ever leave me because im amazing. Been depressed: Cuck Gotten drunk and thrown up: Im 5 Made new friends: Yeah. Fallen out of love: y Laughed until you cried: eh Found out someone was talking about you: was never interested enough to find out Met someone who changed you: n h h h ?N.?Y?,!/&:&&8-Ye\£~€€|!Nnnn  Found out who your friends are: wat Kissed someone from your Facebook list: I dont haf facebook Kissed a stranger: i wis Drank hard liquor: n Lost glasses/contact lenses: Probably someone elses somehow Turned someone down: Yeah because they were doing it as a joke Sex on the first date: I wis Broken someone’s heart: me own Had your heart broken: by me self Been arrested: im a good boy Cried when someone died: when i thought asuna sao died Fallen for a friend: I hav never fallsn in lo Kissed on the first date: Ive never date 
 GENERAL List 3 favorite colors: neon aqua, neon pink, any shade of red How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: I dont haf facebook Do you have any pets: used to :( Do you want to change your name: i want to cut off all contact when i grow up, live somewhere else, and have everyone call me leo so i gues What time did you wake up: kkkkkkkkk what a complicated question. i gues maybearound 5:50am but then around 7:30 i went back to sleep and maybe woke up around 10am and then went back to sleep and maybe woke up around 12-1pm.  What were you watching at midnight last night: pwobbly porn Name something you can’t wait for: H . ndrv3 When was the last time you saw your mom: earlier today What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i think im pretty awesome and im chill with how sad i am so nothing comes to mind immediately What are you listening to right now: still zenryoku batankyu Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: how am i supposed to know that what if a like a worker at a store or restaurant was named tom and i never bothered to remember?!!?!!!???sowwy tom for not remembering Something that is getting on your nerves right now: my parents voices go the fack to sweeb Most visited website: t u Mole/s: dunno Mark/s: dunno Childhood dream: doctor! Do you have a crush on someone: (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`) What do you like about yourself:  i. funnie heheheee Piercings: bbbbbNo Blood type: *peels skin off lip* tastes like.. [REDACTED] Nickname: pussy Relationship status: single and ghfhsj/&&:&/:728$:/$;.!!,!:!:!$;$/!;/$:!/!/$/&[ERROR!!!] Zodiac: aries for one of them and thsn some other ones for the other ones Pronouns: read my about Favorite TV show: wats a tv Tattoos: temporary  Right or left hand: right Surgery: maybe when i was baby but idunno Hair dyed in different color: no Sport: NO!!!!!!!!NO !!!!!!! NO YOU BUFFOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Vacation: yeah lotsa plaaceeesssss Pair of trainers: Wat Current and all-time best friend name: bungie wungie, luka, kadi (what? the fuck is ain. what a stupid name.) Eye color: bwown Favorite movie: bee
 WHICH IS BETTER? Hugs or kisses: cuddling heehee Lips or eyes: www eyes  Shorter or taller: t..taller Nice arms or stomach: ? Sensitive or loud: loud... Hook up or relationship: duznt matter Troublemaker or hesitant: twoublemaker heehee 
 DO YOU BELIEVE IN… Yourself: you fool. you absolute f. ucking buffoon. you have fucked up. you h Miracles: eh Love at first sight: eh Santa Claus: no. all i wanted was some cookie leftovers. 
 i taaaaaag: @ i dunno lol
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whimsy-muse · 7 years
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I was tagged by @scribbledstars!
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.
LAST…
Drink: a&w root beer
Phone call: pretty sure it was @old-qrow on discord
Text message: my last actual sms was with @non-binary-royalty! 
Song you listened to: This Will Be the Day - Casey Lee Williams and Jeff Williams
Time you cried: fourth of july,, haha
HAVE YOU…
Dated someone twice: ... i’ve dated the same person like fifty times over what are you talking about
Kissed someone and regretted it: yeah, it was my first kiss and any times i’ve kissed anybody irl at this point
Been cheated on: it’d be easier to ask when i haven’t been cheated on tbh
Lost someone special: yup, i’ve lost a lot of people special to me in the last few years
Been depressed: you mean, like, currently?? in the past??? in the future?? yeah.
Gotten drunk and thrown up: I don’t like throwing up, so no! 
Made new friends: I did make friends recently and I’m glad we are because they’re so great??? 
Fallen out of love: multiple times, with multiple people.
Laughed until you cried: only a couple times, especially if I haven’t gotten enough sleep.
Found out someone was talking bad about you: uhhh, so you mean my whole high school life and my last relationship? right???
Met someone who changed you: tbh, i wouldn’t be where i am without @scribbledstars @novice-heartbreaker @iesousdeasous and @old-qrow
Found out who your friends are: Yeah, I think I know who my real friends are now.
Kissed someone from your Facebook list: no, but I kissed a friend of a friend, lol. 
Kissed a stranger: kinda?? kissed someone i barely knew one night.
Drank hard liquor: haha no i’d die.
Lost glasses/contact lenses: i don’t lose them necessarily, more so i pull a velma for like 10 mins in the morning.
Turned someone down: yeah, it sucks doing that because i hate hurting people but i don’t wanna hurt people
Sex on the first date: uhhh, i don’t recall ever having sex or going on dates that were in places where it was ok to do that lmao
Broken someone’s heart: yeah, a couple times.
Had your heart broken: haHAHA, HAVE I EVER???
Been arrested: nope
Cried when someone died: I cried when I lost my grandma, both my cats Midnight and PJ, and when my grandpa Gilson died along with my great uncle Rick (and a couple other family members I was close to died). I also cry when people die in tv shows.
Fallen for a friend: well, i’m bi and i’ve known straight friends that didn’t feel that way back along with friends who did so yeah
Kissed on the first date: nope! 
GENERAL
List 3 favorite colors: orange, pink, purple
How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: huhhh, well, to give an actual number... 28 of my 36.
Do you have any pets: four cats and a dog! 
Do you want to change your name: I used to want to change it to Jade since that’s my middle name and I got upset about people saying it wrong, but people i love saying it made me change my mind tbh. it feels too good when they call me my name
What time did you wake up: ... 1pm! 
What were you watching at midnight last night: I don’t think i was watching anything at midnight last night huh
Name something you can’t wait for: traveling to California and New Zealand to see my friends! 
When was the last time you saw your mom: last night tbh because she hasn’t tried to come into my room today yet
What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I could be over a certain somebody rn.
What are you listening to right now: As If It’s Your Last by BLACKPINK! 
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: there is probably a customer i’ve met named tom but i don’t ask names, so i’m gonna go with PROBABLY.
Something that is getting on your nerves right now: knowing someone I wanted a future with threw that shit away like immediately.
Most visited website: this hellsite
Mole/s: a couple, but none that are raised or like bad.
Mark/s: huh, i have like a birth mark on my neck that’s very faint and i have some acne and old wound scars. (i used to skin pick so the scars are from those)
Childhood dream: teacher or social worker
Do you have a crush on someone: @old-qrow 
What do you like about yourself: I like how I’m always trying to find ways to make things work and how I’m never ready to give up.
Piercings: I have my ears pierced, but I want a monroe.
Blood type: uhh,, probably O?
Nickname: Kas, Kasumi, Yang, Ghost, Milk
Relationship status: uhhh, technically single, technically with someone? it’s hard to explain, haha
Zodiac: gemini 
Pronouns: she/her
Favorite TV show: FRIENDS, like honestly if people don’t know this by now i swear lol
Tattoos: one on my right ankle that is a heart that says daughter under, and i want a couple more.
Right or left hand: left
Surgery: none! 
Hair dyed in different color: I’ve had black, red, and blonde.
Sport: i only like soccer and hockey
Vacation: I’ve been to Hawaii, Japan, and some other places for vacation but I don’t have any I’ve been to this year. I miss going to Pentwater in the summers :(
Pair of trainers: nope? 
Current and all-time best friend name: Jeff
Eye color: emerald
Favorite movie: Jurassic Park, babbbbyyyyy
WHICH IS BETTER?
Hugs or kisses: oh god, kisses, yes.
Lips or eyes: that’s a hard choice,, but I’m gonna go eyes
Shorter or taller: neither?? i don’t prefer one over the other! 
Nice arms or stomach: ... stomach for sure uHHH
Sensitive or loud: ... sensitive?
Hook up or relationship: Relationship !!
Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker haha. (totally not because i liked acertain kpop duo)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
Yourself: I try to!
Miracles: used to, not sure I still do.
Love at first sight: that’s not real lol.
Santa Claus: I did when I was little.
i tag @old-qrow @iesousdeasous @etherqueen @non-binary-royalty and @kouhai-i you guys don’t have to do it but it’d be fun to read your answers
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