#what am i saying anymore... idk... fhhFJSHFJ IM SAD

[luemiere]

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#im gonna cry fuck. FUCK. #maybe i should do one of those big collage type edits or write a meta or something and just sob into my hands #she's so full of love.... she was created from roses... she was meant to love and be in love... #its so intrinsic to her character... to be the hopeless romantic... to be so loving to everyone she meets... #its so easy to imagine that she falls in love with people so quickly.... she's like love incarnate... #and yet despite that (canonically) she's only been in an actual relationship once. in 1500 plus years. one time #she was so hopelessly in love with that man. and she had to watch him die slowly in her arms #the amount of love and dedication she had... that she STILL HAS for him... is literally unfathomable #like it cannot physically be described in words how much he meant to her #she was in mourning for so long after he died. she had to live with her sister for a long time because it was devestating #it was like losing part of herself #the fact that he got sick and she stayed up every single night praying over him and crying softly and tending to him #she was so tired. but she loved him so much. every moment was dedicated to him #like dont get me wrong. it was an entirely healthy relationship. its just hard to explain the depths of her love #what am i saying anymore... idk... fhhFJSHFJ IM SAD ? IM CRYING. THERE R TEARS IN MY EYES FUCK #–––– ◝ . ♡ 𝟎𝟎 ❛ cortex that makes me rude ╱ out