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#what ever now i will be mad abt not being able to have a good cup of coffee bc i dont feel like finely grinding beans n cold brew takes 1000
wegc · 3 months
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ohmy god angry chan.. i am thinking many thoughts .. he’s not the type to get mad at u easily because u are his baby!!!!!! any time u have attitude he thinks you’re the cutest thing he’s ever laid his eyes on n he just enjoys it tbh. but when you start to talk abt him jokingly not being able to make u cum .. like he was giggling n teasing but now he’s tonguing his cheek because he’ll remember this for later when he’s got u bent over his knee 🩷🩷🩷
TONGUING HIS CHEEK i fucking forgot how hot chan looks when he does that. his jaw clenching and him doing the little head shake thing he does when he’s angry (cue that one live). i am going fucking crazy this man has me so hornyf. I GOT A SIMILAR ASK EXACTLY LIKE THIS BTW
angry chan is good … angry chan is what i need … he’d be feigning disappointment when you’d act out just so he could see the flicker of panic within your eyes <3 even though secretly he’s relishing in your attitude <3
you’re his needy little princess—his little handful. he has to teach you lessons from time to time but after he wipes your tears and presses a kiss on your cheek, he promises to rub lotion on your bruised ass once he’s finished :(
channie who fucks you roughly until you’re crying against your pillow :( channie who blames you for making him be so mean to you :(
“‘s all your fault, baby—you’re making me do this.”
“wanted to be nice today but you don’t ever wanna learn, yeah?”
“when am i gonna have my good girl back, hm? miss her,”
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aezuria · 21 days
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okay okay but like could you do hcs about Jason grace x shy/cutesy fem!reader?? It would be so cute omgg everyone looks up to Jason as this intimidating badass leader but his gf is just the cutest, softest, most adorable lil thing ever??
*ੈ✎ he don't bite! (yes he do!)
content: jason grace x reader; hcs
warnings: none?? i made this more camp jupiter based tho sorry
note: THIS REQUEST WAS SOO CUTSEY OMGGG jason is a doberman bf fr
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so like yk how everyone in camp jupiter sees him as this super tough guy???
who wouldnt; he was the former praetor, son of jupiter himself, literally trained for war since he was a toddler
why is a guy like that walking around with YOU??
the most sweetest girl to ever grace the earth
how does that even happen?
jason is quite literally marching around with perfect posture, glaring at everyone (he's really just squinting cause he forgot his glasses... again)
and then he sees you!!
even with shit eyesight he knows the shape of you by heart
and his whole demeanor just?? softens? lights up? relaxes? all of the above
it was just such a rough day for him; he forgets everybody around him and just scoops you into his arms, burying his face into the crook of your neck
a bit of an awkward position with him having to bend down at a weird angle but he doesnt care!!
he just wants to hold you and have you hold him and cuddle :((
meanwhile everyones like WTF WHO ARE YOU AND IS THIS REALLY JASON
literally melts in your arms the second you hug him back
"you wanna go rest?" you whisper into the crook of his neck, to which he nodded against your shoulder. you laughed lightly and pulled away, or at least tried to. "let's go then."
he begrudgingly let you out of his arms, following behind you
everybody else is still reeling in shock btw
you guys were the TALK OF THE TOWN for WEEKS after
one of those things where youd never guess but when you know abt it, it just makes SO much sense
you guys are polar opposites in such a good way (to everybody else at least)
cuddling with you is his best relaxing thing to do
you literally had to get him a life cause the only things he knew to do were work and fight
bro has never had a day off like ever
once you two started dating, he was introduced to the most addicting drug: physical touch
he was probably really shy at first; really really likes it but feels like he doesnt deserve it cause all hes been treated with is harshness
and hes unused to being so gently handled
(someone give him a hug fr)
which is what YOU did!
now he love loves it, especially on days like these when everythings just too much and all he wants to do is unwind
runs to you like a puppy
LOVE LOVES being the little spoon even though hes shy abt it
he can do both but smth abt being held instead of doing the holding for once makes his heart heavy in a bittersweet way
would spend all day in your arms if he could just get out of his workaholic attitude (which is never, but hes doing better with you)
okay, we can all agree jason is scary when hes mad
which is USUALLY unlikely unless someone hurts his friends or smth like that
but sometimes he just looks mad and if you werent close to him, you wouldnt be able to tell the difference
but back to him being MAD mad
like, abt to beat the living (dead?) shit out of a monster mad because there is one RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU EW GET IT OFF
he just, did NOT NEED THAT TODAY HES TIRED AND SAD AND that was his breaking point
unleashes HELL on that poor monster, literally calls down a whole storm
the skies turn dark, clouds heavy with rain and the whole camp just looks up like ??? was this on the weather forecast
then it starts raining LIGHTNING and they all know who it is
and go inside and hide
was it a bit overdramatic? yes, but jason deserves to be dramatic sometimes
once he FINALLY finishes the job, he stomps back into the camp, terminus even taking note and doesnt say anything quippy
youd think he has the plague by the way people make room for him to walk
but then you poke through the crowd and spot him. "jason?"
hed know your voice anywhere, his head immediately turning to the direction he heard it
you were already right next to him, rubbing his arm and giving him your signature sweet smile
the stormy air around him seemed to part for you, like you were sun seeping through the cracks in the clouds
"y/n," he greeted you warmly, linking your arms together
what an odd sight the two of you made, but a cute one nonetheless!
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minho-hoho · 2 years
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Yandere!ENHYPEN's reaction to their S/O slapping them
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genre... yandere! pairing... yandere!enhypen x gn!reader! warning... cursing, yandere themes and behaviour, violence, small caps intended etc...! wc...1.7k! note... yall, no month has ever been so hectic im so sorry, like ive been trying to deal with my feelings (not abt tumblr, for the first time ever im starting to like someone sooo) and i got sick (again, yes im sick every two weeks) bedridden, and still am but its okay. just idk now expect more fluff since im more in a lovey stage bc of that little someone :>!
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이 희승 Lee Heeseung
it all started after a heated argument about you not being able to go out with some of your friends
you were starting to get really annoyed and angry at your boyfriend's over-the-counter possessiveness and protectiveness
you just wanted to go outside and enjoy yourself, without him for once
it was basically a yelling match and you were starting to get seriously frustrated by the situation
suddenly, you felt your body move by itself
and in a fit of rage, your hand flew to Heeseung's face
it didn't hit you immediately, you were so enraged you didn't notice the shock and disbelief on Heeseung's face
you were breathing heavily and tried to calm yourself down. to you, the world had stopped for minute, you clearly weren't aware of your surroundings
but Heeseung made sure to snap you back to reality with his livid voice
“what the fuck did you just do?”
“what? it's nowhere near as bad as anything you've done to me anyways” you retorted, still on your high
he threw a death glare your way, that you didn't even notice
“i think that someone here” he came closer to you and looked down at you “needs to be taught a lesson”
and just like that, you were dragged to a dreaded place, still seeing red
박 제이 Park Jay
to be honest, you didn't how did you get so far in an argument
you should have already been locked up, but yet you weren't, you were here, screaming your lungs out, tears rolling down your cheeks, trying to put some sense into your psychotic “boyfriend”
at this point, you couldn't even remember what you were originally arguing about, you were basically buying time before getting locked up
but the more you argued, the madder you got
you wanted Jay to get a taste of his own medicine so bad, even if it was just a little, even if the consequences could be almost deadly
you wanted to hit on his ego, to feel even tiny bit embarrassed to be treated in such a way
you were quite weak, but you took all the remaining strength in your body and gave him the biggest slap
the sound of your hand on his face resonated through the whole house, and what you felt like pmmthe whole universe
it felt good, but you now knew, that there was no buying time anymore
you were doomed, and you knew it too well, but you were at a point where you were just waiting for him to end you by inadvertence
Jay forcefully pushed you onto the ground and took a few seconds to take a look at you
he took your leg and dragged you across the floor and stairs to the basement not even taking a look at your suffering self
he couldn't care less, all he saw was rage and madness, he couldn't believe how bold you were and made sure to teach you and unforgettable lesson
심 제이크 Sim Jake
you didn't even remember the last time you argued with Jake
it was always pretty sweet with him, but only recently you started to take notice of the manipulation
you started to notice how the way he treated you was far from normal, and it was rapidly but carefully bulding in you anger and resentment towards Jake, who didn't really notice the subtle changes in your behaviour
it was after him begging for you two to not go out on a date that you lost it
you started screaming right at his face and pouring all the contents of your heart on him, insults after insults were thrown, taking him aback
but he still got the situation under control, he knew you very well, and this outbursts of yours was going to end in his favour
again, he used his best technique, manipulation. he tried, but despite his best efforts, you saw right through it
and you managed to get even more enraged, if that was even possible
you took angry steps towards Jake and waste a second to slap him harshly
a wave of anger came over Jake, but he knew better to act put of anger. the last thing he'd ever was to appear as the bad guy
he was going to use your act to victimise himself and make YOU the bad guy
and that's how he put you back into your place, and filled you with immeasurable guilt
박 성훈 Park Sunghoon
you usually always tip-toed when you were with Sunghoon, which was all the time
but being with such a person lead to built up frustration and anger, that you always made sure to never unleash onto him, knowing damn well that he wasn't going to spend a single second trying to understand you
but today was different, nothing seemed to go your way, everything seemed like it was trying to push your buttons further and Sunghoon was no exception
everything he did seemed to bug you more than usual, and today was not the day you were up to deal with his quite annoying teasing
you tried to tell him to stop, but he didn't want to listen driving you crazier
after another remark from him, your body started dmoving on its own and you slapped his face with all of your strength
your eyes widened before his did, and before he could even compute your bold act, apologies started spilling our of your mouth, tears already forming in your eyes
but to your surprise, Sunghoon just started laughing, his laugh getting crazier by the second, scaring you but nevertheless, you kept the apologies coming until they almost made no sense
“shut up” and you immediately did, he then grabbed your hair and dragged you too your room
“you've gotten so bold and mean and for what?” he shook his head “i've done nothing but be nice and you repay me like this?” he tugged at your hair harshly as you were struggling on the floor
“i guess i should have known better, you are a brat after all. i hope that what you'll be going be through today will be enough for you to finally understand.” he took a look at your pitiful figure “not like i mind pushing you anyways��
김 선우 Kim Sunoo
where did this rage even come from? maybe it was from being locked away from the world, trapped with someone you absolutely loathed. who knew, what mattered was the fact that Sunoo's clingy behaviour was greatly pissing you off
his recent jealousy was way more overbearing these days, and you couldn't stand him being attached to your hip after acting in such deranged ways.
hell, everything he did seemed to piss you off in some ways and you told him multiple times but you were met with a pouting Sunoo which irked you even more
but this time it was too much
your head was hurting and the lats thing you needed was Sunoo yelling at you for a reason you didn't even know, you assumed it was because of his jealousy
you argued back, todl him to shut up repeatedly but to no avail, it only angered him more
and that's when you did it
you slapped him, you could say goodbye to your head because he was now screaming his head off and you of course, received a slap back
all you could do was sob uncontrollably on the floor, begging for all the screaming to stop
양 정원 Yang Jungwon
the only reason an argument with Jungwon got so far, was only because he found it entertaining to see you so engaged as if you were going to change his mind, he found you quite adorable like that
but now he had enough of seeing you scream, he did prefer seeing you docile and calm, and he would be lying if he didn't want his peace and quiet
after some eye rolling, he told you off, having not listened to anything you've said, not really caring
“did you even listen to me at all?” you said angrily, Jungwon smirked
“of course not, why would i?” he laughed “now just shut up before i get angry”
you were boiling inside, you felt frustrated, could nothing get through his head? if words didn't, maybe actions would
and right then and there, you slapped him, not with much force, you just wanted to get your point across
but if he was feeling nice earlier, he sure wasn't now
he didn't plan on punishing you today, but now, to him at least, it was the only option left
“i tried being nice with you but i guess you didn't get the memo, hm?” without leaving you the chance to answer he grabbed your arm and brought his face close to yours
“i suppose violence is the only way you can understand who's in control”
西村 力 Nishimura Riki
you two were passionately arguing as always
spitting venom at each other, fighting your sides for your dear lives, too stubborn to stop and apologise
you didn't even remember why you were arguing, you were just arguing to argue, in your minds, there was no way you were going to lose this battle
red with rage, you couldn't help but get even angrier seeing Riki shooting daggers at you
it only drove you further in you indignation and furor
you knew how he pushed every single one of your buttons, and this was the last straw
insulting your loved ones, especially after taking you away from them, was just too much for you to bear
the second your processed his words your hand flew across the room to his face, leaving a huge mark on his cheek
“i guess this shuts you up, huh?” you said snarkily, still riding your high seeing Riki mouth wide opened
“okay i don't where the fuck did you get your confidence from, but know that i'm going to make you pay for this” now your eyes widened and gulped as you heard him speak
he pulled your hair to bring you closer to him before speaking in your ear
“i'm going to make sure you won't ever use these hands of yours in such ways”
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ominous-auburn-orbs · 4 months
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angst fic abt caine just going to kingers room to have a cry
u decide what he's crying about baba gril
With all due respect, please don't call me that as it makes me uncomfortable :)
Regardless, I absolutely can, anything that makes Caine feel severe emotional pain is wonderful for me
Caine shouldn't still be upset. It had happened hours ago now, it barely even mattered. It wasn't important. He had a job to do, he couldn't get hung up on these things. Pomni hadn't meant it. Why did he care so much?
The jester had snapped at him. She was rather wound up that morning and Caine's loud voice and extreme energy was not helping. She had yelled at him. Said some things that had cut rather deep. But nothing should cut him at all. Once Pomni had calmed down enough during her rant, she had seen Caine's hurt expression. She apologised profusely, trying to tell him that she was mad at the circus, not him.
He should be able to fix the circus. His job was to host, to accommodate his performers. He had failed horribly. He always did. Pomni had had every right to hate him, as much as she said otherwise. Why did he value Pomni's opinion of him this much? She was just angry. They were all angry. He knew this. But it stung no less.
His chest felt tight. Each step he took down the hall seemed harder than the last. Wait, when did he start walking down there? When Caine looked up, he saw that Kinger's room wasn't very far. He must've started subconsciously heading there. It was a place of comfort that held someone he loved dearly. While the ringmaster really should talk to Pomni about that whole ordeal, he didn't feel quite ready yet. Before he could have a good and reasonable conversation, he needed to let out his emotions thoroughly.
When he reached the door, Caine stared up at it while wringing his hands together. He shouldn't be so nervous about talking to Kinger of all people. Now he was just so scared about bothering anyone else. What if he set Kinger off as well? As his thoughts spiralled, he began to shake, feeling the tears start to well in his eyes.
He couldn't handle this alone. So what if he was being selfish? Kinger had told him how much he loved him. And anything was better than breaking down out in the open. Forcing through his painful thoughts, Caine lifted his arm and knocked lightly.
After a few moments of waiting, Kinger opened the door. "Oh, hello, Caine. Do you need anything?" His gaze was gentle as he looked down at the ringmaster. He rarely stood on his feet, so he knew something was up.
Caine tried to speak, but he couldn't get a word out around the building sobs. Kinger's concern grew as he heard the choked noises leave Caine's mouth. His eyes lowered to where Caine was tightly gripping the bottom of his jacket, something he almost never did, if at all.
"Caine? Is there something you need to- ah-!" Kinger yelped as Caine quickly moved forward to envelope him in a tight hug. The ringmaster's arms were practically crushing Kinger's body, his face buried deep into the front of the chess piece's robe. Kinger slowly walked backwards and closed the door behind them before putting his hands on Caine's back and leaning down to have his head closer to Caine's. He could hear the other's shaky breaths.
His voice was even softer than it was before. "I heard Pomni yelled at you this morning. Is that what this is about?" Caine nodded slowly, clinging ever tighter to Kinger's body. "You can cry if you want. I don't mind."
Caine's loud sobbing filled the room, his tears soaking into the fabric of Kinger's robe. Yet the chess piece said nothing of it, simply rubbing Caine's back and head comfortingly. Gradually, Kinger walked them over to a pile of pillows and blankets and sat down, keeping Caine close. As he continued to cry, Kinger gently rocked him back and forth, refusing to stop even when Caine calmed down enough to lift his head and speak.
"I-I'm sorry, Kinger. I should-" another sob, "I shouldn't be bothering you with this. I don't know how to make this place better, I'm trying so hard, but I can't make you all happy, and I-!" His words devolved into crying once more, pressing his face back against Kinger's chest. Kinger made quiet shushing noises, putting the ringmaster's hat aside and placing makeshift kisses on the top of his head.
"It's alright, darling. I know you're trying your best. It's not your fault we're stuck here. You know Pomni doesn't mean what she said. Don't worry about all of that right now, though. You can just stay here with me." Kinger lightly caressed Caine's face and moved him back so he could look into his eyes. "You aren't bothering me, Caine. I love you."
Caine couldn't find the words to describe how grateful he was, so instead he leaned into Kinger's palm, his noises now far quieter Th they were before. The chess piece pulled him in again, his hold firm yet gentle. Eventually, Caine responded in a croaky whisper, "I love you, too."
While Caine did eventually leave to talk things out with Pomni, he spent a very long time in Kinger's loving hands. They told him he had worth. That despite everything he couldn't fix, someone in this digital world appreciated him. Despite all of his imperfections, he was wanted.
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maybeimamuppet · 3 months
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OKAY MUPPETS IT IS TIIIIME FOR EZZYS OPINION HOUR
i saw the mean girls movie yesterday and i have THOUGHTS. spoilers below the cut but general thoughts up here
1. is it objectively not a super great movie? yes
2. is it my new favorite movie? yes
3. will i defend this movie tooth and nail from people who don’t like it just bc it’s a musical or bc they’re a 2004 purist? YES
4. did this movie make me feel so many conflicting emotions back to back i have now had a tummyache for 24 hours? YESSS
5. will i ever, ever, EVER IN MY LIFE forgive tina fey for the ending? no.
alright babes welcome to below the elementary school gym class parachute
last spoiler warning!!
these aren’t all in order and are most definitely not all the thoughts i had bc i have the memory storage of a flea and once an experience is over it is GONE FROM MY HEAD so this is the list of thoughts i struggled to put together when i got home lmao
overall thoughts:
it felt very gimmicky. the stage production felt gimmicky too but in a fun way, this was gimmicky in a way that kinda gave me a touch of the ick
it did not feel to me very much like a cohesive movie. it felt like browsing ig or tiktok and just seeing a hodgepodge of scenes stuck together. which is a cool idea but idk how well it worked in practice and i also don’t know if it was intentional.
this is not the word i’m looking for but in terms of personality they absolutely whitewashed all of the characters and i really don’t care for that. the visuals and the casting were so immaculate but in terms of personality they just made them all taste like unsweetened corn flakes.
i’m biased and didn’t care for most of the tweaks they made to the songs individually BUT i think they blended with each other more cohesively than they do in the stage production so that was cool. and i am able to understand why they made them more pop-esque than theatre-y it’s just not my personal vibe
it all felt very emma watson’s beauty and the beast. like. not deserving of much hate but also just not as good. it has its time and place but i still just. the changes they made were too much for me. that being said i am gonna be the #1 viewer whenever it’s released to streaming platforms was not kidding when i said this is a new favorite movie
the whole like. tiktok and iphone camera thing was an interesting??? idea. i really liked it for cautionary tale but the rest. i think it was a better idea than the way they executed it.
i miss do this thing!! i wish they had done like a mashup with it and the stupid with love reprise but i wasn’t mad at the reprise so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
fourth wall break was real cringe!!
thoughts abt cady:
angourie is so cute!!!!!!! she has the perfect look for cady. her costumes were kinda yikes but physically she’s mwah chefs kiss perfection
cady is so viscerally autistic in this version and it is DELIGHTFUL
but again i feel like they took so much from her. in the show she’s this overexcited little bubbly (autistic again but still) thing and she’s naive and then it’s revealed she’s conniving and manipulative and has this serious dark streak in her. in the movie it felt like she was just. awkward and then straight to conniving and manipulative. it was interesting but i miss my little jumping bean i wish they had given her some more spice
this movie has turned me into a cadina shipper of THE HIGHEST ORDER i’m already writing a fic for them and i call diiiiibs nobody else do it i write slow /j
i honestly really liked what ifs. i didn’t enjoy it as much as it roars but i think for the screen and for angourie’s voice it was a better fit. and i think it blended better with the new versions of the songs than it roars would have. not mad at it and the staging of it was really cool
cady being the one with a single parent is so interesting to me!! idk why they did that but i think it’s interesting. makes me wonder what happened to her dad but also go mom!!! women in stem!!!
her relationship with the art freaks was so???? weird??? it seemed like damian was the only one who really wanted all of them to be friends. i love this version of janis and damian together but when they were with cady it was all just so BLAND. it didn’t really feel like she and janis were friends at all which is what’s supposed to make the betrayal sting so much
whatever they were aiming for with someone gets hurt they missed hard bc holy cadina batman that shits gay dude BUT THE STAGING WAS SO COOL with everyone like frozen and then they all kick back in all crazy with the music it was great
janis thoughts:
THEY FUCKING RUINED HEEEEEEEER
AULI’I WAS SO PERFECT SHE WAS SO CUTE AND HER OUTFITS ARE SO COOL BUT THEY JUST TOOK AWAY ALL OF HER PERSONALITY
janis is supposed to be spunky and angry and hurt and vengeful and quirky and out there and firey and she’s meant to HAVE GRIT GOTDANGIT but again she just felt so whitewashed. like here’s a vaguely leftist lesbian in ripped jeans and cool eyeshadow that’s janis right?? LIKE NO IT IS NOT
i’d rather be me, while it had a little less vocal oomph behind it than the stage show, was as transcendent as i hoped for and i got chills multiple times. also the comedic timing of the bus was immaculate and the sound it made made me cackle
i can’t tell how i feel about the new middle school incident. i think it takes so much of the pain out of it for janis which is meant to be her main motivator. she was not supposed to be KICKED OUT she was PULLED OUT but i do kind of like that they clearly made it where regina kissed a girl and liked it and freaked out and that was the catalyst for everything
i do not ship this version of cadnis and that to me is unforgivable. they have sooo little chemistry as friends let alone lovers i just can’t stand it. janis doesn’t ever even seem like she wants cady around. it seems so much like they took away what makes janis janis just to turn her into another catalyst for regina and cady’s stories
apex predator was fun!! i honestly like it being janis and damian singing it better than janis and cady i think it works better as a warning and stuff! and also the band in the tree made me laugh so hard. i’m glad cady had them as her tour guides but again that’s all it felt like they were to each other and i miss them being a little posse
REVENGE PARTYYYYYYUH. i thought the staging was really fucking weird?? like all the pastels and shit didn’t really fit i would’ve much preferred it to start like that and then have blood dripping down the walls or something when they’re talking ABOUT PEOPLES HEADS ON SPIKES. but musically it was my favorite of everything!! i’m so happy they put the original verse back i almost screamed out loud in the theater when i heard it!!!!!
i never thought i would say this but i wish they had not canonically made her a lesbian. i will never forgive tina fey for having her end up with that random girl. no shade to the girl, she’s gorgeous and i’m glad we got some on screen, good, healthy queer rep. but in my eyes that is absolutely just a cop out because they know people wanted her to end up with cady or regina. they’re spitting on us and saying “here have your fucking lesbian and enjoy it this is what you get” and expect us to be happy with it. i get so angry every time i think about it and it honestly kind of ruined the whole thing for me. i would rather she have ended up with kevin g again. or like. honestly damian romantically would’ve made more sense in a twisted fucked up way. i just absolutely hate how they handled that.
damian thoughts:
HE! WAS! PERFECT! i am a grey henson stan first and a human being second but by golly he might be my new favorite. comedic timing on point and the fact we barely get to hear him sing is a FELONY. he was delightful and i love him also we love black queer rep!!! fuck yeah!!!! his bit with the fan before id rather be me. sent me into the dang stratosphere i love him so much
ALSO HIS DATE AT RHE END WE LOVE THESTRE BOYYYYY!!! ugh so cute i love
regina thoughts:
HOW DID THEY MAKE HER SUCH A COWARD???? HOW DO YOU TAKE A CHARACTER WITH SO MUCH POWER AND FUCK HER UP THIS BAD???
again everything that’s a core tenet of her personality was removed. i wasn’t afraid of her which is a CRIME bc renee on broadway’s regina was TERRIFYING. she just felt like one of those girls that every hs has like 7 of. they’re a dime a dozen, they’re rich and hot shit and they know it but you don’t care what they do because you know they’ll be divorced and broke and probably fat at your 10 year reunion. it’s giving peaked in high school and not queen bee which is really sad honestly
it made cady seem so much more evil tho?? like regina seemed. hurt. and cady was still so gung ho about taking her down. and it made janis seem much more manipulative too. i don’t care for either of those things
her costumes were so weird??? half that shit regina would not touch with a ten foot pole but it’s renee and she would and she’s hot so i do not care. also this isn’t a criticism but her halloween costume was giving gargoyle more than angel lol
plastics thoughts:
gretchen again felt really reductive. she was all anxiety. not that gretchen isn’t that onstage but it just felt like that was her entire personality. but bebe was adorable and i loved what’s wrong with me she did a great job
avantika was DELIGHTFUL. i loved her so much more than i was expecting to she was the only one where i never had a moment like “i am watching people acting in a movie they are repeating written lines” it felt much more like fluid with her. 10/10 beautifully done to her
aaron thoughts:
HOW DID THEY MAKE HIM MORE BORING????? MY GOD
he was already the most redundant character in the whole goddamn thing and they somehow made him even more useless. he could’ve been removed from the movie entirely and it would’ve changed NOTHING. he is white bread if he was a spice he’d be flour. didn’t think it was possible to make him more that but by golly they did it
HOW DID HE AND CADY END UP TOGETHER HE HAS THE CHEMISTRY OF A BRICK WALL. she has so much more romantic fire and chemistry with regina this is some of the most comphet shit i’ve ever seen. it’s giving wicked levels of comphet like gooooddamn.
misc. thoughts:
THAT LINDSAY LOHAN CAMEO HAD ME OUTBOF MY SEAT I DID NOT SEE THAT COMING BUT IT WAS AMAZING also that “i don’t know your life” was mwah
MS NORBURY SND MR DUVALLLL WERE SO CUUUUUTE i squealed ngl i love them
overall like 7/10 good movie i’m angry about a whole bunch but this is also amazing i’m so glad we got this new content and i am definitely hyperfixating on it now. so not that different from my stage show opinions lol
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stendysolos · 2 months
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silly rant about wendy and stan :3
but like the rants are seperate
so to whoever wants to read this shit i think wendy doesnt work with anyone else besides stan. if you say "kyle can treat her better!" first of all stfu u kyndy shippers are annoying asf and second of all no he would not. he would clearly get jealous of other guys and he would be really controlling (not in earlier seasons) and lets just be fr for a sec... wendy would either fall out of love or get back with stan again because yknow they always go back to eachother. and plus an arguement between wendy and kyle would be ugly especially if theyre together, they both can get mad asf and the arguement would last ATLEAST a few days. and atleast stan can handle her disagreeing and yelling at him. now lets see who else shes paired with. i wanna talk abt wendy and token. first of all i dont believe wendy ever loved token because we never see theyre relationship outside of raisins. what i believe is that wendy only dated token to try and get stans attention because he did neglect the relationship and maybe she was attention-hungry. and now the final one i wanna talk to about is cartman. i hate wendy x cartman (more than i hate kyndy) because we know it would never work. she even said that she lost all feelings towards cartman after chef goes nanners. and even if you argue and say that they had good chemestry in that episode let me remind you that she ran back to stan at the end of the episode. she clearly hates cartman and clearly would rather killherself than date cartman. i dont think cartman deserves to be with anyone (except maybe yentl) because he's pretty much unlovable.
now onto stan, i dont think he works with anyone but wendy. lets take a look at style. first of all kyle has left stan several times before. he left him for token and he also never helped him with his depression in your getting old. but guess who was there to cheer him up? wendy was. wendy was one of the only people that didnt get sick of him in that episode and it really shows how much she cares for stan. and in you have 0 friends even though wendy was kinda being... weird, stan did listen to her and tried to edit his settings on his facebook.
also i wanna bring up... best friends doesnt = dating.
also i wanna talk abt stendy as a relationship. i think that they might be able to work as friends but as partners is when theyre dynamic works best. girlboss and loser bf. in all honesty stan and wendy might have the best dynamic/healthiest relationship out of everyone. theyve been shown to care about eachother lots of times and in the older seasons was when they really had their cutest moments. modern stendy isnt bad either, wendy is able to forgive stan at the end of the chat gpt episode because she loves him. and stan really cares for wendy too. he went with wendy to see shitty movies just to spend time with her and he also wrote a song for her. stendy is my absolute favorite ship and i hate when ppl make them cheat on eachother. stan would never and wendy wouldnt either. and one thing i noticed is that stan is loyal to wendy, sure he may have had a few crushes on other girls but, he never actually tried to make a move on any of them (except ms ellen) but through out all their break ups, stan never dating anyone besides wendy, which shows he really does love her enough to the point where he would hit on anyone while she was gone
also this section is just random but i wanted to put it here:
would stan work with other girls?
theres 3 main people i wanted to pair stan with. heidi, bebe, and red. first i want to talk abt is red and stan. i feel like they would be more friends than lovers. we dont really see much of reds personality but we do know that she acts like the other girls. stan doesnt really interact with girls that much so we dont really see a certain dynamic between them. another girl i want to talk abt is bebe. bebe is an interstening character, she can be nice, outgoing and funny but she can switch up to be sassy and rude. stan and bebe are like the listeners/jocks of their groups. they both have their hobbys that go on the field (stan plays football and bebe is a cheerleader). i feel like stan and bebe would be besties shit talking everybody. and lastly i want to move onto heidi. i feel like they could work as an alternate incase stan and wendy have a permenant break up (lets be honest thats never happening). i feel like heidi likes/ is fond of stan. she went up to him for advice abt cartman and he's probably the one that knows cartman the least. and in the bracelets episode he asked her for glue which i find funny. and i feel like their love of animals would help them bond.
ok i think im done with this rant
so basically:
wendy and kyle dont get along prob, stendy is a healthy relationship, cartman and wendy hate eachother, stan and red are mutuals, stan and bebe are prob besties, and stan and heidi could work but like... stendy solos.
ok bye yall
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gogolstoelicker · 2 years
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You think you can do a Komi Shouko!MC with the Dorm Leaders + Ace & Deuce?
Dorm leaders + Adeuce duo with a Komi Shouko!MC
You're a shy and sweet individual. You suffer from extreme social anxiety and communication problems, often trembles like a leaf if you're forced to speak.
While you appear gracious on the outside, your nature is a little silly at times. You're a very detail-oriented and meticulous person. You're also curious about experiencing new stuff, often enthusiastic about it. You could also be surprisingly competitive.
Riddle:
kind of confused on why are u not speaking up
and kind of annoyed honestly
until he noticed how you're literally shaking so much
now he is concerned because????like??? are u ok????
at first he kind of just assumed you're scared of him bc of his reputation as a tyrant
so he tried to be patient and try to approach u first slowly
but then realized you're like that with everyone
so he tried asking why you're like this
ofc, no pressure. if u don't feel comfortable telling him, he won't force u!!
and if he found out why you're like this? he spends his time researching what to do to help
and now you're in riddle's lesson class
good luck😰riddle's a good teacher but u might need that goodluck
he's really patient with u and won't force u to do anything if you're still uncomfortable
will collar anyone who dared to talk abt u in a bad way bc of ur anxiety
straight up stomping their way with his uh wand??? round magic thing??? wtf is it called yolanda???? ready to swing
he's very surprised that you're competitive but its not like its not an unwelcomed surprise
will compete with u fairly
probably how yall got close idk my brain is fried after school
Leona:
thought you're scared of him too💀
so he just leaves u alone
well u had no choice but to still interact with him anyway because the god of storyline wont let yall not interact
hes observant, he'll finally notice it then
honestly? not big of a difference lol
he doesn't wanna deal with people so he mostly just leaves u alone too💀
might defend u if someone talked bad abt u tho🤔
only if its in front of him ofc
"i dont want any troublesome things to happen in front of me"
he may have said
but now u wanna be his friend
be his friend = errand runner + pillow
you'll help him with errands just fine
well sometimes
no promises with ur two friends and ur cat by ur side
but being his pillow? thats where the problem starts
literally shoots up like when a cat saw a cucumber
leona: ??????!!!!??????
u startled him so much the first time, he actually woke up for the rest of the day💀
he was annoyed but he just lets it slide bc he can't really get mad at u for smth u cant control
he'll need that level 10 friendship before he'll ever be able to make u his walking pillow
which means more effort from him head in hands
leona realizing he needs to put an effort into smth again:
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he won't underestimate u or make fun of u
Azul:
he's friends with idia and even tho idia doesn't like being in crowds, that doesn't mean he's dumb
plus hes just as quiet as u when he was younger so like🤔
doesn't mean he won't try to make a contract with u
oh u want friends??? WOULD U LIKE TO HAVE A DEAL WITH HIM????
cue him and the tweels chasing u around school with a contract in hand /j
literally tried to come up with smth to help u with ur anxiety bc you're actually willing to make a contract with him
you apparently desperately want some friends bc you're pretty lonely or smth
so now azul is working his ass off to help u
whenever u help him or smth, he will think its a sign that u wanted him to hurry up with his potion to help u
listen man, he's not used to kindness alright🤷‍♀look at the people he's around with all the time
won't knock out of it until u shakily said you're just helping him just because u wanted to (and bc u wanted to be friends with him)
azul stayed awake for a whole week trying to decode what are u trying to say to him
bro almost became a human research genius
until the tweels just go "...yeah we better just say it to him before he pass or smth😰"
he ended up passing out after the tweels told him anyway
bc the exhaustion finally caught up to him
that and bc hes shocked you willingly wanted to become his friend??? after??? all???? that???
but he recovers pretty quick don't worry‼️
plays board games with u
and the tension was so bad bc yall were so competitive like chill out its just a board game😰
Kalim:
might accidentally made u uncomfortable at first bc of his extroverted vibe as idia said
quickly apologies and tried to make up to u in the most extravagant way ever
which made u even more nervous and uncomfortable💀
but it is ok! jamil is here to save the day‼️
he then spends the rest of the day telling kalim why are u shaking and looked nervous
which leads to the next day
he, unfortunately, is still very loud
so he deadass shouted ur name and ran up to u
but he gave u a whole ten page essay on why hes sorry as soon as hes in front of u so uh🤔
tried his best to tone down his enthusiasm for ur sake
more excited than u abt getting u friends than you being excited trying to gain new friends
dragged the pop music club to meet u and be friends with u
and then he dragged the second years to meet u
and then he went to drag u to meet all of his dormmates
out of everyone, hes probably the only one whos actively dragging people/dragging u around to find u some friends💀
mans even promised he'll make u meet his siblings so that they'll be ur friends
well uh with kalim by ur side, im sure you'll have more than 100 friends soon‼️
Vil:
it is ok, VIL WILL HELP😘🤗‼️
now u have like two teachers trying to help u with ur anxiety
he may be busy but he can never pass up the chance to make someone who has a lot of potential shine brighter than they alr are
will step on anyone who dared to talk bad abt ur anxiety
but then again, he doesn't wanna dirty his shoes with trash so like🤔
he tried to push u into things little by little until u get more comfortable with the change and getting out of ur comfort zone
hes very patient with u do not worry‼️
Idia:
u wont get out of ur comfort zone overnight, he understands that so that's why hes taking small steps with u until u get more comfortable
when u told him u wanted to make 100 friends??? hes all abt it
literally gave u any advice u may need to gain friends, he might even introduce u to a person or two if u ask
the savior friend to introverts who goes "excuse me, they asked for no pickles"
the one you're probably most comfortable with
i mean hes the mom friend so can't really blame u🤔🤷‍♀
is more than happy to know that you're competitive and smart
like thats a really good quality to have so he really encouraged it
more than happy to compete with u
dont think he'll go easy on u just bc he has been a little soft on u‼️
ah, if it isn't his kind of person
he kins u
you're both smart but u both have social anxiety
the only difference is that idia dislikes people and u kind of like them and wanted to be friends with them
yalls first meeting are gonna be so funny LMFOAOAOA
it was ortho's idea btw (our wingman)
literally just two people struggling to speak up to each other
but uh since yall are kind of similar to each other, its easier to get comfortable with each other🤔
Malleus:
ortho is the translator for the both of u during that time
"brother feels you're kind of relatable!"
"they said you feel relatable too, brother!"
gaming buddy
thats how yall bond
yall are really competitive abt it, ortho actually got worried friendship could be broken from this
hes probably the second or third person you're most comfortable with??🤔since u guys are so similar
but he cant really help u in social situations bc like
he doesn't even go out💀
he might help u from his ipad tho
if he feels confident enough that is
if not, he'll just make ortho go to wherever u are and help u
thought u were scared of him bc of how much u were shaking so he avoided u for ur own good💀
it takes like a week of convincing from lilia for him to even talk to u again
ah, you're just shy and is suffering from anxiety, he sees
teleports back to the library or smth to find ways to help (after yall finished talking ofc)
and honestly? he tried his best to give u advice and all that
mans even went to take some advice from lilia abt this for u
i dont think anyone will even say a thing abt ur anxiety with malleus by ur side💀
they could just mention ur name and malleus will look at their direction
which scared the students and they haven't even said anything😭⁉️
nobody wants to fuck with him thats for sure
malleus: 🤔????
he's confused on why did they stopped talking abt u when all he did was look😔
he wanted some of those juicy gossips abt u and how you're doing too yknow😔
heard of ur problem and he couldn't relate more
he too, wants some friends and is having difficulties trying to have one
suggest u two have do this quest where u both try to get friends together
bc hey!! u two will have each others' back!!
which failed pft💀friendless behavior
i mean, oh no thats so sad im so sorry
well i mean its ok!! u guys have each other ig😁!
Ace:
ur very own walking translator to people
but hes just like google translator
and by that, i mean he will give out the wrong translations sometimes
someone asked if i coukd tutor them and u wanted to say yes? ace said u said "fuck off"
someone is making fun of u? the same thing but louder and more threatening
someone is praising u and is making u uncomfortable? same thing
someone wants to eat lunch with u? same thing with the added "this table is full🙄"
doesn't really understand much why u cant speak up but tries to🤔?
he may be confused but at least he got the spirit‼️
will try to speak up for u when the professor called on u to answer some questions
which sometimes helped sometimes got u both into trouble for no reason💀
is there on ur quest to make friends
which lowkey drive them away bc they don't wanna get into trouble and all of u got into trouble often woops💀
compete with each other the most i say
it got to the point a small crowd is gathering around yall bc they're so interested in whatever u guys are competing about
be it uno, monopoly, who did the most math questions or smth, yall get so competitive abt it with each other
Deuce:
if someone makes fun of u because of ur anxiety, he will send them flying
someone is unconsciousnessly making u uncomfortable? he's alr warning them
like he straight up became a goku kinnie if someone made u uncomfy or said smth bad abt u
not even one word can get out of their mouths before they blink and deuce is in front of them with his fist up
ngl he had a hard time communicating with u too since uh
you're kind of like shaking a lot and he naturally became nervous too
so ace and deuce had to help yall warm up to each other
is really gentle and nice with u‼️
literally so scared that he might have made u uncomfortable in one way or another so he often asks for ur reassurance before anything
he usually gets u to tutor him
and hes really proud that hes ur only student that he'll wear a badge about it
honestly? he does not get these uh anxiety thing either
so he spends hours in the library and internet researching how does anxiety even work
he may be confused but at least he got the spirit‼️(2)
tried his best to help u when you're having difficulties saying smth to someone
he may butchered up a thing or two and almost made the person fight u or smth but hes a pro now‼️
literally smacks ace if he said "fuck off" again even tho thats not what u wanted to say
u wanted friends??? WELL HE CAN TRY TO HELP YES‼️⁉️
spends day and night planning how to get u 100 friends in a day💀dawg thats now humanly possible calm down
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sparkymalone · 3 months
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Hajime: Go fuck yourself Fuyuhiko (smugly): Only if you watch idk i like just read the BT chapter (very good btw) and though abt this
Hello and welcome, it's time for smut!
There were times that Hajime regretted agreeing to this type of play. He didn't like getting angry at his partner, and as much as he loved having Fuyuhiko at his mercy, he definitely preferred being able to express how much he loved him. He would rather kiss and caress and tenderly curl around his lover, rather than take him over his knee like he often had to do.
There were other times, though, when he couldn't imagine their relationship any other way. Hajime didn't like getting mad, but Fuyuhiko was appallingly good at getting under his skin anyway. And, every time, Hajime eagerly leaned into it.
When the blonde was acting like such a brat, Hajime always felt his anger and arousal rising at the same rate. He may not have liked being mad, but in a weird way, he did like punishing Fuyuhiko. His lover was so cute and responsive, and Hajime loved to watch him squirm as he was edged or overstimulated, as the situation required. He loved being in control of how and when Fuyuhiko got off, regardless of what a little shit he was beforehand.
And he knew that Fuyuhiko loved it, too. The yakuza heir was typically the one to initiate this type of play, going out of his way to tease and annoy his boyfriend, hoping for a just punishment. He would always snuggle up to Hajime afterwards, happy and satisfied.
Sometimes, though, it was hard to tell if Fuyuhiko was bratting or being a genuine asshole. He didn't always announce his intent, and, unfortunately, had a tendency to act out when he was irritated. Hajime had asked him a few times to make it clear when he was bratting and when he wasn't, but Fuyuhiko didn't always. Whether that was intentional or not, Hajime wasn't sure.
So Hajime didn't know what to make of the current situation. The fight they were having certainly felt real, but that didn't necessarily mean anything. Their whole Dom/sub dynamic relied on feeling authentic, after all.
Hajime had a sneaking suspicion that Fuyuhiko was playing, with how smug he was being, but it still felt off somehow. Normally, when his lover was being a brat, Hajime could feel his own excitement rising in the back of his mind. In this case, though, he didn't feel turned on at all, just angry.
So he continued arguing, not laying a hand on the other man. "Absolutely not."
Fuyuhiko glared at him. "Oh, quit being such a fuckin' prude."
Hajime glared back, trying not to snap. "I'm not a prude for not wanting my boyfriend to go to a late-night party without me. That's stupid."
"Yes, you are," Fuyuhiko argued, crossing his arms. "You think I'm gonna be shaking my ass at any guy who looks my way, like some kinda slut."
The brunette concentrated on breathing. "And you're telling me that that's not what you're going to do?"
Fuyuhiko's face split into a dirty smirk. "...I might."
Logically, Hajime knew that his boyfriend was being a brat on purpose. But right now, his anger was too real. "I've seen the way other guys look at you. They're going to be coming up to you all night and you're going to lead them on because you're a fucking attention whore."
The smaller man's eyes widened slightly, but his smirk didn't waver. "What, are you jealous? Afraid I'm gonna find someone who can satisfy me better than you?"
Gritting his teeth, Hajime couldn't help his petulant response. "Go fuck yourself."
Fuyuhiko's eyes darkened as he smiled smugly at his lover. "Only if you watch."
There was a moment of silence as everything clicked and Hajime wondered how he had ever taken this argument seriously. He moved forward, swiftly grabbing the other man by the back of the neck and dragging him into the bedroom. He shoved Fuyuhiko onto the bed and stood over him, arms crossed expectantly.
The blonde raised a questioning eyebrow, but Hajime just glared back. "Go on. Fuck yourself."
Fuyuhiko smirked up at him and began undressing. He peeled his clothes off agonizingly slowly, maintaining eye contact with Hajime as he did so. Once he was finally bare, he laid back against the pillows, taking his time arranging himself. He propped himself up and tucked a pillow under his hips, making sure his boyfriend was going to get a good view.
Hajime tried not to grind his teeth. His anger was finally being accompanied by the familiar haze of arousal, but he was still pissed off, and Fuyuhiko's leisurely pace was making him even angrier. "Hurry up," he growled.
His lover just gave him a smug smile. "I'm getting to it." He laid back and spread his legs, giving Hajime a perfect view of his body. One hand reached down, trailing up his thigh before gently encircling his hardened cock. He stroked himself with slow, languid movements, moaning low in his throat and looking up at Hajime.
The taller man's eyes were glued to Fuyuhiko's cock, watching the way his slender fingers tugged and teased. He could tell that his lover wasn't making any serious effort to get himself off, but the way he touched himself still looked incredibly hot.
Hajime's eyes flicked up to meet Fuyuhiko's and the blonde bit his lip, smirking. He stroked himself a little faster, breathy moans falling from his lips. His free hand trailed slowly over his chest, fingers gently teasing his nipples, making him gasp.
Shifting his weight, Hajime stood watching for a long time. He could feel his own cock straining against the front of his pants as he watched Fuyuhiko leisurely pleasure himself. He licked his lips, desperately wanting to touch his boyfriend, but also not wanting to give him the satisfaction.
No, Fuyuhiko was being a brat. He didn't deserve Hajime's cock.
But Hajime still wanted him to put on a show.
He moved to the bedside table, ignoring his lover's curious look. He calmly sifted through their assortment of toys, looking for just what he wanted. He pulled out a bottle of lube, tossing it to Fuyuhiko. "Prep yourself," he ordered with no further explanation.
The blonde gladly obeyed, coating his fingers before gently rubbing the slick fluid over his entrance. He moaned softly as he slid one finger into himself, still stroking his dick. Fuyuhiko pumped his finger in and out a few times before adding a second. He met Hajime's eyes, lips curled into a debauched smirk as he fingered himself open.
Hajime concentrated on keeping his face calm and his breathing even. He watched his lover stretch his entrance, watched him moan and writhe and clench around his own fingers. All he wanted was to jump on the bed and rail Fuyuhiko senseless, but he knew he needed to wait. The yakuza heir needed to squirm a little longer.
Fuyuhiko was moaning and bucking against his hand, curling his fingers against his prostate, trying to get Hajime to break and just fuck him already. His boyfriend had other ideas, however.
Reaching back into the nightstand, Hajime pulled out a toy and tossed it onto the bed. "Use this," he instructed in a low voice.
Licking his lips, Fuyuhiko regarded the toy in surprise. It was a dildo, thick and solid, blue silicone with just the right amount of give. They had a few such toys, and Fuyuhiko noted that Hajime had picked one of the largest that he was able to handle. He reached for the dildo, hands trembling with excitement. He shot Hajime a questioning glance as he grasped the toy.
"If you're going to fuck yourself, you should do it right," Hajime explained in a low, husky voice. "So get to work." He crossed his arms and watched.
A soft noise escaped Fuyuhiko's throat, but he obediently took the dildo and began slicking it over with lube. He moved the toy into position, pressing the head against his entrance, but his lover stopped him.
Hajime looked at him hungrily. "Ride it."
Raising an eyebrow, Fuyuhiko sat up on his knees and positioned the dildo beneath him. He smirked at Hajime. "You sure you don't want me to ride you?"
But his boyfriend just glared back. "You're lucky I'm letting you fill that slutty hole with anything at all. Now sit on it."
Fuyuhiko bit his lip and moved down slightly, letting the head of the dildo rest against his tight opening. He relaxed his muscles, letting his weight slowly ease him down onto the toy. A low moan slipped past his lips as he was stretched and filled.
Hajime watched him sink down onto the dildo, breathing heavily. He chewed the inside of his lip as his boyfriend settled onto the toy, looking quite pleased.
The blonde took a moment to adjust. The dildo was big, almost too big, but the slight pain was intoxicating. After a moment, he started moving, rising and falling in an agonizingly slow rhythm. Hoarse moans poured from his lips as he carefully slid the toy deeper inside.
Hajime was completely enthralled by the sight of his lover pleasuring himself like this. He watched the toy disappear inside of him over and over, feeling his own cock begin to throb. He kneeled on the foot of the bed, watching intently. "Faster," he ordered, voice barely above a whisper.
Obediently, Fuyuhiko began bouncing faster, plunging the dildo deep into his hole. His hands fisted in the sheets in front of him as his hips rose and fell. It felt incredible, and he moaned openly. The way Hajime was watching him made him squirm and clench around the toy. "Nnh... So good," he purred.
Briefly, Hajime's eyes flicked up to meet Fuyuhiko's before focusing back on the dildo. He took a shaky breath, watching the way his boyfriend's tight body took the toy so easily. God, he wanted to fuck him. What had they been fighting about?
Fuyuhiko cried out as the toy brushed his sweet spot. "Ahh! H-Hajime... Mmn, fuck me already!" He didn't slow his pace at all, rapidly fucking himself on the dildo.
Hajime's resolve was crumbling as he watched the other man tremble and roll his hips. He tried to keep Fuyuhiko's punishment in mind, but it wasn't helping the way he had hoped. "Cum first," he managed to say. "Make yourself cum with that toy and then I'll consider fucking you."
Whining sharply, Fuyuhiko bounced harder, riding the dildo for all it was worth. He was so close, just a little more, and then he could finally have Hajime inside him...
He concentrated fully on the feeling of the toy plunging into him over and over, and he let out a long, low moan. "Mmn... Gonna cum...!"
"Yeah? Good," Hajime breathed, watching intently as his boyfriend fell apart.
It only took a few more thrusts for Fuyuhiko to reach his peak. He slammed himself down, taking the dildo as deep as possible. A loud moan tore out of his throat as he spilled onto the sheets. His whole body trembled and his muscles twitched around the toy.
Hajime was already unbuttoning his pants. He pushed Fuyuhiko down onto the pillows, carefully pulling the toy out of him and tossing it aside. He nudged the head of his cock against his boyfriend's sore entrance. "Color?" he asked hoarsely, barely holding himself back.
Fuyuhiko looked up at him, still trying to catch his breath, but a fucked-out grin spread across his face. "Green."
Immediately, Hajime pushed forward, sinking himself inside of his lover. He groaned, digging his fingers into Fuyuhiko's hips.
Without waiting, he started pounding forward, fucking desperately into his partner. He gasped against Fuyuhiko's temple, hips slapping against him.
Fuyuhiko sobbed out a moan, digging his nails into Hajime's shoulders. His body felt oversensitive in the wake of his orgasm, but being split open by his boyfriend's cock felt so fucking good. "Hahh... yes...! Fuck, more!"
It didn't take long for Hajime to near the edge, thrusting harder, plunging deep inside of Fuyuhiko. "Mmn... You feel so fucking good..." He leaned down, nipping at his lover's neck. "You want me to cum in you?"
Fuyuhiko let out a loud moan, rocking into each thrust excitedly. "Fuck yes! Cum in meee...!"
"You think you deserve it?" Hajime growled.
"Please!" Fuyuhiko gasped, muscles clenching reflexively. "I'll be good... Nnh, I'll be so good...!"
Hajime buried his face in the other man's neck, unable to hold himself back anymore. He pounded into Fuyuhiko's tight hole, desperately chasing his climax. Within minutes, he tumbled over the edge, slamming himself deep inside of Fuyuhiko, hot seed pouring into him.
The yakuza heir let out a sharp cry, squeezing tight around Hajime's cock as a second orgasm crashed over him. He gasped his lover's name as his vision went white.
They laid together for a long time, trying to catch their breath. Hajime nuzzled against his boyfriend's temple, hot breath washing over his ear. Fuyuhiko shivered at the sensation.
Eventually, Hajime raised himself up on his elbows, looking down at his lover with knitted brows. "Don't go to the party," he said quietly, sounding like a plea rather than an order.
Fuyuhiko huffed quietly, wrapping his arms around Hajime's neck. "Dumbass. I don't actually want to go to that stupid thing."
The brunette's brow furrowed more. "What? But you-"
"I was just trying to get a rise out of you," Fuyuhiko admitted with a smirk. "And it worked."
Hajime groaned in annoyance. "How many times have I told you to let me know when you're just being a brat?"
Fuyuhiko glared at him. "First of all, that would defeat the purpose. And second, how the fuck can you not tell?"
Glaring back, Hajime rolled his hips forward, listening to his boyfriend's surprised yelp. "Shut up. I ought to punish you for this whole stupid situation."
A dirty smirk split Fuyuhiko's face. "Oh, no," he replied in mock-distress. "Please don't keep fucking my brains out."
Snorting, Hajime lunged in to kiss his lover, slowly resuming thrusting into him. The two of them gasped and moaned, moving together tenderly. Both of them felt overly sensitive, but it was still incredibly good.
Yes, sometimes his boyfriend was infuriating, but Hajime really couldn't imagine their relationship any other way.
Lol, that was kinda... rambly? I don't know. But I hope it was okay.
Thanks for the prompt, anon. And I'm glad you liked the BT chapter! I want to do a lot more with this setting.
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Just finished watching all of Kim Possible for the first time ever (and in English) and man, it's such a great show.
I did watch it as a kid whenever it aired in Finnish. (I miss those fun school mornings...) The dub was ok as well, though I won't go back to that again. Did check for some clips and I'm glad I was able to watch it back then, but CCR and Will Friedle are so good. The others are too, ofc.
Anyway, back then it was all tainted by my own feelings, cuz I too had a guy childhood best friend I had feelings for. I saw him and myself in them and wanted the same yadda yadda yadda. Well, stuff happened and we haven't talked in at least a year. No big, pfft.
At least this time I got to enjoy this show without them stupid feelings affecting my experience lol. (Except with the So the Drama "a loop has been formed and I'm not in it" and all the Ron feelings about Kim finding someone else. Ugh, been there.)
Anyway, binge watching gave me a completely new experience. Not much shipping related stuff in the first 2 seasons, though there were some I giggled over and replayed to analyze. Mostly just best friends being best friends. No significant awkwardness.
Seasons 3 and 4 though? GAHH. So much ship teasing. Emotion Sickness is my absolute fav episode with Kim getting a device that controls emotions and makes her fall in love with Ron, and the guy's so confused but also so so lovestruck. (He didn't know abt the device at first btw)
I love all those soff little Ron moments, I keep replaying them over and over.
"It (them dating) could happen!"
"It's not that I haven't thought about it, I mean who hasn't?"
"What's not to like about Kim? She's smart and cute..."
"Something's different now. I mean there's something between us... Who am I kidding, that's not different. There's been something there for a long time. I think there's something there. Does she?"
Gahhh I love soff Ron so much.
Also yes I am the type to rewatch all the soft and kissy scenes over and over, there are others too since compilation videos exist!!
Anyway, just realized how most of their kisses are initiated by Kim, but my favourites? (Lol that feels cringe to say. Fav kisses? Pfft) Either both going in or initiated by Ron! (The Emotion Sickness one is great too, Ron's so love struck!!! Adorable.)
-> So the Drama dance scene (THEY'RE SO SOFF GO LOOK AT THEIR FACES), one where they run into each other's arms, and the final one where Ron places his hands on her face and goes in first.
I never knew how much I wanted to do a forehead touch->kiss or have someone hold my face like that.
Also S1 EP1 Ron voice superiority. So low and cute. That makes me swoon. Gahhhh. Rewatched the first few minutes and DANG I WISH HE KEPT THAT VOICE. I'm barely able to form a sentence rn. Gahh.
Also adore all the denial scenes, Kim's too. Girl's so jealous of Yori. "Awk-weird" to bring your best friend as a kinda date to an event? Oh yeah, feed me. I love the awkward pre-dating stage so much that I'm mad my Sonic fic doesn't have more of it lol.
All the tiny nods to stuff changing during season 3? Ron going "She's not my girlfriend!!" to Shego of all people, all of a sudden and without probing, just cuz she asked where Kim was! I love him.
Also, the theme song is banger. Also also, I set the communicator beep-beep-be-beep as my notif sound. Kinda confusing while watching, though, heh.
Was that all? I think so, maybe. I'm pretty sure no one will read this but hey, what is Tumblr for if not stuff like this. Yay for fictional men and couples!
As a final note, I don't think Ron's an absolute swoon worthy guy (barely feel compelled to draw him), I just appreciate guys being soft. Yes, go talk about your feelings and yes, stutter your way to victory!
Anyway, now I'm done.
I'mma throw some gifs under the cut though.
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JUST LOOK AT THEM AND THEIR SOFF FACES AND EYES AAAAAAAAAAA
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i was thinking abt how ayano and shintaro r the only two characters who ever die by suicide (shintaro is only in some routes but STILL.) and like how that's a way of showing that they had the potential to understand each other (bc in my opinion they r actually very similar) but not until either of them were dead. idk does this make sense? i just thought of this today so this thought isnt very refined yet i need to think abt it more
they ARE similar!!!!! i totally agree. shintaro and ayano are totally similar people. they're both Justice Seekers but are so depressed and have such horrible self worth they can't actually be proactive about things. but then they are :3
i wish we got ayano pov from hs and why she liked shintaro. I've always thought ayano's crush on him is...cute!!! because she's literally going thru the horrors, her mom died, her dad is being Strange, and she has to take care of the house and her siblings all alone PLUS later learning of all the horrible stuff about the daze and clearing. and yet. she's also a normal hs girl who has a silly crush on her classmate. not that we ever saw it but i definitely think ayano got to see at least once the shintaro we see who fights for good and doesn't let fear get to him like when he yells at the fucking terrorists or acts all cool when they face clearing in the novels. i think ayano got to see shintaro being Heroic or whatever and she was like THIS is the kind of guy we need to be recruiting in the mekakushi dan🔥🔥🔥 like seriously im delusional abt this but i think there should be a shinaya backstory abt this.
man i wish we saw more hs shinaya😭😭😭😭😭 im so mad that they only ever show shintaro being a fucking asshole lord in hs like im not rooting for you bitch FAST FORWARD NOW but the fact ayano knows shintaro likes music and shoujo manga etcetc its clear ayano and shintaro had normal ass conversations all the time. SHOW THEM TO MEEEEEE whatever. i dont even care <- cares
anyways i just wanted to say i think ayano does Kind of understand shintaro. i also wish we saw ayano think of shintaro in the entire conjecture with clearing eyes killing haruka and takane and her sacrificing herself for them and the mekatrio. Go listen to full disclosure from steven universe and you will understand my ayano vision for this. sorry that was weird. i think ayano wanted to keep shintaro as uninvolved as possible, haruka and takane were inevitably already in it. she just wanted to make sure to take them Out of it but shintaro.. i think ayano always had the feeling shintaro would get involved. i think ayano gravitates towards shintaro because she needed help and she needed a hero and deep down she knew this was him. but she never manages to properly reach out or even understand it i guess. but i think ayano did understand shintaro maybe even more he understood himself. on the other hand shintaro DID NOT understand ayano AT ALL but like you said, he could have. who knows how things had gone if shintaro had walked in when he saw ayano crying in the classroom!!! imagine ayano managing to pour her heart out and tell him what's gonna happen to their friends and her family. he would've helped. shintaro would've done something. but ayano wouldn't want him to bc he would get hurt but at the same time she WOULD want him to because she's so scared and alone and desperate for help *holds head *
also i always make myself insane abt shintaro and ayano being depressed legends who wanna die. while haruka and takane struggle with health problems and want to Live So Badly. sorry for bringing up harutaka Hi its me tumblr user yuukei yikes vinnie i will ALWAYS make it about harutaka. i just wanted to say that. shinaya who wanna die and tragedy arises from never meeting in the middle and not being able to understand each other vs harutaka who wanna live more than anything and tragedy arises from being forcibly separated.
ayano's words to takane when she's projecting so hard. there are times you want to tell someone something but you wind up being too late. ayano was never gonna say anything to shintaro because she didnt Want to. she knew what she was going to the roof for. while takane immediately makes a run for it to say something to haruka, she is just too late and has no control over her fate. whatever im normal!
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Angel
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Will Solace crept through the night silently, he was planning to surprise Nico. They hadn't had much time alone since Will was stuck working in the infirmary; he reached the door and heard sobbing. Something had happened. Nico was the only one here; he's already gone through so much, why does the world want to see him suffer. Will wondered; he opened the door without making a noise as he saw the figure of Nico di Angelo sitting on his bed crying. Will walk forward and sat down next to his boyfriend, he saw the small blade in his hand and the blood covering his arms. Will took the blade from his and placed it on the table next to him,
"Angel what happened?" Will asked softly hiding the panic and fear in his voice, Nico couldn't speak, he just shook as tears ran down his face. Will hugged him and kissed his forehead, "Angel, you are the best part of my life. What happened love?" He whispered in his ear, hardly able to stop his voice from shaking. He brushed his hands though Nico's hair until his breathing evened, he still didn't talk but soon he fell asleep on Will. He probably need some sleep, Will thought to himself, Nico looked like he hadn't slept in days, he probably hadn't .
Will didn't sleep that night, he watched over Nico gently stroking his hair the whole night, when some light shined into the cabin Will properly looked at Nico. His arms had stopped bleeding but he saw just how bad it was, how long had this been happening? He couldn't believe he hadn't noticed, he'd been so busy trying to treat everyone in the infirmary he hadn't realised. Will plunged into guilt, what if it was his fault? Nico had always loved his Aviator jacket but Will hadn't realised it's been weeks maybe months that he wasn't seen without even when it was 104°, how was he only finding out now? Will prayed to ever God he could remember that Nico would be okay; he checked his watch 10:47am. He knew he was going to get in a lot of trouble for being late to the infirmary but right now he didn't care, he would stay here until Nico was okay, no matter how long it took. Nico woke up at 1:32am,
"Sunshine why are you here? What time is it?" Nico glanced down and realise Will had seen his arm, he thought about how mad Will would be and started shaking. He expected Will to leave, but all he did was wrap his arms around Nico.
"Angel breathe, I'll always be here for you love. I know you've gone to Hell and back love but you have so much left to live for." Will said softly holding Nico tighter,
"I'm cursed. My whole life has been Hell, my sister died, I was talking ghosts for years, I've fought so much yet everyone still acts like I'm evil, like I'm going to turn around and burn this place down the first chance I get. You're the only good part of my life, and every single time you talk to me I feel like you deserve someone, anyone better than me, I killed Octavian Sol, I don't know why you still talk to me." Nico broke down into tears,
"Nico, love, I promise you aren't cursed. Angel I love you, there is no one better." Will said holding Nico's face in his hands,"How long has this been happening love?" dropping one hand to pick up Nico's arm, he ran his fingers over the cuts singing softly so they heal.
"F..four months...." Nico stuttered softly, "I'm sorry it's jus-" Will put a finger over his mouth "Angel you don't have to apologise, I just wish you told me. I wish I had talked to you earlier and tried to help." Will said, failing to keep his tone even,"Will, I didn't want to distract you. You're busy all day in the infirmary the last thing you need is more to do!" Nico started to sob again,
"Angel, I'll always have time for you. Please, please tell me if you ever want to do it again love, promise me you'll tell me." Will said kissing him softly,
"Sol I love you, and I promise I'll tell you, on the river of Styx." He whispered in an almost stable voice.
"I love you too Nic" Will said, kissing him one last time before they both fell asleep on each other. The next morning as they both awoke Nico whispered,
“Sunshine, please don’t tell anyone, including Hazel” still grasping Will’s hand from the night before.
“Of course love,” Will said stroking Nico’s hair and wrapping it around his fingers.
“I’ll tell her eventually but right now I just can't," Nico responded in a soft sob.
"Angel, take as long as you need. I love you so much," Will says kissing him softly.
"Sunshine I love you too," Nico said quietly, then slowly humming you are my sunshine while putting tiny braids in Will's hair. They just sit there without talking for a few hours.
"Sunshine?" Nico asked,
"Yeah Angel?" Will responded brightly
"It's almost 6pm, won't you get in trouble?" He asked cautiously "You've spent two days here, they probably know where we are but don't you need to be at the infirmary?" Will brushed a lock of Nico's hair behind his ear,
"Nic, there are other people. They'll be fine without me for two day, I've missed you. Also when was the last time you ate or drank water? At least two days ago, I know that much. Angel I think we have to leave your cabin at some point if we don't want to die here." Nico leans up firmly kissing him, Nico's lips felt cold against his but they were soft. Will puts his hand in Nico's hair, it was tangled but still soft running down to his shoulders. Half the time it wa covering his face, so much so that Will now had a habit of putting hair ties on his wrist since Nico always forgot to bring them. Will was warm and almost glowing, Nico had one hand through his hair feeling through the soft, blonde, light curls that looked like they were shining in the sun. After twenty second's they broke the kiss,
"We can worry about health later love." Nico whispers in his ear sinking into another kiss. After they break the kiss Will starts kissing his neck softly and brushing his thumb over Nico's hand, by now they had given up on sitting and we're laying on the bed with Will practically on top on Nico. He blushed violently as the blonde boy kissed his neck gently, it all ended too quickly in his mind as the clock reached six and this time Will was insistent on him eating something.
As they finally walked out of the cabin Percy said,
"Finally the lovebirds came out, we almost sent Jason on a mission to give you food. We weren't sure if you were ever planning to come out of there." Nico laughed back
"Well we have emerged from the..-mysterious place of cabin 13." Percy flashed him an almost relived smile like he was glad that he was joking with him. They walk over to the Hades table, "Don't you have to sit with the rest of the Apollo kids?" Nico wondered,
"Oh, because I've just been so amazing at following the rules Angel." Will grinned back, giving Nico a small kiss. Most of the tables exploded, especially the Aphrodite kids. And from the corner of his eye Nico say Annabeth looking at him proudly as well as a bunch of people handing Piper money while she had an 'I told you so' look. The two boys just sat down laughing holding each other and from that moment Nico knew that whatever happened, as long as Will Solace was with him he would be okay.
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I really hope you liked it
This is the first ficlet I'm putting on Tumblr so wish me luck lol
I wrote this between the times of 11pm-1am so please ignore the bad spelling, I think I relied of autocorrect for most of the spelling lol
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Why??? Don’t drop this chapter means a high possibility of gojo being alive him yuta and yuji will fight against sukuna trusttttt
anon i’m literally in mourning rn 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 using this ask as an excuse to rant about this chapter because i’m bitter don’t mind me
(jjk chapter 249 spoilers under cut !!)
to be clear i’m not actually dropping the manga lol i could never but i am eerily tempted <333 this is the only time i’ve actually been upset w akutami (normally i’m his white knight)……. i just feel sooo disappointed? part of me still has hope but i just. ack. :’3
first of all!!! i 100% believe gojo is alive and will return, and also that yuji & yuuta will be able to get gumi back (not sure if that’ll end well tho lmao) so i’m not worried abt that!! and i’m very hyped for sukuna vs yuuta in general, yuuta’s domain is sooo fucking sick and perfect for him!!!!
to be perfectly clear!! i’m upset about this <33
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…………… i was so convinced that kenny wouldn’t die but my hopes are almost completely crushed atp… this just Feels like a death moment yk?? and i’m so disappointed not ONLY because kenny is my favorite character but also because this is such an unsatisfactory conclusion for him. :( kenny has so much depth and he’s so important for the narrative, so the fact that we didn’t get a single inner thought from him in his dying moment is like. sacreligious to me. TO BE CLEAR i LOVE his last words and the fact that he mentions takaba (kenkaba stays on top <333) and he looks super good in this panel also… but his death still feels so out of nowhere and unfinished to me.
a part of me is still hoping that he’ll survive somehow, or that we’ll at least see more of him through flashbacks or some afterlife sequence or whatnot, but i kinda…. doubt it. and that irks me. like i’m sorry but to me this just feels out of character for kenny?? he just accepted his death??? really????? he literally spent a millenium planning the merger and culling game just to satisfy his curiousity and suddenly he’s fine with not seeing it?????? i had this whole theory that kenny would find meaning in death (since it’s something completely outside his control, which is explicitly what he was searching for all along) but we didn’t get a single inner thought. no look into what he feels except that he’s happy to have met takaba (which is really sweet and i cried but that’s besides the point)…..
AND THEN THERE’S ALSO HIS CONNECTION TO YUJI. really???? we’re never gonna see a confrontation between them???? yuji is never gonna learn that kenny is his fucking mom????? even if choso tells him or whatever it doesn’t feel conclusive. i’m just mad because it feels like gege had soooo much planned that he wasn’t able to execute because the manga industry is running him ragged and that just sucks :(((( like. hahhhhh….. i just really feel that a villain as wonderful AND as important as kenny deserves more than just a couple panels for his death. naoya got more than that. obviously he was gonna die at some point but i had such high hopes for his final scene and even though i adored his fight with takaba it doesn’t feel right for him to die here.
so as u can tell i am extremely upset <333 i’ll get over it soon and i still have just a tinyyy bit of hope that we’ll see more of kenny but i just feel… so let down by this. i’m gonna treasure the kenkaba panel forever and ever and (again) i LOVE his last words but i just can’t feel satisfied with his death. for now i’m just gonna wait until tcb translates the chapter because the translation i read was clunky…. but i kinda doubt it’ll change much T_T
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dukesmebby · 1 year
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sunshine
a/n: i am sorry if this is silly (actually im not i want this so bad) but i could not stop thinking abt it till it turned into this! heheh WC: 0.9 k (CW: mentions of asshole parents, one (1) mention of eating habits, lmk if theres anything else bc i think the rest is just fluff)
You put the car in park in front of the empty trailer and just sat there for what felt like hours before you could even begin to gather your things and head inside.
good thing he’s not home yet, you thought. Your resolve would completely crumble if Eddie were here to see you like this. You were supposed to be his sunshine, his sweet, happy girl. Currently, you just felt numb, drained of everything you had. There was no sunshine left, it was all rain clouds and thunderstorms tonight. You were a little bit disappointed in yourself if you were being honest. Normally, you could get a grip and stop yourself from slipping under. Just ignore the harsh comments and move on.
You were supposed to be able to keep yourself from slipping.
This feels like more than a slip though, more like drowning. Like your body is giving out after treading water for far too long and you were not equipped with a life vest.
It was like you were on autopilot.
Get out of the car. Lock it.
Get inside. Lock the door.
Put your stuff down.
Kick off your shoes.
Shower. Change.
You know how sometimes when you’re driving you get to your destination and think how in the hell did I make it here alive? I don't even remember the drive. That’s how it felt once you were changed into one of Eddie’s t-shirts and some new panties. You don't remember getting here but here you are. You didn’t even bother to brush out your wet hair before crawling into bed finally letting yourself feel.
It was heartbreaking. To not be good enough for them, to not be as important to your familiy as their social status. Your looks and the way you made them look was always going to be more important to them than just, you.
The first tear came and you started to let it all out. Shaking sobs wracked through your body and it felt like it wouldn’t ever stop.
Your cries were so loud you didn’t even hear him get in. With your back turned away from the bedroom doorway you didn't see him either.
He stood open-mouthed at the doorway for all of three seconds trying to figure out what was going on before another wretched sob came out of your mouth and he had to step forward.
“Hey, hey, love, what’s going on? It’s alright sweetheart. I’m here now.”
Startled by his sweet presence you stared at him in shock for a few seconds before breaking down again. Now you’re letting him down too, by being upset in the first place.
He had moved to sit on your side of the bed now and draped his arms around you. All you could see was him. All you could smell was him. All you could feel was him. He helped you calm down a bit. You were still hiccuping through tears but at least you weren’t choking on sobs anymore.
“Sweetheart what’s going on, huh? You hurt?”
You looked up at him with sad, wet eyes and shook your head at him.
“What’s going on then, huh? What happened to my sunshine?”
A pang of hurt struck through your heart at that.
You were supposed to be his sunshine.
“I'm sorry baby. i know-“
“You don’t have anything you need to be sorry for, I just want to know what’s making my girl sad” he interrupted, while giving you those eyes that could turn you into a puddle then and there.
“Please don’t be mad but i just, i went and talked to my parents but they are just so mean. It was the same old spiel they always gave. They went on and on about how I'm not doing enough here at the house and how I need to be working more and then mom would not shut up about the fact that I went back for seconds-”
He grabbed your face in his big hands and squished your cheeks so your lips puffed out before you could say anything else. It took a second for your brain to catch up and look him in the eyes.
“Baby, hey” he cooed. “Nothing they say about you or who you are is true. I’m not mad at you, I could never be mad at you for trying with them, it just makes me sad to see you so upset, love.” You simply replied with a nod.
He notices your damp hair, and lets out a small giggle, “Didn’t even finish getting ready for bed, my sweet thing.”
You let out a shaky laugh and shook your head at him in agreement. He took your hand and pulled you over to the bathroom, making sure to grab the hairbrush and an elastic out of the drawer. He stood behind you and brushed out your hair. Making goofy faces at you in the mirror, trying (and definitely not failing) to cheer you up. Before he was finished with your hair you turned around into him and gave him a hug so tight he thought his heart might just burst.
“thank you, eds. i love you” you mumbled into his chest.
“I love you too, sweets. let’s finish getting you ready for bed”
He turned you back around after placing a kiss to your forehead and brushed through your hair again. He split it into 3 sections and braided it down your back for you. By the time he was done you were as smiley as ever after making faces at each other the whole time.
You sat on the lid of the toilet while he showered before the two of you were able to crawl into bed together. You snuggled into his welcoming arms and that was when you realized he was your life vest. He kept you from slipping.
“I love you so much, Ed's. Sleep tight baby”
You were asleep before you could hear his response.
“Sleep tight, my sunshine, I love you. ”
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ted lasso 3x11
got through the latest episode tonight, below are unassorted ramblings abt a kansas ending (which i, despite being almost certain is where the show is heading, am still ardently rooting against):
so i was talking a little with my family abt the extremely likely kansas ending*, and was mentioning how much i really don't vibe with it. i said smth like 'i mean, what's even there for him in kansas?' to which they said (fairly, and rightfully!) 'his son!'. like, that's a pretty bulletproof argument, so i guess im just writing this to figure out why i feel like even that isn't. idk. enough?
[*though if that is the ending, what's the point of the cliffhanger? it's the most obvious + expected outcome, how would it be a 'reveal'? idk, some part of me is still praying for one of those classic Twists™ ig]
like. we've known that ted has a kid since day one. we've known that he loves + misses that kid since day one. according to the text, the number one reason ted left kansas was as a last ditch effort to save his marriage, by giving michelle as much space as humanly possible. they were divorced by the middle of the season, and ted chose to stay at the end.
so like. idk. am i missing something? did he just stay bc he felt an obligation to the team? and now that they're doing well (absurdly, breaking the bounds of belief well), he feels okay moving on? like many ppl have already pointed out, that's a pretty standard plot line in these kind of stories: the mary poppin's style exit stage right. but, say ted goes home (potentially even without beard???? agh??). what's happened to him, these past few seasons? what's different now?
like, it kind of feels like im only gonna be hurt by reading in between the lines here, but kansas doesn't seem to hold a lot of good associations for ted w/o the bedrock of his + michelle's marriage. he's reduced to a morose, spaced out mess within 5 minutes of talking with his mother, he very nearly goes through the Extremely fucked up move of paying someone to spy on michelle after seeing her + jake together for an afternoon, and ofc if anything even remotely reminds him of his dad he gets triggered really badly.
and of course, maybe the idea is 'well, he's started to cope with that all now, and he's starting to talk openly with his mum + grieve his dad, so he has the tools to return' but like. does he???? his support system are EXTREMELY london based. setting aside sharon since he could always telehealth w her, all of the positive progress he's made in his 'home' life seem to exclusively come after he talks w his support group at richmond.
he ended up admitting he was mad at michelle after speaking with the diamond dogs, he was pulled out of his obsessive spiral by rebecca, and he was able to put words to his feelings abt his mum by talking w jamie. to be clear, those are all massively positive things for ted to have done, and i think they at least make a good case for ted progressive positively w his mental health (even if its all gotten a bit tell don't show in this last season). but like. what happens when all that's on the other side of an ocean?
to be clear, from the perspective of real life, it absolutely makes sense that ted would want to return to his son. but on a narrative level, im just. i feel like im being expected to take certain things about ted + henry's relationship for granted, when the text itself hasn't even tried to make those things apparent.
is henry miserable or even generally upset when he has to leave his dad/go back to his mum? not that we ever see! im pretty sure the only time we've seen henry explicitly upset is when ted was ignoring him while he was like five feet away which, yeah, mood! and last we saw, henry even sees more enthused abt richmond winning the whole thing than ted is, so its not like he thinks his dad is just going away to do absolutely nothing of import.
do ted and henry not spend a lot of time together/talk very often? technically we don't see enough of ted's daily routine to know for sure, but the casual mention of playing roblox seems to imply they spend a lot of time together! and ofc none of their phone calls ever have the vibe of 'i haven't spoken to you in ages, here's ALL THE THINGS you've missed!'. they're almost all abt stuff that happened that day.
is ted struggling with being away from henry? well... yes, duh, but i don't even think this season's done particularly well establishing THAT (incredibly obvious and free) piece of ted characterisation.
is ted capable of feeling anything other than vague nostalgia (ie: all of his annecdotes being set there) or extreme distress wrt kansas? apparently not! like, seriously, what is there for him? does he have any friends? a job? family that isn't his mother? where's he gonna live? does he miss the weather? his neighbours? like i am literally on my hands and knees give me ONE (1) concrete opinion ted has about the fucking place that isn't about its FOOD (<- ESPECIALLY coming off the back of an episode where ted was able to experience texan food So Authentic™ that it inspired a literal career-changing epiphany?? like HOW are we supposed to take that as anything other than 'ted is at his best when he acknowledges BOTH of his lives rather than cutting one out in favour of the other'???).
idk. i guess my real problem this late in the game is i can see so many POTENTIAL versions of this show, but what ive been given doesn't feel like it matches up with any of them.
i can imagine a story in which ted's avoidance + variations upon running-away tactics for dealing w conflict get thoroughly deconstructed and challenged while in london, so at the end of the show he's finally emotionally prepared to return to his life in kansas even though it's never going to be a fairytale picturesque no-problems-ever ending again.
i can imagine a story in which going back to kansas isn't good for ted, and will be a major sacrifice, but it's a sacrifice he will be making with the support of his new friends + family, and something that he is determined to make in order to be there w his son, all meaningfully juxtaposed w how he feels his dad 'quit' on him.
i can imagine a story where ultimately, the life that ted's made alongside richmond is just as important to him as his life in kansas, and so he + michelle work out a more equal and long-term custody arangement* with henry (it definitely seems like the 'you get him for the whole year and i get him on school break' was something haphazardly worked out while they were both still under the assumption he'd be in richmond for less than a year), and they alternate who goes to whose home for holidays and shit.
[*side note, why hasn't that come up at all? i'd personally think somewhere around the six month mark of working overseas i'd want to have a talk w my expartner + kid about a schedule that isn't so much of a 80/20 split? like, it's fine if henry moving isn't on the table at all for one reason or another, but at least take the time to actually SAY that??? like, what does michelle do for a living? why is SHE so happy to stay there? give me Literally Anything here gang!!!]
...but ultimately what ive actually seen on screen feels like it fits into none of those categories. eleven hours (in as many episodes!! HOUR! long! episodes!!!!!!) in and i feel like i know infinitely less about ted + his mental state than i did in s1. like, from episode to episode, the writer's aren't sure if he's stuck, or progressing, or going through that classic recovery 'one step forwards, two steps back' dance, or just completely and utterly depressed. there's no continuity. nothing that happens to him in one episode seems to have literally any bearing at all on the ted in the next episode. if u scrubbed all of the notable Ted Scenes™ of any overarching plot references, and shuffled them all up, i genuinely think you would end up w a plateau of scenes totally indistinguishable from each other!*
[*of course, this is my main critique of s3 for like. literally everyone, but it's paticularly damning when im left feeling this lost about the main fucking guy.]
i don't know. i guess after the past few weeks of being really genuinely hurt + angry + upset abt the choices made this season, the feeling im left with near the end of it all is. underwhelmed. and im really not sure what 3x12 could possibly do to change that feeling... even if i am still regrettably, but sincerely rooting for a last minute switcheroo.
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d1gnan · 4 months
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some thoughts abt aesthetics, the way people engage with my art so far and also stuff youll be seeing from me in the next year..
first off i wanna say im not actually educated on any of this and its all just coming from personal experience/ its kind of just a mad mans rambling
im the kind of person who is always curating, always putting like with like (on a consistently changing/personal/almost random metric that spans like any kind of media , things tangible and abstract, my memories, yadda yadda (everyone does this to some degree but as an artist and an introspective person, i find it hard to just let stuff go once i form a connection. (and im sure a lot of u guys reading this are like this too, tumblr is like The website for people like this) im hyper aware of everything that ever happens to me and im always trying to connect everything with everything else
(forgive me too in advance cause ive never been satisfied with my ability to explain myself and usually i just let everything i do speak for itself/dont bother trying. im really really visual and i usually think of things In pictures too so it just frustrates me to try and describe something thats worth a thousand words..
jewelry came pretty quickly to me as a favorite art form because its a way to convey some of what goes on in my head when i engage with the media i like , being able to turn all these pretty abstract feelings into colors shapes symbols.. a lot of times when i listen to something or watch something, i get almost itchy with the feeling of needing to get the way i percieved it out into the world in a visual and tangible way asap before it loses its original shape or before i forget how it made me feel. (dementia runs in my family so a lot of my art is trying to archive my feelings since i know i wont have them forever.. its almost a frantic need to be seen/known by others before its too late.
a lot of the jewelry ive custom made for people has been specifically music and film related, and thats been a great thing because i can both 1) make something that satisfies my own vision of the thing but 2) it is still easily readable by others as related 2 the source material because the design language usually is distinct enough to withstand being skewed too much by my own personal associations
moving forward tho, i have a TON of ideas for way more personal/abstract/highly conceptual projects, and have been slowly gathering pieces so that i can do full justice to my vision for them.
doing this has first and foremost always been an art form/way to express myself . i do it because of the ideas, i do it because i have to do it, and then im left with a bunch of stuff that i would like way more to be in the hands of someone who relates to it. and, i do it in a way thats not at all good for being a business owner. if i'm going to create a product, i would be going against my ideals if i didnt try to battle with all the things i hate about products. fast fashion and aliexpress craft supplies and mass production.. (to have a successful business you need a lot of the same product, it needs to be easy to make and you need to be able to get your materials cheap. all of which i can't and wouldn't do, so it's a very shit thing to attempt to make a living off of..
maybe this sounds a little funny too when you look at my work and then at what i have to say about it.that i think about it so seriously since it's something any one can do. my kid sister makes jewelry, it's a pretty accesible hobby. the idea of making jewelry based off of media is also the furthest thing from unique, which brings me thinking about the reception of my art online so far, and some weird stuff i've noticed.
when you're making anything that you mention is directly "inspired by" something else, you run into some pretty weird habits from others online, and a kind of unique way of engaging with "aesthetics" thats started in the past couple years. what im talking about now is less movies/music. its stuff that blurs the line between an existing body of work to reference and just a concept. ( y2k, fill in the blank-core, frutiger metro/aero).. i'm really into most eras of these fashion / design trends/aesthetics in a historian/archivist kind of way, and i really enjoy to do work inspired by things like this, but these are always way more personally influenced than anything made for a movie/music. i went semi-viral (feels so dumb to say seriously lol) on tiktok for a frutiger metro/sleepyhead by passion pit inspired bracelet.
i get hate on most posts on tiktok since its a gigantic platform(as well as praise) but the majority of comments always tend to be people correcting the authenticity to the aesthetic ive listed as an inspiration. people way smarter than me have way better things to say on this, and if i tried to go too into detail with it this post would be even crazy longer, but ive seen people call it "what aesthetic is this" culture, (some examples of this: " "this aesthetic is called this, not that" "this aesthetic is from this time frame only" xyz
i never know what to do, because i want to respond by explaining that i see these aesthetic names/labeling system solely as a tool. to help people find and connect like with like. labeling aesthetics is just recognizing a pattern. knowing the "name" of an aesthetic can help you find similar things, but there are no set time periods to any of this unless you are specifically making something that is an exact recreation of something else or making a period piece. everything comes back in some way over and over again. rigidly defining aesthetics is flawed/missing the point because aesthetics are completely individual/unmeasurable/skewed by experiences/memories/opinions. its a little different too when it comes to stuff thats actually like made For marketing cause that Will have an exact language that goes with it or whatever, but most of the time i see people arguing about an aesthetic thats not even applicable. there are genuinely no rules to what fits an aesthetic because anything you create, you add your own experiences to and are effectively continuing these patterns in a new way/ sometimes creating a whole new movement or sub category if you are really into labeling it as something directly. peoples personal art is definitely affected by their time/whatever the common design language was at the time, so thats where a lot of the names get born, but when you make it this rigid thing , "this needs to be more like this.. this needs to be more like that.." you'd be right- but only in the sense that yes, it IS that way, For You. in your mind you experience it that way, it is your personal relation to seeing these patterns. and you can use these aesthetic tools to expand on what was done before you, you can use these images to convey your own perspective so that i can try to understand it.
marketing vs personal aesthetics is a different thing that idk how to tackle with my like super limited language but for example, when someone is using a popular aesthetic to sell you something, you can tell. it's shallow and impersonal. looking back on ads that are dated and use a certain aesthetic usually tinges them with nostalgia that you can take and make into something that it wasn't because you have this priceless new angle to look at it with. if you believe in aesthetics as being this rigid thing, you dont get new ideas, you dont get new sub aesthetics, you dont get new movements, you get a copy of a copy, you get shein clothes. and! anyone can call anything they want an "aesthetic" ..any collection of things together influenced by anything in the world can be an entirely new aesthetic.. and im so sick of typing the word aesthetic
but i know that if theyre commenting something like this, they r so fundamentally different from me/ engage with the world in such a different way then i do that it would be a waste of time to try to explain..
i am a little scared when i launch some of the new projects i've been working on they'll be met with this kind of reaction. maybe ill try to write some kind of TLDR, some kind of zine to send along with any of my bracelets, some kind of manifesto about sustainability/personalization/mindful consumpution.. but it takes a long time for me to feel good about explaining myself, even this post ive deleted and restarted countless times.
ill post some more about some of the "aesthetics " (i gotta figure out better language for this shit i swear to god) ive found inspiring that have heavily influenced these upcoming projects, as well as scans from books ive collected that match the design language and i definitely want to release kind of a companion zine with the collections that include music/fashion/home photos etc...
if u have any thoughts or anything about any of this id love to hear it, or answer questions or expand on shit, this is kind of just like a word version of me throwing mac and cheese up at the ceiling and seeing if anything sticks.
thanks to anyone whos said anything nice about my stuff, i love u guys more than lyfe
and if you read all of this youre a g
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TELL US ABT UR FANKIDS. I WANT TO KNWOW!!! :3
AHHH okay!! So
in this world nrc became coed around five years after the current first years graduated
Faraja is just Leona’s child (bc I don’t really ship him with anyone but it just felt right to have one), and she is very like, calm. And super in love with her girlfriend. Big defining trait right there bc she is a sunset savanna feminist. 1. Complétive spell drive champion and princess (though so far removed from the crown she doesn’t care anymore, bc when five people + would have to die for you to get the crown, including your own father, you kinda just. Stop paying attention to it) and 2. Dedicated girlfriend
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Here are some of my doodles of her (including dad leona. He’s a history professor at a magic college and all of his students love him)
VIVIENNE is her girlfriend. I called her evie for shorthand until I had the time to look up an actual name. Yes it is after evie from descendants.
Viv is a musician who is definitely a bit of a nepo baby bc of vil, but she’s also definitely talented enough to hold her own without him. She plays guitar and keeps a crossbow on her at all times (imagine those gun thigh straps but magical folding crossbow instead of gun). they met as first years in savannaclaw, and the main reason she transferred was bc the old pomefiore housewarden was becoming a fourth year and REALLY needed someone to take over, so in a panic fueled haze went “hey your dad was a good housewarden, think you can fill in for me? Sorry what was that I gotta go on my internship now good luck with the dorm!!!-“ so she stepped in
(she does have a problem of dressing like a Christian college girl going on a mission trip every time she comes to the savanna tho.)
the entire reason I even thought of putting them together tho was bc I thought it’d be HILARIOUS for leona and vil to have to have the most AWKWARD “meet the parents” dinner EVER. NEITHER OF THEM WERE MADE AWARE BY THEIR CHILDREN BC NEITHER OF THEIR KIDS KNEW THEY HAD MAD BEEF IN HIGHSCHOOL
anyways by the time leona and vil figured it out it was #toolate. Their daughters were already together for a year and a half.
Nami is the first one I ever designed and thought out. She’s also the only one to have a named and fully thought out unique magic
she can speak 7 languages and way too many animal ones, has to go down to 8ths to explain most of her heritage (3/4th Japanese and 1/4italian azul and 1/2 Egyptian, 1/4 Arabian (my lore swap in word bc oh my fucking god agrabah is such a fucking headache. Orientalism is a bitch when it comes to historical research. What do you mean the live action is primarily Indian clothing but narration describes it being off of a river nowhere near that. India isn’t even NEAR an Arabian desert. That was way too much of a tangent- anyways) and 1/4th South Indian Jamil creates the most annoying white girl answer of “oh well ACTUALLY I’m 1/6th French 1/4th German-“ answer but not white.)
nami’s ultimate magic is called siren song. Anyone who hears her singing is made vunerable to her hypnotism. It is not active all of the time, and if someone is out of earshot the hypnotism wears off. She performs weekly concerts at school (which she is fully not supposed to do btw. If either of her dads heard abt it she’d get in trouble for the first time in her life SO FAST-) to get people used to hearing her sing. Just in case she needs to mass hypnotize the school, bc you never know-
nami has also had a serious escape artist problem since she was able to freely transform between her human and mer form (which I have more lore for, but I am making a diagram for that so that shall be a different post). She can and will get up on roofs, inside walls and vents, climb fences, poles, and generally anything. She was air tagged and gpsed by Jamil constantly (kalim was the predecessor), and that was only done to find her after the fact.
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She was tossed around as a child like a divorced kid so Jamil could travel as much as he wanted. She’d go to school where azul was based (a fancy ass private school for kids who are like, 110% guaranteed to be mages so they had teachers who could handle it) and whenever she’d go to live with Jamil for a month Azul would just. Lie and say it’s a mermaid thing so she can’t be in person but she can do twst version of zoom- (also whenever she was being swapped the parent would fly with her to the other one. They also spent months together as a full unit and Jamil stopped traveling as much when she turned 11 but that is how she’s visited over 30ish countries)
(also just bc the teachers were trained to deal with magic doesn’t mean they were trained to deal with Nami: expert escape artist(tm). No one has succeeded in stopping her OTHER than when she was 7 and had a pole scaling problem, so Jamil slapped some leggings on her so she’d lose the grip her skin had. However this backfired when she just gained the ability to lift herself up with only her arms. A lot of her skills also have to do with her ability to withdraw her tentacles in like, a split second tho. She can pull out two and use octo strength to pull herself up or scale walls.)
she struggles with fears of falling short however. She feels like she can’t exactly beat expectations, only meet or fail them. It’s not like either of her parents put this pressure on herself, but when one parent was opening up a restaurant and the other was fully abt to stage a coup it’s kinda hard to beat that. She’s terrified of just being, average, bc to her, she should have everything to make her excellent.
She also is good at dancing and piano. She was that five year old who is better at piano than most adults. She also watches dramas with auntie Najma a lot. She is very close with Najma-
neo is my little cringe fail idikei kid. I love him so much he’s so funny to me. He’s immensely camera shy and suffers from high anxiety. He can however find out absolutely everything abt someone from a burner acc however.
absolute menace online. Nothing is safe from him. He doesn’t poss himself at ALL but best believe he knows everyone’s instas in the whole school. He does have access to crowleys search history just in case he ever needs blackmail
he also has a HUGE ass crush on Nami (she doesn’t reciprocate, bc she definitely sees him as a kid even tho he’s just a year younger (mainly bc she was the one who helped him adjust to being a housewarden)) bc he saw her, got SEVERELY intimidated by her, and then once she helped him adjust, he admired her. So he is very very awkward around her. He isn’t weird abt it with her tho. He would literally rather die than weird her out, bc that is his IDOL/hj. He thinks she’s very pretty as well. The other first years use this to their advantage to get him to come do things with them
those are the most like, thought out and complete ones I have for now-. Samir is kinda just a vibe and not much of a fleshed out character and the rest need legit names before I can confidently talk abt them, BUT rest assured I have MANY thoughts abt them
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