#wtf they didnt block it

[cjskribblez]

SL spoilers lmao///

#slart #trafficblr #jimmy solidarity #martyn inthelittlewood #secret life spoilers #secret life #slsmp #slsmp spoilers #seablings #property police #sorry i didnt have time to color but i thought it was such a goofy scene #WHY DID THEY GO TO THE END. WHY #dialogue is off I KNOW. I watched Jimmys ep and then went to draw it ok sorry #lizzie was actually so real for that bc i too would watch my brother be thrown 50 blocks into a pillar and die and go #wtf did you guys see that that was almost me... jeez #itlwart #solidaritygaming #solidarity fanart #lizzie ldshadowlady #ldshadowlady fanart #ldshadowlady

[charizardstolemynickname]

Haven't opened tumblr in ages, opened it today TO HAVE 99+ NOTIFICATIONS?!

AND DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT FOR? Is it possibly my wonderful posts talking about angst in random fandoms?

No. It is a post of me talking about how I thought the entire world thought david tennant looked like a fennec fox.

#i got so scared like “wtf” #and it was ALL for that one post #i am shocked tumblr didnt give me more notifications for it #anyway #IM BACK! #ofmd s2 comes out tomorrow but i found out not on iplayer so im suffering #going to have to block that tag #chr post #anyway very embrassed that a lot of people now know i made a collection (and still have it) of david tennant fennec fox pictures #made from pictures from that one account #only tumblr would cause this

[druidshollow]

"what would your character be like without their trauma?" is such a hard question for me because it makes me feel like a massive asshole LMAO

(im attaching a picture of a tundra literally to add context to my ramble in the tags because my posts are structured by a sane person) (you should read the ramble in the tags i talk so much about rivers fsr)

#like. rivers would probably just purpose funky things for the hell of it and study lizards and stuff #i think environmentalism would matter to him since he was created long before the great equalizer when there was like. actually a view #have you guys ever looked at a tundra for real theyre so pretty. i think the colours would be funkier though #purples and blues along with the reds and oranges i think but id have to draw it tio be sure its not ugly #anyways. rivers would probably be interested in nature conservation especially since the ancients destroyed the world- #but the iterators construction obviously had a massive part in that so hed feel ownership #him and glass wouldve got along VERY well in this circumstance since that matters a lot to her (specifically animal conservation though) #but at the same time glass doesnt exist without rivers trauma right. she cant exist if flowers isnt in his life because he Literally built #her (glass) just to be mean to rivers #doomed for real #i....... want them to be friends in the walky au. my massive block is trying to think of some reason nights Needs to leave his can because #he wouldnt if not required. and glass just wouldnt leave him. in no circumstance would they willingly separate from eachothers company #theyd ALSO need to be really fast because the only opportunity nights would get to get out is when odyssey goes to him to help her build #the weapon she needs to kill dune. (odyssey has the gift. the twins dont know anyone else who does((other than phrases obvsly))) #this happens a considerable amount of time after phrases and rivers escape. they have like. a month's time on them #odysseys like “if you guys are for real about leaving do NOT go straight south. dont. dont. dont. youre like 2 feet tall you WILL die” #nights is like “DEAR GOD SERIAL KILLERS??????” and glass is like “wtf youre only like a foot taller than us” #anyways i think glass and rivers would get along and rivers has a positive arc here right and realizes hes wrong and hes glad he didnt. #kill the twins. yeah its good you didnt do that dude #i jsut really really think theyd get along if rivers had the chance to associate her with anything but flowers horrid treatment of him #because in the normal story all he sees when he sees her is flowers. and like flowers could the twins can tap into his work and see his #files and logs and such whenever they wanted. they didnt do this very often- glass really never looked at rivers work unless she was told t #but rivers was just made SO paranoid by flowers abuse that thinking of being watched makes him feel sick and horrible #and his whole thing is trying to find a way to feel less horrible right so thats (part of) why he decides to get rid of them #hm. if rivers wassnt traumatized hed like nature and creatures. anyways #oc posting #look to the tags for the oc posting

[burgerspeople]

i'm all for writing what you want but some people need to take many many steps back from the internet and just not follow their wants

#i'm gonna have to bleach my eyes from the tags i just saw on ao3 #i didnt even read it just silently added it to my blocks #but wtf #i need to go douse my eyes now see y'all later

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

made a little zine abt some of my favorite things in my room :]

#zine #mini zine #my art #i didnt explain the paul thing very well bc i had limited space. essentially tbis dude called me like six three in a row when i was hanging #with my friend #i got annoyed and answered to tell him he had the wrong number. despite this he called back AGAIN. hing uo after being told again he had #the wring number THEN TEXTED ME GOING 'wrong number this is paul' #LILE BRO WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME WHO YOU ARE IF ITS CLEAR YOU HAVE THE WRONG NUMBER 😭 #anyways my friend and i found this guy hilarious and we had a fucking insane conversation with him. we texted him a few times MONTHS later #and then he blocked me bc i wouldnt tell him 'who i was' or 'why i started texting him' which like. HELLO??? I DIDNT START TEXTING YOU #WHY WOULD I TELL YOU WHO I AM WHEN ITS CLEAR WE DONT FUCKING KNOW EACH OTHER 😭 YOURE THE ONE WHO TEXTED ME WTF #anyways i gave him a fake first name which for some reason wasnt good enough for him so he blocked me :// sad. #i dont even knoe if the pic i have is actually of him or if his real name is paul so *shrugs*. either way he now sits on my wall in the #mouth of a hippo picture frame #bc it reminds me of a funny time with a friend :]

[cleric-of-crows]

Shoutout to the dream version of myself who decided to write an entire persuasive essay to my mom and sister about why they should pay their taxes instead of "boycotting" taxes because of the war in Gaza.

Yeah my real self would fucking not.

#i have no idea wtf they thought that would have accomplished??? #my favorite highlights from my dream essay are that I commented even the Joker from Batman pays his taxes #i included a yt link to that clip in my entire essay #not even as a source. it was just in the essay #also told them to vote in local elections if they didnt like their representatives #and told them to do research into the politicians instead of just voting at random because of the party #i was like “how else do you think we ended gerrymandering in wisconsin?” #also totally believe sis trying to dodge taxes (huge drama there i swear) #but like mom and dad just sold their house and they bought a new one #like the irs knows about that #also dad handles the money??? wym youre not doing your taxes? dad just takes them to h&r block or whatever!!!! #anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

there are many benefits to knowing basic html cod- oh god oh fuck

#yeah i'll put this here instead of on main cause why not #i'd already blocked the clown everyone's talking about so when i saw people saying you could replace the image i was 'oh man now i cant :(' #but it turns out there was ANOTHER THING that didnt get blocked for some reason. but anyways i tested it and ahkjhsdkjSDKHH #I DIDNT INTEND FOR LEN TO BE HUGE???? WTF MAN im sure i could fix it if i really wanted but ehh lazy #sent that element to the void anyways so no more doing that now. bye giant chibi len #since it toggles a different theme when you click on it i tried seeing if i could make it more len-themed too #i managed to change the background but i couldn't change the upper bar thing color?? 😭😭 so i just gave up lol #i coulda probably done that if i put more time into properly seeing shit but also i literally just woke up im tired man

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

Not pro/anti ship but a secret third thing (side eyeing ppl with ships i dont like and block them/the tag if it makes me uncomfortable)

#shut up pandora #wtf is pro and anti SHIP anyway #you cant come up with a universal definition everyone will agree on #'no problematic ships' ok can you write a manifesto on every nuance of shipping in fiction to describe what exactly is problematic #and then can you get everyone who says 'no problematic ships' to agree with it #'no censorship/harassment' is noble and all but what do you mean by that? when ppl tell you they dislike your ship? #when i say i dislike the huntlow ship 80 shippers go for the throat and tell me either to either make sure it doesnt end up in the tags #or tell me not to say it at all. in a post that isnt even blind hate like i always talk about their characters and the story too #is that censorship? #and then 20 ppl trip over themselves to explain why THEY PERSONALLY like the ship even if i didnt ask #is that harrassment? #or is that just ppl online being obnoxious about their opinions and theres no need to moralize the concept of shipping #which has been around in its semi modern form since the 60s #you can be pro or anti SPECIFIC SHIP though i dont use that term bc of the associations with the words pro and anti #but moralizing an entire aspect of fandom culture generalizes too much #the truth is theres no cheat code to avoid drama in fandom you cant just slap a lable on yourself and expect everyone to know what you mean #you cant just say im anti ship and be absolved of liking 'problematic content' bc the definition of that is blurry as hell #you can just say im pro ship and universally supoort every person shipping weird shit you gotta draw the line somewhere #and while you shouldnt harass them the definition for that is blurry too #gotta curate your own online experience block ships and ppl you dont like etc #pro and anti is just a line in the sand that separates a whole spectrum of ppl

[fluffa-mocha-bean]

I get bored and draw her~ (⑅∫°ਊ°)∫

#my art #wtf fluffy #fluffa-mocha-bean #sketch #uwu #im tired #fluffy #my oc #sorry i have posted in awhile #ive been having an art block #and i had to switch programs because sai didnt want to work #thank god sai 2 works so much better #also thank you sasha for sai 2 #xux i did what you said and switched over finally

[nihilismtrcit]

anon is back on since i’m getting relentlessly spammed either way lmao <3

also, i lost all of my unanswered messages bc of all the spam i guess? broke my ask or something. i had a wcif for the disco balls in my thriftea build which can be found here and i think? that’s it? but if not i’m sorry 

#like wtf is going on #i'm getting soooo many messages #i'm having to block and report so many random blogs #if u sent a wcif and i didnt answer it pls resend it #im not ignoring u i promise #i take foreverrrr to respond to messages but i will never ignore anyone

[lovedlovingly]

NAHHHHHHHH

#someone who ignored me for 10days in February and i was like ok cool friendship over 💗 #(its was an important topic and they left me hanging :)) #and then never replied JUST WROTE TO ME #saying its SO HARD and so much p #PRESSURE having to be by his phone “all the time” #BROOOOOO ONCE IN 10 DAYS? #I DIDNT BOTHER HIM SINCE YOU'RE FEELING ANXIOUS HAVING TO ANSWER ME ONCE EVERY 6 MONTHS???? #AND SAYING THINGS WOULD BE “EASIER IF WE JUST LIVED CLOSE” NAHHHH NAHHHHH FUCK YOU 😂 #THIS IS NOT ON ME 😂 I WILL KILL U #the fucking GUTS coming back and saying its on me when HE TOLD ME HE WOULD NEVER GHOST ME LIKE BRO YOUR ACTIONS SUCK AND YOUR WORDS AREN'T #PRETTY #nahhhhh im SO PISSED LIKE IM TRYING TO THINK WHAT TO ANSWER BEFORE I BLOCK HIM BECAUSE NAHHHH #he threw away a 7y long friendship LMAOOO AND THIS IS THE EXCUSE? #“ill always be there for u” me: cool him: wtf this is so much pressure this is YOUR fault :/ #like IABAUWBWINAIWBEDKFN 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 I AM NOT SANE RN

[paigemathews]

Okay, but the real worse timeline is the one where Charmed actually ended up having a love triangle with Paige and Cole in the beginning of season five.

#charmed #paige matthews #cole turner #paige x cole #this has been in my drafts for nearly a year just. like this and idk why?? #bc this is it this is the post i didnt have anything to add #but also like. paige was still the new girl on the block in s5 and phoebe/cole had been the dramatic relationship for two seasons already #and you can rework it in fic and stuff but actually canonically having paige hook up with cole? terrible idea #do you know how difficult it would have been to walk paige back from that? she'd have been hated for the rest of the show #especially with her suspicion and relationship with cole in s4 and then to have her kiss her sister's ex husband she hated #in the same episode that the reveal phoebe is still in love with him? paige would've been so fucked over as a character #like thank GOD that rose and julian just went... no wtf is wrong with you

[lo-fi-charming]

People who are part of a marginalized group that you aren't are allowed to criticize how you portray them. You're not a trans man. Being non binary doesn't give you some magical immunity to having latent transphobia toward trans men. Yeah trans men can like their chests and long hair and feminine clothes, but when you only ever portray them with all those things (plus mostly drawing cis women alongside them) you comes off as someone who just thinks trans men are women.

whats up it's ya boi just got woken up by my cat at 6 am for her breakfast and saw this so im tired and annoyed at you and typing this all out on my phone so i can immediately go back to sleep Anyway,

1) never said it gives me immunity, just that I wasn't cis anymore, and mentioned it to explain why i removed the disclaimers

2) you are making SO many assumptions about me based entirely on how i draw ONE character. just because i draw jon most often with long-ish hair and Sometimes wearing more feminine clothing does not mean i only ever draw all trans men like that. i draw martin as trans, too - no top-op, but he's also fat and tall, typically only in "masculine" clothing. i also draw sasha trans, do you have a problem w her as well? oh i guess not since she's short and femme and has big enough boobs that you can assume she's just cis, bc only cis girls look like that (though her being fat too is probably pushing it for you!)

(you know, i have lots of my own characters yall don't see on here; if i had to say, i probably have more trans girls than trans guys, and girls overall, bc im gay about ladies. but no you're right the art of one character you exclusively see on my sequestered fandom blog gives you a great idea of my tastes overall)

3) you insist that my inclusion of drawing a trans man alongside a cis women = i think they're the same thing which is just REALLY WEIRD like ??? do people get less trans by association now?? i simply don't understand this point. am i no longer allowed to draw both and i have to chose one? (assuming youre the same anon as the first), you've got this weird fixation on how a trans man's (jon's?) body is 'the same as a cis woman's) but YOU'RE the one saying if a man has boobs and a vagina then he is the exact same beast as a cis woman. maybe actually Think about that for longer than a second and accept the fact that those physical traits do not a woman make. some men just look like this.

i agree it is important for people - especially those who are not part of The Group - to be Mindful of how they portray that group, but that doesn't mean not making things with or about said group. i mean what are you trying to tell me to do, even? stop drawing trans men period? or i can draw them but Only if they have top surgery? only if they look like cis men? only with other trans men? all of this sucks.

like this isn't criticism. you keep trying to accuse me of dodging criticism of my Apparent Transphobia, but you're the one making stupid rules about it. not to mention wilfully ignoring all the other trans men (you claim to be sooooo concerned about) who DO like my stuff, because it speaks to them and their experiences. so like. get tf over yourself and don't send me more messages like this, ill just delete them

#echoecho #i didnt wanna sleep with this stupid message nagging me so here we are #anon this sounds like suuuuch a You problem okay #if you dont like my stuff just stop looking. unfollow block whatever you need #but youre being weird and gatekeepy so idk also maybe deal with that #before you start spreading more weird ideas around #trans men don't have to meet your personal prerequisites to be 'the right kind of trans guy' like wtf

[two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat]

Was anyone else just like...really weird about things that weren't yours ending up with your things?

Like...ok for example, in elementary school we would earn gold slips as a reward and we could use them to buy certain privileges for a week or a day or whatever

And I dont remember what grade but we had a "class pet" that was a stuffed rabbit and we could pay to bring it home with us for a week. And as a kid who really fucking loved stuffed animals (my bed was completely covered in them) I decided I would save up for that

Well I got it home and immediately hid it under my bed cuz It Did Not Belong. I wanted nothing to do with it. It lived under my bed the entire week so I would not have to look at it. The idea of having it touch any of my other stuffed animals gave me anxiety. And I was so fuckin relieved when it was time to take it back.

This never happened with new stuffed animals that I got at the store or as a gift. In fact new stuffed animals always got an honorary spot next to my pillow at night for at least a week after I got them. But if it was not MINE then it did not get to mix with my things.

I always gave people their pencils or pens back when I borrowed them cuz the idea of putting it in my pencil case made me nauseous. Even if they told me I could just keep it. Which made it really hard to understand how people could steal my pencils.

#actually autistic #also i realized yesterday why people losing things that theyre wearing/holding was so funny to me as a kid #cuz thst made no sense to me but it was the funniest fuckin thing #but its cuz of my sensory issues #i cant lose my sunglasses while theyre on my head #my brain doesnt block out the feeling of them on my head #i might forget WHAT is on my head #but i still know somethings there #im more likely to go ''hey wtf is on my head'' before i start thinking i lost my sunglasses #or like...masks....like i dont hate wearing them anymore but my brain still doesnt block out the feeling of wearing one #and they still lower my threshold for being able to deal with sensory stimulus #but i feel like some of the people who were wearing masks under their noses at the start just werent....aware that their mask had slipped #like their brains just started blocking out the feeling of wearing one and they couldnt feel that it had slipped past their noses #my brain just doesnt do that tho #like im over here just constantly readjusting my mask cuz i felt it slide down ever so slightly #or my mom always forgets to change out her slippers for her sandals when leaving the house but that just doesnt happen for me #my slippers and my sandals are made of very different material and one is significantly squishier than the other #if i leave the house with slippers its cuz i meant to #or in the case of that time i had to take my mom to the er i didnt have time to

[caruliaa]

it is soo crawzy how i tihnk other than the joy of gift+money for eid nd homebrewing my 3ds april and may have been hitting me rocks repeatidly like ok.

#like ok !! #ugh idek yet if the my parents blocking the website thing was like. part of a bigger thing tht theyd talk to me abt or not #i dont think so. idk #i think its j smth done randomly bc they realsied it was no longer blocked nd dont want me on there #but it cls b a they know ab stuff thing #idk tho bc i tihnk then theyd talk 2 me ab it upfront #like i spoke w my dad earleir j casually like oh i didnt eat diiner on time r there leftovers #nd i tihnk if it was a part of a bigger thing he wld have tried 2 have a convo w me #yk. idk #i think one time my dad after all my other internet accses we taken away loll #saw i also had internet on my kindle (like an e reader litreally wtf can u even do on an ereader browser #other thna what i was doing wihch was reading fic lol) #nd j. stopped out internet from connecting to it #nd never mentioned it or brought it up but its obvs thts what he did #so hopefully this will b like tht #i think ill b fine. yea <3 #flappy rambles #EDIT: alsoo ofc other than the love and support of my freinds !! <3 didnt mention it bc my freidns r always here 4 me but homebrew 3d #nd new eid money r new developments in my life #but ofc support of friends means so so much 2 me #i lvoe you all smm mwah mwah mwha <3

[revon-aurora-borealis]

you ever really wanna make an oc for a piece of fiction youre into but nomatter what you throw out there none of it sticks and everything about them doesnt sit right with you?

ive had this before, and typically i just abandon the oc or suddenly something sticks (this is that case for both my Agent 3 oc and Neo Agent 3 oc)

the thing is in that case i needed to make them for the story and i already was like interested in making them anyway

at first i was into the idea of this oc but the more i read this manga the more i just... feel like shes stupid and doesnt work, all the ideas i have for her doesnt work nomatter how much is toy around with them, it kinda feels like she exists just to have special connections to the characters i like and this one oc i thought of kinda just exists to be romantically involved with this one guy and i dont like it

the just feel bland af and only one of them i feel like adds some extra substance i wish was there for the story, but part of that could be there just by writing one of the characters im into differently

i dont want a self insert here either, i want to design someone, i want to make someone else, i want the mirror that reflects me to be shattered into small bits

im stuck in a creative rut rn cuz of my period and winter and i fucking hate it

i think ill just focus on skycotl fn ughhh

i think its best i take a break from this manga fn

#manga #anime #oc #artist block #writers block #yes i am talking abt jjba btw #ughh i love it sm but there is so much potential that is missed hence why i wanted to make ocs #ik for sure i want to draw a fanmanga that makes Strazio's actions make sense tho #and maybe a fancomic that entends each part by more? #at first i didnt mind it with PB but i felt robbed with how fast BT's plot ended #and i looked at SC and its got 10 fucking volumes only wtf #i crave more BT content so i might as well make it myself #jjba #fan writing #fanfiction #bro i actually wanna cry this is painful wth #i hate the vibe i have stuck in my heart rn #ima just abandon my ocs #i think i jumped the gun when making the one oc #everything i try makes her feel bland af T_T #plus when i think of her design it's in a bland harem anime artsyle instead of something jjba looking #ik it hasnt even been a week since i made her but it just like #isnt clicking at all #ive been stuck with ocs before and this does not feel like its gonna go anywhere #ugggghhhhhh #😭