#whos ta say

[spaciebabie]

hmm okay but like imagine. springtrap is in every sort of pain you can imagine daily. physical, emotional, spiritual, mental, and he spent 30 years trapped in a broom closet so bro is probably very mentally unstable. so like. imagine how he would feel upon receiving affection for the first time in all those years. i think his brain would explode. all this agony that he walks around with daily, and then one day hes given a hug and the gentle press of another person against him. holding him. makes him feel sturdy even though he's basically falling apart. maybe a quiet remark of fondness particularly stabs him in the chest. i mean, he would come undone. he hasnt felt good like this in years.

he wouldnt be able ta get enough of this good feeling. seeking out physical affection whenever he can, even when its just from brushing past each other or fingertips lingering for a split second. always needing ta be near. finding solace in being an arms length away. the praise he would try ta draw out. "hey look at this thing i did i truly am the best at this sort of thing," the way he would cherish being spoken about in any positive manner. just the way it would feel so good ta have someone give him some much needed attention and praise. and ta feel such positive emotions abt and around them in return. the way that even with all the agony he experiences he is blessed to be afforded a single break from all of it. if only for a moment, to feel it all melt away...

#all of this is ta say that i think um #im bleeding from my eyes #guuuuuuhhhh #uhm and also that i think that he would be obsessed with being around someone who could #make him feel such...for lack of a better word‚ #pleasure not only physically but emotionally too!!!! #spacie spoinks #i think that after that long of being tortured day in and day out a simple hug would make him see stars #you know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #sorry im soft rn #hhhh #him. #ive been thinking abt this for days someone help me #he would be such.....a cuddle bunny...... #im going 2 die. i think im really gonna die this time.

[hella1975]

hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x

#seriously another shout out to my mutuals #id particularly like to say thank you to boom who's always right there for me no matter what's happening or how insane im being #and also everyone in our little discord that wound up having to make a whole new channel for venting #bc i was there so often like 'today's weird ask isssss.... telling me about my cupsize!! rip them to shreds!!!' #hannah and theo especially being there and pushing me to finally turn off anon. war is truly over #and of course rori bc the shamelessness u show when hating on my anon asks has been genuinely really cathartic #sometimes u really do just need a rottweiler mutual to tell random people online to kill themselves 😭 #okay weird oscar acceptance speechcore gratitude over. i do just rlly love my mutuals #like i went three years not telling anyone about the worse side of internet popularity for fear of looking spoiled and ungrateful #so for the first time to open up about it and be met with outrage on my behalf and people saying in fact it's MORE fucked up #than i initially realised bc ive grown desensitised to it is. yeah cathartic i guess #they are singlehandedly reassuring me of the good this cursed app still holds #so everyone thank them and send them flowers NOW #okay im done i think. see you guys soon. i truly do want to come back asap bc like i said i NEVER EVEN WANTED TO FUCKING LEAVE #SOME ASSHOLES JUST HAD TO PUT GRENADES ON WHAT I ASSUMED WERE VERY UNIVERSAL AND OBVIOUS BOUNDARIES #if you're reading this like 'ohhh fuck i defo sent something invasive lately. i thought it was a joke/we were friends' #then 1) we arent friends if you're on anon. it immediately creates a power imbalance where you know me and any necessary context #but i have no idea who you are or how much you know about me. that's already a fucked dynamic #and 2) I HOPE YOU FEEL BAD. LIKE GENUINELY I HOPE YOU FEEL AWFUL AND HAVE A GOOD LONG LOOK AT YOURSELF #okay i think that's all. ta-ra lads??? how tf do u end something like this #ive queued this to reblog a couple more times throughout the day

[rollercoasterwords]

like sorry but if ur actually seeing an increase in students using chatgpt 2 write essays 4 ur class why is ur first thought "oh they're being lazy" & not "have i structured this class in a way that makes this student feel the need to rely on chatgpt?" especially bc the majority of college students are overwhelmed taking multiple classes working part-time jobs caring for family dealing with health issues etc etc like there are soooo many reasons a student might decide to use chatgpt that are not just "laziness"!! consider:

the student didn't have time to complete the assignment without chatgpt -> have you created an environment where students can ask for extensions without judgment? do you only give out extensions for "emergencies" or "valid reasons" (<- subjective measure)? if so, why? what purpose do these strict deadlines serve? [think about how this overlaps with students who may have "had time" but were overwhelmed for other reasons; what kind of environment have you created for these students, and does it best serve their learning?]

the student didn't feel they had the ability to write an essay of good enough quality to receive a good grade without chatgpt -> how are you grading students' work? what grading scales have you utilized that made this person feel as though they're incapable of succeeding? do those grading scales prevent them from succeeding? if so, why? what educational resources did they or did they not have access to before entering your class? how might that change considerations about how you grade? [think about how this overlaps with students completing coursework that is not in their first language and whether your grading standards are truly equitable for these students]

the student didn't feel that they could understand the material and therefore couldn't complete the assignment -> again, have you created an environment where this student can come to you for help? how are you presenting and explaining material? what opportunities have you provided for students to seek out additional resources and support with understanding? is this assignment and its correlated grading scale designed to accommodate a variety of skill levels, or is it designed with "the best student" in mind?

the student actually just doesn't care about this class and doesn't want to do the work -> why don't they care about this class? what other classes or work are they prioritizing, and why? to what extent are you willing to accommodate students who simply will never view your class as a priority, but need to complete it to earn a degree--and how is that need tied structurally to a university that serves primarily as a class barrier? what role do you play in that university structure, and is it a role you want to play?

at the end of the day if your goal is 2 prioritize student learning that means being flexible & adapting your grading scales, assignment structures, class policies, etc. to accommodate students at their level of learning for their own purposes. like if the choice is between having a student get a zero on an assignment for "cheating" versus working with that student to create an alternative assignment which they can complete & which engages them with the course material on a level they can manage then to me it seems like a pretty clear choice between "no learning" and "some learning."

#sooooo much hand-wringing in my 'leftist' university dept. rn abt ai & i'm just like um. u guys will never believe what i think abt this lol #unfortunately not in a position where i can actually outright say this 2 the profs bc i need 2 be viewed as 'playing by the rules!' #but like. sorry if i'm ur ta & ur syllabus policies kinda suck then i am going 2 make my own policies under the table.... #anyway. it is genuinely so frustrating how students who 'get caught cheating' for 'using ai' are treated as like. these scheming villains #instead of students who need additional support + empathy !!! & like. worst case scenario ok ur student IS an evil schemer sure #well wouldn't u rather have a policy that accidentally gives grace 2 a student who doesn't need it than denies it to a student who does??? #ranting and raving #txt

[taikanyohou]

i love you actors that just get their characters like ta does macau.

#macau #kinnporsche #ta saying macau is whiny? but also brave enough to question things? how he's needy and wants attention? how he only has vegas? #YEAH. YEAH. YEAAAH. #him saying that macau feels like bc hes the youngest of the lot he feels so average with nothing to offer?? #so his dad just overlooks him and dismisses him COMPLETELY. GODDDDD. and THATS why he does feel loved. #compared to vegas who does EVERYTHING asked and still he made to feel worthless by his dad #OOOFT. yeah the minor family dynamics are where its AT. #god its SO interesting to me how ta's like macau knows he wants attention and care but the difference is that #he isnt shy to ask for it. compared to vegas who wont but CRAVES it but wont Say It. #and thats ALL BC vegas all his life has TOLD macau to TELL HIM WHAT HE NEEDS and that vegas will give it him #so GOD that smile in the epilogue??? hospital scene?? WHEN HE SEES HOW HAPPY VEGAS IS WITH PETE?? #AND HE SMIIIILES AT THEM??? BC FINALLY VEGAS SPOKE HIS DESIRES??? OH GOD IM OK IM OK IM OK.

[moviesstoriesandbooks]

What if Chay moves on from Kim and starts bringing over people from clubs and college parties to the minor family house ? He picks them carefully , he now knows how to , they're usually vaguely aware of who he is. They also know enough to not question the security surrounding him and his "house". He's learnt to protect himself from people who get close only with their selfish ulterior motives.

He's only young and in college once. He's gonna enjoy it goddamnit.

Except once when Kim comes over to the minor fam house at Kinn's request for "personally verifying the money leaks Porsche found out and see if he could update the security in any way possible while he's at it " , and he runs a *bit* late . Kim gracefully accepts Porsche's invitation to "crash opposite to Chay's room , that's where his friends stay over sometimes . Chay's my brother by the way, have you guys met?😄".

And Kim has to listen to Porchay and some ba**ard loudly make their way to Porchay's suite in what was so late at night that it was early in the morning , even by Kim's standards.

Pants , purrs . *Moans.* F#cking moans.

And thuds of flesh on the wall when they got too excited and tripped on the carpet. Laughs and giggles. Not a care as to who might hear.

Kim thought it would end once they got in the suite . Well he was wrong. He had to listen to every single whimper, shout and cry ; and finally understood why the maid explained how Khun Porchay prefers the entire floor to himself for his music usually .

He couldn't sleep even after it got fully quiet . He couldn't sleep for a long time after .

#porsche is blissfully unaware of everything #except the mafia he's getting pretty good with practice maybe even better than kinn #Kim purposefully made it late to stay over except porchay got home 4 hours later than he expected #also who's to say that Kim won't find a lovebite riddled macau cooking a light breakfast and coffee the next morning around noonish #when he himself went to the kitchenette to get a strong cup of coffee fir battling hus mother sleepless night #macau might have been whistling along to a cherry wik song while flipping pancakes and finishing off with a smiley face on top #and kim fully realises what he's lost for the first time ever #thai boys love series #thai drama #thailand #thai bl series #kinnporsche #asian lbgtq dramas #kinnporche the series #kimchay #jeff satur #be on cloud #barcode tinnasit #ta nannakun #i always imagine ta as macau idk why he's just a perfect macau in my mind #I'm kimchi through and through but this took root in my mind a couple of days back and won't let go #jealous kim is my jam #macauchay #i guess?? #battle his sleepless night i meant* #cheery wik song * #also bonus that kim had to listen to the early morning round when he comes back with a very sad black coffee and apple

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

Karkat: I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE THINK STRAIGHT ALLIES ARE GAY.

Karkat: LIKE JUST BECAUSE I SUPPORT ANIMAL RIGHTS DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING ALPACA TO YOU

*some time later*

Karkat: SO IT TURNS OUT I AM GAY

Aradia: diversity win! the alpaca is gay! 0u0

#submission #somebody else may fit aradia better its jist when i first saw it #it was basically jist aradia but anime girl saying it #who? ta-*gunshots* #i think im having a genshij. hyperfixation #// #homestuck #incorrect homestuck quotes #karkat vantas #aradia megido #mod terezi #thank god i never played genshin i think it would impact me too much

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

The Limp-Bizkit-Salute Series🖕 Wes Borland Edition

Find the rest of the series here:

Fred Durst

DJ Lethal

Sam Rivers

John Otto

#When Limp Bizkit🖕Salutes🖕you - you 🖕salute🖕back #the only person who could actually make me giddy and giggle like an idiot if he flipped me off #I'd be barking like a sea lion like “DO IT AGAIN!😃DO IT AGAIN!😃” #Like instead of the Shrek kid saying “Do the roar”... I'd be like “Do the finger!” #I feel like anytime he flips somebody off the cartoonish “TA-DAA” horns play in the background and a confetti cannon goes off #Wes Borland #Limp Bizkit #nu metal #Black Light Burns #Wild for Wesley on Wes Borland Wednesday #down the rabbit hole

[ilikedetectives]

Seeing the Viet translation mod reminds me if Minthara goes from tôi/cô pronoun pair when you first meet her, and then changes to ta/nàng during the altar convo, I think my Kalius (and future durge) will make rivers out of blood and mountains out of skulls like I'm so serious. And if you cheat on her with Mizora, that will definitely change to ta/ngươi and that's an indicator shit is about go down lol

#I don't count chị/em because that's modern AU #ta/nàng is for feudal/medieval/fantasy setting #Vietnamese is such a dramatic language #your pronouns pair change depending on the relationship status and not many realize this #and who's older makes a difference #we have over 10 options for 'she' alone take a pick asdasdas #the river and mountain thing is also a Viet saying #reminds me of when I was explaining Viet pronouns for Quỳnh and Andromache sapphic writers and it took a whole essay #was talking to a mutual about this the other day too #minthara brainrot

[terrainofheartfelt]

okay the real bee in my bonnet about this hart of dixie mayoral race, is that lavon had a really great argument he never used??

ruby says repeatedly that if she loses she's just gonna leave, and as a voter, I say that is some bullshit! oh, so you'll just leave? because you don't actually care about the place the office is supposed to be serving you only care about the title???? ruby! you don't deserve to be a mayor if you give fuck all about the good of the town?

lavon had a top notch rhetorical argument that would have destroyed his opponent's claim for the seat and he just? never said it? except as a romantic hindrance?

and that is why lavon is excellent at governing but horrible at politics

#or maybe i listen to too many political podcasts #you know it's named bluebell not after the flower #but after the fact that it's the bluest town in alabama #hart of dixie #also lemon as a campaign manager you should have known to exploit that #they were both too blinded by ruby's beauty to see it #for real ruby is gorgeous #but she's so not a match for lavon! #she does NOT care about the town. and that town is lavon's life #lavon was more appealing to her in hs when he was the football player who could help her get out #and not as a man who came back and SETTLED #i do respect ruby for being a boss bitch but she had no business running for mayor. #is this too much opinion and analysis of a cw comedy? maybe. but the edible has Hit and I got stuff ta say

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload? #me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃 #listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook #i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort #to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop #being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol #i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like #let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and #make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works #ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil #ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations #bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess #its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively #health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by #medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary. #like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think #of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf #my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its #bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror #when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the #most me coded character to ever exist #unrelated

[spaciebabie]

finally working on this one post that has been bouncing around in my head since june. here's a sneek peek ig idk lol.

it was orig gonna b a comic but i realized that in order for the joke ta hit the way i want it ta there needs ta b audio sos...video it is (there's no audio on this one tho)

that's the kid from the sun kiss comic btw lol

#fnaf #fnaf sb #security breach #five nights at freddy's #this also hasta come out b4 moon kiss #not for any specific lore but i feel like it would make it better for the like 'mutual pining but no one is saying anything' phase #anyways #fnaf moon #moon fnaf #moondrop #y/n #moon x y/n #moon x you #moon x reader #yras...... #i animate like once a year lol #its fun!! i should do it more often. #and i should also make the fun vids i wanna make.....i keep sayin #i need ta learn how ta animate first but yk what if i just crash n burn n just go for it huh #its just for fun who's gonna stop me #i have sooooo many animatic/animation ideassss FUCK

[minglana]

also if i wanted to go to sleep i wouldnt be able to because of everyone yelling outside my room. how lovely

#and YES people have recommended earplugs but my ears are very irritated 99% of the time and i would rather not put foreign objects in there #bc they itch! so like. im just supposed to put up with the noise. its literally so unbearable. bc it doesnt matter who i complain to #that the complaints get dismissed one way or another #its so crazy how this turned from a students dorms (where study gets put above doing whatever the fuck you feel like) #and its turned into just. teenage dorms. where if you complain about kids' bad behaviors. you just get a 'well theyre young... #...of course theyre gonna behave that way <3' #i genuinely miss so much when we were split between boys and girls. and boys couldnt be on the girls side and viceversa #bc im sorry (not really) to say that the guys are the ones making noise punching each other listening to EXTREMELY loud music. #did i mention the punch each other and fight each other 'for fun'. and yell at each other. and knock so loudly on doors that they can break #and the girls the most they do is listen to loud music in the shower. you tell them to lower it AND THEY DO #and also im stuck on the ground floor and thats common space. but theres no separation between common spaces and rest areas #so the noise is. ALWAYS THERE #ta esborrare

[tchaikovskaya]

I could/should elaborate when I’m not falling asleep as I am rn but like. I feel like for the people who you “mourn” who have died young and/or suddenly who you knew only in passing, or only casually interacted with, or were once close to but in the years between then and their death you barely spoke, etc etc etc, you arent actually mourning them or their presence in ur life (and now palpable absence) (supposedly) but just what it means to be a human on earth who has to grapple with inevitable loss and the immense weight of what a Person is and their footprint on everyone they interact with that is fleeting even tho there are several billions of us on the floating rock but none of those billions of lifetimes are ever overlapping 100%…. sigh :/

#context a student who graduated last semester (undergrad) died in a car crash like 500 miles away #and one of my fellow grad students/TAs and a few of his former profs are so upset about it and like……… #u barely knew this kid I mean of course I feel terrible that someone with his life ahead of him was snuffed out in the blink of an eye #but like…….. if u had never found out about this. or if this hadn’t happened and he went on to live a boring long life #he would mean next to nothing to u !!! u would be none the wiser! u would probz not even recognize his name in 10 years! why are u crying!!! #idk I would be less ANNOYED and hashtag BOTHERED by it if the same people didnt say such nasty derogatory shit about their undergrads #like every other time I talk to u about mundane news ur complaining about how ur students are all lazy untalented idiots #but now THIS ONE who was never meaningful to u before THIS GUY is SPECIAL to u…? u mourn him? #2 weeks ago if I showed u his student ID photo u would struggle to remember his name but NOW HE MEANS SOMETHING #NOW THAT HES GONE AND IT DOESNT FUCKING MATTER ANYMORE NOW HE MEANS SOMETHING TO YOU #tldr if ur still reading lmao I feel like this stuff is always about yourself and almost never about the dead person #which is valid in its own way I mean I’ve literally cried after passing mangled cars and ambulances with people who defs aren’t gonna surviv #but it’s never been about their life’s overlap with mine and retconning some kind of memorable or emotional significance to it #idk why I’m so emotional about this in like 3 separate directions but it’s just so fucking frustrating !!!!!!! 🥲🤡

[butchiful]

When I see people make fun of 9/11 I dont automatically think in the one from 2001, I think about the Chilean military coup from 1973 so I think youre an asshole either way.

#Im in no way supporting the usamericans who cry for their countrys glory and pride destroyed because of 9/11/2001. I say its bad to make fun #of it because of the consequences against muslims and the stereotypes and judgement they and other ethnic oppressed groups have to face #because of 9/11. Also the people dead because of 9/11 isnt funny either. #So If you make excessive fun of it Ill block you. Ta-dan my rant here is done #txt

[meirimerens]

that damn key with an F on it haunts vexes and fascinates me because the lines it triggers when given to andrey conjures seven trillion images and scenarios.

#i talk extensively on here about my headcanon of andrey having killed farkhad regardless of peter's “killed him ourselves” #because what constitutes “ourselves” for the twins i Vague And Undefined because what constitutes each of their selves is vague and undefin #so this line of “he knew everything” haunts me. but he says you killed him together. is that not enough to know? what else is there to know #did you think you had managed to eliminate farkhad alone without your brother knowing? #it's something else entirely. is it? it is. is it? #brain running. ok. so this item is the “key with no lock” right. #ok. become TA&AT-brained with me for a sec #in it i write about andrey taking one of the rings off farkhad. #i think farkhad could have worn this as a pendant. be TA&AT-brained with me for a second. a: “so who has the lock for this key?” #f: “ah... no one.” a: “unlucky in love; is it?” f: “[enigmatic reply; maybe a lil smile]” #you have to be TA&AT-brained to understand this. the vibrations. #neigh (blabbers) #farkhada mental illness

[moonsugar-and-spice]

Digging this up again in the spirit of things (with a few tweaks and touch-ups). Happy new year! 🍾🥂

(Original prompt/reference here)

#here's to 2023 #oc shenanigans #ta ming #lu da #kinumi #atla ocs #kinumi's face says it all #once again my profuse apologies #art prompt #oc art #original characters #we're just missing ozai in the scene #but he's probably the one who whipped out his phone to snap the pic #happy new year #moonsugar draws #last time i butcher your characters promise #tw: alcohol