#which ugh i hate

[kennethbrangh]

Hiroyuki Sanada as Yoshii Toranaga in Shōgun | S01E01

#hiroyuki sanada #fx shogun #shogun #what a beautiful face sir #in my japanese era lmao #i hate that i can't find a copy with good quality and without embedded subtitles #because i have to use bits in which he's not talking ugh #gifs*

[andhumanslovedstories]

The Forgotten Lady is the perfect Columbo episode. You've got some primo Classic Columbo Capers--Columbo falling out of a tree, Columbo bribing another cop to take his shooting test for him because the show is like "our man can't shoot, he won't shoot, and he'll never need to shoot," Columbo driving around his flaccid flop of a dog for half the episode while he has one-sided arguments with his dog that he loses each time, and most importantly, Columbo in one of his like three outfits that isn't THE outfit. Motherfucker wears a tux. I didn't know clothes could touch him and remain unwrinkled.

But the STAR of the episode is Janet Leigh as the killer. She's beautiful, she's tragic, she's breaking down, she's never felt better, she's gonna be famous again and everyone's going to love her, she's barely holding it together at rehearsals, she's got a special murder outfit for slinking around and the rest of the time she wears nothing but flowing chiffon with feathers (the CLOTHES in this episode, ugh, I die), she doesn't understand why this detective won't believe her husband killed himself, but she'll keep inviting him back to her house to watch movies with her.

and the ending is like. A surprise. Like the resolution of the episode is not what I expected, which is very notable in a show where the premise is "here's how this person murdered that person, here's how Columbo catches them." Which really does salvage the ending, because it's another one of those episodes where by the end Columbo has managed to maybe possibly cast doubt on an alibi, and honestly I don't even think he managed that. I was watching the murder in the intro like "wow this one's gonna be hard for him to crack," and it was very hard, and I would argue he doesn't actually crack it at all, but that ultimately doesn't matter. Janet Leigh is actually luminous and apparently really good at murder.

#columbo #i'll see if i can find some shots of her outfits otherwise ugh maybe i'll try to screencap them #which is very brave of me because i hate screencapping

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn…. #if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

[peepdraws]

Back at it again with Elliott’s winter outfit. This time its just the turtleneck <3

#stardew #stardew fanart #stardew valley #elliott sdv #elliott stardew valley #stardew elliott #sdv elliott #elliott stardew #stardew valley fanart #my art #peep's art #i hated this process #i hate the result #but ima post this anyways #ugh #help me and my ever changing art style #ill figure it out #i just need to draw more #which means i need to move on from pieces im tired of #elliott in his red turtleneck gives me life regardless

[skunkes]

2 moods

#a doodley #an;yway #> finding someone who also never wants children will be harrrd but itll be worth it and im not budging! #> potentially doesnt ever want any pets either. #it may be over. #ugh i guess i am going to have to go thru a roommate arc or another horrific heartbreak arc to figure it out... #i did wanna try having a kitty if i moved out bt i cld never just toy with the life of a little beast like that... #i dont hate animals but i never want to be fully responsible for or have another living being dependent on me only... #and also they die. which is an insurmountable event for me. i keep hoping i wont be employed when cookie dies bc i will end up Fired. #ive spent all of cookies life crying over her eventual death i am not mentally well enough to have pets. #we will see.

[avo-kat]

youtube channel that has a "team of writers" but still goes like "umm soy bad cuz so much defosteration in the amazon :)" as if they made at most 1 google search and looked at the preview of the first result.

its embarrassing.

another youtube channel with 1m+ subscribers talking about wool and acrylic and cotton fiber and going like "cotton needs a lot of water", while not saying a word about how much water all these sheep in australia need.

its embarrassing.

going vegan is like realizing 99% of people have bought into this misinformation and even if you say anything theyll just think you are biased, emotional, unreasonable and, gasp, classist/racist/ableist.

hbomberguy do a video on the animal exploitation industries, please.

#vegan #YES i know ppl on youtube arent educated and arent experts #but they are making videos with hundred thousands of views and ppl just take them for their word #which is def what homberguy is about #but ppl dont even get that even THIS topic is full of misinformation #it goes SO deep and most ppl arent aware #and dont WANT to be aware of it #judging by the hate vegans receive simply by being vegan and existing in the vicinity on non-vegans #ugh

[figofswords]

wow I didn’t think reblogging that tea post and then seeing people’s tags would deal me such strong psychic damage. come over I can fix you I can find a tea you will like. “I don’t like tea” how can you say that as a blanket statement when there are so many vastly different kinds of tea. head in hands

#‘it’s like coffee but not good’ #while a cup of black tea does have a great deal less caffeine in it than coffee #it also has a stimulant called l-theanine which is NOT found in coffee #and the more complex combination of the two stimulants hit your system much more slowly #which is why tea doesn’t give you jitters like coffee does #anyone who’s like wow I need my coffee to survive but I hate that it makes me nauseous and gives me heart palpitations and bad breath #to you I say. wean yourself off coffee and onto tea!!!!!!! #but WAIT I can keep going. nauseous? ginger tea. sore throat? peppermint contains menthol which works as a numbing agent #green and black teas are both very high in antioxidants #chamomile and lavender do both have a calming affect #BUT WHAT ABOUT THE TASTE I hear you say #IT TASTES LIKE GRASS. try a floral tea or a black tea or chai or Thai tea #ITS SO BITTER you’re either steeping it for too long or the water you’re using is too hot #not to sound like I’m fucking uncle iroh or something I just apparnerlt have strong thoughts and feelings about tea #I can’t handle ppl going ugh I hate tea and it’s like. overbrewed lipton in microwaved tap water. #anyway MY favorites are jasmine and lavender earl grey #and currently I’m really into this corn silk tea my brother bought me at h mart #it’s like gen mai cha but even more #congrats for making it this far into my tea rant tags. if you comment your tastes I can give you a personalized tea recommendation

[poisonpercy]

Ok, now that I had time to think about the show, here’s my issue:

It’s not hitting. This is something that I have been waiting for. I’ve been looking for an adaptation for years, and I was so excited we were finally getting one. The thing is, though, the show that we’re getting is not something that is going to occupy my every thought. IT SHOULD BE!! I SHOULD BE THINKING ABOUT THIS SHOW 24/7!! But I’m not. I finished the first 2 episodes. My life should have been forever changed, but instead it’s just a regular Wednesday in December. I really feel like they’re missing the heart and soul that made me fall in love with the book series. It’s just another Hollywood cash grab to me, and not a love letter to its creation :(

#the actors are doing great #i would never hate on the kids #but the show is missing so much #a big problem in hollywood lately #is that they’re telling you things instead of showing you them #and the pjo show has that problem to me #which is just so sad #bc the book shows you so much!!! #just ugh i’m so disappointed #pjo adaptation #skys post

[harryjpotter-shitpost]

I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate people who try to justify Petunia Dursley or say she was a good or “misguided” person.

#🤢 #she was a horrible abuser #nothing is good about an abuser #I think people got the wrong idea that to abuse someone you need to be physical with them #which is why a lot of these people are defending her #or saying that the word abuser is too harsh to use against her #but the word abuser is literally a word that describes a person who uses the power they have over a person to belittle them #and use it against them #in whatever form #because abuse doesn’t mean physical harassment only #mind you she did that as well #but let me not get into that #ugh I hate this so much #”oh petunia would’ve been nice if she had divorced Vernon” #“Vernon was a bad influence on her” #“she was manipulated by Vernon” #“she actually liked Harry deep down but was scared of Vernon’s reaction” #DO YALL HEAR YOURSELF???? #LITERALLY READ THE FIRST CHAPTER OF THE FIRST BOOK #ITS THERE #VERNON IS THE ONE WHO IS SCARED TO MENTION HARRY OR LILY IN FRONT OF PETUNIA #NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND #mind you I hate that bastard just as much #but I’m just saying #if you’re gonna hate someone hate petunia first #I can’t stand her nor the people who defend her #harry james potter #petunia dursley #harry potter series #harry potter

[cerealforkart]

Sparrow misses flying sometimes, Nicky can help with that

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #nick close #nicholas foster #sparrow oak #lovesong #fairytale au #ugh I hate colouring #which is why I gave up on shading and it doesn’t look done #but I wanted colours on them #sparrow’s dress changes colour with the seasons #pink is spring #green is summer #orange is autumn #blue is winter #but I wanted her in pink for this one

[amazinglyegg]

"It's what I was taught... I don't know if it was right..."

Remake of this

#i had SO MANY PROBLEMS with this #tumblr hates me and hates cutler and WOULDNT LET ME MAKE CUTLER A GIF #so hes an mp4 now. ugh. #anyway idk if i improved!!! #i think my animation is better but i might prefer the 'old design' of cutler #i also accidentally made him face the wrong way which kinda messes with the whole 'recognizable burn scars' thing :/ #but you get the idea. danse sad cutler dead sad :( #fallout 4 #paladin danse #cutler #gif #my art #my animation #cw gif

[keeps-ache]

didn't you lose yourself in those chains?

[highly recommended you click and zoom __(:'o_)\_]

[just background and transparent below :D]

#art #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #oc #pink space #so #i ended up doing a background lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllll #and i had multiple ideas for a caption for this ugh #not gonna list them no i will not #i think it turned out pretty nice #i usually hate shading but i had a lot of fun experimenting with the skin shading (clothes shading can eat dirt)! #i think i figured out how to draw clouds so that is pretty ~+~Epick~+~ if i do say so myself (which i do) #and seeing as how this took me nearly a week (or maybe it did?) to finish it will be pinned for a week because oh my gooooosh this was ahhH #also i figured out how overlay works :o #so expect that to be overused for a little bit :) #or maybe not? #who knows~ #anyway i've decided i deserve a break so i'm gonna scroll and do other things #see ya!

[lunarharp]

"Found out" set in kind of a made-up chapter where the girls are in trouble, or something.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i hate having a strong cinematic image in your mind for months..working hours on it..& at the end looking you have to be like “Sure. :/" #i'm especially unsatisfied with the beginning and the end and how i can't get eyebrows to work as i want #but i dont care any more... this is probably the comic that has given me the most trouble ever i just dont care #i barely even care whatsoever if anyone even sees this..Ugh..but at least i can move on to the next era now #i'm just annoyed i cant get out good enough my image of qifrey flinching bc he thinks oru will hit him but then he is not hit #i feel like sensei will do something along these lines. i want to see what she will do. #there are also other variations i have in my mind. i just want to know #i just don't want it to happen with qifrey on his deathbed or something. but it possibly will. I DONT EVEN KNOW. #i have another very cinematic image in my mind for something sort of along those lines which i will do soon. it never ends... #btw after this is probably my fics. yeah.... i think it has to be my fics. jasmine sort of goes along these lines #i need that space for dialogue. look - i'm a writer. this is HARD for me. so i am really glad i had the space and freedom of words #to process all the feelings. but i tried to get something out in a quick visual space too. <- me defending myself to myself at cai court #anyway going along the lines of 'Jasmine' - they talk this out and argue and cry and oru pushes the hat at him and tells him #why not just erase every memory i have of you then. That would be easier for us all wouldn't it? #they kiss and sob and kiss and lie outside in the flowers for many hours in that one. and then there's 'Deep End' where it turns out #way way way way more time and words is needed for this actually and that's upsetting for everyone. #the destruction of the hat is certainly another path to take. Can you make this work without that hat going up in flames? #something you have always had and have been clinging to will have to be destroyed. You have to lose something now. This is the crux qifrey #I CANT GET IT OUT IN ONE COMIC!!! I CANT DRAW IT OUT!!!! I NEEDED THOSE FICS!!!! PRAISE WORDS!!!! whatever im going to have dinner now

[okurrroye]

The wait for percabeth to finally happen is going to be excruciating and I might as well kill myself now because I can’t wait that long

#I think I’m just going to read the books but then it’s also going to ruin the show for me because I already know what happens #so what’s the point #just like with thirteen reasons why #like the real issue though is that everything would just be too fresh because I had previously planned to read the books after I heard of #the films because I didn’t know about either but then I couldn’t afford them at time because poor bitch problems which then turned into #me forgetting about it completely and now fuck #I wish I didn’t know in advance they were canon so I wouldn’t be in this predicament #I just want to skip to the best part ugh #i hate everything #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percabeth #p.s I just know they’re going to ruin their romance in the show though lol #also I’m royally pissed because Luke’s plot twist has been spoiled for me and (other stuff) #so now I’m just never going to interact with pjo side of tumblr again lol #pjo tv show

[unnerving-presence]

no matter how much i slander any wesker i will still love all of them no matter what :]

#i cant actually dislike any of them truly bc like #i have to think about the things i dislike about them which i like never do #so i love all of them #hear me shit talking re5 wesker dw abt it he’s still so cute and funny i love him i could never hate him like #even his stupid actions are so funny he’s like his own type of a different take on wesker even if it’s a little bit off character i love it #i appreciate any and all weskers 🤭 #UGH THIS MADE MY HEART MELT I NEED TO MAKE A RANDOM ADMIRATION POST ABOUT A SUPER SMALL DETAIL I NOTICED ABT HIM AHJFDJF

[traitorsinsalem]

the bg3 fanbase is funny as fuck in a bad way for primarily shipping gale, who is the most garrulous man you can imagine, with astarion, whom gale goes "uh 😐 not really looking to talk with you man" at when prompted for conversation, and not with wyll, whose party admission gets a "gale approves" and then they proceed to compliment each other 24/7.

#succ speaks #gale also gets approval for demanding more than apologies from astarion when meeting him. and for saying bringing him was a mistake #also disapproval for accepting astarion's apologies. and for saying you trust him. like he HATES this cunt. #whereas wyll just BEING there gets gale a 'hehe <3 yay let's help the tieflings for him' #you also get gale approval for recruiting lae'zel and karlach! literally for just doing that!! astarion is the only one who DOESN'T #the baldur's gate 3 fanbase has such the fandom first-two-whiteboys shipping brain rot spell on them plus an ignore wyll at all costs curse #get well soon like honestly this is so sad and hasn't let up since ea #which is obvious in the way the writers treated astarion with notable favor and ignored will in story development since ea #anyways. gale is super funny about being annoying so i love him for it. he's like me in that way i think. his dumbass resurrection ritual. #idk the way wyll has clear story parallels with EVERY origin character (+ halsin!) and isn't even on the ship podium is a bit hashtag irkin #i've gone into depth about that with some real life besties but that'd be like. another post or a long addition to this one. #ugh. #balding gay tree