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francesca-sapphic · 7 months
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They said girls shouldn't kiss girls, so I became a sinner.
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i-wrotethisforme · 2 years
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I knew the second I saw you. I don’t know what I knew, but I knew it and I’ve never been more sure of anything.
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I left him
And he asked why because it didn’t make sense. We seemed happy. There was no fight.
A calm before the storm.
And I want to be a nice person and tell him. It’s not him. It’s me. I just need change. But it’s not
I got tired of not getting enough.
Got tired of being in second place. Being a spare tyre.
Got tired of making excuses for him.
Got tired of crying myself to sleep
Got tired of the panic attacks.
The half ass excuses and the endless arguments.
I got tired of not being loved the way I deserved. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with that.
But why is it so hard to say this without feeling like I’m breaking a sacred vow?
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hiddenonemakhfi · 6 months
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One second was all it took for him to press send and an eternity was what it took me to forget...
-M
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empathyundertow · 2 years
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The Roar Among the Quiet
As said but it came from none Only the eternal struggle of sword and shield amongst the plains Decades, centuries, even in the war you’ve seen and partake War where cause and effect exists beyond where you’ve been born Never left That battlefield of steel and bone shrapnel Tore even deeper than skin but the soul milked over the eyes The heart which somedays breathes and sometimes seizures I have made thousands of paintings I can’t remember In a battle of oceans of words New to repetitive metaphors in the anatomy of beauty and pain Blessed, as well, by new waters which flow from pens of strangers In this endless abyss of faceless allies and opposition There is a strong desire For good Great for all that is and ever was That which consists in a word I either never knew or always forget I share to you my welcoming homefront Awaiting when the silent fight breaks from the sky’s crackle Which, in the abyssal darkness, thickets the void With a single flash, a sprinkle of light And a groan that crawls all that endlessly The horn that brings back sound only for everyone and I to Stand still and watch patiently in the moment I am not sure what any of that means Though, I present to you the I against I All that is me Oh Fortuna, I bleed a blood I can’t see
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hxpelesslx · 10 months
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What is wrong with me? Why won‘t I let anyone in? Why do I keep pushing anyone away who shows the slightest interest in me? Why won‘t I let anyone get to know me? Why am I being so closed up and annoyed when anyone tries to talk to me or ask me out? Why am I surprised that anyone could like me? Why do I keep shutting people out? Friendzoning them? Do I know their intentions? Have I already been through the same shit over and over again and am I just tired? Why do I do this? Why won‘t I give anyone a chance? Why is it so hard for me to trust someone or open up? I want someone in my life but why won‘t I let anyone in it? Am I still caught up? Thinking about him? Comparing everyone else to him? Or do I simply don’t want to repeat the same mistakes I made? Do I know what they want? Do I know the drill? Can I see further down the line and do I see how it ends every single time? Do I know their approaches and their trickes? Why do I get so anxious when someone tells me how they feel about me? Why do I get so nervous and quite when someone asks me out? Am I waiting on someone who‘s never gonna show up? Am I waiting on someone that is way out of reach? Or am I way out of reach? Why do I keep doing the same thing over and over again and never getting an answer? What is wrong with me?
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serenitymariestarr · 11 months
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CRUST
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frozenheartedgirl · 1 year
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I could bear through any winter,
Tread through any thorns, withstand every single storm knowing It’d lead me to her,
Who she is has always been a mystery,
Where she is has never been known.
The only thing I have is the compass in my chest, my intuition guides me alone.
I have withstood the fire and grown in the ash sprouting roses in my bones and thorns in my flesh.
I drown in the idea of her having faith that she must return for all lives make me believe my spiritual being is meant for me, but my vessel is meant for her.
I swear in this life I will find you again, I swear I will stay true to the life I have always lead,
I do not yearn for just any love, I do not live in loneliness , I only desire for her to be returned to me again.
- frozenheartedgirl
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lmgihaltl · 2 years
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I draw air through my lungs. 
Sun caresses my skin. 
Warmth tingles down my spine. 
Butterflied hearts and gentle wind,
freeing my mind.
Can I finally trust this time?
Though my heart wants,
my soul shrieks at the thought.
The translucent glass shatters.
Flooding thoughts do not stop.
Memories push through my mind.
I instantaneously speed back into time.
Haunting shadows. 
Silent screams.
One touch. 
I cannot breathe.
Choking on words,
my limbs tremble in fear. 
I wake up to realize, I escaped into my own nightmares.
Concerned eyes.
What just happened in the mind? 
Will I have to explain each and every time?
Lauren Mackenzie The World Is Still Learning
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uncutaura · 1 year
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Need to retreat far away deep in nature…. feels like lately the world is more concerned with being accepted by the world on the internet.
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francesca-sapphic · 7 months
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and while others have tasted poison, her lips don’t sting or burn. Every lick & bite I sink into that tempting fruit has healed me more and helped me learn, but still my hunger yearns.
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i-wrotethisforme · 2 years
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The person you will call your favorite person in the world five years from now might not even be in your life yet. Think about that every time you walk into a bar, every time you’re forced to go out when you don’t want to, and every time you have to let someone who doesn’t deserve you walk out of your life.
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And if he loved you, he’d love you like the world was ending and you’d swear the stars were written in your name and that the sun shines for you and the birds chirp only in your presence.
And that’s if he loved you.
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hiddenonemakhfi · 4 months
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Never be on the other side of a broken heart, because the curse given by the heart will surpass even the venomous words by the tongue..
-M
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hxpelesslx · 1 year
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I .. am lost for words
I miss you while I‘m with you
I want to tell you how much you mean to me but that‘s something I can‘t do
You‘re everything I ever wanted and all I‘ll ever need
Though I wished you‘d really see the real me
The me that loves you
Regardless of your flaws
The me that loves you in the morning or at dawn
I really wish to tell you that I‘m most happy when I‘m with you
To see you smile because of me makes me jump up to the moon
You‘re the kindest human being
And the best to be around
You‘re the most caring man
And the nicest one in town
There‘re so many things about you that make me fall
I wish you‘d see everything the way I see them all
I do not want to think about what happens if you‘re not for me
Because everytime we see each other you make me believe
Something could happen between me and you
And all I really wish for in life is for this to come true
I really don‘t know if you like me or not
You might not have a clue
I do make it really subtle
Whenever I’m with you
I know that I’ll feel your love once mine reaches yours
But I can‘t say a word for it might be by force
Our friendship and everything ahead
Would fall and crumble to the ground
It would be my fault and it wouldn’t make me proud
To tell you that I loved you like no one else was watching
And you walking away like all of this was nothing
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iambrillyant · 3 months
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“your gut instinct is not a liar, those initial feelings exist for a reason, sit on them if you need to, process whether your feelings are valid or just projections, but never dismiss your intuition when the signs are staring you in the face and your nervous system is agreeing.”
— iambrillyant
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