i didn’t mean to scream that much| woo wonjae
woo wonaje x reader
parents au
Being mother and wife was one of the hardest things in your life. You, Woo y/n were wife of AOMG’s rapper - Wonjae and you were also mother of yours son - Jaemin. Life yours and Wonaje’s was good but not always. He does music, work on music and everyhting with music, when you were with your 7 year old son. He is sometimes that busy, that he is outside about few days. He loves you and Jaemin, but also he loves music. Thats makes a lot of arguments between you two, but you always could deal with this.
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You were lying down on couch watching some dramas on NETFLIX, when you heard your phone ringing. You didn’t know the phone number, but you answer the call.
“hello?”
“hello! mrs. woo? i’m lee minsoo, i’m teacher of your son. could you please come to shool as soon as possible?” your heart skipped a beat.
“why? did something happen? of course, i will.”
“i can’t explaint this trough phone. your son had some troubles and you need to pick him up and we need to talk with you mrs. woo.”
“i’m gonna be there in 10.”
You were scared as hell. Jaemin was akways good child. He had never any problems at school or whatever. You really didn’t know what’s going on. You were alone at home, because Wonjae was at company making some music for his album, and you were only parent, who can come as soon as possible. Of course, you thought about inform your husband, but you said that it’s not time and you going to contact him later.
You were at school few minutes later. You walked in and you were looking for your son or teacher Lee. You finally found them at teacher’s room. Your son was sitting down on the chair next to another guy from his class.
“so, may i know what’s happend?”
“mrs. woo, your son had fight with his classmate kihyun. he punched kihyun’s face that hard that he fall. also, jaemin used a lot bad words towards him and towards mr. park. kihyun and his father decided to not inform police or something, but we have to give him punishment.”
You were standing there in schock on your face. You couldn’t belive that your precious son did this to his classmate. Jaemin was sitting and looking at the ground. He didn’t dare to look into your eyes, because he knows that he dissaponits you so much. You nodded and came closer to your child.
“of course, thank you mr. seo.” you bowed “i’m really sorry about jaemin, he isn’t like this, i don’t know why he did this. but me with my husband take care about what he did. also, i agree with punishment in school.”
“i hope so.” mrs. lee nodded and came closer to desk. “i think he should help our charwomen in help about month. i think it’s be enough.”
“okay, we undestand.”
“also he is going to get reprehensible grade about this. you know mrs. woo that three grades like this and we will have to kick him out of the school.”
“yes, i know. i promise it’s never gonna happend again.”
“you are free. you can go.”
Both of you get out of room. You couldn’t understand what’s happend and you really wanted to yell at him in front of all the kids in school, parents and teachers, but you choose that the best is calm talk inside the car. Jaemin didn’t say a single word, because he was scared. He knew that he will get punishment for any mobiles and that his father would yell at him in the house.
You sat and Jaemin followed.
“so, can you explain this to me or you ain’t gonna say anything, son?”
“mom, i don’t know.” he pouted “kihyun was just really rude to me, so i punched him. i shouldn’t but he start this off.”
“okay, but you shouldn’t fuckin punch him! you should goes to teacher and told about this, not fight him. you know what will happend when your father find out? he gonna beat your fuckin ass.”
“i know mom, i deserved this. i’m really sorry.”
“oh, jaemin. i hope he ain’t gonna be too angry when he come back.”
you doesn’t usually yell at your son, but in situations like this you have to be strict. jaemin went to his room, and you were waiting in living room to your husband. wonaje should be in home about one hour, so you decided to make a dinner for all of you.
you were about to final, when the door open. you checked out who is it, and it was wonjae. without smile. without any emotions. only his strict face. he was a little bit confussed, because his son didn’t greet him as always.
“is jaemin out of the house? or at extra lessons?”
“he is at his room.” he looked really curious and confussed.
“did something happend? you doesn’t look really happy, rather mad. and i’m usually only one in this home, who is mad or sad. so?”
“our dear son punched in the face kihyun. his classmate. thanks god, that his father let’s go of this, because it’s only kids and he don’t have time to police.”
face wonjae turned into red, when he heard what you did say.
“my son? JAEMIN! come here!”
your husband also know, that jaemin isn’t the type of child who could punch someone. you wanted found out what’s happend, but you choose to talk with wonjae by your side.
“yes dad?”
“come sit here.” he patted place next to him “what the hell happend and what the fuck did you did?”
“i punched kihyun.” he said that quetly that you barely understood.
both of your hearts break into pieces, when you saw his face. tears in his eyes and sad look.
“but can you explain me why? because, damn i don’t know why.”
“ey, wonjae calm down.”
“kihyun was talking really mean things about me and dad and you mommy. he was really rude and said that we are broke and we are stupid. he also used some curses. that’s why, but mrs. lee or mr.park didn’t listen to me, when i was trying to explain.”
tears fell down from his eyes. your heart hurt when you saw this, when you hug him really thight. you pulled his head to your chest, trynig to comfort him and calm him down. wonjae now was furious. not at your son. not a you. not at this kids, of course he was fuckin mad at this piece of shit, but he was the most mad at teachers, who doesn’t care about jaemin’s point of view. you were looking at his face and you could tell that he could easily destroy something.
“in the morning i’m going to school with jaemin. what a jerks didn’t want to listen to my kid. this little shit start off and curse at us, and they didn’t do anything?! did they have any fuckin idea, who am i|?”
“wonjae, calm down and we should apologize to jaemin about screaming.”
“i’m sorry jaemin, i didn’t mean to scream that much.” wonjae pressed light kiss to your son’s forehead.
“i’m sorry too.” you looked into his eyes. “we love you and we always gonna listen to you no matter what. you can also trust us, because everyhting we do is for your good, got it bunny?”
“or we can beat some asses, if it’s needed. you know jaemin, me with uncles aren’t weak.”
“damn, wonjae!”
“what?”
“he is still kid! we can’t talk to him like this!”
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This song is really emotional and I love it because he showed the world that he had the courage to talk about his struggles!
↓LYRICS↓
The mind of a pessimist:100%paranoid
Now it's my turn to blame myself again
The basment I live now is the coldest and most beautiful place on earth
Thankful,hurtful,but to my dad,regretful
More than a month has passed from visiting my family but I don't miss you,I'm sorry
I feel like I'm about to collapse if i stand in front of you
That's why I don't even know how your new home looks like,I'm sorry
If you ask me if I feel better then my answer would be"not at all"
I start to cry with the sunrise,but it's already night time when I open my eyes
Whether being busy is good or bad
Sick and tired of myself for thinking that over and over
Gonna earn until my mom doesn't have to work at the convenience store and mama I'll let you live in a countryside near futur
I'll make it happen,though I'm not ready for it now
I have to make it happen,though I'm not ready for it now
Why is VINXEN over there saying he's unhappy. He's just faking it probably
Then the one who said that should come up here and explain about my right wrist
That day was the worst the spilled beauty cake
I can never forget the stage that I felt happy performing in front of only 5 people
Nothing like that will happen,Min Kyu,trust me it will worth it
I'm unhappy but i have to make my family smile of course
I'm born to be unhappy,no My way of thinking,that's the problem. I deserve to be happy,no. Feeling unhappy,that's the problem. I'm born to be unhappy,no. My way of thinking,that's the problem. I deserve to be happy,no. Feeling unhappy,that's the problem. Hey,you became quite famous. My friends in school talk about you quite a lot You went through hard times,I know, But you are popular now and you will be earning money with that fame so do you feel happy now? No,not at all. You don't understand me,but I'm just the same. The only thing that changed is the way you look at me,no. I'm not feeling happier than before ,no. ''Hey,don't say such a thing. The singer of the song in karaoke is a friend of yours. Now who will say something bad about you,nothing will bother you,so don't say you aren't happy' Sorry man,I'm just a guy like this. The beautiful flower of yours is just a poison to me. Don't push me. I'm trying my best to hold on,but people are saying I'm faking so maybe I should just let go
[Woo Wonjae]
Everything is just the same,feeling hurt. Thinking whether I should quit and go back home. People being jealous of me for reading books but they don't know that this is my way out of the reality. Because I'm on TV they think I will be fine but everything is just the opposite. You have money with you so you should be happy.Hold on then who's the one who should be unfair? It's the contradiction,money and fame isn't everything in life. With or without money is just the same,VINXEN because people like to grande us on our unhappiness. My eyes looking drowsy,not bad and the other world is better
Why is VINXEN over there saying he's unhappy. He's just faking it probably Then the one who said that should come up here and explain about my right wrist. That day was the worst the spilled beauty cake. I can never forget the stage that I felt happy performing in front of only 5 people. Nothing like that will happen,Min Kyu,trust me it will worth it. I'm unhappy but i have to make my family smile of course. I'm born to be unhappy,no. My way of thinking,that's the problem. I deserve to be happy,no. Feeling unhappy,that's the problem. I'm born to be unhappy,no. My way of thinking,that's the problem. I deserve to be happy,no Feeling unhappy,that's the problem
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