#what makes me sad is that idk if or when i'm gonna meet someone right for me

[betterfettered]

Ok but imagine if the Mc they got was religious.

Like daily prayers, church going. Pretty much full fledged christian ending up in devildom with literal demons.

•Religious!mc who devoted their life to christ getting railed by the demon bros (especially lucifer).

•Religious!mc who was saving themself for marriage can no longer do so after her nights with the boys.

•Religious!mc who wore a cross necklace clutching it around her neck as they get railed from behind.

•Religious mc! who prays for forgiveness after begging for more the night before.

(I’m sorry but corruption kink is top teir + first time doing something like this so idk if it’s like worded correctly)

Anonnamin this ask gels so well with another one that I got about a super sweet MC from my moon anon!

Alright, but imagine this. A cute little reader who is just SUCH a softie Like, they are the type to help old ladies cross the street, volunteer at soup kitchens, work at a bakery, always give the brothers random little gifts that remind them of them, and just wholesome stuff like that. But the poor bby always blames themselves for any problems, like they are such a little ball of sunshine who is always blaming themselves, it's quite sad actually. Like they are always trying to brighten everyone's day and smiling, but if someone even slightly raises their tone at reader, reader will start tearing up and apologizing. They are just such a sweet little thing, and like the entire school absolutely loves them and a lot of people see reader like a little sibling figure. Because of this the brothers absolutely love this innocent cute little reader who only wants to make everyone feel happy and loved, but then their are all the other students at school stealing away reader's attention and protecting reader when they see how obsessive and possessive the brothers are. (Reader has no clue though lol, absentee parental figures gang, don't know what healthy love is ✌) (If the brothers get born mad at reader, reader will cry and isolate themselves because "they aren't enough for them" and "they probably don't wanna deal with me right now", and just close themselves off) Moon anon 🌙

I'm gonna combine the two of them together into an ask about a super saintly MC. 🧚🏿 If you feel like there was something I missed feel free to send in another ask~

It's killing me to imagine a terrified religious!MC waking up and meeting real life villains from the bible LOOOOOL literally wakes up, is introduced to The Actual Lucifer, passes back out again hahahahahha

I mention a trans girl with a dick in this, I don't know if that needs a warning. If you read this and appreciate the warning, please let me know somehow. Otherwise I'm not going to mention this kind of thing again.

(Gn!reader x AMAB!yandere, please let me know if reader is gendered)(noncon)(violence against reader)(gaslighting)(exhibitionism)(drugging)(plus size reader 💖🫡)(blasphemy, but you knew that LOLOL)(18+ readers only please, mdni)(Please let me know if I am missing a TW)[This is fetish content and rape and abuse are disgusting and inexcusable in real life.]

Yandere!Lucifer would soon feel pretty protective over an MC like this, especially because he thinks you're so foolish easily taken advantage of. He would also appreciate how obedient you are, it's so much easier than needing to tell his brothers to do or not do things over and over again. In a sense, he would protect you from things that he would do to you himself: he's not going to let concerned students at RAD take up all of your time because he himself is going to take up all of your time. He's not going to let other people order you around but he certainly is going to order you around. Most importantly, he won't let other people force you to live your life one way or another because you will be living life to his exact specifications.

I think on the other hand that he'd be kind of personally offended by your brand of religiousness. It intrinsically paints him as a bad guy and makes his reasoning out to be unjustified which, even if it weren't a sore spot, contradicts what he likes to believe about himself. I think his real cruelty streak would start to show around how he dismisses your beliefs. The first time you earn yourself a bad punishment from him, he'll be determined to hurt and violate you in ways that you would not have been able to imagine before, shoving toys into you that are way, way too big for only your first time, putting chained clamps on your nipples and tugging them until you are hoarse from screaming, forcing orgasm upon orgasm onto you until you it only hurts, paddling you until you're shaking. He'll ask why your God isn't helping you, but no answer you give him will be the right one (earning a larger toy or maybe another paddle): the real answer is because you like what he's doing to you, it's what you've always wanted, and your God knows that.

Yandere!Mammon would be sooo bad with this kind of MC LOL He's such a scammer that he would completely take you for all you're worth. You'd both end up broke and in trouble because of him LOLLL He has a hard time admitting when he's done something shitty, so he might allow you to blame yourself for things quite a bit, maybe even use your low self esteem to guilt you for spending time with other people at school vying for your attention (I'll circle back to this).

I don't think he'd have it on him to outright force himself on you because you're so innocent and sweet. Instead, he'll probably slip a double dose of an aphrodisiac into a snack he serves you and wait for you to come onto him. Imagine always wearing a religious robe and, after being drugged, hurriedly yanking it up in a daze so you can dumbly grind on Mammon's thigh and grab his wrists so you can rub his hands all over your body because you have no idea what to actually do about being horny LOL After he fucks you until you're satisfied, he'll let you think that the entire thing was your idea all along. If you get way too torn up about your sinful thoughts and behavior he might grudgingly admit that maybe you ate something strange. Circling back to the above, he is happy to take advantage of your guilt and naivete but he does have a kernel of morals deep down.

Yandere!Leviathan would be obsessed with your purity and good heartedness. I don't even want to mention her in this context because she is a child but honestly your personality would align with a lot of the kinds of things he likes about Ruri-chan. It's the ideal magical girl: chipper, sweet, always trying to help others etc. He'd be quietly obsessed with your religious behavior: you might be praying and then look up and see him watching you, or when you are helping people with things in public he follows you around and tries to help, too.

Unfortunately, the more he becomes obsessed with your purity, the more dirty thinking about you sexually will become to him, which means it makes him all the hornier LOL You'll start to notice him staring at your body and giving you lingering touches on your legs and shoulders. When he finally can't take it any more, he will want to shield you from the corruption as much as possible. He'll sneak into your room at night with a blindfold, tie it over your eyes and tell you to just go back to sleep. Obviously you wouldn't be able to sleep through someone taking your virginity, so he'll just try to soothe you as you cry even though he's fucking you way too hard because of his inexperience. You feel dirty and bruised once he's done with you, but rather than comfort you, he'll apologize by insulting himself and saying how awful and wicked he is and how you deserve better. You are always inclined to blame yourself, so even though you still feel his handprints all over you and the weird slipperiness between your legs makes you feel disgusting, you'll tell him it's not his fault and wonder what you must have done to provoke him. Levi is one of those people who says "I am a bad person anyway so might as well do it again", so expect the nightly visits to continue. You'll spend them clutching a cross as tightly as you can and praying, sadly unaware that that is only turning him on more.

Yandere!Satan wants to study you like an academic subject and needs to know everything about you that there is to know, so he'd be very very interested in your religion since it's such a big part of who you are. He also doesn't have as much experience with the celestial realm as the other brothers, so is more open to hearing about what is in your Bible since he doesn't have his own beliefs about it. You would literally be doing "Bible study and chill" with him where he listens to you talk about God and read scripture, and you would be so pleased when he seems like maybe he is thinking about converting. After all, to you helping him see the Lord's light is one of the kindest, sweetest things you can do.

That's why when the "and chill" part comes in you would feel so shocked and betrayed. You're sitting on his lap, reading pages out loud to him when you feel his teeth latch onto your neck and his tongue move back and forth over the sensitive skin while he gropes you. Maybe you're confused about his intention, so you ask what he's doing while he pins you face down by your shoulders, pulling your ass up and against him. You'd be confused and trying to explain that this isn't pious at all when he tells you he doesn't believe any of that shit at all and never did, and the shock would be so deep you don't even cry while he pulls your clothes off and throws your Bible to the floor carelessly like it's trash. Like Lucifer, he's the type to ask something like where it says in your scriptures that you should cum all over his face while he gives you head, or to slap you and actually quote Bible passages about meekness to you when you try to resist, asking if you really even believe what you read to him.

Yandere!Asmodeus is going to think how innocent you are is so cute and try to corrupt you immediately. Imagine you have baked some cookies, and you are going to give them out. He'll offer to go with you and then right before you step into the classroom he'll catch you by your waist, pulling your soft body back towards him until his arms are smushing your stomach. Asmo will whisper with his lips against your ear that every one of these people who is vying for your attention because you're so sweet actually just wants to be the first one to breed you, that when you hand them cookies they just think about fucking every hole you have. He'll ask what hole you'd use for which person until you struggle to get out of his arms and run away.

But even when you're gone, you can't help but think of his question every time you hand out a cookie, or in gym when a girl tries to talk to you and you can see her cock through her pants you can't help but think you want to take her in your mouth because it would hurt anywhere else. It's embarrassing and flustering and makes you want to be by yourself, which is a perfect time for Asmo to come and find you, to yank your robe up and point out how aroused you are. He'll narrate what's happening to your body, explaining it's totally natural to feel that way when you want to have sex, and asking who you saw that made you so horny.

He'll do this as long as he needs to until you are begging him to help you with this feeling between your legs that's driving you crazy and makes it hard to sit still in class. When you apologize to god before begging him to fuck you, he'll tell you that there's no need to. God gave you these feelings so you could act on them. He wants you to feel pleasure.

Yandere!Beel would be annoyed with how you let anyone who wants your attention have it, and he'd dislike how you always trust your god to keep you safe instead of him. God lets bad things happen all the time, so in his mind thats a ridiculous system. Whenever he sees you clutching your cross or praying, he will demand to know what it is you're asking for and try to give it to you himself. He thinks religion and your cross is a distraction from your relationship to him, especially since he's met all the people you're talking about and none of them are that special to him. If he wants your attention, he just cuts in to where you are and demands it, even if that means picking you up and carrying you away.

Yan!Beel will always fuck you when his libido outpaces his sense of control, but when he hears you praying he'll be enraged. You don't need that stuff! He'll try to rip your cross off of your neck, but the chain is too strong so he ends up choking you by it. You'd better say that all you need is him, to calm him down. Otherwise, expect him to yank you around by the chain like its a leash, pounding you so hard that you can't catch your breath to pray or beg him to stop. After he cums he'll just jam him fingers into you, stroking you with his other hand until you say what you want.

Listen I love Yandere!Belphie being insane as much as the next cockwhore, but I think he would actually be really, really kind to an MC like this. He went to the human world often to meet new kinds of people since he loves learning about them, so he'd be really comforted by how sweet and gentle you are while also loving how you hold him while he naps and let him tuck his cold feet under you all the time. He likes your prayers because they put him to sleep and give him good dreams.

What would make him snap is the constant attention to other people. He's often waiting for you in bed, so waiting hours and hours just to find out you've been with other people would drive him absolutely crazy. You might be tutoring a few other students and he comes in, seizing you by your hair and slamming your head down onto a desk. You squirm and plead for him to stop, but he'd still rip your clothes off and fuck you in front of them so they know that you are his. Even while you're sobbing he'll say (loud so they can all hear) that he can feel you clenching down on him, so you must love it. You'd turn your head to ask the other demons for help and see most of them with their hands in their pants and their eyes smoldering with lust. The fact that you'd be in so much pain losing your virginity in front of a crowd that you struggle like crazy and pray to be saved just makes the show more interesting.

#obey me #omswd smut #yandere #tw noncon #tw non con #yandere x reader #yandere smut #cw noncon #tw: noncon #obey me smut #betty fetty #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #obey me beel #obey me belphie #yandere beelzebub #yandere beel #yandere belphegor #yandere belphie #beelzebub x reader #belphegor x reader

[randomblack-girl]

I knew this guy with Uranus conjunct Mars in the 8th house and "it" was huge 😟

Siren in the 6th house have nice bodies

I feel like Jupiter in the first house wanna be thick so badly or they are but they usually have nice bodies

I might have already said this but chiron in the 6th house might have body insecurities or health issues the type to grow up fat then start eating healthy as they grow up or maybe they had bad skin and got into skincare

I hate to say it but it's true pisces placements do be lying especially ones related to the 3rd house/Mercury a friend of mine with Neptune in her first house admitted to lying for fun and an old friend of mine with Neptune in the 3rd house said she'd lie so people wouldn't know stuff about her (Scorpio rising) but I hate saying this because I have pisces/Neptune influence over my chart and I'm not a liar, but it is some of them.

There's definitely a connection between pisces/Neptune people and fishes, mermaids, etc my friend who has Neptune in the first house said she wants a little mermaid birthday party. They do look really good in a mermaid aesthetic, it's giving:

As a Scorpio rising I keep attracting Scorpio moons!!! And I love Gemini risings as a gemini moon and idk bout y'all but I get along better with people with similar placements to mine bc yk people be saying opposites attract...

What's y'all experience with Saturn in the 8th house men? Like what's going on down there? I'm curious 😭😭 I keep meeting guys with that placement I also don't know how to read this placement really, a lot of them seem kinda traumatized and closed off

People with Venus badly aspecting their asc usually think they're unattractive, it's sad

Ok so I have pisces Venus conjunct Uranus in a composite chart with this guy and we like each other but we live in different countries but he literally set the standard for my future bf 😭

On the list of hot voices is mars in the 2nd house. This guy ik has Capricorn mars in the second house and he sounds so smart and like a gentleman but hot at the same time. I also noticed he talks really slowly? Idk but I like it 😋. Sirene, Saturn, and Neptune also aspect his Mercury and neptune is in his 3rd house he has a pisces mercury too. I think pisces/neptune might make your voice nice, I have Neptune aspecting my Mercury and I've been told my voice is soothing. Ok I think Pluto makes a voice hot too because I'm noticing it's Venus, mars, and Neptune that keeps showing up in people's charts who have nice/attractive voices. Saturn can make them sound more mature and Jupiter can make them sound funny/be funny. Jupiter voices also sound deep and pisces/Neptune influence makes someone good with their words/poetic.

Idk if I'd say Scorpios look sexy/mysterious but I do try 😭😭 it's so hard though bc that's not who I am naturally I'm trying to just be myself though, I do notice I am just more reserved/quiet but that's when I'm not around friends or people I actually wanna talk to (Virgo 11th house) bc I don't really become friends with just anybody

I've noticed the connections I've had where the composite chart rising was Scorpio be deep/seem deep I love these relationships as a Scorpio/Pluto dom!!! I feel like we click and can talk about deep things like trauma easily

Idk the thing about tauruses and food is kinda right bc one thing about me...imma eat 😭 and I have a friend who's a Taurus moon who loves food

Let me tell you, having my Aphrodite and Lilith in Virgo and a pisces Venus the one thing I'm gonna do...is wear green, crystals, seashells, blue, etc ITS GONNA EAT EVERYTIME idc same with black but in terms of color? It's gonna be green, blue, and sometimes white (I'm still scared to wear white) but I love white too and omg don't get me started on grey and brown!!!! Or MATCHING SETS!? bye I want some juicy couture so bad!!! I love neutrals as much as I hate so say it bc it seems so basic but they're so easy to pair up and they look good together. But I'm trying to get into color and my favorites so far are green, orange, pink?, And blue also neutrals are easy because most likely it's gonna look good. Color can be complicated it's the same with patterns which is why I have a lot of basic tops now 😭.

Another thing I'm gonna do is wear tight clothes or crop tops 😋 and I honestly find it hard to not wear that or shirts that show cleavage now that I got a sewing machine I make everything a lil bit lower 💅🏾 and I love waist beads!! Emphasis on the stomach

And one time someone said "don't you think Tionna (me) looks good in comfy clothes" which is very interesting because taurus placements do look good in comfy clothes

Btw that picture came from Pinterest!

#astrology #astro observations #neptune #appearance #capricorn mars #mars #pisces venus #fashion #aphrodite #virgo lilith

[minquiec]

My 5k word essay on why I like bringing pain and suffering to the two idiots I love dearly (A thesis)

[alternative title being: me ranting abt jipunk for 2 hours straight im kiddingg]

So like

At this point I'm pretty sure most people can tell I enjoy pulling angst out of nowhere for absolutely NO reason necessary other than pain heeheehaahaa well it ain't gonna stop 😁 CAUSE TRUST THAT I will make sure every au I ever make of these two end in numbingly tragic angst one way or the other 🦅 jkjk they won't all be that bad it'll just have varying degrees of sadness

Anyways

I actually do have a reason for never giving them a happy (canonical or implied) happy ending ☝️ the thing abt me is every detail or like choice I make in character design/relationship/etc is that it's always intentional (most of the time) like there's always some kind of corny reason behind it bc I'm jwndkwjd insane and just think too hard abt two characters that don't even exist.

So like so like

I am an absolute loser for tropes like 'in another life' or 'in every life' or just anything among those lines. Like genuinely it does smth irreparable to my brain it's not even funny.

And basically the thought process for jipunk was like they're LITERALLY from different universes which quite literally means they can't end up together bc it's just not possible. But tbh the whole multiverse logic and how it works is up to interpretation cause y'know it's just a movie but personally I see it as smth pretty impossible for lore sake and stuff HAHSHA

So because the 'original' jipunk (atsv versions) can't end up together, I decided to go and think

"HMM."

"WHAT IF THEY ARE THE EPITOME OF 'ill find you in every universe" BUT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM END IN THE SAME WAY (never ending up tgt)"

Cause for the different au's each of them is technically a different reincarnate in different worlds with different lives.

And like going back to when I said varying levels of sadness: what I meant was in some aus they'll be literally universes apart (which in itself is already sad asf) but in other aus they could live in the same world but their lives are like perpendicular lines because they'll meet and then never cross paths again (BECAUSE this is what their fate is supposed to be if we base it off their atsv counter parts: they were never meant to be bc they're from different universes)

BUT DONT KILL ME YET BC

technically

teccchnicaalllllyyy

In the long run they do have a happy ending

(longass run bru)

So there isn't a proper timeline for which universes 'happen first' bc that just doesn't make sense but

The modern au where it has the convenience store

Is their happy ending

Endgame au fr

Cause if you think abt it right (this is a headcanon), hb isn't the type of person to fall in love based on looks.

Yet in the modern au he ends up crushing on a silly little employee of the convenience store he goes to.

And like it's just this pull he can't understand for the life of him??? Cause it feels so shallow to him to like someone bc he thinks their pretty

Little does he know

So after they get tgt in the modern au, I'm thinking of this one moment where he kind of figures it out/sort of/not really but he is just like

"idk what it is but it feels like I've spent lifetimes with you"

BECAUSE YOU HAAAAAAVE@)$()2(# AAAAAAUEGEGHHEGEG JM SOBBING

HE SAYS IT BC HE REALIZES HIS SOUL IS JUST SO COMFORTABLE WITH HER PRESENCE ALMOST LIKE ITS GOTTEN USED TO IT SINCE A LONG LONG TIME AGO

And I realized just now but omfg the comic I made where he drunk confess and goes 'I liked you first'

HES LITERALLY BEEN LIKING HER FIRST IN THEIR FIRST LIFE (ATSV) IM GOING TO FUCKIGNNEF THROIWN UP

Soulmates idc idc IDCCCC

Took the quote I love you in every lifetime and RAAAAANNNN WITH IT

I enjoy tragic love stories tm

This isn't delusion anymore this is derangement

They r so dear to me

They are my kdramas, they are my bridgerton, they are my therapy this is how I cope.

#jipunk #lorerambles

[hotxcheeto]

oooo may i request a violyn x assassin reader!! idk the concept of the cop, the ex prisoner and the assassin seems fun!!! bonus points if the reader knew vi when they were young and was close with powder and ekko‼️‼️

━ 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓

𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜(𝙨) - Vi x G/N!Reader x Caitlyn Kiramman

𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 - Cursing, mentions of killing someone, reader holds a gun for a scene, flirting,

𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 ? - Yeah/Nope

𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚 - This is so ass but this also funny also sorry I took so long darling! Literally 2 months but I've been so stressed lmao

"So, you brought an enforcer here... because..." You raised an eyebrow, the gun in your hand having been paused from your cleaning. Holding it while staring curiously at the dark haired girl.

"We need your help, not just the enforcer. Me too." "I have a name." She huffed, looking at Vi with a glare as Vi rolled her eyes. "With?" You continued cleaning the gun, but your gaze never left the both of them.

"We need info on someone." You looked up at the pink haired woman, almost laughing as you set your half-together weapon on the coffee table. "So you knock so hard you wake up all my neighbors, show up out of the dead mind you, give me no explanation, bring an enforcer to my house when you know my work. And you want me... to help you?"

There was a thick silence looming in the air, Vi staring at you and you stared right back. Caitlyn looking back and forth between you both.

"Please." "Violet." You grumbled, standing up from the couch, just about the same height as her. "You're lucky she's pretty." Caitlyn blushed at your words, noticing a little glimmer in your eye.

"Hey, we never technically broke up." Your head turned back to Vi, huffing. "Who says I want to stay with you? You've been dead for like... a long time." You muttered something about technicality and years, Vi trying to hide the ping of sadness in her heart.

"Look, you show up, don't even give me a kiss hello after disappearing and going to.. what was it? Oh yeah, Stillwater, one of the biggest most highly fucked prisons. And you bring an enforcer. I'm wanted you moron."

"My name is Caitlyn." "And mines Y/n. Nice to meet you, your dad got my mine thrown in jail. Trust me, I know your name." You gave her a smile, looking back to Vi ignoring her crestfallen face.

"You wanted a kiss?" "At least a hug." You huffed, rolling your eyes before walking off, grabbing a bottle of liquor.

"What info do you need anyway?" "It's for an investigation I'm pursuing." "I'm not a snitch, that shit will get you killed. Including you, enforcer." Caitlyn's eyes went slightly wide when you turned around, taking a gulp of liquor.

"Nah, just messing with you. But seriously, depends on what 'info' you're looking for." "I need a name." "Mm." You hummed, leaning against the kitchen counter.

"Let me guess, the person who killed General Ashter?" Caitlyn nodded. "Well, the search is up." Vi groaned, turning around dramatically to walk away while Caitlyn stared at you confused. "Better lock me up, but that fucker deserved it. Doing what he did."

You took a long drink from the bottle before slamming it down. Making Caitlyn jump, Vi falling down on your couch and laying her head back.

"Well there goes that." Caitlyn muttered. "You gonna arrest me? Maybe we'll be cellmates Vi." You have her a snarky grin just passed Caitlyn. Her bandaged hand flipping you off.

"No..." "So how long was it gonna take for you two to ask to stay here? Or were you just gonna stay?" "Mm, was building up to it." You nodded, walking over to Caitlyn, looking her up and down before going over to Vi, sitting beside her.

"You're lucky we haven't technically broke up. If you were my ex, I would totally have kicked your ass out." Vi laughed, meeting your eyes, a soft grin resting on her lips. "So, she your new girl?" You turned your head to look at a very awkward standing Caitlyn.

"No, I'm dating someone else. Total lunatic." "Hey, rude. Besides, she's pretty, shit even I might dump your ass." Caitlyn laughed slightly, looking at Vi as she scoffed. "What?" "At least Caitlyn would've given me a kiss hello. Wouldn't you of, Cait?" Vi and your eyes fell on her.

"Well for how long you were gone, I'd at least give a hug." "Thank you!" "Oh c'mon." Caitlyn came to sit beside you, the three sitting and staring straight ahead.

"Well, if I'm being honest, this is quite the predicament." You then said, looking at them both.

"Not that I'm complaining." You winked at Caitlyn getting a little bit of blush to coat her cheeks. Vi huffing.

"Don't worry, I still love you even though you dickhead." "Mm, glad you missed me." You leaned your head on Vi's shoulder, a silence passing over you three once again.

"Whoever said three's a crowd was completely wrong. They've never sat between two really pretty people."

A/n: This is my exam week, wish me luck baddies

#arcane vi #vi arcane #vi x y/n #vi x yn #vi x reader #vi x you #caitlyn x reader #caitlyn #caitlyn kiramman x reader #caitvi #caitlyn kiramman #arcane league of legends #arcane netflix #arcane #nevy writes #special tag

[chemicalarospec]

hold up guys I am being plagued with visions of Magical Girl L

okay so everyone's heard of talking cat Ryuk, but now get ready for: talking cat Watari

he's actually a wizard who's been trapped in this form and there's a whole arc about breaking that spell

but at the end he decides he likes being a cat better (to the great exasperation of L) so he only turns back into an old man when L needs him to

he's got his Wizard Realm Tower (of books and knowledge)

yeah Prince of Darkness Light Yagami is cool and all but personally I feel like high-concept AUs that cast Light as an Open Villain miss the whole point of him being a liar in plain sight

so you know have most Magical Girls have a team of friends? L has NO FRIENDS

also idk what like his powers are. Magical Girl is just a category of its own, right? I'm between a girl outfit and a prince outfit (like one in a fic I read) tho.

well, he has no friends... until he meets Light!

and they start vanquishing The Forces of Evil or whatever it is Magical Girls do together

until Light gains a black Book of Forbidden Knowledge

yes that's right I'm creating a new plot of Magical Girl (I think) and there's gonna be BETRAYAL.

Ryuk is NOT a cat btw. I think it's really funny if the scary shinigami are just there in this magical girl aesthetic. they're probably the Evil being fought

it's not the Death Note btw it like teaches him Black Magic and Ryuk tries to convince him to come over to the Dark Side and stuff

oh maybe Misa and Matsuda can also be Magical Girls. I haven't really thought about the other characters.

anyways from here we have two choices: he's just evil and they fight and stuff or

Light CORRUPTION ARC and we return to a more typical Magical Girl plot by having L save him from the corruption of the Evil Black Magic and stuff.

also I think Light's Magical Girl costume should become increasingly black during this arc and when L asks why he's like. "I spilled a pen on it."

it's important to note that in Show Form we see Light's POV as this happens but if I were to write a fic (which. so sad! I don't think I'll be able to) it would only follow L's POV -- one would only have hints of what was going on with Light up until the Big Reveal

maybe a flashback then? I like a big villain monologue though while L sits there thinking "damn! my one friend!"

but yeah speaking of turning this to prose... still working on my last big fic project, so not gonna happen on my own. It'd be cool to work together with someone on it but if you want to do something with this idea just make sure to send it to/tag me! (& credit, but only as much as I have here that's original -- I'm kinda hoping if I search there's already a fic of Magical Girl L because it seems like an easy idea to have lol)

oh update-edit: had the wild messed-up idea that after Light turns to the Dark Side once, L and the gang pull the most effed up move that would never be in a Magical Girl show, and erase his memory.

#death note #L death note #L Lawliet #death note au #bullet fic #light yagami #EVIL light yagami #jk jk haha that just made me laugh #I said this #it CAN be gay however I think this is a great oppurtunity for queerbaiting but light's acearo so it's not queerbaiting #ok today's the day #my own tags #okay i can't think of anything practical and good for the characters #chem's death note arc #will do for now and tomorrow i will retroactively apply that to posts i made about death note that i dont want to main tag #and reblogs??? idkkkkk

[andrew3garfield]

hiiii thank you for tagging me 🩷 @ashstfu

1. were you named after anyone?

well.........my first name no , but my second yes. after my mum cause she was like oh if I'm gonna give her another name why not mine?! helppp😭

2. last time you cried?

today👍🏻 because I'm moving from the city back to the countryside and I hate it so much. it's not right now rightttt now but in the near future. makes me so sad because i love this city and its vibes and it's all gonna be gone. my favourite cinema. my walks. everything.

3. do you have children?

nope. my uterus will never ever be used thank you very much. my children are my pets <3

4. do you play sports?

sadly no. i did ballet for a few years and also skating for a while though.

5. do you use sarcasm?

always.

6. whats the first thing you notice about people

their vibes. giiiiirl like idk but when i meet someone i already know if a person's shady, mean-spirited or kind etc etc. i feel everything.

7. whats your eye color

brown. my mum once said their black ahdkslmzmzx they're not. dark but in the sun they're such a lovely colour.

8. scary movies or happy endings?

i have a bad thing for scary movies yall know

9. talents?

being able to cry on command 💀💀 like is that even a talent?

10. where were you born?

like Ash said in a hospital

11. what are your hobbies?

going to the cinema, read, clean (yes i do count that a hobby), walks, writing letterboxd reviews  - actually detailed ones - , making gifs and just spending time with my pets and friends.

13. how tall are you?

150cm idk how much thats in feet 4'11 ?? idk but yeah im short

14. favorite school subjects?

english and arts

15. dream job

filmmaker. or crazy witch in the woods that everyone thinks she's crazy and stuff but in reality she's the sweetest, takes care of the animals etc etc

tagging these lovely ppl if you want to do it @jcusack @dirchristophernolan @kenobion @laezels @dykecherylblossom @merrybrandybuck

#tagged <3 #txt

[stargazer0001]

guys guys guys hear me out yall

so Hunter is from a previous litter from Survivor, Monk, and the third ones (still dont have a name for em) parents, making them the older sibling of them. Hunter goes to leave the colony when they are older, meeting NSH, they hang out with NSH for a while, and NSH tries out some cool genetic stuff on Hunter, accidentally giving them the rot in the process. Okay now go to Gourmand, Gourmand knew knew the pups when they were younger, as well as their parents, he was good friends with surv/monks parents. Gourmand leaves to go on their little journey, while this happens, Hunter leaves and Monk and Survivor go missing. When Gourmand comes back, they find that Surv/Monks mother has fallen ill, and I headcanon that scugs that are old enough (like imagine someone in their 50's. Scug equivalent of that age) can actually die, but I mean its not instant ascension, more of they get reincarnated, but thats a whole other can of garbage worms. So Gourmand and Surv/Monks dad try to take care of the mother (yeah I'm just gonna call surv/monks mom "the mother" bc im lazy) but in the end, she ends up passing on. Gourmand and surv/monks dad grieve together and find comfort with eachother. Still wondering if I should make them gay or not idk, it might be a bit too much. Gourmand takes control of the colony, becoming a good leader. Eventually, in one of their migrations, they find Survivor, all grown up and alone. Happy reunited time but also sad bc "NOOO MY MOM DIED??????" Then we end up finding Monk and Saint later on, Enot and Nightcat are like "Wtf Saint?????? Is this where you were this whole time???? We were worried big bro!!!" and Monk is like "my mom died?? What?? Also hey bro, wait wheres other bro?" They all have a cute lil reunion. One day when Monk is out just being a weird dude who likes bugs or smt they find Hunter and Artificer, just talking. And Monk confronts Artificer like "DUDE YOU FOUND MY BROTHER WHO I HAVEN'T SEEN IN YEARS AND YOU DONT THINK TO TELL ANYONE????? WTF??????" Lil fight but then Hunter calms them down, another reunion, then everything is totally very fine. (PS: No, no its not fine right now) And thats not even everything but I aint gonna continue to go on. Thank you for coming to my scug-talk, join in next time to hear me talk about more dumb shit

#to lazy to tag #im tired of writing #also there are probably alot of mistakes in this but hey #i am way to tired to proof read #also some of this I might change in the future idk #also what do you all thing Gay Gourmand and monk/survs dad or just good friends?? #Do we gay or just friend

[akookminsupporter]

yk i used to have an old frnd who i was very close to. like really. we used to talk all the time even though we live miles away and haven't met in like 7+ years. but we always got along. she had a really wide and kind of a different approach to life than other people which i really found admiring. i learned a lot of things from her and i honestly miss her presence sometimes. we don't talk anymore. time got us. there wasn't any fight or anything, we just gradually drifted apart and that's what hurts the most. why am i telling you this? because you remind me of her sometimes. she was strong, opinionated and never feared stating whatever was on her mind. that's a quality i acquired from her. so yeah... reading your messages (replies to the anons) remind me of her sometimes.

hope u do well in life, get everything u want and keep up with your spirit, rosie. i wish you the best in life and i hope everyone around you shows their love in their own way to you. and it's my request to you too, that if you have something to say to someone, say it. you never know when things might change, nothing is forever even the best of relationships (platonic, familial or romantic) end sometimes and you don't know when a stranger might become your new special person. so please don't ever hesitate to show your love to your loved ones. i've lost people and it won't be a lie if i say i barely have friends right now (i'm not forty years old, sigh. just ended high school) but that's fine i still have a lot more things coming. i could meet new people in college and hopefully form new definitions of friendships and relationships. but yes, from whatever i have seen so far, what i am sure of is that nothing is forever. i talk to everyone and you won't believe me people see me as a "happy go lucky girl" which i always like, because why being sad in front of people and making them feel sad when they can't do anything to help you? (in a good way. but i have this serious issue of bottling things up and that lead to anxiety. bad one) i literally have these thick walls because of how scared i am of forming bonds just for the fear of losing them. sigh. i just told you nothing is forever but i, myself have a hard time accepting that. easier said than done, isn't it? lol anyway a lot of sentimental and philosophical stuff have been said. geez i might cringe later at myself if you post this. nvm, it's so good that i found your blog, found bts, found armys, and found uh idk everything? yeah, life could be depressing but i try to smile it off because why not?

a frnd of mine was saying she's going to kill herself and i swear i've heard that lot more times from different people. two kids (15 year olds) commited suicide in the last two months where i live. and i was crying in the bathroom because idk who might be next. and it scares me yk what if it's me next? or in future months or years later maybe if i can't smile anymore? it's so disturbing, sigh. and i hate when people joke and say 'i'm gonna kill myself' at the slightest discomfort in life. at least once, just for a second i want them to think of thousands of those people who are surviving under constant fear of hurting themselves for real, who are actually struggling to keep themselves alive, to fight back life harder than it comes for them, and those who want someone to help them out of vicious circle of depression, anxiety and other similar problems they're caught in. i don't like people who make mental health issues look 'aesthetic'. hope they grow up to know better soon.

god i need to learn how to shut up. sorry this long. i love your blog, please don't ever shut this down. ilysm, hope you stay healthy and live your best life. also, again i'm sorry if my message is too depressing. i started off only to tell you that you remind me of my (ex) best friend lol.

Hi, anon! How are you?

I hope this doesn't sound disrespectful but I was a bit surprised when I read that you recently finished high school. There is experience in your words, experience that is usually gained over the years, with mistakes and frustrations but also joys. You are wise beyond your years, anon. That was nice to see. Although I keep in mind that at no point did you mention your age, assuming you're a teenager is perhaps a bit bold of me.

I think I've said it all day but thank you for the nice opinion you have of me. Thank you for the way you think of me. Thank you for somehow telling me that my sincerity is perceived by all of you. I'm sorry that you and your former friend have drifted apart. Life is funny like that sometimes. Sometimes people come into our lives to teach us something but not to stay. And in itself, that is also a life lesson.

In part, you remind me of me but unlike you, I have never had such positive thoughts about my future. About other people's? Of course, I have, but not about mine, I guess in that respect I like to preach but I don't apply what I preach.

Thanks for the advice and good wishes. You are a special person anon. Try not to change. Always try not to let life and all its tribulations ruin your way of thinking. Maybe try to be a little more positive about yourself. Trusting someone else people say is a rewarding thing to do, I need to work on that too, maybe we can do it together. I sincerely hope that people come into your life who bring something to you instead of taking something away from you. I hope that people come into your life with whom you can form sincere, honest and lasting relationships. You sound like the kind of friend I would like to have. That I often need to have.

I wish you nothing but the best anon, thank you for your kind words. I promise I won't forget what you said to me.

GRACIAS!!

[tyfinn]

20 questions for fic writers

Thank you @smblmn @apothecarose @a-noble-dragon for tagging me when I need it. I think my toxic work environment is rubbing off into other aspects of my life, and I've been doubting so many things lately. I hate feeling this way- I'm usually pretty self-assured about myself. So it thrills to me to no end when someone wants to know more about my writing. Thank you, lovelies!!

How many works do you have on Ao3? 91

What’s your total AO3 word count? 390,497

What fandoms do you write for? Schitt's Creek and I did one other for another fandom under a different pseud that I'd rather not discuss here

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Rings Around Your Heart Man about Town What Happens in Vegas Can last Forever Lost Time

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or Why not? I do! If someone took the time to comment, I want to do the same. I remember the first response I received after leaving a comment, and it was so exciting. And, some of those first authors I read I now consider friends. Also, if I'm having a bad day, seeing a notification that someone commented makes that day not so bad.

6. What is the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending? I think I specialize in humor, fluff, and HEs. I want someone to feel good after reading one of my fics, or to have a good laugh. But, in Breaking Down (the prequel to Rings), Arielle has the baby. You already know what will happen to her, so, for me, it was sad because I really liked her as a character, and she was just what David needed at that time in his life before his world was turned upside down.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? Probably the epilogue in Rings. David and Patrick finalize Patrick adopting Maddy and she changes her last name to Rose.

8. Do you get hate on fics? No, but I did get a criticism on Open Wide because I did not use the right anesthesia on David! LOL

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Not really, but I have dabbled in it. I don't feel particularly good at it, so I tend to keep it to soft kisses, tender moments, fluff.

10. Do you write crossovers? No. I do have an idea of Marcy meeting Sarah, Nick's mom from Heartstopper. Not sure if anything will come from it, though...

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? No

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? No

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? Yes! One A-maze-ing Night with @mallpretzles

14. What’s your all time favorite ship? For writing- David and Patrick

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? I don't want to think I'll never finish something I've started, so I'm not gonna answer...

16. What are your writing strengths? Introspection, dialogue, and humor? IDK Those are what the most positive comments are on.

17. What are your writing weaknesses? Description, probably. I also use a lot of italics, ..., -, But would we call that a weakness?

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? I do not think about that...

19. First fandom you wrote for? Schitt's Creek

20. Favorite fic you’ve written? Probably Rings. It led to an entire series and I was able to create Madeline, who I love with my whole heart.

#20 questions #schitt’s creek fanfic #writing #ao3 #get to know me

[a-wondering-thought]

i'm listening to speak now(tv) and i had thoughts

so hear me out, but what if instead of it being another women who wanted to marry the man like in the song, its a story abt two queer women and the woman who is marrying the man is a closeted Lesbian/Sapphic woman who was marrying the man because idk family/peer pressure but in reality was in love with her best friend(who is openly bi/pan/ommi/sapphic? idk which one, but she likes women) and doesn't realise until either like a couple of days before or the day of the wedding and by that point doesn't feel like she can cancel the wedding so she just go's along with it, and its the man who uninvites the best friend bc idk maybe a grudge or smth but the best friend go's anyway bc she's in love with the bride and doesn't know the bride loves her back but she go's anyway bc it her bff who's getting married and she's gonna support her regardless and wants her to be happy, so then its the day of the wedding and they are all getting ready and i have two different endings but the first one is that like the mother of the bride/bridesmaids has to go get something/meet someone or something and so the bride and the best friend are alone and the bride sort of tells the best friend how much she doesn't wanna get married(and maybe tell her she likes someone else???, i haven't decided) but then they are interrupted bc the mother/bridesmaids has come back and the bride go's with them to idk finish getting ready and the best friend is very worried and confused for her friend bc she doesn't want her to get married to a man she doesn't love and be unhappy (up until this point the best friend had thought the bride was in love with the man) but she go's to the venue where the wedding is happening(probably a church but i'm just gonna put venue bc idk it might not be a church) and sits down and then fast forward to when the preacher says, "Speak now or forever hold your peace" and then the bride looks at the best friend and the best friend is like i'm in love with this woman and i don't want her to be stuck in a marriage with a man she doesn't love and if she will have me i'd like to marry her and spend the rest of my life with her There's the silence, there's is my last chance so the best friend stands up her hands are shaky and all eyes are on her and the best friend says " i object, *brides name* if you really wanna do this i wont stop you but you are my best friend i have seen you laugh i have seen you cry i have seen you angry, happy, anxious every emotion and the one i dislike the most is sadness so if this is going to make you unhappy then i beg you reconsider bc you deserve the world, if only i could give it to you and being in a marriage with a man you don't love is not going to make you happy, and what i'm about to say might make you hate me and if you don't want to see me again after this i will listen to you but you need to hear me out because the truth is.. i love you. i love you more than words could say, but you are my light in this dark miserable world and you understand me in a way on one else ever has, even when i don't understand myself and i'd like to think that even if there are oceans between us we would find our way back to each other, so please don't wait, or say a single vow run away with me and i'll marry you even if we only have paper rings because you are the best thing that ever been mine", the best friend looks around and see's Horrified looks from everyone in the room but she ignores them all and looks at the bride, anxious for what her reaction might be, and the bride is staring right at the best friend open mouthed and is looking like she just won the lottery but also like she might have a mental breakdown, and then she looks down at her bouquet and then back at the best friend before dropping the bouquet and rushing towards the best friend and smiles "i could never hate you, it would be like hating the best part of myself because the thing is, you're right i dont want to get married to anyone but you because, i love you. and then they run away from the venue and live happily ever after.

#what be even better is if they were secret lovers in the 1700/1800s who where forced to marry but then eloped together #welp its so long #how did it get this long #i think i got possessed #idk anymore #anyway #this all came from me listening to speak now #and took like 2 hours to write #so yeah #taylor swift #speak now #speak now taylor’s version #vi screams into the void

[seariii]

We only watched one episode today

Aaah... Episode 7, and It's the first time they translate the opening and ending. The opening is literally their story, and the ending made me tear up a bit, it had pretty feelings, but has such pretty meaning...

The ending made me feel... Happy.... It reminded me of my best friend... There is one song that could describe us, is Metronome, it's last verse says "in a life after this... We'll meet again", and the lyrics of the first ending of Frieren feel like that... "I'll walk this path again, even if you are no longer here It feels like you are beside me" or something like that.... "Wanting to understand the reason of my tears"... Idk something about the ending felt familiar to me... There was a time the bestie and I stopped talking, won't go into detail as to why, but it was a long long time. I thought for sure I was never to speak or see him again... And it really does feel like it was another life, different to this one with how much we've both changed.... When we talked again, I remember I told a friend, crying, that I felt the connection, like two puzzle pieces fitting exactly with each other, but I was sad that we were gonna stop talking... To my surprise, we didn't stop talking.... And our bond is even stronger than it was back in the day... We are platonic soulmates... It's nice to have someone like that when I thought I never would

Regarding what happened in the anime, it's fun to see them implementing that, the way she acted made me feel she had seen it first hand and then I was right. And the way the demons use words to manipulate is a trope I always enjoy. "I want my mom" cries, while they aren't capable of familial bonds, while they are lying just to make the other person lower their weapon, while they take advantage of their child-like form and eventually strike....

Then again, the demon in the memories, maybe I'm wrong, but felt like she wasn't trying to do something wrong... Felt like she truly thought that would bring peace of mind to the woman who lost her child. She apparently didn't have feelings nor empathy, so her logic said that. "It seems I made a mistake" were her words... I wonder if the man said anything to her that made her think of that option.... But maybe I'm just projecting, and maybe she just wasn't a nice person.... I guess we will see how they write the next episode

#seari watches anime #and writes a diary

[shuxiii]

hey!

idk if this makes sense to you but let me tell u something.

love is just about time and choices.

the time is your enemy number one. the time decides if you are gonna meet someone in the right moment when you already know if you are really prepared to love someone and give everything their deserved.

++

it’s doesn’t matter if u don’t have a great relationship with your parents but the urge for making they proud is the key for everything.

but whatever

haerin knows how hard can be her mother and its not her fault loving y/n but she is really prepared?

this is what i wanna say: they meet in the right time but their choices of how the things is gonna happening was clearly exposed by their actions and how their truly are.

you have to be a complete person if you want to love someone.

and the sad thing is most of us dont have the chance to be complete.

how you act, how you care, how you can be a better person.

haerin and y/n love each other but none of them are ready to be in any kind of relationships.

idk if u already finish the story, but thank u for give us some light in this hell of existence.

xoxo eli

Guys it’s 6 am it’s too early to give me a breakdown but listen u don’t need to be complete to be able to love.

What I'm saying no matter what state you are in, may you be struggling mentally, emotionally, physically, one thing I'm sure of is that love will always welcome you unconditionally. Love is a selfless action; they won't care if you're filled with flaws and scars that can't be fixed or healed, they'll love you regardless of it. No matter where you are in your life, or state, love will welcome you with open arms. ><

HAHSHHSSHS im just saying people disregard love because most of them time they think they dont deserve it sometimes they think they should be better or they should fix themselves first, but honestly love wouldn’t care at all, people are always going to love you even in ur darkest times, the people who love you will be there for you when ure fixing yourself, so you should learn to welcome them because grrrr

You know, like even if I'm mentally not okay, if someone loved me I wouldn't lock them out because I'm fixing myself. I would let them in. At least I know that when I'm mentally struggling, someone is there to be by my side.

Because I know that even when im struggling atleast i know im still loved

[journeeofalifetime]

ma...

nicky valentino, two against the world

prequel of ma?

I wanted to write something about Muriel but idk what to write so I just came back to this mafia with the most handsome brooklyn accent. anyway—that’s one post, see y’all in the next 3 weeks !! 🏃‍♀️💨

I'm sorry, Mr. Valentino. We did our best…

❝Your mother and I used to come here,❞ The young kid looked up at his father. The blonde mafioso held his sides and slowly sat him up on one of the chairs in the speakeasy. Warm eyes looked at the child, a subtle emotion of sadness seemed to reside in those eyes.

Nicholai looked around, ❝Papa…?❞

❝Yes?❞

❝What was Mama like?❞

❝Your ma? She was a blazing firecracker, kid.❞ Nicky smiled at him as he sat next to Nicholai. He looked around the speakeasy, bittersweet memories of you flooded his mind. He could still see you beside him⁠—your smile, your bright aura, the way you would give him a sassy remark every chance you get.

Nicky placed his hand on the child’s head. No matter, since he knows his child⁠—your child⁠—although he looked uncannily like him, was a fragment of you. And he’s gonna love this piece of you that manifested in a three-year-old’s body like how the two of you planned.

Nicholai furrowed his eyes as his father stared at him intently. There it was again. That look of heartache and grief in his fathers eyes. He never understood then⁠—he never understood why his father would always look like that when they talked about his mother.

❝She would’ve been so happy to meet you, Nicholai. You would’ve loved her too.❞

He longed for his mother.

Those words stuck with him as he grew up. He slowly learned how different his family was from the others. How he didn’t have someone that would read him bedtime stories when he goes to bed when his Papa was away. Someone who was the light of the home while his Pa was the pillar.

And he wondered everyday what she was like.

❝Heya, kid. Got into trouble again?❞ Nicholai jumped as a sudden voice talked behind him. He turned around and placed his hands in front of him, mimicking a boxer’s pose. The white-haired man chuckled at the young teen, making Nicholai slowly drop his hands in relief.

❝N-No! What are you talking about, Uncle Murray—❞

❝You got a bruise right there,” He pointed to Nicholai’s cheek, earning a small frown from the boy. Murray chuckled once more, “Come’re, show me your medical kits so we can patch you up. You know how your father gets when he sees you like that.❞

Nicholai couldn’t do anything but sigh in defeat, helping Murray through the large mansion. Footsteps of the two can be heard through the empty halls as they walked in silence, until Nicholai eventually stopped his tracks when he realized he could only hear his footsteps. He turned around, his eyebrow furrowed as he sighted Murray stare at a painting on the wall.

It was a portrait of you. A portrait of when you were only a few months before Nicholai’s birth. You were smiling brightly as you held your large pregnant belly. His father—Nicky, was behind you, was also smiling. It was evident that the pair was excited for an addition in the family. They were excited for his birth.

Nicholai glanced once more at Murray, he had that soft smile looking at the portrait. He muttered softly, ❝Pa said you were the one responsible for getting them together…❞

Murray nodded, ❝I was and am responsible for their love story, their movie—❞

❝Yeah, ‘movie’...❞ Nicholai scoffed, he remembered how his father would always say how life was a movie—or how his mother wasn’t from this century or something. He sighed once more, ❝Pa would always tell me that life was a movie, and we’re characters in it. Let’s say that was…true, can you tell me what kind of character my mother was?❞

Murray looked at the blonde teenager, ❝She was curious, and had a love for action. She wanted to escape through movies, so I helped her. Then she eventually met your father and they created the best, as she would call, ‘gangster’ movie in the century.❞

Nicholai nodded and gave him a small smile before turning around, ready to guide Murray once more to the medical kits. He already heard that description of his mother before. He asked many people that question, and many had a different view of his mother—all of them being surprisingly positive about her. He already heard a lot but it seemed that he still didn't know her.

❝Want to meet her?❞

Nicholai stopped his tracks, then looked back at Murray confused.

❝Life is a movie. I can’t tell you for sure who your mother truly is to you, and I know how much you’ve been longing to meet her,❞ Nicholai looked down. Murray still had a loving smile on his face, ❝I can rewind that movie so you can experience it first hand. What do you say, little Nicky?❞

Time seemed to flow very slowly as the late-twenties version of his father interrogated him like a criminal. But then a figure came inside the room, he glanced at his father, noticing his face soften. When he turned his face to look at the figure, he felt the time that moved slowly to a stop.

He glanced back at the portrait, at your smiling face. Echoes of the many impressions that people had of you, his yearning for a mother, and Murray’s words battled inside his mind. Can he really…meet you?

It was…you. The inanimate woman in the portraits, the motionless woman in the pictures, the woman with many names—the woman his father loved very much. His mother, mom, mama.

He felt a bittersweet feeling in his chest as he tried to get words out of his mouth. He felt like an infant trying to let out his first words.

Ma…

#nicky valentino #fictif nicky valentino #two against the world fictif #two against the world

[legolasghosty]

I would love to read that essay about Willie's responses to Alex's anxiety and how good it is if you want to write it and have time for it☆

They are very good for each other and that is a fact♡

Alright, this ended up taking a while to write, Idk, brain being weird. Sorry! But... I can always talk about Willex...

Okay, let's go chronologically and start at their first meeting.

First off, Willie doesn't ever judge Alex for asking a million questions. He's a bit surprised at first by Alex's question about what a lifer is, but he just answers it and clarifies that Alex hasn't been a ghost for long. And while he laughs a lot in both this scene and later scenes, it's never at Alex. Alex makes him laugh, but it's always very clear that he's never being mean or looking down on Alex. This continues later when they're on the bench, with Willie listening and not making Alex feel stupid for not understanding stuff, even if he does laugh about it a couple of times. He just explains things and asks questions when he doesn't get something. Good traits for the partner of someone with anxiety, especially Alex, who at this point has just left a situation where the million questions he has are sort of being brushed off by Luke and Reggie.

Second, and I could go on forever about this bit, we have the little bit where Alex mentions his 'minor afterlife crisis,' then immediately follows it up by teasing Willie about running him over. Willie laughs and accepts the joke, then returns to the afterlife crisis thing. To me, what Alex is doing here is sort of a cry for help that he's too scared to really make. He admits that something is wrong, but quickly follows it up with a lighthearted comment meant to distract Willie. Like, he wants to talk about it, but he also doesn't want to put his issues onto someone else, especially someone he just met. And it works for a second. Willie laughs and gets distracted by the jab. You can see the disappointment in Alex's eyes though. He wanted to talk to Willie about it, and while he was trying to distract him from the concerning comment, he's still a bit sad when it works. AND WILLIE NOTICES!!!! He notices, he backs up, and he lets Alex talk.

Alex is a bit surprised, because people don't usually pick up on what he's doing when he pulls stuff like that, but he dives right in, almost like he's afraid that Willie will take it back once he realizes Alex has things to say. But Willie just asks some clarifying questions and lets Alex blow off some steam. As someone who regularly uses this same tactic Alex does, it means so much when someone picks up on it. Cause like, Alex doesn't want to burden Willie, but he does want to talk about it, so Willie actively giving him an opening to talk means the world and is a prime example of Willie being so so good for Alex.

Willie really is good for Alex right from the getgo.

Moving on, we have the museum scene. All the Willex gold in this scene, but I'll just pick on a couple things. First off, Willie is pushing Alex out of his comfort zone in several ways during this bit, but he's always there to help Alex do whatever it is, and he isn't trying to get Alex to do things he really doesn't want. When he pulls him into the museum, when he gets him to move the bench, and when they scream, Willie is there to help Alex do all of it. He grabs Alex's hand to pull him through the door, helps him focus enough to lift the bench, and screams right along with Alex. He's pushing Alex to do new things, but he isn't just leaving him to try and figure them out on his own. So important in any good relationship, romantic or otherwise, and something I think Alex really needs, especially at that point in the show where there are still so many unknowns for him and his band.

And of course, gotta talk about the screaming, cause what Willex analysis would be complete without it. I'm gonna talk about their communication again because I love it so much, but Willie notes Alex saying he's anxious, remembers it, and makes a point to ask. Alex shares, Willie connects it to his drumming, and is like, "Wait, I have something kinda like that that I do, maybe it would help him." Again, he doesn't force Alex, but he helps him do it and let loose and stuff, and it's a really great moment for them! Sharing coping mechanisms, my beloved!

At this point in the show, we run into the club stuff, which makes things sad for a bit between Willex, so instead of thinking about that, we're gonna talk about how openly happy Willie always is to see Alex. Speaking from experience, anxiety really likes to try and convince you that people don't actually want you around, but Willie is always so freaking happy when Alex is around, and it's very obvious. He's noticeably more cheerful and relaxed when Alex is around, and even Alex can see it, which has got to be so good for Alex. The reason Alex is so freaked out when Willie starts avoiding him is that he could tell Willie liked being around him. And Willie knows it. He immediately tells Alex that he isn't the issue when they talk outside the garage. Because he loves being around Alex, and the only issue is Caleb, and while Willie knows he can't actually tell Alex that, he doesn't want him to go crazy trying to figure out what he did wrong. Willie being so obvious about loving to be around Alex is so important for them, and is probably really good for Alex's anxiety.

From there, we have the lovely, "Because I care about you, Alex!" bit. Both in that scene and in the scene between them at the Orpheum at the start of episode 8, Willie is being completely honest with Alex, which is so so important in any relationship, but especially so when one or multiple people involved have anxiety. Willie doesn't dance around what he thinks and wants to say, he just says it. And Willie's honesty gives Alex permission to be honest in response, with the "I would have still followed you," bit and stuff, as opposed to deflecting and hiding with sarcasm like he does at many other points in the show. Good communication between the boyfriends!!!

And finally, we have the last scene in front of the Orpheum and the hug. So much good stuff here, but I'll just talk about the hug and one other line. First off, the hug. Alex is the one who initiates it, but Willie immediately grabs him back and hangs on just as tight. Alex isn't nearly as touchy as his bandmates or Willie, but he trusts Willie enough to reach out for him, and Willie instantly confirms that the comfort is both allowed and appreciated. They both know that this is probably goodbye, but neither can stand to say it, so they just hang on for dear life until Alex forces himself to back away. Willie lets Alex hold him for as long as he wants, and doesn't try to pull away. Another edition of the 'Willie counteracts the anxiety that makes Alex assume people don't want him around' show.

The last thing Willie says is to tell Alex he'll see him around, which, even though they both know it's probably not true, is really sweet. Willie is just like, "Of course I'll see you again, and I'm gonna love it so much when do." So like, post Magical Hug of Destiny, I don't think Alex has any question in his mind that Willie wants to see him again. Which is so good, and honestly hard to get with anxiety screaming in your brain. Because Willie makes sure Alex knows that he cares and wants to be around him.

Anyways, in conclusion, Willie is good at communication and making sure Alex knows he wants him around, and is so so good for Alex's anxiety. I love them.

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what is your "official" [using that word loosely] review of it?

im gonna assume you're talking about the new monster high movie i mentioned earlier, if you're talking about the horror movie i apologize bc I'm semi stupid, also if you are talking about the horror movie i'll also make a post about that bc i have a lot of thoughts on the IT movies, ALSO I LOVE THIS BC I LOVE REVIEWS SO MUCH!!! i love ranting about stupid movies and ranting about things in general! feel free to ask any opinion on movies or games!!! now introducing, my VERY shitty review of Monster High: the movie (spoilers i guess) so the story starts with clawdeen, who is a werewolf, going skating, shes wearing a hoodie and stuff to hide that shes a werewolf because she doesnt belong in the human realm or something i cant remember tbh, eventually she bumps into someone and its revealed, whoopsies, she runs off home where we meet her dad (who is a human) and apparently its her 15th birthday or something, she tells her dad that she got accepted to monster high but hes kind of ehhh about it at first bc like they are against humans/half-humans eventually he gives in and she can go, woo meets frankie and draculaura who shes roommates with, meets deuce too bc romance i guess, apparently her mom was like a well respected person at monster high (her moms dead) so principal bloodgood asks her to perform a speech, also has some talk about the school being anti-human and stuff, however clawdeen feels like she belongs at monster high and is kind of nervous bc she's not fully human clawdeen discovers that when shes scared/nervous she begins transforming into a human they have a talk about jekyll and hyde in class at some point, big reveal is that the teacher who taught that class is hyde's son, hates monster high and wants to destroy it and humans because they killed his dad, stuff like that, enough with the bad summary ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ all around the movie was like an average disney channel movie tbh, girl doesn't feel like she belongs anywhere, finally finds a place where she belongs, conflict, stuff like that things i did enjoy were the friendships between frankie, draculaura and clawdeen, i thought it was cute and sweet non-binary frankie was something i also liked a lot! however i am quite sad about no lesbian clawdeen (also about them making her and deuce like each other but we'll get to that) i did like a lot of the outfits actually! frankie had outfits i would totally wear, and draculaura! very goregeous (fuck you Grammarly for correcting) the music wasn't awful, none of the songs stuck with me really but they didn't burn my ears i guess tbh i thought the set looked neat too things i did not enjoy however were the relationship between deuce and clawdeen, they didn't officially start dating or anything but it has been said they like each other, i didn't particularly feel any chemistry between them they fully removed the rest of the wolf family, did not like that some of the makeup was kinda eh but that might just be me being picky, the makeup around deuce's eyes looked very orange, and draculaura's makeup was a bit too toned down for my taste but yet again, might be me being picky ghoulia yelps in this movie- she wasn't a major character, only appeared like a few times however i didn't like that they made her talk, idk just didnt really sit right with me? the villain twist at the end was lame, they have a jekyll/hyde character in the monster high universe???? do jackson and holt mean nothing???? but i saw the twist coming, idk if they wanted us to see it coming but like i saw it idk its 2 am and im rambling, yet again please tell me if im rambling about the wrong movie! maybe i'll actually be well rested then kindly ignore how shitty my reviews are i was mostly spewing out words

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