#which isnt bad either tbh but

[scuopsie]

Guys is this a safe space?👀

Just stumbled upon a st*y k*dz concrt (2023 i think) on tv and ig it was time for solo perfs bc there was 1 one member on stage singing,(vocals, not rap) standing with a mic stand (so there wasnt any dance or jumping, it was a loud ballad) singing OFF KEY the ENTIRE TIME without any backing vocals...

Out of curiosity, was that a one time thing or do they suck in vocals?

#idk who it was bc i only know the 3 popular members and it wasnt either of them #and when i looked at the members in google it seems like theyre a more rap/hiphop group with only 2 vocalist #which wouldnt excuse the horrible vocals i just heard tbh but still... it makes a bit more sense ig #but bro that was so bad i got embarrassed for him #like it wasn't one bad highnote or anything. he was off key the whole time. #my mom was also sitting here and she was like 'how is it this bad with all that technology and autotune they must have?' krkfkfkd #like i dont listen to them bc theyre mostly too young and their music isnt my taste #but considering how popular they are i assumed theyd be at least decent... #fr tho im curious kdkfkfk

[girl-bateman]

Some days I'm pretty content with my childhood other days I'm ripping my hair out because it just doesn't add up !! someone is hiding things from me !! I don't trust anyone !!

#im studying 'family as a psycosocial context' rn and its been pretty interesting! #and i was talking to my mom an article with an evolutionary perspective #bc we've talked before abt how this area of psychology can come off as dismissive abt socioeconomic factors & put unfair pressure on mothers #so i brought it up bc the paper didnt define parenting in terms of good/bad which was interesting ! #but then at the end i said something abt 'the article talks abt abuse which obviously isnt relevant for me' #and she wouldnt answer me but her eyes were all watery and weird and I DONT LIKE THAT #like girl 😟 i was coming to terms with the occasional childhood neglect but abuse ? dont even tell me that bc what #like i know things werent perfect for me growing up but i hate how weird my mom is abt everything #and she starts crying if we get too much into it so i feel a little bad bringing it up #i also feel like when i do get new information abt something in my past it always makes me have a crisis #so maybe its just not worth it ? #bc i do feel like im in a rly good place rn and i dont need to know if i was 'abused' whatever that means #what i do know is bad enough and makes me sad as it is #i think the reason i get so paranoid abt it is because i have trouble remembering the stuff that has been told to me #and some vague things i do remember have been refuted ? so i cant rly trust my own memory #but idk if i can trust anyone else either #i mean i do trust my mom generally but shes so emotional and guilt-prone that im not sure what to believe #what i do know for sure is that there is a lot shes holding back in terms of what shes told me #which i dint love tbh #personal

[boyfhee]

fans will use the lamest excuse to defend wonyoung

#not hating on her but like . yall need to stop and hold her accountablr for her actions #btw this is not ab her being cringe or pick me idk ab that y'all can decide #this is ab her not bowing to anyone not even seniors #she either ignores or turns her head down like by 10 degrees idk #which is disrespectful bc bowing is like . ur showing respect to seniors / elders / or whoever idk #i saw a vid saying she doesn't bow bc she has to learn her script like pls be fr #i believe they get scripts beforehand #and bowing isn't gna ruin her makeup / hair and even if it does it's not smn that takes too long to fix #and not just mubank. she doesn't even bow on award shows #also ive noticed how she speeds up to the centre postion during air port shoots #maybe that isnt so serious but idt the postions for shoot are specified #but she needs to let other members get the spotlight #idk if she's insecure or what but she's one of the most popular idols she's gna get attention even when she's not a centre #idc if y'all find this offensive tbh but it's stupid if u defend her on thus #this*** #you know she is wrong and u call ppl who point this out jealous yada yada #but my friend we're just right & and u dont wanna accept that ur fav is at fault #there's a diff btwn straight up hating and pointing out the mistakes #yall be acting like someone's putting u in jail of u don't defend with ur life :/ #constructive criticism doesn't make someone look bad !! let that sink in !! #u don't tell ur mom that she's jealous when she points out smn that you're doing wrong #it's literally the same logic #let alone mom u don't even tell this to anyone irl #which just means yall take too much advantage of being behind a screen and saying whatever the fuck u want to #yeah long story short: learn to hold your favs accountable #it won't make u look bad and certainly won't affect them either unless you're going off w death threats #which is sick btw if u condone sending death threats #ramyeon with spam !

[munchboxart]

Me and the people on Aliexpress buying Kirby Re-ment figures are competing. I bought 2 boxes of the Kirby Bakery Cafe yesterday (6 were left, I bought 2, and the full set option was gone, meaning there is a 1/6 chance that Meta Knight was in there, if he wasn't in the 2 that were already gone). I checked the store today, and the last 4 boxes were bought, and I was planning to buy more if Meta Knight wasn't in there. Fucking insane people

The lengths I have to go through to COLLECT META KNIGHT FIGURES. UNBELIEVABLE

#insane ramblings #the competitive blind box figure collecting is real #either that or the store is actually out of stock and im just fighting air #praying to god that they bless me with meta knight #the set itself isnt that bad honestly. pitch and gooey figures? any time of the day please thank you #if u wanna know which meta knight figures r the rarest by rement. its the kawasaki and bakery cafe sets. esp kawasaki #ive VERY RARELY seen anyone sell even individual boxes from the kawasaki set that isnt from mercari jp #etc #ive only seen one person sell the bakery cafe meta knight and it was way too expensive 4 me. and also their ver looked ass tbh

[perenlop]

its so funny being a pokemon and kirby fan bc of fanservice like pokemon fans will bite and growl when gen 1 gets preferential treatment over and over again while kirby fans hear green greens remastered for the 60th time and collectively shout with joy

#im both btw #tbh tho they do feel very different #bc with kanto pandering it takes the attention off of regions that are good in their own right and never get acknowledged #beyond maybe the starters getting a shoutout #also if a kanto mon you love isnt a fan fave then go fuck yourself too bc only early game pokemon and starters and fan faves get noticed #but with kirby fanservice it feels less like ‘’hey 30 year olds remember when u were a kid?? do you??? do you??? fuck everyone else tho’’ #and genuinely like a nice little throwback. its not invasive or obnoxious about anything #like kanto pandering was so bad in swsh that they tried to dodge a ton of galar mons and had npcs even say kanto had better ones basically #but if you play planet robobot or something then youre very much getting a ton of planet robobot and a game thats confident in itself #that cares abt its story and its new characters and its gameplay and lean into everything new #and the stickers you can put on your mech of past characters in no way overshadows that #the remakes never feel lacking or anything either like even rtdl dx which i didnt think NEEDED to exist #was still really worth buying and has a ton of stuff to appreciate and doesnt feel like a cash grab #even star allies which is very fanservice-heavy still has its own clear identity and storyline #and the fanservice isn’t something to complain abt bc its an anniversary game anyways #like the only complaint ive seen people have is that ‘’its alienating to newcomers to have so much fanservice’’ #but even then i don’t necessarily think thats bad #like the masks in rtdl. you dont need to know all the masks to have fun with em and theyre not required #maybe youll also just like a cute snowman keychain in triple deluxe #idk kirby just has fanservice down to a T #echoed voice #then again. i am the fan being serviced

[hwanswerland]

can we stop putting celebrities on horses for aesthetic reasons when they can't ride for shit

#fio.txt #ignore this very specific rant lmao #but the amount of times i just want to scream when i see they've used another horse to make something look cool......... #yes this is about h*rry st*les #didnt even know he had a new mv but saw gifs on here #and like #deep breaths #i am weeping inside #his posture is bad first of all but not actually as horrible as it could have been #but even so he's not actually moving with the horse and that's just 😭 #the tack looks cool yeah but why the fuck would you give a rider with unsteady and therefore harsh hands #the reins that are attached to a leverage bit where basically the entire point is to NOT have constant contact #LOOSE REINS being a keyword here #like that's gonna cause pain every time he yanks on the reins #which isnt even his fault tbh like yeah friesians are gorgeous horses but theyre literally bred to look flashy nowadays #and theyre not very nice and easy to sit on for that reason esp not in trot when youre not used to such gaits #so please can we just get doubles that wont fall into the horses back with every step #this isnt just about him its about almost every scene where they just put random people on a horse #especially with either ill fitting or bits that are not suited for how unsteady the riders hands are #and its just painful to look at #at least they opted out of giving him spurs #but like for the love of god when you have so much money then put it to use somehow. take some lessons or pay someone who has actual skills #not even getting into the horse girl tv shows where i just want to rip my hair out bc so often thats just not how its done #thats not how it works and thats definitely not fucking bits you give to beginners ever unless youre a cruel human being who hates animals #well anyway. enough ranting

[ff2-soda-pop]

i feel like the stuff with lloyd and garmadon is really complicated and i looked in the tags for a couple minutes and i keep seeing people being like. making it like one extreme end of a situation or the other and tbh i dont like or get it-

#like. idk how to make this make sense but like... i feel like given how the show has gone there isnt a way to make this either 'garmadon is #terrible and stuff' or 'lloyd is terrible and stuff'?? like theres just so much to like everything that happens #and i keep seeing people trying to go Entirely one way or the other and i just dont think it works well here?? #like garmadon fucked up with being not there a lot in lloyds life and then. whatever the fuck s8-10 was. but at the same time theres stuff #like the snake (forgot the name) venom and harumi bringing back Just the evil parts to take into account for too? which like it doesnt make #it less Bad but also i think when we have stuff like how he was in s3-4 and like how much he was trying to keep lloyd out of harms way in #like s1-2 i cant agree with the idea that hes like Entirely bad or a terrible parent?? like theres a lot going on here #and then with lloyd hes like. a traumatized kid with abandonment issues. i dont blame him At All for how he reacted in crystalized and #stuff. like again traumatized kid with abandonment issues and also tbh it really feels in this show like every damn time he starts to work #through an issue or something bad that happened the show throws a New thing at him or just brings up the Old stuff again so hes like #constantly never getting a break. and so OF COURSE he reacts negatively to garmadon showing up when last several interactions were well.... #yknow. s8-10. and then plus theres stuff like 'his dad literally died and then got revived and that whole situation was upsetting in #general for lloyd' (which like. it was like 2ish seasons between 5&8 im not sure if he even would've fully dealt with what happened in #that time frame? could be wrong but still) and just tldr hes not react well to this #(also i have a lot of thoughts on lloyd i could go on about him forever) #but also like i dont think he like.... doesnt care about garmadon?? like i dont think he like Hates Him or anything?? like he clearly doesn #feel as positively as he did Before but like i dont think he Hates him?? if any of that made sense #and then theres shit like the green ninja prophecy and the way its like destiny itself wants lloyd and his family members to just #Fucking Suffer all the time and just- idk i just think its really complicated and trying to simplify it down to like. 'garmadon is terrible #or 'lloyd hates him' or 'garmadon didnt do anything wrong here' or 'lloyd is being too mean' just. doesnt work well here?? #though also i do like to think that after the show they're able to work on things and maybe be on good terms again?? idk the show ended on #a positive note and i just want them to be okay again - im very invested in these two if you cant tell - and i just feel like theres #potential for that there yknow?? but like it'd take work and i cant say that there isnt Issues Going On that HAVE to be worked through #because there ARE #.....ok i went on much longer of a tag rant than i expected i need to shut up now #ninjago spoilers

[malkaviian]

im home earlier than i thought

#i can actually work on things yay. at least one of them #for the mav and samael story i will rewrite the first chapter #bc i think starting with mav having One of Those breakdowns bc of what happened with zachary its not the best way #i think its better to start the story showing his Unconventional Desires and Fantasies about being murdered as violently as possible #and then explain whats the reason behind them later; when the readers have an idea of who he is. and maybe wonder why hes like that #or if hes weird just because something is wrong with his brain (i mean something is def wrong with him either way. #but did something happened for him to end this way or it just happened without something being a direct cause?) #at least i didnt even got to the midpoint; i only had ~800 words. which is kind of a win for me tbh i havent write shit in months #let alone this thing is out of my comfort zone for a lot of reasons; starting with the fact its not a fanfic and everything belongs to me #and i havent touched a subject this sensitive like a p4r4philia before. of course i did my research but tbf there isnt a lot on this one #so im trying not to sound completely uninformed; just that i couldnt really find a whole lot of research on this #bc it doesnt exist on the first place. the closest is lopatka's clase; which i've read what i could find about already; its not a whole lot #anyway i am afraid of getting hate comments. something something i am romanticizing a serious subject #something something i am portraying this as a love story (im not; if the characters think so its another thing) so i must be fucked up irl #something something 'this is fucked up and doesnt cater to my direct tastes; therefore is bad and you are bad too' #of course i will put warnings but you know how people are. and if they report the story wattpad could actually take it down #a bummer but. whatever. i always have ao3 but i will have to do an extra step and translate it to english #alongside having 0 audience there. well shit just happens ig lol #this turned into a rant sorry #lilith whispers

[toytulini]

god i still couldnt watch final destination tbh

#toy txt post #i remember walking in to my mom and her friend watching one of the paranormal activity movies? and being like #well this isnt that bad yall are just screaming everytime the camera moves at all which is frankly more startling than the movie #and i was like oh maybe i could watch horror actually #and then i think i watched either an entire ir at least part of a final destination movie and that specifically. bad for my brain lmao #im STILL haunted by that god fuck i will NEVER get lasik fuck that #idc how unrealistic or not actually scary it doesnt matter u see cos similar to the spn mirror episode #it was really scary in a way that imprinted itself on my little teenage brain so even if it is objectively Not That Scary. #what i remember it being is scary even if that memory is proven to be embellished. its like. well. we already thought up the scary image #lets just be scared anyway just in case lmaoooo #brains can be so fascinatingly stupid #anyway its good i never watch more of those movies than i already did tbh bc i could drive myself bananas with that content #i do find it interesting finding out which like horror tropes or types or whatever i Cannot deal with and whatever final destination has #going on is one of them i think cos i also couldnt deal w the fate ep of spn very well which had a similar vibe #of like. freak accidents that no amount of being careful couldve prevented or smth. idk #like in that log pic below this one #yea the logs cant hit u dead on now but like there could still be a freak shit to happen that could lead to the logs killing u

[arolesbianism]

Tiphereth suppression finally complete babeyyyy

#rat rambles #lisa my beloved <3 #her brother also exists ig. #I did it first try too which honestly is a relief it took forever idk how many times I could handle doing all that #which also means that the other two are now ready for their core suppressions which is both exiting and scary #exciting because it means that I can tell alruine to fuck off #scary because red mist boss fight 😔 #I have no idea what to expect but tbh I rly cant be any more prepared than I already am #I have all the aleph gear not counting apocalypse bird and white night gear #and I have all the waw gear except for the one waw I havent gotten yet #in fact there's only 4 abnos I havent gotten yet I think and two of those are toold #I might stall a bit by memory repositing until I get those out of the way but I also might not idk #what I am starting to have to think abt tho is the two side bosses I previously mentioned #I do think apocalypse bird might be doable for me rn but white knight is a more tricky story #mostly because quite frankly I dont have 12 employees available to sacrifice to start the fight #I can obviously just make some new throaway guys but still #now setting up apocalypse bird would also be annoying since I currently only have judgement bird in my facility #rly Im just not sure which of my guys can or cant handle either boss #cause I do need the manpower but I also just am not confident that most of the gear my guys have will do them much good #now one thing that may be kind of pointless but I still wanna do is get silent orchestras ego gift on one of my guys #because god damn is that a powerful buff even if white damage isnt that common outside of anbno breaches #it would be fun in the sense that thatd make my girl able to solo any abnos that deal white damage #again its good dont get me wrong its just definitely smth that isnt as widly applicable as youd think #but yeah ideally I dont wanna do another day one reset and I rly do think this could be the run #the only reason I reset my first one rly was because I had gotten bored grinding for gear and also just wanted to finish my abno info #collection easier since there was a shit load of low level abnos I was missing #now the only ''''low level'''' abno Im missing is plague doctor for well. obvious reasons. #so yeah I should be pretty good and done with my info gathering within a session or two #tbh I dont even know what the wellfare meltdown looks like but Im much less scared of it than the boss fights I have up ahead #stinky b is also going to be tricky but Im hoping it wont be too bad

[wabblebees]

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#cw for health/medical talk in the tags! #<- just fyi in case u wanna scroll past. nothing super huge or scary or anything like that #finally went to the doc last week bc my joints have felt like theyre self-destructing for months #and got my xrays + lab results back today #they couldnt see anything on the xrays which is good -- & all the scary-ass shit they were testing for came back negative which is a relief #but according to the nurse on the phone my rheumatoid factor was v high ((didnt say How high but! enough that my doc was surprised.)) #so theyre referring me to a specialist ''hopefully within the month'' before i leave for school again. #im. tired #im v glad there was Something in my results at least. smth to point to and go ''ah! thats why i feel like shit'' #at least partially anyway #but even with all that gratitude. im fucking tired #i don't have the spoons to do more research on this shit rn but. fuck. ig im really gonna have to bc this isnt going away anytime soon huh #well. glad to have One answer at least #tbh im. fine? like. im kind of just over it atm; its not a huge shock or anything & its not a 'wailing and gnashing of teeth' moment either #my mom had a v strong reaction when i told her -- not strong like bad like didnt believe me or smth; just strong like immediately sorry #not in a pitying way which i appreciate -- just. yeah #bc she reacted so strongly to the news tho i keep trying to decipher what *im* feeling abt it and getting... nothing?? #zip zilch nada. zero. error 404 file not found #which is weird bc i can TELL theres *also something else* happening beyond that static. ig ill just have to wait for it to hit me?? maybe?? #hm. yeah. #anywayzzz im gonna go take More ibuprofen and pretend my head and joints feel Fine until they actually do #headache who?? never met her #bee speaks

[covenchosen]

#` ☾ ooc / 𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗧 𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗧 *𝘽𝙄𝙏𝘾𝙃* ` #tbd? #( ok idk what i wanna do here anymore ) #( like love lilith but her muse just isnt here anymore ) #( im THINKING that maybe ill do a rewatch since the finale hit n whatnot ) #( but if that doesnt spark anything ... idk ) #( maybe ill move her to my multi maybe i wont idk yet ) #( like i wanna write her so bad but again. no muse ) #( i dont rlly feel like i have a good grip on her chracter either tbh but ) #( probably which is bc i havent written her much ) #( and the loop continues ) #( w eh )

[thatdeadaquarius]

I was playing Genius Invocation yesterday, but out of nowhere this idea came to me like tge whispers of an old god.

How would the characters react to knowing they are the creator's favorite card? (Mine are Beidou and Ningguang, but if you are confortable, I would like to know yours as well)

AHDAALLL I HAVENT PLAYED TGI CARD GAME ENOUGH!! SO FOR NOW I RLLY LOVE THE WAY CYNO AND KAEYA'S ART LOOKS (tho diluc does look shmall in his hehe)

Thank you for your patience!! Sorry this is SO FUCKING late :0 and if it’s bad! i havent rlly liked my writing the past couple pieces, so i stuck with some fun headcanons i thought of while kicking me feet and twirling my hair over this question hehehe

Sun: Gender Neutral Reader (they/them only)

Planet: General SAGAU/Isekai Stuff :)

Orbit: Headcanons

Stars: Beidou, Ningguang, Kaeya, Cyno

Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: Cussing & Trigger Warnings: None Known.

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Beidou:

BIGGEST EGO BOOSTS OF HER LIFE LMAO

SHE WOULD LITERALLY SUBTLY FLEX EVERYTIME UR AROUND IM CRYINGGG

Every fucking port knows she’s a favored one, every goddamn pirate knows it atp, hell maybe even some abyss monsters at sea too-

(Kazuha’s happy for her, but also lowkey jealous)

literally got one of her cards framed and hung in her captain’s quarters, and insisted you sign it omfg-

Ningguang isnt surprised tbh, (she knows u like strong women lol)

Ningguang:

…she gives one of the most smug smirks of her entire fucking life.

All of Liyue is gushing for her, not that she isn’t also excited on the inside, she’s just more proud than anything on the outside/for appearances

Literally set up a whole date meeting that felt like it was about to turn into a goddamn wedding proposal

I’m talking giving handcarved furniture, household necessities but they’re in pretty colors that all match (like a gold tea kettle, gold throw blanket, etc.)

Full nine-yards different kinds of teas, cakes, and all accustomed to your taste

so if u dislike super sweet stuff there are more savory items, the teas can be more bitter, or if u love sweets, this woman is giving you a bakery basically every day for nearly 2 weeks, u dont have enough space in the cabinet for all these teas- help-

Kaeya:

so fucking smug on the outside, def brags about it in Angel’s Share and he’ll only just be tipsy he’s so fucking excited to talk abt it

whenever conversations end or get a lull, he just, “So anyway, our All-Powerful Guide, really likes my TCG card, maybe even above yours, Diluc…”

pls stop him he’s annoying Diluc, and slowly other patrons 😭 (there are bar rules posted on the wall, and Diluc adds one, not for the first time, specifically for Kaeya to stop talking about TCG while in the bar LMAO)

Now all Kaeya has to do is just pull out his card (cough he’s constantly got it in his pocket, the one he asked u to sign cough)

Rosaria just looks the other way like if she can’t see it it’s not real, Diluc will literally be in the middle of making a drink for one of them and just leave it halfdone and attend to somebody else, Venti’s eye twitches-

and the entire bar just groans too LMAOOO

(have a meme I made just for you <3 )

Cyno:

oh no.

Look what you’ve done, you’ve seduced the General Mahamatra!!

Take responsibility, play TCG with him every time you see him now lmao, the only reason all of Sumeru knows you like his card (which makes it all that more desirable to ppl who do play, and collectors)

is bc he talked to Tighnari about it for hourssss, and then it made it’s way down the grapevine, and if they didn’t find out that way, the other was just seeing the usually stern and formidable General Mahamatra nearly vibrate out of his headpiece when you come near him every time you visit

Cyno weirdly gains like, 20x the luck when ur either playing against him, or sitting watching him play someone else, he’s struggling to find partners tbh bc “you’re my lucky charm? Of course I’m winning more.”

When you initially told him about him being one of ur fav cards, he literally looked like there was a loading sign over his head… Then proceeded to nearly break your ribs hugging you so hard, and nearly take ur eye out with the ears on his headpiece lol

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Sorry if all my writings shit for these past 2 posts! Idk im just thinking its not so good rn and idk how to fix it-

anyway I’ve started playing Breath of the Wild over the past like 2-3 months I think, and it’s amazingggg

I may or may not be both getting gender envy and also a huge crush on Link help-

Safe Travels Wandering Lantern,

💀♒

♡the beloveds♡

An iced coffee? For me??

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist / @thedevioussmirk / @the-dumber-scaramouche

#hello i bring more bad writing #kinda short this time #hope u dont mind #love u guys have a good weekend!! #thank you so much again for the ask and sorry again it was so late!! #genshin sagau #genshin isekai #sagau #genshin imagines #my asks #gender neutral reader #genshin impact sagau #genshin impact isekai #genshin fluff

[silliest-heartaches]

Ohh my god DRINKKK!! Dude I love them sooo muchhh. I just love imagining them being head over heels for each other yet constantly denying their feelings, because of how they view themselves, yet still finding comfort and solace with each other. They are so. YES. PERFECT. AUGH.

SHARE MORE ABOUT THEM PLEASE!!!

And I love how you use they/them for Ink and she/her for Dream!!

GOD YEAH I LIKE THEM SO INCREDIBLY MUCH... tbh the main reason i started liking them was bc i was thinking abt them and how doomed yuri coded they were and. The worms Wormed in from there,,,,

I actually use he/they and she/they for ink and dream respectively but!!!!!! I love all hcs and interpretations of them for REAL. nonbinary people who are gay as fuck for real,, very inherrently queer ship regardless of how u see either of them i think...heart seeing them as t4t transmasc and transfem forever personally though so thats what i see em as hehe,, also in my head theyre both aroacespec (though the specifc kind varies from au to au though i do consistently see ink as ace and dream as demiaro :>>)

Im not sure how long these will be so...hcs under the cut lol

- okay well while in my mind while error is technically the First Entity ink sees that isnt just a normal entity, dream is like their First. Friend. you know. Like when error first saw him he was screaming and crying for the hills bc it was also his first time seeing another outcode so. that reaction BUT with dream she was more filled with gentle confusion... this is a bit after she unstoned in the apple incident but still was new to au hopping and naive to most danger so they became friends!!! Questionably so.

-to elaborate, when they first meet dream is still stuck on the ideals of toxic positivity and pushing through hardship no matter what... i think this is something they eventually grow out of and dream will eventually learn to see the need for balance eventually but one of their first disputes happens when ink is running low on ink and most of whats left are the Negative Emotions within him alongside the especially strong panic that he usually feels when they get like this... dream would try to comfort him and try to say that itll work out in the end no matter what and that they just need to push through and that itll be okay like normal comforting words because dream is an empath and can sense feelings right,,i feel like its comforting in some cases but when things get Really Bad and especially when the main reserves of feelings that ink has are Negative, they heavily override his normal sense of self and i imagine they get a lot more. Snappy.... theres also the additional hc thingy of ink also really overexaggerating his feelings and overplaying them a lot for the sake of trying to feel more intensely (doesnt work, just drains him faster and will never truly feel natural to him...personally think that ink feels a lot of disconnect from his feelings) which could be considerably offputting to dream (though before adding swap to the group she thought it wass normal because she had only seen the fake pretend nice joy of the village influenced by her aura and not Genuine Feelings)

I think eventually through the years they would learn a lot from eachother...like with ink learning to be more naturally charismatic and dream learning to see past toxic positivity and have his perception on emotions change for the better (ie in learning that having different emotions are okay, so long as there is a balance)

id do alot more hcs but tbh what it boils down to is: toxic codependent yuri. intensely up and down relationship where theres an insane amount of love and attachment but also a lack of self from the both of them because they are only able to see themselves as a Thing to the other. Also exes who turned out to be besties. Thry got together and broke up wayyy before blue (they casually tell him stories about it and for the parts that he does know about he is horrified for.) Oh and they share hobbies and do parallel play alot. dream is more music oriented and can play the cello and flute. ink can play the ukelele but hes more familiar with drawing and painting duh. Also they have a garden. they love growing flowers but their favourites are sunflowers. Also have writing sessions together. Also may/may not also have beautiful princess disorder. (The both of them)

im so sorry this is so incoherrent but erm. yeah im very normal abt them (half of this stuff comes from oc projection the other half is like. Mental illness while in the shower tbh)

#feysanity #drink ship #dream x ink #ink sans #dream sans #undertale #utmv #undertale fanart #headcanons #nonnies :> #fumbles :>

[yet-another-haven-of-dollya]

i was catching up on your blog, and honestly your, or well, your PCs' opinion abt Sydney is so fascinating to me. when i first played the game for real (after trying to previous times and ending up in the forest being raped by wolves and kidnapped by Eden without knowing wtf was going on, and then my second try ending up in a rape cycle that ended in the asylum) i started pursuing Sydney for the first time, thinking that she'd be like every other goody-two-shoes uninteresting character that is usually a part of dating games, the stereotype that fails to interest me no matter what. then i found out i could corrupt her, and i decided to make her "fall from grace" together with my PC, and the more i interacted w her the more and more i fell in love w her character, to the point that my PC became as obsessed w her as she is with him

Sydney might honestly be my favorite LI, so to find someone who doesn't like them v much is quite the interesting experience lol. i think the part that most called my attention is the privilege part of their character that you brought up, and i think that stuck w me mostly bc i never truly saw Sydney's "privilege" like that. Sydney never gave me the impression that they were completely oblivious to everything and anything wrong that happens in the world just bc it doesn't affect them - quite the opposite, actually

Sydney isnt immune to the world they live in, not a single character in this game is (which is why i love it sm tbh). they might be extremely sheltered and protected as much as Sirris and the temple are able to make them, but when you pray w them in the temple and someone comes by to harass you she knows exactly what is happening and how to stop it. she's probably been harassed by monks and nuns as well, and unable to fight back without losing her grace. that's without even going into the Leighton punishment event, and how they react to it, which i think gives a v good view into how they cope w the world they live in depending on whether they are pure or corrupted and how that affects their interactions w PC...

ok im just rambling now, my point is, Sydney is a very interesting and complex character to me and seeing your interpretation of them was really interesting/insightful, and gave me some answers to things in your PCs' story that i used to question but always forgot to send an ask abt (such as their distaste for Sydney). thanks for reading my ramble, i love the things you're doing w your PCs and how you interpret their world <3

-smthishunting

Just in case you still don't understand the nature of the situation, the "privileged" part can be translated into "ENVY"

Sydney has had good things growing up. PC has nothing of those, which I have mentioned. "Why can they be optimistic? Why can they believe in the good in people? Why their parent doesn't demand they rent every week? Why do they have parents but I and Robin don't? Why can't I and Robin have those things that they have?..."

It's bitter, but I firmly believe, just like a redeemed bully can never achieve true peace, a sheltered child growing up with a silver spoon inside their mouth can never understand poverty and desperation either. Something bad happens to them, but they have family and financial support to overcome it, that's why they can stay pure and stay good. Robin stays ignorant too, they essentially avoid the outside world completely and if PC doesn't step up to protect them, they're ruined. That's what happens with pureness and goodness if they bloom in mud, unprotected. That's what happens on a daily basis with the children of the orphanage.

That's why my PCs are Robin's protectors. I make them taste the bitterness when realizing some things even try as they might, they can never achieve, while Sydney has those things handed to them, lovingly and matter-of-factly, as easily as falling to sleep in a soft fluffy bed. To me, that's what makes them even more protective of their waifu/malewife and more determined to shelter Robin as much as possible. They strive to give Robin what Sydney's having, their childhood together sucks so yeah let's try hard for a better future :D

As for Sydney... Well, unless future updates give them some trauma, throw them into some real fuck up situation like what PC faced daily, or reveal that they had some beef with Harper in the past and had lifelong psychological trauma, I don't think I can give them more credit.

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