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ashersanity · 4 months
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- “S..Shit..! Just fucking stay like that..! Just like that, you stupid slut.!”
Y’know I think about big brother Whitney a lot..
content warning! incest, step-cest?, somnophilia, non-con
Thinking about him, frustrated and horny, nothing is really getting him. No matter how much he sifts through the pages of those dirty, raunchy magazines stolen from his dad’s drawers, maybe the old cassette tapes with over the top porn, clearly outdated in this day and age, flickering screen idly gazing back at him. Nothing is enough, nothing is actually getting it up for him, well, till he sets his sights on you. Stupid bitch that you are, snoozing away with your body comfortably tucked away under the covers, gripping at your pillows sheets as if you were calling for daddy and mommy.
How could the bully resist such a face either? Lush lips slightly parted, eyelashes fluttering gently in their wake with your chest slowly rising up and down, in sync with each and every one of your breaths taken. Good for you. Big brother’s here to keep company, push the fucking thoughts that’s been nagging at the back of his mind away. With a low grunt, he settles himself on top of you, not bothering to be gentle about it either, knees planted to each of your side, your blissful sleeping expression facing his crotch. How cute. Don’t even get to see his rock hard erection in his pants, jutted against your cheek as he slips a hand past his waistband, freeing his aching cock in much need of stimulation.
Starts off.. mostly tame, rubbing a hand over his leaking slit before finally gripping at the hard length, stroking it, fucking jerking himself off right in front of your face and you don’t even suspect a thing. How the fuck aren’t the slicked, wet sounds of his cock being roughly stroked not waking you up? God knows why but the delinquent doesn’t hesitate to take advantage of it, picking up the pace as he feels himself nearing climax, pumping his cock full of you.
Maybe it was a spur of the moment thing or just that fucking expression of yours, peek of your wet tongue against your lips, visualizing how that same tongue could be sucking on your big brother’s fat cock instead. That’s all it took, groaning out a curse under his breath as hot, white strings of cum spurt out of his cock, messily landing across your pristine skin and staining the sheets beneath.
…Yeah.
What a goddamn surprise you’ll be waking up to tomorrow.
Make sure to brush your teeth, you stupid slut.
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gracieheartspedro · 6 months
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i’m thinking, i’m thinking, i’m thinking, i’m thinking!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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malicmalicwriter · 2 months
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SPN misheard lyrics
"Baby, I would burn the Empty solely,
To count the freckles on your body..."
🔥🔥🔥
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wiirocku · 10 months
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1 John 5:14 (NLT) -  And we are confident that He hears us whenever we ask for anything that pleases Him.
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olath124 · 1 month
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Wednesday WIP Whenever
@wanderingaldecaldo and @ouroboros-hideout tagged me in this!
Ok, what I'm doing...
Drawings
I'm a bit delusional, so I've thrown myself into this crazy project.
A series of drawings of Kvio (yeah, that's their name now) during the years. Because the difference in age is not upsetting at all. They are "quick" drawings without background I'll be posting in the future, but here's a preview:
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(little Vio is a cutiepie, isn't she?!?)
Writing
Still writing! I had some new ideas that have given a lot of fuel to the brainrot and if before I was a little in doubt of where to go now I have ideas for a lot of new chapters! Many thanks to the Baddieghest for that... Brainstorming ideas with them really helped!
Here's a little preview, even if it's way, way ahead!
“Ok. I've got enough of him.” She hears from behind as she sees her own hand jolting forward to grab Hansen's wrist, while a worried and surprised expression appears on his face. She can feel her other hand quickly reaching for his knife as her whole body throws itself onto him. She grabs his knife but tries to fight back with all her strength, managing to deviate it enough not to hit his shoulder, but the couch’s cushion. The last thing she can feel is her own voice, but lower and twisted with anger saying: “This is Johnny, motherfucker!”
Still in its more powerful, raw, and unedited form...
But well, still going on, and very very inspired! Never thought when I started that I'd be still writing!
And yes, the temptation to make Johnny say: "Yippee ki-yay, motherfucker!" Was really strong...
@blackrevell @cybervesna @dustymagpie @cyberholic77 @theviridianbunny @aggravateddurian @wanderingaldecaldo @reilleclan-blog
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fantasy--w0rld · 7 months
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Caramelons and Woozy Cotton Candy(if this is okay)
Barbie had been summoned , well not exactly summons ... but invited up to Richards office for a catch up and coffee . There had been a note on the table saying he was running late but she was to make herself self comfortable and have something to drink and eat .
On his desk was these cute looking candies . And the pinkist fluffiest candy floss she had ever seen . She smiled and delicately took a little if the pink spun sugar after all how could she resis . Nothing that was pink was ever bad . As she ate she giggled a little feeling a little light headed and a warmth spread through her . She licked her lips and hummed . Eyeying the sweets chapped like melons and took one and chewed on it as she wondered around the room . The effects of the sweets began to react . Her breasts growing making her top feel tight , but the effect if the candyfloss having already taking effect making her not notice the changes.
She sat in the floor and smiled brightly as Rick came in and spoke in a seductive purr " rick ... I need you " and bit her lip .
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kaleidoskuls · 1 year
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Eddie: i like to wear Richie's hoodies because they have long sleeves and i can just– *throws arms around* *smacks Richie with sleeves*
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cpopjukebox · 4 months
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fluxydrawings · 1 year
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“Forget everything you used to know/ I think you better tell your friends to go/ Stick around cause I'm about to show you/ The beginning is the end” -This is Love by Air Traffic Controller
*crawls in covered in blood* i havent done a full illustration in so long. Two main protags of my story Whenever which’ll be written, eventually lmao. Heavily inspired by those song lyrics as these are their very first universe and very last universe designs <3
still images under the cut!
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jasab · 3 months
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justana0kguy · 10 months
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2023 JUNE 15 Thursday
"Whenever a person turns to the Lord the veil is removed [because] the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom."
~ 2 Corinthians 3:15b-16
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onedivinemisfit · 1 year
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5, 8, 22 😁
5. Anything you haven’t drawn yet but want to?
- omigosh but I haven’t got around to drawing adult Kunai yet. She’d be so darling, like a more feminine-aligned Torou, but with Obi’s mannerisms and Shirayuki’s positive energy~
8. What do you like most about your own work?
- hmmm. I like my linework <////<
22. When is your prime time to work on your art?
- I wish I knew! It used to be 24-03, but since my health collapse last autumn everything’s gotten shuffled! I still do draw some impulse stuff after midnight, but it’s not as energizing anymore. Strange times
Artist Asks
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slayersins · 6 months
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Barbatos in the honey’s sweet allure story!!
I can’t help but imagine him enjoying the hell out of a blushing mc after he told them why the candy morphed into a heart shape and that he planned ahead to use this opportunity to find out if mc also likes him…haha let’s take a selfie for devilgram and let everyone else know too haha jk hold up your heart shaped candy and smileee
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alteredbitchthing · 1 year
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you know
at first when i got into homestuck i think like, i got what they were going for with the typing quirks, i mean aside from characterizzation (characterization with rizz)
they needed ways for each character to have a distinct identity (largely text only)
i understood it, and i accepted it as the world they lived in, and while i definitely don’t think i go as nutty with it like the trolls do
i get it, i really do
like damb, i do just be doin that shit now too
(parenthesis for clarification (fuck it double them up)) - doin some fucking bedmas pemdas shit up in this bitch
the spacing of my messages or like paragraphs or whatever the fuck
i get it
it’s nirvana
it’s holy
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taylorswiftandx · 9 months
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Taylor Swift and When
Note: huge thank you to @meandmypagancrew who collaborated with me on the lyrics for this post! 'Taylor Swift'
Tim McGraw: But when you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think my favorite song
Tim McGraw: When you think happiness, I hope you think that little black dress
Tim McGraw: When you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think of me
Teardrops On My Guitar: I can’t even see anyone when he’s with me
Cold As You: When you take, you take the very best of me
The Outside: I didn’t know what I would find when I went looking for a reason
Stay Beautiful: And when you find everything you looked for, I hope your life leads you back to my door
Stay Beautiful: It’s hard to make a conversation when he’s taking my breath away
Stay Beautiful: And when you find everything you looked for, I hope your life leads you back to my front door
Mary’s Song (Oh My My My): Take me back when our world was one block wide
Mary’s Song (Oh My My My): I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried
Mary’s Song (Oh My My My): I was sixteen when suddenly I wasn’t that little girl you used to see
Mary’s Song (Oh My My My): Take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle
Our Song: When we’re on the phone and you talk real slow cause it’s late and your mama don’t know
Our Song: The first date, “Man, I didn’t kiss her when I should have”
Our Song: When I got home, ‘fore I said, “Amen”
Our Song: When we’re on the phone and he talks real slow cause it’s late and his mama don’t know
Our Song: The first date, “Man, I didn’t kiss him when I should have”
I’m Only Me When I’m With You: I’m only up when you’re not down
I’m Only Me When I’m With You: And I’m only me when I’m with you
I’m Only Me When I’m With You: When I’m with anybody else, it’s so hard to be myself
I’m Only Me When I’m With You: Well, I’m only me when I’m with you
Invisible: She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile
Invisible: She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
'Fearless (Taylor's Version)'
Fearless: There’s something bout the way the street looks when it’s just rained
Fifteen: ‘Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you’re gonna believe them
Fifteen: When you’re fifteen, feeling like there’s nothing to figure out
Fifteen: You’re dancing ‘round the room when the night ends, when the night ends
Fifteen: When you’re fifteen and your first kiss makes your head spin round
Fifteen: When all you wanted was to be wanted, wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Fifteen: And when you’re fifteen, don’t forget to look before you fall
Love Story: We were both young when I first saw you
Love Story: My faith in you was fading when I met you on the outskirts of town
Hey Stephen: I’ll be the one waiting there even when it’s cold
White Horse: That face of angel comes out just when you need it to
You Belong With Me: Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what you’re looking for has been here the whole time
You Belong With Me: I’m the one who makes you laugh when you know you’re ‘bout to cry
Tell Me Why: You know you got a mean streak, makes me run for cover when you’re around
The Way I Loved You: He calls exactly when he says he will
Forever & Always: I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
Forever & Always: You flashback to when he said forever and always
Forever & Always: It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Forever & Always: I was there when you said forever and always
Forever & Always: Flashback to when we said forever and always
The Best Day: There is a video I found from back when I was three
The Best Day: I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
Change: It’s hard to fight when the fight ain’t fair
Change: When the walls that they put up to hold us back fell down
Jump Then Fall: When people say things that bring you to your knees, I’ll catch you
Jump Then Fall: The time is gonna come when you’re so mad you could cry
Untouchable: When you’re close I feel like coming undone
Untouchable: In the middle of the night when I’m in this dream
SuperStar: Morning loneliness comes around when I’m not dreaming about you
SuperStar: When my world wakes up today, you’ll be in another town
SuperStar: And I know when I saw your face, I’d be counting down the ways to see you
The Other Side Of The Door: Tell me why you couldn’t see when I left I wanted you to chase after me
Today Was A Fairytale: You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today Was A Fairytale: Time slows down whenever you’re around
Today Was A Fairytale: Fell in love when I saw you standing there
Mr. Perfectly Fine: But that was when I got to know Mr. Change of heart
We Were Happy: When the porch lights were shining bright
We Were Happy: Back when we had all night and we were happy
We Were Happy: You threw your arms around my neck back when I deserved it
We Were Happy: When it was good, baby, it was good, baby
That’s When: When I said, “I need some time, need some space to think about all of this”
That’s When: And I said, “When can I come back?” and you said, “That’s when”
That’s When: When I wake up in the morning, that’s when
That’s When: When it’s sunny or storming
That’s When: Laughing when I’m crying and that’s when
That’s When: That’s when I’ll be waiting at the front gate
That’s When: That’s when, when I see your face
That’s When: I’ll let you in and baby that’s when
That’s When: When you said, “I did you wrong, made mistakes, and put you through all of this”
That’s When: And you said, “When can I come back?”
That’s When: And you said, “Honestly, when you were gone, did you ever think of me?”
That’s When: And I said, “That’s when, when I woke up in the morning”
That’s When: That’s when it was sunny or storming
That’s When: Laughing when I was crying and that’s when you were waiting at the front gate
That’s When: That’s when, when I saw your face, you let me in, and baby, that’s when
That’s When: When I’m laughing, when I’m crying, that’s when I miss you, that’s when I want you, that’s when I love you
'Speak Now (Taylor's Version)'
Mine: When it was hard to take, yes, yes, this is what I thought about
Sparks Fly: I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Sparks Fly: Give me something that’ll haunt me when you’re not around
Back To December: Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
Back To December: When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
Back To December: And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
Speak Now: I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the back door
Speak Now: I’ll meet you when I’m out of my tux at the back door
Speak Now: So glad you were around when they said, “Speak now”
Dear John: Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Dear John: I’ll look back in regret how I ignored when they said, “Run as fast as you can”
Dear John: Don’t you think nineteen’s too you to be played by your dark, twisted games when I loved you so?
Mean: You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard calling me out when I’m wounded
The Story Of Us: I don’t know what to say since the twist of fate when it all broke down
The Story Of Us: How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
The Story Of Us: I liked it better when you were on my side
Never Grow Up: Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Enchanted: Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
Better Than Revenge: The story starts when it was hot and it was summer
Innocent: Wasn’t it beautiful when you believed in everything and everybody believed in you?
Innocent: Wasn’t it easier in your firefly-catching days when everything out of reach someone bigger brought down to you?
Haunted: Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone
Last Kiss: How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
Long Live: When they gave us our trophies and we held them up for our town
Long Live: When they point to the pictures, please tell them my name
Superman: I’ll be right here on the ground when you come back down
When Emma Falls In Love: When Emma falls in love, she paces the floor
When Emma Falls In Love: When Emma falls in love, she calls up her mom
When Emma Falls In Love: When Emma falls in love, I know that boy will never be the same
When Emma Falls In Love: When Emma falls in love, it’s all on her face
When Emma Falls In Love: When Emma falls in love, she disappears
When Emma Falls In Love: When Emma falls apart, it’s when she’s alone
When Emma Falls In Love: ‘Cause when Emma falls in love, she’s in it for keeps
When Emma Falls In Love: Well, she’s so New York when shes in LA
When Emma Falls In Love: When Emma falls in love, I’m learning
When Emma Falls In Love: Now he’ll be her shelter when it rains
Castles Crumbling: They used to cheer when they saw my face
Foolish One: Wishful thoughts forget to mention when something’s really not right
Foolish One: ‘Cause when my head is on your shoulder, it starts thinking you’ll come around
Foolish One: And maybe someday when we’re older, this is something we’ll laugh about
Foolish One: Foolish one, the day is gonna come for your confessions of love, when all is said and done
Timeless: And that’s when I called you and it’s so hard to explain
Timeless: I had to smile when it caught my eye
Timeless: That’s when I came upon a book covered in cobwebs
Timeless: The story started when you said “Hello” in a crowded room a few short years ago
Timeless: I’m gonna love you when our hair is turning gray
'Red (Taylor's Version)'
Red: Moving on from him is impossible when I still see it all in my head
I Knew You Were Trouble: When I fell hard, you took a step back
I Knew You Were Trouble: And he’s long gone when he’s next to me
I Knew You Were Trouble: ‘Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
I Knew You Were Trouble: He was long gone when he met me
All Too Well: After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
All Too Well: ‘Cause there we are again when I loved you so
22: Tonight’s the night when we forget about the deadlines
22: Tonight’s the night when we forget about the heartbreaks
We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together: I remember when we broke up the first time
We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together: We hadn’t seen each other in a month when you said you needed space (What?)
Stay Stay Stay: That’s when you came in wearing a football helmet and said, “Okay, let’s talk”
Stay Stay Stay: You think that it’s funny when I’m mad, mad, mad
Stay Stay Stay: No one else is gonna love me when I get mad, mad, mad
The Last Time: Disappear when you come back, everything is better
Holy Ground: Back when you fit in my poems like a perfect rhyme
Holy Ground: Yeah, you skip the conversation when you already know
Sad Beautiful Tragic: Words, how little they mean when you’re a little too late
Everything Has Changed: All I knew this morning when I woke is I know something now
Starlight: Can’t remember what song it was playing when we walked in
Begin Again: He didn’t like it when I wore high heels, but I do
The Moment I Knew: Your close friends always seem to know when there’s something really wrong
The Moment I Knew: What do you say when tears are streaming down your face in front of everyone you know?
The Moment I Knew: And what do you do when the one who means the most to you is the one who didn’t show?
Come Back… Be Here: Right when I was just about to fall
Come Back… Be Here: And this is when the feeling sinks in
Come Back… Be Here: This is falling for you when you are worlds away
Better Man: I’m probably better off on my own than loving a man who didn’t know what he had when he had it
Better Man: I just wish I could forget when it was magic
Nothing New: Criticize the way you fly when you’re soaring through the sky
Nothing New: Will you still want me when I’m nothing new?
Nothing New: How long will it be cute, all this crying in my room when you can’t blame it on my youth?
I Bet You Think About Me: They let me sit in back when we were in love
I Bet You Think About Me: I bet you couldn’t believe when you realized I’m harder to forget than I was to leave
I Bet You Think About Me: Last time you felt free was when none of that shit mattered ‘cause you were with me
I Bet You Think About Me: I bet you think about me when you’re out at your cool indie music concerts every week
I Bet You Think About Me: I bet you think about me when you say, “Oh my god, she’s insane, she wrote a song about me”
Forever Winter: When the lights go out it’s hard to breathe
Run: I’ll take it when I leave and hold it for you
The Very First Night: They weren’t riding in the car when we both fell
The Very First Name: I was riding in the car when we both fell
All Too Well (10 Minute Version): And there we are again when nobody had to know
All Too Well (10 Minute Version): From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
'1989 (Taylor's Version)'
Welcome to New York: When we first dropped our bags on apartment floors
Blank Space: You can tell me when it’s over if the high was worth the pain
Style: And when we go crashing down we come back every time
Out of the Woods: The night we couldn’t quite forget when we decided to move the furniture so we could dance
Out of the Woods: Remember when you hit the brakes too soon?
Out of the Woods: When you started crying, baby, I did, too
Out of the Woods: But when the sun came up, I was looking at you
Out of the Woods: Remember when we couldn’t take the heat?
Out of the Woods: And when the sun came up, you were looking at me
All You Had To Do Was Stay: People like me wanna believe you when you say you’ve changed
All You Had To Do Was Stay: Then why’d you have to go and lock me out when I let you in?
All You Had To Do Was Stay: People like me are gone forever when you say goodbye
Wildest Dreams: And when we’ve had our very last kiss, my last request is
Wildest Dreams: Someday when you leave me I bet these memories follow you around
How You Get The Girl: Tell her how you must have lost your mind when you left her all alone and never told her why
This Love: When you’re young, you just run
I Know Places: Something happens when everybody finds out
Clean: When the flowers that we’d grown together died of thirst
Clean: When I was drowning, that’s when I could finally breathe
Clean: When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room
Now That We Don’t Talk: Just like I had been when you were chasing me
Suburban Legends: I was always turning out my empty pockets and when it came to you
Suburban Legends: When you hold me, it holds me together
Suburban Legends: When I ended up back at our class reunion walking in with you
Suburban Legends: When you told me we’d get back together
Is It Over Now?: Was it over when she laid down on your couch?
Is It Over Now?: Was it over when he unbuttoned my blouse?
Bad Blood (feat. Kendrick Lamar): Remember when you tried to write me off?
Bad Blood (feat. Kendrick Lamar): Remember when you thought I’d take a loss?
Sweeter Than Fiction: You never saw it coming, slipped when you started running
Sweeter Than Fiction: What a sight, what a sight when the light came on
Sweeter Than Fiction: Proved me right, proved me right when you proved them wrong
Sweeter Than Fiction: And when they call your name and they put your picture in a frame
Sweeter Than Fiction: You know I’ll be there time and again ‘cause I loved you when, when you
'reputation'
End Game: I’m one call away whenever you need me
End Game: Knew her when I was young, reconnected when we were a little bit older
End Game: Even when we’d argue, we’d not do it for long
Delicate: Sometimes I wonder when you sleep, are you ever dreaming of me?
Delicate: Somethings when I look into your eyes, I pretend you’re mine all the damn time
Look What You Made Me Do: I don’t like your perfect crime, how you laugh when you lie
So It Goes…: Trippin’, trip, trippin’ when you’re gone
So It Goes…: When you get me alone, it’s so simple
So It Goes…: Skippin’, skip, skippin’ when I’m gone
Dress: Flashback when you met me
This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things: There are no rules when you show up here
Call It What You Want: They fade to nothing when I look at him
New Year’s Day: I stay when you’re lost and I’m scared and you’re turning away
New Year’s Day: I stay when it’s hard or it’s wrong or we’re making mistakes
'Lover'
The Man: When everyone believes ya, what’s that like?
I Think He Knows: I think he knows when we get all alone I’ll make myself at home
Paper Rings: I hate accidents except when we went from friends to this
Paper Rings: When you jumped in first, I went in, too
Cornelia Street: Back when we were card sharks, playing games
Death By A Thousand Cuts: I can’t pretend it’s okay when it’s not
London Boy: He likes my American smile, like a child when our eyes meet
False God: I can’t talk to you when you’re like this
False God: When you’re led by blind faith, blind faith
False God: I know heaven’s a thing, I go there when you touch me, honey, hell is when I fight with you
False God: And you can’t talk to me when I’m like this
You Need To Calm Down: Why are you mad when you could be GLAAD?
Afterglow: Tell me that we’ll be just fine even when I lose my mind
Afterglow: Tell me that I’m all you want even when I break your heart
ME!: Baby doll, when it comes to a lover, I promise that you’ll never find another like me
ME!: When we had that fight out in the rain
'folklore'
Cardigan: When you are young, they assume you know nothing
Cardigan: When I felt like I was an old cardigan under someone’s bed, you put me on and said I was your favorite
Cardigan: I knew everything when I was young
My Tears Ricochet: When I’d fight, you used to tell me I was brave
My Tears Ricochet: And I still talk to you when I’m screaming at the sky and when you can’t sleep at night you hear my stolen lullabies
Mirrorball: When I break, it’s in a million pieces
Mirrorball: Hush, when no one is around, my dear
Mirrorball: When they sent home the horses and the rodeo clowns
August: Will you call when you’re back at school?
August: Back when we were still changing for the better
August: Remember when I pulled up and said, “Get in the car”?
August: Back when I was living for the hope of it all, for the hope of it all
This Is Me Trying: My words shoot to kill when I’m mad
This Is Me Trying: It’s hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound
This Is Me Trying: It’s hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you
Illicit Affairs: You’ll be flushed when you return
Invisible String: Teal was the color of your shirt when you were sixteen at the yogurt shop
Invisible String: Gold was the color of the leaves when I showed you around Centennial Park
Mad Woman: Does a scorpion sting when fighting back?
Mad Woman: When you say I seem angry, I get more angry
Betty: When I passed your house, it’s like I couldn’t breathe
Betty: When she pulled up like a figment of my worst intentions
Betty: Right now is the last time I can dream about what happens when you see my face again
Peace: Give you the silence that only comes when two people understand each other
Hoax: You knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart
Hoax: Darling, this was just as hard as when they pulled me apart
'evermore'
Willow: I’m like the water when your ship rolled in that night
‘Tis The Damn Season: I felt it when I passed you
No Body, No Crime: I noticed when I passed his house his truck has got some brand new tires
No Body, No Crime: Good thing my daddy made me get a boating license when I was fifteen
Happiness: Honey, when I’m above the trees I see this for what it is
Happiness: I was dancing when the music stopped
Happiness: Tell me, when did your winning smile begin to look like a smirk?
Happiness: When did all our lessons start to look like weapons pointed at my deepest hurt?
Happiness: No one teaches you what to do when a good man hurts you
Dorothea: When we were younger down in the park, honey, making a lark of the misery
Dorothea: When it was calmer, skipping the prom just to piss off your mom and her pageant schemes
Coney Island: And it gets colder and colder when the sun goes down
Coney Island: Will you forgive my soul when you’re too wise to trust me and too old to care?
Coney Island: When I got into the accident, the sight that flashed before me was your face
Coney Island: When I walked up to the podium I think that I forgot to say your name
Coney Island: When the sun goes down, the sight that flashed before me was your face
Cowboy Like Me: The ladies lunching have their stories about when you passed through town
Long Story Short: When I dropped my sword, I threw it in the bushes and knocked on your door
Evermore: When I was shipwrecked, I thought of you
Right Where You Left Me: I swear you could hear a hair pin drop right when I felt the moment stop
Right Where You Left Me: You’re sitting in front of me at the restaurant when I was still the one you want
It’s Time To Go: When the dinner is cold and the chatter gets old you ask for the tab
It’s Time To Go: When the words of a sister come back in whispers that prove she was not
It’s Time To Go: In your soul you know when it’s time to go
It’s Time To Go: Or trying to stay for the kids when keeping it how it is will only break their hearts worse
It’s Time To Go: In my soul, I know when it’s time to go
'Midnights'
Maroon: When the morning came we were cleaning incense off your vinyl shelf
Maroon: The burgundy on my t-shirt when you splashed your wine into me
Maroon: When the silence came, we were shaking, blind and hazy
Anti-Hero: When my depression works the graveyard shift all of the people I’ve ghosted stand there in the room
Midnight Rain: He never thinks of me except for when I’m on TV
Question…?: When she said it was too much, do you wish you could still touch her?
Bejeweled: Putting someone first only works when you’re in their top five
Bejeweled: When I walk in the room, I can still make the whole place shimmer
Bejeweled: When I meet the band they ask, “Do you have a man?” I could still say, “I don’t remember”
Dear Reader: Dear reader, bend when you can, snap when you have to
Dear Reader: Dear reader, when you aim at the devil, make sure you don’t miss
Dear Reader: No one sees when you lose when you’re playing solitaire
Other Songs written by Taylor
All Of The Girls You Loved Before: When you think of all the late nights, lame fights over the phone
All Of The Girls You Loved Before: When I think of all the makeup, fake love out on the town
Beautiful Ghosts: Should I take chances when no one took chances on me?
Best Days Of Your Life: Yeah, someone told me once when you were out, she went a little crazy, ran her mouth about me
Christmas Tree Farm: And when I’m feeling alone, you remind me of home
Christmas Tree Farm: And when the world isn’t fair, I pretend that we’re there
Christmases When You Were Mine: There were Christmases when you were mine
Christmases When You Were Mine: When you were putting up the lights this year, did you notice one less pair of hands?
Christmases When You Were Mine: There were Christmases when I didn’t wonder how you are tonight
Eyes Open: Even when you’re sleeping, keep your eyes open
I Heart ?: And when you’re home all alone at tonight, you still wonder why
I Heart ?: And you’ll know you didn’t beat me when you look down and see I got an I heart question mark written on the back of my hand
If This Was A Movie: When time stood still and I had you
If This Was A Movie: Flashback to the night when you said to me
Safe and Sound: I remember tears streaming down your face when I said, “I’ll never let you go”
Safe and Sound: When all those shadows almost killed your light
Safe and Sound: Hold onto this lullaby even when the music’s gone
The Alcott: I see you smile when you see it’s me
The Joker and the Queen (Remix): When I fold, you see the best in me
The Joker and the Queen (Remix): When I folded, you saw the best in me
This Is What You Came For: I say, “Your place” when we leave
Two Is Better Than One: ‘Cause when I close my eyes and drift away, I think of you and everything’s okay
You’ll Always Find Your Way Back Home: But when the lights go down, it’s the ending of the show
You’ll Always Find Your Way Back Home: ‘Cause when I’m feeling down and I’m all alone, I always got a place where I can go
Official Alternate Releases
I Bet You Think About Me (Clean Version): Last time you felt free was when none of that mattered ‘cause you were with me
Lover (feat. Shawn Mendes): Pictures of when we were young would hang on the wall
Lover (feat. Shawn Mendes): I’ll sing love songs to you when we’re eighty
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Hoo, Eri's feelings are super fun because I can't completely decipher what it is or why it shows up the way it does. But like at current, they'll go down as the villain. Like they are fine with that ending. They'd rather suffer than be granted mercy by those of their disdain. It's a disgrace worse than death. A definite 'grace is weakness.'
And they don't seem to have thought of themselves beyond their hand in the conspiracy and their revenge. No matter if they tell themselves and others otherwise. Mainly because they don't know. They don't know who they are outside of this role they have lived for so much of their life.
And they don't fight it because...well, Eriskyne hasn't really known there is anything else. Like their life is painted so gray and black, having color--such as joy and love--is alien. It is something difficult to fathom. Despite the technicality they have experienced those things, it was so far in the past that they almost think of it as a dream.
Weirdly they contextualize their thing as like a dream. Almost like the airheaded fantasies of being whisked away by fae of all things. Fairy tale like. Despite having the cynicism that denounces that sort of ideal. That's how far removed they feel from their life before. That it almost can feel like it didn't exist or wistful thinking.
Also strange is how their resentment manifests. Like you'd think it's Seoras they hate the most. And they do. But because of how intimately their schemes and their father's run, they can't really show or act on that resentment. So the honestly less severe disdains seemed dialed up because they have no other place they can take out their resentment. And it seems to actually fall on gentry that are older than themselves and Tara. That is King Camhlaidh and the nobles his age.
The most obvious of this is Ruaidhri. Like really they do not hate Ruaidhri anywhere near as much as Seoras. But I feel like their pettiness and actions make it seem so much bigger. Like they know Ruaidhri knows nothing about them. And they don't begrudge him in that respect. But it as has been rightfully pointed out, it is indeed frustrating to know and watch your sibling coast while you feel you're busting your ass. And honestly? I think some of it is Seoras rubbing off on them since it's like where you vent to someone about someone you dislike or get annoyed with so much and the listener gets up into it.
And like the deepest thing they dislike about Ruaidhri is the knowledge that he gets everything. Even if it ended up the success of the Allanach getting in with the royal line, Ruaidhri gets the most out of that. Not them. And this looming inevitability that they will never be the one to truly be the one lauded nor crowned with that success. I still have no idea how Seoras has not considered Eriskyne's reward out of the scheme. Like royal line, woo but like...do they get anything substantial out of it? Eriskyne has assumed that likely if it was a fully success, Seoras would bump him off. It's not like he'd mourn it much.
The other is actually Camhlaidh. This is the one that I kinda get but also baffles the fuck out of me. Like you would think it's the royal they were set up to court. But no. They don't dislike Tara, if anything in a similar boat. Like she gets a pass despite everything. But Camhlaidh? They are judging him hard.
The best I can think it's not really Camhlaidh himself that Eriskyne hates, it's all the he represents. He is the inheritor and main player of the royalty that his father is obsessed with and has been told whom they're supposed to want to be with or be. And they cannot see any worth in it. Not when you have 'friends' like the current advisor. And not when you are a constant spectacle for your subjects and laid bare by the land itself. They cannot understand it (and probably a bit annoyed from how he acts is not how they would act.)
The other is that he is not only king but King of the Seelie Court. The fae. The bloodline and figures that brought them to this insane land. The fae that are the wanton and beguiling. The fae that are ruthless and elusive. The fae they wanted nothing to do with but it is literally all they have.
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