#when im extra depressed in a couple hours im going to hate this and delete it i can feel it

[positivelly-pessimisticc]

Edit:🌻

i’m going to stop being stupid and just post it. this is just some shit memory for myself down the road so that i remember that i can be happy, i just have to find the right people. 🌻 so many thanks to @moz-ljp​ and🌻@blackhole-whisperer​ for making me feel that way. making me feel cared for and appreciated in simple, but important ways.. to me anyway. 

*ahem* are we done being all sappy?  oh yeah sorry- ANYWAYS yeah just ignore this it’s just for myself down the road ahah if i make it past the road bumps that is  🌻

#tell me before too many people see this #leave it in the comments or something? #when im extra depressed in a couple hours im going to hate this and delete it i can feel it #i look so fat in this photo #oh no the doubts are setting in #why am i doing this #maybe because ill never do this again and i might as well take a chance? #why dont i just ask instead of posting it? #im so stupid oml #all in favor say i #i? #i? ok good thats what i thought #major self-hate going on in my head but im still posting this oml why #lets just do it and see what happens #*expects much hate and receives it* #aw well isnt that great? they hate me #just as a suspected #i hate me too dont worry its ok #WARNING: DONT READ THESE HASHTAGS PLEASE #the warning came too late if you're reading the warning and this