#welp thats enough vulnerability methinks

[onawhimsicot]

turns out studying humanities makes you hella depressed and take psychic damage bc you physically can't stand to read anymore about how fucked up history was back then because you know its still fucked up now and it just makes you feel so sick but its for school and you have to do it and its been 3 years of me being inundated with this stuff so even though i really hate pessimism, im actually super pessimistic now

#i studied english/history and all i got out of it was this tshirt/more mental illness #i realized recently theres a lot of nihilism in my thoughts and i hate nihilism but i cant do anything about it anymore #everything is like: we poured our life and souls into this effort and have absolutely nothing to show for it bc of capitalism and society #welp thats enough vulnerability methinks #rambling #sorry if you followed for the memes i make i guess