#what the hell am i even saying idk thank you for reading this asldkfj

[nyctoheart]

i have so many friends on here and im thankful for all of you, and thank you for being patience with my ass who's always learning things and i'm sorry for all the stupid things i do and say, and thank u all for sticking with me even though this blog is but a former shell of all the KH gifs and fanart it used to be and idk im just feeling a sort of way

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#do not reblog ♥ #maybe im just hungry and need to eat something #maybe its the year+ of isolation #OR maybe its me considering what i want out of my online experience now that i ordered a PC and may take on streaming #and deciding on where i want the line drawn with how much i open up during streaming #cause it sounds fun but at the same time i want to kinda drop off the grid completely and just not be a creator #even though of COURSE i want to still be a creator--if i dont draw or design and post it i will wither like a little flower #but i dont want to be KNOWN anymore #I DONT KNOW!!!!! i dont know what i want #i need IRL human interaction-- that's what i need #i need a real human to hold my hand pull me back down to Planet Fucking Earth is what i need #and to maybe kiss me :) #what the hell am i even saying idk thank you for reading this asldkfj