#what to do...

[bignasty001]

i must nap or i will die.

#but i have to be up for work at likw #7 am #its 6 pm rn #what to do...

[jaes1lvr]

i want to post more mdbds but im flopping recently and i dont want to flood my moots feed 😔

#—jaes1lvr speaks 💬 #what to do...

[gojosatoruwifey]

i'm thinking if i could open commissions or donation to buy a tab since my laptop is very old and have been my writing partner but i dont think my parents agree that im spending so much money (¯―¯٥)

#geru.talk #what to do...

[nuravity]

((OOC: I have 9 drafts but 0 mood to do any of them atm.))

#out of gravity #what to do... #maybe another meme

[meliohy]

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#Mel rambles #vent #I haven't done enough creative stuff lately which makes me feel bad™ #but I'm having kind of an art block #and I think I need to do stuff connected with other people to fix it #but I haven't been motivated to draw a request I got which??? usually doesn't happen? #and I think requests won't solve it I need more connection #so I'd need... idk... someone to get very into a concept or an au with me... to give me motivation #but like WHAT about anyway?? I'm feeling less and less interested in mairuma for some reason #maybe because the fandom is too quiet to my taste #and while I'm reading orv and liking it a lot it feels like too much. too complicated. idk I don't feel like drawing for it right now #and there's always my beloved tog! which also came back from hiatus so probably a good time! #but what. I can't fucking draw thorn!bam because designing him is too fucking hard and that au isn't that good anyway #so... another au or concept? #uuuh #maybe Shibisu related? I love Shibisu #every seems too much work to draw tho. motivation low af. #what to do...

[mako-neexu]

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#i try not to be surprised by the trash fgo gives me in gacha but i cant help but still be upset XD i hate it here. i wish i can stop playing #but i also hate missing events and log in bonuses....im only moving forward because of #story i love the characters but this game is just :))))))) #this is my 49053806th complaint about this game why am i not leaving indeed #i mean i took hiatus one time and it was freeing to forget about the fate series lol #but i got sucked into a black hole and now im struggling to get away from it kdfbhliwefb #ive cried over not getting merlin every banner he got....its just sad that everyone i know has him #meanwhile its taking me literal years to get him #i hate the dont worry youll get him soon! phrases...yes well im jealous and youre not frustrated #as i am #i hate hate hate hate spending money on anything gambling related but uhhhhh shrugs #i wish gacha a very die out soon please #everytime i realize im spending money on voiced jpegs its funny but then theres the serious matter for my psychological needs and stability #to keep me sane haha #i hate it here its not healthy for me its a toxic relationship between me and this game and i need out... #but romani and the story.... i love them too much to leave.... #what to do... #i kind of hate talking to friends who whale too and yes im a hypocrite but wow you whale at least you get him meanwhile i spend dollars #on trash and useless crap thanks #[oh dont worry youll get him soon] then they add a smiley face i just wanna wrap my #fingers around my neck and end it allllllllllllllll

[romeos-ventilationsystem]

I feel so genuinely detached from myself. I don't feel like anyone or anything unless i'm fucking daydreaming.

I used to think it was a way to comfort myself, something my brain had picked up so I wouldn't have to acknowledge the shit around me, but all it did was make everything so much worse. I barely know who I am anymore, and every. single. time. I'd rather die than snap back to reality. It's the only time I can really put a name to my face. I'm never 'myself' in them. I'm always someone else. But I always fucking know who I am. The longer I live, the more fucked up these stupid daydreams become. It's sick, and I like it?

It's like the entire damn world is fake.

Sometimes they aren't bad. Sometimes they're just complex and elaborate stories, characters and people i've never even thought of before, and it's nice.

At least i'll never run out of messed up shit to write about!

#maldaptive daydreaming disorder #daydreaming #tw dissociation #maybe #I dont know #vent #theres more to come! #hah #im tired #my brain is fucked #im fucked #what to do... #Sometimes #the daydreams are a little bloody #I worry about myself! #masochizm #probably #i think so at least #how do i even tag this #ive never done this before #lol #sned hlep

[salami-dono]

I have an account on ao3. I got an invitation. I considered posting my old Sonic story, but I didn’t think I’d get an account so soon. Unfortunately, to get the full experience, it would have to be digitized by scanning. That’s too many pages for me!

#talking to myself #what to do... #I guess I could find works my mutuals have made

[forecast-rain]

morrowwwwwwwwwww

#cloud posts #and by morrow I mean morro #himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #and also arttttttttttttttttt #jigoawghiweoifewiarohugoaw #I love <3 #I should also head to bed soon cause if I don't fall asleep in the next 20 minutes I'm gonna get less than 6 hourss of sleep #hm. #what to do... #I want to start the tournament today tbh #there's only 1 bracket left to draw... #hm #hmmmmm

[dubiousdisco]

I wanna know more about the lol characters but I don't wanna play lol...

#what to do...

[frost-queen]

which one do you think you’re gonna write next? so excited whenever you’re ready :))

I'm not sure perhaps a Steve one or the next part of my Five x R series or the Billy H one. Or something totally different haha. I am still deciding but not sure if one will be up today since family time so maybe like friday than if today doesn't work.

#so many requests #so many choices #what to do...

[greelin]

blood “loss”? well it’s not lost. i know exactly where it went. right over there.

#‘is this about astari—‘ brother. what do you think .

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[ladychlo]

Motaz Azaiza interviewed by Ajstream after fleeing Gaza, please do watch the whole interview...

#he just turned 24 yo #I can't imagine how many dreams aborted by what's happening #please do watch the whole interview #motaz azaiza #free palestine #gaza

[bananonbinary]

"menstruation is punishment for original sin" is a fairly common doctrine (altho in my experience it's usually more implicit than just baldly stated like that)

anyway this implies that of all the animal kingdom, humans are not UNIQUE in sinning, but are joined by bats, the elephant shrew, and the spiny mouse species Acomys cahirinus. (according to my 5 seconds on wikipedia at least)

#what the fuck did that one mouse do

[surkeart]

be free!!

#surkeart #my art #cringe culture is dead #keep doing what makes you happy no matter what others think #youre awesome #sonic #furby #long furby #furry #fursuit #brony #mlp #naruto #cosplay #gengar #people #trans #DO NOT REPOST thanks