I have this serious issue where I will start a story, sometimes right at the beginning (this is usually a useless prologue) and then I don't know where to go from there and the worst part is I don't know how to plot ahead because that never makes sense for me. I can't plot ahead but I always get stuck right in the middle of my story because I never know what events need to happen in order for it to get to a specific scene. My uncle adviced me to start at the end but I don't even know what that is and I'm going to cry at this point because can someone give me advice?? Please?
we have now reached the stage of writing where i hate every word i have ever written! stay tuned for the next phase where i say fuck it and post the chapter anyway!
aaaand now i am stumped. picture one was supposed to be about piper, but due to her being asleep i wrote it from jason's pov. and i even focused on the noise descriptions, which is jason signature, instead of touch, which is piper's.
now i will have write picture three from piper's pov specifically so the balance is the same.
That feeling when you have this | | much left to do to finish a 2 month long project thats like this |
| big AND YOU JUST FUCKING CAN'T DO IT.
I don't know whether to be angry or cry about it at the moment.
SO I guess I'm gonna go make moodboard shits for friends and read some fics to fall asleep and hope my pharmacy gets my meds in tomorrow.
bad: this means realizing i have been writing the wrong perspective character in FIRST PERSON so everything ive written is useless
good: if i hadn’t written from her perspective for this long, i don’t think I’d have ever gotten this much depth into her world and her story, so it should ultimately have still been productive time spent