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streamat4am · 2 days
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anyways, lets talk about aus here yall
lowkey, i like to think enid and cairo probably end up in a friends with benefits situation
It probably didnt start immediately as them fucking. I like to think Enid helps cairo move in, they get close as friends and when cairo curls her finger along the belt loop of a confused enid after a day of teasing, the day ends with them having sex!
Except when Enid wakes up with cairo away from bed, you're left with a confused dog wondering if what just happened happened
Believe it or not, this is Enid's first time and when you're from a culture where people tend to mate for life, Enid lowkey woke up with a thought that hey, maybe... i can try again
Sex means something after all and sure, wednesday is still in her mind but this is the first time someone has ever given her attention and cairo has always been a nice girl
maybe Enid can really can try again
Then reality crashes when she walks into the living room, fully clothed and sees cairo acting like nothing ever happened
She smiles, she's talking the same and there is no mention of what they did last night
Enid isn't an awkward lady, not at all! But Enid has thought wrong before. She did think wednesday loved her the way Enid did after all so you can say she was a bit more on the cautious side
Maybe she was overthinking it. Maybe sex doesnt mean anything after all, there must be a reason Cairo isnt saying anything
Then it continues
it keeps happening and one day when Enid tries to stop herself because she really can't keep doing this- Cairo says the words that made Enid sink:
"cmon, Enid," She says, breathy and wanting. "No strings attached, its just some fun"
fun.
There's a space between them after that
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penandinkprincess · 2 years
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okay but alternative post-mountain option of jaskier just being THE fucking pettiest person and pretending he doesn’t know geralt at all, which leads to geralt coming to the conclusion that he’s been the victim of a curse to erase his memory so he has to fix it, and by the time jaskier figures out what geralt decided was happening, he’s in too deep and can’t fess up and just has to double down on the amnesia bit 
#geraskier#geralt#jaskier#pen posts#jask doesn't act afraid or anything he just treats geralt like every other witcher#polite but distant#(when in reality he would actually be JUST as a friendly with any other witcher but geralt's never seen him interact with any of the others)#and jask has taken to wearing hella cologne bc he doesnt' have to think about witcher noses anymore clearly#so geralt can't smell his emotions underneath it all and GENUINELY thinks jaskier doesn't know him#bc he knows jaskier and expected the bard to be PISSED. it's why he got down the mountain so fast.#but this impersonal calm MUST mean he's been cursed#OH MAN GERALT HAVING TO BE THE ONE TO GET JASKIER TO TRAVEL WITH HIM AGAIN SO HE CAN FIX IT#BC HE FEELS GUILTY THAT A PART OF JASKIER'S LIFE WAS STOLEN BC HE WASN'T THERE TO PROTECT HIM#meanwhile jask JUST caught onto the fact that geralt thinks he's cursed and is weighing dropping the bit against putting up with this#but well#geralt is being so sweet and solicitous he doesn't really want to give it up#bc it's nice after so many years to be BLATANTLY played to#and well he deserves it doesn't it? after the mountain? why shouldn't he be coddled a little bit?#oh MAN the bittersweet of seeing how their relationship COULD have gone if geralt had put it even a smidge of effort#and jaskier wondering if this is all coming from guilt and if geralt ever ACTUALLY cared#meanwhile geralt is thinking the same thing bc it's so nice to take care of jask and to make him happy#and he's kicking himself for how long it took him to realize it all and that it's only when jaskier doesn't realize it#JUST GUILT AND NO BRAINCELLS ACROSS THE BOARD#OH MAN jaskier cries when he finally confesses bc the guilt is too much for him bc ti went farther than he ever meant for it to#and he thinks now he's lost it forever right when he was finally able to enjoy it#and geralt just hugs him (BC HE DOES AFFECTIONATE TOUCHES NOW MOTHERFUCKER)#bc it's what he should have been doing all along and ASKS FOR JASKIER'S FORGIVENESS BC NOW HE KNOWS HOW ONE SIDED THEY WERE#UNO REVERSE APOLOGY
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red-dyed-sarumane · 2 months
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if u can enjoy something 100% & find no flaws in it personally then thats amazing but thats also a very rare experience. ur not a "fake fan" if u dont like a certain part of something & wish it was handled differently. idk why online spaces are so skewed to "if u have anything negative to say then u dont like the thing at all and are a hater" thats not how it works. like at all. if u are in ur own personal spaces going 'i like this but this one part shouldve been better' that doesnt make u any less of a fan of said thing. if u are going out of ur way to seek something out & interject on other people's posts about how awful it is & no one should like it then yeah ur being a hater about it. but disliking a part of a whole is a common experience & can coincide with being a fan of said thing. if u only "like" media that u find no problems with whatsoever u are going to be miserable. its okay & fine to have problems with things u like
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todayisafridaynight · 10 months
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if i think bout ichi going to jiro kasuga's grave and arakawa accompanying him Maybe At Least Once i just might explode
#snap chats#hi everyone. coping with my reality. plus it is fathers day tomorrow#ill save all THAT rambling after The Real Meat alright lemme get that juice out the way#anyway no i was just having an idle thought with fathers day coming up#an i just thought of like. Just-Got-Here ichi wantin to see his Relatively-Recently-Deceased's dad's grave#maybe arakawa wanted to ask ichi to do somethin on X day and ichi visibly is just 😬#obvi he tries to brush it off like Oh Its Nothing Sir Haha :) but arakawa's A Dad.#and grew up with a troubled childhood alright he knows when someones hiding something so he encourages ichi to tell him the truth#such comes The Bean Spillin an ichi's just 'remember how i said my dad died yeah i wanted to visit him that day 👉👈 '#followed up by the obligatory backpedaling But Its Fine I Can Do Another Day ! No Worries ! etc etc#so pleaaasse cut to arakawa making a 'deal' with ichi in that he can go that day but only if he could tag along#ichi's a great kid it's worth visiting the guy who raised him right#im gonna throw up if arakawa just gets a Funny Feeling during their visit yk what i mean#he just feels Especially grateful for jiro and what he did for ichi- doesnt exactly know why maybe ichi really is just that good of a kiddo#im gona make myself throw UP oh my GOD. crying dying etc etc#if you see me write or draw anything after this no you dont#speaking of though Personal Ramble Time i knew i shouldnt have eaten until later this is my karma <- thats not how karma works#i try not to eat in the evening and the time i do unprompted BOOM mother's home. screaming crying yelling#i still had things i wanted to do upstairs too gdi now i gotta wait til monday or like. 2AM ☠️☠️☠️#ok thats all byyyyye im gonna cope with my cringe family situation with projection 👋
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shrimp1y · 2 years
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I want to open my mouth about gojo so bad. I want to talk about stupid scifi physics and math. i need someone validate me about the hc that prison realm is basically shrodingers box but instead of a cat its gojo
#gojo satoru#jjk#satoru gojo#touching grass#clearly nobody had thought about the fucked up fact that time not passing in the cube is basically the same thing as infinite time#because time was literally invented by human people to talk about how our body and surrounding changes relative to it#and if time is not passing for gojo it means he doesnt have to pee or breathe or anything. his heart would literally be stopped mid beat#the dude isnt breathin in there either. if you are breathing thats time happening to you#as bestie would say krill my dear shrimp gege didn't think that hard about it#there's no atmosphere in the prison realm. there's nothing. time and space is what makes up our reality if there's no time#gojo would have to be All Thoughts He could Ever have at once#because if he starts counting and keeping track of the number. that's time passing. he has nothing to anchor his consciousness to#do you understand how fucked up is as a sentence esp the fact that gojo isn't Paused. he is still Thinking#like if he was Paused then yeah that's time stopping because WE made TIME up. but if he could perceive that time isn't passing what the#fuck does that mean.#'so where does shrodingers box come into play silly shrimp' well. heh. superposition#gojo is in a state where he is both dead and alive in that box. and like if all versions of his consciousness exists at the same time he'd#to be fair that's not really how shrodingers box and superposition works but it sounds cool doesn't it. anyways. if he comes out of that#box perfectly intact without any repercussions i call that bs#gege u mentioned time being subjective when u said one minute in gojos mind is mere seconds. what the fuck would timelessness in gojos mind#be. its literally eternity. do you know how terrible solitary confinement is for a person and we are not mentioning complete#sensory deprivation#WHAT DOES#TIME DOESNT PASS MEAN#then again i tried to think of curse energy and reverse curse technique as entropy and reverse entropy so yeah#and entropy is also basically. intrinsically related to time#im so fucked in the head
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yooooo!!! you’re my favorite ethan winters artist i just wanna say that first and foremost, thank you for the wholesome content of my comfort character and father figure 🥹🫶
i’m really curious bc i feel like i see a lot of people against mithan (not me personally, i’m p neutral on them!) but i’m curious to know all your thoughts on them! thoughts on their canon relationship, their fanon portrayal, the backlash against them/mia accusations, and your headcanons? i’m just really interested!!! hopefully that’s not weird :”)
have a good day!! sparkle on!!! ✨💖
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i heart mithan... i think that they can be so cute...
i personally hc them t4t and i like to think that the dated in highschool before they both had fully transitioned
mia likes to bake and ethan likes to scrap book and he always likes to take pictures of mias cakes/ baked goods and has a album for them 😭
i am a multishipper so i draw a lot of ethan ships so my girl is left out sometimes and im sorry mia 😔
i actually really like their relationship, its a really complex dynamic that i like to talk about with my friends
i think the issue is that when talking about mithan or mia in general, theres just SO MUCH misinformation that its honestly a pain the butt to talk about
people still think that she was responsible for the creation of eveline, people still think that she experimented on eveline, people still use examples of her attacking ethan as if she did it on her own will instead of being mind controlled
in reality she was just someone who oversaw the transportation of evie. im not excusing her or anything because obviously she knew what she was doing, but people really try to accuse her of doing something she didnt and it bothers me alot lol
the problem with the fandom is that people either try to water her down to girlboss who did nothing wrong and fail to acknowledge the complexity/ moral grayness of her character and the other side is misogynists 😭😭😭😭
its hard to talk about her without people either going "stop trying to villainize her and make her look bad!" or people ACTUALLY villainizing her and acting like heisenberg would have treated him better 😭😭
mithan is such a sad relationship because they loved each other so much and that ended up being the reason their relationship fell apart (sort of... its not like the broke up... ethan kinda just straight up died)
i get a lot a trouble for saying this, but mia is a selfish person.
its not a bad thing! well i mean it is but it doesnt make her some evil witch who is somehow worse than the guy how made a werewolf american ninja warrior. its just a major character flaw she has! which is good! mia being a flawed person who makes mistakes and morally gray decisions make her a more interesting person!
she is selfish in the way that she wants to keep her family with her no matter the cost. even if it means lying to ethan about her job so that he wont think different of her. here is a interrogation from the re7 DLC, which is easy to miss!
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she isnt necessarily trying to apologize for the things she has done, she is more of a, "u wont need to forgive me in the first place if we just forget it all and move on"
she doesn't try to redeem herself for what she has done, she tries to move on and return to the normal life that she wants so bad. which is fine! everyone copes a different way and she has to right to move on from her trauma. the problem that lies in this is that she has a shared trauma with ethan who still has no idea what went on in dulvey and still effects him till the present (he is mold! this is a important thing to know! most people would want to know if they were a walking corpse)
she played a direct part in what happened in dulvey, and im not referring to the email, she did not send that. she never wanted ethan to come in the first place. she tried her best to send a video to him, begging him to forget about her because she wanted to protect him, BUT it didnt send.
he got involved because she was involved. its honestly a series of really really unfortunate events.
THOUGH! she did know what she was getting into. im tired of seeing the narrative that mia was innocent and didnt know what was going on or was simply a bystander. she knew what she was doing, she knew eveline was a bioweapon, she knew eveline was a child. she used a MACHINE GUN! she knows how to use weapons and was obviously trained for it.
she tried her best to keep everybody out of the mess, ex: warning the bakers not to take them in, warning ethan not to find her, sacrificing herself for ethan in the later half of re7
but again, those are the consequences of HER actions
her consequences just happen to get really big and end up hitting ethan on the head like a metal sheet 😭
their relationship is really so interesting, it makes me really sad to think about sometimes 😭they both went through something that nobody else would ever understand, in the end they really only have each other. they get moved to an entire different country and the dulvey incident gets covered up with a "gas leak"
its really tragic because their marriage definitely had some flaws and bumps. and i know im repeating myself but its because people always take this in the worst way possible but just because i say their relationship was rocky doesnt mean im saying they dont love each other!!! thats the entire basis of mias character!! saying she doesnt love ethan would destroy her entire character!
you can see in the re8 DLC how fondly ethan talks about mia! he loves her so much, though im not sure if his comments in the DLC are him narrating current (post re8) or his thoughts before everything went down and he died (pre re8)
everything mia did was because she LOVED ethan. she would never do anything to intentionally hurt him, she is not a cruel person. she hides the truth of her job from ethan pre re7 because she loves him and doesnt want her job to drive them apart. she CONTINUES to refuse to tell ethan the truth post re7 because she wants to move on a live a happy normal life with him and knows something like her being directly associated with the connections would probably cause (more) problems. she refuses to tell ethan that he is mold because again, hard to live a happy marriage with your husband after you tell him hes a bioweapon.
obviously i dont think it was right that she did this, thats what makes her selfish! she did it for herself! she did it for her family! she thought it would work out, she thought that they could move on and be happy together.
the issue is that ethan didnt want to forget. he wanted to know what happened, he wanted to know the part mia played, he wanted answers! which is reasonable! he knows to some extent that mia was partially responsible for his involvement and he was always suspcious that mia was lying to him about her job which is implied when mia says "you were right, i did lie to you"
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she doesnt learn, she doesnt stop lying, her lies get bigger and worse and it sucks yeah but it makes her so interesting!!! she keeps doing stupid things under the idea that this is whats best for her and her family, that if she hides this everything will work out and it will be for the better but its not!
just because telling your husband hes dead and a bioweapon is a hard subject to bring up doesnt mean you DONT bring it up. people shouldnt use that as a reason to excuse mia 😭, its a very bad excuse and honestly highlights how horrible their communication skills were. you cant just not tell your husband that he is actually infected with the mold and not tell him for the tree years between post re7 and pre re8.
im not saying these things to put mia down, or try and villanize her. these are all just actual things her character does! she isnt evil, but she isnt a knight in shining armor either. we need to be able to have talks about complex characters without crying everytime someone points out a flaw. characters have flaws! and mia just happens to have a lot of them!
im not mad at her, i dont dislike her because i think this way of her. shes a fictional character! you can like characters that are morally gray, or villains that drink blood and make corpse soldiers. they are fictional! pointing out the flaws of a character does not mean i dont like them.
i wouldnt call her "the real villain of re8" but i wouldnt treat her like a damsel in distress either. she is a competent person, she knows what shes doing, she has her reasons for doing them. she made bad descions with good intentions behind them! they can coexist and we should let them!
i like mithan! its a complex relationship because they both love each other so much but hurt each other in the process
talking about them is just a pain in the butt because talking about mia is a pain in the butt lol
i really hate how she keeps getting sidelined, its super frustrating to see mia get put in a cage in every game 😭
its even more frustrating that mia straight up just disappears???? in the shadows of rose DLC... like she just stops taking care of rose and theres nothing said about it. no reason or explanation. i dont think mia would ever ditch rosemary because she didnt care about her, but we probably will never know because capcom sucks at writing and they probably forgot the mia ever even existed.
all in all, i think the fandom is really just full of misinformation which make people either think mia is some horrible evil person, or its full of people who think that saying mia messed up is the equivalent of comparing her to wesker lol.
i really love mia, shes a incredibly fun and complex character, its just hard to enjoy her sometimes with the people in the fandom haha.
also ive got no idea what u meant by "the backlash against them/mia accusations" so sorry if i didnt answer that!
thank u for the ask! sorry for the long response!
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aspenthewriter · 4 months
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I don’t remember who the request was by but NSFW HC’s FOR VENEER
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AGED UP‼️🔞
Fandom: Trolls 3/Band together
Warnings: nsfw, nsfw alphabet- that’s… that’s it-
Pairing: Veneer x Fem! Reader
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
He's so gentle, he treats like a porcelain doll, he makes sure you're cleaned up, you're hydrated and fed.
If your shaking or your body hurts after, he's going to internally freak out but still make sure you calm down a bit. After that he’ll do the exact same things i mentioned before
He makes sure you're comfortable before he gives you any form of kisses and cuddles.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He loves your hands, he loves holding them, kissing them, loves it when you stroke his cock with them, etc.
He loves his mouth… he can do so much stuff with his mouth.. Kiss you, eat you out, etc, etc.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
He’ll cum on your stomach, your tongue, your face, in you, on your ass, anywhere tbh- he loves how you look covered in it.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He secretly likes it when you walk in on him jacking off… he just loves the look on your face when you see how pent up he is.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Veneer probably watched so much porn ,while he was going through puberty, that he knows exactly what he's doing- he doesn't have any experience exactly but he knows exactly how to please you.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Anyone where he can see your face, missionary, cowgirl, mating press, are his favorites
Oh he loves it when your tits bounce in his face while you ride him into oblivion.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)
His mind is probably so foggy and flooded with images of you that he can't think straight- but the time where he can speak or think of anything then hes very goofy.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Trimmed. He doesnt mind having hair down there, but he’d rather it be trimmed and maintained than it being all over the place.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He wont go as far as velvet but he will play music in the background, he’s pretty romantic at the beginning.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Once in a while he’ll masturbate/jack off- don’t know what else to put for this tbh-
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He's definitely into bondage
he loves seeing you tied up ready to take him
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He’ll do it ANYWHERE- and i mean anywhere
Kitchen counter, vanity, desk, bedroom, bathroom, storage closet, ANYWHEREEEEE
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
If your wearing a tight fitted (short) skirt and you bend over in front of him, and your panties are slightly showing…. He’s hard immediately.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
he’ll never hurt you, the thought of hurting you just makes her head spin (not in a good way)
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He loves giving it but also loves receiving it
He loves the taste of your arousal, ‘s so sweet.
He loves, loves, loves the look in your eyes as you suck on his cock and take him so deep into your throat.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
He’s normal more gentle and slow
Unless your being a brat then he’s fucking the attitude right out of you.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
he only likes quickies if they’re before a show, he probably started thinking of little scenarios while getting ready and a really nasty one popped in his mind so now he has to put those fantasies into reality.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
He’s risky asf!
He will fuck you behind a building, in an empty office room, in the kitchen, etc.
As long as they’re risky.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
he can last a whileeeee
10 round max (like an hour each round)
Really depends how long you can last
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Maybe like… a couple of vibrators that he can only control from his phone
He'll turn them on when he knows your wearing them.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
he’ll be so unfair
he’ll edge you on until your practically begging for him to touch you
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Whimpers and low groans but thats it
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
He’ll fuck you before an interview and then tell you to meet him in his dressing room after the interview for round 2.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
A good 7 inches, it gets quite thick towards the middle, and a pointier tip (not like sharp but slimmer tip).
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?
Like medium-high? Its not too high but enough for you to fuck every other day.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He makes sure you’re taken care of (washed up, comfortable, hydrated, eaten, all that good stuff) before he goes to bed
Usually falls asleep first
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THIS WAS SO RUSHED OML-
I’m finally posting again :D
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darth-does-stuff · 2 years
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ok listen say what you want but especially you by wallows is a logan song no you cannot change my mind because i am objectively right
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starmorself · 1 year
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True acceptance
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“true acceptance… i always thought true acceptance was believing i had it instantly in the 3D and the 4D…”
while reading edwards art “though false” post and his pdf for his series (you can find on reddit) it made me realize what true acceptance is really is when it comes to the law.
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true acceptance doesn’t mean trying to force yourself into believing that its there in both the 3D and 4D. true acceptance is accepting you have it in the 4D and its okay to not have it in the 3D.
true acceptance is believing that the 3D will change to mirror what you have within because the inner world is the only reality, the only thing that reflects. true acceptance is knowing the outer man can’t manifest. the outer man cant “change the 3D”. it cant make things happen instantly.. it’s accepting your outer man can only experience your creations and the human experience. true acceptance is knowing your inner world is your only priority to change and everything will come from what you are, have and experiencing within.
it made me realize that all i really had to do is just accept i have it within without worrying about whenever i have it or not and not and forcing myself to have it within for a change in the 3D.
i always freaked out about the 3D and would always force myself to change it by forcing emotions, forcing methods, forcing feeling, forcing literally ANYTHING because i had really bad circumstances. but that wasnt what i was supposed to do. i was supposed to accept i have it within. surrender to my 4D and just know i have it within. i didnt need to time “when i will get it” or time “when it would come”. everything will come to pass. i didnt need to do xyz, i didnt need to listen to “instant result” subs. i didnt need to do any of it.
“Sure, you can try to control the how and the timing but do you want that responsibility? If you truly don't have to know that, wouldn't that bring you ease?” -ed art
i personally feel like i feel more at ease that know i have it right now in the 4D than having it “instantly”, you “could” manifest instant results to get them in the 3D but manifestation is about being and experiencing within. i feel like the instant results thing makes people put a lot of pressure, expectations and fears on the outer man and the outer world and making people think their priority and goal is to manifest for results in the 3D instead of just feeling fulfilled within and knowing you already have it.
whenever i would “try” to manifest instant results, i would always put an extra responsibility on the 3D. i would always try manifesting to change the 3D instead of just being it within. whenever i saw people saying they manifested overnight it always made me jealous in a way. but putting the responsibility of the 3D off my shoulders really put my mind at ease. it really did.
its just how the world works in the law terms. the 3D can only reflect you. if you try to manifest instant results, it kinda just shows you arent it, you dont have it within and you simply aren’t being it in consciousness. (IMO) everything is instant within. you already have it within.
just relax and know you already have it within.
i promise it would better you mentally. you dont have to force to change the 3D out of fear. leave it alone. literally leave it. the 3D doesnt need your fixing, your timing, your fears. it dont need any of that.. it just reflects who you are within. just make it your home within. make it your dwelling place where you just know you have it..ROE. (regardless of everything.)
true acceptance is accepting it will pass. -starmorself🫶🏾
this was only proofread once or maybe twice so idk if i made some mistakes since i skimmed through it. this post inspired by @cleostoohot ROE challenge
edit ?: *edit deleted* i feel like yall get what im tryna say.. just dont manifest instant results because you already have it within anyways. it places too much power onto the 3D and creates fear and frustration about it coming “fast” or/and “instantly” (IMO)
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heartsfourdazai · 3 months
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hello!! i checked to see if you're taking requests and couldn't see anything otherwise but if you aren't then pretend i never sent this ;)
but, what would it be like being partnered with chuuya and dazai when they were teens? having grown up in the mafia and instantly clicking, does reader like either of them etc etc!
if this isn't your cup of tea - no fuss at all! thank you xx
teen reader partnered up wit 15!skk
warnings: out of character? mention of tourture/abuse. platonic ssk x reader. cursing from chuuya. they may sound/act possesive? but not in a weird, romantic way.
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get ready to be in the middle of their arguing. you could just be chilling alone, maybe enjoying a book your reading or getting ready for your next misson and then suddenly these two enter and start going off, now infront of you.
curses fly out of chuuyas mouth as dazai keeps mentioning "dog" to refer to the gravity manipulator.
"last i checked, y/n was there when you lost my bet! you would be my dog and act like one only for me!! right y/n, you were there!!" dazai would scream at you and you would give him a blank stare.
"piss off with that, don't get y/n into your bullcrap!! besides, they wouldn't give two craps about your stupid bet!! stop trying to get them all warmed up to you to put me down! y/n, put this bastard to sleep and shut him up before i kill him myself!"
each of them would ask who's side your on, but in reality you couldn't give two shits. you also usually get them to stop by simply using your ability...which dazai could esaily nullify, however he just lets you seperate them.
chuuya growls at use when you use your ability on him, but just crosses his arms and ignores the two of you.
mori thought after hiring you, and forcing you to join dazai and chuuya on their missions would hopefully help them, and stop them from shouting and arguing...however you don't and they just dont shut up.
they also really try keep you away from one another. you could be hangjng out with dazai, and then chuuya all of a sudden drags you away; dazai growing upset and whines.
"chuuuyaaa~ don't take them away from me, we we're going to go for a walk! here i thought you would be a good dog for your master today!"
"shut the hell up, shitty bastard! you've forgotten about our mission tomorrow? mori wants us to get ready for it. i dont care about your walk- go for one by yourself!"
you swear, you'll go insane if your with them for another minute.
although with every moment your with them you'd want to slap the living hell out of them...you would protect them to the best of your ability to get them out of harms way. they almost, mostly dazai, go through dangerous ways to get the job done...much to your hatement.
however dazai will thank you in the most cheesy way; "look at that chuuya- they care for me more then you ever will!"
*cuts to you slapping him upside the head*
"DAZAI!! shut your mouth before i bury you under ground!!" cuuuys would shout at him after kicking a enemy in the head and to the ground.
"not a horrible way to go actually- being by alive- but by your hands? ew, i'll pass."
takes everything in chuuyas power to foucus on the battle beside dazai.
they won't admit it, but the way dazai finds chuuyas corruption interesting, he finds your amazing as well but his ego would never let him say it out loud. he would give a proud smile when he watches you interogate someone by the tourture of your ability. meanwhile chuuya left; not being able to watch you hit the hell out of the soul. he also finds your ability cool, but sometimes you can be terrifying with it. no one wonder mori hired you!?
chuuya doesnt seem to get as upset with you then he does with dazai. him and dazai grew much closer togethet before you joined the mafia- so you already knew they would be closer...but he's grown used to you. that doesnt mean he won't argue with you too. you dont piss him off as easily but if you want to be annoying to him on purpose, expect him to raise his voice at you.
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oh my god but crowley didn't fully believe that whatever he was idly toying with confessing at the ritz was gonna work, did he? he impatiently looked at his watch, flumped into the chair after stress-tidying the shop - not because the metatron had dragged aziraphale away, but because when aziraphale eventually comes back, and crowley manages to ferry him off to the ritz, crowley wasn't yet sure whether he should say the unspoken thing. he was still weighing up the idea, was debating whether or not he should. because here's the thing - crowley hadn't cottoned on.
he hadn't worked out what the dance meant. the lingering touches. the longing glances that he thought he might have caught in the corner of his eye, but couldnt be sure. maggie and nina came to talk to him, and he was nonchalant and dismissive and brushed off what they were saying because crowley doesn't want his vulnerability seen. he wasn't even sure that a confession would actually work - so don't encourage him, because what if aziraphale doesn't feel the same way? what if giving voice to it is still too fast?
but they seem to think that aziraphale feels some kind of way about him... so maybe, actually, he should? he should say something, he should tell aziraphale how he feels, oh god he should take this spark of bravery and fan it into an inferno... because that glimmer of hope, buried within, that aziraphale won't reject him is burning a little brighter.
so he decided to take the leap, to confess then and there, because that little flicker of courage is so delicate, and it has to be coaxed into a flame, and if he doesnt do it now, he won't ever feel he can. "if i don't start talking now, i won't ever start talking". he wasn't set on confessing at the ritz, only considering that if anything was going to be said it should happen there. he went out to the bentley, after handing maggie and nina back to their reality, to put Their Song on the deck - it might help! - and then came back nervous and excited and impatient and terrified. but the girls said that they never say what they're really thinking, and what crowley's thinking is that he ought to say something, but doesn't know if he should.
but crowley took the leap, decided to just do it whilst he's still got a grasp on that conviction and bravery. and is smacked back with the shock and repulsion of being offered restoration, the heartbreak that aziraphale does reciprocate what he does, but only if he's an angel again. only if he goes back. only if only if only if. he doesn't hear what aziraphale actually means, doesnt think about what aziraphale is actually trying to say to him - that aziraphale does want him, does love him, does want to be with him, just as he is, but it can only happen if they're safe, working from the inside to change things so they can be safe - because all he can think is that maybe he shouldn't have said anything at all. took the leap, and found out all over again what it is to fall.
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lesbiantahani · 9 months
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rewatching matilda 1996 is like...you are never forced to empathise with mrs wormwood at the end of it all when matilda begs to stay with miss honey, and yet so many people walk away from this scene thinking "oh she really did love matilda, she doesnt want to let her go" and to that i say i think you are missing the message being conveyed here. she doesnt say "i love you, matilda, i couldnt stand to lose you" she says "youre the only daughter ive ever had." to mrs wormwood her love for matilda is shaped by possession, by not fully seeing matilda as anything BUT her daughter. where as miss honey sees matilda as everything; as brave and funny and smart and kind and true. the film says to you: a mothers love can be awful and mean and dismissive and cruel, something loud and altogether absent. and then it says: you can sit on a swing set in the sun, maybe even on a picnic blanket, and it can be life saving and warm and soft and quiet and completely unconditional, something you can touch, something safe. even if she still harbored maternal feelings for matilda, mrs wormwood was never the mother she deserved or ever needed. miss honey is. and when mrs wormwood is faced with the harsh reality of completely losing her daughter, she does the one single, truly loving parental act in the whole movie, and allows miss honey to adopt her. the film doesnt want you feeling bad for matildas birth mother, its saying: empathise with the little girl who is saved, and think of the little girl inside of you who deserved the same.
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a-mint-bear · 1 month
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Yandere Girl Types
The Super Fan
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● She can't help but trail after you like a lovesick puppy. She looks at you and everything you do with the rosiest of rose-colored glasses. Whether you're the talented type or just an average person, she looks at you like you are her everything, because you are!
● Whenever you're together, she's a little clingy. But it's nice to have someone who likes you as much as she does. It makes you feel special, wanted. She's not shy about making the first move, and she's especially not shy about telling you how she feels. But she makes sure you know that you don't have to say it back if you're not there yet. She knows you will though. Soon.
● She sits and smiles at the pictures of you all over her room. Anything you've touched, she considers her greatest treasures. She saw you drop your favorite pen one day and meant to give it back to you, honest. But the moment she touched it, it was like something came over her. She stuffed it in her bag and took it home, and ever since, she can't help but take your things. Especially the stuff that smells like you. She keeps taking more and more of your things, but it's not enough. It's never enough...
● She makes copies of your keys when you "lose" them on day. At first, it's just to sneak into your place and take things she can't get otherwise, but it quickly escalates. She lets herself in and plays house, imagining your life together. Soon, she's watching you sleep and even lies down next to you, just for a little bit. She wants to touch you so badly...
● She wonders... if you woke up, would you smile like you always do? Would you hold her close? Would you be hers?
The Wolf in Sheep's Clothing
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● On the outside, she's the nicest girl. Whenever you see her, she's always got a sweet smile on her face and is always willing to help you if it means she gets to spend a little more time with you. You think of her as the kind and generous type, but she doesn’t extend this behavior to anyone but you.
● She doesn't really seem interested in dating. Anyone who actually has asked her out gets turned down gently. But a few of them swear they could see a look of disgust flash across her face for just a second before the rejection, but they always thought they just imagined it. In reality, there's only one person on her mind, so no one else can even compare.
● No one sees the other side of her. The way she stares down the girl who always laughs at your jokes. How she swears under her breath when she sees how your best guy friend just casually touches your arm, how her nails dig into the palms of her hands until they bleed. But when your eyes meet hers, you’d never guess the things she’d just been imagining.
● She hears a rumor that someone is going to ask you out. At first, she just plans to put them in their place and remind them that you deserve better, maybe just harass them or scare them. Or maybe ruining their life a little, poisoning their friends against them or getting them fired. But the thought of them getting pity from you or running to you and telling you how she acts when you’re not around… The thought of you holding them close, telling them you how much you love them... Something in her just snaps. She catches them when they're isolated and gets rid of them. Nothing can ever be traced back to her.
● She can't risk you seeing her in a bad light, even if it's so the two of you can be together. Everything she does, it's all for you!
The Secret Admirer
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● She's had a rough home life. She has no one in her corner, no one's been there for her. She doesnt have anyone she can call her own. Until she sees you for the first time. Something about you is just... right. You fill that empty spot she's felt her entire life and the thought of you is the only thing that makes life worthwhile.
● She's quiet, reserved, and always looking your way. You can feel someone watching you sometimes, but when you turn around, no one's there. You don't connect it to the girl you've seen around lately. It doesn’t matter to her how you treat her, whether you say hello, smile politely, or give her a look for staring. Any attention, good or bad, is everything to her. You're everything to her. But she can't tell you, not yet. If she messes it up, if you reject her... She couldn't live with that.
● You start noticing things. Little gifts someone has left you, sometimes snacks and treats. The book you've been reading suddenly has a pressed flower inside the front cover, baby's breath. You find love notes in your bag. Some are flowery poetry, others get a little steamy, but it's all a bit clumsy, somehow. At first you think it might be one of your friends pranking you, but no one you know would pull something like this. Maybe someone actually has a thing for you? But how are you supposed to respond when there's no way to give anyone an actual answer? You decide to just ignore it until this person actually decides to meet you face to face.
● You don't smile when you see her gifts anymore. The notes she pours her heart into get left where you find them. Seeing you just walk away when she does something for you shatters her. Love her, hate her, anything! Just don't ignore her!! Without you, she has nothing to live for... Please... Don't leave her behind. Through her tears, her agony turns to desperation.
● You can't get rid of her. She won't let you. Maybe... it's time for you to meet.
The Boss Lady
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● You've been working under her for the last few years. She's powerful, she's beautiful, and so very, very intimidating. She gets what she wants, no matter who she has to step on. She seems to have locked onto you for some reason, having you run and get her things and having you stay and work overtime.
● She seems to like running you ragged and seeing you flustered. You have half a mind to believe that she’s been “accidentally” brushing up against you reaching for files or leaning to talk in your ear as you sit at your desk, her charming, sultry voice sending shivers up your spine. Your damn body is betraying you. You don’t want to think that damn tyrant is attractive! Your coworkers are jealous that you're spending so much time with her, but you think they'd think twice if they were the ones picking up her dry cleaning and coffee orders, day in and day out. You tell a coworker you'd quit, but you need the money too much.
● One day, she calls you into her office. She says she has a proposition for you. She wants you to be her executive assistant. It comes with great benefits and a HUGE pay raise. The work will be harder, sure, but you'd have to be an idiot to say no. But the conditions get more specific and odd. You would accompany her on all her business trips, eat all your meals with her, you'd even be living in her penthouse suite. At first, you think it's just a weirdly intensive position, she just needs someone to manage her life. But the way she's looking at you... it's like she wants to possess you entirely.
● All you can think to ask is, why you? There's a bored look on her face as she starts talking about her career. How her job and climbing the corporate ladder were the only things she put any effort into. Everything else was so tedious and dull. Until you started as an intern, dropping off her coffee order with that nervous smile. She started noticing how hard you work, how you never turn down her requests, how you try to hide your smile when she praises you... How your breath hitches when her hand brushes yours. And how, every day when you clock out, her world stagnates until she sees you again.
● Say yes, and you'll have everything you could ever want. But make no mistake, you'll be hers. And she has no plans to let you go.
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gyuvision · 2 months
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going, going, gone! -> [back to masterlist?]
wc ; 1.4k - pairing ; 1b hong seunghan x team manager fem reader
summary ; seunghan is benched for an argument between another player, but even though hes feeling down he convinces you to stay with him after hours.
contains -> swearing, fluff, comfort, angst
note - i love myungjae please know its just for the plot 😞
“but coach, its not fair! i dont understand what it is that i did wrong.” seunghan pleaded, quickly pulling his sweaty jersey off and changing into a clean tee as he begged the coach to let him play.
“seunghan please. you know i wouldnt bench my star player without a reason. even if its nationals, what you did was beyond unacceptable.” coach myung gestured to his nephew who was sitting on a bench with an ice pack to his swollen cheek.
myung jaehyun may have been a good player, but he wouldn’t have made it on the team if his uncle hadn’t been the coach. in doing so, he got away with almost anything with little to no consequences making him one of the most feared players in comparison to seunghan, who was the most respected.
“he yelled profanities at me and hit on our manager, y/n! not to mention how he came at me first?” seunghan defended himself, pointing to his bruised eye.
“hong seunghan that is more than enough! i’ve had it with you. you’re benched for the rest of the season. i don’t care who started what but i will not tolerate this behavior. not on my team. when you come back here tomorrow i’d expect you best have your attitude straightened up. everyone is dismissed.” the coach announced with not another word as he left the locker room, with the rest of the team following behind.
“damn it!” seunghan yelled, punching his locker in anger and disappointment.
“you really thought he’d let you play after that?” jaehyun scoffed. “you need a reality check, hong.”
“you’re still here?.. get out.”
“like my parents aren’t the ones who own the place? besides. the only reason you’re still here is because you’re dating the manager. i would’ve had a better chance anyway”
“i said get the fuck out. unless you want me to fuck up your other cheek too.”
“some nerve.” he muttered before walking through the door.
seunghan sighed, grabbing his jersey to go and sit in the dugout up until he saw you getting ready to leave.
“thought you left already.” seunghan whispered, knowing you heard everything. he didn’t want to disappoint you any further.
“oh seunghan..” you sighed, leaving your bag to go up to him and fix his messy bangs.
“i would try to-” “just please stay.” he begged as he wrapped his arms around your waist, hiding his face in your hair.
“seunghan..”
“..please?”
“…okay.” you nodded, letting him lead you to the field and to their dugout.
“whats on your mind?”
“i just dont get it.” seunghan spoke, looking into the pink horizon before turning to meet your eyes.
“get what?”
“why such jerks like myung jaehyun think theyre so much better than everyone else because theyre born into nepotism. it defeats everything ive worked so hard for.”
“he thinks hes better because hes privileged. but it doesnt mean that he actually is, babe.”
“i guess.”
“what if i talk to coach myung to let you play tomorrow? i know he wont let you play for the rest of the season but maybe tomorrow at least, hopefully.”
“you dont have to.”
“i know how happy baseball makes you. i couldnt just sit and watch you be so disappointed while you deserve to be out there. its worth a try.” you reassure him.
“i dont deserve you.” he muttered.
“this team doesnt deserve you. they mistreat you. thats why i wanted you to come with me to play varsity in the states, where i’d be the new manager.”
“that doesn’t sound too bad. maybe i’ll just finish off this season first.”
“it’s your choice, but there’s a better opportunity there than however little the myungs have to offer.”
after a few moments you both left the dugout to walk the stadium, passing under the bleachers and beyond the closed food stands before finding a seat with a good view of the field, and the sunset.
you stayed there at the stadium with him for a little while longer before you get up, telling him you have to go.
“i know they have no chance of advancing without you. he has to let you play. you’ll hit me a homerun won’t you?”
“always.” he chuckled. “it’ll be going, going, gone.”
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Could u do hcs for hanma with a gf whos also a captain in valhalla?,, but she's the type to not really gaf😭
Like yes, shes a smart leader who comes up with great tactics for the gang but also when was the last time she was at a meeting? (She doesnt worry ab attending much bc she'll just ask a member about what happened) and even if she DID go there's a 95% chance she'll fall asleep before the meeting even starts
Also if a fight ever broke out during a meeting she'll discreetly record the whole thing and like. Send it to the whole of valhalla later for shits and giggles (she knows damn well the whole place will flip upside down bc the ppl that were recorded are looking for the person that did it)
i saw this i laughed so much bc this is literally hanma's type of woman-
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ˢᵒʳʳʸ, ᵇᵘˢʸ ᵗʳᵒˡˡⁱⁿ��� ʳⁿ !!
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being hanma's gf includes...
i feel like i start every romantic headcanon with this, but hanma loves you so much, it's not even funny. well, it is for you, but people think he's gone insane.
not like he's gone insane for liking someone like you because anyone with eyes can see you're a great and beautiful girl, but in the sense he's willing to punch people's teeth in and leave them with black eyes for your love.
he definitely did it before, and he'll do it again if it means he gets more kisses and gets his face stuffed with your tits. not even in a sexual way, he's just a tit guy.
there is a very specific album on your phone for the cringe and ridiculous faces your gang members make during fights. whether they're winning or losing doesn't matter, it's all going in the group chat.
there is a few hanma ones in there, and one of them is his profile pic on your phone.
he claims that you have so many pics of him, yet you choose the worst one to use. (it's the pic of his face after mikey one shot him in the valhalla fight)
you claim there is thematic value to it, and therefore it is a masterpiece, but he doesn't want to hear it.
he also doesn't care that you're not really at meetings much because he can hog you to himself once he breaks into your house... again. at this point, why do you even have locks on your window?
the few times you are there at the meetings, hanma's already got you on his lap while you snooze in his arms where you belong <3
no one says anything about it either because if they do, they're getting their booty clapped to the moon and back.
the first time someone did, hanma personally gave them a wholehearted ass-whooping and no one dared to say anything about it again.
you're also pretty scary to the delinquents because you've "tamed" the grim reaper, but the reality is that you're too tired to fight or go against him. it's like reverse psychology, that if you don't try to fight him, he's going to do anything for you to fight him.
the two of you once arm wrestled instead of duking it out. you won and called his arms pool noodles before falling asleep again.
he loves you for that, btw.
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vesora · 1 year
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𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐈𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅
featuring a q&a with my past intrusive thoughts lol <3
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you decide what works for you. if you like future tense affs, fine. if you feel more comfortable dancing while affirming, fine. the manifestations have to come into fruition into the 3D regardless, so do what makes you feel like YOU.
methods help you remember your true life. your true life is that which you previously desired (you dont desire it now because you have it idc) through visualising, affirming, scripting etc.
take a leap of faith. just trust. it’s hard i know, but trust in yourself. have faith in the only commander of the universe which is you. 
“im scared this wont work even though i know the law has worked for others”
take a leap of faith, my child. trust. trust. TRUST. 
trust it works. persist in the fact the law works perfectly for you, because it does. if your 3d doesnt show that, it’s because the law has worked so perfectly that it reflected back that assumption to you.
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you don’t need to work hard to change your assumption. just view it as if you have already changed it.
“the way i trust my manifesting abilities >>>>”
“it’s crazy how i manifest like instantly”
“how have i always manifested so fast wtf”
imagine telling your friend:
“i have full faith in my manifestation abilities, because i literally have never failed in manifesting anything”
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Q: “but sora i have failed in manifesting. i feel im lying to myself if i say i didnt”
A:  the ONLY objective truth is what you tell yourself. maybe when you say that you never fail at manifesting, your mind throws memories at you saying wtf u have failed. but then view a memory where you have succeeded in manifesting the life of your dreams.
Q: “but that memory wouldn’t be real”
A: says who? they’re both in your mind. why is one memory real and the other fake when they both are taking place right now in the mind? you’re picking and choosing which is real and most of the times, this may not be in your favour
Q: “yeah but i remember experiencing the ‘bad’ memory so which is why i feel it’s real”
A: then feel the memory you desire to be real. if you find visualising and SATS hard then do what’s comfortable to YOU. like touch a pillow and say damn my sp soft as hell and really see the pillow as the sp. grab a 5 euro note and say God i cant believe i have a 5000 euro in my possession.
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give yourself relief. relieve yourself of worry. if you feel resistance and you feel what youre doing isnt working, that is false because the 3d doesnt dictate reality; YOU DO! just trust. just trust and also just trust.
accept your power as a permanently successful manifestor, no matter what, and you now are. you always were. you always had the things you wanted; the people you craved; the love you deserved. you always had it, right in your mind. now it is your time to claim it. just accept it, even if it feels uncomfortable. you always had everything, be conscious of it through whatever means you prefer and 3d will be like aye aye homie im on it.
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𝐓𝐋𝐃𝐑: 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬. 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲. 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐜𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭.
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