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fictionkinfessions 3 months
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I think kinning Xie Lian before finishing the series/books may have been a Bad Idea. Not that it was an idea, it was involuntary, mind you, but I should have kept denying it until I finished the books, because... listen I know bad things happen to me. I know that, I knew that going in. I KNOW bad things are coming. I lived through them in a past life, so I should be able to read about them, right?? Right??? I am... I am apprehensive, pensive, even. I know things end up okay, I think? I end up with Hua Cheng and we're happy, I think? But I've read (some of) MDZS I know this author does not fuck around. Hmmmm.
馃摝
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calling-for-kins 3 years
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Hi im Xie Lian from Tian Guan Ci Fu/Heaven Official's Blessing and at the very least am looking for source mates! I dont have reliable mems if any due to being prone to delusions. I would be happy to talk with any one but especially Hua Cheng/San Lang!
I dont mind age but I am an adult and prefer if you were at least 20+
Feel free to message me over at @scraprabbitkin !
馃敭
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hualianisms 3 years
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im xieliankin bc i too miss hua cheng all the time
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i..... just realized. since im kin with xie lian from heaven official's blessing im technically godkin and its changed me man. also i love hua cheng so much
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fictionkinfessions 27 days
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As a Xie Lian, I strongly believe in soul mates of love and fate, especially found in the strangest of places -- as I once said, and still believe, "Body in the Abyss, Heart in Paradise." While I don't believe my soulmate will be a San Lang or Hua Cheng, especially in this brand new life full of possibilities, I'm yearning to find someone someday. I have a long time to wait... but this isn't new to me. I'll just wait.
-Xie Lian. #馃晩鈽勶笍
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fictionkinfessions 1 month
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for the canon carryover ask game :]
animals really like me now just like in canon (there unfortunately aren鈥檛 any magical swords for me to test if they also still like me but what can you do?)
it鈥檚 actually really gratifying to have say stray or skittish cats trot right up to me and beg to be pet
- xie lian (heaven official鈥檚 blessing)
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fictionkinfessions 2 months
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san lang... would i be able to find you again?? i want to find you again... i hope you want to find me, too. i miss you, san lang. -xie lian (锟斤拷锟斤拷馃尭)
馃憱
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fictionkinfessions 3 months
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN EVERYTHING I'VE PREDICTED WAS RIGHT??? Even the things I didn't voice from nightmares!!! This is the worst thing I've ever experienced. I was making baseless accusations, what do you mean he actually did that?! Books 3, 4, and 5 have just been a hell of my own perceptive nature. But anyone would guess that guy was shady when not beside him, right?? Help!
- Xie Lian 馃様
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fictionkinfessions 4 months
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I keep doubting myself kinning him because I'm nothing like him now, but every time I open my mouth people ask me to read further in the way that makes it seem like I've hit Something but I can only read so quickly so I'm at an impasse.
Things would be so much easier to discern if my dear friend who kins Hua Cheng would simply allow me to look at spoilers.
- Xie Lian
馃摝
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fictionkinfessions 1 year
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One day, I'll apologize to Qi Rong face to face, or at least directly, hopefully . But for now,,, even when you weren't the greatest to be around, it's not like I was the kindest to you at times, either . It wasn't right ; for either of us, to either of us,,, I don't know . I can't explain it well at the moment, so I'm sorry too if this seems backhanded or anything as I don't mean it that way, but I really do apologize for not being the greatest cousin to you . I just want you to know that .
-- Xie Lian
馃悇
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fictionkinfessions 1 year
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Hua Cheng, I hope you are well. As ever day goes on I hope you are happy and doing well. Sometimes I make little paper stars written with things I want to tell you about my life now. Even if I don鈥檛 see you again in this life I want you to know I鈥檓 happy.
I鈥檓 not alone any more. Well I mean I haven鈥檛 found anyone but I do have friends and loved ones. Maybe one day I鈥檒l get to tell you all about it. I do miss you, I think of you every time a butterfly greets me.
To the others I hope you are all well. I always await to see you again. I will always have tea ready for the day you ever visit.
May I see you all again,
馃晩 Xie Lian
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fictionkinfessions 1 year
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So I鈥檓 a Xie Lian kinnie right?? Someone please tell me why it took me THIS LONG to realize why I was so obsessed with butterflies to the point I had fake butterflies hanging around my room and my parents bought me a butterfly nightlight when I was 4??? (The butterflies are all hanging down from their wires from a hoop- so they鈥檙e dangling)
I STILL HAVE IT TOO- IM 21 YEARS OLD AND I STILL USE IT- why did it take me so long to realize why I loved them so much o(-(
San Lang, your butterflies still have a tight hold over my heart it seems
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fictionkinfessions 2 years
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I want to fucking cry. One little mention about my calamity arc and I'm breaking down and all I can think about how it's my fault Wu Ming is dead and there's nothing I could do about it. It's my fault he died. If I just.
I dont even know anymore. I'm losing more memory by the day (not. Source memories. I just have extremely terrible memory loss in this life.) I just want him back. It hurts.
I have San Lang here, with me. I know they're the same person but God it still hurts so much. I just wanted to be safe with him. But I know that's not what I wanted then, I wanted to hurt people.
And then he took the fall for my actions. I can't understand, I'll never understand, how he just loves me. Still loves me. Even despite everything. He was ready to love me even if I treated him like the dirt beneath me and I don't deserve it. I regret everything, I regret being even born. I had such a happy attitude back then but one little mention and I'm spiraling.
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fictionkinfessions 2 years
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(Please post this on 10th june if at all possible, mod pc !)
Happy Birthday to all Hua Cheng's 馃帀馃帄馃巶馃挆馃挆 I care about you all very dearly ! I don't know if I've already met my own, or if we'll meet later in life, but nevertheless, you all deserve to have a great day !!
-- Xie Lian
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fictionkinfessions 2 years
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i have to admit that i haven't attempted to look for you, despite my incessant desire to meet you again. i just... i know we're portrayed as perfect lovers, soulmates, bound to one another by love and circumstance. and i cherish that part of us.... but i really miss you as my travel partner, my ally, my friend. the one who knows my heart, the one that i can show myself to and give my endless stores of love to. someone who appreciates my terrible cooking [which has improved by leaps and bounds, i'm sure you'd be proud], someone who i view as awe-inspiring, endearing and precious. fondly, i remember you continued to have a streak of youthful mischievousness even after so many years together, which i adored then and now. you're jealous, inquisitive and you're a step ahead of everyone else; you always gave it your all and made complex situations seem so simple. i miss you so much that it burns me inside; there's a smoldering feeling nestled in my chest when i reminisce about you. i can't help but think about you, especially late into the night. often, i wonder if you've found another me, if that me is more 'me' than i am. i won't come out with a canon call or anything, i think i'd be too disappointed to fail. but i still hold out hope for a chance meeting. but mostly, i wonder if you're happy and if you're doing well. about who and where you are... and if i'll ever see you again. but i believe that this message is getting too wistful and winded. just know.... i'm waiting for you if you'd ever like to find me. - the flower crown martial god
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fictionkinfessions 2 years
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@ the first reaction to canon voice question : there's a few i havent heard bc their canon voices havent dropped, and others where i heard the voice first and kinfirmed later, so this is more for when I heard my kin's eng dub for the first time (the main dub is mandarin bc it's a donghua, and in this case, I kinfirmed after hearing it in mandarin so i was used to it, but I kinfirmed BEFORE hearing it in English) !!
The kin I'm talking about is Xie Lian from tgcf, and his eng dub va actually voices another kin of mine (Langa from sk8), so I was really happy when I heard the eng dub trailer and realized he was the same person !! His voice really fits Xie Lian imo so I couldn't really be anything but lol
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