#which is Good bc my bottom lip is losing its numbness. might even b able to fully feel it when i officially wake up

[orcelito]

I love ice and I love being able to drink water

Amazing ❤

#speculation nation #yes it took me two whole hours to finish a single slice of bread yesterday #but water? i have been So hydrated #i almost prefer fighting through the pain and nausea for it #bc having to go without drinking water for 8 hours was... hard #i felt like a sim with a low need. constantly auto-selecting the activity that would fix my low need (drinking water) #but i had to exit it each time to follow what the orthodontist said #at one point i caught my hand reaching involuntarily for my water. which i had to shut the fuck down #so yeah im suffering rn but at least i dont have to live through the hell of easily fixable thirst that i had to fight at every moment #also ice is good ice is great. ice pack feels nice against my aching cheeks #i did end up taking the pain meds with the rest of my shit #which is Good bc my bottom lip is losing its numbness. might even b able to fully feel it when i officially wake up #speaking of which. i should go back to sleep lol #just wanted to appreciate the nice things in my life rn