#what if i need to be hospitalized lmao

[rekikiri]

I fully believe that Neil has had to get a rabies vaccine at some point in his life

#he needed a tetanus vaccine #lmao abby finding out neil doesn’t have a tetanus shot and being absolutely horrified #idk why but I can so see him getting bit by an animal #like maybe that’s one of the only times mary takes him to the hospital because what if it was rabid? #can’t risk your kid getting rabies on the run from the butcher!!! #aftg #neil josten #all for the game

[pochapal]

went outside and exercised normally for the first time since The Incident and i felt fine outside of the expected Hasn't Exercised in several months feelings. against doctor's orders btw but i would rather be dead than forced to spend all my time at home not doing a single thing that could exert me in any way <3

#:) #like it's so funny that they mandated i cannot drive leave the country vigorously exercise or eat snack food maybe ever again for no reason #fully my medical notes read like i'm in the managed decline phase of a terrible chronic illness even though i'm literally chilling #i feel no worse than how i normally do a couple weeks after a rough covid infection like babygirl i have no debilitating symptoms....... #PLUS my kidneys are slowly unfucking themselves anyway like. do i really need this much independence taken away for my own protection...... #longterm housebound for a short term Silly Incident??? please be serious for more than two seconds #cranky about this because it's been a month and there's still no diagnosis but they have the room to tell me what i can't do #my appointment a couple days ago was supposed to clear me to do certain things again but they denied it and i've been sulking for days #literally the only thing wrong with me is that my blood tests are saying bad things and some really annoying side effects of my meds #and i can guarantee that me resting and doing nothing is not the reason i'm not in pain or otherwise suffering in any measurable way #even when i was actively in a state of dying in hospital i wasn't in pain like get with it!!! #sometimes if i think about this too hard i end up feeling like a caged animal lmao

[ethereousdelirious]

This is so stupid but like. There have been fics where I've wanted to go into more detail about the process of being admitted to the hospital through the ER, but skipped it bc I couldn't find any good in-depth sources to make it realistic. But there frustrating part is that I've BEEN admitted to the hospital through the ER, I just can't remember the important parts 💀💀💀

#i was more or less completely lucid i just have adhd #what i dont remember: who spoke to me or what they said. how i got into bed. what unit i was in. if i rode in an elevator (i must have?) #what i do remember: being made to fill out a form re: my 'religious needs.' marking 'atheist'. waking up alone except for a priest praying #over me. an unattended minor. without my consent. after i had specifically marked 'no' on that religious needs form #wow u guys are getting the ethereousdelirious deep lore lmao #anyway. in hindsight. that was deeply violating and upsetting. should probably speak to a therapist about that. #since im oversharing: i graduated at 17 and passed out from dehydration after my grad night. in the urgent care my ekg was abnormal enough #that i was admitted to the hospital overnight for observation. i rode in an ambulance and everything :) #my official diagnosis was: um yeah that kinda happens sometimes i guess /shrug #and ive been more or less fine since #sometimes caffeine TANKS my blood pressure though. it's the weirdest thing. #anyway. #ethereous speaks

[pagesofkenna]

what all of you people who haven't romanced Lae'zel don't get is that romanced Lae'zel is obsessed with Tav. she gets ahold of their body just one time and cannot stop thinking about them. the first time you go from 'casual sex' to 'committed relationship' is when she challenges Tav to a duel, because that's how she was trained to show compatibility, except that for me after she got just one lick in she immediately stopped and said no I can't do this, I can't hurt you, I don't want anything bad to happen to you ever, and isn't that strange for someone trained to be a weapon in a society that only prizes how good you are at killing??

she gives you a series of petnames over the course of the relationship, from 'source of my bruises' (/affectionate) to 'object of my obsession' to 'my everything'. in her last romance cutscene (that I've seen, at least) she takes Tav to watch the sun rise over the city and tells them how beautiful she thinks it is, and how before Tav she never thought to look for beauty in the world

and also, when I was looking up the romance options for this game, basically everything I saw assured me that you can really only do one romance 'path' but if you want to sleep with Halsin certain partners will be OK with that, including Lae'zel. I didn't get Halsin's offer until fairly late, and went to ask Lae'zel how she felt about polyamory; she immediately clocked that I meant Halsin, agreed with me about hot he is... and then said no. gave me a possessive 'you're mine and if you want to sleep around I'm breaking it off'. which, like, I'm a bit disappointed by but also something about her being so possessive of Tav that she doesn't want anyone else to touch them, even when the internet was under the impression that she 'doesn't care'? it's so endearing to me. she cares SO MUCH

do you see what I'm saying here? Lae'zel is OBSESSED with Tav

#i need more people to romance her so i don't have to keep seeing 'haha laezel is obsessed with murder' jokes everywhere lmao #is she? obsessed with murder if you let her pursue her false god path? #i found a reddit thread of people pouring love out for her which I super appreciate #where everyone's pointing out that her disapproval of any 'goody two shoes' stuff you do in act 1 #is almost entirely due to the fact that you're WASTING TIME when youre supposed to be GOING TO THE HOSPITAL #which got me thinking that... yeah i dont even remember what disapproval I've gotten from her since act 1 #im sure there's been things but I don't remember them?? #i need to find that script utility people have been using to check what her approval sets are lol

[miutonium]

Yesterday during Pre-FYP pitch:

#asuka speaks #im sorry guys but i just want to tell you guys the critique went well i just need to fix just a tiny little thing in my slides #anyway my lect is happy because it seems that I know very well about my topic and relieved that she doesnt need to worry about me #also im just really happy i get to tell her about some of the cool ads related to smoking like omg im cryingjrkrnem 😭😭😭 #like you guys dont get it this is the first time Im able to nerd out about it and tell her about the ads I stumbled on and have a really- #meaningful discussion about it wagsjshqkial 😭😭😭 #when i said I love psa and ads in general i actually mean I actively seeking out these things on a weekly to daily basis #and sometimes i put it on when i do work lol #yes there's actually compilation of it on youtube lol they even categorised it based on topics #i personally like the british/europeans one i just feel the message were so hard hitting sometimes #but i also love the old anti drug ads from the 80s-90s because of nostalgia lol #i know this seems probably weird but like lmao if anyone ever give me a chance to ask me which top 3 i like #i would give like 10 instead hsksksksk #anyway the fyp topic i picked were about smoking since my trip to the hospital and also my personal observation made me realised- #the initiative the moh are doing for anti smoking awareness is just so outdated lol #i dont despise smoking lol dont worry i just find that whatever the moh is doing isnt working for this era anymore #so i thought it would be neat to incorporate both art and psa because psas aren't suppose to be boring #and that's what consensus thought it is #sorry jdjidjslaoqlql im just nerding out here aldjdkalalql i just want to tell you guys what happened yesterday

[killemwithkawaii]

Hii, I just wanted to say I'm glad you had a restful break, I've been in bed for the past few days recovering from gallbladder removal surgery, so I've been endlessly scrolling for a while lol, but I'm happy to see you on my dash again, I hope you're doing well <3 <3 ~R

>AAAAAAAAHHHHH PRECIOUS LITTLE R~~ 🥺💖💖💖 Tysm!! I hope you’ve been experiencing a speedy recovery from your surgery and that endlessly scrolling my blog has helped to lift your bed-ridden spirits (or at least helped to pass the time while you’re there) 🤗🤗🤗📚

>Whatever you do, don’t think about your yan(s) of choice doting on you (and insisting you stay in bed much longer than you think you need, maybe with the help of a few off-label prescriptions… 🛌💊💞)

>Important question: Did you get to keep the gallbladder (/top-tier darling shrine addition) tho?? 🤔🫙🏆✨

#k.e.w.k. answers #r anon #tw hospital #tw surgery #tw organs #tw drug use #tw yandere #side note: i was lookin up pics of gallbladders and idk why but i always forget that your liver is just kinda chillin on top of your stomac #its like almost in your chest whats with that #i always picture it hanging out with the intestines (it seems like they would be friends??) #i (gore drawer/enjoyer) apparently need to go back to middle school bio lmao #(in my defense i dont really draw organs where they're '''supposed''' to be anyway but still dslfka)

[itstimeforstarwars]

In the galidraan au, omega is a clone of arla fett. I don’t know if it will come up at all or have any plot relevance, but it does shape my worldbuilding just a bit.

#chit chat #galidraan au #putting this in the galidraan au is made more difficult by the fact that none of the time travelers know anything about arla fett #lmao #rex knows omega purely out of blond clone solidarity and that's IT #sometimes i want to write like. current time oneshots. just to explain everything. #dooku nabbed arla fett at one point just to ensure compliance from jango #but jango was so onboard with the kill the jedi plot that he didn't end up needing her #so he erased her memory of him and sent her back to the facility #where she stayed until canon events #and palpatine kept an eye on her just in case they needed her again #there’s like a whole vague backstory i have about palpatine’s involvement in arla’s arrest and later her confinement at the valorum center #but i need to do a lot more research into mental health care before i could ever put it in a fic #and there is such a high likelihood of me never using it that i simply have not gotten around to it yet #psychiatric confinement tw #mental hospital tw #not precisely but if u know her backstory you know what I’m talking about

[girlwithfish]

this is crazy i feel like bojack going to rehab but im not an addict. this is like mental illness school

#Lmao #im scared of partial hospitalization honestly. im scared theyre gna say i need to do that instead #ig idk #its just soo long thatll basicallg be my entire schedule ebery week #cuz she said even tho my therapist nd i think IOP is best for me after the intake and evaluation they might #decide partial hospitalization is what i need to do .

[imwritesometimes]

idk just seems like a lot of ppl on here got real comfortable with telling ppl to go kill themselves again which is like ??????

#I gotta be honest I don't care WHAT it's abt I'll never tell someone to kill themselves but like. esp over tv. or a movie. #but maybe that has to do with being a full grown over 34 year old adult who actually has spent #most of my life trying NOT to kill myself and was actually hospitalized after an attempt so 🤷‍♀️ #like idk babes. the whole ~this place is better cause it isn't twitter or tiktok~ like lmao idk. I just. don't know. #and I understand it's a specific type of user. I get that. believe me. my block list grows daily. I do not engage I just block #but like. at what point is it just like fuck it. the building's infested gotta demolish it. like holy shit. #I'm not on here as much as I used to be for sure. and like. idk. shit like today it's like...... idk man #I been on here for years. eons. there are parts of this place I enjoy but holy god almighty there are some fuckers on here #that severely need like. a job. a real problem. a responsibility. something. anything. #so tired of the ~I'm too scared to talk to the waiter~ crowd also being the ones calling for firebombings online like bro #shut the whole fuck up I stg #erin explains it all

[wokeuplaughing]

love that big boss had a hard on for che guevara

his ass does not understand his politics outside of guerrilla warfare

#kaz is like did you read that book by him I lent you and bb is like No #I find what kaz says in the tape on hiroshima to be interesting #america bombed the country twice then turned around to 'aid' them in order to prevent the spread of communism #and he says that che's visit to the hospitals reminds him of his mom and goddd #using the country you bombed to further political reasons #of course imperialist japan was a Bad thing that needed to be stopped but of course that wasn't the US' intentions in bombing them #he says this and witnessed anti-vietnam protests during his college years #but still went onto join the JSDF and later became a drill sergeant for the US #in the tape where he talks about leaving the JSDF he says it's because he never felt like he could rub shoulders with his father in it #his politics are so interesting to me they are almost centralized to how much he loves war despite him hating the effects to it #he's this nationalist without a nation because he doesn't see himself as belonging to anything #oh damn I have been talkin in these tags lmao #I just love kaz he's fucking interesting love that dude the most round character in mgs

[crabs-nonsense]

Holy shit! I just realized the reason I couldn't fucking see darker art on my phone screen is because I forgot I turned the brightness way down last night and never fixed it. I feel so stupid.

#i can now see the fanart id been looking at without it being mostly shadowed aha #crab says words #i keep my brightness pretty low but i had a headache last night so turned it almost all the way off #it was enough for it to be darker but not super obvious hence the being dumb and not fixing it #anyways i actually came here to talk about how i had a physical therapy appointment but they told me that actually im fine so uh #they recommended seeing neurology for my head issues and maybe pain management and to come back later when i knew more specific stuff #i didnt even know there was a specialized pain management department at the hospital #honestly i think i manage just fine *dramatic flailing that indicates that im both horribly offend and also lying* #anyways yeah still not diagnosed and still in constant pain lets go! i have another appointment next month for something else #its like rheumatology? i dont know what they do aha but apparently i need to see them to get diagnosed? #i am a perfectly mature and functional adult.... (my mother made the appointments and knows the information) #i am absolutely useless :D #and with all that said! sorry i was too lazy to make this two different posts lmao #the pt appointment left me with a horrible headache that i still have so im gonna go cry about it :)

[thecherrygod]

man its still wild to me that apparently when i was like 3/5 one of my dad coworkers thought it was nice to gift me exclusively a tortoise. when i was THAT little, and when im the fucking youngest sibling out of 3. like how do you give a preschooler a whole animal and not as a family gift. also i named the guy franklin. as the cartoon. and it also happened when we were on a different city for summer holidays so i took the guy with me on the car on the trip. the thing is i was so young i didnt remember neither that he was genuinely mine, nor that i am the one that named him, nor that the cartoon ever existed. my mom told me the details some time ago and its just so. who thought all this was okay.

still i think the lil guy knew he was exclusively mine bc it seems he only.. not listened. but accepted me to both grab him and feed him and not be like "fuck this food" lmao

#my posts #frankling my little guy.. he didnt live too long either. like we had a yard and he tended to be there a lot and id go check on him #.. and well after a winter my mom went to check instead and its good that she did it and not me bc well yeah sdiuguh #what was i. 7? idk #also we didnt really know how to take care of one of these guys either dyugdg #so. idk. i dont remember all that much either i was little dgiush #actually maybe i did get him when i was like 3 and he died when i was like 5 bc i think it was like... #timeline: my dad had a heart attack. one of our dogs died either when he was in the hospital or very short after. and frankling too? #... i think that all happened very close..? #i need to stop making timelines of my life like this lmao #anyways i do love these creeatures still and i miss him even if i didnt remember vital information lmao #... maybe some day ill have one again if thats a reasonable pet to own #make research and consider

[pierswife]

Holy shit day really flew by cause omg my job actually gave me something to do /lh

#listen my testing set up is DEFINITELY not osha standard and incredibly unsafe BUT #took precautions to ya know not end up in the hospital again it's fine <3 #context: shocked myself at work 2 weeks ago and ended up in the hospital cause uuuuuhhhh that was a full amp haha that's a lot more than- #- what's needed to kill a person soooooo my ass went to the hospital lmao dw I'm fine I just have a small scar on my thumb now #data log: personal

[0dotexe]

So I've been eating more health conscious lately since I recently got diagnosed with Multisystem Inflammatory Syndrome (MIS) and have a high risk for prediabetes because of it and you can tell I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing because when I try to count calories I'm only having 500-700 a day max when I so desperately need 1500 minimum. (Which I'm easily achieving today on my cheat day, go figure)

I'm sure I'll ease into this diet better over time but good gods. No sugar? No carbs? In this economy? Do you know how much shit has hidden sugar in it? I'm just thankful Mexico has these handy stickers telling me it has an excess.

#exe talkz #normal mode #IBS #MIS #tw disordered eating #calorie deficit diet #husband and I are trying to figure out what I can and can't eat and it's a doozy - these stickers save a lot of time and money ngl #I have a great relationship with food but having to be health conscious to prevent worse disease stresses me tf out #I'm like not hungry 70% of the time and when I am - I'm craving everything I'm not supposed to have #Which for the record is sugars - carbs - and my bad FODMAP foods (lactose - onion - garlic - and mushrooms) #Yes I know - I can't have onions/garlic - that ruins like 90% of recipes I find online since everyone and their mother needs it #But if I eat those bitches I could land myself in the hospital so lol lmao even

[avvocarlo]

my family is so annoying about health stuff one member will be borderline dying and themselves and my immediate family will just be like Huh yeah ok I guess they're kinda sick I'll wait this one out

#been telling my sister for near on two weeks to see a doctor/she needs antibiotics #that she might even need to go to the hospital #after all that time of not listening she finally has an appt and they confirm what i say lmao #which was antibiotics / now maybe hospital

[samwisefamgee]

the 20 dollar pair of throwaways I got for my sister's wedding were perfect for the like 7 hours I got them for but are really not perfect for like anything else ever

#i mean the WERE 20 dollars thats how it works but ya know #ive had to use them while walking around to do errands and not gonna lie wish i hadnt tossed the old busted pair #they were pretty far past done for but these things have given me. SO many blisters and i kinda just gotta keep goin #woulda taken the duct tape pair. shoulda just kept the duct tape pair #i seriously need to get some actual nice walking shoes but that would necessitate having more than 50 dollars at one point ever #and im outta weed lmao i had to bust out the emergency stash from the junk drawer #you know cause i get to where im sleeping and the ouch oof ache of my badshoes leaves me wanting a poofer choofer #its a cycle but ive been in worse cycles #if my mental health were also at an especially low point during all this i dont even KNOW what id be doing lol #i walkked. over 17 miles the other day in a haze of self harm after more bullshit happened and lost my wallet during the walk. #not a fun 6 miles of backtracking. drank outta someones hose once and the river twice to stave the clearly onsetting dehydration. didnt die! #found the wallet. drank maybe more water than i ever have in one moment when i passed the library and absorbed their entire drinking font #anyway my legs/knees were ruined and i almost sent myself to the hospital again cause i cant make bad decisions normal i get weird about it #but hey if a very specific set of circumstances fall into place maybe i wont be broke and just generally all around unwell goin forward #heres hoping it does before student loan payments roll round again lol