#who knows maybe I'll make it an arg you'lll know if I start ranting about alt dimension things

[wack-jokes-and-hollow-rants]

Rant 4

Whew that last one was a doozy. I think it’s good to have sorta watered down my thoughts enough to help them fade but, I might’ve done it too well that time. Probably good, means this blog is doing its job. Still though, I mention this because I knew I had a Rant 4 but I’d forgotten what it was about exactly. Hoping this little ranting itself will sorta, lead me to there. Guess I’ll just make this one a series of mini rants.

 I plan on having a nicer lunch today but I’ve been eating like shit lately. Not necessarily trashy foods just, not wanting to eat, and not feeling jazzed about doing so.

My internet’s been trashy and I feel isolated and frustrated not being able to do as much. I get so bratty with technology, so whiny. I want to throw my arms around and say “just WOOOOOOOORK damn you!” but obviously that brings me no luck. I dislike inconvenience much more often than actual hardship, and I’ve got little life or entertainment offline, so you can imagine no internet makes me a sad clown.

That said I’m getting pretty bored with my choices of entertainment. I’ve got backups, of course, and backup backups. But I’ve got that sort of refrigerator bias: I’m looking at my choices and nothing stands out, nothing says “pick me!” Maybe it *is* a depression thing; but also it’s just a lot of it isn’t new. I’m a little nauseous at the moment of fiddling with the same old shit, and even the different old shit. Not to say, while it’s still possible, going back to anything wouldn’t be fun. I’m just starving for the new at the moment, trapped in a loop. I’m sure In These Trying Times that a lot of people feel that way. 

Alright that’s probably all for now, for today even, unless I remember more. This post as mentioned was a little more impromptu due to a forgotten actual subject. But not everything here is going to be complaints nor sappiness, or at all emotional. I can just tell this blog anything, get the thoughts out of my head. I like being chatty and this will serve for when I’ve got no particular good target to talk to. Obviously I’m not gonna tell my whole life story or anything to this blog, both because of internet safety wisdom and because it’s not so much a full disclosure therapy thing. I’m also a little trickstery so even for a hidden little thing like this I’m gonna still keep SOME secrets ;)

#WaJoAnHoRa #good thing I don't have an audience imagine waiting for this thing to actually pop out jokes instead of rants #I wonder if I ended up actually complaining about what I wanted to here and just forgot it was what I'd wanted #if not I hope I remember what it was though it couldn't have been important and if I fully forgot it then hopefully I don't even #need to rant about it or anything like that could just be done with it entirely #I like this post though for what it ended up being it gives this blog a little more insight information and personality #I'm not necessarily hoping for this blog to get famous or for people to reach it and CERTAINLY not hoping it gets like famous #or famous enough to get back to me and worse my circle of friends #Its main purpose is for me alone and it will be no less valuable to me if it stays hidden to everyone else forever and yes I know I can make #specifically that much happen being hidden I mean #but I still am a little charmed with the idea of people or even one person finding it #a little window into someone else's life into my life it's such a quaint idea #one I'd be happy to stumble on myself #who knows maybe I'll make it an arg you'lll know if I start ranting about alt dimension things #hey there's my first joke on this blog lol no way I'll arg this