Yesterday night, my brother got this little sticker maker, and we used one of my doodles to test it out , specifically this one
We didn't really know where to put it, and I had already taken it off of the paper, so we just stuck it on my sketchbook
During school, I'm the quiet kid most of the time, and i ALWAYS have my sketchbook with me
We were doing some work in science where we had to move around, and i tend to finish my work pretty quickly, and then just doodle.
We were going around, when this one kid I kinda knew walked up to me and just went "dude, is that sans Undertale??"
My brain SWITCHED. either this guy was about to make fun of me for the rest of this school year and my life will be completely ruined, or this kid is going to be the next victim of my hyperfixation ranting
But then i thought, wait, this kid is also an outcast. I know this kid. THIS KID WAS THAT ONE WHO DREW FUCKING HELLUVA BOSS ON THE BOARD.
This kid was a part of the infamous anime Kid group with deku hoodies.
THIS KID KNEW AT FIRST GLANCE THAT THE LITTLE GUY ON MY SKETCHBOOK WAS A SANS AU??
I realized that this kid might ACTUALLY not want to bully me! So I just tried to act cool and not start ranting about my au and just said "... You like Undertale?" PHYSICALLY holding myself back from going "OH MY GOD OKAY THIS IS ANXIETY INK SANS. HES THIS SILLY LITTLE GUY WHO HAS ANXIETY TO THE MAX BUT LIKES USING ART AS AN ESCAPE!!"
He then proceeded to tell me about this phase he had when he was little, about how he had a CRUSH ON PAPYRUS. How he was so cringy (curse you kid you're supposed to know cringe culture is dead and Ink said so)
I think I was about to die.
He asked then asked, "which au is that??" I DIED. OH GOD. WHAT DO I SAY?! "Oh yeah this is just MY au where I mashed Anxiety and Ink together. Yeah, i made my own sans au. Yeah, there's an entire universe. Yeah, i have a Tumblr blog where I'm just always posting about Undertale" I CANT LET THIS KID KNOW IM THAT DEEP INTO THIS PHASE TO WHERE IM MAKING MY OWN WHOLE UNIVERSE.
So I just went ahead and said "oh... Uhhhhhhhh my, au??? It's weird i know"
Dude proceeds to tell me his favorite au was Horror tale and he liked my aus design. I'm. In. Utter. Greif.
THANKFULLY one of his friend scooped him up and they ran off
It's been like 3 hours and i still haven't even completely processed it.
Holy shit guys, I was editing the mango and as I was changing Danny’s “ha”s to English “ha”s, another certain laugh entered my brain and now everything is ruined forever; good night. B^|
Guys I tried to look up epilepsy memes because I’m epileptic and needed a good laugh. Then I find a porn bot account with ns//fw descriptions and I’m like “what the fuck, ew. Reported” with hashtags including video game titles 😭
If anyone wants to know my mental state rn just know I listened to Lover by Taylor swift then thought of Konbart & I started tearing up so like that’s a new development