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unwishablestars · 2 months

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Hi I’m not sure if you take this type of requests and if you don’t you can just ignore it. Could you do Cassidy, Hanzo, Genji, Lifewaever and Mauga (not sure if you writ for him) comforting their s/o after they got rescued from being kidnapped. Can you also add that the s/o was pregnant but had a miscarriage due to the kidnapping? If you don’t want to add the last bit that’s fine.

Thank you. 😊

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Pair(s): Cassidy x Pregnant!Reader | Hanzo x Pregnant!Reader | Genji x Pregnant!Reader | Lifeweaver x Pregnant!Reader

Genre: Angst , Hurt/Comfort (little comfort ngl)

Word Count: 1.3k

Tags: Headcanons, Angst, Miscarriage, Multi-Character, uhhhhhhhhhhhhh

TWs: Miscarriage, Kidnapping, Angst, Mildly-described violence

Summary: Cassidy/Hanzo/Genji/Lifeweaver's partner get kidnapped while pregnant leading to reader's miscarriage.

A/N: HIIIII ANONNNN!!! Thank you so much for your request!<3 I'm really sorry about the delay since life got in the way a bit :( And sorry I don't write for Mauga cuz idk how yet--- fresh hero ykyk</3 I hope you like this though!! Sorry for the delay again :(

Cassidy

Even before joining overwatch Cassidy was already a pretty wanted man due to him being part of the dead lock gang

And it never really changed when he joined overwatch

Though this time he wasn't a criminal but he was still in a dangerous field, but you always loved him because you've seen him in all the ways he loves you.

He was swooned when he met you.

One cheesy love story later, BOOM, you're preggers.

Whether you were a civilian or an agent, Cassidy WILL NOT let you get involved with his work while pregnant.

So he was absolutely distraught when he couldn't find you in you're shared home.

He walks through the door calling out for your name, ready to pamper you for the night, only to get no response.

Suddenly, he sees the signs of struggle. Knocked over furniture, thrown books, and just a general mess of your home

He is frantic.

Starts yelling your name, running around the house trying to look for you. "..Fuck..FuckfuckfuckfuckfuckFUCK"

After a few hours, they eventually locate you. They waste no time at all.

The plan was simple, (maybe even too simple), just get you out of there. Unharmed.

Cole, with worry and adrenaline as strong as ever, finds you tied to a chair. Crying, distraught, and bleeding.

Now you lay on the base's medic bay, face showing numbness as you learned the news of your baby.

Everyone had left after attempting to comfort you. All except for you lover.

He held your hand as he felt a familiar pain of loss, holding back tears, he just wanted to make sure you knew you weren't alone. And that he is so sorry.

"Darlin.. fuck.. I'm so sorry.. I was supposed to protect you. Our child.. it's my-- I'm so fucking sorry, love. Please.. please don't hate me."

Of course you didn't hate him. But too exhausted to speak, you brought his hand up to your cheek and weakly said "Just.. stay.."

"Darlin.. I will never leave your side."

Hanzo

Hanzo has been hiding in the shadows and constantly on the run for years. Alone. Until you, of course.

You offered to give him a place to stay after seeing him about to doze off sitting on a bench in the park

"No, it's fine. I'm just resting." He was literally about to pass out--

He had eventually opened up to you after much persistence and kindness, and grew incredibly fond of you.

To him, you brought him peace.

For a while, he tried to lessen contact with you as to avoid any conflicts with the people searching for him.

But he was conflicted when he found out you were pregnant. He did not want to leave your side but he also did not want to endanger you, especially in this state.

After some reassurance, he agreed to stay and take care of you.

He had hoped he would lay low enough that not only would he have to worry about your safety but also be able to be a present father to his child.

But when he came to your shared home and the door wide open, he fuckin lost it.

Frantically looking for you in your home, swearing all sorts in his home tongue didn't solve the issue.

He couldn't find you but he did find an envelope containing you're whereabouts.

They've been planning this for a while, how long were they watching him? Why did they only strike when you're health was so critical.

Hanzo was livid realizing this.

He headed to your location and found you tied to a chair, sac over your head, in a dimly lit warehouse

He knew it was a trap but ain't no way he would let anyone put a finger on you.

After being roughed up himself, (but ultimately beating the shit put of a of em) he took a look at you and saw the bruises, the scrapes

and the blood down there

he held you close, forever blaming himself for what happened

Genji

Genji and you met during your time in overwatch while they were in their prime

He was emo back then but you liked that,

And when he realized he liked you're unconditional admiration, he liked you too.

He didn't admit it of course, neither to himself nor to you but whatever.

Years later, Winston sends the recall.

And he was pleased to find out you had come back,

With a new mentality, a new acceptance of himself, and a more open acceptance of your love.

This time he made the first move, trying to act smooth like his pre-overwatch days, but his stuttering and nervousness gave it away though.

He was worried you'd remembered him as the angry and vengeful man he once was, but you saw who he was deep down

Which is the exact reason why he fell in love with you.

Eventually, after feeling a bit of morning sickness he urged you to go Mercy or Bap or anyone to help you get better.

Only for you to find out you're pregnant.

You stayed away from missions for a while as Genji requested, at most doing paperwork and helping a bit around the base.

But when the base was suddenly attacked, Genji pinned, yelling at you to stayed back.

You tuned out his pleads and gripped your weapon to help the father of your child.

And you did, but you were knocked out and taken away. He was too weak to reach you.

They immediately set out to rescue you, fully aware of your vulnerable state.

Though they had insisted for Genji to heal up first, through his broken visor, he shot them a glare that wouldn't stop him from saving his love.

After finding you in a cell, bruises all over in a weakened state, unconscious, he carried you back to the ship and held you close, eye getting watery.

You woke up in a hospital bed in the medbay, the first thing you notice being the ache your body feels, and the pain in your stomach.

Then, you notice your lover hold you close and tight.

Followed by the sorrowful looks of the doctors.

They left to give you two some space.

"I'm.. so sorry.. please.. forgive me.."

With tears in your eyes, you held each other close, never wanting to let go again.

Lifeweaver

You had worked alongside Lifeweaver in his development of biolight,

He loved having you at his side.

Soon he took you dates, brought you gifts and food, too show appreciation.

Not realizing he was indulging in his growing love for you.

After giving him some clarity of his feeling with a bold kiss, you two were inseparable, even more than before.

After you had missed you're period, you showed your lover the positive test and he way beyond joyful.

He always urged you to rest and didn't let you lift a finger. He didn't want you to be stressed or worried, he saw such beauty in you.

But those you wanted his biolight saw opportunity.

He was out buying food for you and his future baby but he came home to an open door, silence, thrown trinkets and portraits.

In his panic, he wondered whether or not he would need to contact his family. Or Satya. Or Baptiste. Anyone.

He received a video file on his desktop.

Asking for the acces to his biolight as well as the information to it's creation.

He was shaking, he wasn't strong enough to fight them on his own, he needed help. He needed you. Please come back to me.

He cannot wait any longer. He caved. Only for you. And for them.

He had sent all the information they needed. And as breathed heavily on his knees. He heard a vehicle arrive at his estate.

He hurried out, even almost tripping in the process, he needed to see you were okay, that you were both okay.

He saw you being lead to the front gate, and the abductors lackey walking back to their vehicle.

Giving him a face of no remorse.

As he held you in his arms once again, the look in your eyes had told him everything.

You two stayed there. Just feeling the comfort of what you two still had. Each other.

#writing #fanfic request #overwatch x reader #genji x reader #cole cassidy x reader #hanzo shimada x reader #lifeweaver x reader #headcanon #angst #fanfic #hurt/comfort #uhh please read trigger warnings

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pupkashi · 1 year

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Some drabble ideas cause why not :

- His s/o buying super expensive stuff for Satoru

- Imagine how he would react the first time you call him by pet name (or surname like 'Toru or 'Ru🥰🥺)

- Taking a nape w him

- How he would react the first time he sees u on ur periods, and how he'll treats you

- Where he likes to being kissed/touched

All these for Gojo cause we'll never have enough of him (and I love the way you write him<3)

anon u are an absolute genius ✍🏼✍🏼✍🏼 also I’m in tears bc of ur compliment i am gonna print this and hang it on a wall <3 also got a bit carried away w some of these 🤭

okay but 1) he would definitely love whatever u get him but scold you because he wants you to save ur money and spend it on urself but on the inside he is cheering and giddy because omg did you save up for a gift just for him :’ ))

rest are under the cut <3

2) i think he’d freeze a bit when you first call him toru and just drop everything and look u in the eye and make you say it again because his heart just burst and the only way he’d continue to live is hearing u say that again, after that he doesn’t respond to gojo coming from you anymore sometimes he’ll even ignore you calling him satoru because he wants you to call him ‘toru or the pet names you call him like angel, honey or sweetheart (which started because you said he eats so much sweets his heart might as well be a conversation heart)

3) i headcanon that satoru is the worst to nap with and i will die on that hill,, he will spend the entire time you’re supposed to be napping giggling and being overly affectionate, then when you say you have to go do whatever it is you gotta do he pulls you down and says ‘really this time’ so u set a timer and then when the timer goes off he just shuts it off and coaxes u back to sleep until you wake up naturally two or three hours later and his excuse is “how am i supposed to live myself knowing my lover is tired? you need rest I’m doing you a favor <;3”

4) not the best when he first finds out ngl 😭 i feel like he’d be weary around you at first because doesn’t wanna put you in a bad mood but then you cry because you think hated you and then as time goes on he figures out when to be clingy and when to give you space ,,, will buy you those plushies that you can heat up from cramps and lots and lots of pain killers ,, will make you tea to help with cramps ‘i saw a video saying this tea with honey is really good for cramps so i made you some :3’ ,, definitely indulges allllllll of your cravings especially those that also satiate his sweet tooth ,, overall very caring and i will def make a headcanon abt this on its own 😭😭

5) i am a firm believer that gojo loves, adores even, nose kisses !!!! a small smile on his face and he has to stop himself from practically squealing when you lean over and press a soft kiss to the tip of his nose <333 >.< loves when you kiss his forehead too or his knuckles when they’re a little red or bruised after a bad fight, specially after you’ve just finished wiping the blood away and wrapping them :((( ,,, he loves when you touch / play with the hair at the nape of his neck, he just feels so close to you and so relaxed and god he never wants to leave your arms </3 also loves when you scratch his back before going to sleep or when you squeeze his thigh when he’s sitting next to you also secretly loves when u smack his butt when he’s bent over doing or getting something but he will never tell u that ,, loves loves loves !!! when you touch his abs or chest,, his confidence will just shoot through the roof when your hands begin wandering down his abdomen during a make out or cuddle session, never failing to smirk and say ‘like what you feel’ to which you’d either indulge him or scoff and roll your eyes, pulling your hand away only for him to whine and put your hand back saying ‘okay okay I’m sorry please don’t stop’ ,,,, lord have mercy

#we just got a letter #send in more stuff plz plz !!#drabbles <3 #gojo satoru fluff #gojo satoru x reader #gojo fluff #gojo x reader #gojo satoru imagine #gojo drabble #gojo satoru drabble

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canthavetoomuchchaos · 4 months

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Racing Heart Blank Face

this was hard to write seeing as I wrote it while under stimulated myself.

Guy x Honey

This is in the perspective of Guy.

Honey comes home after a late night of work to silence. Alarming knowing their boyfriend.

Tw: under stimulation, zone outs, palpitation (over awareness of one's own heart beat)

Everything is muted. Fuzzy. I can hear, but I can't, it's there but it's not. My vision is blurred. I can feel my heart in my chest, almost painful against my ribs. I hear the dor open but I can't move, why can I hear ringing in my head? Everything's blurry.

"...-uy?.......-ear me?.....-llo?" Oh, honey is home. What time is it? It has to be late, they said they would be home late right? Or was that yesterday? What day is it..? Work was hard... Oh, they asked me something. How do I make sounds again? I can't remember anymore...

Guy blinks slowly, his eyes glossy and far away as his blank expression remains. Honey is worried and has never seen this before.

"....-hear me?.....-y. .....-urt?" I wonder why they're asking so many questions...im okay right? Why are they paving? They are paving right? It's too quiet. Did I close the window? I'm cold. My chest hurts....I'm gonna put my head down. How do I move again? Everything is so....slow.

"gu-......can-....-ouch you?" Honey sounds concerned again....why? Are they okay? My heart feels too loud. Is that possible? My hands are cold.

"I wanna go home...."

Barely a whisper, but it's the only thing they've heard guy say, if they hadn't been so focused on him they wouldn't have heard it.

"....-are home?......-ou sick?" Sick? I'm not sick...is honey sick? Oh no, I should take care of them, my eyes are heavy... Oh, I can see a bit more now. Why is honey about to cry?

"Honey? What's wrong?" His hand very slowly reaches up to touch their cheek, his cold hands meeting warm skin. They sigh in relief and lean into his hand, a tear escaping their scared eyes.

"are you okay? What just happened Guy? Where were you?" Guy frowns, he was here the whole time wasn't he?

"I was right here? Honey are you okay?"

_______

NGL this was written and paced as mine was. As I got under stimulated so did he, if I couldn't hear neither could he. The only difference was sight. If I couldn't see, I had to wait to give that to guy.

#x reader #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redacted guy #redactedverse #comfort #redacted honey #neurodivergent

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ambrosialdesire · 11 months

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Congrats on 30 followers! :) Since you’re requests are now officially open I have oneeee.

Canon verse yandere childhood best friend Eren :) Maybe reader starts dating someone and Eren won’t accept having the love of his life be taken away from him.

(I’m not really sure if this is how to write a request btw.)

boundless

18+ DARK CONTENT BELOW, MINORS + BLANK BLOGS DNI

pairing: s4 eren x fem!reader word count: 2k warnings + tags: general yandere and obsessive themes, unhealthy relationships, one-sided pining, childhood friends, kinda angsty at first ngl, implied non-con at the end, all characters are 18+ synopsis: you start dating and it's not the man that everyone had expected, the one who's been at your side since forever. love is a powerful emotion and eren has too much of it for you to ignore. a/n: thank you sm anon and this is a perfectly fine request! depending on how descriptive a request is somewhat affects the length of the fic :) btw this is pre-rumbling and pre-marley invasion (aka when eren was pretending to be a injured soldier). really bad and unreliable synopsis but hope this is a good read!! double posting today haha (mostly because i haven't posted in a bit lol) note: please keep in mind of the tags above and do not proceed if triggering or uncomfortable, especially if you are a minor!! do not read my or any other writers' dark content if you are underaged. this is a fictional work and does not reflect irl morals, do not believe this is how a real romance works or functions.

The sounds of cutlery hitting the plates and the wooden table caused your cheeks to flush more, a hand rubbing at your nape as you began to avert your gaze from the group. Wide eyes were staring at you, as if you said something that was a complete shocker. God, this had to be worse than actually fighting Titans.

"You're what!?" Sasha was the one that finally broke the silence, hands slamming on the table as she got up from her seat abruptly.

"And to who?!" Connie followed suit, slamming his hands down but instead hitting his dinner, gravy sauce going everywhere. His face cringed at the mess but he still stared at you with seeming horror.

"Guys, it's not that serious."

"Bullshit, it's not serious! You're dating—"

"—And it's not Eren?!"

Your body tensed up immediately, realizing that he was the only one that barely reacted to your confession, still focused on his dinner as his now long brown hair marred the side of his face. A part of you felt nervous not being able to really know what he was thinking, the other part of you felt worried. Jean slapped the back of both Sasha and Connie's heads, a scowl on his face.

"Knock it off you two! Of course she wouldn't date him, we're talking about Eren for God's sake."

They started bickering with each other and you tried to resolve it as always, but every single sound and word started to muddle together like his head was pushed underwater. His fist clenched around his spoon, to the point where he could feel the metal bend to the shape of his hand. You didn’t pick him. He wasn't as nearly surprised as the others, mostly because he had already seen it coming, but witnessing it come true was a pain that was utterly indescribable.

Out of everyone, they had to be some random civilian that caught your eye. Someone who doesn’t know the true horrors of the world out there, someone who never struggled the same way you and he did growing up. Maybe he'd be fine if you ended up with Armin or fuck, even Jean was a viable option but no. You went off and found yourself some guy who didn't come close to understanding you.

It didn't make sense, Eren's been with you since the two of you could walk. He was the one that saved you over and over again by those bullies that taunted you and Armin, never minding the fact that Mikasa had to save everyone at the end of it. He was your shoulder to cry on, especially after everything that happened back when everyone was still young scouts. He was the one who sacrificed everything for you. Everyone in the squadron knew that the two of you were inseparable, like two peas in a pod. No wonder everyone was surprised that you guys didn't end up together but the Paths denied him the end he sought out for years, even if he had only seen the flashing glimpses of the inescapable future.

"Er— Ere... Eren. Hey Eren!" You snapped your fingers in front of his face, his gaze latching onto yours immediately. You always had such a kind look in your eyes, he's glad that it never went away despite what you've gone through.

"Your spoon." He looked down and saw that he completely severed the metal utensil in half, the indentations of his fingers prominent in the silver handle. The others were looking at him, puzzled and confused expressions on their faces. He knew what they were thinking. Why didn't you take a chance?

There was no chance to begin with. Eren was on the losing side of the game no matter what.

"Must've forgot how to hold a spoon. Remember what happened the last time I held one like this?" He mused, placing the broken halves down on the table. The more they quietly stared at him, the more he wanted to run out of the room with his shattered heart pieces. He dismissed himself out of the mess hall, saying that he was exhausted. They knew that he wasn't but none of them mustered a word of any sorrowful condolences, his frame disappearing into the shadows of the hallway.

The pitter-patter of running came up from behind him and he felt the brush of a hand against his, heart pumping back to life as he recognized the familiar texture of your skin. Eren looked beside him and saw you, smiling at him like you had no clue what was running through his mind. Breathlessly, you asked him a simple question.

"Rooftop?"

He nodded, letting you lead the way for him. Rooftop meant that you wanted to talk in the spot that you found for each other back when you two started in the Survey Corps, a flat area at the top of the building where the night sky was all that you could see. The rules were that you weren't allowed to bring anyone else up there besides each other and that you weren't allowed to go there without one another. Eren wouldn't admit it but he did sneak there every once in a while, basking in the memory of you and him being young and slightly naïve.

"You're upset." You finally stated as you settled yourself down on the floor, an old blanket covering the rough ground.

"I'm not."

"I know you are, you get all awkward about it instead of bursting out your feelings." He grimaced, was he really that predictable as a kid? Eren leaned himself back on the edge of the roof barrier, staring up at the sky.

"Are you... happy that I'm dating someone?" He could hear the hesitancy in your question, curiosity and fear intermingling. His hands clenched against the concrete, the texture scraping his skin. If he knew that this is what you wanted to talk about, he would've avoided you like the plague.

He took a slow inhale.

"What do you want to hear, the honest truth or an honest lie?" Eren heard you stand up and walk closer to him, cautious hands grabbing his and pulling him towards you.

"The truth."

You've always looked so pretty under the night sky, the way your eyes reflected the stars and the way the moon shone down on your form. He never told you because he was so scared of ruining what the two of you have. This was nothing like what he felt towards Mikasa or Armin. You were special, you were his. Now that he knew what lies beyond the future, he should've said something before. Would that have changed anything now?

"The truth is, I'm not happy. There's nothing you can say that will change my stance about it." You frowned and squeezed his hands before letting go of him, your warmth escaping him.

"Eren, you can't keep disapproving every man I'm interested in."

"Yes I can and I will. You've always had terrible taste, remember how you liked Bertolt back in training?" You gasped in horror, hitting his arm.

"Stop! I never want that to ever be brought up again and I only liked him because he helped me out that one time with the chores," There was a flush on your cheeks, embarrassed about how you once was ever interested in a traitor. "But I'm serious this time, this relationship is serious."

In all of his years of knowing you, serious was never a word that fit you. Eren rolled his eyes, crossing his arms and leaning towards you.

"How long?"

"How long, what?"

"How long have you been seeing this guy?"

You started fidgeting your hands, your tell-tale sign that it's been a while and you're figuring out how to lie about it. You could never lie to him though, he'd always figure you out.

You finally sighed and relented, giving up on trying to say anything but the truth. "2 years."

"Fuck, so it was right under all of our noses huh?" His hand gripped against his sleeve, his voice almost shaking as he spoke. He thought that you trusted him with everything, whatever you tell him would be confidential. He would never snitch on you, he thought you knew that. Eren had to turn away from you because if he didn't, you would've witnessed the tears roll down his cheeks. He felt your hand against his back, slowly rubbing circles on his back.

He hated you. He hated the way you made him feel like a pile of mush. He hated how you pretended not to know that he loved you, not as the childhood friend but as the man who pined after you the minute he was able to comprehend what he was feeling towards you.

He hated your smile, that annoyingly beaming grin directed at him whenever and for whatever reason.

He hated your affection, how you pretended to truly care about him when you were off loving another man.

He hated your warmth, radiating like an everlasting sun and cheering everyone up as if you were a carbon copy of Historia.

With all the love he had for you, there was the same amount of hatred that came along with it.

Eren looked at you, turning his body towards yours and you looked at him. As if he was under a spell, he felt himself mouthing the words that he longed to tell you for years. Your reaction was unexpected, perhaps even completely expected. His cheek stung from your strike, your eyes big and wide as if a Titan just walked up in front of you.

"Eren, y-you don't mean that do you?" His hand rested on his cheek, his fingers digging into his skin.

"I meant every word," He uttered softly, suddenly grabbing your hands and pulling them close to his chest. "Do you feel it? I love you. I'll love you until my bones are nothing but dust, I'll love you until my lungs stop taking in air, I'll love you until the world falls apart. Please Y/N, I'm already forever yours. Will you be mine?"

There was only silence that came from you after his confession, the pounding reverb of his heart being the only thing he could hear. You pushed him away, a stunned and confused look reflecting in your moonlit eyes. He felt wounded, like you stabbed a blade even deeper into his chest.

"N-No, no. Eren, I'm already dating someone. You can't just say all of this now." Your hands gripped your uniform pants tightly, the fabric scrunching together. "You're too late."

He shakily sighed, pushing his hair out of his face. What he hated most about you was your ability to constantly deny anything that you didn't want to hear.

"I thought you might say that."

He was instantaneous, quick. You never reached the level of ability of being fast on your feet in sparring and you wouldn't ever beat him in it now. He pinned you down onto the old blanket, his hand gripping both of your wrists tightly together above your head as he rested himself in-between your legs. You fought back but he didn't budge, only pressing you harder into the ground. His other hand made quick work in removing your pants and undergarments, shoving your panties in your mouth to keep you silent. No one needs to know about the rooftop after all.

Eren's selfish, you've always known that he was. You just didn't know how deep it went, how his selfishness of what he had deemed was love for you dug in and rotted into his heart. You tried begging through the cloth, muffled and incoherent cries being the only thing that was heard. He clicked his tongue, dragging his thumb across your spit-slicked lips before giving you a light kiss on the side of your face.

"If I can't change your mind with words," Eren pulled back and drank in your partially nude body, admiring you as he watched tears form at the corners of your eyes. He placed his free hand over your mound, fingers barely inserting themselves into your folds, your body reactively shivering from his touch. "I'll fuck you over and over until you can think about nothing but me."

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lysalove · 1 year

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— till death do us part. reblogs appreciated!

carl grimes x gn!reader

warning: spoilers!!

summary: you and carls last moments together </3

you could feel the lump in your throat getting harder to swallow, you wish you could hold him forever, but sadly that wasn't the case instead you were listening to his last heartbeats, and last breaths it hurt you to even think that this will be your last memory of him, shortly you lifted your head from his chest, slowly leaning down closing the space between you two, kissing his chapped lips you felt full again as his lips met yours, he slowly lifted his hand caressing your right cheek slowly

shortly you pulled away your lips pursed as you looked away, your eyes glossing "Don't cry please. you know I can't stand to see you cry." he said trying to squeeze your hand with a sadden look on his face, "Just remember I love you, and I'll always be there for you, even if I'm not there physically, I will always be there for you, my love." he winced between words

in that moment tears started streaming down your cheeks, as you gasped for air "Please don't leave me Carl, please.." you sobbed "I want to rest, my love." he answered, hearing the pain in his voice you knew this is what he needed after suffering for so many years "I want you to find love again." "I can't-" "y/n please, do it for me, I want you to be happy when I'm gone." he cut you off "I will never be happy with someone like I was with you." you sniffled as he winced

"I thought we would have more time.. maybe we could've had kids, started a new life, just you and me.." he smiled looking down at your intertwined hands caressing yours, at this point you two were just holding each other, you didn't want to let go and well Carl was to weak to push you away, his words didn't seem to work either, but either way you knew with one knock Michonne would come to take you away

and that's exactly what was happening now, Michonne was picking you up and dragging you away with all the strength in her body "stop being stubborn y/n.." Michonne insisted, "This is what he needs." she whispered in your ear, you tried your best to grab on the door frame but it just crumbled away "Michonne don't, PLEASE DON'T!!" you yelled at her, kicking your feet in defense "CARL, CARL!! DON'T DO THIS I NEED YOU!!" you sobbed hoping he would shout at Michonne to bring you back, but to no avail he didn't

before you knew it you were you leaning against the withered house your lips were shivering and you felt you nose burn, you held your knees and bit your nails and the pit in your stomach grew because you knew at any minute you would hear the gun shot that would end his life, and as soon as you heard it your broke down in tears, all you did in that moment was blame yourself, thinking maybe things could've gone differently..

ngl I cried a lil writing this, I will never forgive amc for killing him #cancelamc, anyways this is absolute ass but I wrote this shit at like four in the morning while procrastinating on my homework.

reblogs are appreciated!!!

#twd spoilers #the walking dead #carl grimes #twd fanfiction #twd #angst #gonnamissouroneyedsassycowboy #ripcorallgrimes #gimmerequestsrn #spoilers #carl grimes x reader #carl grimes x y/n #carl grimes x you #hardcoreangst #cancelamc

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oh-cramity-its-amity · 2 months

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sorry if you see this and im not replying to dms super fast. today has really been draining and not for great reasons. kinda feel nonverbal and quiet right now.

not as bad as itd been years in the past for vdays. i think this one has been surprisingly well, but my manager made it a big 180 despite being on an edge all day mentally. i said i wasnt gonna have a mental breakdown, and i very much didnt compared to the past three years. but i did however get stopped by this coworker when i was leaving early in the parking lot after the manager interaction of putting me in a shit mood. then unintentionally started crying when trying to explain why i was upset to her.

thanks to her for hugging me. she didnt need to, but realizing how touch starved i am despite hating touch... genuinely, i dont think she understands how much i needed that cause i havent had a hug in like almost... i dont know.

and its different now because im not used to having irl "friends" or people who i talk to like that not online, but i think after that interaction it made things easier. i still went home and cried but i think its honestly an annual tradition at this point haha- the only difference is that im not asking the same situationship girl to be my valentine for the fourth year in a row like a literal clown. i think after all this time its finally reaching the point where life is getting better and im healing. the pain is still there sometimes like this but... people care... people actually care about me.... and... that alone makes me want to cry because how??? how did i get so lucky to finally get to that point. how did i get to this point to meet those people i needed years ago. im glad that theyre in my life now, but it still scares me a bit getting close to people and being vulnerable because im afraid of losing them too. i have so many new people compared to last year. i was so low then, too. i remember it. i had this whole thing set up and then ended up crying at work because IM DUMB AND I SHOULDN'T HAVE PUT MY ENERGY INTO THAT.

but these new people- they care. and things are better. so much so compared to then. 😭

i want to write something. idk. im just super introverted, and im glad she's a chill person. we really have an eda luz dynamic im ngl 😭. i... i really appreciated that.

anyway i just... wanted to put this somewhere. its not as a negative thing. im way happier now, but dealin w that has just stunted my vibes temporarily. hope things are doing good if u see this. idk.

#will delete later #billys talking ig #slight vent??

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hikennosabo · 9 months

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trimax volume 6 random thoughts

chapter 1:

oh, hey, it's the guy from the 98 anime!..... or not?!

i'm not keeping track of this TOO closely, so there may be other instances of this that i missed, but the guy from 98 episode 1 also showed up in trimax chapter 7. it makes me wonder if nightow provided character designs/ideas to the 98 team, or if it's the other way around and he decided to incorporate anime-original characters into the manga. either way: neat!

HAVE I MENTIONED I LOVE MERYL, BY THE WAY.

i love the bits of characterization we've been getting for her. she (and milly) are our tie to humanity, after all

i must say it is nice to have a goofy fight after... all that in volume 5. and before... the rest of volume 6.

chapter 2:

aaaand now we start the next chapter with wolfwood's nightmare/flashback! hurts just a little bit! (the trio IS kinda serving tho ngl... when you have a fashion show at 7 but need to terrorize the orphanage at 6)

^ completely and 100% unironically, they were in love here.

i just... ugh. this is such a vashwood chapter. the absolute trust and fighting together completely seamlessly, they are just. ugh. ughhhhh. this kind of trust just GETS to me.... sorry. i'm normal about them. i'm NORMALLLLLLaauughghghgh

ANYWAY. chekhov's table made me laugh

i am physically restraining myself from going crazy over vw again as i reread this chapter to write this post.

anyway anyway. ww calling himself "nicholas" is cute :)

just kidding one more vw comment as a treat

HE'S SO IN LOVE. FUUUUUCK.

chapter 3:

legato continues to be fascinating to me. i'm observing him like a bug in a jar. which is appropriate, considering...

WHEN I CALLED HIM A BAGWORM IN THAT ONE POST I WAS JOKINGGGGG I WAS JOKING!!! THIS MADE ME LAUGH FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES STRAIGHT WHY DID SHE HANG HIM FROM THE CEILINGGGG IT'S SO FUNNY

this is actually making me fucking cry.

...i got so distracted laughing at bagworm legato that i almost forgot to say literally anything else about the chapter, but anything else i have to say mostly boils down to "wow, legato is such a freak (affectionate)"

also, whenever something that was in tristamp is brought up i feel like the leonardo dicaprio pointing meme. like "oh hey, i know this!" going into this manga with prior knowledge from stampede is... an interesting experience. all that being said, i can't WAIT to see more of the manga version of double fang. oh nightow we're really in it now

chapter 4:

oh, finally, FINALLY!!! last volume i asked where the knives nuance was and now we're FINALLY getting some knuance, thank god. seeing knives react to just how badly humans treat plants is SO effective. and we're not even up to the juicy part yet. it makes me want to eat glass.

speaking of eating glass.

i thought something like this might've been the case, but still... this hurts to read.

i want to eat glass!!!! fuck!!! this reveal is so insane, it's like monkey's paw of "this is a way knives can be defeated, but by the same method, vash is closer to death than knives is." WE don't want vash to die, and neither does knives, and this chapter is the first (and possibly the only, idk) time the reader's feelings and knives's feelings are... well, aligned. at least in a sense.

chapter 5:

this chapter is really something, because it starts off almost seeming like another lighthearted "we're in a random town fighting a goofy enemy of the month" romp much like the early chapters were, heck like chapter 1 of this very volume. but it's just wearing the skin of that. which is, y'know. the thesis of this entire chapter. smiling to hide the pain and all that.

i don't think i can really... articulate anything of substance. the chapter just kind of... speaks for itself, i think.

although i DID laugh at ww trying to enjoy his noodles and failing, and also the phrase "needle-noggin-isms." thanks for providing some levity, we actually really do need it.

chapter 6:

ohhh boy we are REALLY in it now!!

i enjoy seeing knives ponder like this. legs crossed, arm slung over his face... i don't know. maybe it's because i myself sometimes lounge in this pose.

what exactly is he thinking about, i wonder. that in awakening/forcing vash to use his powers, he unintentionally pushed him closer to death? maybe? i don't know. either way it's very on-the-nose for what their relationship has been like.

and then of course we cut to this shot of vash, looking in a mirror created by knives's slice

this shot is making me think a lot and i'm reading too much into it, but- obviously the reflection puts vash's beauty mark on the opposite side, so there's the knives resemblance, so also, i suppose vash must see knives every time he looks in the mirror, right? also vash looking at his reflection featuring his own black hair- which we're all still thinking about... i dont know. i dont even know if this is anything LOL. i feel like i have the dots but i'm failing to articulate the connection. anyway

this made me laugh. thanks for the levity again, wolfwood :)

BECAUSE WE'RE GONNA NEED ALL THE COMIC RELIEF WE CAN GET, BABY!!!

maybe i'm just insane for this because it's Generic Party Imagery but the specific combination of rem flashback + party popper + funny glasses makes me think of the similar scene in 98 when the seeds crew celebrates finding planet gunsmoke. like is this another instance of nightow nabbing stuff from 98 or am i just making things up.

the twins are so cute and baby knives smiles so much, i want to microwave myself.

knives wants to believe in humanity. man. MAN!!!!!

what comes next... i'm absolutely carrying my prior stampede knowledge into this, but fuck, man. fuck. even then, i know that stampede didn't show everything, so i don't even fully know what to expect. which is fun! but i can't believe the volume ends right in the middle of the flashback, MAN!!!

#Having A Normal One #trigunbookclub #trigun talk #june speaks

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ok so um. There’s certainly plenty to be said about Way of Water, plenty of lil comments I want to make...but before I can post about any of that (separately), I just need to ramble about Neteyam a little bit. Bear with me. ;_; (yes, this will be spoilery)

so the idea that Neteyam was going to die had already been pretty prominent in the fandom for several months. At first it seemed to me to be based on nothing but wild speculation for potential sad plot points. But the more and more promotional material came out, the more and more plausible the theory became, much to my dismay. By the time we reached release day, I had already (if reluctantly) resigned myself to thinking that yes, it was probably going to happen.

And sure enough, it did.

Even going in knowing full well it was extremely likely to happen, even going in having 100% accepted that it was bound to happen and fully expecting it....gosh it still hurt to watch.

I will admit, I did not cry nearly as much as I expected to during this movie. I teared up a bit multiple times, definitely felt the physical heartache plenty, but nothing spilled over. I thought this was kinda weird, given that previously I’d shed tears even over certain shots from the trailer.

When Neteyam died and I absolutely felt my heart breaking in two yet tears still didn’t fall despite the emotional pain I was absolutely in, I realized why: I was just really dehydrated ^^;

see, worried about having to use the bathroom during the long runtime, I’d been very careful to drink as little as possible throughout the day. Well....it technically worked I guess. I certainly didn’t need to go to the bathroom. but it looks like it dried up most of my tears too (maybe not a wholly bad thing given that this was in public, I suppose).

....and yet despite that, DESPITE my dehydration........that ending???? that ending?????? let’s just say I STILL managed to leave the theater with a tearstained face

“bittersweet” is certainly A Word

just

m a n 😭

and I mean. from a writing perspective, I get it. I really do. The “before your birth, after your death” etc theme ran throughout the movie. Using an unrelated character to do it wouldn’t have as strong an emotional impact as using one of the core family. I get it. As a narrative choice, it makes sense.

but from an in-universe/character-pov perspective....gosh golly that hurt. that hurrrrrrrttttt and I don’t know if I’m ok. ngl i legit feel vaguely ill ;_;

My current job is fairly mindless work, so while I’m working my brain can wander. Naturally today my mind was on the fact that I’d been seeing the movie later so of course I thought a lot about it. Like I said earlier, I was already aware of the Neteyam-dies theory (well, no longer a theory I guess) and at that point had accepted it as inevitable, if depressing. I’d been trying to come to terms with it for a while already.

Those who have followed me long enough might know that there’s another movie I like called Wolf Children. It’s a beautiful movie, honestly, one that I appreciate very much, but have only watched a small handful of times because it makes me sob every single time. It’s about a woman who meets a...well, basically a werewolf (except that the transformations are voluntary), they fall in love and have two kids, but right after the birth of the second one the father dies in an accident, leaving the normal-human mother, to raise these two wolf kids on her own. And that’s most of the movie, following the family as the kids grow up until at the end of the movie all three characters go their separate ways. The ending always felt a little bittersweet to me because, even though both children are alive and well living their own lives, the mother is alone again, with only her memories. We saw the whole childhood, that special time as a family unit, and now that period of their lives is over.

That is, essentially, what I was expecting to be done with Neteyam. Watch his whole life, from birth to, well, in his case death. We see the whole thing and then it’s over, no more future with the rest of his family. Which hurts. And yes, that’s...more or less what happened.

While the two scenarios are not perfectly comparable, mentally framing Neteyam’s (then-impending, now-confirmed) death in terms of Wolf Children did actually help me cope with the then-theory.

I have to remind myself that even though his story is over, and that it ended tragically, that what we saw...wasn’t everything. It was snippets. We saw only very few snippets. For long stretches in between those snippets. For roughly 15 years the Sully family lived more or less in peace. Neteyam had a happy childhood. He lived all that, even though we only saw it so very briefly. I have to remind myself of this, repeatedly.

because even knowing that, watching the tragedy...it’s...it’s hard...

i just...

and then that. that ending I--

I just--

my heart is broken, it is aching, i cannot ;_;

#awow spoilers #avatar #avatar 2 #the way of water #neteyam #i'm sorry for rambling so much about this I just. i need to cope #i have many other comments to make about the movie both silly and serious but this...#idk man this is just weighing particularly heavy on me right now; my heart is legitimately still hurting #there was so much good and/or interesting stuff to discuss in this movie and #i really really don't wanna let my heartbreak over neteyam's death negatively color the whole thing for me #especially when I went it very much expecting it #so i just. i just need to Cope #bear with me please #it's getting late though...i'll post other more lighthearted comments and such tomorrow #but i really needed to get this one out of the way first #man. just.........man #ow ;_;

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Ngl I think Kennyo as a foster dad would be so cute... I can just imagine the child climbing and hanging off his arms like a playground and how he'd secretly love it. 😍😍😍

@shimmeringmirrors, Aw, that would be so cute! I do envision him to be the mature and gentle hearted kind of father.

Kennyo As A Foster Dad:

There was the sound of hurried footsteps outside the temple, which alerted the abbot to the presence of an intruder. When he went to see who it was, all he was left with was a baby bundled up in a raggedy blanket, crying rather weakly.

Kennyo’s heart broke upon seeing the poor innocent child in such a state. It was unfortunately very common for innocent children to go without, so many of their parents and guardians would drop them off at sanctuaries such as a temple as a last resort, ashamed of their inability to provide for them.

With a tender embrace, Kennyo took the child in to be his own, providing the child with everything they would need, which would firstmost be some medicine, since the baby in his arms seemed rather ill.

Keeping a constant eye on the baby, which meant providing the little one with a lot of extensive care, the baby was soon just as healthy as a horse. The baby was quite the chirpy young girl, who loved to babble and give Kennyo heart attacks by playing with the local wildlife such as the residential weasels or cats.

The baby seemed to especially love crawling around in the garden, ripping out all the flowers and playing with them with a happy giggle. She seemed to quite like favoring this destructive hobby, which made Kennyo at one point question if she or a weasel was more destructive to the garden/ He did so jokingly, of course. He could never be truly upset at the precious little girl. Due to her penchant for flowers, he decided to name her Ayaka.

When Ayaka was older, she would really take up reading at the temple, being one of the few that found excitement in the sermons, though her interest really lay in the poetry the monks would share amongst each other. Though as young as she was, she wanted to write her own poems, and she shared all of her works with Kennyo, who she saw as her father figure.

“The grass is bright green. Kaori ruins gardens. The sun is quite bright… Haiku…” Ayaka bowed her head to Kennyo, who gave her a supportive clap, though he looked disapprovingly at the weasel casually tearing up his garden yet again.

Ayaka was at times a bit eccentric, but at the end of the day, she was a very sweet and well-mannered girl, being quite the devoted buddhist. She would help the older residents with their errands and chores, help tend to the animals and garden, and so on.

Kennyo was always especially gentle with her, trying his best to shield her away from the darkness that was in the world. Any potential burdens were to be shielded by him, and him alone. Ayaka was such a bright light in the temple, a bright light to his rather difficult life. All he has ever known was hardship, but to see Ayaka so happy, to be so full of life… It reminded him of the many goods that could be found in the world, that can be found in humanity.

Whenever Kennyo felt like he was falling into the pit of despair, the sight of Ayaka’s smile, the sound of her rehearsing her many poems, the sight of her gentle heart and her kindness for both humans and animals alike… It gave Kennyo hope for a better future, for the hope that one day peace will prosper over the entirety of the land with people like Ayaka making it so.

Her aspirations to become a poet would be wholly supported by Kennyo, though he would be more than apprehensive to let Ayaka leave the Temple grounds. He had already lost so many, the thought of losing Ayaka was gut wrenching. He would be very protective of her, but never to her detriment. He too understood, though as painful as it may be, since he viewed her as his little girl, that even a butterfly must fly away from the cocoon to seek brighter horizons… He only prayed she would constantly keep in contact with him and visit the temple should she choose to embark on her own journey away from the temple.

If she ever needed anything, he would be there for her. No distance was too far for Kennyo. Ever since she had arrived at his temple, he made a vow to himself that she would never go without again.

#ikemen sengoku #ikesen #Ikesen kennyo #ikemen sengoku kennyo #Foster Dad #lets play a game #ask game #Yayaya writing about other suitors!#Ikesen hcs #ikesen headcanons #ikemen sengoku headcanons #ikemen sengoku hcs

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evansbby · 1 year

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BESTIE THE DRABBLE WAS SO 😰 HAWT!! When Steve bit her ass, I really fucking thought he was about to turn into Dahmer - I kid you not I legit thought he was gonna take a chunk outta her ass 😭 That shit surprised me more than Steve's mood swings do. But really, the drabble was so fucking hot - I will literally bend over Steve's lap any day and every day. If I was omega, I'd literally greet Steve with his cock in my mouth, on my knees. Omega really needs to learn pfft (but poor girl can't even do her hw in peace) Ngl, I was really surprised that Steve didn't just leave her in pain at the end, or shove her away and asked for dinner. So proud of the growth and softness he's showing - hate men who do not give aftercare, I'd literally cry if my bf didn't give me aftercare😭. Also, this was the first time we've ever seen omega refer to Steve as her bf??? Omg ssjsksksks.

I think Steve was just so turned on by her ass in that moment, and he was also going insane remembering her bending down and everyone stating, that he felt this territorial sense of rage and just HAD to bite her ass 😭 either that, or he’s just kinky like that and he likes doing it (leaning towards both options ngl). 😂😂😂

And yes! The original ending was for Steve to make her go down and prepare dinner for him BUTTTT even Steve’s cold heart melted a bit, seeing her so submissive and weepy at the end. Also the way she was clinging to him like a koala! His alpha instincts kicked in after seeing that hehehe.

Also did she refer to him as her boyfriend in this drabble??? I don’t remember writing that here hehe. Although she has referred to him as her boyfriend on other occasions! Like in other drabbles and I think in poyt 4 too?

#anon #poyt ask

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allkinds-oftrash · 1 year

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The Crown S5E6 Commentary

Non Spoiler Thoughts: Not going to lie, this was a hard episode to get through because aside from the horrors of what happened to the Romanovs, it was a pretty dry episode and extremely filler. If you’re going to have a filler episode, at least make it as compelling as Mou Mou was. This was just pulling teeth. Maybe it’s just me. If you are into Russian history and the odd connection between Penny and Phillip, this one is for you. I just personally didn’t care for it because I wasn’t interested in the Yeltsin of it all, I only felt pain for the Romanovs and Elizabeth and Phillip having a weird marriage issue well into their 70s was odd to watch the least. If you do end up getting bored half way through the episode, feel free to skip it, you aren’t missing much.

Spoilers Under The Cut:

Okay so this is the Russian episode why am I not surprised they added in a mass murder scene in the cold open

I dunno if I can stomach the scene so I'm skipping it in my commentary heads up. I am watching the lead up to it though this should be interesting

Why does this man have a whole parrot on his shoulder lmao I'm cackling

Yekaterinaberg oh god I wanna cry Don't open the door bub DON'T Oh god this is heartbreaking knowing what's to come Peter Morgan woke up and quite literally chose violence huh

This man is so shady WHY do you need photographs of them Ohmygod the comrades were sick for this "The photographers will be here any minute" THIS ISN'T THE SHOOTING THEY EXPECTED FUCK I HATE THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE

Okay I'm skipping this bit

Fuck I caught bits of it DAMN PETER MORGAN YOU WERE FOUL FOR INTERWEAVING THE WINDSORS HUNTING WHILE THE ROMANOVS WERE BEING HUNTED I hate it hereeee oh fuck oh fuck that last shot of the pheasant and then the Romanovs??? I'm sick. I'll give Peter props for knowing how to elicit a strong and visercal reaction. Whoever edited this I wanna give them a hug that was brutal even tho I skipped most of it

Ngl this episode is kinda boring - great cold open for invoking such a strong response from me but god I do not care for the 90s Russian politics. Imma just embrace hot John Major to get through this episode lmao

Oooh wait Lizzy and Philly be having marriage problems okay maybe there will be drama in this after all Penny where are you Oh hello there you are!

I'm sorry it's been 6 eps and I'm still not into Johnathan Pryce as Phillip. The voice and mannerisms are just so off.

Damnnn Martin is such a GILF; like all iterations of Martin have been so hot for what. I apologise for the thirst yall I'm just bored with this ep - the hot men are gonna get me through it

Not Yeltsin sucking up to her 🤡🤡 OH HE ORDERED FOR THE HOUSE TO BE DEMOLISHED They did, they really did deserve a proper burial Not me getting emotional over the Romanovs I'm just here for the silver foxes and the my bleeding heart for the Romanovs

Not Yeltsin shit talking Lizzie in Russian this is so funny shkdksk Holy shitt not the bayonet threat OH GOD THAT POOR TRANSLATOR His face though omg I love this dude the utter embarrassment and guilt over lying to her - iconic performance

Oofie did not expect these flashbacks I am literally going to be sick I hate it hereeee

This episode is so hard to watch - other than the horrifying bits with the Romanovs it's just boring

Oooh DNA match testing interesting.

There are some moments I can see Johnathan as Phillip but then also not sighhhh I dunno why it bugs me so much jdjdd He just sticks out as a sore thumb compared to the other on-point casting

Penny you're gassing him up too much "You are the key. Your DNA unlocked the mystery" LMAO this sounds like a parody of a lyric from Anastasia dhkdkdi I wanna say he won't fuck her just cos she keeps hyping him up but we know he's going to hdkdjk

Penny is so cute what a science nerd This is getting philosophical lmaooo Peter Morgan what were you on writing this ep Philip's hobbies every season just get funnier pls first carriage riding and now this Russian obsession Lizzie is so hopeful about this visit

Babes engagements and tours aren't going to fix marriages why do you keep doing this

More standalone eps need to be more like Mou Mou. My eyes keep glazing over for this one. I'm tempted to skip this tbh but I know the FOMO will drive me insane sndkdkd so I am going to grin and bear it for the next 25 mins

I will say seeing the Russian practices and culture is interesting! Just the way the ep was framed and shot makes it dull in the grand scheme of the season

Not this man saying I gave up so much marrying you bruhhhh this is S1 shit how are you not over this 🤡🤡 This is so funny I can't even So childish Yall are in your 60s please calm down you're gonna die together

"Companionship" K Philly K Godson's wife,,, yeah that makes it sound gross It's still a emotional affair Philip!! What is going onnnn not him asking her to legitimize their "friendship" this is so weird. Why are stuffy British people like this dhdjjdd

Lmaoooo Lizzie you're almost 70!! Don't be naiveee just like you, your grandparents did nothing and now the Romanovs are gone Wtf Mary did you regret not doing jackshit?? Just awful awful

Either way political or personal reasons, it was a horrific thing the Romanovs went through Goood Mary feel the devastation

Lizzie's thinly veiled threats and condescension is a whole art I cannot

Oooh everyone is here for Christmas fun things

Lmaooo John Major finally slipping into his role as Lizzie's therapist along with marriage counselling 🤡🤡

This was a cute scene just Lizzie and Phillip coexisting

But ultimately a whole lot of nothing filler episode and it wasn't even an entertaining filler

#The Crown #The Crown Season 5 #The Crown spoilers

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that apple tart looks really incredible! good luck on that exam!

exactly, just for reference 😂😂

soobin can honestly be TERRIFYING which is 🥴🥵 (tho honestly that just means i might cry if i meet him, bc the last time i saw tall lowkey intimidating idols in person i did. have a lowkey panic attack whoops 👀)

yeah! those two are menaces abt overstim, they just can’t help it, they love seeing you completely fall apart underneath them, just a whole mess uwu

yeah! i mean i generally don’t see txt as kinky as some other idols, but hyuka esp is just. all the cute vanilla giggly stuff, taking it slow (tho he does manhandle a bit bc man’s just gets too eager getting you in position and your so tiny to him hhh)

slapping or anything like that is a big no no for him tho i feel -hyuka anon

Thank u!! My finals is tomorrow so fuendk I'm really nervous but yeah :') after that I'm free from school work aAAAA

Oh he definitely can 😭 and oh? Hopefully your panic attack wasn't too bad :(( may soobin smile immediately so he won't look too scary when you see him irl 🥹🫶🏻

The urge to write about that now is high but I'll keep it in the drafts for now and write when I can heh

And tbh I agree!! They're pretty tame when it comes to their kinks, some might be considered too kinky but I'd say it's only one or two of their kinks that's considered "too much" for a vanilla.

Okay but hyuka manhandling you not knowing he's manhandling you and thinking it's just him putting you in a position he wants and you're like??? You said you don't like that?? And he's like??? That's manhandling?? Consider it one of the things he likes hAHAHAH,, and oof he might have a size kink too ngl cus the size diff just turns him on sm and he also finds it cute how you're so small and whbdjskw

And yes!! Anything that could hurt you is a no go for him. He's against emitting any pain on you :((

#hyuka anon ★#walkie talkie ☆

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lesbianlotties · 2 years

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HELLO i read your recent angsty one-shot (I'm sorry (it should've been me)) and contrary to the apparently popular belief I ADORED THE ANGST IT WAS SO SO JUICY AND GOOD I LOVED IT

ronance angst is an underdeveloped area i believe, nancy to me is such a twisted character with so much going on so why not exploit that and make something painful and make her squirm a bit??? i liked the way you twisted her around and made everything h u r t it was very good ^^

also kissing as a form of violence is an under-utilised tool IMO, I LOVED that robin kissed her angrily to let her know she WAS too late, that was fuckin delicious I loved it to bits!!!

i am very much cheering you on for a part two whenever you write it but I DID really love this first angsty bit and loved the way it dug into their characters with claws and made it all HURT, I love a good bit of pain before the comfort >:)

excited to see what youll do in part 2!

THANK YOU SO MUCH 💕💞💕💕💞

i'm usually not much for writing angst so i feel incredibly happy this angsty little thing got such positive response (including the crying and screaming and hopefully affectionate outrage in the comments lol)

but you are so right!! i mean i adore writing fluff but we definitely need to story nancy (and robin) like a bug more often. sometimes to love and appareciate a character is to make her suffer a lil bit <3

tbh i decided to write the kiss hoping to add a little bit of hope and comfort to the fic but then as i wrote i was like :O well this is just worse!! but i'm happy with the result! kissing as a form of violence my beloved!!

also ngl i loved this message from you and everyone that appreciated the angst soooo much that it made me rethink my plans for part 2 completely. i was about to go for fixing everything and making it a happy ending that now i'm like. what if i just added more angst???

anyway really thank you so so so much for this message!!! it means a lot and it made me smile like a fool and i'm super grateful that you appreciated the angst!!!!

#i can add angst to my resume :D #sghdjhgjf thank you really #answered #catfishofoldin99colours

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throwaway-yandere · 1 year

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(Nutjob anon!)

AW HECK PAL, GOOD MORNING OR NIGHT. That response to 🐠 had me crying at the breakfast bar. Some times I think I make no sense when writting an ask, so thank you for putting up with my bs, very cool of you *sobs while doing a thumbs up*

"Bullying me into writting a mafia yandere otome game" sorry but, don't pretend you aren't enjoying it(? WIFJISJS as if the foulest grin to ever be known to human kind didn't form on your face once you realised we were going to be the ones tearing at each others and sobbing when the angst dropped. The personification of "Oh no! The consequences of my actions are now after me!" ... all with love, if course! You are funny and easy to talk to, so that's also another reason why you have 1k followers now :D ("300 followers event" made me laugh a little bit)

I'm probably late to the event itself lmao it's 8 am here and ngl, I'm kinda shy when it comes to matching things. I'm a little clown waving her Clown University diploma around, idk what would be interesting to talk about me but jokes(?

Well, congrats on the 1k 😭 you deserve that and more! You have impeccable taste on music too 👌

Shjajaka wait did i forgot to edit that part out (EXPOSED) for real though, this was supposed to be a 300 follower event but i went "ah, but who would actually submit anything? No one's interested in something like this lol"... Yeah so uh that changed–

I blame 🐠 anon for that one completely our friendship is on thin ice now how dare you all make me write about dimitri dying TWICE /jjjjjj.

Also dhsjks no need to call me out. I was exposed as a major "tsundere" (hsjaoai i cannot with that label) during purple friend's birthday. There are strangers who now know me as "the person who can't admit they have feelings" you don't have to tell everyone I'm enjoying the mafia fic–

I absolutely enjoy reading the asks who are all telling me to save this, don't kill that lololol. I mean, it's not my fault right??? R i g h t??? The consequences of your actions tsk tsk. I mean– okay maybe I djd set some things up so that Alhaitham goes through those things but dw Tighnari and Cyno simps, you're all nex–. I loathe characters who are all powerful but they don't experience pain at all. Or anything that makes them more human, if you know what I mean? Yeah so I'm making these yanderes suffer we can't have them taking Ws forever, go Capo!Reader

Shsikwiw and thank you!!! Haha I never thought I'd ever receive a compliment on my music taste cuz I can't talk about it irl. Most of the people in my age group are strictly into KPOP. I have nothing against this genre I enjoy the songs (especially SEVENTEEN's lol) but I'm not too updated lololol.

#ansytea-talks #tag: yan!idol 1k event #nutjob anon #tag: ocmc - cta #im definitely talking about dazai in that OP oart #mfer communicates by his HEARTBEAT now???#anyways I don't like these schemey and perfect characters so im humbling alhaitham down

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