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#why do i love him so much
crazy-fangirl2524 · 19 hours ago
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One thing that never sits right with me is the fandom hating on the EC and Nora because they say Nora said that Andrew never heal and I don’t actually feel that?!
I don’t know what extra content did you guys read but from what I read I felt that Andrew did healed?! Yes Nora said Andrew never smile or laugh, but smiling and laughing doesnt mean recovery. Nora said “Andrew learn to let/trust things in his life whether it is the cats or Neil or exy” and isn’t that the most beautiful form of recovery already?
And the happiest moment in Andrew’s life is when he received Cass’s letter and he read it and threw it away and that was a turning point in his life. Does this not screams recovery to you?
Yes Andrew will never be “normal” or “as normal as Neil and the other foxes” but isn’t that the entire point of his character? Andrew is the most developed character in the three books and yet you guys go and said that “omfg Andrew never recovered! I hate Nora for saying that!” If you feel that way then you don’t understand the books or Andrew’s character.
Because he did heal, he learned to keep in touch with Aaron and Nicky, he stayed friends with Kevin and the foxes, he is actively going to therapy, he learns to trust Neil, the cats, and even enjoy exy. He will never express joy the way “normal people do” but that is okay because he does experience joy and feel that everyday with the cats, Neil, his family and the foxes and that is more then enough and for me Andrew did recover and have the best life he has.
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diomedrian · a day ago
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Turns out when I imagine the future, it's always by myself. There's ofcourse my friends but it's also just me, there is no partner, there is no romance and it warms my heart seeing everyone talk and want and get love but it also makes me slightly uneasy because I don't want that. Perhaps a better way of saying it would be: I want romance for a few hours, maybe only on Friday or Saturday nights, I want to get tipsy and make out a lot and hold them and watch a really funny show but then I want them gone in the morning, or I want to leave in the morning. I don't want a lover during the day, only in the nights, only when I can afford a free weekend and I think about how the last time someone loved me and held me and about how I managed to take them apart so abruptly that I could feel the ground shake under me. I know the past doesn't have to define us and that there are more people who will love me because there have been plenty who have loved me but I cannot get away from the idea that there is something terribly wrong with me because I don't want romance and it's very funny to think he was the love of my life but I am also very dramatic and so I believe that but it doesn't come alone, I have to also bear the heaviness of hurting him and I want him to know that in every other universe I am always kissing him and always loving him and that it just so happens in this one that he is the perfect one for me but I am not the one for him. And I don't usually believe in the ripple effect but I don't think I will ever let anyone love me again. I don't want to be held and I don't want to be looked at like I am the best thing to have happened to them and I don't want to be loved so grossly that it echoes into the next town.
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jashne-bahaaraa · 2 days ago
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#it's 3:48 am but i need to get this out of my chest or else i'll won't be able to sleep#i just finished watching the 1st ep of i told sunset about you and i have so many thoughts#don't read further if you don't want spoilers lmaoooo#idek where to begin#man teh's such an idiot he reminds me of myself in a way??? he's so mean sometimes???? but i'm glad they both made up#gosh he shouldn't have said that to oh#i was like 'it's fine they're kids and kids say mean stuff to each other sometimes' when i heard him say that to oh but oh was a kid too????#ahhh my heart broke every time i saw oh cry tho#AND THE EXAM RESULT#why was i so nervous lol#istg i got flashbacks of my exam results lol oh is me when i'm checking my results i deadass cover my phone with my hand and slowly move it#abd when he didn't get in I FELT THAT#when he crying i was crying too#it just hit hard lol#and at the end when oh said that he was really hurt and put pressure on himself :(( i wanted to give him a hug so bad#AND i love the beginning and the ending of the ep so much????#AND I WAS TRYING SO HARD NOT TO SCREAM WHEN OH SAID KE YI AT THE END#this drama is 💯💯💯#only the first ep and i'm feeling Things already#also why do i have a feeling that bas is going to do something shitty???? idk it's a feeling i hope it's not true#i think he likes oh? like romantically?? and so he'd try to do smth to tear them apart or whatever#ahhh idk idk i can't wait to watch the next ep tomorrow tho AHHHHHHH#i'll try to finish my slides asap#man the end of the ep made me feel so nostalgic and emotional??? it doesn't even make sense#gosh when they were at the beach and apologising and crying and ahhhhh#yk how teh's a lil shit sometimes??? reminds me of myself lol#and poor oh :((#when he said he put a lot of pressure on himself my heart broke poor bby he didn't deserve that#i'm really glad they made up tho#personal
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comradekatara · 2 days ago
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katara loves meeting the parents. she tries never to break up with a guy until after she’s had at least one dinner with his family. that way, then, once they have broken up, if they’re still on good terms afterwards and happen to run into each other, he’ll be like “my family keeps asking about you” and katara will be like [smiles charmingly] “oh?” and he’s like “yeah i guess you made a really great impression on them” and katara, who knows full well that adults love her due to how polite & smart & gracious & cute she is, is like [twirls hair] “omg really? that makes me so happy <3” and, well. it does. it really, really does. 
#katara#sokka knows exactly what she's doing and thinks she's sick for it#but she can't help that she loves being validated by grown ups!!!!!#i mean. no judgment from me#when i was in elementary school i'd talk to certain kids specifically because otherwise it would be weird that i was friends#with their parents but not them#i give good parent.mp3 rights!#i love how a running thread throughout the show is simply how much parents adore katara#or authority figures in general tbh#shes just so good at being polite to adults#shes even nice to pakku??? which like. why????#meanwhile sokka slaps a general in the face for being mildly incompetent#kanna enabled her too much and now she has an addiction to being adored by parental figures#she bets toph that she can get the beifongs to her like her and toph is like 'I WILL NOT BE TAKING THAT BET THANKS'#michi & ukano DO like her actually. bc she is so good with tom tom#even tho they are still of the belief that she kidnapped him in the first place#whos seriously gonna believe that THE LEMUR DID IT#but honestly it doesnt matter bc she agrees to babysit for free!#sokka's like 'wait are u srs mai's extremely wealthy parents offered to pay u and u declined??'#and katara's like 'well i dont want their fire nation blood money' and sokkas like 'WHY THE FUCK NOT???????????'#also i was thinking of haru's parents specifically. they are always asking about her. esp his dad. he wants katara to date his son so bad...#also yes note that i said when katara dumps a guy#never the reverse#simply would not happen#katara got dumped ONCE#it was by a hot local psychic who broke up w her by reading her palm saying he foresaw heartbreak in her future and then walked away.#permanently.#okay these tags went in like 50 different directions#tldr katara loves grown ups & grown ups love her & we love her for it
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akvilenotfound · 2 days ago
Illumina's just on the server constantly bc he's a fucking sweaty gamer boy (derogatory (affectionate))
lmaoooo TRUUUUUUU (and dream takes that personally)
tbh i don’t blame him, that server actually seems like so much fun :’) i’d love to try out some mcc games
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cass-burger · 2 days ago
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hate how long haired michael makes me feel
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unmoistened · 3 days ago
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my nephew: good MORNING auntie!!
me:
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my nephew: okay!! 😋
#he cracks me up every single day of my life i love him so much#i say good morning differently almost every time i see him bc his reactions crack me up#i wish i could say it every morning but sometimes he's at his mama's house#oh DOY it's 2021 genius ur cellular device can communicate with his every day i can do it#idk i worry his life is unstable bc his parents split up but a lot of parents do#'it takes a village...' not 'it takes 2 people in love'#his mom wakes up every fuckin’ day & puts him first just like my mom did with my brother & i#bc many of the fathers i know feel more comfortable drowning their sorrows than crying#which is not any type of indictment // it's a problem caused by the ones that came before it#men are not able to express their emotions as freely as women are & that is a problem#my mother would get so stressed she yelled at me but the shame would pour from her eyes after#my father would drink so much he cried in my arms about things he didn't understand & then he would never acknowledge that he sobbed like#a little boy in his daughter's arms /// i say that with love /// although i didn't always get it#it was difficult to respect him after as a father because an adult should never put all of that on a child // my shoulders have always been#heavy somehow // but i'm not talking shit // i respect him as a human always but he cried to his little girl far too much#i had to calm him down to save my life (it felt like) so i don't blame him for what [she] did but i have to forgive myself for not being#able to spot the red flags when she wore new ones everyday like she made a wardrobe out of them#the curtains in my home were made of red flags; but so were the one's in my father's growing up; he did what he thought he was supposed to#he told us the story about his father (the machete story) like it was funny; i think i need to thank him for never giving me a machete story#um anyway this is why i say good morning & then i write for like 3 hours lately#hopefully when things make sense or idk i ''understand'' how ppl work i can just say 'good morning' like a normal person
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sunqnyu · 3 days ago
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look what came in todayyyy AAAAAAAAAA
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wingodex · 3 days ago
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a lot of people write about joe's anger being bright and intense but short lived, and there are lots of reasons for that. joe's very expressive, and you get to see his emotions and the change in his emotions fairly frequently throughout the movie. it's easy to imagine him getting angry and then moving on to something else once that anger has run its course. this kind of anger is easier to write too, because anger is a complicated emotion and it often feels like characters cant move forward until theyre done being angry. it might also be a way to avoid portraying joe as being angrier than everyone else so one doesnt feed into negative stereotypes and that's legit!! all of these are valid reasons! i think this interpretation of joe is fine, i just don't love it and i especially don't love it when it has to do with booker's betrayal. even if joe's anger is typically gone quickly, i don't think it would be in this particular case because the fear that sparked that anger in the first place isn't going to go away.
i really like this post which talks about how joe's anger is always in response to fear, and a lot of my thoughts about this have to do with the way that those two emotions are clearly linked. fear is another difficult emotion, because fear lingers. just because the immediate danger is gone, that doesn't necessarily get rid of the fear. it can be really hard to stop being afraid, even when you know it's an illogical response. it's especially hard to stop being afraid when the situation warrants that fear. so when all of his hopes for escape are dashed, and andy's mortal and also andy just got shot and is maybe dying, of course joe's terrified. that fear isn't suddenly going to go away. joe's not suddenly going to stop being afraid of andy dying now that she's mortal just because they're not in immediate danger. he's not going to stop being afraid of being captured and imprisoned for an eternity. he's not going to stop being afraid about being separated from nicky or worrying about nicky dying. of course joe's pissed off and he has the right to be. and i think he'll be angry at booker for a really long time. he loves booker, and i think he'll miss him, but i don't think he'll stop being angry or stop being afraid to be around him. obviously i think that at some point joe will forgive booker, because joe is kind and forgiving, and he loves booker, and they will be able to move past this, but i also think that will be a long process for him and i think it will be really hard for both of them. because how do you stop being afraid to be around someone who has shown to you that they do not care about the safety and comfort of the people you love most? how do you stop being afraid when you know someone's capacity for harm because you have directly suffered as a result of it? booker can apologize, he can feel remorse, he can even feel horrified by his own actions (as shown with andy), and he can try to repent, but how does that stop joe from being afraid when booker knows where he is, where andy is, and where nicky is because he's set them up before, he can do it again, right? even if he knows, knows for certain that booker won't do that again, it'll be hard to shake the fear completely. building back trust is hard, and it's a process. you can see the two of them taking those first few steps when booker accepts his punishment at the end. they're going to be okay, eventually. joe knows this and believes this. that doesn't mean he has to stop being angry. that's okay too
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actual-garbage-gay · 3 days ago
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thinking abt how ever since edgeworth started making the change to be a better prosecutor and work on achieving the truth rather than a guilty sentence he immediately started getting in trouble with the higher-ups... the self-doubt that must have instilled in him.. especially for someone who was just forced to remember all of his trauma and come to grips with the fact that the man he thought was like a second father was actually a horrible person who never truly cared for him and in fact killed his birth father...
and edgeworth has had perfectionism drilled into his brain since like... 9 years old. imagine being “perfect” your whole life and when you start trying to heal from the abuse you never realized you were a victim of you immediately face backlash from the people whose praise you sought for YEARS.... the fear that you were making the wrong choice... damn....
#like. i can see why he faked his death. this was a man who had too much to deal with#and was so used to not having a support system that he didn’t (and still doesn’t really) even know where to begin asking for help#because for most of his childhood being vulnerable was considered a bad thing#but also like. he probably started seeing a therapist over in europe and the amount of growth he went through in just a year? amazing#he comes back completely confident that he’s doing the right thing (maybe not fully but ‘fake it til you make it’ is a good strategy)#and even when he’s still facing backlash. still getting in trouble. still having his badge threatened#he KNOWS he’s making the right choice and refuses to back down#because if he were wrong he wouldn’t be as happy as he was now. he would still be studying under mvk and cursing that man for ruining things#and like... whenever that self-doubt seeps back in (hard to say if it’ll ever fully disappear) all he has to do is look around him#and he remembers all the people that love him so dearly and how he would not be able to accept that love if he had not made this decision#and he trusts them- so he trusts that they love him for a good reason#and i just....#sorry i don’t normally rant about edgeworth but like. that dude’s been through so much#the amount of growth he went through in such a short time span is amazing. it’s silly but#i’m genuinely so proud of this fictional character and how far he’s come#i hope he is too. in whatever little universe he may exist in
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jaynovz · 3 days ago
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Will Graham 🤝 John Silver
Mirror ball solidarity
#thoughts#the shows do have a lot of similarities but at a certain point they veer off#the dynamics between the two ships are I think fundamentally different in a lot of ways#ask me about Black Sails and Hannibal lit crit#at the end of the day silverflint is not anywhere near as destructive#it maybe as codependent but I think the important additions of polystuff like throwing Madi in there or throwing Thomas in there#or ideally both helps make this relationship a lot healthier if they would actually just talk to each other and work some shit out#whereas hannigram... well. it's absolutely rooted in someone doing so much bad shit to you but you literally can't cut them out of your lif#because nothing is ever going to compare to the experience of having them around even if it's a negative influence sometimes or often#like they are so Unhealthy#the zerosum game and that's why it ends with a cliff dive sigh#you love this terrible terrible thing and you hate yourself for loving it but you also can't deny it#so can't live with him can't live without him#let me try to do my last little bit to society by throwing both of our asses off of this cliff#I think they're metaphorical cliffs also because like there are no cliffs in Maryland by the way#what is it with these shows that I like in metaphorical cliffs#oh yes in the way in which silver and will are mirror balls is very different#they can both easily become different people and different personas but whereas for Will it's almost something he can't help doing#and he absolutely hates that#for silver it's something that he might do unconsciously but it's rooted in survival#though I would say they're both tormented by this tendency to be mirrorballs even if it works in a different way for each
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dioderent · 3 days ago
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a drawing of Bozai I had random motivation to do cause I have horrible taste in men
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also yes I know the line art is messy and my camera quality is crap cause I suck at drawing aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I just now realized how much it bothers me how I drew the nose- aaaaaaa
btw I tried to draw him without his backpack thing, if you were wondering
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