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studentbyday · 1 month

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catharsis: nearing the end

counting down the weeks to freedom (🏫🙅🏻‍♀️) and in need of stress relief (💆🏻‍♀️🕊️🧘🏻‍♀️)...

1. october (tchaikovsky): maybe one day i will record this song bc it's one of my favorites. also really befitting my underlying mood in this latter half of the semester. under all the stress and frustration, i am just tired. i want to see the world. i want to feel the joy of living again. making my life revolve around the confines of school does not feel like living.

2. apparition de giselle (adolphe adam): the music at the part where she's spinning in circles in the "initiation" scene. that's what today feels like. a flurry of movement, a little desperate, and despite the energy, unfulfilled. even soulless. i'm tired, that's all. stupid insomnia - you know that feeling where you're physically tired and when you lie down on the bed it feels like such a relief, yet you can't fall asleep? i don't know why that happens. am i worried about something? possibly? maybe? but during the day, i don't think i feel super worried.

3. mazurka op. 68 no. 3 (chopin): the first piece by chopin i ever played. the way i heard it in my head and the way i played it didn't have as stately a character as this interpretation, but this was the recording i drew most of my inspiration from. i really miss playing piano and the youthful glow i had felt in that era. it feels like ages ago. and with every passing year, it seems i have more pressing priorities like learning how to be an adult, the desire to forge new relationships and tend to them, and establishing my career, so piano consistently falls to the wayside. i don't regret my career choice tho... gladly, after a long-drawn existential crisis in high school, trying to come to a career path that had the best chance of balancing my needs and wants with the world's, i'm still satisfied with my decision. i want to learn how to use my potential to be of service to others, including those beyond my inner circle. i also want to practice piano after my dreaded winter exams. i will make time for both. 4. rainy day coffee shop ambience with piano music and distant thunder: that satisfaction at having stumbled upon the truth, the solidness of it finding a home in my chest. ☺️ i finally figured out what's wrong mentally and now i have something to work with rather than just floundering, feeling "some type of way", unable to get out of it because i don't even know what "it" is. i'm 99% sure that's what's causing my insomnia. i feel so much more hopeful and peaceful now with my feelings validated and all. 🥺 (update: i had the best sleep i've had in ages ☺️)

5. i dreamed a dream (claude-michel schönberg): i seem to always cycle through the same songs like i'm constantly circling the same drain. do i really always cycle through the same set of feelings every couple of weeks? 🤷🏻‍♀️ i have dreams i don't know i can reach. some of them feel more like fantasies than dreams... in my mind, dreams are super ambitious goals i don't know if i can reach but that are in theory possible to reach (more variables are in my control and have a good chance of affecting the future in the way i want), while fantasies are dreams that are closer to impossible to achieve (fewer variables are in my control and may not have a good chance of affecting the future in the way i want). i don't know, maybe they just feel like fantasies for now, and really, it's not impossible. idk, i don't have a crystal ball...

6. the sound of silence: i literally mean the sound of silence tho, not the song 😂 so underrated when the mind has been a noisy mess. ... and then in random mindless moments, like in the shower or when clearing away the dishes, all the music comes rushing back, begging to be heard and felt and loved.

7. arabesque no. 1 (debussy): learned about CBT in psych so i'm trying out using the situation -> thoughts -> feelings -> behavior template in my journal so hopefully i can figure out why i do or don't do the things i do 😅 and then maybe branch into some small "behavioral experiments"...not really sure yet but hopefully it brings me some clarity!

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sorokill · 7 months

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#grunge #aesthetic #alternative #grunge girl #photography #photo dump #week in my life #fits #outfits #fashion

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turnupthemusicinmylife · 2 months

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NEW VLOG!

Week in my life vlog #303 It's finally snowing!! ☃️

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mohtivations · 7 months

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[09/25/23]

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filmed a little vlog about my summer interning at an investment bank so here it is lol

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laceandchanel · 10 months

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SUMMER SHOPPING VLOG 🎀 Realistic days in my life, My LA Life, everything pink & wedding shopping

https://youtu.be/_ssVKVU-o9c

#summer vlog #summer diaries #soft girl #clean girl #pink pilates princess #pink shoes #pastel pink #day in my life #week in my life

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pseudoglam · 11 months

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How I Spent My Week in LA: Topanga Social, South Coast, Mini Etsy and Za...

#youtube #vlog #LA Vlog #lifestyle vlog #week in my life #day in my life #weekly vlog #zara haul #shop haul

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shijoco · 1 year

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#shijoco #life #adventure #exploring #love #fun #explore #follow #subscribe #follow me #snapchat #social media #art #week in the life #dayinthelife #day in the life #week in my life

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seasage-phd · 1 year

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Days of a week in December!

I'm so burnt out these days, that I'm so behind on so many things. It's all chaotic and I have no way of taking a vacation right now (broke PhD student problems).

Tried taking a day off in between and making delicious food, however, life's monotony is kinda killing me(?).

Even if I force myself to go on a vacation, I'm afraid I'll just end up feeling guilty for having delaying my timelines. Also, this sinking feeling of 'not having deserved a break' is clouding my brain.

I really don't know what to do at this point.

Would appreciate any help from you guys.

#studyblr #studygram #study blog #phd blog #grad blog #phd troubles #burn out #imposter syndrome #week in my life #literature #books #ramen

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itsllarysworld · 2 years

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#seetheworld #lifestyle #ootd #street fashion #spain #espania #travel #travelandexplore #travel blog #day in my life #week in my life

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studentbyday · 4 months

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day 02 // 100dop++

new year's planning...also oops cuz i just realized i made a typo (no way would i survive a one-month long course in organic chem...thank god they don't exist 😅)

honestly so not ready to go back to school, i just wanna finish all the programming courses i started and read all the journal articles i want to (they're a large contributor to the many browser tabs i have open 😭). it's not because i don't like what i'll be learning about - the journal articles i'm reading are on life sciences topics after all. i dread the rigidity and unforgivingness of the semester and lonely feelings that come with it. i feel so much more free and like i have a choice in how i spend my days when i'm not in school.

study stats (50/10): 🍅🍅🍅🍅(? i stopped counting after 3h)

meditate ✅

physio ✅

finish reading metabolomics article ✅

start reading proteomics article ✅

learn Perl ✅

learn R ✅

exercise ✅

📰 media on my mind:

feeling old in early 20s

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dallasandblanca · 3 months

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Welcome to the best day of the week! Get ready for this week’s YouTube video coming out shortly. This week’s video is a week in my life filled with delicious food, frustrating mishaps, a little behind-the-scenes action and a surprise reveal at the end of it!!

We post FULL YouTube videos EVERY Wednesday at 11:30 AM and a TON of YouTube Shorts DAILY in between.

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mohtivations · 8 months

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[08/26/23]

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four months late vlog but it’s finally come together. making this after a summer has passed makes me nostalgic. junior year was a good time. i miss everyone.

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beyondxmeasure · 3 months

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How has you week been so far?

So far so good!

I’ve been reading some really great fics, had a breakthrough with one of my own fics (a very ravenous, yet reverent rimming scene… hooray! 🍑) , revived one of my (thought to be) dying plants and had great success with the crock pot making a big batch of coconut thai curry. Oh, also had a surprisingly good chat with my dad, who’s been going to therapy and got a long overdue apology for some of the things he said when I came out and his behavior since. Baby steps but he’s heading in the right direction!

So yeah, all in all a pretty good week.

#sleepover weekend #sleepover saturday #ask game #anon ask #ask cy #asked and answered #week in review #week in my life

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bipolarsupernova · 3 months

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#own #slow living #week in my life

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pseudoglam · 11 months

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LA VLOG | WEEK IN MY LIFE: Pizza Fest, New Vlog camera, & DNA testing fo...

#youtube #weekly vlog #daily life vlog #daily vlog #week in my life #what I eat in a week

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xxliterarynovice · 3 months

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January 11-14. 2024

My life is rather uninteresting to be completely honest, not a lot happens day to day. But I kinda like that, I have a lot of free time, at least for now, to spend my days how I want to which is nice.

Sometimes I wish more happened, but I don't have nearly enough energy to keep up with some of the things I strive to accomplish day to day let alone big extravagant things. It's the simple things that count

But I am grateful for the bits of excitement that fill my life every now and again, and my friends who I'd truly be lost without.

#diary entry #visual scrapbook #spilled thoughts #week in my life

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