#when i'm tired i will fall asleep

[cerise-on-top]

Hey love bug! Guess who's backkkkk😍can you do farah and Kate laswell comforting reader with a headache bc I have one right now probably because I eat a shit ton of sugar and haven't drank water since the last ice age

Hey there! Please drink some water! I know you sent that request in a few days ago, but I hope you're feeling better now!

Farah and Laswell with a Reader with a Headache

Farah: She’d get fussy over you and demand you drink some water immediately. Won’t say too much while handing you a big glass of water, though. You better drink half of it in one go and gradually drink the rest of it sooner rather than later. She makes sure that you will drink the water and refills the glass as well, doesn’t matter how much you complain. She can be stern when she needs to be and this is one of those times. She doesn’t immediately grab some headache meds, though, opting for literally everything else first. Drink some water, go to bed at a reasonable time, take a long nap, just rest up, that sort of stuff. Only when the headache doesn’t seem to be going away will she resort to giving you some meds. Or when it worsens, whichever comes first. However, if it’s just a headache because you haven’t slept well in a while, then she’ll usher you to sleep while she does most of the housework. Will be quiet while she does so, however. She’s a very competent sniper, she knows how to be quiet while doing something.

Laswell: Like Farah, she would not be very pleased with you not drinking much, or any, water. Will give you the nearest bottle of water she can grab, even one with a flavor you like to give you more of an incentive to drink it. Will also make sure that you actually drink it, she’ll stand beside you and watch you down the water bottle, leave and emerge with a new one in hand. Will also use meds as a last resort sort of thing and tries everything else before that. It’s not that she’s against using medication, but using too much of it can lessen its effectiveness, so she’d prefer you take a nap or go to bed to make it go away. If the headache won’t go away or gets worse then, like Farah, she’ll grab the meds and give you some. Will also usher you to bed if you’re not feeling well, she’ll leave you alone for the time being. Cooks dinner for you and her and only calls you when it’s time to eat. Afterwards it’s time for you to go to bed again and sleep the headache off. Laswell can handle herself and the housework in the meantime, but she will be a little more stern with you if you decide to wake up for no good reason. You will be sleeping it off, whether you like it or not.

#cod #cod x reader #farah karim #farah karim x reader #kate laswell #kate laswell x reader #I am not back just yet I just had some time to clean out my inbox tonight #I am so tired of all this studying I don't wanna anymore I just wanna have that driver's license already #1.500 questions and I have to know the answer to each and every one of them by heart by the second of April #I'm not sure I'll actually pass I'm so nervous. but I can only do my best and that's it #I'll try either way but it's so frustrating to get the questions wrong again and again #there's so much to know about cars and driving. who would have thought #but yeah I'm only posting the two requests I have in my inbox tonight so they won't bother me as I try to fall asleep #I'll disappear again after today for at least another one and a half weeks. no clue when I'll be properly back just yet #getting one's driver's license is so much work and it's so expensive as well orz I paid 1.900€ #I better get it as well!!!

[ask-thearchivists]

I just noticed that the cartographer and the curator both have faces on those little pieces of accessories. Does that mean/indicate anything in particular or no

The Cartographer: It's a reference. The Collector had a similar amulet, one with a face.

The Curator: It's a little thing we did to remember them by. None of us ever really speak openly about him being gone. I don't think Charmer or Coordinator would care for the reminders.

#ask blog #ask the archivists #asks are open #toh the archivists #the owl house #toh #toh oc #the archivists #id in alt text #the collector #toh the collector #Sorry for being gone for two days I have been SOOOO fucking busy #I'm one of the co-devs for a dating sim game and I've been busy working on it #also yesterday I got tired at like 10 pm which is bad because when I go to sleep that early I only sleep for a couple hours #and yeah I woke up at 5 am after falling asleep at 11

[louderfade]

what we need mental health services to offer is an anger room. where you can go to just scream and break things. like stock it with 20 bucks worth of cheap plates and let patients smash the shit out of them. howl and pound on the walls until they're relieved/satisfied. maybe THEN when my mind is cleared of negative electricity we can discuss the sources of the suffering. like when i did equine therapy (which is the only therapy that ever helped me) they leave you all alone with the horses for an hour and then at the end you verbally process for five minutes. when you're at peace and thinking clearly. smashing objects is a great way to achieve clarity of thought. i speak from years of experience. just ask the holes in my walls.

#i'm not going back to therapy until they offer a rage room treatment option #the last time i drank liquor i scared some children by sobbing in public and went to the ER only #to walk out before the mental health team arrived i am tired of mental health teams #then there's shit like betterhelp shoving ads in your face and betterhelp might be the most evil thing to come out #of the last decade preying on desperate vulnerable people is so gross it's like when the cops cut holes in the tents of #the homeless like what is actually wrong with you people are you even human or did the modern world kill the #soul-like lifeforce deep inside you what happens in your head when you fall asleep at night i swear too many people #have been gutted of their humanity and are just zombies following orders they are so dangerous they keep us all sick #on campus someone wrote 'it's ok to be angry' on a public wall with a sharpie and i love this stranger bc #it's more than ok. it makes sense. rage is the proper response to the current reality. #rage and substance abuse

[theheirofthesharingan]

I just think about how often Itachi had chance to snap at people around him for putting him through hell, for making him do things he didn't want to do.

His father took him to the battlefield, made him see reality, and like a ninja, expected he would learn from this and become strong. His father's intent might have been logical, but Itachi felt rage and questioned his father. And when he got his answers, he decided to change it.

I've talked many times he was left completely alone from this moment on. If you're a ninja you must endure this pain and if you're an Uchiha, you use this pain to become strong. He wanted his pain to become strong and change the world. It wasn't something people around him thought was even possible.

He was then placed in Anbu as a spy. The village made him do their dirty work and the Uchiha wanted him to work for them. In truth, neither of sides trusted him or saw he was just a kid. A ten year old kid. An eleven year old kid. A twelve year old kid. He could have snapped and told them to buzz off.

He could have told his father it was his fault that he was in this emotional and mental mess, but he didn't. He could have blamed anyone and everyone for everyone for his miseries, but he didn't.

He learned from what he saw in the battlefield. He wanted to use his Uchiha power to get strong and rid the world from unnecessary deaths and wars. That was his only hope.

Until it all went wrong.

The massacre, obviously, was his worst failure. He must have seen it as his ultimate failure. He could have snapped then. But he didn't. He made Sasuke hate him. He lived with the people he didn't agree with idealogically, endured guilt, loneliness, and all sorts of pain and sufferings.

His ability to endure, along with his self-sacrificial nature, is very similar to Frodo (my all time favorite character). He must have had his bad days in the Akatsuki, too. The birthdays of his family members and the anniversaries of the massacre, Shisui's death etc., which would render him emotionally vulnerable and prone to outbursts.

But he endured. All through the years.

When I take other kids into account, and see how little empathy most people extend to Itachi, it hurts. Imagine Sasuke being subjected to what Itachi was put through, him bearing the burdens and hate. Or Naruto too. Or Kakashi... But Itachi, at the age of 4, had no support system whatsoever. Not from a family, no friends either. Everyone just kept sucking his blood to do things they wanted him to do.

There's a lot to love about him, but all of this is one of the reasons I love him. His endurance is an underrated facet of his personality and characterization that doesn't get talked about much.

[To anyone coming here with a hate boner for him, don't.]

#itachi #when my mind is heavy with too many thoughts i write about itachi and it helps #i'm sleepy and tired but wouldn't have been able to fall asleep without having written it #i don't even know if i made much sense in my post but i want to scream a lot these days #anyway... #itachi uchiha #uchiha itachi #naruto shippuden #naruto

[heckling-hydrena]

I just woke up from an awful pain in my bottom lip that I at first thought was from me straight up biting down on it in my sleep full force but turns out no actually. a mosquito bit my lip !!? I'm going to fucking kill someone (the mosquito) !!!????

#WHEN I FIND THAT BITCH... #if I was not so tired I would be making sleeping beauty jokes rn but I am. so tired. and so mad. and my lip is swollen now. #I have NEVER had a mosquito bite feel that way. 100% unique experience. there is no way I'm falling asleep again after the sheer #FLABBERGASTED rage I just felt #all my friends are fucking asleep so you all get to hear about this #not fr

[daz4i]

wishing whoever started drilling or making other various construction noises at 10 am and hasn't stopped since a very die

#fell asleep at 5ish. woke up at 10 bc of it. fought for my life to fall back asleep with white noise #took me so long and then i had a nightmare so i woke up now 🥲 #originally i set an alarm to more or less now. then when the noise woke me up i added 30 minutes. and. well. #what are they even doing!!!! what fucking drilling is this!!!! that takes 2 hours of on and off noise!!!!! die. #i'm so tired man 😭😭😭😭😭 #and i'm supposed to have an active and relatively intense day today 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 die #sorry for complaining i've had this building up in me for 2 hours now.

[running-in-the-dark]

I had a three hour nap on the couch earlier, now it's 3:30 am and I'm just. not tired. how.

#I slept 4 hours last night #and normally I need A LOT of sleep #but I'm not tired. #which suuuucks #I'll be so busy next week with the move and everything #I'll need lots of energy for that #but I can't fall asleep when I'm not tired enough #so. guess I have to keep watching x-files and hope the sleepiness comes at some point #personal

[criscura]

I wish I wasn't so exhausted and I could make more art.... I even planned out a whole prompt-a-day month for Saigenos/Genosai, TWICE, but the first time no one seemed like they could participate when I asked about it, and the second time I friggin lost the damned plan. I could remake it a third time, but I just....I don't know.

I've been really struggling to get along for a while, and I think if it didn't hit it off--or even if I just got really productive and it seemed like I was reaching crickets--I'd be so incredibly discouraged that it would bring me down even further. It usually takes my stuff a few months to a year to get reach, and that really doesn't do anything for me when I need the support immediately.

It's not that I don't have a billion ideas for so many different things, but my battery has been taking longer and longer to charge up and it's been running out faster and faster, and it's been like this for....a year?? Ish?? Maybe longer, I don't know.

I wish I could just stop needing so much fucking time to bounce back.....

#written from my bed as I'm almost crying from exhaustion and hopelessness #I'm PMSing and I had a really tiring day so i know this feels worse than normal #but when you've been struggling to fall asleep for months because waking up means being disappointed in yourself #for everything you failed to do the day before and everything you know you're going to fail to do again today #it's really hard not to feel like shit about yourself #trying to be constantly hopeful but never living up to your expectations #and then the few times that you do you completely crash for days #and then the only way to not crash is to have your big accomplishment be 'i went to the gym' 'i took a shower' 'i answered a message' #and just. again #to have the be the way you're living for months and months and months #it's so embarrassing to admit how little i can do and it makes me so ashamed knowing how much I've done and see what everyone else around me #is constantly doing #and then when i do share things it just kind of dies off because I've been too exhausted to maintain most relationships #which ALSO makes me feel like absolute fucking shit because i think people think i just don't care about them #when it's really that it takes me hours to get out of bed and I'm lucky if i remember to eat before 4 #and I hate so much of myself and see it as such a huge waste of time that it uses up almost all the energy i have to take care of myself #but if i don't do it I'll just hate myself even more #i know i keep on complaining about this but I'm. I'm trying to fix it #i have BEEN trying to fix it actively for so fucking long #but it's.....i think I've stopped believing anything i do has significant worth and it makes it hard to keep trying #and i know people will read this and say take something for it but when you're only interactions with medications and drugs #are one experience that scarred you so bad you didn't go to the doctors for ten years and one experience so bad #that you couldn't even explain it at first without HARDCORE disassociating #it's hard to convince yourself that anything will ever be any better and that it won't make everything intensely worse for years

[tradingjack]

last minute jayvik dump :P happy new years yall!

(bonus wild west viktor under cut)

#happy new year 2023!! #i hate winter lmfao. literally 0 motivation. also fuck tumblr mobile. cant format shit apparently #viktor #jayce talis #jayvik #arcane #my art #drawing #comic #illustration #traditional #ink #art #artists on tumblr #tired boys. lots of cuddling lmao. listen i am tired. it's just like last year when i was writing and every other chapter ended with #the boys falling asleep lmfaooo #wild west au kinda?? #i'm not gonna do anything with it and tbh it was a friend's idea in the first place lol #the first 2 pics were also a present for that friend lol. sowwy jams have a happy new year <3

[trans-xianxian]

ALL MOVED IN TO MY NEW PLACE!!! took us six hours to drive all my shit to the new place, and about three hours to get the rats settled, play furniture tetris, sit on the ground waiting for pizza, sit on the ground eating pizza, put my bed together, play more furniture tetris, and get the bunnies settled, but now I am cozy wozy in my bed hehe :3c unpacking and decorating will commense tomorrow but for now. rest

#in LOVE with my new room wahhh #and the house obvi #don't think I've lived somewhere w this much charm since the like 100 year old huanted farm house when I was ten #so excited to have a porch 😭😭😭 #also shoutout to my best friend for carrying all the heavy stuff down the stairs and being so excited for me wah #after like 9 hours of moving she was like 'I just want to start decorating Now' 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #and she might come over Again tomorrow to help decorate because she's so excited about it I love her so much 😭 #still have not 100% processed that I have moved to an entirely new house because as previously mentioned #it was a deeply impulsive decision #but I'm very excited hehe #anyway now to read some fanfiction and then fall asleep at 10pm #I was gonna take a shower but I am so tired I don't think I could actually stand there and wash myself AJGSNDJDK #ghost posts #text

[seraphlin]

World hot and harsh, friends lovely and soft

#I say hot bc the heat is gonna melt me some day /lh #aanyway hey besties I am BACK again here #I'm so sorry for constantly complaining. u can always just mute my vent tags #I promise I'm not gonna be offended by it. your health matters more #I'm just. struggling #I feel bad. I feel really bad #I'm back here in this terrible state I used to be in and those irl around me are upset #rightfully so- I'm sure they're upset for a good reason. but my silly silly brain does not take that frustration well bc it makes me feel #small. and weak. and just. not good #I want encouragement I want to feel loved I want to feel safe to speak without being ridiculed and saying it's all my fault #I KNOW IT IS. I know damn well it's my fault. I know I need to help myself but your words are not helping #I can't do this alone. why do you only love me when it's convenient for you. why do you only care when you only feel it #why can't you see how distraught I am with my fucking self #do I need to cry? do I need to cry so badly in front of you to show it? #this isn't directed to anyone here btw. I hope thag much is obvious #makes me remember how I was already in my bed and my parents were asleep already #I was feeling horrible. terrible. intrusive thoughts taking over. a friend sent me a long letter to get me out of thag mindset and I cried #I cried so fucking much but also tried to keep quiet #but I cried. I cried and cried and just broke #I'm just. I'm so tired. I'm falling back into the brink of that terrible mindset thag I should be gone but I'm trying to Hold Myself Togethe #for the sake of my friends for the sake of myself. but mostly my friends #the clouds cry too (vent)

[barkingangelbaby]

dude...

#if I don't stop hyperfixating on my breathing... like... idfk how much longer i can live like this... #it's been happening since last august snd I'm so tired of it..... #it's not even only when I'm high anymore it's like... all the time #i just like.. stop automatically breathing once i think about it and it takes me *so* *fucking* *long* to start again #honestly I'm just typing this post to distract myself a bit and hopefully i just start breathing normally again but I'm still manually #breathing rn. and now im wondering what the normal amount of time in between breaths is and if I'm taking too long ?? #i tried to time my breaths with N's but she's asleep so i know it's gonna be different than mine #hoooo boy wish me luck falling asleep this is so annoying!!!! #is this ocd??? I've had several ppl in the past year tell me they think I have it but thinking about it makes me spiral #but it would explain A Lot of my thoughts n habits #anyway. I'm very annoyed with myself rn i just want to breathe normally and not worry myself into panic attacks anymore #actually very worried about how bad my stress in general has been bc there's no way it's been good for my body #ok. time to snuggle up n try to fall asleep!! im v cold rn so i have to warm up before i hug N bc i don't want to wake her with my ice cold #skin lmao. i can't wait for it to be warmer so i don't have to worry/feel bad about that lol #OKAY BBYYYYEEE if you read these tags I'm so very sorry. #rAMbles

[perilegs]

i miss the era of internet where all we got were anime fansubs made by people who had the time to do what they enjoyed

#translations of everything have started to suck more and more each passing year. everything is rushed out so quick theres no time to #localize literally anything #this is specifically the OFFICIAL dunmeshi anime subtitles saying theres not going to b a duck with an onion or something #ok. that wouldnt have even needed localization. you just didnt translate the fucking thing. you cannot take a saying and directly translate #all the words in it and expect people to get it #also theres a culture of ppl who know a language being like 'uhm. why did you translate it like that when it literally means xyz' #like yeah sure i'm sure translating everything directly ignoring the original prose and flow and meaning is going to be great #yakuza is the only game series i trust to b translated properly tbh. bc of the safe sects joke. #i wish ppl hiring translators a very pay them more and give them more time to work #is this rant even coherent. after ages i managed to fall asleep around 4 am and sleep a whopping 2 hours before waking up #and then i tried to go back to sleep bc i am so incredibly tired but then the clock hit 8 am (i have one of those clocks that chimes every #hour) and i just gave up and decided i need to write down what ive been thinking about for #the past half an hour #though i feel this is missing over half the context i thought of but idk bc im so very tired gdhwbfks

[cloudgeal]

Izuku meets Best Jeanist! And his snack comes out into the open..

Chapter 67 of Hide and Seek is out!

#dadmic #midoriya izuku #hide and seek fic #the snack is here.... #sorry for the lateness of the art #i just kept falling asleep last few nights and when i woke up #it was time to get up for work again ugh #x.X not a great time #AND i'm still tired despite all that sleepy.. chronic sleepy... #but! this is up and the chapter has been up for a few days as well

[isekyaaa]

The difference between insomnia as a symptom and having a "decreased need for sleep" is that, while both results in you spending an ungodly amount of hours awake and not able to sleep, insomnia will result in a exhausted sleepy person while someone with a "decreased need for sleep" will not be sleepy or exhausted.

#rambles #tmi and bad decisions ahead #i have barely slept the past three nights #i can't fall asleep nor can i stay asleep #and while i can sense something is off enough with my body that it probably would be a good idea to get a full night's rest... #i am at regular functioning capacity #i'm not tired or sleepy... i don't need a nap #i am pretty much fine for the most part #which is even funnier considering that i am sick right now and that's when people feel exhausted the most #hypomania is a trip man #i'm beginning to think that certain games like instinctively triggers my hypomania #because this only started after i started playing graveyard keeper again... #games like that put me in this weird state of mind where i hyperfocus and obsess to the point that i can play for like the entire day #and this is coming from someone who usually does not play a single game for more than an hour at a time #so to go from one hour to like.... 8-10+ hours is rather concerning... #a part of me does wonder if it's actually hypomania or if i'm just physically weird #idk i don't think i've been displaying other hypomanic symptoms... at least i don't think so.... #either way regardless my plan for this evening is to get drunk AND take one of my meds that causes drowsiness so i can hopefully sleep well #wish me luck! :)

[weeping-girl]

Oh how I hate the exam season

#my boss wants to shut down but i have so much work to do #im so fucking tired #how am i supposed to study when i don't have the time #once again I'm studying the night before i hate it so much #give me at least two days please #im gonna cry or just fall asleep maybe both #exams #exam week #seriously how i still have lectures I don't have time for studying and working on my projects and working on my thesis