#whizbitch post

[whizbitch]

i have a hard time believing that you love me. not because of anything you have said or anything that you have done. but simply because i’m so full of hatred towards myself that i can’t understand the appeal.

- 5am thoughts but definitely something i need to work on

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[whizbitch]

i wonder what it would be like,

to be treated fairly,

to not be judged on others whispers.

maybe if i had acted differently,

responded in a more ‘lady-like’ manner,

perhaps you would have given me more of a chance

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[whizbitch]

take me back, to the night we first met

“don’t go” my friends begged

meeting a stranger at 10pm

it was foolish, i know

i was only 18, what did i know

i thought i knew everything

but you’ve taught me so much

*

4 years later and you’re asleep next to me

i have no regrets but if i could go back

i’d tell you that it’s worth it

and that we were going to be okay

even if that night, everything seemed dark

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[whizbitch]

please remember that you are loved

*

something i always forget

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[whizbitch]

the last leaf to fall

i felt myself becoming weary, my brothers and sisters already took the leap, but i? i wasn’t ready. i was trying to hold on with every fibre of my being. “i will not fall” on repeat in my head. i looked around and saw my home. to everyone else, i know it’s just a tree, a single tree out of millions, billions perhaps. but for me? it was my solace, my entire reason for existing, what comes next after my purpose has reached an end? falling sounded so daunting, though i knew billions had fallen before me and i wouldn’t be able to hold on for much longer. my home was looking so bare, everyone had vacated, moved on with their lives and our tree was still thriving so why couldn’t i let go? as i ponded on my feelings i relaxed and forgot my deathly tight grip. i let go. i was falling. as i fell however, i was not engulfed with the paralysing fear that i was expecting but instead i was filled with a new life, my home whispering to me as i drifted closer to the ground that my life wasn’t over it was just evolving, changing with the seasons and i realised that i had finally found peace. everything was going to be okay, we had gone as far as we could together. it was not a sad thing. we were parting as best friends and when the next spring comes i will be ready to reunite but for now? it is time to rest

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