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stayevildarling · 3 years

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Our years together- Billie Dean Howard x Cordelia Goode x Wilhemina Venable x Reader

word count: 5.8k

warnings: none, just fluffy

A/N: @winslctrg this was my part of the summer gift exchange, I decided to rewrite it a little and add it to my masterlist.

One-shot about reader reflecting on her relationship with three great women and the years they have spent together so far

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@lunaticwhittaker,@rainbow-hedgehog, @mrsdeanhoward, @alexajbitar, @in-cordelias-coven, @kenzbro, @loverofallthingssarah, @twistedpoeticjustice, @billiebeanhoward, @minaslittleone, @lilypadscoven, @vintagepaulson, @ninaahs, @whitelotus00

''Are you glad you decided on joining us now, Miss Venable?'' Billie mocks, a little smirk visible on her features. You glance at Wilhemina to see her reaction and just like you expected, she simply rolls her eyes at Billie and carries on looking into the distance, the beautiful night sky filled with stars.

It was Cordelia's idea to finally get out the house again and escape the hectic reality and busy days. She kept talking about this place, this incredibly beautiful viewpoint where you can overlook the entire city, she talked about teleporting here often in her teenage years and you immediately wanted to go, from the first second she mentioned it.

Billie would have prefered to stay home and have some fun with her girlfriends but Cordelia's sparkling brown eyes and your puppy eyes were too convincing. To convince Wilhemina was a little challenge however, she likes spending time with you three but climbing a hill just seemed impossible with her back but after Cordelia suggested just teleporting them both up there, she finally gave in.

You glance at the skyscrapers and buildings that are fading into the distance, as the lights of the city slowly dim and the moonlight and stars are coming into view. The wind is howling and sending little shivers through your body, rising goosebumps on your skin but you can't even feel it. Being near Billie, Cordelia and Wilhemina has always kept you warm and made you forget about things like being cold or shivering. Their embrace and the effect they have on you, have always been strong enough to keep you warm, safe and steady and still after all these years, it still feels special to even breathe the same air and live at the same time as they do.

Finally taking your eyes away from the beautiful city that is slowly dying down, people returning home from work to their families or unwinding from their days and the night sky, you glance in between your lovers.

Wilhemina is leaning against the bench and pillows that Cordelia provided for her, she seems relaxed and less tense than usual. The usual little creases in her features are calm, no sign of pain or discomfort visible. You have always admired how strong she is, never letting her diagnosis and back break her and always keeping her head up. Of course there are the dark days, the ugly truth and pain very visible in Wilhemina's features. She would come home after a long day at work and you could tell by just looking at her, without words how bad it is. Silently you would take her into your arms, she would stiffen at first but soon relax in your arms and silently you would walk her to the bathroom and run her a soothing bath for her back, handing her some painkillers and helping her undress.

Wilhemina never liked anyone helping her or learning the truth and she hates admitting the pain. At the beginning, she never let anyone close, never let anyone in but she learnt to understand that, pain isn't weakness and that you would never judge her and only be there to comfort.

Her eyes are focussed on the stars and her head is slightly tilted upwards, exposing her amazing bone structure. Normally Wilhemina always cares so much about her appearance, wearing perfect suits and carefully picked lilac outfits but today she seems relaxed, her hair is beginning to loosen from the tight ponytail. Wilhemina's grip on things is usually strong, a hair tie always gripping strong around her ginger red hair or a hand gripping around yours firmly, showing just how much she needs control and also reflecting her fear of loosing things or things slipping out of her control.

Your attention focusses on Billie as you see how her hand is slowly reaching for the hand of your redhead lover. As your eyes travel from her hand and her delicate manicured fingers reaching for Wilhemina's, you notice her outfit first and the accessoires. Out of all of your girlfriends Billie is the one that cares most about how she looks and her appearance. There are the rare days, where she would walk around home in your sweatpants or one of Wilhemina's sweaters but just like today, she is dressed in a champagne colored blouse, styling it with a long skirt and her iconic white pearl necklace.

Looking at Billie has always felt like a privilege to you, being lucky enough for your eyes to be blessed with a beautiful masterpiece like her. Her blonde hair is falling perfectly and you see it sparkling probably from all the hair spray she put in there and for a moment you chuckle internally, remembering the argument between Billie and Wilhemina just hours ago before coming here, Wilhemina scolding Billie for poisoning the air with the disgusting spray, irritating Wilhemina and Billie just shrugging while spraying some more and admiring herself in the mirror.

Billie decided on her ''everyday'' makeup as she calls it although to you it seems like she is going to a designer show or importing meeting. Her eyes sparkle and you can see the reflection of the moonlight in her brown orbs. You notice her lipstick and the light pink color, matching her perfectly manicured nails and this brings you back to her hands and seeing how her hand is now intertwined with Wilhemina's.

Your heart flutters a bit when you notice these intimate moments between them and whenever you get to witness these little interactions. Billie's nails scratch ever so slightly on Wilhemina's hand and by the occassional smile on the redheads face, you can tell she loves the feeling. Your attention now focusses on your other girlfriend Cordelia, sitting next to you when you feel her slowly pulling you backwards and into her lap.

You let yourself fall backwards slightly, trusting each and every one of them with your life and your back softly hits Cordelia's legs and as you open your eyes you are blessed with her face above you, her brown eyes looking at you and her smiling at you. You can't help but smile, still feeling so utterly in love whenever she takes as much as a glance at you.

Although there is a sky full of stars and a moon shining bright above her and around you, it's impossible to focus on that right now as her eyes lock with yours. It always brings you back to the exact moment when your eyes locked for the first time. You met her a few times before, when you were in your teenage years and occasionally picking up your sister from an all girls school in the summers and you didn't know much about the beautiful blonde stranger but her eyes locking with yours for the first time is something you never forgot, even when the summers ended and your sisters years at the academy came to an end too.

She was always a faint memory and after years you thought you forgot what she looked like as your memories faded but she always stayed with you, sometimes she would visit you in dreams or when your sister spoke about the academy, she was on your mind again. Then one day, after moving back to New Orleans there she was and suddenly she was present on your mind again and as if her stunning appearance never left your brain in the first place.

She was just unpacking groceries with some girls and you almost carried on walking but then her eyes locked with yours and that same smile greeted you again and it was the moment you knew, you would never get sick of that smile that could light up your entire world. Once again you are snapped back into reality as you feel Cordelia's soft hands on your skin, her thumb caressing your cheeks and instantly you smile as soon as you feel her skin come into contact with yours.

''Baby?'' Cordelia's voice suddenly grounds you again, pulling you out of all the flashbacks that have your mind clouded and also remind you it's not a dream and you are currently watching the stars with your three girlfriends.

''Yes?'' you ask and prop yourself up a little, seeing all three of them look at you. ''Your thoughts are so loud it's irritating'' you hear Wilhemina and you can see her disapproving of you clearly being lost in your thoughts but not sharing them with your lovers.

''I'm sorry'' you apologize, leaving Cordelia's lap and sitting up, crossing your legs and looking at the three of them. ''What are you thinking about, honey?'' you hear Billie ask and feel her hand rub your arm in a calming and supporting manner.

''I just-'' you hesitate for a moment, not really knowing what to say and whether to be honest because you know that especially Wilhemina doesn't really like all the ''romantic crap'' as she sometimes refers and you don't want to interrupt this moment by swelling in memories with them.

''It's okay sweetheart, what is it?'' Cordelia now asks after feeling you hesitating and some concern visible in her features. It's a mix of love and hate whenever you see Cordelia's eyebrows furrow, the sharp inhaling of a breath and her mouth slightly open, ready to be there if anything at all is upsetting you. You hate seeing her like this, having you be the reason for the creases in her features and lack of smile but at the same time, before Cordelia you never knew what it would be like to have someone show concern, worry or interest in you so it feels special, it has always been that way.

''What's keeping that pretty little mind of yours occupied?'' Billie asks while lighting a cigarette and you blink a few times, looking at Wilhemina, then Cordelia before saying. ''Nothing, sorry I- just thinking you know'' and you can see both of your blonde girlfriends features relaxing but also Billie's curiosity when she smiles a little.

''What about babydoll?'' she asks while blowing some smoke out and making sure she doesn't blow it in the direction of you three. ''Just thinking about little things'' you state and as you look at Wilhemina you know that whatever she is about to say is very funny in her head and will probably insult one of you three.

Wilhemina would often do this, mid conversation she would think of something that she finds hilarious and she will blurt it out, sometimes she waits a little, just making sure it's actually funny but once you can see that same little smirk, you know she is about to say something. ''So you are thinking about yourself?'' Wilhemina states, looking back up at the sky, pretending not to just have insulted your height.

You chuckle, not feeling offended about the height joke, more loving the little reference to the petname, she has reserved for you and for you only. Little one. ''Do you remember the first time you called me little one?'' you ask, causing Wilhemina's head to lower and her gaze to linger on you. ''Of course I do'' she states and without being able to control it, Billie, Cordelia, Wilhemina and you end up in a flashback and it feels like at the same time you four are pulled into a different reality and experiencing the moment you two just talked about as if it is happening right now.

-Flashback-

Your relationship felt strange at first, after reuniting with Cordelia you basically had no hope of ever being in a relationship. You never really did but when you met Cordelia you kind of hoped, maybe something could happen but when you got to know her better again, learning about all the things that have happened in her life since she last saw you and how she is now in a relationship with not one but two girlfriends, you thought you should give up the thought of dating.

Then however, Cordelia invited you to dinner with the three of them, to get to know them better of course because whenever you would visit her at the academy she would mention them. You felt like an idiot, dressing up in the prettiest piece of clothing you owned at the time, meeting the girlfriends of your crush and having to spend dinner with them. Your insecurities got the better of you and you felt so nervous, barely able to control those shaking hands or blushing cheeks.

However, you had no idea one of her girlfriends is Billie Dean Howard, the Billie that you have watched on your tv screen and binge watched her show for ages, following her on social media and having a crush on her for a long time. You instantly got along well with her, loving her sense of humor and admiring just how classy she is and just loving her aesthetic and how she makes even things you despise like smoking look and feel so damn amazing. Dinner went well, unlike your expectations and you liked the thought of maybe just being friends with them all but then something strange happened, they invited you again and again and then the dinners turned into frequent Friday evening dinners, regular coffee dates and you started to feel like either going insane and reading everything wrong or the two blondes actually liking you a little more than just in a friendship kind of way.

Billie showed her admiration through her eyes and how her brown orbs would be smiling at you. Cordelia on the other hand expressed her admiration through her hands, a hand always resting somewhere near or on you. Wilhemina however seemed like a different story, the first time you met her at that dinner, she hardly spoke to you and you felt intimidated by her and it seemed like she didn't want you there. Her glance seemed so cold and so unlike the other two. You suddenly felt like having dinner with royals and remembering all your table manners and acting so proper. However Billie confessed after a coffee date, that Wilhemina has a huge crush and soft spot for you and you never believed her. You thought she was messing with you that's until Wilhemina invited you for lunch one day on your day off.

You expected to be met with the three of them in a little fancy restaurant but instead you were met with Wilhemina alone. Your heart was beating incredibly fast and you felt scared at first, not sure what to expect until Wilhemina confirmed your prediction. ''My two girlfriends seem to have developed feelings for you'' she stated plainly and without a hint of jealousy, so you felt confident and replied ''I heard you do too'' and without knowing it back then, she loved your confidence in that moment and simply smirked and replied ''How could I not, little one?'' and in that moment, that day she didn't just confirm Billie and Cordelia's affection towards you but also her own and things took it's turn from that day on and started to develop.

-End of flashback-

''Can you believe that was five years ago?'' Cordelia asks, pulling you all out of your flashback and the memories you have of that day and beginning of your relationship.

Billie just finished her cigarette and she flicks it away with such ease, while Wilhemina's eyes are still closed, still thinking about the day she made you theirs and you her very own little one. Seeing Wilhemina emotional and vulnerable happens rarely because even after half a decade of being with you three, she has trouble opening up, still building her walls up high and feeling as if her feelings are stupid or showing emotions is weak even though it's so beautiful and natural to see it and show them.

However you quickly notice her features changing, eyes opening, the same little smirk, alerting you she is about to insult someone yet again. ''I know right, can you believe Miss Howard was able to just settle with us three and not sleep her way across the city?'' Wilhemina says, causing Billie to be the one to roll her eyes this time, while Cordelia chuckles a little, part of her loving Wilhemina's sharp tongue, whenever it doesn't involve herself or actually upsetting anyone.

''Excuse me Miss Venable, are you referring to me as what I think you are implying?'' Billie counters and Wilhemina simply nods while you chuckle. ''I love the interactions between you two'' you state and both of them just smile amused. ''Interactions? you mean arguments?'' Cordelia interrupts.

Just like moments ago you three think of the countless times Billie and Wilhemina have argued and caused trouble in your relationship for a while. Often it would be teasing and them not actually meaning a single word they are saying, just like tonight but there were the times especially at the beginning when those two would argue for hours, one of them being annoyed with the other one and both unable to just get out of each others sight and calm down. Cordelia would always be the one to calm the storm and get those two to agree and eventually one of them to give in.

''We have had our ups and downs didn't we?'' Billie says while looking into the distance again, remembering the struggles you have went through together. The truth is, although their relationship seemed intact before you came along, it wasn't, Wilhemina couldn't handle her pains, Billie couldn't handle the feeling of something missing and Cordelia couldn't handle Billie and Wilhemina's troubles and so you joined at the best time possible.

''You saved us you know, little one'' Wilhemina states and suddenly three heads turn into her direction, surprised at the sudden statement and deeper meaning to it. Cordelia nods, knowing that all along you were the missing piece, the sunshine of their lives, bringing joy, happiness and a little bit of youth into the relationship, taking away all the hectic and harshness of their lives away. All of them had a lot on their plates back then and still do now, Cordelia being the one to lead an academy for witches and being the most powerful witch on earth, carrying a whole lot on her plate. Billie being a medium and constantly being around spirits, only able to help some of them but never able to save any of them, as well as running her show. Wilhemina constantly reminded of her back and also having to deal with a lot at work and two idiot bosses.

You noticed the stress they were under and so you tried to take every little daily thing, they would usually worry about, away from them. Always preparing three sets of lunches in the morning, you never mind getting up very early, before 5am even on your days off to make them some sandwiches and prepare three bags with little notes and three mugs of warm coffee in the morning. You would always make sure the apartment is clean and tidy, you would take care of the shopping, making sure the apartment looks and smells amazing. Preparing Mina's bath, dinner for the three of them, it all became a routine but you liked doing it and they never took it for granted and still to this day they never do take you or the things you do for granted although you all learnt to support each other and take a small part in your lives together and take care of each other.

Involuntarily, you shake your head to Mina's original statement about saving them and of course Cordelia notices that. ''You did baby, you saved us and you waltzed into our lives when we needed you'' she reminds you, the sincerity in her eyes, a sign she isn't lying.

''No Delia, you saved me'' you state and while feeling some tears swell in your eyes, you remember your life before meeting them.

Everyone you have known in your life up the point before meeting Cordelia, Wilhemina and Billie always had their lives together. No matter if it was your parents, always working hard and making sure you and your siblings are provided for or your sister, being a witch and after attending the academy, heading her own way and studying witchcraft in a different state and building her own life.

Everyone around you seemed to always know what to do with their lives, having visions and goals and working hard to achieve them. You however had no idea, you were never like that. Knowing what job you want to work as and having colleges and universities ready or places to apply to, you never really knew what you wanted out of life apart from belonging. Even in a family of five, you never felt a sense of belonging, they loved you of course they did but you were just a daughter, a sister and you felt like a side character in everyones story. ''Poor Y/N'', the daughter that failed her parents by not knowing what she wanted out of life, the sister that didn't follow in her sisters path or the disappointment to your grandparents by not following into their footsteps and not having salem blood and magic.

You struggled with yourself for a while, getting a degree, solely for the purpose of doing something and doing side jobs here and there to pay the pills until you decided it was time to leave your old home town, sick of always being the black sheep and standing in everyone's shadows. You did it, you moved out to New Orleans. Although having no idea of the place or what it would be like, you remembered the hot summers, whenever your family would drive down here and pick up your sister from the academy, the beautiful streets and architecture and so you followed to where your heart told you to go and took a train, never looking or thinking about going back ever again.

But from a family of five, moving into a tiny apartment on yourself and working in a coffee shop or helping in the mall sometimes, it's a huge difference and you felt so lonely. All those nights on your sofa, debating everything in your life and sometimes especially in those dark and lonely nights, even debating the purpose of your life.

That's until you bumped into Cordelia that one day and your life taking a 360 degree turn from laying eyes on her again, unloading groceries with some girls and shortly after meeting Billie and Wilhemina. They indeed were the ones that saved you, all the attention they continue to give you each and every single day. Even the small things like all three of them asking how your day was as soon as you return from work, even though they heard you say it to one of the others, they just wanted to hear it from you again.

The little things like, whenever you walk into the place seeing Delia smile and walk over, pulling you into a hug, walking into the living room after and seeing Mina do some knitting or other things important to her like reading or watching the history channel, she would always stop what she is doing and pull you closer, asking how you are and truly meaning it, before Billie would run inside after having a smoke on the balcony and also wanting some of her babydoll. They pamper you with their love and affection and at first it felt so overwhelming, never having anyone ask you how you are and genuinely meaning it before or let alone taking time out of their day to speak to you. They all made you their little priority in their own ways and whenever you think about that and how your life was like before meeting them, it brings tears into your eyes.

At first it would be fears, the fear of being alone again, them leaving or it all being a dream but they reassured you throughout all these years, that you won't be alone again and that they will be yours forever and so the tears now rolling down your cheeks aren't from fear they are happy ones, feeling so grateful to have met them.

''Sweetheart, don't cry'' Cordelia whispers, hating to see you, one of the most precious things in her life like this. Billie instantly turns to you once she hears Cordelia's words and frowns ''Babydoll'' she whispers and tilts her head to the side a little.

Through your blurry vision, you see Wilhemina look at you with an expression that you can't quite make out. After blinking the tears away and Cordelia and Billie almost at the same time wipe them away, having Billie's hand on your left cheek rubbing slow circles on it and Cordelia's hand on your right, holding you gently, you take a deep breath.

''Wilhemina are you crying??'' you suddenly hear Billie say and instantly snap your eyes open, because although having two very emotional blonde girlfriends, the redhead rarely shows emotions or pain and you have only seen her cry once when her back was particularly hurting.

''Allergies'' Wilhemina replies and wipes her eyes, turning her head back around to look at the view in front of her. Without words, Billie, Cordelia and you manage to communicate and let each other know it's obviously not allergies because first of all Wilhemina doesn't have any and secondly, the only time you actually saw her crying, she also said it was allergies at first.

''You try talking to her'' Billie mouths and you nod ''I'm just going to get those extra blankets that are in the car'' Cordelia states and gets up, before Billie follows her ''Going with you, incase you need help'' Billie adds and also leaves you and Wilhemina.

You look at your girlfriend but her head is turned the other way. ''Mina?'' you ask gently, barely above a whisper. ''Yes little one?'' she asks and by the raspiness in her voice you can tell she is trying hard not to cry. ''Did I upset you?'' you ask carefully, unsure why she seems so sad.

''No little one you didn't'' she replies and turns her head and looks at you with glassy eyes. ''I- don't understand'' you say and move closer to her. ''It's just.. it's true little one, you did save us and you also saved me you know'' she adds and you look at her with a confused expression because she hasn't said these words out loud before.

''I was struggling a lot back then, with my pains and also...'' she pauses a minute and takes a deep breath. ''Sometimes I felt like giving up and when you waltzed in I didn't just get along better with Delia and Billie, I didn't feel like giving up anymore, because I have you'' she finishes.

Your mouth is slightly parted and you feel your heart skipping a beat, not just because these moments with her are rare but also because you never knew Mina struggled like that in the past. ''I'm so happy that you don't feel that way anymore Mina'' you reply with a smile and Wilhemina also smiles and you rest your head on her shoulder carefully.

She pulls you a little closer and she pokes your nose and whispers ''You are my little sunshine'' and you look into her brown orbs before her head moves closer and her lips are so close. Before you know it, you feel your lips on hers and ever since kissing them for the first time, you knew all along with Billie's and Delia's they would be the only lips you would want to kiss for the rest of your life.

''Look at our two lovebirds'' Billie mocks and Cordelia simply rolls her eyes and punches Billie in a playful way before handing you and Wilhemina some blankets. You end up still snuggled next to Mina with her fluffy purple blanket that she knitted, covering you two and Billie and Cordelia also share one of Mina's knitted blankets and sit across from you two, so you can all look at each other.

Cordelia lights a little fire with her magic, so you can all get a bit warmer as it is now starting to get colder. ''So why were you crying darling?'' Billie asks and looks at Wilhemina and you. ''Leave her alone Billie'' you defend your girlfriend and Billie simply rolls her eyes, while Wilhemina reaches for your hand under the blanket in a thanking manner.

''Do you know what this night reminds me of?'' Cordelia starts trailing off ''What?'' you ask and she replies ''Our first vacation'' and Wilhemina scoffs, before you and Billie look at each other before bursting out laughing, pulled into another flashback of your first vacation, in your second year of dating.

-Flashback-

''Billie where is that damn sunscreen you packed?'' Wilhemina curses before Billie throws the bottle halfway across the room, from the bathroom only for it to spray across the entire hotel room. ''Oh my god ew'' you shout, now completely covered in sunscreen.

''I swear I will kill her'' Wilhemina hisses and Cordelia simply fixes it with a flick of her wrist and magic. ''Your magic can't always solve everything Cordelia you do know that right?'' Wilhemina argues and adds ''Where are we supposed to get sunscreen from now hm?'' she asks and you simply put your hand on her shoulder and say ''Calm down Mina our hotel has a little shop we can go and buy some new ones'' you try and calm her down.

''Fine'' she says and you walk into the little shop to buy some more. ''I will kill her one day you know'' Wilhemina says and you simply chuckle ''Well hopefully not I need my Billie'' you answer and Wilhemina rolls her eyes. As Wilhemina picks out some sunscreen you take a look around, only to find some water-guns. You pick up a few and look at Wilhemina, only for her to raise an eyebrow and knowing exactly what you are suggesting, without even saying anything.

''Fine come on'' she says and you chuckle, excited like a little child. As soon as you purchased the water-guns, you walk to the nearest bathroom only to fill them up. Thankfully you four decided to book this holiday while not a lot of people are around so you had the place to yourself. ''Shh they will hear us, your cane will give it away'' you scold Wilhemina as she almost ruins the plan of surprising Cordelia and Billie with some water.

''Okay okay'' Wilhemina says and you two try your hardest to sneak up on them two, now lying by the pool, just tanning with their sunglasses on and eyes closed. ''Now'' you whisper and you and Wilhemina start spraying them with the water ''Ow oh my god'' Cordelia squeals and Billie instantly gets up and runs away so you can't spray her. ''No no no my hair and makeup'' she argues and stomps her foot on the floor.

That doesn't keep you and Wilhemina to continue spraying her. Cordelia simply chuckles, liking the refreshing cold water on her skin, she teleports behind you and whispers ''Your turn sweetheart'' before pushing you into the pool. She steals your gun and starts spraying Wilhemina, before teleporting behind Billie and also pushing her into the pool. ''Cordelia Goode'' Billie screams and squeals and your stomach hurts from all the laughing, watching your three girlfriends having a water-gun fight and Cordelia abusing her powers.

-End of flashback-

''You ruined that holiday by ruining my perfect hair and makeup'' Billie states, pulling the rest of you three out of your flashback and the memories. ''I loved that holiday'' Cordelia replies and smiles fondly.

''I quite enjoyed it too'' Wilhemina states and grins at Billie. ''Oh come on Wilhemina you only liked it because you got to spray me with water and watching Miss Supreme over here, push me into a pool'' and Wilhemina simply smirks because Billie's words are indeed correct. ''We should go on another holiday this year'' you add and Cordelia nods ''That would be nice''.

Billie starts yawning and you have a feeling this night will end soon, because if Billie starts getting tired, there is no trying to keep her awake or convincing her because she would quite literally fall asleep anywhere. ''Someone is getting sleepy'' Cordelia whispers and smiles at Billie and you see Billie blushing and turning away.

''I am not tired Cordelia'' she tries to convince everyone including herself. ''Sure darling'' Wilhemina replies with a hint of sarcasm in her voice. ''We should be going home soon, after all I have to be at the academy tomorrow'' Cordelia states and you simply nod, not ready for this to be over but grateful at the same time for the little escape from reality and the busy days and knowing everything must come to an end eventually.

''I really enjoyed tonight'' you mumble and Wilhemina pulls you closer ''I did too little one'' and Cordelia frowns ''Well hello I am the one who had the idea remember'' and you chuckle and move towards Delia.

''I know Delia and it was great, I loved it thank you'' before kissing her. Billie looks at you with a raised eyebrow and you know she feels excluded and also wants a kiss, so you do as she expects of you. ''You know me so well babydoll'' she states after you let go from the kiss.

''Now let's pack up'' Cordelia says and everyone starts moving but you stop them ''Hold on'' you say and all of them look at you full of expectation. ''I- I love you three so much'' you say and they all look at you with so much adoration and love

''You are adorable babydoll, I love you too'' she says and kisses you, before taking her blanket and lighting a cigarette. ''We love you too sweetheart'' Delia reminds you before also retrieving your stuff.

Wilhemina tries to get up a bit awkwardly but your hand is right there, helping her up and once she is stable and holding onto her cane she looks at you and her eyes express gratitude. ''I love you little one'' she whispers as you walk hand in hand towards Cordelia, ready to teleport Mina back to the car.

As you all end up in Delia's car, Cordelia driving and focussing on the road, Billie falling asleep next to you in the back and Mina carefully observing the road, your heart feels the same familiar feeling like at the beginning of your night. Gratitude and happiness to be loved and in love with such great women and so happy about this night and being able to reflect on your years with them together and as you look out the window and up at the sky, you see a little shooting star and you quickly close your eyes and think to yourself ''To many more years with my girls''.

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