#which is driving me fucking INSANE

[d3cayd4nce]

ryan ross + his boy toys friends

#that photo with gabe drives me insane by the way. what the fuck #which one? yes #but mainly the second one bc wtf #dcd2 #decaydance #pete wentz #travie mccoy #gabe saporta #ryan ross #fob #patd #gch #can #cobra starship #gym class heroes #fall out boy #ryro

[silent-partner-412]

malos xenoblade is an insane character tbh… he is a harbinger of death and destruction. he is as evil as it gets. he’s cocky, he’s brash, he’s theatrical to the point of camp, he feels nothing but joy at destroying the world. he doubts everything about his existence. he yearns for love and connection. he would dedicate his life to another person despite being effectively a god. he would ignore what he sees as his own purpose for the one that he loves. he can’t verbally express any of this quite literally until he dies, if even then. literally nobody does it like him, i’m so obsessed

#xenoblade 2 #xenoblade chronicles 2 #xenoblade #xenoblade chronicles #malos #he’s driving me insane #i know i’ve been posting him basically as half of a ship #and trust me his dynamic with jin is literally SSS tier #but even on his own i fucking love malos man #he’s so much deeper than meets the eye #even i dismissed him at first which was a massive fucking mistake

[redysetdare]

every time i see a post that is like "ughh why cant we have aspec characters who aren't aroace for once" I have to do a double take like "is the aroace rep in the room with us right now?" because genuinely....where is all this aroace rep y'all are complaining about? Why cant i find it yet it's apparently the only aspec rep we get?? You admit that TV never says the word aromantic so where is the aroace rep. So far I've pretty much only seen canonically asexual characters and not much else buddy.

#text #half the time i think these ppl see other aspec ppl saying that x character feels aroace and then they take it as canon rep #instead of an interpretation of the character which likely was never meant to be written as aspec at all #because majority of people don't even know what that is #this isn't me saying that we shouldn't have aroallo or alloace rep btw #this is me complaining about people throwing aroace ppl under the bus because apparently we are 'hogging' all the representation in media #and it just reads as people being aphobic towards aroace people specifically and it drives me insane #you can ask for more aroallo and alloace characters without complaining and shitting on aroace characters???? #like bro we are all on the same fucking team. we are all trying to get seen and understood. we all want to see ourselves in media #stop fighting like one of us is somehow way more privileged than the other because 'you have x rep' #we all have crumbs my guy. just because someone else is getting crumbs doesn't mean that its your crumbs being taken. #idk i see so many posts like this and it makes me feel so unwelcome in the aro and ace communities #im tired of aroace people being used as a scapegoat that you can target to pretend like you're punching up #when in reality you're just committing friendly fire against people who are on your team #i miss when the aro and ace communities used to like... work together as a big aspec community #now ppl r way too focused on separating them and acting like they have nothing in common and don't have the same goals #and both communities now tend to put a lot of blame onto aroace people because of stereotypes we never had control over in the first place #it's exhausting #like the aphobia is coming from inside the house #i didn't go through the ace discourse on tumblr to deal with this shit.

[prettyboykatsuki]

okay so. does rin know isagi and fujoneet reader have done it? does isagi tease rin about it bc he knows rin's a sick freak that needs a little prodding? does rin jack it to the thought of them together? or maybe just her? does f

rin knows because isagi tells him LOL. isagi sucks but he gets off on pissing rin off and rin in this context uses isagi as like. a buffer for his own lust towards you. its soooo weird LMAO. rin jacks it to the thought of readers pleasure specific and feels such crazy shame. they are so prime for cucking

but really in this universe it's like ohh. reader is so inexperienced and rin knows it though he doesn't do anything about himself just yet. and he just. nonstop thinks about her. thinks about her with a hand in her torn-up shorts and her face buried in pillows while isagi is plowing her, how good she must feel, how sensitive and uselessly wet she is. and it makes him angry but the thought of it makes him so hard

i think isagis torment is probably because he can tell how much rin seems to refuse to acknowledge his obvious want for her. fujoneet reader is really oblivious but isagi knows rin veryyy well and he knows all that bully is like a shoddy coverup to his desire about her. rin does jack off to the thought of them but it also makes him so viscerally angry to think of her weeping on anyones cock but his lol

#return to sender #isagi thinks reader is adorable and rin is dumb #he gets to fuck her and fuck with rin but really hes a good guy for helping him out #im not totally set on it but honestly i dont think rin can do a throuple thing with this specific neet reader #which is funny bc rinsagi poly often makes sense to me #but i think he is tooo possesive and this specific thing drives him to the brink of insanity . poor guy lol #fujoverse

[birdricks]

getting sooooo emotional abt how like. when rick and bp meet again during the federation stuff its like theyre completely different ppl from who they were when they last saw each other. but it almost makes them become closer instead of driving them apart… until of course their values clash in the worst possible way

#i cant word this properly my brain is mush and im trying to fight thru 1billion hc world #BUT LIKE. U UNDERSTANDDD. RIGHT #this happens every time they spend a while away from each other #one or the other or both chnage. but it still stays the same #ill have to draw or write abt it at some point. but i have exams in like a week 😢 #gyadddd damn tho… thw flesh curtains/federation time gap esp drives me insane #bc likeeee. rick is already kinda fucked up when they meet. but way better at playing it off #and it never comes up. like hes not in tht deep yet #but later on he Cant hide it anymore. so much so that bp Has to become involved in ricks issues #and while rick still has that smallllll part of himself that still cares. hes much less trusting and shit by that point #which makes it so much more meaningful to me to have bp become involved at this point #and on the othwr hand u have bp going from sweet and kinda naive #to much more … serious ig. and mature. due to his home being destroyed or w/e #but hes contrasts rick in being far more compassionate and liek. genuinely heroic #from his pov maybe theyve both grown up a bit. but from ricks pov its just bp thats changed #i see rick as being far less aware of his own slow downfall. while its more obviosu to others (esp bp) #gggyaahhhh….. they make me so so ill #birdrick

[thestuffedalligator]

I’m fully spiralling in the death grip of an old hyperfixation right now so here’s The Birds of Joy and Sorrow by Viktor Vasnetsov.

#they’re girlfriends. to me #god the thing that drives me fucking insane about this painting is the furred talons on the alkonost #which is such a specific and fascinating detail #i’ve read descriptions where the talons are compared to gryphons but i’ve always thought they looked like owl talons #this man also painted the four horsemen of the apocalypse meme y’all like #harpies

[moe-broey]

LIKE THE POTENTIAL PARALLELS BETWEEN ALFONSE AND TRIANDRA DRIVE ME INSANE. Alfonse, Not Even Fucking AWARE of The Situation, but knowing what kind of guy he is, he ABSOLUTELY is thinking behind that strong face "I Should Have Stopped It". Meanwhile. Triandra Did. She did very much Stop It (her father's abuse, which was MUCH more noticeable/readable as abuse than whatever Gustav had going on. By Killing Her Father. Which Alfonse ALSO had to do. Under different circumstances BUT STILL.)

#feh #like. they drive me insane. #espppppp prev discussions about how triandra and alfonse's maturity levels are just completely different #making triandra unable to fucking cope with it. meanwhile alfonse is absolutely burderned heart heavy by it #but like. he's able to square it all away. process it the best he can. which is more than triandra is able to. #triandra can't process it at all. #like aaaaaaughhhhgghhghghhhh...... #I'M ALSO THINKING ABOUT. how alfonse just wasn't present in the dream realm at all. #and how triandra was. and how the ages most likely align somewhat closely. and what that says about each of them. #how triandra was still able to hold onto some youth. able to dream. how alfonse was never afforded it. #and i guarantee 90% of it was self-imposed. yes to please his parents. ESP gustav. #but like that is just the type of little man alfonse was i bet you anything. he was always a tiny grown up. #until he grew up. and he's still like that. #like what if i threw up. and cried. #fe alfonse #fe triandra

[wizardnuke]

i love dnd..i love playing heavy utility/support/backfield and i love having three to six attacks in a turn and an insane ac. at heart im a support player ill get my hands on whatever we're missing in a group

#looks at a druid a fighter and a bard fighter. okay cleric time. #i LOVE playing cleric turns out. #though abjuration wizard is still super super fun its a different flavor of support #it's not buffs it's 'i am going to transfer literally all that damage to myself and war caster style succeed my witchbolt concentration' #doing insane amounts of damage while taking damage (+ with temp hp and then just a lot of hp. im taking the tough feat as soon as possible) #aabria iyengar was right these abjuration wizards are craaaazy. but war domain clerics also fuck hard #my abj wiz is very much an experiment in 'what if someone who is not at all suited to this life tries to adapt as well as she can' #the point is that she isn't a cleric. do u understand. she's not a cleric and that's the point it's the. hbbbgbfhb. she's out here #functioning as a combat medic on some aasimar features + healing kits/potions + arcane ward. Look At Me #i also really enjoy playing nonreligious characters in these worlds where deities 100% exist not in a 'fuck the gods' way but in #a way somewhere between 'i'm all i need' and 'i called and no one answered' and 'may or may not go on an insane power hungry spiral and #try to get a touch of godhood' which is in part very due to my own agnostic and people-loving heart and 'haha what if i icarused this girl' #a resentful caution towards gods an immense respect towards religious companions and 'when your god isn't here to help. i will be' #anyway REACTION arcane ward you don't take damage im fine. next turn reaction shield ward's back up. the thing is. #she will drive her hp down. the ward isn't much like it goes past that temp hp. it's 14hp that shit goes down and carries to her hp #but it never drops. any leveled spell puts hp back into the ward. a 1st lvl shield puts it at 2hp and she can use it again #she is not suited for these conditions but my god it is fun to watch. i care her. #i explained that subclass feature to a player that's not in that campaign and said. like. yeah she can take damage. when her ward drops to #0 it carries to her. any leveled abj spell puts it back up. and she can use it and drive her hp down again. #do u understand what i am explaining to u! do you get it! she is and has always been a punching bag! #she was a very valuable asset to the army and the group she was drafted! into. because when she's there. people just don't fucking go down #aside from her. aside from her. AAAAH. she's so cool. she is very smart i am still riding the high of critting every turn w witchbolt and #reacting to ward a party member against a crit that would have dropped him by taking the hit herself. and she didn't break concentration #badass

[easyaesthetics]

Imitates human behaviors to an uncanny degree, Akira remembers from the lab notes. Mimic skill on par with any natural predator that imitates another animal to lure in prey.

Scene from the amazing mermaid fic, I like to think I’m a good person by @relationshipcrimes (READ THE TAGS BEFORE BEGINNING)

#this fic has been driving me insane - every time I’ve seen my cat go near my bathtub for the last few days I’ve had a panic response LMAO #<- if u want to know why I did then read the fic but also check the tags bcuz it’s… FUCKED up #this little scene is near the start so it looks very cute and wholesome but um. it’s. not. #ANYWAY so sorry about the inaccurate backgrounds 😔 Akechi is in the containment tank at this point of the fic NOT the bathtub… #but unfortunately I can’t craft an entire military-grade fish tank from scratch bcuz I hv to study lol #which is a shame cuz I hv a really clear vision of it in my head lmao #anyway peep Akechi’s little braids and freckles heheheh. so sweet. so human…. (: #also tumblr butchered the quality so u can’t see his teeth very well in the first pic but they are. a little spiky. :))) #also I may or may not be making another sprite edit of Akechi & Akira at the END of the fic but those r gonna take a while bcuz [SPOILERS] #I like to think I’m a good person #persona #persona 5 #p5 #persona 5 royal #p5r #persona 5 fanfiction #goro akechi #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #shuake #akeshu #mine #anyway this fic slaps in a very haunting type of way so read it asap (if ur ok w the content warnings) #oh for the record the dots on his chest & shoulders aren’t freckles they’re scale texturing lol #I also messed w the portrait dimensions so u could see mermaid Akechi better… so I couldn’t standardise the sizing like usual 😭 #so if it looks a little wonky that’s why 🙇‍♀️😭 apologies

[persephoneflouwers]

Anyway, free Palestine from z*onists, liberals and slothful hearts.

#if you’re still putting zionists on my dash #at this point I will just say you’re uneducated #but since it’s basically impossible to be uneducated on a phone recorded genocide #i will only say you either don’t care or you live in cognitive dissonance #and if you don’t care there’s nothing I can do for you #but if you care and you decide to ignore #then what are we even doing? #honestly that’s what I call privilege and chronically online activism #and fine it doesn’t matter to you bc this is tumblr and whatever #(seriously you don’t care that scumbag of Ben W*nston recruites young people for the IOF? #really you dont care the Az*ffs finance the IOF?) #seriously you don’t care about where you money goes? i dont believe it #what your money does? i don’t believe it #what drives absolutely insane is #people like me who speak up about this and call them (H L) out for the wrong things they fucking do #are ACTIVELY silenced and alienated blocked and hated on here #it’s actually insane to me that I AM the bad person here #when your fave goes grocery shopping with people who will put an bullet in a palestian child brain if they have a gun on them #(which they obviously do since they’re ✨*********✨) #I AM accused of being a hater. I AM accused of being the bad guy #i wish this was a joke lol #and I know people will hide behind and anonymous inbox and say ‘stop being a fan’ pr whatever #bc the point IS NOT being a fan at all #it’s that people are being ethnically cleansed from this fucking planet #with the complicity and responsibility of ‘western big democracies’ and YOU have a voice #you have the power of boycotting of speaking up of expressing your disapproval and disappointment #and you are not doing it because it feels safer for you to just support people who already have all the privileges and power and influence #and it’s disgusting really the way people act like this is normal or should be accepted as normal #and if this will be another round of Angie gets blocked by everyone in fandom so be it #i’m tired of being silenced and censored in this place

[skitskatdacat63]

Deeply unwell 2 am behavior when I blast Closer on repeat and download Fernando pictures 🫠

#this song reminds me of Fernando tbh #i think he would like it #but also so incredibly down bad #we need to talk more about 2011 fernando my fucking god!!!! #his hair is like. driving me insane. #and i came across a pic which is literally exactly like one of the boss outfit pics from the other day #and yeah god he truly aged like fine wine #BUT 2011 FERNANDO IS JUST SOOOOOO!!!!!! HE HAS SUCH LONG FLUFFY HAIR ITS SOO!!!!!!! #also funny side note in a lot of the pics im looking at he has the precursor to the ferrari chair(the stool) #i wanted to start drawing a fernando thing and as always have gotten dragged into staring at pics #catie.rambling.txt

[420pogpills]

what's worse - dream putting his hand on george's waist for seemingly no reason other than just to touch OR george literally not even flinching at the gesture as if he's already used to it.....

#dreamwastaken #georgenotfound #dnf #for me idk which is worse #both options drive me fucking insane

[no1ryomafan]

So I finished mazinkaiser awhile ago after months of procrastination on it and for one reason or another I’m not gonna give my solid thoughts on it but there is one specific thing I wanna point out, not as a critique but more so a confusion. That being: I find it weird how Mazinkaiser isn’t the turning point for Mazinger where they finally go “hey the robot is sentient” because it’s not yet near the end literally EVERYONE talks to Venus A as if shes actually a person:

I’m not saying this as a criticism for the reason of my already biased to vaguely sentient robots-because as much as I prefer this angle with mecha, I understand not every and all mecha can approach this because sometimes the robot is JUST a narrative tool and not a character, which is fine-however I’m confused with Mazinger of all things didn’t take this approach when there’s already so much emphasis on Mazinger being tied to gods. I mean, apart from the fact the robots are based off Greek Mythology and there is a constant message of “will it become God or Devil” which feels like it warrants this enough, it would start to make sense if the robot grew sentient because Mazinkaiser is treated as the ULTIMATE Mazinger. (And where have we heard a case where the “ultimate” form of a robot starts to be the one that displays more self awareness *cough* GETTAH🗿)

Especially also within this ova- it seems to do stuff on its own accord to PROTECT Koji, like going on auto pilot as he’s knocked out and somehow keeping him safe from being burned alive in magma, but I cannot tell if this IS a indicator Mazinkaiser is actually sentient or if it’s just all auto pilot. Oh and it’s a more minor thing but also just- the human poses Kaiser and Venus take during the beach episode… I cannot tell if that’s something they wanted or if their pilots just posed them comfortably because lines seem to blur with the robots just being treated as the extensive of the pilots. (Venus is literally based off of Sayakas appearance after all)

It’s just weird Nagai never went this route and just stuck to metaphorical stuff, when it feels like SOMETHING he would do given the nature of his stories and yet the only fully sentient Mazinger media I know is Zero. Of course I still have such a limited window on Mazinger so if this is me actually being wrong please feel free to correct me, but I still will never not find it weird Mazinkaiser lacks this aspect asides from maybe vague allusions to it that may or may not be implying it. Maybe if I ever rewatch it or find more Mazinkaiser content specifically I’ll be able to piece things together a bit more.

#meg text #mazinkaiser #mecha rambles #also before any asks I have also seen SKL and let me tell ya despite how off the rails it already is it makes Kaiser even WEIRDER #SKL!Kaiser is like- supposed to metaphorically be fucking satan and your telling me that robot ISN’T sentient? #the manga straight up implies it drives its pilots INSANE which just proves Kaido and Magami are that off their rockers to handle it #oh and just the fact Kaiser pops out the ground for them whenever… that’s either a very specific auto pilot or its sentient #granted the fact I know mazinkaiser originated from SRW from it being “born from getter rays” does not make my ordeal any less conflicting #obviously they retcon that out but like- #your gonna have a mazinger be born from a getter- SHIN GETTER no less and NOT be sentient? #and again I’m not even mad it’s not the getter approach bc not all mecha’s need to become cosmic horrors (even if it be sexy ngl I mean) #but it’s weird go fucking nagai never once considered in his crazy ass mecha already to make his robot LITERALLY sentient #and there being consequences for that on top of all the dangers Koji has to face being in this damn robot #again maybe I’m just a idiot and some of this is true bc I’m not the most knowledgeable on mazinger aside from the basics and it’s impact #but sure as hell never seen anyone mention this and I doubt it’s just a factor of “it’s niche” when it’s fucking mazinger

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Me internally, everytime I have to agree to let someone do something nice for me: haha my schedule has been disturbed *bursts into tears*

#its frustrating bc my brain keeps me locked into these patterns that drive me insane #but if someone comes in with something disruptive from a place of good intentions its like oh boy u dont understand the amount of stress #youve just Subjected me to. bc i kno the the anguish will outweigh the enjoyment bc that's usually how it goes #so my brain is like no nonnonono say no but ppl dont understand that #they get annoyed when you try to turn away nice things so i just have to grin and bear it to not make them feel bad #which does not feel good #this time i got out of it tho bc i was standing in my kitchen sobbing inconsolablly and i was like actually fuck this #and my boss gave me an out when she texted me so i was like fuck this #bc i dont wanna celebrate paper submission and phd acceptance. theyre just things that happened whats the point in celebrating? ive got #better things to do but thats not the point ugh #i just need a lazer that beams my thoughts into ppls heads so they can just understand my brain #unrelated #me

[feniverse-unfiltered]

This belt trend has been plaguing my insta fyp all week so made a half baked rotoscope of Dabi about it

Referenced video: noynsoy on Instagram

Song: Don’t Go Insane by dpr ian

#Feniverse doodles #Dabi #Dabi posting #bnha posting #Touya Todoroki #I think tumblr is cutting the first six frames which is a Crime because those’re the best ones #but anyways I’m related news I’m getting more familair with procreate dreams #as in i now know how to add layers and finally figured out how to adjust the pencil pressure settings and import brushes #cause not being able to do the other two was driving me insane <3 #hahaha FUCK there’s a frame where I completely forgot to draw his arm #it’s fine I’m done touching this it was just supposed to ba a silly little test

[moe-broey]

WHY THEY DON'T FUCKING TALK ABOUT IT.

Peony: Thinks everything is all fixed now 🥰

Triandra: Too caught up in her self-loathing and agonizing guilt to even consider speaking with Sharena, the only reason she's on speaking terms with Peony IS because of their closer proximity to each other (being alfar/shared background) and Peony's persistence

Sharena: Talks to Peony, Doesn't talk to Triandra????? Sharena is. The Ignorer. Maybe she wants to reach out, but doesn't know how or even where to begin. But honestly I think she's repressing a bunch of shit too. To speak to Triandra would mean having to Unpack All That.

Alfonse: Speaks to Peony and Triandra on business only. Very professional. Very cordial. Yes there's also the harsh self-criticism and agonizing guilt and holding even his child self to impossible standards like this never should have happened. I should have stopped it. I should have fixed it. I should have been Enough to Prevent This. For my sister to have been in the realm of dreams, her peers being abused and left for dead, what does that say? What does that mean? What happened? How could it have happened? It should have never happened. I should have

#fire emblem #feh #they drive me fucking crazy. #somewhere in the way back of my brain there's an alfonse and triandra storyline. #ggghuhhhh i said i don't think peony knows her actions have ripple effect consequences but like. #peony ALSO knows a lot more than she tends to let on and she actually has a lot of emotional intelligence #i just think. that maybe she's a bit short-sighted. which can come off as naive. but she's not simple-minded. #the biggest thing about the fairies is none of them got to grow up. so all of them still have child like tendencies. #in their thinking/conceptualization of morality and cause and effect. like. i think that's a key component here. #IT'S. REALLY FASCINATING. if you're insane they are actually sooooooo well-written #but that makes writing them ESPECIALLY PEONY. REALLY FUCKINH DIFFICULT. #like i literally Can Not get into her fucking head. i have trouble getting into sharena's head too actually #but i think i just. take too much psychic damage. she's too strong. #fe peony #sharena #fe triandra #fe alfonse