#which i would have known if mema had let me see the diagnosis papers

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i am once again talking about my rad

#specifically i wanted to say/vent something #i was under the impression that i showed no rad symtpoms as a child #and that my rad started in middle school #and it wasnt until i was talking with my therapist that i realized i had them much soonet #like i developed it at the normal age of young child #which i would have known if mema had let me see the diagnosis papers #or at least told me #she said she was worried it upset me #id be fine !! but you know waht?? this is shit i have to live with i wanna know about it!!! #i didnt even know i was diagnosed with ocd until mema was telling a doctor!!! #tgis is stuff id like to know!!! if you arent letting me see the papers than at least tell me whats on them!!! #its like the diagnosis was supposed to clear things up but im still in the dark because everyone is only feeding the bits they see relevat #but ita all relevant because its my life!!! my brain!!! #last time i asked to see them she said she would have to look for them and check what they see #i think im going to push sgain after my cousins leave #servant speaks #vent / #havent used that tag in a long time lol #sideblog my beloved....