#wherever is easier for you!

[phillestatos]

we're never gonna get a dnp play xiv video because their characters are probably married in game and they dont want anyone to know. like guys please show me your house. how was the 'getting a house in xiv' process. you guys want to play dawntrail on your channel so bad. you want to SO BAD. you have FRAMED PICTURES of your miqotes and you will NOT play it?? clear p12s for us dan and phil or are you scared we'll see you're MARRIED . SHOW ME THE CATBOY WEDDING

#phan #theyd be like #'being married in xiv. right. right' (phil laughs) 'it's just convenient.' #'it's convenient!!!' #'you get a freakign cool ring that teleports you wherever the other person is. and phil doesnt know left and right' 'i dont!' #'do you KNOW how big the map is. im like phil we need to fucking clear this. and he's literally on the other side of the fucking map' #'so the ring is very helpful' #'and besides you get a chocobo mount. and its so fucking cute' #'genuinely me and dan saw that mount and thought we NEED to get it' #'we dont fuck around when it comes to chocobo guys. we don't. we're freaks over it.' #'and it was easier to get the house lotto :)' #(this one is a lie) #'getting a house in fourteen is literally torture - JUST LIKE IN REAL LIFE :) so yeah. marry in fourteen for the benefits' #and we'd be liek alright man. we got it

[pseudophan]

funniest part about the minecraft server so far is everyone's too afraid to build in the Big Open Space i cleared for people so its like a bunch of builds all around the edges and then vast nothingness

#to compensate im building the tatinof set in the middle #but fr guys you can build wherever its fine 😭 #again we will probably move things around with worldedit later anyway to make it easier to navigate

[silenthillbunni]

🐰🌧️

#so on my way home.. #i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future #i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were #bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected #a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati #that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful #and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old #live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :) #you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :) #you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!! #you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u! #whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ❤️ #god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE #i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things #now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao #there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives #by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it. #or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me #only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die #bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything #for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!! #not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right #i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax #but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭 #my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became #bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life

[electrobiology]

this is going to be an annoying rant so feel free to ignore it but so actually are there no good universities in all of the united states that don't leave you in lifelong debt?????? like hello???????? everywhere i look at that seems interesting and doesn't have reviews talking about how no one cares about you and you're on your own the entire time you're there or the staff/students are -ist/-phobic or no one does work and just goes to parties or other such things they're talking about the expenses. i want a degree because i need one if i want to do anything but i don't know if i want it enough to be in debt for my whole life. and why is the us like this. i just want to go somewhere else this country does not seem worth it to me. i want to go back in time and find a way to sink every european colonizer ship that landed on the land of the americas

#genuinely the more i look at college prices the more reasonable it feels to just go overseas somewhere instead... japan #if i'm gonna be paying at LEAST 15000 a semester wherever i go why don't i go do that in japan where i'm actually passionate about the #language and have reasons to use it and a potential to do something with it and can get places without a car and. etc #and the 15000 semester is a 15000 YEAR #only reasons the idea of being in america has ever appealed in the slightest to me is that it's a little easier to be openly queer #in certain places. not all of them! #and it's probably one of the most racially diverse places #whenever i look online people say that degrees in japan aren't worth anything but i feel that might just be them being racist #surely there are numerous people who went and got degrees in japan and are living happily. and idk bc they aren't on reddit #or posting on blogs or anything #god i feel UGHHHHH i hate everything #i know that as a Country with History japan is not particularly better than the us i know #but it's just the small things like being able to get places w/o cars and not have to pay an arm and a leg to heal like a small cut i got #that needs to be stitched. or not paying my whole body to pay off the debt of going to college because getting an education is #just not what they. want from you. they want your soul and your entire life in their hands #why am i living in this world #1 am thoughts i know but god

[paeinovis]

I need to get out of the US so fucking bad

#dude i can't live in a fucking country where there's a mass shooting every two days then be expected to leave my house without worrying #text #paersonal #part of the reason i haven't been to pride is the fact that two hours away fifty people were murdered for the crime of just existing #while being trans/gay #and our stupid shithead governor decided to make it EASIER to get guns and take them wherever the fuck you want #not even mentioning every other thing hes done to increase hate crime rates including the shooting in Jacksonville that was also only a few #months ago. #someone in Spain take me in i am begging you #GTC im looking at u

[fourteenthz]

balthier.... the girl almost died balthier. come on get it together man.

#this is also a call out for ME I was crying before this scene but then she was fine and balthier said that #and I switched SO FAST to giggling. he can't keep fran out of his mind. insane. get a room. or not I don't mind. who said that #this one goes to the the list of “fran hasn't said shit but balthier insists in including/complimenting/teasing her in the conversation” #for a character that talks so much he talks a lot more about her than I expected like not being prompted AT ALL #it's so cute she think's fran is foolhardy... you'd expect he would be the most reckless of the two of them but thinking abt it hes actuall #so paranoid with some stuff... makes sense why he would think her to be reckless. #maybe he was just talking abt running away from the forest but I mean he IS a sky pirate. he isn't home anymore wherever that place might b #so I don't think he would think running away is wild so idk. cute. everytime he talks abt her to others when fran is like RIGHT THERE #I get all sort of emotions. giggles. they mean so much to me. #also for more updates: i'm more obsessed with fran's VA by the day. the voice crack on “I fear.. I fear She hates” and the tone of #“a pleasant lie that.” just. man. #actually there is so much to be said about the whole “the wood is jealous of the humes who have taken you” “I am as them now” but I truly #think I got to sleep on that one to have any coherent thoughts. it's always easier talking about ships than like emotional moments like thi #but I just... man. the whole viera notion of not being part of the wood anymore is nice BUT fran saying she is part of them now? BETTER. #jote says the world with disgust but it just doesn't feel like that for fran. not of the world outside the woods but it feels so heavy how #she talks about her path being cut away from her. remember like one day ago lol when I said her and balthier have the "we've been together #for a long time“ + ”we only have had each other for a long time“? yeah. seeing her saying ”this solitude you want?“ to convince mjrn but #having her turn back and have balthier and vaan waiting her (and everyone else further back) is just....... hmmm..... them. #so obsessed about how balthier waits her longer than even vaan. he didn't talk to the vieras he was just there. and he was the last to leav #i'm putting a screenshot of that scene under read more also just bc man.................................................... family :) #also them being married but :)) family :)) #“goodbye sister” turns around and walks away with them....... MAN. HEAD IN HANDS. #I'll never stop praising xii writers with how they made fran shine so much even being like supposedly a sidekick quiet character. just. MAN #I too am just like balthier and can't keep myself from speaking about her SO JUST BC OF THAT he can brag all he want's. I would too. #kelly plays xii #kelly says #last update today I swear sorry I'm too loud again they just YOU KNOW THE LINE (make me insane) #giving myself one week to change my pfp to her. AUGHSH

[vettelcore]

i don't have class until 11 but i have to leave before 9.30 to make it on time

yeah yeah it's so cool living in a tiny village in the middle of nowhere until you have an actual life

#i drive to a town like 30 mins away from the city centre then take the bus to the clinic lmao #all so i don't have to find a place to park downtown #and also i had to get a new fucking bus card because the 'old' one i got a couple of months ago got discontinued #so i can't keep using it #the absolute state of asturian public transport man it's a mess #the other card was so much easier to work with #30€ a month and you're free to travel wherever you want #they went back to the previous system where depending on the zone you're going to the ticket costs more or less #like whyyyyyy i don't wanna do maths i don't wanna have to know how much money there's on my card every dayyyyy #just let me pay a flat rate once a month so i don't have to worry god damn it

[reaperkiller]

i will say though the new skill tree thang is VERY fun

#it confuses me but at the same time. actually excited to level up for once bc you have to be SO careful with where you put your points #whereas before you could just. throw em wherever and become very overpowered very early on #ALSO THE CARS. THEY ACTUALLY TURN CORNERS AND BREAK NORMALLY NOW. THEYRE SO MUCH EASIER TO CONTROL

[belletroxa]

omg belle from whatsapp haiii

OMG IT'S JACK MY BIGGEST FAN FR??? me ama muito mesmo né omg haiii fannnn !!!

#biggest fan #bros in love with me i cured him prom the homosexuality disease #let's cure the gays ! #or we could just exterminate them that'd be easier uwu #i think i should start a foundation called homosexuality speaks and start curing gay people from their fatal fate #you put WHAT in your butt ???? #eu sinto o shadow no meu cu #now i carry my boyfriend wherever i desire ! #and what do you know . . . #the perfect shape .

[wardencommanderrodimiss]

So, in Fates, Azura (and Corrin) is able to access Valla through any body of water, and she can either return through that same body of water, or via the Bottomless Canyon. But do you think she can enter Valla through one body of water, and then exit through a different one? Do you think Azura and Corrin could just warp around the continent via waterways?

#this is something i keep pondering for the corrin dies AU #since azura has very little combat experience at first the hoshido sibs try to leave her behind #and she just keeps leaving the castle grounds via the lake and popping up after them #and her hopping out of the bottomless canyon and traveling from there works for some locations #but like. it would also be even easier for her if she could just pop out precisely in like. cyrkensia or wherever she needed to be #kaze gets assigned to guard her and she's like. 'full disclosure. you cannot keep me here. i am leaving. i will see you at the border'

[silent-partner-412]

basically the entire sequence of death mountain starting at goron city and ending with the fire temple was peak for me, this is exactly what i want out of the botw/totk style. the gimmick of the area was so much fun, the landscape was changed drastically from botw making it more or less entirely new, tons of cool caves to explore, possibly the best implementation of the depths so far, and an absolutely banger dungeon that shits on any dungeon i’ve seen in either game so far.

i did not care for death mountain in botw, visually it was great but the actual gameplay (especially during the story sequence good lord) was uhhhhhhh not very good! in totk it was the complete opposite though. they really raised the standard with this sequence, and i’m hoping the rest of the game can continue to impress like this.

#zelda #the legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #i’m going completely out of order here lol #the enemies were largely weaker and easier to take out than anything i’ve seen so far #so i’m pretty sure they expect you to go here after the rito village stuff and THEN zora’s domain #but it’s fine #i love linearity and what it can do for storytelling and difficulty scaling #but i’ve still been enjoying the freedom to go wherever #also lol im putting off the part of the game where they clearly expected me to start as long as possible #just because i can

[eisthenameofme]

Pictures of my cat being a Menace tm. For context- both the bag and the biting my hand picture are on a table she's not supposed to be on, and the bag she almost knocked off the table with herself in it. She only bites me very gently, though (either playing or informing me she wants me to stop doing something); sometimes she doesn't even close her teeth fully around my hand, and it's adorable.

#cat #cats #mypost #you can see a little stripe of black at the bottom because it's easier for me to get pictures together #if i just screenshot the ones i want from wherever they are and crop out the rest #instead of hunting through my camera #tempted to blaze this with a note like last time honestly #probably shouldnt spend too much money just blazing pictures of my cat honestly #but. have you considered. she

[girlvinland]

Ok bear with me this kind of exploded in the tags bc I just started thinking about it more and like ohh.

Random thought came to me this morning about how when I use to RP Will I HC’d the mask being a thing he used to kind of blot out some of the world because it all felt so loud and bright and it was easier for him to focus his psychic energies with it on, but then I was like wait this sounds familiar to my own experience and maybe I just didn’t realize the connections then but I have pretty bad photosensitivity and get overstimulated/overwhelmed super easy when I’m in crowds and things like that and now I’m like. Ah. If I had known it then I think I just would’ve made that part of the HC lol.

Also it’s just a fucking. Blast to the past looking at that old blog. I am still kinda proud of the name tbh lol bc it was @d-esper-ado (like desperado but with esper in the name, yeah it’s cheesy whatever).

#by bug #idk I like giving chars things I experience or relate to bc it’s easier for me to write from a place of understanding #even if it’s something like that that’s kind of minor in the grand scheme of things #i know some people don’t like that but for me it kind of helps release some of the stress associated w things like that #also surprised to see my Will blog hasn’t kicked the bucket yet but I’m still glad I backed it up #but anyway thinking of the post above and these things being put into chars that reflect my own experience #all of this was also waaaaay before my doctors first brought up adhd to me #and it was something I NEVER considered for myself bc like a lot of ppl my age #I thought it was a thing that mostly affected amab ppl and was you know all those stereotypes of what ppl thought of #and I remember the first time my therapist brought it up I went home to kind of look at symptoms and was like #oh everything in my life has just been explained to me #the things like I mentioned in the posts #people calling me flaky and telling me how much I interrupt #always feeling kind of..out of place among people at work or school or wherever and being called ‘weird’ but not really getting why #masking to prevent that #and priding myself on being a ‘social chameleon who gets along w anyone’ bc I HAD too to not be seen as weird #not ever realizing how detrimental that actually was for ME #my mom saying my entire like ‘you get so obsessed with things you can memorize all these other things but not school stuff’ #or zeke like ‘I can literally track your fixations by seeing the pictures you save on your phone’ #the meltdowns I’d have when I got too overwhelmed #and the inability to concentrate on anything like for real it was just like the answer to EVERYTHING #and I’m honestly really salty a lot of the time bc I wish to GOD they had done more research on this when I was a kid #so I could have learned how to cope with it better and shit #i think learning more skills earlier would have helped a lot #anyway that’s my ramble for the morning good day #I told you there was a tag explosion #I warned you #also do I HC Will having adhd idfk but I do like the photosensitivity thing for him lol #and just him getting overstimulated easily and having a physical item to help prevent it

[47-protons]

ive spent too much of the weekend reading an old fic series (”old” as if it isn’t still being updated) that i first discovered when i was in highschool and now my brain keeps waxxing poetic about shit

#isn't there magic in the world. don't you see it? #beloved is a word i use a lot but i didn't pull it out of the locket meme when it first wormed into my vocab #beloved in the way that you look at someone and their face makes the room brighter and colors more vibrant #breathe easier and feel in your bones the meaning of 'home is where the heart is' wherein home is not a building nor #physical place but home is with them and you'd follow them wherever they went if only they asked #beloved. beloved beloved beloved <3 #part of the waxxiness could be because there was a wedding this weekend but still. whatever. #also i was sick as a dog last week and kept making pasta with. mmmm i do not talk about my faith often or much or openly. #but potions are soups. soups can be potions there is magic in the world in the winds in the trees and food is the source of love. #love is stored in the soup. #and soup can be pasta. with onion and garlic and assorted spice mixes and an ungodly amount of parsley bc i fuckin love parsely dude #TLDR I'M FUCKING GAY

[carcinized]

i miss technoblade so much

#it’s getting easier to cope with but like. god i miss him a lot #i havent been grieving on tumblr bc that’s a very private thing but like. stars i miss that guy a lot #what a guy we were so blessed to have him here in our timeline. we were so blessed to get to be a part of his communities & enjoy his videos #he helped so many people myself included. what a life to live. miss him every day #what an incredible life to live. thank you techno for everything. i hope you’re well wherever you are now #tobin talks #death tw

[animationismycomfort]

wait okay i need to ask genuinely because I'm not understanding very well. i promise im trying not to be rude

but how are mspec/bi/pan lesbians valid/a thing?

Lesbian quite specifically means "woman who loves women", therefore, someone who loves men or someone who identifies as a man, couldn't be a lesbian? It feels like stealing the term from... lesbians, does it not?? "words are just words, gender is made up" but these terms, these words, they do hold meaning, don't they? They were made for a reason, after all. Lesbians feel a bit... pushed out when it comes to certain things sometimes, if that makes sense. I'm a lesbian myself and I sincerely feel like this label isn't "just a word" really and this invites male-aligned people into our space. We made these words so that we can describe ourselves, not even just lesbian, more words than that of course. Most, it not all identities, were named so that we could put words to our identity. for us thats women who love women. I'm not fully educated, and I'm open to it, and sorry for ranting but the term just does... bother me a little.

most of my friends, who also identify as lesbian, agree to this sentiment, and I do feel it's important to listen to wlw who say these things, we feel pushed out of our own space by people who could very well have their own space without taking a word we have always used to identify ourselves and mixing it to have a different meaning.

I’m not really good for this type of question as I myself do not fully understand(mostly because I am not of that minority specifically)but I get using labels that might be strange to others to explain yourself which is why I’m open and greatly love people who use them as well

you might wanna ask someone who does actual research and has a big understanding about it I could recommend some if you wish I know a bi lesbian blog that could help or you could search some up as well

sorry I can’t help but as someone who doesn’t have first hand experience I feel like I can’t really give a good one

but I think they’re valid because gender can be complicated and so can sexuality and I think if people truly feel that these labels fit them then so be it

I’ve noticed most people who use these terms are mostly people with more genders

or with different romantic and sexual attraction

or or they themselves are a system with multiple different people in there

or or or it can be for people with preferences as well

doesn’t mean they have to be of that to use em but it’s the most common

I personally think if you truly feel that you are this thing

then you are

gender and sexuality are all about feelings are they not?

and these terms were made to explain feelings and emotions we ourselves back in the day could not understand isn’t that true?

so….why not in my opinion

I’m sorry if it makes you uncomfortable but that might be an issue you yourself need to solve other then that I can’t give much else

also also how have y’all felt pushed out of your own space as far as I know mspec lesbians have their own?

as do male lesbians so how have you been pushed out of your own space?

I think you have some stuff to figure out but that you can do in your own time

though you again could find some help in the spaces and blogs I’ve talked about

either way I hope you find whatever your looking for

and I thank you for trying to understand and for being brave enough to ask even with your complicated and pretty strange views

#bit of a complicated ask with some complicated feelings #thanks for it nonetheless #and I wish I could help more but I’m not a professional on these things #also for the whole definition thing I think we used basic words to describe our complicated feelings as that’s all they were aloud but now #that we’re evolving we’re learning more ways to understand our complicated feelings #and one of those ways is finding out that though these definitions have a fit already they can also fit you #and I don’t think that’s a bad thing we as a society are changing everyday #words have meaning but these meanings and words were made up by people trying to understand themselves and though they have a basic #definition that is not all they are or made for #once you realize that everthing gets a bit easier to understand #also if I accidentally cherry picked your ask that was not my intention and im sorry if it felt like it was #I’m just trying my best with it seems a very long and serious issue of a problem for you #forgive me if I accidentally misunderstood anything #and if I offended you or said something personally innaporpraite please tell as I’m not good with telling when it comes to text #anyways have a good day or night wherever you are #and I hope you find some peace of mind and I hope you get the knowledge your seeking elsewhere #I hope no one gives me asks like this again #like not gonna fault people who wanna learn but I’m not that type of blog or person #mspec lesbian #mspec #boy lesbian #lesbian #question #asks #answered #not really #my stuffy stuff #if I offended anyone or got anything wrong please let me know #and feel free to educate me as well im always willing to learn #if this post hurts anyone I will gladly delete it