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Me: [discovers the Untamed, keeps being interesting but oddly pensive about watching it for like a year? Two? And then finally decides to watch it.]

Kin Gods: Oh! It's about time! [Smacks me with my very first canon kin]

Me: Ow.... Well. Surely it wouldn't hurt to watch Heaven Official's Blessing!

Kin Gods: [smiles]

Me: I can only find the second season in English dub... Idk why that bothers me so much, usually I like dub.

Kin Gods: [smiles]

Me: What are you smiling about?

Kin Gods: [starts raising their hand] Don't worry. Keep watching.

Me: Oh no....

- a Wei Wuxian who is now Very Nervous #🪷

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i'm an annoying gay uncle with years and years of trauma from fighting in a war that took over everyone's lives, and in said war i was a pinch hitter that committed countless atrocities just to protect the people i loved. i'm also extremely adept at magic (or the universe-equivalent of it) and am considered one of the best and brightest of my generation. am i luke skywalker or wei wuxian? SURPRISE! i'm both! ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ

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I've been redecorating my room with a lotus flower theme. And the walls are purple now, too. I just miss Lotus Pier a lot, okay? - Wei Wuxian (mdzs)

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Hey so, Wei WuXian here I need answers for something. When I wrote all of my notes they were extremely illegible. It was god awful cursive that barely anyone could read and then at some point I became so paranoid that I started writing in code. Still at some point a couple of notable people managed to make sense of them, like Xue Yang, Mo XuanYu, etc. How the fuck did you do that. I'm genuinely baffled. This is keeping me up at night honestly.

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Bit late but 4/20 day has come and gone and I have a lot fond memories related to such. But, so this doesn't too long and I don't out my entire kin list as stoners here's a couple:

As Wie Wuxian I don't remember*what* I smoked, but it was very nice since drinking alcohol stopped doing kuch for me for tolerance reasons lmfao. And the cuddles while high? Ugh top tear. My husband preferred the occasional drink over anything else (which y'know- understandable given his Lan lifestyle), so he didn't smoke, but it was fun!

I recently got the memory of greening out as Soundwave, and getting literally the worst case of cotton mouth known to mankind. Kirishima helped out and made sure I had plenty of water at all times, I owe that man my life /hj lmfao. I remember being there the first time Tenya ate an edible smdjsks. He's the type to get munchies, but have very high standards about what he's eating lol

Hobbits were stoners, there's really not much else to it sndjdkdks. Smoking with Pippin and Merry was my absolute favorite thing, though just being around them was my favorite thing so maybe I'm biased lol. We used to smoke different herbs and flowers for either recreational or medicinal use, which I recently found out is something that you can do in this life, too! Very excited about that similarity.

Though, what's interesting is the differences in each lifetime! I wonder if it was the same plant, or a bunch of different ones across lifetimes that ended up giving similar effects? Interesting to think about tbh, especially when considering the culture built around their uses; slang, importance, uses, etc. Or maybe I'm just a nerd idk skcjskc

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Sometimes I wonder if he'll find me again... If he'll look into my eyes and know who I was, just like he did back then. Would he approach me? Would I know it's him, deep down? I wonder about this, sometimes. How would he let me know? How would he confirm it? Would he at all, or just wait? I miss him. I wonder if he misses me too.. I wonder if he thinks about our son, and the life we were able to have after everything was said and done. I wonder where he is, right now. If he remembers me, if he's at all the same as he used to be. I wonder if he has rabbits... I hope he does. I'm sure that'd make him really happy. Sigh.. I miss his voice and I miss... everything. I know it wouldn't be the exact same in this life but. It'd be enough. Part of me wants him to miss me, and the other part hopes he doesn't. He's spent far too much time waiting for me and missing me... He doesn't deserve to go through that again.

- Wei Wuxian #🪷

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Since I'm usually noncanon characters I don't have to worry about doubles, but honestly for my WWX kin I don't mind doubles at all! I understand how it may feel odd or uncomfortable, but to straight up invalidate them is so weird lmfao. Cause to them you're the double, y'know? And I've always had that opinion but now that I've had my spiderman meme moment, I can say it with the upmost confidence lol. Though tbf I'm not sure if I've ever seen a WWX that wasn't okay with doubles??. Maybe we're just built different smdjsks /lhj

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Watching any media with a similar plot/character dynamic to any of my kins makes me nervous lmfao. I've already figured out there's maaany patterns being established across multiple lifetimes so. Seeing anything that could possibly continue that pattern is understandably a bit nerve-wracking.

Especially the "good light colored character that's actually pretty cute and wholesome and evil black/red colored character that's actually really sweet and not evil for the sake of being evil fall in love" trope. And ohh boy. I've yet to be that light colored character [head in hands].

- a Wei Wuxian who is still an utter fool (The Untamed/Mo Dao Zi Shi) #🪷

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for the fond ask game: Pretty much anyone who lived in Lotus Pier, if I'm being honest. The people were always so kind to me, and if Madame Yu kicked me out, I always had a place to stay and food to eat. It's actually in one of those homes that I discovered my love for spice! iirc, there's a scene in source (the show) when we get home, and I stop to talk to this one man and he gives me a bunch of food. He's the one! I wish I remembered his name, because he'd been an important figure in my life, and someone I looked up to! I honestly considered him a father figure. He had, if my memory serves, a pair of twins- girl and boy. I remember him telling me that experiencing the love and joy of taking care of me gave him the confidence to have him own children, and I have never heard anyone say something that nice to me before. Honestly, aside from maybe Lan Zhan, no one has said anything that nice to me ever since.

And then in the mountain, the man who made the wine? We were very close. He reminded me of the man who took me in, so I was naturally pretty drawn to him, and he didn't mind at all. He taught me a lot about wine, how to make it etc. He also gave me a good perspective on life, and it was... I had already been determined to go down a certain path, and he was one of the many reasons why I'd ever second guess what I was doing. But I was already so deep, I couldn't pull myself out. I was determined not to. And it only got worse when they were all.... y'know. And then my parents... I like to think that those men allowed me to choose a different path after I came back. I had some distance from the pain at that point, and even though I had been brought back to invoke vengeance.. I was calmer. And I have those men specifically to thank for that.

- Wei wuxian (The Untamed/Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation) #🪷

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I found some red ribbon amongst my things while reorganizing, so on a whim I put up my hair and tied the ribbon to it, right? Didn't think much about it. However I am now in a Wei Wuxian shift at yee ol' KFC lmfao. I don't know why I didn't think about that, but here we are

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I'm so sorry I thought I could control it. It's so stupid that I thought I could. Jiejie, I'm sorry you and your husband were casualties of that. And Jin Ling, I'm even more sorry I left you without them. Your mother was so kind. You deserved the chance to know her. - Wei Wuxian (mdzs)

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Jiang Cheng, you may or may not see this, but it'd be hard for me to tell you directly- just know I really don't hold anything against you. I caused a lot of bad things one way or another, and I could never blame you for being angry at me. Sometimes I'm angry at myself, too. There's so much I could say to you but I'm having a hard time wording it how I want. I just hope you can forgive me, one day. I'm sorry for what I caused. - Wei Wuxian (mdzs)

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The worst part of this kintype is that in my canon, for a brief period, I was an alcoholic, a high-functioning one sure, but still very much an alcoholic. Later on in that life, I managed to be able to enjoy alcohol normally again. But for some reason, now I feel nervous whenever I'm around alcohol. It could have to do with my family being genetically predisposed to it but I genuinely worry about becoming an alcoholic. And I really want to enjoy alcohol and stuff normally! I want to be able to have a single drink without worrying about it, but it always lingers in the back of my mind. I know I really should talk to an actual therapist about this but I don't know how to explain why I'm so afraid of becoming an alcoholic without getting into everything. -Wei WuXian

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Thinks about how I ignored when I did something to my hip (/neg) at work a fair few months ago now, because I knew I could handle it more than my coworkers could handle losing much needed help.

Gets reminded of when I gave Wanyin my golden core because I knew I could handle not having one more than he could handle being Normal.

If I had a nickel for every time I disabled myself for the sake of others, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice. (And I'm hoping that didn't happen in any of my other lives 💀).

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I think I deserve a kiss on the lips from Lan Zhan. As a treat. >;3c - Wei Wuxian (mdzs)

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For the December ask games:

None of my lifetimes had the kind of technology for movies lmfao. Though, as Wuxian, I mostly enjoyed books. Plays weren't my thing lol.

As for gifts... I've been wanting to learn the flute for a while but never had the motivation, but y'know now I do lol, so I'd really like a functional flute that looks like my old one! I'd very much like to have my old robes back, but idk how possible that'd be, so any jewelry with lotus flowers would be nice!

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