#whats that super sweet barret browning poem

[happyfeetiniesta]

I want a kind of love where they know that i sing poorly and that I'm not much of a sparkling conversationalist when it seems to matter and i read a whole lot but I'm not interesting about it and i don't really do much with the amount of emotions i feel other than really feel them, I guess. like. I want to be boring sometimes and it'll be OK for me to be boring because I know they love me ,not because of anything or despite anything, I don't want anything conditional. Anything dependant on anything at all. i want someone to just b like. this is a human being and I am going to be dedicated to loving them to the very best of my ability and that's the end of that,the end.

#whats that super sweet barret browning poem #but basically that. #i feel very silly this boy told this other boy he liked me and i like him and then today i was very 😊 to see him and then #something very funny happens he meets this super pretty awesome girl and they hit it off so well all night #like hes looking at her like i catch him looking at me sometimes #and i was like oh i guess i am losing you mister #and now im home and im like. well im not always going to be funny or very pretty or entertaining or kind. #but i do still want to be loved very much. #to know that i can be mediocre and still have that kind of love i am like i want that. #this has been brought up because of what happened tonight but tonight's events arent a big deal at all honestly. #it just made me think abt that. #how i want to feel happy feeling mediocre because i know someone loves me anyway. #this feels so middle school but like what r u gonna do abt it i guess!