#what is it with the weird ads today

[journey-to-the-attic]

one thing about ik is that she will always reach out

#obey me #art #i had the idea for this and managed to bulldoze through drawing it all without losing motivation halfway through #but Do Not expect me to post art this frequently in future #idk how to do panels so if the middle bit with the text might be laid out weird #i added the stars and feathers and stuff because there was a bunch of empty space around the boxes #obey me satan #jtta ik #(btw the crumbling symbol next to the exploding feather is the wrath symbol from in-game) #(with the pride symbol attached upside down at the bottom) #(not so much symbolism as it is just me whacking you over the head with the point but it looks cool) #i had a lot of fun doing satan's more monstrous design so i might try my hand at some of the other demons later? #i do have some ideas for levi (deep sea creatures are just really fun) #also happy nightbringer release day!! it showed up on my homescreen like half an hour ago and i was like “wait what” #for some reason i thought it wasn't releasing til next week?? #the new genshin patch is today as well so looks like i'll have plenty to do with the rest of my free time for the easter hols #(i promise i'm also working on the next chapter of jtta but i am so stuck on how to get lucifer actually Talking) #anyway. here's a gold star for making it through all my rambling in the tags for anyone who did so: ⭐

[kris-mage-fics]

The Secret of the Greenhouse

A little non canon compliant Tabitha fic for Scarlet Hollow.

Tabitha loathes taking care of the…thing in the greenhouse. But with Pearlanne gone she's the only one left to do it.

(Please note: I wrote this before Episode 4 came out and based it on my thoughts on the Goop Teddy fan theory at the time. Now we know what's actually in the greenhouse, so this very much doesn't follow canon. But after @georgiedoesntfloat asked me about my SH fic ideas I couldn't get this one out of my head because I liked the vibes. So here it is, and it's all thanks to Georgie!)

Tabitha wasn’t one to believe something unless she saw it herself. She lived in a world of what was concrete and right in front of her. Yet what was in front of her tested her mightily. It shouldn’t exist, but somehow it did. Now that Pearlanne was gone, it was up to her to deal with this…thing.

Pearlanne told Tabitha about it less than a year ago. Apparently it used to be Teddy Scarlet, who was said to have died in the mine collapse in 1918. For all she knew that was a lie. But she learned long ago to keep such thoughts to herself. Pearlanne had been insistent that she learn how to ‘care’ for it. As if it were some kind of horrible pet.

Ever the dutiful daughter, she listened to what her mother had to say. Though Tabitha was sure Pearlanne left out quite a bit. There were too many missing pieces to the story she was given. Now she would never know the rest. Her mother was dead, and she knew not to trust what it had to say.

You can find the rest here on Ao3!

#poor Tabitha and her Eldest Daughter Syndrome despite being an only child #not canon compliant #Goop Teddy fan theory #angst #but like is it possible to write anything Tabitha-centric and it not be angsty? #omg I noticed just as I added the link that both this and “Fog” are 411 words! what are the chances of that?! #editing this today showed me I'm a better writer and editor than I was in November when I first wrote it #shocking that I posted two fics in less than a month! #scarlet hollow #tabitha scarlet #fanfic #excerpt from my writing #ao3 #of course my brain decided that I hated a tiny part of this hours after I posting so I came back to edit it so my brain will stfu about it #literally taking out three words and adding in three different words was all it took - brains are fucking weird man

[mildmayfoxe]

ok so the current stats at work are that after about three weeks of being in the hospital my boss's mom died. this is why i've been putting off quitting bc truly awful thing to have happened to anybody. really really horrible. however my favorite coworker put in her notice last week because she got a new job and i just got a text from another coworker that they're putting in their notice today. everyone is fucking dropping like flies. thats half of the core warehouse crew gone since our staff is so fucking small. i was thinking of putting in my notice on friday because i've GOTTA escape but my boss's mom's funeral is tomorrow. UHHH?????

#HELP ! #i've been trying to avoid talking about what happened bc it's not my fucking business to spread aroudn but it's added context for why #everything's so fucking weird at work rn & why i've put off quitting for the past month. #remember when i wanted to quit originally at the beginning of august and my boss's cousin was in the hospital & i was like #'hm better wait' and by the next week her MOM was in the hospital?? shoulda just quit the first time!! #anyway it's a TRICKY SITUATION i think i might just have to put in my notice on friday because unless for some reason i get offered a raise #(not gonna happen) i have to make sure i'm out with everyone else so i don't have to be part of the aftermath #chatpost #work tag #i'll be honest i'm stressed about how work is going to be today since my coworker is putting in their notice before going in. LMAO!

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: March 25

"Groovy Little Summer Song" by James Otto

#song of the day #it's not at all summer yet but it is spring!! #it's chilly when the wind blows and the dew-damp sticks around until noon but the sun is out and the sky is maybe not clear but close! #spring!!!! #I put my first early plantings in the garden today #I had planned for a bunch of marigolds but I got a different batch of flowers instead #so now what's down is rootings for a bunch of perennial flowers #sea holly and red-hot pokers and butterfly weed and hollyhocks #and then my little pea plants #I told Kelly I'd share pictures but for today it only looks like a square of dirt--I'll definitely share pics when my sprouts come in!! #beautiful beautiful garden times #summer of 2010 when this song came out was the first time in three-ish years I'd spent much continuous time with my family #my littlest siblings were old enough to be away from Mom for a while and still young enough to be lulled to sleep by the car #and Mom was very eager to be left home alone to sleep (and play this weird chicken bowling game she was briefly addicted to) #and so we went on a lot of long leisurely pointless car rides and we listed to a lot of #(I will never not hear this in my head) 96.9 The Kat! country music radio #and this got added to the short list of songs I sang to myself #it's so catchy!! cute fun moderately-bouncy little earworm and my voice cruises up and down it so easy #'when the days start gettin warmer / the sun starts sinkin slower / weekends go by faster / and beer starts tastin colder #wanna tune into a station / takes me on a soul vacation / hey there mister dj / come on won't you please play' #and crucially Dad did not mind this song--which could not be said for 'There Is No Arizona' by Jamie O'Neal #or (after I sang it approximately ninety million times) 'Just What I Do' by Trick Pony #we also had--this was very fun for me--we had exactly one CD we could play in the car (because it was stuck in the disk player) #and that was Joe Diffie's 'Third Rock From The Sun' #so many songs of absolute joy on that album. lucky as hell that Dad agreed because it meant we'd crank it up so loud #close my eyes and let the sun shine all red through my eyelids #sing some real dumbass enjoyable-as-all-getout songs at the top of my absolute voice #Dad laughing and singing along and the littles sleeping through the all of it like the precious babies they were #these are the songs of sunshine and pointless happiness! it's not summer but it will be! my garden doesn't have plants yet but it will! #sing a song!!

[undermostcorgi]

ANOTHER ONE

#my art #dnd oc #friend oc #kairos #getting lots of practice drawing fucked up FREAKS (affectionate) recently #also yes this lovely lady is from the same campaign as bell (zombie boy posted yesterday) and osiris lol #can you tell there's a sort of. death and undeath theme in that campaign #also i did thankfully have some feedback on this one since it's evie's character!! so hopefully somewhat more accurate lol #not entirely pleased with her face for some reason but i still like it #i am reminded of that one graph that shows talent and perception? yknow the one? #where as you grow more skilled there's a point where your perception of your art matches how good it really is #but then your skill doesn't necessarily grow with your perception of it so you start thinking your art is bad again #or that you're getting worse but it's still better than your previous art you're still getting better #idk i think that may be what's going on here lmao #i know this is decent and its much better than anything i was making even just a few months ago #but its still weird in my brain lol #or maybe im not too happy with it because i didnt spend a ton of time on it like i usually do on things like this? #this one took me like. 1 day total from sketch to finished product? #gathered reference images and started the sketch late monday night #did almost the whole thing yesterday and just added finishing touches today #so maybe i just didnt put enough effort into it idk #also also this is my 11th finished piece of the year #which is significant because in the ENTIRETY of last year i only made 11 finished digital art pieces LMAOOO #so in a month and a half i have done what i did in all of 2023 B) #a bit worried that im gonna burn out soon and not make art for a long time again but im feeling fine so far #other than the aforementioned slight displeasure with what im making now #hoping i can continue making good art all year!! or at least having fun making it even if it isn't good lmao

[they-didnt-last]

just woke up and no joke, i dreamt jatp had three seasons. i was very disappointed when i woke up

#it was a very weird dream #because from what i remember it was as if julie and luke had broken up??? or at least agreed to take some time away from each other #and then luke was all sad and stuff and he went for a walk at the beach #where he found a ghost girl #i think they went on a date??? #anyway she liked him but he still liked julie so they went their own ways #this was probably influenced by the fact that before going to sleep i watched a b*y meets world episode with a very similar plotline #also there was this like eleven year old boy who could talk to luke #in the dream i assumed it was his (alive) brother but now that i'm awake that doesn't make any sense #there was more but that's all i remember #jatp #oh and a boat/ yacht was somehow involved in all of this #i think it's where luke and the girl either met or had their date on #i think the boy also lived in said boat??? and that's how he found luke??? #i'm adding this to the end cuz it's been days and today i remembered this one detail lol

[exoexid]

just realized something and even tho it's something very silly i feel so bad about it 😭

#i just.... sometimes i listen to ateez. i do enjoy some of their songs bc the brand of noise music they produce is interesting and fun!!!! #obvsly that doesn't mean that i stan them. no matter how pretty seonghwa and mingi are i just don't i'm not 15 anymore :) #but i know their names and i can identify some of them when they sing/rap (see: mingi jongho and hongjoong. happy bday king btw!!!) #because they have distinguishable voices even with all the vocal processing they add to their songs #however.... when it comes to what i assume is the rest of their vocal line i'm still trying to... kind of sort them out #and that's fine bc i don't listen their music that much. but their voices are similar in tone right? to me they are at least but idk!!!! #well today i just realized that i have never heard them talk. like outside of singing idk their voices. i don't watch their content #no wait i did watch that one video with san and hongjoong trying out british food........ but the point still stands!!!!! #today i was scrolling down on twt and a video of san mingi and yunho appeared and as i listened to it.... something wasn't adding up to me #and it was so weird bc? yeah that's mingi's voice. and ah okay san talks like that. but yunho??????? #he has always reminded me of chanyeol. so much. so as i was listening to him talking my brain kept saying ''wasn't his voice deeper??'' #and yeah it IS deep but it's not pcy deep!!!!!!!! like girl you've been fooling yourself all this time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #in my head i keep on giving him pcy's voice which is. insane. and i don't know how i never registered it while listening to their songs #i truly feel so bad about it like it's so weird how i never realized i was doing this unconsciously YUNHO I'M SORRYYY #2 am thoughts are strange but this one has shaken me up so much like girl.... not everything is about your favorite unemployed legends!!!! #dara.t

[electrosquash]

#i've crawled down the rabbit hole of deepling amebla blogs for intel on that VA and am now stuck listening to their ambient recs #i'm usually not a big ambient fan but it's having an effect on me. something's happening in my brain right now. #there's something about feeling warm skin through cloth. without further plans. just touch. warmth. coexisting in comfort. #and i might be nonpartnering and aego so i've restricted myself from it. but also sometimes i long for exactly that... #this is what i mean when i say a character is warm btw lol #like pliskin has that warm quality. and cp77 mateo. and 90s kaz. especially after today's developments in my brain. they bring me comfort #the combo of my mind being pre-opened by my internet travels today and seeing the kaz doodles (love her <3) resulted in this weird mood rn #because i wanna lay my head on her chest and listen to obscure music and just exist ... #sorry if i'm being weird lol #personal #music #pop groove #edit actually i kind of like adding a song onto a personal post. maybe i'll keep it up

[permanentreverie]

I can feel a reading slump coming on and I hate it 🙃

#maybe it's the books I'm reading? I started the witch hunt but it's just not grasping my interest #like they're fine but they're not hitting for me like they did for some other people #but also idk I just feel weird #like on friday I didn't pick up a book all day #which I feel IMMENSELY guilty about #I was just listening to music and fiddling around with my themes all day #I wanted to get halfway through the witch hunt today but I've just loafed around the house and doomscrolling through instagram #and since I have a week off before my next job I was gonna fully read a little life #but I just don't know anymore #Ive also been adding books to my tbr #which is stressing me out #cause I feel like it's unending and the numbers never get lower #and I feel like I'll never get around to reading all of the books on there #and now it's like I have so many books on my tbr idk what to read next #but to knock it down a bit I wanted to see if I could continue with the trend of reading 15 books a month #which I've been able to do these last couple months #but I'm definitely not making that goal now #and I just feel so weird and depressed #anyways I kinda wanna read some fanfic kinda wanna watch some run bts tonight #I don't think I can read anymore #but I feel so bad :(

[willowdied]

two thoughts - one, what if i also add brevyn,,,

two, i think cyriel unironically listens to like old mcr, p!atd music in modern au’s ( mcr, panic … i also think taylor’s latest album would have been her favorite )

#i added aldona but i finished today and i’m like HMMMM WHAT IF #anyhow hi i’ll be on soon ❤️ #( ooc ) #also cyriel just is weird chaos

[dribs-and-drabbles]

Official footage of my tumblr experience today...

The shadowban glitch on my account continues...I am here...well, y'all can't see this so what's the point in trying to tell you I'm here...but I am, I just can't interact with anything and my blog has just disappeared from...well...everything. I look at the notes of something I have reblogged and I'm just...not there...no likes show up, no replies, I'm not getting any notifications. Honestly, people, this is heartbreaking.

I EXIST!!

*she shouts into the void as though it would make a difference*

#is it worth adding tags? #shadowbanned #tumblr shadowban #since no one is able to see this I guess I'll spill some tmi #I have a pimple on my butt #but not like on the cheeks of my butt #but like...right *there*...next to...well I think you get the idea at this point 😂 #I've never had a pimple there before #it's quite bizarre...but also I guess not that weird #anyway...what else... #I've been cleaning my apartment today because the person who had been living here #for the past three months was not as clean as I am #do I have impossibly high standards or is he just...oblivious? #anyway...apart from his carelessness almost breaking my vacuum cleaner AND my tumble dryer... #I noticed today that the wall next to the toilet is *ahem* dotted with splashes #and not water splashes...if you know what I mean #and yes I am SERIOUSLY grossed out #if I hadn't already been on the Team men should sit down to pee #I definitely am now #alright I guess that's enough oversharing #so #kinnporsche #huh? #I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS AND NO ABILITY TO COMMUNICATE THEM TO ANYONE! #gah! #*crying* #is it narcissistic to hope some people have missed my presence?

[gingerbreadmonsters]

[enthusiastic kissing sounds coming from behind the dash]

#mutuals makeout session in the gap behind the dash where the ads go #doing laundry (boring horrible task) therefore i deserve to be rewarded w nice things 🥰🥰 #lmao idk what's happening in my brain today #in a bit of a weird mood yk #i have dance in a bit so should probably be able to do a hard reset on my brain #ginger rambles

[fukozawa]

The way that pinterest has become the new hub for mentally ill teens is wildddd to me

#hands fucking down wouldve ate that shit up if i was a teen today omg #ive had my pinterest account for like 8 years and am only just now taking it seriously #and like figuring out how that app really works and its so wild the way teens have subtly coopted the app #so the overall user base isnt even majority middle aged moms anymore from what i can tell #which is why i never took it seriously cuz i was never included in the targeted demographic #but now that gen z has taken over pinterest its so much more entertaining #ew its so weird getting old I’m not even that old but the internet has a way of making us mid 20yo feel so ancient #the fact that i have boards i havent added to in 7 years likeeee

[bornafter1993]

WEIRDO BEHAVIOR FR

#twiggy speaks #my coworkers added me to the work gc on snapchat #and i’ve been in it for like three weeks #and this guy randomly added me yesterday which… okay but not weird on its own #THEN TODAY AFTER WORK AT LIKE NINE PM THE DUDE SNAPS ME #and i’m like nuh uh wtf is this #i open it #doesn’t even say anything it’s just him in the car with a filter on like??? #bro doesn’t even talk to me fr in person to be doing this #what was the reason