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#which made everything much more worse and even caused him to start getting so many seizures to the point where he was collapsing bc of this
houseofceline · 5 months
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My Pretty Girl - T.N.
Starry Eyes
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Pairing: Ravenclaw and sort of ditzy but talented Reader x Slytherin notorious playboy Theodore Nott
Warnings: None (yet ;))
“Starry eyes
What can I do for your attention.”
Summary: Theodore’s late to class but Snape blessed him with the opportunity of sitting next to a cute Ravenclaw who’s no help at all.
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Clockwise or counterclockwise? 
You honestly didn’t even know anymore. No matter how many hours you spent on reading the thick potions textbook or wasting bottles after bottles of ink on notes you still barely passed the class. 
You were starting to get a headache from trying to picture the text in your head. Everything was starting to become foggy. You sat down, defeated, and began doodling on the parchment instead of writing detailed instructions on how to make the stupid potion. So much for a Ravenclaw. 
Hmm off shoulder or puffed sleeves?
 You bit your lip trying to decide which option would look better on the dress you sketched out. The classroom was calming with little chattering among your classmates in the back allowing you to work easier. You could never work or do anything in silence, it drove you crazy. 
Suddenly the door slammed open causing you to jump a bit in your seat. 
“Nice of you to join us Mr. Nott, although your presence was expected half an hour ago,” Snape drawled out in his infamous monotone voice. 
“Sorry I overslept,” he shrugged while adjusting his tie. Some students who were listening in laughed. With his messed up tie and ‘burn marks’ on his neck, it was clear that he was definitely doing more than just sleeping. 
Snape nodded and pointed at the empty seat next to you, not surprising anyone that he didn’t take away any house points from his house. 
Theodore eyed you as he walked towards your table. He would’ve preferred sitting with his house, but he could never pass up the chance to sit next to a pretty girl. White blouse with a lace neckline and sleeves, black plaid skirt, Ravenclaw tie, black sleek hair, and a white headband. You didn’t fit into the usual type of girls he went for, but you were cute. 
Theodore took the seat next to you before tapping on your shoulder. 
You turned to him and almost jumped when you found his eyes on you. Gorgeous blueish grayish eyes. 
So pretty, this might be my new favorite color. 
“So uh,” Theo cleared his throat ignoring the fact that he swore he just saw your eyes sparkle, “what are we doing?” 
You blinked. Under the pressure of a somewhat attractive boy it made your memory much worse. 
“Umm, we’re brewing a potion and writing?” 
You had hoped that didn’t come out as a question and hoped that he’d just nod and ask someone else. 
Theodore raised an eyebrow and glanced at your blue tie again. 
“Which potion exactly?” He asked, narrowing his eyes at you as if you were lying to him. 
“Antidote to potions. Wait, no poisons. The common one. Wait, maybe the uncommon ones. Well I don’t think there’s a big difference. I mean, shouldn’t the uncommon ones be stronger and still fix the common ones?” You rambled on, looking off to the side lost in your own thoughts. 
Theodore blinked. The sorting hat rarely makes errors, maybe you were high but then again Lovegood’s also a Ravenclaw. The looney population in Ravenclaw must be high. 
“Why can’t they just make a super strong potion that fixes every poison? That’d make our jobs easier and we wouldn’t have to memorize so many potions,” you giggled as you turned back to your sketches. 
Theodore looked over your shoulder to try and catch a glimpse of your paper but instead your sketches caught his eye. You may be no help in potions, but you sure can draw. 
“Are you going to make that?” He asked while you squirmed at the close proximity of his face to yours. 
“Yes,” you mumbled shyly, scared of the criticism that might follow. You loved designing and fashion. It was one of the only things that came naturally to you, but coming from a family of doctors you were vulnerable to criticism for not following in their path. 
“Cute,” he said before his eyes found your potions paper. 
Common poisons. Theodore noticed that you only had half the page completed and chuckled. 
He got up towards the ingredients cabinet and grabbed his ingredients and the ones you were missing. 
Potions came easy to him. Not only did the teacher bias his house, but his mother was a skilled potions maker as well. Matter of fact her entire side of the family were. He had spent most of his summers in his manor reading journals of potion experiments and advanced information that weren’t even in his school textbooks. 
He quickly prepared his ingredients and started on his potion while continuing yours on the side. Luckily you were both in the back and Snape couldn’t catch him. He wrote down his notes and instructions making a mental note to tell you to copy them down later. You’d need it. 
Maybe he was also placed in the wrong house. Today, Hufflepuff seemed more fitting. You were lucky that you’re cute. 
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faeryarchives · 3 months
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more than words (sebek zigvolt & silver x gn!reader)
requested by anon: Hey, hopefully still open! I hope I didn't break any rules, because it's kinda angsty, but tries my best no to be heavy. It'll be Silver and Sebek. Where Yuu eyes got injured and they need time to heal so their eyes got bandage and blind temporary. The idea is from Naruto, where Hinata got eyes injury and Neji help silently. So imagine them still in pining state. Helping their crush silently :"). note: hi anon! no you did not break any rules but i made it both headcanon and scenario wise hihi other fics: heartslabyul with a furina-like reader & savanaclaw with a furina-like female reader & i'm not jealous !! (savanaclaw x gn!reader) & to my beloved (octavinelle x gn!s/o)
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⚘ sebek zigvolt
sebek didn't mean for it to happen - everything went like a blur and the only thing he remembered vividly is how you start panicking and crying out how you can't see anything
if he knew that helping you and your group out would lead to a disaster, he would just stayed in his lane
"(name)!" sebek immediately ran towards you, assisting you in maintaining your balance as you tried to prevent any more of the alchemy liquid from coming in contact with your eyes.  "henchman, are you alright?!" grim ran at the speed of light - wiping the disaster off your face. "i'm fine, you guys! just give me a minute." crewel made his way towards you worriedly. "little pup, can you open your eyes?" sebek watched you open your eyes, only to look disturbed for a reason. "...? why is everything so blurry?" you started to blink rapidly to try to make the blurriness of your vision away, only for it to worsen, and the light was not helping. instead - it just made everything worse. "i'm kidding, everything is not fine. i can't see anything. every time i try to blink it hurts!" "... i think you should take some time off of class."
all he wanted was to help you out 🙁 did he messed up again?
he couldn't help but feel down even after being graced with malleus presence which caused the diasomnia trio to notice his odd behavior
"it turns out child of man got into an accident?" "and regrettably - it's all my fault." "then why don't you go and help them out? i'm sure they will appreciate it."
that is why sebek found himself trailing behind you silently - watching over you while grim went out to fill in your classes
seeing the bandage around your eyes made him feel more guilty that is why he opt to not reveal his presence
reaching out for your water bottle but it's out of reach? you will miraculously find it next to you after one minute + during the morning there is already breakfast served for you and grim and you knew that ace and deuce definitely didn't do it
it's not like you were that dumb to not notice anything especially when you hadn't tripped over anything + not knowing how sebek would prevent himself from screaming and immediately grabbing the random things on the floor for you to not slip
oh you only know the surface how this man would look at you with so much care to the point that the ghosts felt like they were intruding on the both of you
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helping and guiding you around became a part of sebek's regular routine; honestly, he was so happy he got to assist you in his own way! and he got to see many sides of you, too - flustered after almost tripping down the stairs, getting frustrated in opening things after trying to force the lid to the opening direction and such.
it became a surprise to him how well you adapt to your situation, especially when you start to look in his direction - as if you knew who he was. imagine his shock when you finally took several steps forward and reached out your arm only to press it against his chest.
"sebek, it's you who's helping me around, right?
"…! how did you-?!"
"you are not as sneaky as you think. don't you know the charm I gave you as a gift has a certain sound?" your hands seem to find his own, and you finally gently wrap them in your touch.
"i was wondering why you are staying silent all this time though."
"the alchemy accident was all my fault! how can i face you after causing you to lose your vision?"
"you said it yourself; it was an accident. you didn't intend this to happen." sebek felt some pressure around his cheek from you pinching it - his eye focused on how you still have that same smile you would give him daily.
"why don't we keep each other company right now? do you listen to podcasts?"
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⚘ silver
silver knew that what he feels about you is more than a platonic one + but seeing you with your other friends so happy makes him feel like he doesn't deserve you
so silver decided to maintain his distance and vowed to protect you from afar
but it became one of his regrets as he stood there helplessly and watched you get injured after helping ruggie to escape from an overblotted leona
okay, tackling leona and pushing the hyena out of his hold may not be a good idea. still, at least it worked out! "ruggie, are you okay?" you tried walking to the wounded second-year, eventually failing due to the sudden sharp pain you felt around your foot. 'fuck, must have cushioned my fall on the wrong foot...' you clicked your tongue in annoyance and tried to stand up ever so slowly, failing to realize the screams of your friends and a compelling presence looming from behind until it was too late. "behind you, idiot! why are you just standing there?!" an irk mark appeared on your head after hearing ace scream from the crowd. "who are you calling an idiot?!" "that's your priority?" your blood ran cold after finally realizing that leona was only an arm's length from you. life flashing right literally before your eyes. 'oh, i'll be damned...' "(name)!" silver didn't know how he did it but his body moved before his mind could, already running towards you and leona in fear of losing you - his hand already holding his wand tightly, but he couldn't think of any spells to cast. the damage was already done by the time the knight reached you and carried you away.  "please be okay. please be okay, please be okay—" silver froze when you start to reach out towards him, your hands were now start to bleed from the excessive cracking of your skin. but the worst was yet to come. "s-silver? is that you?! i can't see anything!"  "...what?" "it hurts, it hurts, it hurts so much. why won't it stop?!" the second year could feel his heart drop as you start to cry out in pain and how it will forever haunt him even to his dreams.  "i'm so sorry, it'll be over soon, i promise."
it turns out you were not accustomed to experiencing highly accumulated mana and it affected most of your senses especially your eyesight
that is why crowley suggested you to take some time off + resulting you to have bandages around your eyes to avoid it to get irritated by light
you were expecting your healing time to be hard as to not being used to not seeing things - but it was like there was a uardian angel around you always
"grim, did you rearrange the dorms or something?" "me? not me! those things are heavy looking you know." "huh, maybe i am just lucky to be able to reach the things i need?" "mmm, maybe! i just remembered i asked deuce to help me bake your favorite food with trey!" "...you're leaving me alone?!" "i'll leave them to you, nya!"
that was the time when you realize someone was helping you around and it was certainly not grim 😭 i mean his little paws wouldn't be able to cook (favorite food) with him just alone
ace and deuce are good friends even though they are trouble makers but they could never be this silent 👩🏻‍⚖️
sometimes you would almost catch your secret helper only for them to suddenly disappear from your range and the people you were thinking off were slowly getting crossed out in your mind and it only leaves one person - silver
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"i'll be out again nya! don't miss me too much, i'm going to bake your favorite food!"
"and i am alone once again." you tapped your finger against the table, humming and wondering if your secret helper is still around. "is anyone there?" what came as a question was only answered with pure silence - except for the birds chirping outside.
"…i'm kinda bored."
with the ghosts and grim being absent from the dorm made it lonelier for you - not used to the silence. you leaned your head on the dining table out of boredom; after days of being unable to attend class, you can't believe you missed listening to lectures!
"i think i can remove it right now right?" contemplating for a while,you remove the bandage around your eyes, wincing at the sudden brightness but rather than seeing only blurry things - your eyesight were slowly becoming clear until your sight came back to normal.
"woah… i can finally see again-"
"oh…" the moment you can finally see clearly, your eyes met shocked auroral-like hues revealing silver a few feet away from you with his arm already reaching out towards you as if prepared to catch you any moment.
"i knew it! it was you silver!" after being exposed, silver couldn't help but take a few steps back, scratching the back of his neck and avoiding your gaze. a light hue of red coating the apple of his cheeks.
"how did you know it was me?" you stood up and walk up to him - unknowingly giving him a soft smile that made his heart flutter.
"no one is as gentle and quiet as you are." pointing your finger over his shoulder, silver turned around to see a familiar group of small animals hanging around your dorm. "and i only know one person that animals love."
silver sighed before sitting on the chair next to him, holding his head in his hands. "… i feel so angry at myself for not being able to help you back then. that's why i thought-"
"thank you for saving me and even helping me while i am healing."
"you are not mad?"
"why would i be? hey, would you mind if you introduce me to your little friends?"
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stuffeddeer · 5 months
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ddeeeEEER 😭 you have me clutching my chest dying from ur fluff good LORD
i'll be the first to ask for the rest of what you wrote post that shit NOW this is a threat/j
ouggggh ur dazai makes me want to squash him and blend him up and smash him into bits
butt anywho happy thanksgiving!!
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uefiuhseufh THANK YOU 🩵ANON!!!! i wrote these literally seconds after "pt1" but didn't wanna clog ppls feeds w thousands of kissing hcs um oops
PT1
(not necessary to read, just more silly ideas)
15!Dazai who, whether it's you who leans in first or him, gets so overwhelmed. The rush of emotions and warmth he's never been shown causes him to panic, which makes him push you away! (Quite harshly at that..) He doesn't mean to but omg Dazai is just SO not used to affection and comfort that the warm fluttery feeling in his chest makes him sick to his stomach. Processing these feelings makes him feel flustered and sheepish and AHH!!!!! It's too much!!! He'd avoid you so horribly after he's so stupid, ducking into other hallways or using his hands to physically cover his face (very obvious to poor you!!) all so he didn't have to acknowledge the fact that you made him feel different. It'd probably take Chuuya yelling at him for his stupidity for him to realize he really really likes you! And that feeling is actually good!!!
PM!Dazai who's cocky and knows exactly what he wants; He's the demon prodigy for a reason. This Dazai is an asshole who kisses you without warning - no "I'm interested in you" or slow lean in or anything - just cuts you off with a long kiss that takes your breath away before he moves back. He'll tease you for being "so in love with him, as many are," before waving his hand dismissively and leaving. Dazai is a total jerk so when you ask if this means he likes you, he denies it: just saying that he knew you liked him and thought he'd be generous and give you your first and last kiss with him. Dazai flaunts a pretty smile and leans suspiciously close as he says this before immediately leaving under the guise of some meeting he's definitely lying about. He'd start doing things to draw your attention to his lips after this just to mess with you - putting on chapstick and the like. PM!Dazai would love to see you get frustrated and annoyed with his antics but not do anything, knowing it'd only make it worse. grrr biting scratching clawing i need him gone
ADA!Dazai who's anxious. He's so totally in love with you and is overwhelmed by it all! His eyes sting and his throat turns dry, a sign that he feels like crying, but he just stands there at the sight of you. You 'd be the one to initiate it first, an anxious look on your face as you pull back to a ghostly white Dazai standing frigid. The thought of oh fuck, did I overstep? leads to you apologize profusely. Once he finally gets his breath back (you feeling downright horrible with every moment he's silent), Dazai practically hangs off of you, pathetically gripping onto your arm with both of his and holding you close. You ask if this means he likes you back but he still can't speak, just burying his head into the crook of your neck. Give him time, he's still working through everything!!!! It's been a long time since he has actually liked someone, especially so deeply, so it's hard for him to come to terms with it :( He just wants to be near you but he can't find the words to express that just yet. Being vulnerable is so scary!
Beast!Dazai who gets horrifically drunk. How else could he manage all of the things he has to go through? Just knowing he could never confide in Oda like he once has leads him to throwing back drink after drink... Until he ends up on your doorstep. He'd wanted to keep you at arms length, to stop you from following him down the dark road he was paving, but with a few too many drinks in him he found he didn't care. You let him in right away, more than happy to pour him a glass of water and let him crash on your couch for the night. Before you could even turn towards your kitchen, he pulled you in for a passionate kiss, full of love and need and every feeling he has felt for you across lifetimes. The kiss would last a minute or so before Dazai would pull away, hugging you tightly and making you promise him that you'd never leave him, even if he makes horrible decisions and drives everyone else away — you are his, remember? In every life.
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dottybot · 8 months
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Lost housing and almost killed by our landlords
(Twice)
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C*sh app: $dottybot
V*nmo: @dottybot
@translesbo's Paypal: [email protected]
My partner, @translesbo, and I after signing a lease, were put through 2 big gas leaks during times we had planned on and had been close to sleeping in the apartment. The entire time the place made us sick and was hard to breathe in with a strong awful smell and remained unihabitable, causing us to be without a home since July 3rd, 2023 due to it.
We are a brown latine lesbian couple and both trans (her transfem and myself tme cafab) and autistic along with other disabilities, and have 2 esa cats.
The whole time during the lease, the landlord would excuse the lack of cleanliness and poor maintenance of the building with that it was an old building, deny things she once acknowledge, and imply that we were just lying or causing the problems and even giving us trouble with getting out of the lease. But before that it led up to 2 big gas leaks.
To not make the post appear too lengthy, the rest is under a cut.
So the 1st gas leak, we were earlier sure about taking and about to load up the cats with us to all attempt sleeping there for the night, only last minute getting the feeling like we should not bring them and then deciding not to. Once in the apartment, we were there, windows shut the entire time, for 3+ hours. I went from the regular struggle to breath, head pain, and sickly feel to escalating much more and becoming very out of it, struggling to stay awake to beginning to feel so out of control, and I never would have guess we were being poisoned due to the state it had already put me in. Kat only noticed by chance, the smell of gas by the oven, when she was just starting to feel more off, which we otherwise wouldn't have spotted with how strong the place smelled. We were so close to not noticing it at all.
Kat had been barely able to drive but got us to the nearby ER, and doctors confirmed the gas poisoning, and kept us there for 3 or 4 hours through the night until recovered enough, fortunately due to it being short term, we had no lasting damage on our bodies, just both felt very ill the next day, and myself barely able to move I remained sick from it for 3 days.
That morning, Kat had contacted the gas company as the doctors suggested, though they could not do anything as we followed the leases direction and were not notified during the event, so no one but the apartment maintenance would be able to even confirm it happening. However, the fire departmen came with a firetruck, since it was also recommended by the doctor to get the place checked out by them.
The landlord later called, after us updating her of current apartment issues promptly as per lease requirements, and this call she went too far. She kept up with her same tactics but worse. She tried implying either we made up that there was a leak or we intentionally gave ourselves gas poisoning (like we were still very sick from the previous night) and was then many times claiming everything is fine with the maintenance man the landlord insists "he knows what he's doing" and "no one has ever had a problem with him", because we had included our concerns with him-- this guy had tried making kat sound like she overreacted and didn't know anything, kept claiming that "Gas does Not spread" so we should have been fine, not having any effects of poisoning, along with other contrary claims.
Anyways, the landlord lady was very clearly implying she thinks we are liars about there even being a gas leak, implying we didnt contact the gas and fire department which she claimed to "work closely with so they wouldn't lie, because she contacted the places and no one had documentation since maintenance was the only one to witness, it was her word against ours. This is when we realize due to the lease instructions to forgo contact to a third party professional to fix gas leaks, we would not be able to have paper documentation against her to prove it. She even "randomly" asked the name of our previous apartment place, and mentioned threatening like "didnt you have a gas leak there too?" As even more reason to accuse us, and saying she may have to contact our previous apartment place and saying how odd she thinks it was to have another leak, though this one worse,
On the 3rd day, after the 1st leak I was still feeling ill only starting to recover, the 2nd leak happened. this time we had to bring our cats with us, since we had no where else to stay with our previous lease over, and the apartment still uninhabitable and made us both more sickly, and still feared being there.
Earlier in that day, we were reassured multiple times that it was fixed and that "the stove SHOULD be putting out a gas smell for the next hour or 2", and that it means it's "Fixed, working" the maintenance man kept insisting, even the landlord lady was there strongly confirming multiple times it was true because "he Knows what he is doing" again, even confirming therepair was checked later in the day to make sure there was no leak and that it was safe.
We were afraid to go back after the 1st leak after how badly to us at least it seemed to be pouring out earlier in the day and their claim that it was supposed to be that way, but it was the only option we had.
We were unsure if we were just overreacting for a while and imagining the smell, it was several hours laters with all windows having been left open, though eventually calling our gas company this time to get proper documentation and a professional, since the smell had not diminished.
Kat was told by the gas man that gas was shooting out, and he's seen fires breakout from similar.. so we had to get Out.
Which led to us being homeless and having to sleep in the car and soon after, we were fortunately able to stay at Kat's parents house though they do not have space for us, keeping us and our cats in her nephew's small cramped room, with Kat sleeping on a broken bed that is messing with her scoliosis, and me havung to sleep on the floor for over a month now really taking a toll on me. And our cats have been under constant stress, making them require more care and expense.
This whole thing has made me lose my job, has been traumatic for us both, and lose easily over $2,500 into cost of the apartment and our repairs alone, and $250 on an attourney that did not try to help much but was able to get us out of the lease. On top of kat recently being wrongfully stopped by a cop for a made up reason, giving her a $135 ticket, along with having to take a 5 week un paid leave of absence to be able to help deal with our situation. And we can no longer put off car repairs, we have put off this whole year since it sputters most of the time instead of starting now along with other concerning issues.
We have currently been trying to find better jobs and a place to live, though due to the unstable living situation and and loss of income it has been more difficult to find a place.
So, any mutua*aid if you have the means and any reblogs would really help and be appreciated a ton
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maxineryx · 3 months
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Warnings: Depression, murder
When Suguru Geto fell into a long and dark spiral of despair and misery, you knew exactly what to do.
It was clear that the others hadn’t realised his weird behaviour or even how the depression took a toll on his looks, which seemed slightly stupid to you, but you figured that perhaps they had all been occupied by surviving in the Jujutsu world, rather than worrying about a friend.
However, since you were also a sorcerer, this hadn’t made much sense to you.
You decided to wait until someone else noticed. In the meantime, you tried your absolute best in helping Suguru become happy again, with the will to live in this cruel world. You were his girlfriend after all, and seeing your beloved absolutely shattered made your heart shatter itself.
You talked to him, hugged him, bought him things. You never forced him to say anything he didn’t want to. He was too scared, nervous that perhaps if he told you just a little about how he was feeling, you’d be quick to leave, because his mind was an endless storm full of dark thoughts he would never think to share, even to you.
You asked him about his days, supported him, and tried to make him eat after realising he had lost a ton of weight. Yet nothing worked.
Then soon you found yourself exhausted by completely sacrificing your energy on Suguru, but you would never dare to call it ‘sacrificing’. You swore that if anything happened to him, you wouldn’t forgive yourself for not being able to help.
And after realising that his friends didn’t pick up on any of this, you decided to confront them, because what good friends wouldn’t notice their friend’s soon-to-be downfall?
Satoru didn’t believe you at first.
But after recalling Suguru's behaviour over the past few weeks, Satoru knew that something wasn’t right.
So the both of you attempted to help him. Satoru spent less time on training his Reversed Cursed Technique, instead spending more time with you and Suguru, whilst you just carried on with what you did before consulting with the Six Eyes user.
It was going well. You noticed sudden, but good changes in your boyfriend’s behaviours and appearance. Suddenly the black circles under his tired eyes became less visible each day, and his knotted hair became more smooth and knotless. His weak voice returned to the gentle and caring one he had before, and he started leaving his room more often. Although you knew that there would always be a scar engraved into his heart, you felt nothing more than pride for managing to fix it, to fix your slightly strained relationship, to fix his life before anything unforgettable happened.
On that day when everything turned back to normal, you could finally go to sleep knowing that your boyfriend was back after so many nights of crying and worrying for him. You went to sleep so peacefully, eyes closing instantly after hitting the bed, with a smile on your face.
And when you woke up, you were horrified to hear that your Suguru Geto, the one who you pampered with kisses every day, the one who cried on your shoulder every day, had just committed mass murder.
The news caused you to stagger backwards, supporting yourself against the wall as the startling information sunk in, your breathing coming out in shaky, rapid breaths.
Your mind was racing with all sorts of thoughts.
It was going so well. It was going so well. He was getting better. You thought you helped him.
Did you happen to make it worse?
Was it because of you that they planted an execution on him?
Was it… your fault?
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A/N: To the anon who requested a Gojo fic, if you see this, know that I have noted your request down. Im not sure if it will be done quickly, I have many things to do atm, but you will get it soon :)
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photogirl894 · 28 days
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Hi ! I hope you are okay !
I hope you don't mind requesting again :)
I was wondering if I could make a Crosshair x reader request with the following prompts from your romance/fluff prompts list
2. what did I do to deserve you ?
35. I love you with all my heart
Have a good day/night ❤️
Hey there, Cora! Sorry it took me so long to get to this other request of yours! I hope it's to your liking 😊
***Slight spoilers for TBB s3 ep8, but nothing really people don't know about at this point***
"A Healer's Touch"
2. "What did I do to deserve you?"
35. "I love you with all my heart."
Pairing: Crosshair x fem reader
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All the years you'd lived on Pabu, you thought were the happiest you had ever been. You lived in an island paradise, surrounded by the most loving and accepting community you'd ever known and you had a job that you enjoyed most days. Everything felt just right and you thought you had it all.
Until one day, Clone Force 99, whom you had befriended, returned to the island with their long-lost brother...Crosshair.
You knew they had a brother who had sided with the Empire, but months ago, they'd tried to rescue him...which was when so many things went wrong for them. They failed in trying to find Crosshair, Tech had been lost and Omega had been captured. For the following months, Hunter and Wrecker; the only two left, had spent so much time away from Pabu, following multiple leads and scouring the galaxy for their siblings. It made you immensely happy when they returned with both Omega and Crosshair.
While all of the Clone brothers were handsome in your eyes, there was just something more alluring about Crosshair that caught your attention the first time you saw him. Maybe it was the intensity in his face or the way he stood tall with pride or maybe...it was the darkness and hidden sorrow you could see behind his eyes when his brothers introduced him to you. Even though you didn't know any specifics and despite his best efforts to hide it, you could tell that the Empire had utterly broken him.
In the months Hunter and Wrecker had been out back and forth so much, you'd started training with the local nurse and had become a rather talented nurse and healer yourself. When you'd learned Crosshair had some hand tremors that were starting to cause him slight pain, you offered to take a look at it for him. He'd been quite reluctant at first, but Omega insisted, to which he relented. While you initially couldn't determine the exact cause behind the tremors, the best you could do at the time was give him a balm that could at least help soothe the discomfort.
After that, everything changed.
He kept coming back for more of the ointment for his hand and to have you check it when it seemed things were getting worse, still a bit begrudgingly for a bit. At one point, you were examining his hand when it started shaking in the middle of it and you instinctively reached out and took it in your own, grasping it tightly. Just as you realized what you'd done and were about to let go and apologize, he curled his fingers around your hand in return and it was the first time you saw the hint of a smile from him...a smile that sent you falling head over heels for him in an instant.
Soon after, he started coming around just to see you instead of out of concern for his hand. His brothers would go on missions and leave him and Omega behind to keep them safe from the Empire and he would come to spend time with you instead of dying from boredom or after spending a good while training or being with Omega for a bit. He'd watch you work and make small talk when you weren't busy. You enjoyed his company and he seemed to enjoy yours, too. If ever his hand began shaking when you were together, you would hold his hand gently and it would calm him almost right away. You were grateful to know that you were helping him in more ways than just giving him something for the pain the tremors caused him. He seemed more at ease when he was with you physically and emotionally. You couldn't quite understand why, but it didn't matter. He chose willingly almost every day to see you. It felt as though there was an unspoken thing between you, but you were never sure if it was right to bring it up. Perhaps, one day, after he'd adjusted more.
You were a lost cause, though, because in all that time, you had fallen hopelessly and completely in love with him.
There was a day you were out walking around Pabu as the sun was beginning to set when you saw him down on the beach...meditating, to your surprise, but you couldn't help but smile. Then you decided you would go down and see him, so you made your way to the beach.
As you walked up behind him, he suddenly said without turning around, "I was hoping I'd see you today...but I didn't expect it to be here."
You were about to ask how he knew you were there, but...it was Crosshair. He just somehow knew these things. It was like he had enhanced sense of his own. Instead, you replied, sitting beside him, "I didn't expect to see you meditating. When did this start?"
"Omega showed me a while ago," he answered.
"That explains why your hand hasn't been shaking so much. It seems to be helping," you commented.
He simply hummed in response and inhaled deeply and slowly before exhaling through his mouth. You watched him carefully as he breathed, taking in every inch of his profile. The way he almost glowed in the golden evening light, how peaceful he looked...your heart felt warmer than your skin did in the Pabu sun. You looked down at his hand next to you; the one with the tremors that you always held. You reached down and took his hand once again in yours and he immediately grasped your hand back. He didn't break his meditation, but you did see a small smile slowly creep up on his lips as you took his hand and his shoulders seemed to relax even more.
There was a small moment of content silence between you before Crosshair asked, "What did I do to deserve you?" You were a bit surprised at the question and then he finally opened his eyes and looked at you, a softness in his gaze that made you melt inside.
"I don't understand," you replied.
"You've showed me more kindness than I feel I've earned. You waste your time with me when you could be doing anything else or be with someone else," he told you.
"I don't see it as a waste of time. I never have," you said back to him, gripping his hand tighter. "You deserve love and care as much as anyone else."
He turned his head away, saying in a low voice, "Who would love someone like me?"
Hearing him ask such a question made you want to cry at how little he thought of himself, especially when you thought the world of him. It was then you decided he needed to know how you truly felt.
You leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek, whispering as you pulled away, "I would...and I do."
Crosshair turned to you, his eyes wide with shock at what you were implying yet there was still a gentleness in them that shone even brighter in the sunset.
With a smile, you nodded at him and stated, "I love you, Crosshair. I really do. I love you with all my heart."
Even though he still looked surprised at what he was hearing, his eyes flickered down briefly to your lips before gazing back into your eyes. Then he let go of your hand and reached up to caress your cheek, whispering your name as he did so. He leaned forward and then pressed his lips to yours in a tender kiss, eliciting a soft sigh from you as you immediately returned the gesture.
After he pulled away, he rubbed your cheek with his thumb, looking deeply still into your eyes. "And I love you with all of my heart," he told you back, "...a heart that you have helped heal just as much as my hand."
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madammidnightsblog · 11 months
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BTS BUTTPLUG
Warning: sex, buttplug (m&f), public settings, sub idol, dom f!reader, Bang PD (brief), park setting (once), handcuffs, voyeur , fan meet (once)
Namjoon
Namjoon isn't really into buttplugs but he is more than willing to wear one if you ask, there is almost nothing he wouldn't do if you asked. But he feels funny wearing one in the studio with Bang Hitman working alongside him, the toy occasionally humming softly against a sensitive spot if he squirms too much and to make it worse, you were sitting in the same room. Your eyes staring at the back of his head which made his heart pound even more against his chest and he felt himself grow more aroused at the thought of you turning the toy completely up and having him a moaning mess in front of the older man. It really took everything in this man to cover every moan that would slip out and from palming himself through his sweats to somehow make the agonizing pace of the plug to grow more intense and just give his poor dick some friction that it was silently begging for.
"What do you think? Do you think it would work with the chorus or should we move it to the bridge?" Bang questioner as he skimmed over the roughly scribbled idea, wanting the younger man's opinion to organize the chaos that filled the page.
"Uh, well," Namjoon mentally slapped himself for not paying attention but could you blame him? He was in a tough situation and really wanted to work as diligently as he could but the damn plug really made it it hard to prioritize.
Bang notices how confused he looked and took in considering that they were working for about five hours and it was close to two in the morning so he thought he must be tired so he started to pack up, "Don't worry about it. You must be tired so we can finish later after some sleep so get some rest and I'll call around one- thirty." With that, he felt after bidding you goodbye.
You got up and walked over to the panting male as he leans back in his office chair, eyes screwed shirt while his right hand came down to his crotch to gently rub his erection, "You did such a good job baby." You praised as you sat in the chair that the former CEO was seated.
Namjoon whimpered softly as you took out your phone and turned off the plug, "May I cum now?"
You looked up at him surprise. You were sure he silently came a few times but those sucks in breath and squeezing of the arm rest was him holding back? Now that was more amusing. Cocking your head to the side and folded a leg over the other with a smirk, "Why didn't you cum pretty boy? You had about three hours of torture and all the chances to do so."
Namjoon turned his chair toward you, his hands were tugging at the draw strings in anticipation, "Because you never told me to." He whimpers.
"Go head baby. Cum as many times you want, you earned it for being such a good boy for Mommy." With that, he yanked down his sweats and boxers to reveal a twitching and leaking dick.
Jin
"I can't-please-can't!" He cried as his hands yanked at the cuffs, the metal clanking against the chair with every tug.
You sat in front of him, sipping your wine with a pleased smile as you watched as he breaks down in front of you after his third orgasm washed over him, painting his stomach and lap in his release. Something about watching him cry and cum without stopping makes you feel so powerful because of the pretty way he cries and begs and the way his beautiful body shakes with every release, the pearly white liquid painting his golden skin. His moans and cries were heavenly, almost as if he was singing such a beautiful song and the sobs came out like a loud yet sweet chorus that he made specifically just for you and it made your pussy ache. The plug in his ass and the vibrator that was tapped to his dick was the cause of his pleasure and the reason of his uncontrollable orgasms and they weren't stopping anytime soon, not until he said 'sheep'.
"You can take it, you've done it before." You singed before taking another sip, the refreshing taste of Pinot Grigio made you hum.
"Fuck, Mommy, please!" He sobbed, his dick twitched against his abdomen.
You hummed in thought, eyes staring at the glass in your hand and watched how the golden clear liquid that swirled with every soft roll of your wrist. You really didn't need to think about joining your boyfriend but you wanted to make him wait, keeping him on his toes and holding to the desperation which was what you did. Flicking your eyes back at him to see his glossy eyes as they stared into yours before placing your glass on the table next to you before getting up, slowly making your way over to him which had him whimpering for you. The clicking of your heels made his fingers dig into the armrests in attempt to hold what's left of his control and the fact that you were in just heels and one of his button of shirts made his dick ache.
Standing behind the chair, you slowly slid your hands down to his wrists to gently rub at them, "Are you sure you want me to do anything, darling? You seem to have enough fun with those toys." You teased as you eyes the two vibrators.
A sob left his lips, "Y-Yes, touch me, fuck, please."
Hoseok
He isn't the type to act honey in public or even attempt to do anything that remotely resembles a sexual act that isn't dancing so when you asked him to wear a plug and go for a walk at a park, he was quick to turn it down. So when you said you'd wear it instead, he was more nervous about it but didn't mutter a complaint since you were the one to want to do it but he was scared that a child would hear or an elderly person would see how your legs were wobbling and the no so quiet moans and call the cops. Everything was going smoothly, your wobbles were so noticeable and your moans were at a minimum or seen as coughs which did get you two some odd looks but Hoseok didn't care because his mind was occupied with the flashes of you putting the plug in but that was until you held onto his shoulder.
"Fuck." You moaned softly, your free hand was itching to cup your crotch in hopes to touch yourself.
Swallowing dryly, Hoseok did his best to guide you towards an empty and closed off area, "J-Just give me a second." He whispered.
The poor man almost tripped over his feet when he heard you moan his name. He was trying so hard to avoid any issues so you two could be in private but a woman that was jogging by turned around once noticing how you struggled to walk properly thanks to the rising volume of the plug, "Hey, are you ok? Do you need an ambulance?" She questioned while taking out her earbuds.
Shaking your head, you forced a smile which looked borderline lewd, "I'm.. I'm fine. Just got a cramp." You quickly said, trying to avoid slipping out a moan.
The woman eyes him before looked back at you but when Hoseok helped you stand up better, you bud goodbye before you two made your way to the public bathroom. Once inside, he quickly but slowly dragged you to a stall which you were glad he did because you were too overwhelmed with pleasure you were sure you wouldn't be able to walk anymore without someone realizing what was up. You took off your shirt and sat on the edge of the toilet, pulling your legs up to your chest after making sure you wouldn't fall off and told him to hurry. It was hard to keep going without his dick inside of you by know.
Jimin
"I'm so full." He moans as he spreads his cheeks to show off the pretty blue plug in his ass, his white thong pushed to the side.
Biting your lip, you slipped onto the bed while reaching a hand out to rub his erection through the damp material. Soft purrs left his pillowy lips made you shiver in excitement, wanting nothing but to rip the thin fabric off and suck his cute cocklet. With every rub to his small dick, you spewed out filth which had him whimpering and rutting up against your hand which you allowed, loving how needy and desperate he is for you. You were more than happy to make him wait for you until he was a sobbing mess, getting turned on by the way he sobs for you and his big pretty eyes filled with tears that spill down his round cheeks. Tracing his bugle through the material had him shaking and breath hitching, the vibrator purring softly as his velvet walls squeeze around the toy as if it will slip out.
"Such a pretty kitty," you swallowed thickly as you took in his beauty, "And all mine." With that, you yanked the panties off which made him gasp in shock.
You got tired of seeing the thin material already, wanting to see him bare under you and marked so you wasted no time, lifting a leg of his to press a kiss to his ankle and slowly made your way to knee. Lowering yourself slowly, your eyes stared into his glossy ones as you slipped your tongue out and licked a stripe to his inner thigh, licking before pressing sloppy kisses to the soft flesh as his moans came out in soft puffs. Legs spreading further to allow you to lay comfortably between them and placed playful bites to the area before turning your attention to his twitching cocklet once again.
"Want help?"
Biting his lip as he looked away shyly, "Yes, please."
Jungkook
He's bold with anything kink related, believing it will be better if taken risks so the plug was pushed into his hole before a fan meet and he was more than excited. You being a staff member, you were there playing with the remote in your pocket and watching how he would struggle to speak and even sing which did get him concerned looks from the members and fans but it only made you both aroused. Trying to sign an album, he leaned his head onto the table and let out a shaky moan as the toy was turned all the way up, his eyes squeezed closed and jaw going slack which made the fan in front of him worry and Namjoon and Taehyung next to him ask him if he was alright. He was shaking and squeezing the pen as his thighs squeezed together, trying to calm himself down from his high but his mind was just going blank.
"I'm fine, fuck, I just got a cramp." He gasped, shifting slightly in his seat as the toy was turned down to the lowest setting.
He was trying his best to ignore the mess he made in his pants but when you came into view he was whimpering softly, wanting you to hold him and call him your good boy for cumming but you couldn't. Pouting, he quickly scribbled down his signature and got ready for the next fan, ignoring the looks the members and the manager shot him while forcing a smile to the squeaking fan. Every second talking, singing, and chatting with the small span of time with the fans was exhausting since all his entertainment was drained from that orgasm but thankfully it went by quick without the toy going past low so he managed. Once everything was finished, he rushed off the stage and to the nearest bathroom with you in tow and thankfully no one was around the area to stop you from following him into there. Locking the door behind you, you barely got to turn around without him yanking you into his embrace.
"Bunny, calm down. Don't wanting anyone bothering us." You whispered, noses touching from how close you were.
He whined, "Hurry up then Mommy, need a kiss."
With that, you closed the gap by smashing your lips against his which made him moan into the kiss as his hands shot down to his belt and unbuckled it. Hastily, he undid his pants and pushed the down to his ankles while you did the same with yours. Pulling back earned you a whine but you shushed him before pushing him onto the toilet after he dropped his boxers. Knowing you two had to be quick before they started to look for him, you pushed your panties to the side to reveal your sopping cunt which had him moaning at the sight of your slick sticking to the fabric of your panties.
"Be quiet baby." You ordered before hovering over his dick, slowly sinking down onto it with ease.
Taehyung
"Mommy." He moans against your breast, his tongue lazily swirling around your nipple which made you sigh.
Your hand pumping his dick made him whine and moan as your thumb pressed against his utheral hole teasingly. His eyes closed in bliss as he sucked contently at your swollen bud which you were more than happy to see because his flushed face was pressed against your breast cutely. Times like this is why tented windows of the company van was a wonder, letting your cute baby boy suck onto your breast while you have him a handjob, doing your best to match whatever spear the plug in his ass was going. With you in his lap, he was comfortable since your scent and warmth made it better to him and the toy in his ass had him holding you tighter, making it a little difficult to move your hand between both of your legs.
"You are so needy. I spoil you too much, don't I? Taking time out of your schedule to make my prince feel good because he is so needy for his Mommy, hm?" You sighed mindlessly, knowing his mind was somewhere else based how he tried to fuck up into your hand.
His eyebrows furrowed as the pleasure built up, the knot in his stomach slowly coming undone so he squeezed your waist, sucking harsher which made your head press against his as you moaned. Thrusting upwards sent him over the edge, spilling his release onto your hand and his thighs, detaching his lips from your bud to moan out your name. Panting softly, he leaned his head back against the seat while you reached behind you and into the glove compartment to get the wet wipes and cleaned him up while handing him his water bottle. You smiled and praised him while cleaning up the mess and he couldn't help but bury his face into your neck, breathing in your scent as he closed his eyes.
Yoongi
Yoongi would never be caught dead doing anything sexual in public, he wouldn't allow himself to be lewd anywhere that wasn't in the safety of your shared apartment. It would take a lot to convince this man to wear a plug in public for more than twenty minutes out of fear of someone noticing him and try to approach him. He was way too well known for something like that to happen to you decided to make him do it when the members were supposed to come over and have dinner. You were cleaning up the kitchen with Namjoon while Yoongi tried his best to stay quiet on the couch behind the maknae line sat on the floor, playing scrabble while he pressed the couch pillow against his chest in hope to ground himself. It was hard for him, the toy was coming in waves that thudding against his prostate thanks to the larger plug of choice. Having such a hard time, he got up and excused himself to the bedroom, in hopes to lock himself in for a minute and cum.
"I'm going to grab something from the bedroom and I'll meet you on the balcony." You excused yourself which Namjoon happily made his way to the balcony with his beer.
Making your way quietly down the hall, you heard Yoongi's soft moans between the laughs and fight of the younger members which made your heart race. You were itching to touch yourself at the idea of him taking care of his boner with everyone within earshot, it really made your pussy throb knowing if they wanted to they would hear him. Sneaking into the room that he forgot to lock, you watched his he humped the armrest of your chair in front of your makeup table, his pants straining his erection with every rut. Locking the door, you made your way over to the door and stood behind him, holding his waist which made him jolt back to reality and tried to pull away until you stop his to relax. Knowing it was you, he went back to rutting the armrest while letting out louder moans of your name.
"Just like that baby, move with the vibrations." You moaned as you pressed yourself against him.
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gatitties · 1 year
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Would you ever consider writing a continuation of your ‘Not in my world’ writings?
─ Strawhats, Heart Pirates & Kid Pirates x isekaed!student!reader
─ Summary: you are definitely not made for this world, luckily you have a good protective squad!
─ Warnings: none
Part one / Part three (Kid Pirates)
I have some more thoughts in mind but not many ideas, although I'm open to suggestions with the theme if you would like something specific :')
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─ Before you were struggling with the stress of exams, now you're struggling with the stress of this crew, you can't even spend five measly minutes calm because you're already in hot pursuit.
─ Good side, no one knew you and no one seemed to notice you (just like in your class haha…) which got you rid of a 'wanted' poster at least for now.
─ Bad side, you were exposed to a ridiculous amount of dangers from which you couldn't defend yourself (beyond punching or biting someone).
─ Luckily you have a captain who gave you complete security, and when he was being stupid you always had a swordsman watching your back, and if he was lost you had a cook by your side to help, but if he was too busy (flirting) you also had the strength of a cyborg at your side, and if none of them were there to help you only had one thing left…
─ Cry.
─ You didn't underestimate the protection of Nami, Usopp, Robin, Chopper, Brook or Jinbe, but you felt much safer with those four idiots, for no specific reasons, they were the ones who got you out of trouble the most, but you would trust them all with your life.
─ And speaking of crying, it was the best way to deal with all this pressure of the change in the world, even though in your previous life you were not completely happy, the radical change still affects you, Robin was the one who consoled you the most for that and you always come when you feel bad.
─ At least, you left some of your pessimistic thoughts about your future or what was going to become of it, you just have to enjoy the little moments of peace that you had traveling through this world.
─ Sometimes you got a little irritated because everyone saw you as a scaredy cat (which you really were) and they saw you as a baby that they had to protect, you weren't even that little! although you were not going to complain about the protection when you find yourself in trouble.
─ Without a doubt, it was a change of scenery for the better (largely also for the worse) because it helped you forget about things from your old life and rebuild your person, maybe a little change didn't hurt you, but you still feared for your life when side of this team.
─ You definitely get a lot of hugs with Nami and Usopp when something scary happens.
─ Chopper still scolds you for your sleep schedule and has Brook put you to sleep early for your health.
─ Although you have improved your eating schedules and have started eating healthier thanks to Sanji.
─ You also started training with Zoro and Jinbe, not as intensely, just some defense and stamina because you're going to need it if at some point they're not there to save you.
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─ It is clear that Law does not make much of an appearance, rather it's his actions that put him so high on the wanted list, he is much more discreet than Luffy.
─ But that doesn't mean that all his demands to keep you in the submarine cause you stress, much less than before, but it persisted in the back of your mind, couldn't he understand you from emo to emo?
─ Luckily, being a student means that most of the time you have to fend for yourself to survive tests, exams, works... without help because good or kind teachers? Nah, that doesn't exist or they're an endangered species, so you pretty much know how to do everything.
─ Or at least learn fast and adapt, you quickly accepted the dangers of the world and most importantly how not to attract attention (it's not like you had done it before), anyway you were learning from the best, Law knew very well how to go unnoticed.
─ The good thing, you took this whole thing as a little vacation, it didn't bother you too much not leaving the Polar Tang, plus it meant less trouble and less fear of someone stabbing you or something.
─ The bad thing, Law was very demanding with everything, he reminded you of a child demanding new toys (surgical material), unfortunately you couldn't disobey if you didn't want to end up abandoned to your fate.
─ From what you know Law is quite strong so you should be around him, the problem is that you are not useful when you get mentally worn out and it seems that if you receive a lot of demands your mind will just shut down and do everything wrong.
─ Of course, your captain will notice and let you rest and urge you to go out for a while when they stop on an island, he will keep an eye on you because he knows that your appearance stands out from the others, he did not have infinite clothes and sometimes you used the outfit with you ended up here.
─ Luckily you always had your back covered, if he wasn't there, Shachi and Penguin would always follow you as a good dynamic duo, they helped clear your mind due to the amount of absurd comments or jokes they told.
─ Bepo is always there for a hug, the best hugs you've ever had.
─ You started some self defense lessons with Jean Bart just for good measure.
─ Law would like to scold you for your bad sleep schedule but he was no one to talk about it…
─ However, he doesn't take long to point out all the things that are harmful to your health, like when you sit like a shrimp causing back pain.
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─ You are doomed, if you thought Luffy was someone who made a scandal it is because you do not know this crew, you definitely threw away a long time ago (literally the first minutes in this world) the possibility of ending up in a beautiful or peaceful place, free of anxiety.
─ Before it caused you a bit of discomfort that your classmates didn't count on you with some activities, now you are more than grateful that your presence is like that of a ghost.
─ Kid doesn't care much if you get into fights or if you draw the attention of someone who could hurt you, if you are inside his ship you must be strong, he only cared that you didn't hurt yourself because he didn't want to have to clean your brains from his boat deck.
─ Don't worry about it, Killer has your back, even if he doesn't show it, he feels sorry for you and your unfortunate encounter with his world, because he was the one with whom you vented the most as if he were your own mother, he will do everything possible by talking to Kid so that don't expose you to so many dangers.
─ Kid agreed to be more 'soft' about your weakness since you were useful in many aspects, you know, you're not stupid and you know how to adapt despite being terribly scared.
─ The good side, you were stopped from involving yourself in small crew tournaments, be it wrestling, drinking, or even a little thumb wrestling, not to mention you wouldn't actively participate in anything that required force or violence.
─ The bad side, they started treating you like the most fragile person on the planet (Kid no, he just stopped being less of an idiot with you), you constantly had Heat and Wire as your personal bodyguards but there came a point where it was ridiculous even for you.
─ It's not like you've never felt scared (or harassed) of someone in your other life, not that you were a warrior, but if you had to throw punches, you were going to.
─ This is how you began to learn to fight with Killer, although he didn't like the idea very much either, he accepted because it never hurts to know something about defense.
─ They all agreed not to bombard you too much either with questions or tasks, they knew what would trigger your anxiety and didn't want you sticking any more forks anywhere else in their bodies, Wire was good at calming you down in the moments you were within a second of hysteria.
─ You couldn't determine if you preferred to suffer in your previous life or in this one, but you thought that being here gave you the courage to live that you didn't have before and you believed that you could improve your person now that you didn't feel so much social pressure on you, in a certain way, you were free.
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ft. Izana Kurokawa, Ken (Draken) ryuguji, Manjiro (Mikey) sano, Haitani Rindou and Kazutora Hanemiya
Cw: english is not my first language, there may be translation errors, cute content, Genderless! reader. Maybe it can cause triggers in some
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You were very pretty, and consequently, you were popular at school. And this popularity increased even more, when they discovered that you were the girlfriend of the infamous Izana Kurokawa, of course, this made many girls jealous and wishing they were there, in your place.
It was a normal day, you had to get ready and go to school, but when you got there, you noticed an abnormal movement. Girls whispering and laughing, boys pointing at you and doing the same...it was weird, and it got worse when you were called to the principal's office. Reasons? Intimate photos of you had been spread, and it was in all the students' groups and cell phones, what was initially supposed to be an ordinary day, became your worst nightmare. Sweating hands, rolling tears, sobs, everything could be heard outside that room.
Obviously, you got suspended, that was so unfair. When Kurokawa found out about this, immense hatred rose through the brunette's veins, and he immediately went to his school. Even though you said no, and that it wasn't necessary, he was blind with anger.
In the end, they discovered who had spread her photos, and what happened to the girl, it was terribly cruel (and deserved)
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Draken could easily kill someone there, his anger was so much that he couldn't contain it. But at the same time he was angry, he was bad and very bad. And the reasons? It was obvious, pictures of you everywhere and cell phones, that shit pissed him off on an impossible level.
But that wasn't the most important thing, not now. The taller one was behind the bathroom door, listening to his loud sobs, it broke the blonde's heart. Seeing your little boy bursting into tears, all because of some son of a bitch.
After a few minutes, which felt more like hours, you finally left the bathroom. Swollen eyes, aching head and wet face, that's how you looked, Ken felt bad, obviously. He thinks he's so incompetent, how could someone he swore to protect go through this?
-mini time break-
After calming you down, the taller one made a point of going after the person who did such an act, well, he would have easily killed that unfortunate man if it weren't for his friends who accompanied him.
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Manjiro Sano was calmly browsing his social media when he suddenly came across a series of photos of his girlfriend being shared. Initially, a slight frown appeared on his face, but soon after, it gave way to a bulging vein and clenched fists.
He clicked on the images to see what they were about, and when he opened them, he realized that they were intimate photos of him, capturing compromising and testing moments of y/n. Mikey could see himself being overcome with anger, without thinking twice, he texted the person, who immediately responded. They talked for a while, and with each response from the boy, his anger only increased.
While he was exchanging messages, the blonde received a call from you, where you were in tears, which made him even angrier. Amidst the sobs, you said who you thought could be the owner of the profile, just like that, Manjiro hung up the phone and immediately went to his motorcycle.
By pure irony of fate, he bumped into his ex — owner of the page — on the street. What did he do? The most obvious. He got off the motorcycle and started punching him, without caring if there were people around, with each punch you could hear him groaning in pain. Mikey only stopped, because some police officers arrived and took him off his ex, if that hadn't happened, the boy would have killed that guy.
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Rindou Haitani was walking down the school hallway, when suddenly, he heard agitated whispers around him. Intrigued, he noticed a group of students focused on their phones, whispering nervously. As he got closer, Rindou realized the worst: someone was spreading photos of his girlfriend, intimate moments shared without permission.
His initial look of confusion turned into a mixture of shock and contained anger. The curious gazes turned to Rindou, who remained calm, but the intensity in his eyes revealed the underlying fury. He took a deep breath before addressing the situation.
"I didn't expect that from you," Rindou muttered in a cold voice, his imposing posture intimidating even the bravest. The murmurs stopped when he threw the first punch at one of the boys.
After beating everyone who was present there, he made sure that no one knew about it, of course, to prevent this he broke those idiots' cell phones. That way, none of them could spread the photos.
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Kazutora was relaxing at home when he received a notification on his cell phone. When he opened it, he found photos of him being shared on social media without his permission. His normally calm face contorted into a mixture of surprise and anger.
He clenched his fists, feeling anger pulse through his veins as his eyes narrowed in disapproval. He stood up abruptly, the chair dragging across the floor, echoing his irritation. Worry immediately took over him, worried about the impact this could have on the person he loves.
Wasting no time, Kazutora called y/n to reassure her and assure her that he was there to support her. While he remained calm on the call, inside he was seething with a quiet determination to find the source of the disclosure and make them pay for invading his partner's privacy.
The atmosphere around him became tense as Kazutora began to orchestrate his response. His mind was buzzing with plans to face this situation, vowing to protect those who were important to him. The fury in his eyes reflected the unbreakable loyalty he felt for the person he chose to love.
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OMG I LOVED WRITING THIS!!!
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midnight-vixn · 2 years
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Now I love, love, love the demon brothers being perverted freaks for MC. But this thought just crossed my mind: Virgin!Lucifer. This man went from top tier angel to stressed out, perfectionist, workaholic. There is no way he had the time to find someone suitable for him or really any time to think about it.
So imagine he walks into your room to ask a question, and you're lounging in some really revealing booty short PJs and your bra. His eyes linger over all your curves and warm skin. Maybe he can smell that you were just touching yourself and it makes his head fuzzy.
He's a stammering mess and leaves before he can even ask anything. You'll throw a sweatshirt on and go to his room to ask if he's okay.
He's sat on his bed and quickly puts a pillow over his lap. You're relatively experienced and not dumb, so you can tell he's flustered. He's never mentioned his sex life before like the other brothers. And he's definitely heard you with them (and may have jerked off to the sounds)
You ask if it's okay to sit on his lap, he quietly moves the pillow away. For someone who acts so in control, he's surprising hesitate and submissive as you kiss him.
He'll wrap his hands around you as you sink down on his cock. He'll swear and whisper your name as he feels you. And he comes so fast, the poor guy. He feels embarrassed, but you say it's okay if he wants to keep going.
Eventually he gets so lost in the feeling. The way you chant his name hits him ride in his sin of Pride. He swears to the demon Lord that he wants to hear you like this all the time. To feel how you come over his cock.
He'll stuff you with every load he's jerked off to the thought of you. You're both so sore by the time you fall asleep next to him. He'll watch you all night, afraid that you'll leave him.
He only has eyes for you, he'll slyly ask for private time after his brothers are asleep. But if you dare bring it up to his brothers, he'll definitely have to learn how to punish you in the fun ways.
The only thing that makes me more feral than virgin Levi is virgin Diavolo and virgin Lucifer, these men have zero time to get laid but the minute you show up they go stupid trying to get in your pants.
afab!reader x Lucifer
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Lucifer fell from grace only to be labeled Avatar of Pride which has caused him many difficulties when trying to express his feelings. He can barely get along with his own brothers, so do you really expect him to have a one night stand? That doesn’t mean Lucifer is free from sinful thoughts though, he discovered a long time ago that self pleasure was a good way to help ease his stress, and the instant you arrived his mind went into over drive.
It started off innocent, you being shoved against him thanks to his rowdy brothers, your ass brushing against his crotch and sending all his blood rushing south. Him running to his office to jerk himself off in shame, eventually having to face you again at dinner but unable to look you in the eye.
Over time however it evolved into something much more complex, a simple touch, an innocent look, the way you held yourself as you walked down the halls at RAD. Every little thing you did turned him on and had him holed up in his room or office trying to seek relief.
His late night stress relief soon turned into late night self pleasure featuring you in his mind, imagining every thing he wants to do to you and everything he wants you to do to him, even the occasional morning wood which would only disappear after jacking off to the thought of you in his bed. What made it worse was when he would venture out of his office late at night for a coffee refill, only to over hear you in the throes of passion with one of his brothers, and as Avatar of Pride he would never admit it but many times he found himself pressed against the wall fucking himself while listening to you moan on the other side.
As pent up and horny as he may be, Lucifer would never dare to seduce you into satisfying his needs, though he fantasized about it often. Which made this all the more embarrassing for him. He just needed to ask you a simple question regarding your plans for tomorrow’s event, instead he found you on your bed half naked with a sweet scent still thick in the air. His face flushed immediately upon seeing you, your shorts snug on your hips and your ass hanging out just slightly at the bottom, your chest covered only slightly by the black lace, and the all too familiar scent that he knew was your arousal thanks to his brothers smelling like you more often than he liked.
Lucifer stammers for a moment, unable to pull his eyes off your body and feeling his pants grow tight, finally taking off to his room before you can notice the very large and incredibly obvious bulge he has. He drops on his bed, head in his hands and groans. The hold you have over him is ridiculous, even without his pact mark you could give him orders and he would follow them no question. Every time he closes his eyes all he can see is your body laying on your bed, he can’t help but imagine what he would have found had he walked in only minutes before, his cock twitches at the thought.
“Lucifer?” He has to fight back a moan at the way you call his name. So sweet, so caring, do you know how badly he yearns for you to call his name the way you do his brothers? He attempts to cover himself before you can see the now very detailed outline of his cock against his thigh. You saunter into his room as if you own the place and he can’t be mad because in a way you do, you own him. You stand before him and gently lift his chin to look up at you, your mouth doesn’t move but your eyes say a hundred things and more, his chest aches from the desire he feels. He looks up at you with eyes full of hunger and fear, there must be a reason you’ve gone to every brother but him for relief but he’s too afraid to ask why.
You lean down and place a soft kiss on his lips and for a brief moment Lucifer catches a glimpse of the Celestial Realm in his mind once more, yet somehow this is better. A soft whimper escapes him and catches against your mouth, you pull back just slightly and give him a warm smile before asking to sit. He’s hesitant but his head nods yes, he removes the pillow covering his lap and you quickly replace it, you feel him throb under your thigh. It doesn’t take long for you to realize you hold all the power in this moment, the high ranking demon is yours to use and mold into the perfect partner.
“Don’t worry, I’ll teach you how to please your master.” You whisper against his ear and he lets out a choked moan. You take things slow, teasing and prepping him at the same time, slowly jerking him off while you look him in the eyes and feel his hips buck up into your touch subconsciously. You run his tip through your wet folds a few times and watch as he shivers at the sensation, his eyes are locked on your hand watching every move you make. The instant you slip his cock inside he grabs onto your thighs tightly and a moan rips from his throat, his eyes roll back and he starts to pant. Every inch you take he shudders in pleasure, his face and neck bright red, his eyes glossing over already, you gently kiss his jaw line and drink in his soft whimpers.
You start to bounce on his lap and Lucifer completely unravels, his thighs start to shake and his head falls back, your walls feel so incredible wrapped around his aching cock. It’s not long before he starts to cry out that he’s about cum, you kiss his cheek and run your fingers through his hair as his orgasm takes over, coating your thighs and his in thick ropes. He buries his face in your neck, ashamed at how quickly he came but you comfort him and tell him you’re more than happy to help him with a second round.
Lucifer rebounds quickly, cock stiff and leaking again already, this time though he asks for a little more intimacy and you undress each other before starting. You lay back on his massive bed and convince him it’s okay for him to take charge, he places a few nervous yet eager kisses on your cheeks while he runs a finger through your folds, you arch your back and moan in an effort to encourage him. You pull his face down close to yours with a sly smirk on your lips.
“Make me proud big boy.” A fire lights inside Lucifer, his eyes go dark with what you can only assume to be lust. This time he’s much more assertive, thrusting into you wildly and envisioning every time he ever pleasured himself to you, his mind clouds as he realizes he’s finally living out his fantasies. Your body feels so much better than his fist, your voice is like a symphony to him, your scent is absolutely intoxicating. Lucifer becomes lost in his thoughts, rutting into you harder and faster with each new sound you make for him. You scream his name and clench around his cock as you cum and Lucifer’s whole body caves, dropping down and pressing his chest against yours pinning you to the mattress. He grabs onto you and fucks you through your climax only to be followed by his own, coating your insides and filling your ear with praise as he does.
You fall asleep wrapped in his arms after being cleaned up, he places appreciative kisses along your shoulders and collarbone. Lucifer silently thanks you for not making him work too hard for this, for not belittling him for this being his first time, and for helping him learn how to make you feel so wonderful. He falls asleep hoping that this is only the beginning of many long nights together.
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fazuellibutbayonetta · 11 months
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Viola redesign?
Yes
I'm not sure what exactly she is - because while I really like the "She's a Bayojeanne kid" side of things, I also love the theory/headcanon made by @leolithe (original post!) that Viola is actually just an amalgamation of all the people Bayo knows and loves - Rodin, Jeanne, Luka, Enzo, Loki, so on and so forth - so I ended up making two lore bombs under the cut to go along with both, since I couldn't decide on just one
Viola being a Bayojeanne Kid
With Viola being a Bayojeanne kid, I could see a "Possesed/Kidnapped by the Fae" situation going on with her
If you're like me, you didn't like Singularity. Hell, if you're truly like me you hated Singularity. Which is why I'm benching him from his villain pedestal in favor of the Fae.
Fae are much more compelling villains, and if the Cereza and The Lost Demon Cereza is the same Cereza as Bayonetta 3, then I'm pretty fucking sure the Fae are itching for revenge.
Aaaaaand what better revenge on a witch than to take her cub away?
And that's what happened - once Bayo and Jeanne had their little baby girl the rebel coalition of Faeries started plotting on how to steal her away. They probably have agents or spies to keep tabs on them, and once Viola was idk maybe a young teenager - they came in and snatched her away right under her mothers' noses.
The Faeries plan wasn't to just replace Viola with a Fae double - that would be too mild to be proper revenge for what Cereza did to them - so instead they settled for transforming Viola into a Fae, so she would never return to her mothers at all.
...but they failed to realize that not only were they messing with Umbra Witch MOTHERS, they were also messing with an Umbra Witch CHILD.
Cereza and Jeanne at least have some self control over themselves and their magic. Viola had a whooping total of none, zero, negative, she was a ball of chaos and untamed demonic potential - she was arguably worse than child Cereza ever HOPED TO BE, and that's how a portion of Avalon Forest dissapeared in one night 💀.
But to make things clear, what happened was that Viola was able to stop the Fae ritual before they could complete it - and then proceeded to cause massive chaos on the Avalon Forest while trying to get out, only for Cereza and Jeanne to come in, rescue her and trash the remaining Faeries like they were in a Rage Room.
However, some effects from the Fae ritual still were present in Viola, and it didn't matter how much they tried to, it wouldn't come off - so Viola had to learn to live as a 1/3 Fae from then on. Which, as far as Viola is concerned, if having a very powerful Fae form and a sick ass hair and face mark is living as a 1/3 Fae, then she's good with it lmao
And yes, due to the ritual being stopped at about halfway, it caused Viola to have this angry looking dark purple mark on her face - her purple hair strands aren't painted, it's just because the face marking seeped into her hair and made it into THAT. She thinks it's cool tho :)
Viola being an amalgamation of all the people Cereza loves/loved (Fae creation)
With Viola being an amalgamation of Cereza's memories created by the Fae, I can see her as being meant to be a weapon that chose to not be a weapon
In this scenario, I can see Viola being meant to be a counter attack against Cereza - "the only one who can defeat me is myself" and all that - essentialy, a glorified clone.
The Fae used up all their knowledge gathered about Cereza and her family circle, and crafted Viola based on those people and memories. She has everything - Jeanne's volatile/short fuse nature, Balder's flair for dramatics, Luka's determination, Rodin's resourcefulness, even Enzo's goofyness and Rosa's agility and steadiness, Loki's sassy behavior and desire for independence, and most importantly, Cereza's power.
She was born and bred to be the perfect anti-Cereza weapon, capable of blocking any and all her attacks, and counter them accordingly - but with how many people were used to make her, her mind is a jumble of feelings and memories that are not her own at all, and they influence her in ways the Fae didn't imagine it would.
Cereza's love for her mom, the memories of the sadness over not being able to rescue her, her love for Jeanne, how she considers Enzo, Luka and Rodin as her family and would do anything to protect them, all of her experiences and feelings and memories - Viola feels all, she knows everything, for fuck's sake she can hear Cereza's heart bleeding for these people - and she can't find it in herself to ever turn her hand against them, she feels too much, she's too soft. She also feels for Cereza too, how could she not, when she was made from her?
However, as much as she has Cereza's memories and feelings, she slowly begins to wish for her own self, to not be a weapon or a clone or just another Fae, but Viola, her own person with her own feelings and her own experiences. Which is what drives her to reach out for Cereza and her family as a call for help (the gang probably adopt her as a collective but she only calls Cereza [and maybe Jeanne] Mom)
The facial markings and hair are from the fact that while she is quite the outstanding creation, she's still both a Fae and an imperfect copy. Viola is not human, or Umbra (her ability to activate Witch Time comes from Cereza's memories, not really from a natural place within herself), she is and will always be Fae until the day she's dead, and she's not a perfect carbon copy of Cereza either - she has her own emotions and reactions that are wildly different from Cereza herself.
Another thing that is worth mentioning, is that one of the reasons Viola couldn't find it in herself to attack any of Cereza's family might be because she was made from the people she loved - love was the key in the equation, if the Fae had made Viola using only what Cereza hated (angels for example) chances are they would have a much more effective but volatile weapon (Viola evil counterpart maybe 👀?)
Aaaaand that's it for Viola for now, I must say I prefer the Amalgamation!Viola tho gotta love experiments that learn to be human 😍
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deathbxnny · 11 months
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hello!! may i request gepard,welt,blade and danheng with a sirin like reader?? (platonic since sirin is 13-14 years old in the second eruption comic)
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A/N: Hello! Thank you so much for the cute request! I love Sirin so much! So I made the reader into a kid, because the idea was too cute!<33
Content: Reader is a troubled child, fluff, platonic relationships, fluff, angst if you squint so hard that you nearly close your eyes, sfw
Reader has no set pronouns!
((Not fully proofread))
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》Welt Yang
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Ah yes, another troubled child to add to his ever growing adoption list. No seriously, this man has taken care of way too many of them and you are just another easy addition for him.
With that said, your somewhat troubling and bratty attitude does not affect him in the slightest and he doesn't even really react to it either. Instead, he redirects you to more productive and healthy ways of letting out your anger, even if your stubborn and defiant at first.
He'll listen to anything you tell him and tries his best to be a fatherly figure to you. He gives you anything you need and want, as long as you behave yourself accordingly. With time, you'll even find yourself healing from all the things that caused you to end up this way in the first place and appreciate Welt more.
So yeah, an easy task for him.
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》Gepard Landau
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He's admittedly a little overwhelmed at first, which is why he seeks help from Serval for you. Your brattiness and unwillingly to cooperate is met by kindness and patience from the captain, which just fustrates and confuses you more, until you eventually just give up.
Once you do, things seem to get even better for you with him. He's willing to provide you with everything you want and makes sure you're always healthy. When he's at the frontlines, he sends you alot of letter and entrusts you to Servals care. He becomes like an older brother to you and you find yourself missing him whenever he leaves, which you'd never admit out loud.
Soon enough, you allow yourself to just be taken care of by him. He makes you feel protected and loved, something you always craved to feel. And so you begin to heal and turn into the child you were always meant to be, Gepard always supporting everything you do unconditionally.
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》Blade
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Honestly the worst person on the list to give a child, especially a troubled and bratty one at that. But alas, he seems to be stuck with you, so he at first took it a little too lightly and thought that his scary and intimidating looks may do the trick in keeping you calm. But unfortunately that didn't work out the way he thought it would and just made you behave worse, which is when he decided to begrudgingly ask Kafka for help.
Soon enough, he learned that he had to change his ways a little to be able to deal with you properly and so he began just training you in order to give you some discipline. At first, you were very defiant and disinterested, until you started enjoying the attention and company he gave you. He quickly became a mentor of some sort and noticed how you began listening to him more as time went on, which he was very pleased with.
He will never admit it, but he won't let anyone hurt you now. You somehow warmed his cold and dead heart and made yourself a soft spot for him over time. He shows that by protecting and caring for you in his own stubborn ways. Seeing you have a childhood he never really got to have, satisfies him more than any battle could.
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》Dan Heng
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He's unsure of how to handle you and your attitude at first, so he just decides to just... not. He'll just sit in his room with you in his line of sight and do his work, whilst you give him your stubborn silent treatment. Works for him, he supposes.
But soon enough, the loneliness creeps in and you find yourself beginning to warm up to the man slowly. He acknowledges that you are just a very troubled child and is willing to listen to you, as long as you treat him with equal respect. Eventually, he'll let you sit next to him as you both go through the many archives together and he teaches you about many new things. He finds enjoyment in seeing your child-like wonder and therefore just overloads you with information until you fall asleep on his shoulder.
Life is so serene and calm with him, that it's easy to heal from your past. You find yourself beginning to mirror his calmness and nonchalant attitude, always listening to his words in hope of getting more knowledge, as he takes care of you. He learned how to enjoy life more through you and guesses, that fate has blessed him with you for that reason. You can count on him to protect you, that's for sure.
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A/N: I hope this was okay! It was honestly so cute to write about, so thank you again for the request!<33
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lokai-fi · 2 years
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Ateez Headcanon - FWB sounds like fun until someone catches feelings
Requested <3 Some fluff, some angst and some more fluff, I have no words but Yeosang and Jongho :’)
~~Requests are open~~ 
~ Masterlist ~
Hongjoong
he needed to relieve some stress and you needed to get laid
it was a win win
you’ve kind of always been included in his social circle
so he doesn't notice the gradual desire to spend more time with you
or that you live in his head rent free
and it’s not weird that he keeps your favorite brand of coffee in his mini fridge to enjoy after your *ahem* escapades 
it’s around the third song that he’s written with you in mind that he finally catches on
more like Seonghwa told him
but whatever
he’s down for you
and he’s down bad
but you seem so content with how things are
and that stresses him out so much
but he doesn’t want to call things quits because he loves you, and he doesn’t want things to be weird
and he’d for sure make them weird
“What happens to the people that fall in love with this kind of shit?” he asks one night as your pulling your clothes back on
you shrug “they fall in love I guess.”
“Is it bad of they do?”
“Depends on the person, some people just don’t want the strings.”
Hongjoong’s quiet for a while, startling when you ask him why
“What if- what if I want the strings?” 
You can only narrow your eyes at what he’s saying, a smirk playing on your lips
“You want strings?”
“Your strings, as many as you’re willing.”
“I think we can make that happen.” 
Seonghwa
so nervous to ask about it 
but so confident about it once you agree to it
at first it’s just super casual, going to each others places and then leaving
but then he’s planning whole days around it 
and they’re fun! You always have a great time with Seonghwa
but they feel an awful lot like dates given the whole fwb situation
you bring it up to him one day
man panics because he didn’t even realize 
but then he pauses
and he does realize
he’s a little bit in love with you
and he’s been in love with you for a while
so he’ll straight up tell you
“I-I think I fell in love with you.”
“Oh you think?”
“You knew?!”
“Truthfully it wasn’t that hard to tell Hwa, I’m just glad you finally said it.”
Yunho
thought you were joking at first
but very quickly warms up to the idea
like way too quickly
calls you over at least three times a week at first
he tried for more but dude
you needed some time to recover
it’s just fun for him
hang out, quick fuck then right back to hanging out
neat!
until two months go by and you get a very frantic call from Yunho babbling on about something
you’re confused and the only thing you can make out are very quick apologies
“Yunho! Take a breath, slow down, what’s wrong?”
“I broke the rule I’m so sorry.”
“Hang on I’m coming over.”
He answers the door with red eyes and you swear his lip trembles when he actually looks at you
“Please don’t be mad I didn’t mean for it to happen.”
“For what to happen? Yunho are you okay?”
“It’s a crush, I have a crush on you and I feel so guilty because it’s the one thing I wasn’t supposed to do but I just like you- us, I like us so much. Fuck... I’m so sorry if this ruins everything.”
your chuckle stops the tears from falling as you gently grab his face
“Who said it ruined anything?”
Yeosang
completely foreign concept to him
yes he knows what you mean but like? why him??
his heart melts a little when you explain how comfortable you feel around him
but then he’s right back to making it awkward
“so we just like?” he doesn’t know where to put his hands as they literally hover by your arms and chest
needless to say you took control the first night
he gets better as it goes, more confident and comfortable with the fact that he’s intimate with one of his best friends *platonically* 
just when you think things are finally going smooth he starts shutting down again
he’s quiet save for a few grunts and groans and each time it gets worse till he’s not even saying anything to you at all
you think that’s the worst of it but as soon as he’s finished he’s up and out of the room
You show up unannounced one night and you can see the panic in his eyes
“What’s going on? Did I do something wrong?”
Yeosang just shakes his head and tries to busy himself in the kitchen but you’re quick to follow
“Is it the whole hooking up thing?”
You watch his hands stutter and you know that’s exactly what it is
“If you don’t like it then-
“But you like it!”
“Yeosang! That doesn’t matter! If you’re uncomfortable then it stops now.”
“No! That’s not- I don’t want it to stop!” 
“Then what do you want?!
“I want more! God, fuck. I want you, I want meaning, I want a title, I want to do all those stupid couple things that you say you hate but I know you love.”
He lets out a frustrated sigh and watches you process everything, eyes slowly coming back to his with the tiniest pout you can manage
“Even matching outfits?”
Yeosang lets out a breath of laughter as he pulls you flush against him, 
“Even the matching outfits.”
San
:)
>:)
he’s totally the one who instigated the situation
ending the night with a ‘we should do this again’
and thus a new dynamic was added to the friendship
you two are very casual about it and it goes on for quite sometime before things start to change
like him grabbing your favorite snack on his way home from work
or him leaving out a few of his favorite sweaters  because he knows you like to steal them
San falls in love with you slowly and it just feels right
so right in fact that he mutters it into your skin one night causing the both of you two freeze 
he’ll drag his eyes to yours so painfully slow
heart racing out of fear that he just fucked everything up
“Did you mean it?”
He can’t lie to you
He especially can’t lie while he’s balls deep in you
The words won’t come out so he just nods
“Oh thank god.”
it’s music to his ears as he dives in for a very needy kiss
Mingi 
lets be honest here
Mingi always had some sort of feelings for you
so needless to say
he fell the moment he has you calling out his name
will 100% try to play it cool
and by that I mean he doesn’t text you for a solid week after
you tried damn well to get him to talk to you 
but the mans legs are long and he can speed walk faster than you can run
you get Yunho to help corner him one evening
and Mingi is very quick to tell the truth
that his phone was broken and every time he saw you he suddenly remembered he had left the stove, the shower and the heat on in his apartment and he absolutely had to go fix those things right away
You and Yunho just exchange looks and Mingi’s back to sputtering
“It’s a crush, I have this big stupid crush on you and I always have and that night just made it ten times worse because you’re absolutely perfect and it was more perfect than I could have ever imagined but I panicked because it was just supposed to be sex and I- I’m sorry”
you’re quite sure he said that all in one breath
“Min... I suppose I should confess something too.” 
Wooyoung
straight up tells you no
kinda shocking I know
but he values your friendship and he’s seen too many movies where these things go south
so when you’re nonchalant about his answer and even ask him if you should go ask a different friend he feels his ears heat up
Why would you go ask someone else? He can do better than they can
It wasn’t your intent to make him jealous competitive but hey
whatever gets you laid 
low keys gets annoyed when you hit him up
just because you’re starting to affect him in ways he didn’t think would happen
your friendship was so strong and solid before all this 
and now he’s so weak for you
it’s so easy for him to come undone at your touch and he has to stop himself from chasing after more
because if you wanted a boyfriend you would have just gotten a damn boyfriend
he’s absolutely pissed when you call him after a night with your friends
he shows up and tastes the booze on your tongue, your lips no longer sweet but sour and he can’t take it
he’s being far too rough and distant and ends up making you cry
which makes him cry because he can’t stand to see you hurt especially by him but he has to be selfish, just this once
“I don’t want to do this anymore! I can’t fall even harder for you when I know you’re eventually going to find someone else.”
“Wooyoung, who said I ever wanted anyone else?”
Jongho
you were the one to suggest it
and he responded by crashing his lips against yours
because fuck work has been awful and he hasn’t had any action in months
not to mention, going out to find someone decent is also exhausting
but you, you he knows
you he trusts
after, you both don’t really mention it aside from a ‘thanks’ and ‘that was needed’
you don’t expect much to come out of it honestly, just a single fling because it was Jongho after all
but one night of just pure frustration turned into him calling you at least once a week
and yes he calls
he’ll make sure you’re hydrated and sometimes he offers to watch a movie after
but after a few months he catches himself tracing over every mark on your skin 
and he’s come to realize he’s memorized every single one and he absolutely loves-
he’ll tell you to stop immediately, gently pushing you off of him
distancing himself as best as he can 
“I can’t do this”
“I’m sorry? What happened?”
“I-I just don’t want to do this anymore, it’s enough. I’ve had enough.”
“Jongho-”
“You should go.”
He doesn’t reach out to you for well over a week which is absolutely killing him because you’re the only thing he’s thinking about. 
But god dammit is he so scared to tell you that he caught feelings because that’s him being weak and you never saw him as weak
and besides, you don’t like him like that and he doesn’t blame you
he will nearly bust down your door at three am because he just can’t stand it anymore
“I need you.”
“O-kay?” and when your hands move to the hem of your shirt he has to rush to stop you
“No, jesus not like that... I mean, I need you because I love you and I don’t know what to do without you. And I’m an asshole I know, for making you leave and not talking to you but I need to know if you feel the same.” 
“Say it again.”
“Wha? Which part?”
“The L word, I need to know I’m not dreaming again.”
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blackautmedia · 4 months
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Sonic and Nine - Close friends under the worst circumstances
After my actual close watch of Sonic Prime, I can say one of the biggest strengths it has is the brotherhood between Sonic and Nine.
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They both love each other. Even the villains comment on how much Nine admires Sonic at one point. But they're also both dealing with their own issues that make it harder for them to actually see each other properly. There's some projection going on and they also met under the worst circumstances possible.
Both invite the other to their ideal world and have joyful visions of all the things their world can offer the other to make them happy.
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Nine offers Sonic a paradise where he can give him anything he wants. In his time alone, he doesn't make things for himself but builds things Sonic described he knew he'd love. But this would also mean Sonic abandoning everyone else and leaving his old world behind.
Sonic doesn't just want to free Nine from a tyrannical society and give him a single friend, he wants Nine to be surrounded by an entire community that'll love and protect him. Sonic wants to give Nine a life of freedom where he can feel safe. That would also mean Nine having to display more vulnerability toward others than he's willing to show, not to mention the reasonable belief that it may not even be possible. They want to give each other everything.
Both have a communication breakdown largely due to them both also navigating their own problems and grief.
Nine is largely characterized by the suffering he's endured his whole life. In addition to being assaulted by bullies for years to the point of hiding his physical appearance, he's lived his life under a tyrant in a dystopian city with no hope of things changing, no community, no loved ones--nothing.
But then this blue dork falls into his life. There's someone willing to protect him, put their trust in him, someone who relies on him and make him feel needed, and shows him fun, love, gentleness, and patience. Nine resigned himself to a life of solitude even though he clearly doesn't want it.
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He clearly enjoys the attention and love his new brother gives him and the show provides so many instances of his unbridled happiness. It's unfortunate in that Sonic is figuring out the properties of the new worlds in real time. For all he knew this was "Tails who just lost his memories" or some kind of time travel deal.
He is projecting to a degree, but in time he also gradually comes to see them as separate even as that concept blurs throughout most of the show.
When Sonic first arrived in the New world, he's panicked at the fact that Eggman seemingly took over the world and is searching for Tails to get answers.
Imagine reaching out to one of your friends because you're scared and need answers only to find an emotionally vulnerable child in desperate need of your help instead. Worse, you don't even realize until much later that this isn't your friend who lost their memory, they're an entirely separate person.
Sonic sharing those memories with Nine wasn't done maliciously, but they were never Nine's. They communicate this emotional gap being just a little bridged purely through facial expressions. Sonic is lost in thought trying to figure out his situation, sees Nine with a look showing his vulnerability, then shifts gears to give him attention and assurance.
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It's honestly tragic how a heartwarming scene is made painful to look back on by factors beyond their control that also shows how they already started off on the wrong foot through no fault of their own.
When Sonic learns the full gravity of the situation with their reality, he's so anxious we sit on a shot of him looking at his hands trembling.
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He's not in a great place himself which exacerbates how he's not the best when it comes to helping Nine. He misses his friends, isn't entirely certain they can even be brought back. And he caused it...yeah.
On top of that, it's easy to forget that Sonic and Nine had barely any time to freely communicate without a crisis over their heads. It's easy to say they needed to communicate better (which is true), but they had next to no time to properly do it.
They meet in the first episode which is also one of the only moments in the entire show they get to talk face to face without something urgent pulling their attention.
They then get abducted, seize the first shard, and get separated when Sonic is transported to the next verse. After that, when they reunite and have a moment to breathe during the conversation where Nine makes his offer to build them both their own world in episode 6, they don't communicate their feelings properly.
But Sonic just got pulled out of a fight for the New Yoke rebels lives and freedom where he inadvertently abandoned everyone he already was trying to establish trust with. Again.
After that, Nine is a prisoner for most of season 2 and can't safely communicate since he's under surveillance.
When they reunite, they're also trying to escape with the shards and not die. They're under attack for two full episodes. They don't really get any breathing room to lay out details or properly elaborate on how they feel. I like how the show uses the constant urgency to support why they don't just talk things out.
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They're emotionally hurting a lot for different reasons and finding immediate comfort in the other (Nine for finally having someone give him positive attention and Sonic for projecting his lost brother onto Nine and dealing with the larger guilt of losing his home and the broken reality he caused) while also genuinely caring for one another and I love that detail for such a simple story.
There are numerous instances where everyone tells Sonic that Nine can't be trusted and Sonic defends him every time. When Nine contacts him with a plan to stop Chaos Sonic, Sonic only hesitates to go through with it not because he doesn't trust Nine's intentions but because the plan involves luring a dangerous machine closer to Nine and can put him in danger.
Both Nine and Sonic have a major disagreement with someone (Eggman and Shadow respectively) defending and speaking highly of the other. Nine's more confident than he's ever looked when he talks about how Sonic is on an entirely different level than Eggman.
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Nine in particular is interesting because he's able to maintain his cover in playing prisoner pretty well until this moment. It's not being insulted himself or having someone accurately verbalize his deepest insecurities that makes him slip up, give away information and get caught warning Sonic. It's his affection for his brother that does him in, AKA the exact same pitfall Sonic fell into in the first episode.
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Meanwhile, Sonic does correctly identify that Nine needs a lot of intervention beyond being pulled out of this crappy city. He needs a community. Even if Nine got what he wanted--a paradise just for him and Sonic, he's not really healing a lot of those wounds he's lived with and while it'd take time, he'd get a lot of what he needs through Sonic's proposed world of living with him in Green Hill.
Sonic is genuinely trying to be the supportive brother that Nine desperately needs. The kid is hurting bad. But Sonic is also dealing with his own grief in the process and the two end up having a falling out in assuming what the other wanted and in being caught up in their own issues that they don't properly see how the other feels. He just sees Nine as "angsty Tails" and Shadow correctly points out that he's his own separate person.
Neither Sonic nor Nine are being malicious, but both of them are self-occupied and not engaging with the other.
Shadow is also only half right. He just believes Nine to be inherently untrustworthy. While he can see easily that Nine has a different desire from them, he doesn't engage with how Sonic couldn't have collected the shards without Nine and also the other shatterverse people helping him, right down to not being able to even touch the shards or run properly without Nine's help.
Shadow hasn't watched Nine show vulnerability, talk about how he was bullied and beaten, stick out his neck to help Sonic, manipulate the Chaos Council to keep Sonic as safe as possible, and all the other selfless things he's done.
But that also exists with Nine leaving others to die and only caring about himself and now Sonic.
I never really got why people were so up in arms or upset that Nine's betrayal was "obvious" when it was never designed as a shocking twist. Nine isn't trying to deceive anyone about what he wants. He feels violated that the only love he's ever felt seemingly was always meant for someone else.
Even something as simple as Nine having a chance to see Sonic earnestly defend him like Sonic has toward Shadow and the Rebels (all of whom had good reasons to distrust Nine) would have gone a long way in showing Nine that Sonic does genuinely love him even if he's partially projecting. I hope S3 helps show Nine that Sonic is hurting too and that he's only been looking at his own hurt.
The animators do a great job at conveying key moments through the sheer amount of expression they depict. You can practically feel the rush running up Nine's back from Sonic showing him gratitude.
It's the little details like his ears, chest, eyes, face and posture. Nine reacts positively to Sonic thanking him for his help and emphasizing what a great team they make.
Nine's ears perk up as Sonic's words sink in, he takes a quick breath and his chest sticks out a bit because of it, his shoulders roll and his posture straightens in response to being complimented. His eyes sharpen a bit and he grins from Sonic's gratitude.
It really conveys how this isn't someone used to being treated so nicely letting every kind word pour into him. The entire previous plan was them both showing the extent of their abilities to make an ultra-efficient team.
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Nine picks up several of Sonic's mannerisms over the course of the series, and whether he's realized it or not, Sonic has changed him a lot.
During the fight with Chaos Sonic, we see a moment where Nine's insecurities are all called out by Eggman and he tries to cover it up. He shows nothing but remorse of the fact that he was manipulated into helping them create something that'd hurt his new friend.
The first thing he does when they reunite is apologize to Sonic. He looks away and doesn't make eye contact with Sonic while he's apologizing but goes back to it every other time, as if he can barely even look him in the eye with how badly he feels he screwed up. This also illustrates that Nine is capable of self-reflection even if he's not willing to be vulnerable or admit things to himself yet.
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But then he sees that not only did Sonic not blame him, the thought of Nine betraying him doesn't even cross his mind. He immediately rejects anyone else suggesting it.
Both of them have the same thought: "He's definitely going to come around and see that my idea of what to do with the world is the best" and both of them are largely on auto-pilot getting through peril.
I feel Sonic Prime has a some things that hold it back a bit, but Sonic and Nine feel like the most powerful and "real" thing the show has to offer and I really enjoy it. You can truly love someone and be a big agent of change in their lives, but still hurt them because you're not perfect and still navigating your own hurt.
Season 3 will likely play into that because I don't see Nine as evil or having become a doomsday villain. Even in the bits of footage we've seen it's clear he's trying to convince himself that withdrawal and loneliness is all he can accept. When he says "we're all alone" he's not just saying it as some pushback to Sonic and Shadow--he's saying it to try and convince himself that he has to accept this.
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But at the same time he's not unfounded in seeing how much Sonic has been projecting an different person onto him which calls his affection for him into question. Both of them screwed up and a lot of that comes to them meeting under poor circumstances. But they do have a genuine bond despite that and I look forward to season 3 getting them to properly reconcile.
I think Sonic Prime has its share of issues like pacing and character choices that likely feel like a consequence of time and budget constraints that really show through in it. Rouge especially can feel like an afterthought.
A lot of times, particularly with even the show itself showing exhaustion toward the chaos council, it can feel very sluggish at times or like we're moving in circles narratively.
But it also has some very big strengths like how well several scenes can work because of how ridiculously expressive they are and all the little details with the cast's eyes and faces that communicate their feelings to the audience. It's also quite fun with a lot of the orbiting shots frame an animation standpoint that really shows in a lot of the fight scenes. They have a lot of fun with cinematography.
But above all of that, these two working out their differences and slowly bonding clumsily, imperfectly, but genuinely is one of the best things the series has going for it.
The only way to fix the rainbow colored paradox prism is to energize it with more rainbow energy. Sonic and Shadow will have to muster up all the gay energy they have to save reality
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SHUTDOWN — kim sunwoo [repost]
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landing page. main masterlist.
pairing: enemy coworker sunwoo x afab reader
genre: mild angst, mild fluff, suggestive (mdni)
plot: sunwoo became your neighbour some years ago, and your coworker. everyone fell for sunwoo, and pushes you aside. you started a one-sided rivalry without realising that sunwoo was the only person who gave you his full attention.
wc: 1786
warnings under the cut.
warnings: swearing, a little bit of rivalry, sunwoo is super soft and loving, start of reader realising how dumb they are for hating sunwoo when really he’s just a soft boy for them.
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Your life used to be peaceful and quiet when you first moved out of your parents house and into one of your own. You were so proud of yourself, being one of the youngest home owners in the area as most people your age opted to buy apartments.
But everything changed when Kim fucking Sunwoo moved in next door to you, living in the house at the very end of the street. It was like everything in your life became about your hate for him, and no longer about the achievements of living alone for the first time—gaining independence.
Everyone in the street loved Sunwoo. He was friendly save for his fast and very obnoxiously loud car. He was given many baked goods and was even shared the gossip of the housewives. You used to be their favourite, but they seemed to have forgot you existed until you were caught out in the street at the same time as Sunwoo.
What made it worse was he also began working for the same company as you, working in the same team as you. He existed everywhere you went, and his presence was suffocating in more ways than one.
You couldn’t deny it though, he was unbelievably handsome, wasting no effort to even try and look good. It came to him naturally. Yet you had to wake two hours before work to ensure your hair was styled perfectly and your face was made up in a way where not a single blemish could be seen.
To make matters worse, Sunwoo had a nast habit of stealing any food you brought into work. He claimed it as ‘sharing is caring’, but really you knew he was just trying to rile you up and get on your last nerve so you would explode on him.
Despite how much you found yourself hating your neighbour, there was only ever one time you screamed at him, and that was when you first met him.
Sunwoo had scraped his car against your mailbox, even causing it to fall over. Your mailbox, while not expensive, was one your grandfather had made for you and you knew he put all his effort into making it—which Sunwoo had wasted and ruined. Sure enough, your grandfather was more than happy to make you a new one with the understanding that accidents happen, but you just couldn’t let it go. He didn’t even say sorry.
And that was how you landed up in that position.
You sat in the meeting room, just you and Sunwoo. You had papers in front of you both, and your team leader stood at the head of the table. You anger was only festering more, a flickering flame only growing larger inside your chest.
“So that’s why we want you both to design a strategy for selling this product. Whoever’s plan gets voted the highest by the directing team will be the next team lead with the new team we are putting together. Any questions?” The older man asked to which you and Sunwoo both shook your heads.
You chewed the inside of your cheek, watching as your team leader left. Your eyes snapped to Sunwoo who looked a little carefree, writing on his notebook with elegant handwriting. He looked like he already had a plan, and that made your palms sweat. You felt like you knew how this was going to end—with him winning as always.
You slammed your hand on the table in an attempt to gain his attention and make him waver, but he just slowly looked up over his glasses with lazy eyes. He looked from your hand, to your face, and back before he focused back on his notebook. “Shouldn’t you be making notes instead of trying to ‘alpha dog’ me right now?” Sunwoo asked, your face burning with anger at his lacklustre reaction.
You stared at him, baffled by his audacity. You wanted to tangle your fingers into his hair and slam his head into the table, but you pushed your intrusive thoughts aside as you gave in and followed his suggestion, scribbling lazy notes on your paper which almost didn’t make sense. You would have to stay up late tonight to compile your notes on a professional and neat PowerPoint. Surely Sunwoo would be too stupid to do the same, right?
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Oh, how wrong you were. You arrived at work to find your desk littered with a box of chocolate and a ‘Good Luck’ card from the obnoxious man you had grown to harbour a deep, never-ending hate for.
You threw the car in the bin without even reading it, but decided to keep the chocolates. They never harmed you, so why waste some good sugar?
But when you entered the meeting room your heart sank. He places those things on your desk knowing he was likely the one to win. He stood at the head of the table with his best suit, cups of hornet coffee at every seat and a stack of papers with all the information needed that he was unable to fit into his PowerPoint; which sat proud and loud on the large TV screen behind him.
You balled your fists, ready to scream at him for pulling this stunt. But his smile looked genuine when he saw you, and he looked almost innocent. You sucked in a breath as he rushes to you with a cup of iced latte, whipped cream on top with crushed Oreo’s.
“A sweet drink for my sweet girl,” His smile was soft, but you couldn’t help but find it obnoxious and condescending. He was making your restraint to punch him in the face with every growing second strain against your control. Your fist was begging to land amongst the soft skin of his cheek.
You snatched the drink and sat at your assigned seat, your chin raised and your shoulders pushed back. You felt like you were much less prepared than he was. You had gotten the PowerPoint completed with every other page either the company colours, or the colours of the skincare product you had chosen to promote. It was neat but simple compared to Sunwoo’s elegant and smooth designs.
He went first and received a loud ovation, which made you feel like you were never going to be considered but was offered to at least try so the company could dispel any claims of being sexist. You completed your own PowerPoint, but you felt an emptiness inside your chest with the knowing feeling that he was likely the one to win the promotion in the end, despite you both having started at the same time.
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You laid on your couch with a litre tub of vanilla ice cream on your stomach and your eyes staring at the ceiling. You blared loud music from your speaker, and you just wanted to fall through the pillows into the depths of the earth to never see Sunwoo again.
Sure enough, there had been no emails yet about if he or you won the role, but you had an inkling he was going to be the next team leader. You sighed softly, pulling the tub from your chest and placing it in the coffee table to be forgotten and melt. You grabbed your wine glasses, leaning up so you could take a few sips before you placed it back on it’s home.
Your phone door banged thrice in a soft rhythm and you just knew who it was without checking. He had come to taunt you, you couldn’t help but believe.
You got up, wearing your oldest set of pyjama shorts and tank. The summer heat was beyond anything you were used to, and despite the late time, the sky remained blue.
You made your way to the door and took a few breath to try and remind yourself to remain grounded before you opened the door and forced your best customer service smile. “Sunwoo, hello. Congrats on your-“ You began to which he slapped your lips with a frown.
“Don’t talk like that yet, we won’t know until the morning who got the job. And I’m pretty positive it was you who won. You chose a good product and a good marketing plan. They would be stupid not to choose you…” His voice drones out, his eyes finally noticing how you were dressed. “Sorry, I didn’t realise you were sleeping,” He apologised, raising his thumb to his mouth to push his lower lip between his teeth to chew on.
“Oh, I wasn’t. I was just chilling out, hence the music,” You explained as you waved your arm behind you to which Sunwoo’s face blushed as he nodded his head. He had forgotten why he had even knocked on your door. He was a mess when it came to you, but he could never tell you how he felt—he knew your heart laid somewhere else, filled with someone else. His anger disappeared the second his eyes found yours.
“Can I come in?” He asked after several tense seconds of silence. He looked tired, cold even. You couldn’t say no to him when he looked like that, despite the fire in your heart trying to convince you that you hated his guts.
“If you’re cold, why are you wearing such thin clothes?” You asked as you stood off to the side, throwing your arm behind you in a motion to welcome him to enter your home.
Sunwoo smiled and walked past you into your house, turning on the spot to face you with wide eyes and flushed cheeks. “I just…” He began, but you couldn’t help the laugh fall from your lips that interrupted him.
“Did you want an excuse to come in and hang out with me, or something?” You joked, but the way his smile fell and his face turned serious cause your laughing to seize. The man you claimed to hate wanted to hang out with you? What had possessed him.
“You actually wanted to hang out with me? Why?” Your voice stuttered slightly, your cheeks burning hot as you walked away from Sunwoo and into your living room. You heard his footsteps pad after you, but he remained stood awkwardly instead of sitting on your sofa when you did.
“I mean, yeah. You’re pretty much my best friend, you know. I see you every day but I thought it would be cool to hang out at least once after work,” Sunwoo defended, his voice smooth and collected sounding but his hands rubbed against his thighs and revealed his true feelings. He was nervous.
You smiled and patted the space beside you, looking up at him. “Come, sit. Want some ice cream?”
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hello can you write a one-shot, where klaus and y/n are a couple (there is no hayley and hope) and she has some kind of cancer and klaus always accompanies her in her treatments and gets her the best doctors (because he loves her duh) But there comes a point where his health deteriorates and he needs an organ transplant, but there is no one compatible and if he does not receive his transplant he will die and since Klaus cannot lose her, he causes the brain death of several people so that they can donate their Organs to his girl maybe elijah is outraged and confronts him about the deaths he has created and klaus just says "because i love her". Sorry if this is too distressing.☺️
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It’s okay.
(Third person)
Klaus never once left her side.
The start of their relationship was a little rocky, always is with the Mikaelsons but y/n was kind and accepting. She searched for the good in Klaus, in all of the Mikaelsons. He couldn’t help but fall for her.
That’s why it was such a panic when she began sleeping for so long, when he had to coax her out from the bed or find her passed out in her chair. The concern seeped in as she began coughing continuously. It was when he held her hand rubbing her back and she coughed blood onto the floor did he decide enough was enough.
He had witches coming in to see her, he was certain someone had hexed her, it was supernatural and he was furious when the witches could never tell him what was wrong but he could see their pitiful looks as they looked at his girl.
Finally Freya told him that he should take her to the doctors and he didn’t hesitate. He sped all the way there, carrying her as he jogged to the receptionist and compelled them to see her immediately.
The doctor did many blood tests and took her for scans but explained it would take at least a few hours to get everything back. He stayed with her, making sure she was warm enough and as comfortable as you can be in a hospital bed.
“Klaus…do you think it’s bad?” She asked in a croaky voice and he gently squeezed her hand
“You’re going to be just fine, it’s a chest infection is all” he told her but oh how he was wrong.
Klaus’ heart dropped seeing the pure fear and devastation on y/n’s face, he held her hand tighter trying to bring her back from her spinning mind
“My love, it’s okay, you’re going to have the best treatment and everything will be back to normal, I promise you sweetheart” but she wouldn’t look at him. Her face remained blank as she looked over her scans, the doctor and nurse spoke to them both about possible trials and treatment options, Klaus took multiple leaflets and looked them over fully. He compelled the doctors, surgeons everyone in the hospital for which was the best option.
He was now expecting the call for her to begin her treatment.
All of the Mikaelsons tried their best not to ask questions or make her feel worse.
But it was difficult when she lost so much weight it was almost frightening, her body growing weak and exhausted. Elijah watched as Niklaus carried sweet y/n to the bathroom, his younger brother had tears on his cheeks as he whispered kind words into her hair.
Even the Mikaelsons’ enemies noticed that Klaus wasn’t active in the supernatural world. The one time someone dared to attack, it caused y/n’s breathing to shorted even more than it was and she ended up in hospital, Kol and Rebekah made a display of a warning that the Mikaelsons were not to be messed with for the time being.
Klaus had professional doctors and nurses in the compound all the time. They all had their own rooms and were ready to be on their feet the second he called.
Since starting chemotherapy he didn’t want her to have to be in hospital all the time and so he had everything she could need at home.
“You don’t have to take care of me Klaus, I’ll be fine in a hospital” she would murmur to him but he just shook his head
“I love you to the ends of the universe, i will never leave you, never” he whispered
“I’m never going to be a vampire, even if i make it through this, the vampire blood might make it worse” she choked and he held her tighter
“When sweetheart, when you make it through this. And you do not need to be a vampire for me to love you, i fell in love with you as a human, i still love you as a human and i will continue to love you even when you are old and grey”
“I’m going to die” she uttered holding back a sob
“Not yet, not for a long time yet” he convinced but he could practically hear her heart breaking as she shook her head in defeat.
He repeated the words ‘i love you’ until they both fell asleep, he could sense her hope slipping and it was terrifying. He couldn’t bare the thought of her letting go.
Klaus watched the tears stream down her face as he tried his best to gently brush her thinning hair, clumps coming out with the brush causing her to cry a little louder
Sometimes Rebekah would help but they found it only made her feel worse when they failed at a hairstyle.
Eventually she lost all of it and refused to look at herself. Klaus was sure to try make her feel better. His arms held her small fragile frame as he kissed every millimetre of her head
“You’re so beautiful” “you don’t understand how perfect you are” “you are my heart and soul” “you’re so gorgeous sweetheart”
Sometimes he would have her stand on his feet, a hand on her waist and other around her shoulders holding her against him as her arms circled his torso and he swayed them to the music.
Klaus wasn’t ready for such news. He wasn’t sure how he could possibly tell her that the chemo hadn’t worked the way they hoped. That the risk of the cancer spreading was heightened and they weren’t sure if they could help. He had compelled the doctors to tell him the news first and he was beginning to regret it.
Slowly he took her hands into his shaky ones but just as he opened his mouth to speak she just nodded
“It’s okay” she whispered in a cracked voice
“Love-“
“No it’s okay. It’s okay.” She repeated squeezing his hand and tugging him closer
“It’s okay” he replied with a sniff
Klaus was always trying to find more ways to help.
One day it had been particularly bad, her body wasn’t working right and she’d been barely conscious for nearly a week in a hospital bed. At one point he almost wanted her to pass so that she didn’t have to feel pain.
He kissed the back her hand as he pulled the blankets up around her
“You know that it’s okay. It’s okay to let go if it hurts sweetheart. Just- just know that i will always love you. Please remember that-“ he choked
“You don’t have to suffer anymore, you’re going to be okay” he sobbed. Rebekah stood at the door holding in her own cries while watching the scene unfold.
Thankfully she did not let go that day. She woke up to find Klaus holding her hand between both of his while on his knees facing her, his head resting in his arms while he whispered prayers for her life.
She brought her other hand to run it through his soft hair, his body stuck in place as he feared he had imagined it before slowly, cautiously looking up to her. He held her so tight he feared he may break her.
She no longer left the hospital, the makeshift one at home wasn’t reliable enough and Klaus didn’t want to be the reason she had complications.
And he was glad that he was there when the doctors announced there was a possibility that an organ transplant would help her. A few surgeries, some more chemo and she could get better. It would take time, patience and well a doner but it would be worth it.
But the system was taking too long and her health was getting worse and worse, Klaus no longer slept because what if he missed the moment she left him? What if he wasn’t holding her hand?
He didn’t feed unless y/n begged him to and he barely spoke unless it was to her or a doctor. And even then she mainly slept but he didn’t mind, he liked to think of it as her trying to regain her strength.
Klaus was growing impatient and frustrated and worried.
He couldn’t handle the wait. He had to get her what she needed now.
And so there he was slowly suffocating someone nice and healthy so that their organs would be up for donation. But this person wasn’t on the list. And he was furious.
So he did it again. But this person had the wrong blood type.
Then the next person had turned out to have their own disease that nobody had figured out before until their death.
He was killing people off lest right and centre. He felt as though he was going crazy. Was the world just that against him?
“Please stop making her suffer, just- just make it work. Come on, just work” he whispered as he let the women infront of him struggle against his hold. Once he got the doctors to take the tests he was forever indebted to whatever power granted him the wish. Finally the right person.
And when he told her and he got to see her hopeful smile, he knew that this was forever worth it.
He held her hand as she went under for the surgery and stayed in the waiting room the entire time
“You know that i love you right?” She asked as she was getting ready for the transplant
“Of course i do, of course darling, of course. I love you too, so much” he smiled at her
“I haven’t said it much recently and-“
“It’s okay, I promise, it’s okay, i know, i always know, i just hope that you know too”
She nodded in response and they just basked in each others love.
Elijah approached his brother with a stoic expression. They stood watching y/n with tubes connected to her body. She was still knock out asleep from the surgery and on a range of drugs.
“She would not agree with your methods” Elijah muttered distastefully at his brother
“She’s alive, it’s all that matters” he responded. Uncaring for his brother’s judgment, still in utter bliss that she was finally he getting healthier.
“You murdered people-“
“To save her” he ended but Elijah was still mad
“You have taken innocent lives! Niklaus we were passed this!”
“Elijah…i love her, i would not care if i had to kill every thing on this planet, i wouldn’t care if i had to trade in my own life. For her, i would do anything. I will not feel bad for giving her more time”
“She will not be here forever” he reminded
“When she dies, so will i” he replied quietly and Elijah looked at him with a soft and sad gaze
“You would take you own life?” He asked
“I cannot bare to be without her Elijah- i just can’t” he whispered and Elijah put his hand on his brother’s shoulder
“She’s strong” he told him
“She’s so strong” he repeated
They just had to hope that she would remain strong.
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