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spacexseven · 1 year

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Subordinate Reader: *grabs mic*

Subordinate Reader: *points at Dazai* Fuck you

Subordinate Reader: *points at Chuuya* Fuck you

Subordinate Reader: *points at Fydor* Fuck you

Subordinate Reader: *points at Akutagawa* You're cool

Akutagawa: *thumbs up*

Subordinate Reader: *points at Mori* and fuck you I'm out

*throws the mic at Dazai's face*

contrary to what you may expect, dazai finds the whole thing amusing, at least at first.

singling him out in front of a crowd, to him, shows just how much you must be thinking of him. since your message doesn't register in his mind immediately, he's over the moon at the thought that he stood out so much to you. that is, until he hears your comment to akutagawa. were his previous warnings not enough? the fact that you even got a response from him enrages him even more. you thought this was funny, did you? poor you, because now dazai, seething with the mic in hand, is convinced you've forgotten your place, and he's already planning a week-long trip for the both of you—didn't he tell you that you had to help him investigate a new ability group outside the city?

chuuya's angry enough as it is, and now you had to go and piss him off even more. the crowd watching you already had his blood boiling, but your rude remark to him almost blew his fuse entirely. what was this whole stunt for? all this time he was trying to make things bearable for you, unlike dazai who only knew how to torment you without any consideration. he's practically sulking in the corner, waiting for you to make your way off stage so he can pounce on you and demand an explanation.

the hope that fills akutagawa at your bright smile is quickly crushed once he feels the burning glares directed at him, despair starting to sink in. still, despite the definite trouble this would get him into, he can't help but find some delight in the situation. the two of you could never stand on equal footing, not as long as you were here, but at least he was worth a single moment of consideration from you. that was enough for him.

fyodor hasn't actually done anything yet, so by doing this, you've inadvertently caught his attention. why is someone from the port mafia so agitated by his presence, when he's only just stepped foot in yokohama? watch your back when you're making your way home, because fyodor just might be waiting in the shadows for a little conversation.

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yandere-romanticaa · 1 year

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People don't talk about yandere! Atsushi and yandere! Akutagawa and you know what, that's a real shame. Lucky you, I'm here to change that.

Tell you the truth, I feel like they both have a similar type of person they like - someone kind.

Neither one of them is used to any sort of kindness or goodness being extended towards them so this would be something that catches their attention immediately. While Chuuya and Dazai are a bit more complex with what kind of person they like, thus making it almost impossible for them to fall for the same person, Atsushi and Akutagawa aren't like that. They're simple people in their cores who only want some attention.

There's a good chance that you are nothing more than a civilian who's just living your best life and meeting either one of them was by pure chance. Atsushi is definitely the type who would fall for you if you just smiled at him and that smile would be engraved inside his mind for ages - did you really just smile at him? Him, Atsushi Nakajima?

Did he die and go to Heaven?

He's probably the type who would say "I should avoid them, I'm not good enough for them." only to accidentally follow you around town, oops. He is awkward and blushes like a schoolgirl but you always indulge him and never make fun of him. He was always met with kindness and understanding which never fails to make his limbs turn into jelly. Atsushi does his best to be there for you and he likes to be helpful in any way he can ie. carrying your bags for you, helping with chores, disposing of anyone who he thinks is a threat, all that good stuff!

Akutagawa though, he's... He's not quite so easy to woo. Well, he is but not in the same manner as Atsushi.

Those who kill better be prepared to be killed themselves, that is something that Akutagawa has said to himself since day one. He is aware of everything he does and knows all too well that with one wrong step or one bad encounter with the wrong person could end his bitter life in less than a second. He is a person who is used to conflict and abuse in any way, shape and form - just imagine how jarring it would be for him if he met someone who was genuinely nice.

Akutagawa prefers to take on solo missions so you might find him injured on the side of the street and offer yourself to help him but he is having none of it. He's limping and choking on his own blood but he keeps angrily mumbling that he is fine, he has been through worse and he does not need your stupid help.

That's what you are to him, stupid. Can't you take a hint? Leave him be. If he so wished he could tear you to shreds right where you stood, there would be nothing left of you and no one would be able to recognize you, no one to claim your body.

Just as he was about to voice out his thoughts those same words die on his tongue as he takes one good look at you and for a split second his heart is no longer his own. It leaps forward with an emotion he has never felt before as an overwhelming feeling of softness takes over.

Despite his gruff and honestly downright horrible attitude he is grateful to you. He owes you now and he kind of hates a little you because of that but that's besides the point.

Akutagawa makes no effort to be in your life like Atsushi but he lingers, almost like a shadow. Blink and you'll miss him, he always disappears into the crowd just before you even think about calling out to him, his only trace of even being there is his just barely visible black coat that flutters along with the wind as he casually strolls away to the opposite direction.

He would however take great offense if he saw you with Atsushi.

Bitter anger overcomes him as he spends his days following you and the weretiger around, a permanent scowl etched onto his face as he is forced to watch that stupid beast slobber all over you like a dog in heat. "He is pathetic and weak." Akutagawa thinks to himself.

"He could never protect you like I could."

He's playing dumb but Atsushi is aware that he is being followed especially if he is with you, his favorite person. His senses have never led him astray and he is quick to figure out the identity of the stalker. He's nervous, does he make the first move and confront Akutagawa? What does he even want? Days turn into weeks and Atsushi's patience is on thin ice, he has to know.

Strong as he is, Akutagawa was sloppy, tracking him was a cakewalk. He hid himself in the shadows close to the building you were currently in and was most likely waiting for you to exit.

His attack was swift and merciless, pinning Akutagawa to the ground was almost too easy. Naturally, Akutagawa's troublesome ability was quick to retaliate as Atsushi could feel Rashomon's sharp talons being pressed against his back meanwhile Atsushi's own claws nearly slit Akutagawa's throat.

They were neck and neck. Had they not been so close to so many civilians there was no doubt that a horrible brawl would have happened but due to their specific circumstances they called a truce... Barely.

If looks could kill Atsushi would be buried six feet under but he felt no fear, all he wanted was to understand what Akutagawa was doing. The man in black scoffs and turns his back to the weretiger, as if Atsushi was already supposed to know the answer.

"I am in their debt." he says as a matter of factly.

"I could never allow you out of all people to keep that person safe."

Oh his words stung... but Atsushi bit his tongue and calmly (read clenched teeth) asked for a proper explanation and after what felt like hours he finally got one.

Akutagawa has the emotional intelligence of a rock and Atsushi knows this. He is frustrated with the fact that Akutagawa wants to be so close to you but he knows he can't beat him nor can it happen the other way around.

There really was no getting out of this.

In that moment Atsushi made a split second decision that was either going to make his life Hell or maybe, just maybe, a little bit easier.

The two of them made a deal - they were both going to keep an eye out for you. Neither one could be too pushy or demanding, they needed to play fair.

As much as they hated each other they could at least agree that your safety was the most important thing of all.

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invidiia · 9 months

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hi, do you have anons? if so, could i be 🍰 anon?

and for my request, can i request yandere!akutagawa with a darling that just…doesn’t pay much attention to him? they’re just indifferent and don’t really care for him. thank you!

don't disagree with me.

⋆⭒˚｡⋆ "don't disagree with me." 𖤐 yandere ryuunosuke akutagawa x reader

being kidnapped by akutagawa doesn't mean you have to care about him. aku's having a hard time convincing himself you'll eventually love him, and your behavior is his last straw.

m.list // now playing

[ a/n ; akutagawa is so waterparks guys.................. shoutout to waterparks for being my favorite ever!! ANWYAYS HI CAKE ANON IM SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVER!! THANK YOU FOR REQUESTINGG <33 ]

[ warning ; yandere themes, kidnapping, violence (he kinda kickin reader's ass..) manipulative ass mf, guilt tripping, it mention's reader's hair so i'm sorry if y'all bald ]

one black tendril shot towards you like a bullet, sending you hurling into the dark walls of the clammy, cold basement the moment they came in contact with your body.

"you don't know anything," akutagawa started, pulling the tendril back, while it disappeared. "listen to me once." he ordered rudely, raising his foot to threaten you with a swift kick to the side of your ribs.

looking up with a blank expression but an evident glare in your eyes, you opened your mouth to form words, but the only thing that came out was a high pitched wail. akutagawa had stomped on your sides. nothing hard - it didn't break anything, but it hurt a lot.

"don't you dare speak." he kept his shoe on your side, making sure you knew not to speak unless you wanted anything actually broken. "i've done everything for you and you don't even care about me."

akutagawa denied loving you, but always did everything for you. this hypocrite aku was just upset you didn't love him back. he knew what he did was wrong, but he loved you.

he seriously wanted a serious relationship with you, he wanted you to willingly love him, and he just wanted you to accept his affection, on the rare occasions he gave it. you weren't always in the basement; akutagawa recognized you as another person, and he treated you as such when he felt you deserved it.

"i don't care." those were the only words you could get out, before akutagawa moved his leg and kicked your side again, then walking up to you, where you tumbled over after he kicked you. "selfish brat. i've given you everything."

while what he said was half true, it didn't matter. sure, he gave you things, but to you, he was just an obsessed kidnapper who wanted you to himself. "if anything," you paused to pant and catch breath while akutagawa stared down at you with a scarily angry glare before continuing. he wanted to know what you were going to say. "if anything, it's you. you're the selfish one."

akutagawa frowned. he leaned down quickly, taking a fistful of your hair in his hand. "you're mine, do you understand that? i don't want backtalk, don't disagree with me."

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fancyfeathers · 2 months

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Hello! For the Valentines event could you do Akutagawa and cuddles?

You lay flat on your back on your bed that currently share with your captor. You went by his schedule now, you slept when he was asleep and you were awake when he was, after all you have no way of knowing what time it was, just rough guesses. So now you are in bed, Akutagawa curdled up at your side almost like a cat would. Honestly things weren’t all that bad now, at first you were terrified by him because of the stories that get whispered on the streets about him and how he was an extremely dangerous member of the Port Mafia. But now that you have grown accustomed to your new life he is actually quite soft with you, maybe not the most affectionate but he never lashes out at you or gives you harsh glares that used to serve as a warning to be quiet or else.

You shifted slightly which resulted in him opening an eye to see what you were doing. “What are you doing?”

“Just moving, my back hurts a bit.” You answered moving to adjust the pillow.

“Don’t move to mu- hmp!” You cut him off by turning onto your side to face him and wrapping your arms around his torso, along with weaving your legs with his, and pressing your head against his chest. As you drifted off you felt him wrap his arms around you, pulling you in tighter and closer as he nuzzled his face into your head. “Good night, dear.”

Yandere Valentines Day Event

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cerebralinvasion · 1 year

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yandere february event day 12

“I don’t mind being a monster as long as I’m your monster.”

the first thing that hit you was the smell. a sharp metallic scent overtaking your senses before you even opened the door to the room. your face scrunched up. your nostrils burned from just how strong the smell was.

the second thing that hit you was the visual, the blood smeared all around the room, limp bodies pervaded with puncture wounds and slashes. it was a mess, and standing in the middle of all of it was akutagawa. the bodies had to have been fresh. probably killed less than thirty seconds before you entered the room. the blood was still wet, and akutagawa was still facing them.

it probably would have been in your best interest to leave quietly. turn around and report it to the police, but your instincts acted before your mind did. you stumbled back from the doorway with a yelp. naturally, akutagawa heard you. he snapped his head in your direction before grimacing. he seemed annoyed. shit.

you didn’t know akutagawa well. not as well as he knew you, at least. you’ve only seen him a couple of times in passing. you don’t know what his reaction or lack of response means. you don’t know how he managed to kill all those people so quickly and without getting blood on himself. all you knew at the moment was that he was dangerous and that he knew you saw him murder those people. you scrambled away as quickly as you could, throwing yourself in the opposite direction, only to fall. something had grabbed your leg. some kind of black tendril attached to his coat, you couldn’t get away. was he going to kill you now? you whimpered, you didn’t want to die.

“you’re so meddlesome, did you know that? if you could just mind your own business this wouldn’t be an issue.” akutagawa’s words probably weren’t all that wrong. if only you hadn’t been so curious, you never would’ve investigated the room in the first place.

“i- i’m sorry, i won’t tell anyone! please don’t hurt me.” you spoke quickly, you had no idea how much time you had before he made the decision to simply end you. but your words only seemed to make him more annoyed.

“if i wanted to kill you, you’d be dead already.”

“ah, i, huh? so you’re gonna let me go?” you let a shaky smile take over your face, a glimmer of hope gracing you.

“absolutely not.” what little hope you held died. “it’s too late for that. if i let you run off now, you’ll only cause me more issues.”

“so, what’re you going to do?” you spoke, genuine confusion lilting your voice. he didn’t intend to kill you but he also wasn’t going to let you leave? what happens next?

“i suppose i’ll have to take you.”

“take me?” before you could get further into your question, the tentacle on your leg suddenly unraveled. you thought you were freed for a quick moment, only for it to reward itself around your torso, lifting you into the air. “ah-!?”

“i cant have you running off, but i’m not too keen on exterminating you right now. so i’ll keep you around.”

“ack!? what no! lemmie go!”

“would you rather end up like this guys?” he motions his head in the direction of the dead bodies. was that a threat? suddenly all the quiet fear you held replaced itself with an angry panic. the begging had done nothing and now your words began to spill before you could think.

“you fucking killed all those people, and now you’re trying to abduct me! let me go, you’re insane. you’re a monste-mmmf!!” your words were cut short by the tendril wrapping over your mouth, muffling you.

“monster? yes, i’ve heard that before. perhaps it’s true, i might be a monster, but you’re mine. and that’s what matters.”

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cosmic-waves7 · 2 years

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PLS- I read your yandere househusband Dazai headcannons and my heart is 💓. So I'd like to request for the same concept but with Akutagawa and maybe Kunikida, if that's alright? Thank you for the food ahhhhhh

Notes: this request is lonnnng overdue I'm sorry, but in back on track (≧▽≦)

Doppo Kunikida

Very organised.

I mean...very very organised.

He's very strict.

Cute frilly aprons are his staple apparently and you always tease him for it.

He'll cut up cute star shaped fruits for your lunches. Don't expect little notes from him though, he's only a sap within the safety of your home.

A home he's so diligently crafted to be picture perfect for the both of you.

He's got you on a schedule just like him. A set of rules you both follow even if he's your wonderful stay at home husband.

You'll always come in from work, toeing off your shoes for a quick peck to the lips.

But tonight there's a deep loving kiss with your noses brushing lightly and a rushed mutter of dinner will be a bit later then usual.

It took forever to clean up all the blood from earlier so it's only fair he wouldn't have time for cooking just yet.

Who knew a shot to the head execution style would cause so much trouble for the rest of his day.

It was a bloody mess to clean up and his Doppo poet ability was of no help unfortunately.

But he promises he's got your clothes folded all pretty - just like they do in hotels - and your outfit picked out for tomorrow.

Kunikida never lets you have takeout, it's always delicious home cooked meals. He's had to work hard to sharpen his skills just for you after all.

But tonight he's made an exception, he's been in an awfully giddy mood lately.

It's not every day you get to kill your wife's overly friendly colleague.

The rest of the evening is spent in bruising kisses and well...other activities.

Akutagawa Ryūnosuke

Honestly.

You really didn't expect it from him.

A househusband? Didn't know he had it in him.

He's the type to spend hours deciding on a specific brand of orange juice in the middle of the grocery store.

Only the best for you.

That's why he's hired professional hitmen from the port mafia itself to watch over you while your out.

They're very confused to say the least on why they need to watch over your mundane life but he's the boss so there's no questioning him.

He's very particular about the order everything, not a schedule per say like kunikida. More like: my house my rules.

You joked about having him wear an apron, even bought him one as a gag gift.

At first he hated them, then one day you walk into the house and boom.

Frilly aprons part.2

They've really grown on him, he prefers the plain black ones though since you've called him hot when he wears them

He only wears them for special occasions though lol.

Which concluded to right now, you've walked into the penthouse and your sweet grumbling husband has a black apron on with his sleeves rolled up.

Carefully turning the stove off he lovingly helps your coat off your holders to quickly press down on the sore tendons and hear a hum escape you.

He's ushered you into your shared home with a kiss and his hand engulfing your own with the promise of your favourite on the stove.

So maybe you'll ignore the odd brownish splatter on his collar and the strong stench of bleach from the corridor.

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yandreamings · 2 years

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I AM HOPPING ON THESE PROMPTS BECAUSE I NEED AKUTAGAWA CONTENT and your akutagawa content is the best around ✨✨

so maybe 19 and aku?? if you’d like to! that prompt gives me big aku vibes,,, please take your time tho!! thanks so much <3

SO true; Akutagawa needs more love. 😖💝 You're so kind, thank you so much! <3 I'm really happy you think so, and I hope you enjoy! I also think this suits him well.

TW for violence against reader!

AKUTAGAWA RYUUNOSUKE...!

19. “Look at you, you have it so bad. Cry me a river.”

Really, what Akutagawa is doing is merciful. You should be thanking him rather than shaking in your boots, sobbing while he towers over you as you lay in crumpled on the cold floor. Pathetic. So pathetic. That’s all he can think when he sees you; you’re so weak, so sad to look at, especially when you try to fight him of all people. Why do you, anyways? You know you can’t win, so why not give up already? But you don’t, and that’s what gets you into these situations.

“Please... stop...” your feeble voice interrupts him from his thoughts, and he scoffs, using Rashoumon to grab you by the neck, hauling you closer to him yet again. “A-Akutagawa-”

You’re silenced when the black beast tightens its grip around your neck, effectively depriving you of any air. Your hands fruitlessly claw at it, but again, it’s no use. He’s stronger than you, and he always will be.

“Shut up. Didn’t I tell you that already? Or do I have to get it through your head again?” He snarls, watching as fear contorts your tearful expression. Pathetic... so god damned pathetic.

Another sob wracks your bruised, aching body as it’s shoved against the hard wall, and you’re sure he’d almost broken a bone, almost smashed your head against it. “Look at you, you have it so bad. Cry me a river.” His voice is anything but empathetic, eyes seeming soulless as he stares you down. “What do you expect to gain with this sort of behavior? Do you think I’ll feel sorry for you? Get a grip.”

Maybe that’s why he wants to protect you so much. Maybe that’s why, because he sees his old self in you. You’re so scared, so meek and small in this big, scary world... maybe that’s what it is.

Maybe that’s why he loves you so much.

But he can’t tell you that.

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hopelessdazai · 22 days

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✿ 》 To Hold or Be Held?

╰⧼ 🪻 note.. ⧽ ; writing witj this many characters was scary . pls ignore any typos or errors or mischaracterisation im learning. reblogs appreciated!!

╰⧼ ☀️ features.. ⧽ ; Chuuya, Dazai, Atsushi, Akutagawa, Nikolai, Fyodor, gn!reader ( fem terms in fyodors and mentions of boobs in nikolais parts )

╰⧼ 🌙 contents.. ⧽ ; fluff, cuddles, all those nice things, nikolai being nikolai, possible mischaracterisation

dazai

dazai doesn't have a preference. he enjoys both being held and holding you for the same reason. when he's holding you, he's holding on tight - part of him is still scared you're gonna leave him if he gets too comfortable. and if you're holding him he always finds himself melting into you, his hands shakily gripping at your clothes as he smothers himself against your chest. he adores how your hands find his hair and comb through it. if he puts all his weight onto you, you can't go anywhere, right?

".. 'm sorry .. don't get up, just five more minutes. I'll be good ..- you're warm .. 'm sorry.. "

chuuya

chuuya prefers to hold. be adores the feeling of you in his arms, it makes him feel like he's protecting you from the known - blanketed by his strong embrace. he traces 'I love you's on your back knowing you're too comfortable and sleepy to know what he's writing - his thumb writes his name into your hip when you think he's just rubbing circles. little possessive things like that, just to quietly manifest that you stay with him. he can press a gentle kiss to the top of your head and tease you for being so clingy ; even though he's holding you tight too.

".. you need the bathroom? .. you can hold it, jus' stay with me for a while longer .. I love you .. pretty thing you are .."

atsushi

atsushi prefers to hold. while he won't ever deny being held, usually he finds himself pulling you on top of him to keep you in his embrace while he takes a nap. your head on his chest and his arms resting around your waist, while he gently purrs to soothe you to sleep with him. he hasn't been able to take solo naps since you've been around - and he knows you enjoy resting with him too, anyway. so what's the harm when he tugs you over to the detective agency couch and asks you to take a quick break? you've both been working hard , after all.

"let's have a quick break, okay? we can stay finish everything later .. you're gonna exhaust yourself out, sweetheart .. just 10 minutes .."

akutagawa

akutagawa prefers to be held. he'll never admit it to anyone, especially not to you. but you can see the way he relaxes and sinks into you when you wrap your arms around him. the way he takes a long exhale and his shoulders deflate as your hand traces a certain spot on his back. he likes listening to your heartbeat, he likes knowing you're alive and with him for who he is - and not what he can do. he's still learning to love and to trust, but it's a little easier when it's by your side. he hopes you wont leave him, he'll work to impress you as he grows.

".. what? no, I'm not falling asleep. you're imagining things. you .. mm .. can you do that again ?"

nikolai

nikolai doesn't have a preference. he's like a big dog, despite his size he'll absolutely lay himself on top of you and nuzzle into your chest. if you have boobs then he won't be moving for a while, so kiss your oxygen goodbye. whenever he wants to hold you, he's not really one to ask ; he'll just drag you over onto him or use a portal to drop you into his lap, then he's clinging to you and whining desperately whenever you try to leave. he's just big and clingy, but can you fault him? he finds you so comforting.

" .. where are you going? no! you can't leave .. do you not love me anymore ?.. why do you wanna leave !.. just stay with me .. thank you .."

fyodor

fyodor prefers to hold. if neither was an option, it'd most likely be that. but he regularly asks you to come sit on his lap while he works. a small whistle as he turns his chair, patting his thigh - and he'll wrap an arm around you to keep you close. he's not too affectionate, and too much touching before your marriage repulses him. but he'll learn to deal with these little moments for a while - it gives him his energy back and helps him with a little push to finish his work so you rest together.

" .. зайчик .. come here. no, I'm not finished. just come. don't be disobedient , now .. there we are. good girl."

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l1tw1ck · 5 months

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bottom!ftm!omega!bunny!akutagawa x top!amab!alpha!wolf hybrid!reader

[event request] | afab language used

CW: Non-Con, Step-Cest, Yandere Reader, Knotting, Creampie

Akutagawa stops in his tracks, thanks to your hand grabbing the back of his collar. His tail frizzes up in surprise. “You thought I wouldn't find out, did you?” You growl. “How fucking dare you.”

“Let go of me you– you mutt!”

“What did you just say?” Your face darkens. He freezes in fear. He fucked up. “It's time for you to learn some manners.” You slam him onto the ground and pin him down.

Akutagawa struggles in your hold, refusing to go down without a fight. “Why are you doing this to me?!”

“Because you're mine.” You scratch off his shirt and then his pants. He looks at you in horror, unable to move. You spread his legs and free your length. “I thought it'd be fine to let you be free but clearly you can't behave yourself. I’m never letting you go free.”

He doesn't react fast enough, you're already forcing your way inside. “Your dad won't even notice you're gone. And I doubt anyone would look for you.” You watch as tears fall from his eyes. “I already have a place set up for us. You won't have to worry about anything anymore.”

“Stop!” Akutagawa shrieks as you roughly pound into him mercilessly. “You're disgusting!” He tries to attack you but you don't care, even when he manages to scratch you it doesn't make you stop.

“Don't lie. You love this.” You press down on his neck. “You’ve already come twice.”

“Be- because you keep touching me!”

“So you like it when I touch you.” You grin.

“No! I hate it!”

“You don't. You want more but you're too prideful to admit it. You want my knot, don't you?” You move so that his cunt grinds against it.

He shakes his head rapidly.

“I know you do. You’ll look so cute carrying our pups.” You make fewer but harder thrusts as you reach your peak. He sobs in dismay, squirming around in a fruitless protest. You ignore him and fill him with your seed, knotting him without his consent. He gives up, silently crying as he comes to terms with his reality. “I love you.” You kiss his cheek. He grimaces in disgust.

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spacexseven · 2 years

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note: this is for my friend dazai anon :> while formatted like a oneshot, this is just more of a thought dump. for more of this au, check out the # doctor reader🐟 tag! i thought of including everyone from the pm but it felt too long so. im sticking with these three for now (maybe mori if you squint idk)

summary: yandere! dazai , akutagawa & chuuya w/ doctor! darling

pairings: dazai x reader | akutagawa x reader | chuuya x reader

cw: yandere characters, obsessive behavior, obsession, abuse of authority, blackmail, stalking, manipulation, implied violence + murder (not to reader), injuries

as with most things, all your problems started with money—the lack of it. you loved your job, and you loved taking care of people, but the meager pay wasn't enough to make ends meet. there was no big hospital around to give you attractive pay for working within the large rooms and specialized units here, only the clinic that you had to beg to get a job in, and...it was still the same work you've always wanted, but you didn't know how much longer things could go this way. there was only so much time before you needed more than the same cheap meals and dingy apartment, the same cranky faces and light pockets.

you heard about the job in the break room. you had whipped your head back when you heard a coworker casually drop a very large number mid-conversation, claiming it was the kind of pay those 'underground' doctors got. at your reaction, he laughed. you learned that day that there were people—doctors, like you—who worked for dangerous people, in dangerous places, for an insane amount of money. the kind of money that you couldn't dream of seeing in a lifetime.

well, there was the question of whether it was worth it, working a dangerous job after throwing away your morals and silencing your thoughts, risking your life...and for what? money? even so, when you thought of the numbers...it was more than you'd know what to do with. the conversation lingered in your mind for a long time. it was too tempting, even though doing something like that would be equivalent to tying a noose around your neck.

but even if you were ready to sign yourself up for this job, where would you go to start?

the answer came to you in the form of a bleeding man under the moonlit night.

akutagawa was a mystery you couldn't stop thinking about since that first night. somehow, even when your instincts were screaming at you to run for your life, you forced yourself to rush in his direction. in that moment, he wasn't akutagawa, he wasn't a mafioso. to you, he was only a person teetering on the edge of death. a person you could save.

he glared at you with so much anger that you, for a moment, forgot the state he was in. still, he was weak enough that his voice didn't leave his body and he couldn't push you away. and that was enough leeway for you to work your magic with what little resources you had. while he groaned, you eased your nerves by talking to him about anything on your mind, hoping to drown out your worries and his apprehension. when you were sure he could survive until help came, you left without asking any questions. he still hadn't said anything, but you could have sworn there was a glimmer of appreciation in his dark eyes.

though you steered away from that route from then on, you couldn't avoid yet another encounter with the mysterious man from that quiet night. again, akutagawa was cut and beaten, skin splattered with blood and bruises. and again, you helped him out despite recognizing the silent warning he was sending you, with wide eyes and slow-moving lips.

"so you're the one who patched him up last time? pretty impressive work in such a short time, and without your tools."

the night you met dazai, there was a heavy silence in the air.

your suspicions from earlier had been confirmed with the new presence. akutagawa was mafioso, and this man, probably was too. you weren't too frightened last time when akutagawa was more corpse than living, but with this tall newcomer—who looked relatively unharmed—entering the scene, the familiar, chilling sensation of fear creeping up your spine came back with a vengeance.

you should have never gotten involved.

to your surprise, dazai doesn't shoot you dead. he doesn't take you in to torment you for your secrets, doesn't throw you over to be beaten beyond recognition and buried. he smiles—the sight looking equal parts attractive and alarming—and instead hands you a thick envelope. it feels as though there's a brick inside. he tells you it's from his boss, and then—

"—let's not cross paths again," dazai says, "because the next time you happen to find little akutagawa in need of your help, there won't be any turning back."

but of course, he lies in your path again, moonlight softly caressing him like a bloody angel.

"you..." he grunts out, the first words he's ever said to you. his gaze is unnaturally fond, and he tears open his shirt for you to access the wound.

"last time," he says, "you didn't talk." he doesn't need to elaborate for you to understand what he was getting at.

so you talk, if only because you're afraid of what he would do otherwise. this time, he isn't so weak that he couldn't crush you in his grip. the wound is not as serious as the last time, and he's awake through it all, watching you closely.

this time, you're brought in to meet the boss himself. some part of you is sure this isn't protocol, but mori tells you not to worry. you're not going to die because he realizes you would be more useful to him alive than dead.

"i'm a doctor too, you know," he waves around a scalpel with a disarming smile. you're not sure why he looked at you like that, or why he said that. if he was a doctor, why couldn't he do the patching up? why is he offering you this... opportunity?

however, once you heard he amount he was offering, your questions were silenced immediately. some things shouldn't be looked too much into. it wasn't everyday when you were handed a few month's rent as casually as though being offered candy, after all. when the discussion is over—through which, you just listened and nodded—the devil comes to escort you out. he has a sleazy quality about him you can't quite figure out, but you know better than to walk away from him.

"he was cheating, you know. went looking for you," dazai winks, "though i can't really blame him."

you choose not to reply, unsure of what to make out of his words. you don't have to worry about making conversation, however, because soon after, a new person walks past the two of you, before running back with a wild expression.

"who's that?" he demands, glaring at you as though you were a pest.

dazai chuckles and pulls you closer to his side, a bandaged hand coming to wrap around your waist. he grins at the other person in a way that told you he was trying to get him riled up and continues walking with you towards the tall doors.

"next time, dear doctor," dazai whispers, "patch me up. i'll gladly wait."

outside, akutagawa shifts out of the shadows, coming to walk beside you as a silent shadow. it creeps you out, but you have a feeling he meant to be comforting. you don't really want a mafioso following you home, but you had a crazy amount of cash on you and the usually plain nights felt more sinister than usual, so you duck your head and hurry your footsteps, not addressing the man behind you.

you begin to learn that akutagawa and dazai both did not care much about themselves when on a mission. it was shocking to you to see someone treat their body and life so callously, even though it was made abundantly clear that this was nothing out of the ordinary for either of them. the more you help, the calmer akutagawa gets, the firmer and bolder his grip, and the angrier his gaze when someone interrupts the two of you. dazai becomes less...cheerful, but you realize this was more genuine. he was quieter, more compliant instead of constantly asking you about the easiest way you could kill him while patching him up. but much like akutagawa, he demands more of your time, asking you to come in and check on his recovering injuries as well. redress him, help him clean up—what? it was difficult to do all this on his own!

the frequency of injuries start growing at an alarming rate, and you're called in even during the day, so much so that you have to quit your day job. nobody seems bothered by your increased presence in the hq, or the way dazai whines for you to hold his hand when you dressed his wounds. even akutagawa doesn't say more than a soft request, but this man cries and pouts until you coddle him like you would a child. a tall, murderous child. you weren't blind to his work as mafioso, even if he tried his best to pretend like you weren't terrified of him, like he wasn't lying on the bed because a target got to him before he dragged the life out of them.

and it only dawns on you, when you meet chuuya that there was more to fear than dying at the hands of the mafia.

you hadn't known that chuuya was curious about you since that first day, when dazai paraded you down the hall and refused to answer any of his questions. the only way he could satiate his burning curiosity was to carefully...observe you. how did an unimportant doctor get involved with dazai? chuuya quickly learns about your money problems, leading him to think of yours and dazai's relationship in a different light. and then he sees you with akutagawa, and oh—it hits him then. so that's what you were doing here.

still, when he noticed your determination and hard work, he thinks he can't let a good deed go unrewarded, though to you, the strange additions to your house feels more like a punishment. he leaves you expensive trinkets, as a way of thanking you for looking out for his coworkers. he doesn't realize your apprehension about consuming the wines and chocolates, or how you put away the priceless jewelry he leaves out.

the first time you're asked to check out chuuya's wounds—it being a very rare occurrence where he actually got hurt—you immediately recognize the desire in his eyes. it's the frightening sort of hunger that you know better than to feed. only, it's too late. unintentionally, just by existing in his orbit, you had already made him curious. still, you cannot do anything except what is expected of you, swiftly stitching him up and walking away after stiffly explaining how he should rest.

it was obvious to everyone how much danger you were in. only, nobody cared enough to risk angering the three who had set their sights on you. there was only so much longer you could avoid your problems, before they started taking dire measures. leaving a message about a doctor doing work for the wrong sort of people, telling your family where the sudden steady inflow of cash came from, threatening your loved ones' life.

this was the mafia you were dealing with, after all. and they would do anything to keep you around.

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yandere-romanticaa · 1 year

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⚘ 𝐚𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐮𝐦 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐞.

lat. - farewell forever.

yandere! akutagawa ryuunosuke x gn! reader.

A blooming rose, a starry night, a sweet and delectable fruit, this was how Akutagawa perceived (y/n). Something sweet and precious, something that a person like him could only ever dream of obtaining. Every single thought of his was consumed by them, even as he would lay waste and snuff the lives out of countless men on missions, Akutagawa would still find his mind to be elsewhere, head high up somewhere in the clouds, a place in which absolutely no one could see, touch nor hurt for that matter.

Oh how he hated that. The word hate did not even begin to cover the things he felt.

So there he was, standing above the sleeping (y/n) in the never ending darkness. Their room was messy and things were scattered everywhere much to Akutagawa's chagrin. He quietly tsked to himself but his gaze never faltered, not even once, from (y/n). It was a moonless evening which only gave the mafioso even more coverage, not that he needed it. Subtlety wasn't usually his strong suit but when it came to more delicate matters he would always force himself to remain calm and not jump into anything.

His entire being twitched with anticipation, the urge to do something other than to merely stand around like a fool was driving him insane. The things he could do to you, the many disgusting ways in which he could dispose of you were horrendous - does he activate his ability and rip you into little hunks of meat? No one would recognize you, there just would not be enough evidence to take into consideration. Or, will he take a more old fashioned approach and simply strangle you? It would be such a sight for sore eyes, seeing that annoying little glimmer of life fade away and it would all be due to his hands. No one else had the right to claim this tiny life he found, no one.

Not even God himself had the right.

He could kill you and yet he chose not to, for whatever reason. Anger bubbled within him, you should be more grateful, he thought bitterly to himself. Any low life thief could just barge in this sorry excuse of an apartment and do as he pleased. And yet here you are, resting like a small child and it was all thanks to him.

As long as he walked on this Earth no one could hurt you, touch you, claim you in the same way as Akutagawa could. He was everything you were not - filthy, disgusting, unworthy, pathetic. It was selfish of him to just keep you all to himself, to get rid of anyone he saw fit at any time of day if he thought that person was a threat in any way, shape or form.

But that is the thing with human beings, they are all the same in their core - selfish. He never minded claiming anything in the past before, so why was he so busy coddling you? Why couldn't he just take you and be done with it? It wasn't like you could overpower or trick him.

Somehow, the thought of him doing that stung. Like a knife being twisted in his gut, Akutagawa felt a strange surge of sickness wash over him as he could feel the bile rise up in the back of his throat but by some miracle he managed to compose himself just in time.

As much as he hated to admit it, he really did not want to wake you up.

Akutagawa had little to no time left on this Earth and he knew that. Once he was gone for good, what would become of you? Who was going to hurt you, just what sort of monster would you attract next? He already started putting some money aside just for you, so that once he is gone it would all go to you and you could live a comfortable life, a life he himself could never have. He even made sure to add in some security details here and there, he just could not trust you to take care of yourself.

You were like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered and Akutagawa was the butcher who held the blade.

Even so, he could never do it. He could never go straight for the kill. I'll do it tomorrow, he would tell himself as he would walk away, thus only prolonging this song and dance even more.

Perhaps he would kill you, one day. Was it going to be swift and merciful or painful and slow, he could not be sure. It all depends on his mood. For now though, he was content with being your shadow, a secret guardian who ruled over your life and kept you safe from the monsters who prowled the streets.

He was the biggest monster of them all though.

He chuckled, a dry but rare sound coming from the likes of him but that was alright. This was both his atonement and ultimate punishment. For all the evil he has done it is all coming back tenfold in the form of a love he never knew would bloom.

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a-random-weeb · 6 months

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Can I request yandere fyodor, Akutagawa and chuuya with a fem crybaby reader? Like they don’t try to escape or break any rules they just sit in the corner and cry out of fear while trembling.

Oh, that sounds kind of fun!

Characters: Akutagawa, Chuuya, Fyodor

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Akutagawa:

•He always feels so bad

•He's not as good with words, so he just hugs you

•After he kidnaps you, he feels incredibly guilty

•He doesn't like how scared you are

•He tries to look on the bright side, at least you obey him?

•He has no idea what to do while you're shaking and crying in the corner, so he just kneels down infront of you and pats your head, kissing your forehead

•He tries to be really sweet, but probably accidentally glares at you while you're crying, making you cry harder

•At this point he's panicking he tries to pay you again, but pats you a little too hard and hits you 😭

•He attempts to apologize, but don't forget, it's also Akutagawa so...

•He apologizes but it seems like he's not really sorry because of his apathetic face (he is sorry)

•So the whole thing would end in chaos, him panicking and you in tears, but that doesn't mean he'll ever let you leave

*ੈ✩‧˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧˚*ੈ✩‧˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧☆

Chuuya:

•For the first little bit, he just comforts you

•He'll kill whoever made you cry

•Or, if you have anxiety or something, he'll just hold you to his chest and comfort you

•It doesn't take long for him to kidnap you though

•He can't stand to see you so sad all the time

•Don't worry though, he'll protect you from this cruel world!

•He takes you to his mansion

•He locks you in the basement

•He planned ahead, he got you a gorgeous room down there, a nice bed of your favorite color, cute plushies (if you like those), all the accessories and jewelry you could possibly want, and whatever decor you like

•He hates how scared you are at first, of he wanted to hurt you, he wouldn't have gotten you this gorgeous room

•No, no! Don't try to get away! Why are you so scared? He won't hurt you!

•He holds you close as you cry and sob

•He hates being the reason you're crying

•The worst part is, you're being good! You haven't done anything to deserve how afraid you are!

•He absolutely hates how sad and scared you are, but He'll never let you go

°•.*✮⋆˙⋆｡°✩°•.*✮⋆˙⋆｡°✩°•.*✮⋆˙⋆｡°✩°•.*✮⋆˙⋆｡°✩°•.

Fyodor:

•At first, he just find you an annoying, weak, crybaby

•He's low-key mad he fell for you

•Eventually though, his views on you change

•You're so nice to people, you're too pure for this world, and so, he kidnaps you

•He likes to play around with you

•He see's how hard he can make you cry, how to cheer you up, what you act like when you're at your lowest, ect.

•He's not purely cruel with this, he also likes to see how long he can be around you and be nice before you cry over something

•He loves how obedient you are

•If you're crying over something stupid, or that he deems dumb, he'll just leave you there to cry depending on how good you've been

•Since you're typically obedient, he does sometimes comfort you when you're crying over dumb things

•If you're crying for an actual good reason he'll always comfort you

•Sometimes he feels bad for how much you cry, especially since you're such a 'good girl' as he calls you

•He doesn't often show he feels bad unless you pick up on the subtle, accidental hints he gives

°♪`⊹*ꕤ˚+.°♪`⊹*ꕤ˚+.°♪`⊹*ꕤ˚+.°♪`⊹*ꕤ˚+.°♪`⊹*ꕤ˚+.°

i hope you liked this! I had a lot of fun writing this

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invidiia · 10 months

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love your writing! general yan chuuya + akutagawa hcs?

❐ - yandere!chuuya and yandere!akutagawa (separate) headcanons

note ; did yall see brian's (akutagawa's eng va) tiktok??? he's finding all the weird shit we've said, speaking for the fandom at least 😭i lowkey feel so bad for him LMAO. but i should say thIs now, if anyone who voices the bsd characters finds these posts i will literally disappear and probs cry myself to sleep for the rest of the month. other note? WHOEVERS MAKING THE SUBMARINE X BSD FICS ON AO3 PLS STOP BC I CANNOT BREATHEEE

prompt ; general yandere headcanons for ryuunosuke akutagawa and chuuya nakahara (both separately)

warnings ; yandere themes, kidnapping, murder, drugging, stalking, obsession, guilt tripping

masterlist - rules - previous

CHUUYA NAKAHARA ;

chuuya is incredibly overprotective. this man has awful trust issues - being betrayed by the people he cared so much for in his past, he just can't risk anything this time.

he's constantly keeping an eye on you, even before he can admit to himself that he loves you. but after he confessed, he understood why he wanted to protect you so much, even if it took time to come to terms with that fact.

if you rejected him, then he tries to tell himself that he would get over it, and that he's been betrayed so much, so why be so upset over simple rejection? you even let him off easy, so there was no reason to be so sad, right? you were still friends.

but chuuya was still upset. his love, no, obsession, didn't go away. he convinced himself it took time to get over something like this, so he took a month doing things to get you off his mind.. but he just couldn't. every single thing reminded you of him, nothing could take you out of his head.

he came to terms with the fact that you just didn't love him, but he didn't care. chuuya knew he was obsessed, and between removing anything that reminds him of you and seeing other people, nothing was working.

so chuuya did what he thought would be best at this point - not to mention, it wasn't his first option, - kidnapping you. being in the port mafia, it especially wasn't difficult to get a hold of some kind of sedative, or any drug for that matter.

obiviously, he didn't want to do this. chuuya could try to convince himself it was for your protection and not his own muse, but it didn't stop the fact you were basically his now. at first. he'll tell himself not to hurt anyone for you, but the moment you're in public, and another man walks up to you and begins to ask for your number, he's already snatching you away without thinking.

chuuya is definitely the type to give you gifts upon gifts, putting money to good use as an apology to you. but even though you tell him the best apology gift would be to let you go, he just gives you something else. you want to go back to your own house? maybe one day, but do you want a dog? they're better company that being by yourself all the time.

he understands you. he knows you want to be free, because he knows what it's like. but chuuya can't just let you go. he's lost so many people, he doesn't want to lose you, too.

RYUUNOSUKE AKUTAGAWA ;

akutagawa will avoid you.

upon meeting, he just thought you were just too bright for him. the man knew he was no good.

he doesn't want to corrupt you, therefore, he stayed away.. but akutagawa found himself following you everywhere. maybe he wanted to protect you of some sort, keeping himself hidden until a weird individual cornered you in an alleyway. thirty seconds later, a dark, black monster thing of some sort that slammed the other into the brick wall next to you. the next thing you saw was a glimpse of a tall man in a coat walking away. you thought it'd be the last of it, but no.

akutagawa spends time stalking you, from picking up objects you dropped after conveniently being there, to putting a knife to the throat of the person who got your coffee order wrong. you told them you were allergic to that specific ingredient, were they TRYING to kill you?

it takes akutagawa so long to even bring himself to talk to you. a simple 'hello' takes hours of looking at himself in the mirror and saying it to make sure he doesn't screw it up and look weird while he actually says it. (same aku, same.)

he'll do anything for you. you could ask him for anything, he'd go get it just because you asked. akutagawa doesn't care if it hurts him, or other people, he craves your love and validation, and reassurance that you don't hate him.

at first, he denies how much he wants you, he tries to tell himself that he needs nobody, especially not you, not someone he needed. but akutagawa could barely run from it, he was so obsessed. he will continue to deny his feelings, but it doesn't stop you.

if you try to run from him, he'll remind you why you're even alive in the first place. if it weren't for him, you would have been dead in an alleyway forever ago. nobody would have saved you that time. who else would treat you the way he does?

#tw yandere #klya..anon #klya..requests #yandere bungo stray dogs x reader #yandere bsd #yandere bungou stray dogs #yandere bsd x reader #bsd x reader #yandere chuuya #yandere akutagawa #yandere akutagawa x reader #yandere chuuya x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #chuuya x reader

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iridescentdove · 7 months

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👏I👏AM👏TIRED

of seeing so many Yandere! BSD x Reader, and it’s always the character or everyone being Yandere for Reader, I have to request a Platonic! BSD x Yandere! Teen! Reader, in which Reader is in any organization of your choice, and since Reader is underage, they see said organization as their family, precious people that they hold dear to their hearts, and don’t wish for any of them to die or leave and abandon them. This triggers their Yandere instincts, and ultimately they kill anybody who’s hurt their darlings in any way or attempts to "steal" their attention or worse, guide them away from Reader.

LONELINESS NO MORE.

platonic!bsd x yandere!teen!reader

A/N: It's nice to go a bit gruesome sometimes lol- anyways, so I just decided to choose the PM for this.

Let's just say you were similar to Dazai in a way. As a homeless young child, you had no home or family and friends to even call your own.

And to say the least? It was a little lonely.

This was something rather different, as you grew up to have an understanding that the world is never fair. Even before being taken into the Port Mafia by MORI, you were already much of an unhinged criminal yourself.

In a way, it was bad due to how young you were, but given this was a wretched world on it's own – many things can happen.

You killed, you stole, you did many things. At some point you probably rivaled Dazai's crime list because yours looked like an entire fucking receipt.

And that is what lesd you to the mafia.

MORI had found you, and went 'fuck it', deciding to just grab you and take you back with him to the base.

Well at first – you got a bit defensive, not knowing his real intention and thinking of fighting back yourself. But it was when he gave you new clothes, gave you food, and actually took responsibility of you was when you realized.

This man was just ... taking care of you.

And for the first time? You were really excited. It didn't take very long for you to grow accustomed to the Port Mafia.

Sure they made you do dangerous and gruesome missions, but you were used to it honestly. So it didn't matter that much. You met new faces and grew very attached to them, the dreaded loneliness that creeped into your heart grew into–

Obsession.

Yes, that's right. You found no other reason to dislike them at all, and they treated you like no one else ever did.

Like family.

CHUUYA was rather nice to you, despite his aggression and the rough edges he seems to pull off. Since you're underage, he drinks grape juice with you. Lmao ye, we love that shit. You liked being around him, defending him against accusations and giving him a shoulder to lean on.

He was like a brother to you. You adored most things about the fancy hat man. Scratch that, everything about him.

He releases one of those rare genuine smiles – mostly only to you, and he just thought you were the sweetest.

Oh, how wrong he was.

It was only one simple conversation. CHUUYA was talking to another mafia members in the lower ranks, discussing about the topic for the next PM meeting at hand.

Of course at first glance, they didn't look close at all. Just a normal chat between acquaintances. But did it make you mad?

Obviouely it did.

The very next day, the orange haired-man was looking for the same said man he spoke with the day before. Yet he was rather confused to see he wasn't around.

What the hell? Well that was weird, he could have sworn that he asked to meet them in this same spot right now.

Well, guess he wouldn't be meeting with them after all. In the distance, you were smiling – hiding that dead, cold expression on your face as you wiped the blood off the saw, a few splashee of blood and guts on the weapon.

But of course, you wouldn't let him know anything~ ♡

And simply, KOUYOU made it much easier. She was like a sweet, elder sister that spoiled you and taught you everything that you needed to know.

You simply loved her, and loved the times when you'd just hang around each other and dress one another up in various clothes. Be it trendy outfits or putting makeup on one another.

She took care of you as she should, and she grew very attached as well. KOUYOU was rather protective and sweet.

So when you saw her spoiling another girl in the picture, you were fucking livid.

How dare she pay more attention to another kid than you?

She was treating KYOUKA in private as if she was more important than you ever were. And it began to hardem your heart once more, growing angry at your elder sis paying more attention to some useless assassin.

You were way better than her, stronger even.

So imagine how relieved and prideful you felt when that girl had left the mafia to be with the detective agency instead. She wasn't even loyal! She doesn't deserve to be in the PM!

It left KOUYOU feeling agitated and sad, so you did what a younger sibling would do. You were the one comforting her, even manipulating her with your sweet words. You lured her in and had her give you more attention than before.

Just like how you wanted it to be.

AKUTAGAWA was honestly a tough nut to crack. You can easily tell he doesn't care about you at all. Well, he'd acknowledge your abilities a little but that's all you're getting.

But that won't stop you from killing those who tried to get even the slightest close to him.

After all, family members must stay with one another forever.

You didn't really mind much about that blonde girl who admires him and follows him around. It's not like she can take him away, he doesn't give a damn about her.

Plus, his sister was very nice! She gave you the love you needed, and she actually cared. Even though her brother was pretty cold, you'd think she also was – but in reality, GIN is a sweet, somewhat shy girl who gave you gifts and attention.

No matter which mafia member it was – wheneve ryou were with them, you were so sweet and caring, such an adorable teen who looks out for all of them and their wellbeing.

Yet behind closed doors, while they weren't looking, you glared daggers at other kids or people they payed attention to, your greedy self wanting all of it to yourself.

It wasn't fair.

It wasn't!

You never held back. You spilled their guts out, you ripped out those fools' hearts – crushing it under your foot, knowing you deserved the love more than their ignorants asses ever did.

And most of all? No one noticed a thing. MORI had continued to send you out mission after mission. He didn't notice the desperate pleads of those immature adults, the heartbreaking cries of those innocent children.

If it was for family, you'd do anything.

After doing all that – you give them a sickly sweet smile, as you pull them to hang out and play with you, no questions asked.

They never noticed.

And quite clear, you were a sadistic young teen. After being so pissed seeing those people getting close to them, it's like a breath of fresh air when you hear the bloodcurdling screams coming from their mouths.

TACHIHARA wasn't that observant, but he could tell that there was something not right about you at all. Yet, he himself was not free from the depths of your pure, honest love. He'll find himself spoiling you, loving you – like you're his very own sister.

He was going to fall into the trap whenever he likes it or not, because you love them way too much.

If someone else tries to destroy that happiness,

They'll just have to dissapear like the rest.

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cerebralinvasion · 1 year

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yandere february event day 14

“Why…why do you keep resisting me? That’s not fair! Don’t I deserve to be happy too?!”

clinking filled the room, cutlery scraping the plates along with an awkward silence. it was your third day eating dinner here. you haven’t said anything yet, not once throughout the long days you’ve spent here. it wasn’t going to get you out of here, sure, but not all decisions require critical thinking and deep analysis. some decisions are simply out of spite. and if your kidnapper wanted to speak with you, you wouldn’t give him what he wanted. you would ignore him. you would do what you could to hurt him, even if it was just barely.

“how’s the food? is it to your liking?” akutagawa’s gaze was laser pointed at you.

you thought that by now he would've given up. but it seems even over 72 hours of complete silence simply wasn’t enough to silence a man as persistent as akutagawa, because he was still trying. you only glared at him in response and akutagawa clenched his fist around his fork, slamming it on the table.

“why… why do you keep resisting me? that’s not fair! don’t i deserve to be happy too!?”

your expression was nothing but unimpressed as you stared back at him. after a couple beats of silence, akutagawa continued on.

“i give you everything you could ask for and you still refuse to acknowledge me! why!? what makes me so worthless that i don’t even get a response from you?? why don’t i get to have anything? why can’t i be happy for once in my life?”

it seems that after three long days, akutagawa finally snapped. yelling at you, he allowed all his pent up feelings of inadequacy and insecurity to reveal themselves. he waited longer, allowing the seconds to tick by in hopes of any kind of response. after what had to be a full minute of nothing but more, petty silence he got up and stormed off into another room, leaving you alone at the table. you don’t follow him. you already know he’ll be back by your side eventually, with some new act to try and get you to speak to him. whether it was hatred or love, he wanted you to at least say something, anything, to him.

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Ryuunosuke Akutagawa (self aware)

Self-Aware! Akutagawa Ryunosuke x GN! Reader

Warning: Yandere. Hints of stalking. OOC. Spoilers for "Dazai Osamu and Dark Era", "Dazai Osamu's entrance exam", Port Mafia arc, The Guild arc, Akutagawa's past. Menthions of mutilation. English is my second language.

Becoming self-aware

🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa was a Black-Fanged Hellhound. He is ready to commit heinous crimes for Port Mafia sake.

🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa was Ability User of Destruction and Disaster. Rashomon will tear anything and anyone by his command.

🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa is an Apostle of Calamity and Despair. He will earn Dazai's approval, no matter what.

🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa isn't real. The moment, he realized it, felt like Rashomon sank its fangs in its Master's soul, shredding every emotion he ever had.

🧥 But, the worst thing was, that his reasons for living was shredded alongside his emotions.

🧥 Akutagawa is strong. He trained to be that stronger. But, was his strength a result of his training? Or, he was created to be that strong? And, no matter what, he won't be stronger or weaker than his current level?

🧥 Akutagawa is loyal to Port Mafia. But, has his actions ever benefit Port Mafia? Or, no matter what he did, Port Mafia will exist, and his missions will end in success, even if he stayed in one please, without weapons and Rashomon?

🧥 Akutagawa was seeking Dazai's approval. But... Was he even created to be someone, who Dazai will accept? Or it was his destiny, to be a failure in Dazai's eyes?

🧥 Was Dazai-san even real?;

🧥 Akutagawa was on edge. He wanted answers, he wanted stability. He wanted to tear someone apart.

🧥 But he won't disobey Boss's orders. Mori orders them to find any information they can find.

🧥 Mori was real. Akutagawa choose to follow that order. Akutagawa knew, that, if he refused, it will make a difference.

🧥 Higuichi and Akutagawa were patrolling Yokohama together. That's how they saw The Guild's liner. And Guild leader, talking about not being real with old man with white beard.

🧥 Others also brought news. About Rats, Government, Hunting Dogs. And ADA. They were real. They also could do anything. And it will make a difference.

🧥 The difference wasn't big. At least, it was something.

🧥 And then, one day, he feels an entity's gaze on him.

______

Looking

Observing

It looked at them, like they were circus animals.

It was weak.

It was hiding far away from them.

Akutagawa spent hours, trying to tear through space. Trying to bring It to them. Trying to get to It.

For hours Rashomon's maw destroyed anything, that was on its way. For hours Rashomon's claws tear through walls and pavement.

And there was Gin.

His sister was acting strange.

Every morning, after waking up, she was writing pages and pages in notebook.

She doesn't show them to Akutagawa.

Only ones he saw one of the pages.

"How their day was"

One time, Akutagawa met Dazai during one of his countless tries to get to the Entity. To tear its throat!

Akutagawa's voice was firm.

"Should I make them suffer?"

Dazai's answer was emotionless.

"You had to get in line."

Was it a blessing? An order? Akutagawa will honor it nevertheless.

But one day, time reset.

And he, once again, was a sixteen-year-old boy, who killed Mimic's solder

And made Dazai-san angry.

_______

When they start feeling your presence

🧥 When Dazai-san pointed a gun on Akutagawa, he was ready. He was ready to use Rashomon as a shield. By his own free will.

🧥 But he couldn't.

🧥 He couldn't use it as he wants.

🧥 Only after the shot he finally managed to create a shield.

🧥 Did It mess with his ability? How dare it weak coward do something to him?

🧥 It will pay...

🧥 But why Dazai-san was so silent?

🧥 And then came the voice.

_____

"effective" "harsh" "other way"

"Strong" "deserved to [|||||||||||||||||]"

Akutagawa feels a wave of warmth. For one moment, he felt completely safe. Like nothing could ever hurt him again.

'Was it mocking him? Pitting him?'

Akutagawa looked around, trying to find the speaker. But, no one was here.

Was it the one, who was talking?

And Dazai-san looked like he was listening to it.

Akutagawa's voice sounded urgent.

"Where is it? Dazai-san, I can hear it. I am sure, this time, I will tear them apart..."

Dazai raises his hand.

His voice was uncharacteristically soft.

"No. You will wait. You won't seek them. Right now, you will only listen to their voice. Their words. And pay attention to their emotions."

_______

🧥 Dazai left without explaining anything. Akutagawa was left alone.

🧥 It... They left with Dazai.

🧥 Emotions? Words? Voice? The couple of words? Full of pity?

🧥 Or not?

🧥 Akutagawa closed his eyes. Remembering.

🧥 They didn't feel pity. It was... respect?

🧥 Akutagawa can't be sure. He needs to hear more.

_____

🧥 Next time he heard them was during clash with Mimic.

🧥 Still, no full sentences.

"Akutagawa" "strong" "hard-working"

🧥 But, now, Akutagawa can tell for sure, that it was respect.

🧥 Fight with Mimic was the same as previous time. Except one thing.

🧥 When Gide arrived, he didn't pay any attention to Akutagawa or anyone else. He was trying to shoot something invisible.

🧥 Sakunosuke Oda arrived again. He saved Akutagawa again.

🧥 And said something strange. But, Akutagawa didn't think too much about it.

"Hold tight, Blobby! We can't let Gide shoot you!"

🧥 Few days later, time resets again.

🧥 Akutagawa, once again, was trying to kill taxi driver. And again was defeated by Doppo Kunikida.

"Akutagawa [|||||||||||||] was awesome!"

🧥 The Voice didn't mock him. Still, only respect.

🧥 When he deals with the ability user, that controlled numbers, Akutagawa heard quiet

"Deserved."

from the voice.

🧥 And time resets again.

🧥 Akutagawa once again was trying to capture man-tiger.

🧥 And strange Light Blob was floating above man-tiger.

_____

Few days later, Mori Ougai and Fukuzawa Yukichi were discussing the creation of a Union. Union, to find a way to Their Guiding Light's world. To them.

Akutagawa feels conflicted.

Gin seems happy. She mentioned, that she can't wait to meet them.

Dazai-san seems happy. Often, he was talking to the air. Laughing. Joking.

And looking at something with so much warmth and... love?

Dazai-san was asking about the Voice. And his feelings towards them.

Akutagawa was honest.

"They are a simple person. I don't hate them anymore. But, I don't like them either."

Akutagawa just can't put his finger on it. He understands, why they want to get to the real world. But why so many people want to meet them? The Guiding Light?

He gets his answers one day.

_____

🧥 Akutagawa just follows Mori's orders. Gave a message to The Guild. Don't attack anyone.

🧥 Hawthorne and Mitchell were on their guard, but, nevertheless, promise to tell Fitzgerald about union proposition. This time, they were unhsrmed.

🧥 And on his way back to ADA/Port Mafia base, time reset again.

🧥 And he was a forteen-year-old boy from the slums.

_________

He was standing before Dazai-san like all this years ago.

But, he wasn't looking at him.

Right before Dazai-san was standing a figure, made of light. Same light, that Little Light was made of.

And they talked. Akutagawa heard sobs. And a wave of warmth

"poor" "friends" "strength"

"Akutagawa, I respect you. You are powerful. You had to become powerful. For yourself. For your friends. And you are powerful. You don't need anyone's acceptance. The words will never take away your power."

Akutagawa feels, how light figure hugged him.

[In reality, you run your fingers up and down manga page]

A flood of emotions...

Respect. Acceptance. Proud

Akutagawa feels, like he was in presence of the most important human in entire planet. Important for him. For everyone.

He finally got it. Why everyone love you.

Now, he was like them.

He wanted to protect them.

_______

🧥 Dazai-san start training him and Atsushi in working in pair.

🧥 So they can protect Dear Guiding Light.

🧥 Akutagawa was ready to train every minute of his life.

🧥 Making sure, that you are safe.

🧥 You and your happiness became his reason to live on.

And then, one day, the purple moon shined above Yokohama.

_______

When you installed BSD Mayoi Inu Kaikitan

🧥 Akutagawa was first one, who gave you an Awakening materials, so you can have his UR card.

"Akutagawa, I love Leader Skill of your card!"

"Wow! So much damage! Are real Rashomon that powerful?"

"Akutagawa's Detective card are so awesome!"

🧥 Akutagawa gather materials by himself. Now Armory in Port Mafia base are on Max Level.

🧥 Because of his interface, Armory now gave materials for UR card awakening.

🧥 Akutagawa loves 'watching' movies with you and Gin. He and Gin will secretly watch videos you watch.

🧥 Ready to order Rashomon to chew through space to get him on your doorstep.

🧥 Will do anything, to keep smile on your face. To keep you protected. To destroy your enemies.

🧥 Akutagawa is a Black-Fanged Hellhound, Ability User of Destruction and Disaster, Apostle of Calamity and Despair.

🧥And you are his reason to live.

_____

You got another note from BSD Mayoi Inu Kaikitan.

From Akutagawa. With Awakening materials for his Summer card.

And a note.

"[Y/N]. Be careful. I don't want anything happen to you. Please, don't worry about anything. You are under my protection, remember that. Akutagawa Ryunosuke"

You smiled and open one of the Akutagawa cards, petting his chibi.

"I will be careful, I promise, Akutagawa. Thanks for worrying about me."

You didn't notice, that Akutagawa's eyes closed in bliss.

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