#we staying positive though

[hellmandraws]

Not gonna lie, I'm super excited about the upcoming One Piece live action series! It's out Aug 31 on Netflix. I actually think it's gonna be good! 🤞🤞🤞

#reminder that the strike has NOT called for a boycott from viewers! #we want to show that we want more of this show and that Netflix has to pay their writers properly if they want to keep profiting from it #don't forget: the continuation of a popular show is a bargaining chip for the writers #one piece #one piece live action #monkey d. luffy #roronoa zoro #nami #usopp #sanji #when I first heard about the LA years ago I thought they were crazy #manga live actions are never good and OP is basically unfilmable #but when the strawhat cast was revealed I sat up straight and started paying attention #they were all spot on! absolutely unheard of in a live action! #and everything I've seen and heard about it since has just seemed so promising #early reviews are starting to come out and they're all positive #guys I think they did it #I think... Netflix actually made a good live action adaptation?? #and of OP of all thing?!?! #(I won't be able to watch it until Sunday though so I'm gonna have to stay off the internet completely to avoid spoilers! TAT)

[thedreadvampy]

My housemate is moving out in January

She told us this a week or two ago, when she sat down and, after sitting with us watching TV for over an hour, said "hey so I bought a house and I'm moving out. We agreed on 2 months notice so I won't move until the end of January."

The last time she talked in the immediate terms about buying a house was in 2021, when the sale she was working on fell though and she was unemployed so it was a "when I'm back in a position to look I'll start looking again." Since then I've occasionally asked her how she's doing on the house buying front and she's been like "oh I'm getting there financially" but hasn't mentioned anything concrete.

She didn't tell us she was looking at places. She didn't tell us she had put in an offer. She told us when the offer was finalised. A week AFTER she emailed the letting agent about getting out of her part of the lease. And, it increasingly feels like, only because the letting agent's response was that we had to agree to change the lease.

The letting agent's response (which our housemate obviously didn't copy us into; we had to follow up separately and they copied us into the email chain) also includes that when we change the lease, they're empowered to change the rent, quote, "no cap". Rent was already going up in January - there's no possibility of Sam and I paying her share of the rent.

The really fucking upsetting thing is we're not strangers. This isn't a casual "housemate we found on flatshare" thing. She and Sam have lived together literally their entire adult lives. Me and her have known each other well over a decade. I lived in her and Sam's flat when I was homeless. We were the first people she came out to as trans. We're not super close but I thought we were fucking friends. And she's literally gone out of her way to not talk to us about this for what must have been months while the sale completed - which means she's lied to my face at least once cause I've asked her about her finances in that time (cause she's in a job she hates that she only took to get the house money, so it's like. when we've been commiserating about work stuff I'm often asking 'are you almost free?'). she literally went out of her way to talk to the letting agents before talking to us about putting us in a situation where we could lose our fucking home.

And she keeps. trying. to pretend nothing's happened. Every time I've seen her since then she's not mentioned anything or apologised or anything, she just keeps chatting away and offering hugs and fistbumps like nothing's happened. Like we're still fucking friends.

All it would take for us to still be friends and to be happy for her would have been one fucking sentence in the groupchat like "hey, just put an offer in on a house" or "I'm looking at properties, just so you know, that might happen in the next few months". Like nobody begrudges her for buying a house! It's very cool for her! She's 31 she's worked really hard to get the money I would love to be happy for her! Unfortunately she decided avoiding conflict is more important than giving the people she fucking LIVES WITH (who btw fronted her a month on the rent here while she was unemployed and agreed to take on a larger proportion of the move-in cost back in 2021, if we're still holding ourselves to shit we said 2.5 years ago), so no, you are not entitled to our friendship or to going back to normal.

like if she'd been honest with us it would have been something to process but we'd have had time to figure out our next steps. instead she's left us in a position where we have to find a new roommate before she gives her one month notice, which means finding someone by the end of December, which oh look that's the middle of the fucking Christmas holidays. and she didn't tell us anything until the START of December, or copy us into her conversation with the letting agent, meaning we still don't know what the rent on that space will be so we aren't yet in a position to advertise it. Has she offered to help find a roommate? Has she fuck. Has she offered to help out by moving her move-out date? Nah, she's moving as soon as she gets the keys because, quote, "that means her finances won't have to change". SOUNDS LOVELY. NOT HAVING YOUR FINANCES SUDDENLY CHANGE. I THINK THAT SOUNDS LIKE A REALLY REASONABLE FUCKING GOAL.

Thirteen fucking years she's lived with Sam. Four fucking weeks over Christmas she's left us to figure out a way to not turbofuck our living situation. And she's got the fucking nerve to try and pretend we should be interacting like nothing's changed. Jesus Christ. What a fucking unhinged way to treat...anybody, honestly. never mind the friends-your-entire-adult-life part. literally cannot imagine a scenario in which I would buy a house without telling the people I lived with.

(haha actually this is what my parents divorced over so apparently it's not unusual. although at least my dad had the decency to tell the woman he shared finances with at the point he put in an offer not the point the fucking sale went through.)

Like we'll be fine. It's a huge city centre flat with decent rent and queer housemates, hopefully even when the rent goes up it'll be an easy sell in a city with a huge housing shortage and big queer community. We've got a couple of people interested already, sight unseen - worst case scenario we have to live with someone we don't get on with. And it's given Sam and me a push to look at our own finances and as of today, we've got a mortgage decision in principle and can start looking at flats in the area - mind, we'll be transparent upfront and tell any prospective housemates that yeah, we're looking to buy and move out in the next 6-12 months, and we'll tell them if we put an offer in, because we're decent fucking people who aren't going to spring that on someone out of the blue.

But it's been I think 2 weeks and I'm so fucking angry I could spit. It's such a fucking betrayal. And frankly you know selfishly like. I just had a breakup a couple of months ago, I'm in the middle of moving jobs, both me and Sam have a history of housing instability and this has been the first decent, stable, safe, not-mouldy not-freezing home I think any of us have had, and this is so fucking triggering and upscuttling I could just start biting. like I was talking to my friend about it last week and it's just like. Can I have One Fucking Thing of the three main tentpoles of survival - home, work, relationships - that are fucking stable right now? because shit has been In Flux lately. and at least the work and relationship stuff has changed because of my decisions. going through all that work to make myself short-term unstable to gain long-term stability has been really hard and draining and then just as I was reaching the crisis point with work stuff BOOM, IT'S HOUSING INSTABILITY WITH A STEEL CHAIR. fuck. seriously fuck this and fuck her. we're going to make something good come of it but what a deeply, unbelievably shitty thing to do.

#red said #the other thing that bugs me about it is. ok and again this is old shit dredged back to 2021 when we moved in together #but i had my housemate. and Sam had her. and each of us were really close pairs who'd lived together a long time #and we tried looking for flats as a four but a) a flat with 4 good sized bedrooms in Edinburgh is hens teeth #and b) my housemate was pretty happy to live with me and Sam but increasingly felt like a 4 man flat was going to be a lot for him #and so in the end we talked about it. and through a combination of that and same housemate being in a pretty #unfavorable position housing wise. cause she was unemployed and had shit credit at that moment. #we agreed she'd move with us and Joe went and found a one bed #and in the end that's been really great for him tbh he's a lot happier and more confident and we were pretty sick of each other by then #and so we get on much better now #but at the time it was a real heartache i felt like I'd let Joe down i felt like our friendship was over #and honestly I have never been a huge fan of living with our current housemate. even before we lived here #like when i was staying with her and Sam too. she's incredibly messy and takes up a lot of space in conversations #I've always liked her as a person but she's exhausting and often unpleasant to share space with #and there's a bit of me that's like. we bent over backwards to accommodate you when you were precarious. #like it would have been WAY easier for us to look for a 2-bed during 2021. and if it was a 3-bed I'd have rather stayed with Joe. #but we moved with her for her sake. and she left Sam to clean up their old place (and there were Literal Rats) #and she got really pissy about driving the moving van even though a) that was her idea and b) she's the only person with a license #and c) i walked all MY shit over by hand anyway and the only reason she hired the van was to move her tv #me and Sam found all the core furniture. me and Sam sorted out all the viewings. me and Sam did all the planning. Sam set up all the bills. #we spotted her for rent!we took a bigger share of the costs! because we fucking cared about her and wanted her to have a fucking home! #and she can't even do us the courtesy you'd offer a fucking lodger you found on fucking gumtree

[shummthechumm]

reapplied to a separate position at a dream job manifesting good things

#shummy screaming into the void #finally updated my crusty old resume lol #its nearly a year old and ive actually become way more knowledgeable on how to cater my experiences to this one #i actually did manage to have an interview with them a few months ago BUT didnt get the job #which is fair tbh. we did have a really fun conversation though because im actually somewhat comfortable in that working enviroment #and they pay...really well??? like 17-25 an hour for PT positions. they're opening up a new location this year and actually told me to appl #again to more positions because we hit it off. #at my current job hopefully ill be able to go in soon. even though i am extremely reluctant tbh. #lowkey wont stay there for more than 3 months cause. retail is not for me. but i need MONEY SO #sorry for rambling oops #but this new jobs barely interviewed before hiring so thats....a sign of something

[macadam]

I know tumblr has this whole outlook/culture surrounding mutual status where it’s framed like people are locked behind a wall unless you gain Mutual Access™, but I really am here to just hang out and make friends and talk to people about robots while trying (and failing) to prevent it from consuming me.

It is so nice talking to people about silly things or seeing people elaborate on a little food for thought post I set down. Anyone who interacts with me a lot is a mutual in my heart, even if I don’t follow them, y’know? I find some blogs overwhelming to follow if they have a high post rate or if there’s a lot of fandom content I’m not in, but that doesn’t mean I don’t like the person behind a blog I don’t follow! It seems so obvious when I put it like that but there really is this fear of overstepping/bothering someone who doesn’t follow you, which might be the case for a lot of people but not me :] Just like those posts that say a mutual blog isn’t automatically a friend, I want to say that not being a mutual doesn’t make you a stranger (to me)

I am just sitting here. Feel free to chat

#Haven’t made or reblogged a post like this in a hot minute so I thought I’d say it again #I am here to vibe #we are all hanging out #I’m not here to talk to a void. I’m here to talk to You 👉🏻 #I am not here to make number go up #I am here to try really really hard at being funny cause joy is like. the best way to interact #mac mumbles #haven’t been doing well with that lately but life was kicking my ass for a solid like 6 months. hard to stay positive when that happens lmao #though I will say I don’t respond to asks right away #and of course I don’t respond to everything. cause I do get some odd unrelated asks that leave me going ?? with no clue how to respond LOL #still love those asks I just don’t know what to Do with them #not tf #tempted to put down a delete later #but that’s just the mortifying ordeal of being open talking

[detentiontrack]

Actually I am grateful that the show never really addressed Anne or Sasha's trauma in s3a because then we wouldn't have gotten the fucked up fics that resulted from various author's interpretations

#and when i say fucked up fics i mean that in a very positive way!!! #we never ever would have gotten heavy gorey fics about sasha losing her eye in wartwood or anne having a breakdown after a heavy #dissociative episode. the angst was literally top tier during that time period because we were all losing our minds more and more #after every filler episode #AND we also got EXCELLENT adoptive dad dad grime + sasha content during that time #and post canon speculation where they stayed together #and hurt/comfort with anne and sprig #and speculation on the finale and how the fight with darcy/'the night' would go #i think even though i wasnt a huge fan of s3a. september-december 2021 was the BEST era of the amphibia fandom #amphibia

[note-boom]

@ticklinglady : Are you sure you want Tachihara to stay in the mafia? Like, yeah, I'm asking this not because I personally care about the fact that these guys are organised criminals or anything like that ahdjgjgk. I'm asking this because of the fact that Mori made Tachihara's brother go through literal torture during the war to the point of the poor guy becoming so broken that he preferred suicide over the chance to eventually return to his beloved family. That guy was the only person out of Tachihara's shitty background to genuinely care and love him, so I personally don't think it's going to be fair for Tachihara to end up working for the man, who murdered him

(Hi there!) Sorry this took me a while to answer but, once again, life.

As for wanting Tachi to stay in the mafia...I don't thiiiiink I specified actively wanting him to stay in that organisation, but I might have really just forgotten my tag rambles or not.

But to answer your question, I don't really mind either.

I see it this way, for starters.

BSD seems to have an ongoing theme of....stagnation. There is character development and progression, of course there is, but at the same time, it sometimes seems like the characters aren't moving forward. I think Kyouka and Lucy (and Dazai and Odasaku and Yosano, to an extent) are the only ones who have "moved on," so to speak. That is to say, pulled themselves out of their emotional turmoil, resolved it, and physically acted upon their restitution. But for a lot of the characters, they still seem emotionally and/or physically "stuck" in the same place they were in the past (Atsushi still believing his only worth is in to save people, most of the mafia people (though you could claim Chuuya had more of a corruption arc than restoration arc), Dazai still suicidal and a bit untethered, Kunikida and his ideals, so forth). But again, they do develop (Atsushi finding his family, the mafia characters being revealed as more human, Dazai leaving the PM was pretty significant, Kunikida HAS softened, I believe).

Tachihara had a somewhat significant arc in learning to see past his, well, past and accepting his place in the mafia that led him to believe in the ADA. He took a step forward, and learning how involved Mori was in his brother's suffering could either reel him way back in to his indecision (because he HAD made a family with the Black Lizards) or push him into more character development as he contemplates his own morality against his "orders are absolute" mentality.

It could be that he, in the end, decides that the human aspect is worth giving up his conflicted feelings over Mori given how long ago it happened (he sort of did that with Yosano). Or it could be that he simply just leaves the mafia because he can't bear the thought of it. Like, yeah, I'd feel terrible if Tachi decides to stay right where he was introduced into, but it sure would make my mind rotate him like a rotisserie chicken so much more. And if he decided to leave, taking revenge or not, I am very very curious to see what road Asagiri will take for our boy

#thank you for SUCH an interesting question ticklinglady!! #i'm afraid i couldnt give as satisfactory an answer as I could because time/not really having thought too deeply about tachi #truth be told i think that one of bsd's most interesting things is the moral/philosophical quandaries it plays with #unpopular opinion but i think it would be fun if the manga plays with the idea of tachi forgiving mori's messed up thinking... #...in order to stay with the black lizards and be someone free from the shadow of his brother #like the level of messed upness as we contrast the positivity of forgiveness against the negativity of the mafia and mori right? #and the contrast between almost the detached idealism associated with forgiveness and the humanisation of the mafia? #sadly though i find that a lot of media today doesnt really...get? what forgiveness is? #forgive the critical remark (and remember that its just my opinion) #i could go on a whole other ramble bout that but i think ive kinda strayed from op's ask enough XD #again THANK YOU for the ask this was so interesting to answer! #and excuse me if i was inaccurate about some of my analysis about the manga #bsd #bsd musings #bsd tachihara #bsd spoilers #character analysis

[fourspiceblend]

It's funny cause for the most part of the game, I didn't really care about people's criticisms of Engage's writing and thought they were just mad the story was straightforward and didn't try to be overly complex... But now that I'm (finally) reaching the endgame, there's a loooot of weird plotholes that 3H would be jealous of lol.

#i think that what bothers me the most is the fact that we don't know how elyos really works #because with a few exceptions the supports don't really go into it #and the paralogues focusing on the emblems and fanservice references to the older games is a huuuuuge missed opportunity #my experience has still been overall positive but the cracks are definitely showing lmao #thinking thoughts #to be fair i do love how unlike 3h we do actually get to see the four nations have their own identity and explore them after a battle #because BOY was 3H lacking in that aspect just because they wanted to sell you a red herring #but there's telling and not showing. and there's showing and not telling. and one isn't necessarily better than the other #i need a bit of both you know #3h doesn't wanna delve too much into the intricacies of each country because the second it would do so #the whole ''da church controls errything'' red herring would fall apart and the devs really don't want that #so we gotta stay in the monastery at all times and since the monastery is in the very small chunk of land the church DOES control #it helps to keep you in the dark about how things really work #even though the storytelling makes it clear the central church barely controls anything and only intervenes when ASKED #meanwhile elyos really really shows you each kingdom with detail when it comes to aesthetics and culture. which is neat! #but we know little to nothing else even though they keep hinting that the kingdoms each work differently #and we know even LESS about lythos which bothers me the most! #and none of this would bother me at all if we didn't have stuff like the brodia/elusia conflicts in the background #or the existence of a fell dragon religion. or fucking gradlon. or the many dragon races. or kagetsu being a prince #or lumera suddenly having a child and everyone going along with it etc

[i-am-become-a-name]

What's your interpretation of the weird/annoyed look Five gets on his face when Tegan announces that she wants to rejoin the TARDIS at the end of Arc of Infinity? I know it was probably meant to be played for laughs, but it annoys me every time i watch that episode and i'm curious what headcanons people have about it.

My favourite thing I've read about it pointed out that the cybermen specifically used Tegan as a weakness against five, that she's what it took to manipulate him (and through no fault of either of them, Adric's death was part of those consequences.) The novelisation really goes in to the descriptions of the doctor transfixed with the blood running down Tegan's chin from her bitten lip, the building tension as the cybermen get closer and closer to killing her and he's shaking trying to hold himself back from admitting his hearts are so easy to twist, just by threatening his friends. (Does Nyssa ever leave the TARDIS when it's on the spaceship? The cybermen don't even know she exists til they come onboard do they?)

As for why he looks so annoyed? hmmm. Does anyone want someone around that constantly needles them? Really, I think pre Arc of Infinity that even though Tegan had chosen to stay, they still had that power imbalance or even just tension between them that she had not come on board willingly. So five is expecting that to be the continuing, I don't know, continuing manner between them and it hadn't been good. It had its moments (mainly in the audios) but as an arrangement it was not ideal as friends to explore the universe together, all that terrible beauty and awesome monsters.

But it doesn't continue on in that manner - oh they bicker and make faces at each other, sure, but Tegan's conscious decision to step back onto the TARDIS irons out those imbalances, removes that bitterness and the past of her aunt's death. So when he makes that wee face, it's in expectation of the previous status quo. And never let it be said that Tegan's one to do exactly what's expected of her.

Anyway I really hope this makes sense and I may add some more thoughts later but it's 1:50 am Christmas Eve and I couldn't sleep for thinking about this.

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It's 2am I'm back. I feel like there's also this uneasiness in five about tegan, that mirror that no one likes being held up to themselves. Their similarities but the starkly different ways they express them must be exhausting to five. and here she is back again. To push and prod and challenge and be brashly beautifully glorious. wait. that last bit was the two am shipper coming out. Anyway they draw strength and resolve and anger from each other and Tegan was vital to five, from his first moments till his very last.

#again sorry if it's not coherent but it's been a WEEK. and it's still going. #look away if you're not interested because whatever it's my boring life stuff but. worked sunday and tuesday. thursday my boss texted me #did i want to go up to the next largest city flights and accomodation paid and worked for two weeks at their branch of our shop. #(i said no thank you but holy sht.) and that whole day we'd been taking the house apart looking for dads santa outfit for reading #night before christmas to the kids. utterly gone. nowhere to be found. sister said she had one so we were like oof we can relax it's fine. #sister did not in fact have one. so we took the house apart again. still not here. friday i went out and bought the fabric and fur to Make #one (six straight hours work on the jacket alone) and the kids come up to decorate their trees. #oh! and! when i went in to work to buy the fur (i can only purchase stuff of managers it's store policy) she was like. you can't leave the #shop. stay here. and i went no???? have i done something wrong??? but another manager came down and the managers had put together little #Christmas gift bags for everyone which is so sweet because i still feel like I'm there on sufferance even though it's been like 4 months. #but then. seven o'clock or so when i was still cutting up panne velvet i get an email from the boss who offered me the chch opportunity - #he's now quitting his position at our store. two weeks notice. so I'm stressed about that because we had a good thing going where he'd text #me once a week. we'd arrange extra shifts and that was it. what if the new store manager sucks or hates me or something?? #and I've got like five half finished advent fics but i just. don't have the spoons between work tired and c19 brain fog and christmas tired #anyway none of this is about five and Tegan I'm so sorry i just need about ten more weighted blankets on me. #five #tegan #an ask a palpable ask #srsly i love being asked about them or any dw opinions you are so wonderful in my eyes #tbh the advent fics are getting to the point i might just post them all the way through January and when i write little ficlets. people #seem vaguely to be enjoying them but trying to do a December thing was a bit much. #I've just realised this week was even longer. last Saturday we spent the whole day out of town with the kids. and Tuesday we went out of #town to do the stuff we'd planned to do before we had to babysit them on our planned trip day. jfc no wonder I can't brain straight

[poisonouswritings]

I start classes tm and I’m kinda scared, any and all tips are appreciated :3333 also I hope you had a lovely weekend and how is your day going so far???

Here’s a picture of my cat that I took when I was visiting home this weekend :333

YOUR CAT IS SO CUUUUUUUUUTE

Wise old soul tired of life's bullshit

Uuuuh I'm a really bad student so I am probably not the person to get advice from tbh. Take notes as best as you can, don't be afraid to ask your professor questions (even if that means going up to them after class/during office hours), try to focus on one thing at a time. Don't be like me and write fanfiction during lectures because then you miss important information and get fucked over.

Have you ever seen Evangelion?? If you haven't, it's a weird fuckin show that combines gundams and alien-monsters with themes of depression/loneliness, abandonment, sometimes sexuality (which can be weird), and mental health in general. The order goes Neon Genesis Evangelion (the original anime/neutral end?) -> Evangelion: Death and Life/Death (True)² (basically a recap/teaser for the next thing) -> End of Evangelion (alternate ending/bad end) -> The Rebuilds (4 movies that are initially a remake but then becomes an alt universe/good end). Uh. So. I watched them in exactly that opposite order, meaning I started with The Rebuilds and then worked my way back to the original. Which was. Not smart because I had no fucking idea what was happening. I started off with the best/healthiest version of Shinji and then very violently got thrown into misogynistic/violent EoE Shinji and lemme tell you the fuckin whiplash I got from that scene with Asuka in the hospital bed,,,,, anyways that's what I've spent most of my weekend hyperfixating on

#did not realize what happened to koji in the original #almost all the characters have mommy/daddy issues and i relate very hard #still not sure how I feel about Mari but the rebuild ending was definitely the most positive #still a little confused about the end of the show because like okay shinji went through instrumentality but then what??? #like in eoe we know he opted out of instrumentality and thats why he was on the beach with asuka #but in the show it seems like he stayed?? even though he acknowledged instrumentality was bad?? i dont really #i dont really get it honestly #also i thought the memes about misato and shinji were exaggerated but uh. no. they really weren't. #fren asks #ozzy answers #ozzy speaks #evangelion #neon genesis evangelion #the end of evangelion #rebuilds

[welljustmaybe]

uk politics currently

#we have a prime minister who's resigning as leader of his party #but he's staying on as prime minister #even though his party have made it clear that they don't want to follow him #and basic government positions haven't been filled #so the government can't function #uk politics #boris johnson may you be the downfall of your entire fucking party

[bethanyactually]

I feel like Jack would be the first to say...nice.

#this just made me laugh #and I needed a laugh because covid finally hit out house after two years #my older daughter is sick with a sore throat and just generally feeling crummy but otherwise she's okay #none of the rest of us have any symptoms yet so we're waiting to test everyone else #sick kid is camped out in the basement with the good TV and the big couch being waited on hand and foot #(masked and from a distance of course) #the rest of us are just kinda hanging out doing our best to think healthy thoughts #my husband is working from home even though technically he could go to work since he's vaxxed and not having symptoms #but his supervisor was like 'people keep coming to work with sick family members and then they test positive too so just stay home!' #my mom is here visiting so we're just really hoping she doesn't get sick just in time to mess up her plans to go home #we wouldn't mind getting to have her here for longer but my dad and her other grandkids miss her #at least we finished school a couple weeks ago and we got to do all the end-of-year fun stuff and a graduation celebration before this #it's like the universe said 'hey congrats on finishing high school kid! here's covid as a graduation gift' :P

[daintydoilypon]

Silo and I at the con all day: Aww yeah-

Silo's parents: We have covid and you probably have it too

Silo and I standing in the middle of the vendor hall: FUCK.

#and we stayed at an airbnb with our friends 🙃 #silo tested positive #im negative even though ive been next to him the entire time #i think my antigens are just superior since i had it back in sept #Silo didnt do any boosters bc of his fear of needles so here we are #text post #so were home now

[the-furies]

having 2 just up and bap my brain every time an Intrusive Paranoia Thought comes up and my new s year resolution is to ingrane it into my deranged mind that Negative Self Thoughts Fuckig Bad. i am going 2 try this Soo hard. ok

#talky #we will also be working on my immediate thought to anything #or even just. Immediate Though for no reason #being something akin to 'i will kill you' 'im going to die' etc. #it will not be possible to Completely Stop It but baaaby steps. 4 both these goals. #if we can take the Violence down to like. A Violent Thought a day instead of the 500 a day that'd be good #if we can try to counteract the 'everyone hates me #'everyone isn't real' etc. etc. intrusive thoughts with positive/neutral shit like #'if people disliked us they will tell us' and 'damn that sucks wait like a day tho for it 2 get better' then that is a start #b a p p y s t e p s d a m m i t . #we cna do this. sleepytime byebye #i want to note tho that us calling Ourselves deranged/insane/etc. we don't consider bad or negative #that shit:s staying lmao we aren't ashamed of being psychotic

[sleebyconfy]

..

#came home from seeing 🍄 and it’s so so so cold here now #trying to stay positive and optimistic about it though I got some tea and a tea tin while visiting them and I’m in my purple cat onesie #for my next trick today I will be so comfy and cozy even if I am feeling a little cold and lonely #also while I was visiting we watched a lot of movies but I personally am really happy about watching otgw and also wendell and wild!!! #it was a really really really good weekend!!!!!! ily 🍄 ily the people we got to hang out with ily customer service workers ily 🍄 ily 🍄!!!!!! #my post

[safyresky]

how's everyone else's friday going? 🙃🙃🙃

#dani speaks #fiance woke up yesterday after i left for work #and was sore af #i was like THAT'S SUS bc we didn't do any hard work yesterday after work #though he's been nonstop like all month #anyway he came to get me from work and i could tell we were face to face with Sick Richard #who is like an old man zombie #so he was like yeah i was standing in machine shop for three hours and im freezing cold and tired and everything hurts #so im gonna take a hot shower and nap and do a covid test #fellas. his nap went from about 5:45 to 9:30pm. PM. #he finally gets the energy to test halfway through critical role when i bring him ones we have downstairs #and he tests positive twice!! TWICE!! #i tested negative but now miss rona is IN my HOUSE and I'll feel VERY BAD if i spread it to my coworkers #AND THEN THE REST OF THE LIBRARY BC OUR FALL EXHIBIT OPENS TODAY #Last time this happened-the first nickle-we went to vote and the news was like yo. people at MY VOTING LOCATION there was a covid!!!! ah! #that was last september #and our fall exhibit last year opened in september #the day my fiance and i went to get tested and stayed home sick to make sure we were SAFE #so yeah. friday's going. somewhere. #HOPEFULLY i manage to just scratch by and NOT catch it from fluffs #though that's unlikely

[zordonmlw7]

Was it just me or did anyone else have a lot more trouble with the Camil unique compared to the previous uniques up until this point in the game?

#Xenoblade Chronicles 3 #i couldn't do it at level 16 but after accidentally grinding to level 17 and rank 5 in the new classes #i finally took it down #oh I also moved some of the arts around so that we could all stay in front of the camil and stack buffs #instead of the attackers being off to the sides using the position based arts #(Mio still hung out behind it though (¬_¬)) #shut up zordon