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#we got to see him sleep and he was cure and we saw him smile and he was cute so fuck that there is no magic
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No Nut November Pt.2
Word count - 2.6k+
Warnings - bj, p in v, cursing, (lmk if more)
The day of the 30th, Pablo had a match. Not just any match. An El Classico. You knew Pablo had been quite anxious about this match, staying longer at practices to workout and improve on skills. It was better than coming home to a stunning girl who he couldn’t touch. Most days, he wouldn’t come home till late, even though that day was only a morning practice. It often left you to eat dinner alone and put yourself to sleep. You knew how much this Classico meant for him, it being the last of 2023 and him wanting to end November in a high.
You woke up, bright early, the sun shining down on you as you heard the shower running. You stretched out your arms before checking your phone to check the time. It was 6:52. Since it was game day, Pablo woke up at 6 45 to get ready and get everything ready before heading to the stadium to meet up with the team. You got up and slipped on your slippers, walking over to the bathroom, where the shower sounds were coming from. You opened the door slyly, peeking your head through to see Pablo’s naked back facing you. You bit your lip at the thought of seeing him like this and still not being allowed to cure the wetness in between your folds. You closed the door as you entered the bathroom tiptoeing before stripping off your clothes, leaving you in only your underwear before opening the shower door and hugging his torso. He jumped up in fright before turning around to see your devilish smile staring up at him.
“Jesus y/k.” He grabbed his chest. “At this early in the morning you still know how to get to me..” he said while rubbing his thumb along your cheek.
“I thought I’d surprise you before your game bebé..” you said giving his a spin in your tight underwear.
“Give me another spin will you..” he said, biting his lip. You turned around once more. Keeping your back facing him for a few seconds before turning back to face him.
“If you don’t leave this shower, I might not be able to last the few hours we have left ” He said, picking you up by the waist and walking you out of the shower, feet still wet and throwing you onto the bed before running to the bathroom and locking the door behind him. You sat on the bed defeated. You went down to the kitchen, still naked to make breakfast before going to the living room and picking out a show to watch.
About an hour later, Pablo came downstairs with dry hair, training kit, and bag all ready for the game. You had prepared him a bagel and coffee so he could have a quick bite before leaving.
“Pedri’s here bebé!” he yelled from the kitchen. “Come here to give me a kiss!!”
You walked over to the door, ass bouncing with every step and tea in one hand. When Pablo looked up, he was met by the gaze of your naked self, standing in only underwear, the one you had been wearing before. You walked closer to him giving him a hug, making sure your nipples grazed his shirt.
“I’m gonna miss you amor..” you whined, wrapping your legs around his waist to pull yourself up. Pablo chuckled a little bit before dropping you, pecking your lips once and yelling out a quick “I love you” and was off to his game. You were confused as to why he left so quickly and hadn’t responded to what you said. You went upstairs to your closet, going through the many lingeries Pablo had bought for you in the past. You picked up a white set and changed quickly before snapping a photo in mirror. Without another thought, you sent it to Pablo and turned off your phone.
Pablo was still in the car with pedri when the message went through. Pedri saw Pablo shift in his seat and asked him what was wrong. Pablo closed your message quickly and turned to look at the confused boy.
“Oh nothing” Pablo lied, shutting his phone of completely and looking out the window.
You stared at the ‘read’ that appeared on your screen. The ‘…’ signifying he was typing never showed up. You threw your phone down and fell back onto the bed.
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You found your seat in the vip and took a seat. Pablo had been warming up and caught your eye. He gave you a little wink before carrying on with his kick ups. The game went well in the first half, 2 - 1 to Barca and no major fights breaking out. The second half went even better - 3-1 to Barca and vinicus jr got a red card for pulling Araujo’s shirt and injuring Lewy. You waited for gavi outside of the locker room and he ran to you when he was finally released.
“BEBÉ!!” He screamed, picking you up so your legs wrapped around his waist and he bounced you up and down as everyone was cheering with their loved one/family and speakers played music in the back.
“Hmmmm looks like my campeón is getting a reward tonight” you whispered in his ear as he held you still, still in his arms.
“Even if we didn’t win I would still bend you over..” he whispered back. You began giggling and Pablo smiled at you, kissing your lips before placing you down and saying bye to everyone.
“Pablo, Hermano. Aren’t you gonna come celebrate with us?” Lamine asked. The poor kid had no clue of what NNN was. Pedri nudged the oblivious boy forcing him to ask what. Pedri whispered something into his ear, causing lamine to slap a hand to his mouth, staring at the two of you before walking back into the changing room. Everyone burst out laughing before you two headed home. The drive home was a quiet, comfortable silence. Pablo’s hand was rubbing little circles on your thigh and you were holding it there with yours.
As soon as the front door closed, hands were on you and you were pushed against a wall. Pablo’s lips attacked yours as you moved a hand into his short, wavy hair. He picked you up, taking the two of you to the bedroom.
Before he could drop you onto the bed, you slid out of his arms and pushed him down instead. He tilted his head up to look at you with a questioning face.
“You’re a campeón. Lemme treat you” you winked before pulling your jeans fully off. You walked towards him, climbing on top as you rested your core on his stomach and began rocking yourself back and fourth. You bent over to begin kissing his chest, leaving a few hickeys here and there before sitting up to hover above him on your knees. You turned around, bending down so your head was dug deep into the comforter while your core was facing him. You began rubbing your clit through you minuscule thong before moving it to the side and licking two fingers, moving a hand up to play with your folds - a wet noise coming out of it. You lifted your head up to kiss his foot as you finally stuck a finger in. Gavi simultaneously gripping and squeezing your ass and watching in awe. You worked your second finger into your lips and began full on finger fucking yourself right in front of Pablo’s eyes. “F..fuck baby.” Pablo groaned as his name gleamed on your back under the hallway lights, turning him on even more. “Who are you thinking of while you fuck your tight little pussy?”. You curled your fingers, whimpering in response. “Y..you Pablo.”. His lips formed into a cocky smirk. “What am I doing to you in that tiny little head of yours.” He asked, giving your ass a harsh smack before soothing the spot that had turned red. “I..I’m o..on to..top of y..you and riding yo..your bi- IYE” you moaned as you hit your g spot. “..cock” you finished. Gavi held your wrist in place to cease any further movement before finally pulling your fingers out and sucking them dry. “You’re still the campeon.” You frowned. “Lemme treat you.” You repeated. Gavi laid back down as you went back to your original position - on your knees above him. You started with his shirt - pulling it off completely before moving onto his pants. You started from his pecks, kissing all the way down until you reached his boxers. You pulled those off as you sucked hickeys onto his abdomen. You looked up at him as you took his shaft into your hand and toyed with the tip, his breathing growing increasingly faster. “C..can I suck it…?” You whispered in a quiet voice. Pablo nodded his head eagerly, desperate for any sort of pleasure that was created by you. You gave it a few tugs before fully sinking your mouth in. You closed your eyes and hollowed your cheeks and swirling your tongue around his base before beginning to move. You bobbed your head up and down at a fast and rapid pace as you reached beneath the jersey you still on and unclipped your bra, it promptly dropping onto Gavi’s leg. You began to toy and pull at your nipples as you held your head deep down Pablo’s cock, moaning in the process.
Gavi meanwhile was a mess of a man. His head was thrown back, deep into the pillow. His hair was messy from him you ruffling it. Beads of sweat formed all along his forehead and his hands became shaky. You took him out of your mouth to tell him to use you. To do anything he wanted because it was like the kid had forgotten about his ‘Dom male’ persona whilst in bed. You gathered a bit of spit to lubricate him even more before taking his tip to in between your lips, not going any farther. A groan slipped from Pablo’s lips when he realized you weren’t going to budge, taking matters into his own hands and thrusting into your mouth once. His hand found the back of your head and bobbed your head up and down over and over again until his cum shot down your throat. He held you down for a second more before releasing you. You crawled over to lay next to him on your side before sticking you tongue out to show him you had indeed swallowed. He raised his thumb to wipe the remaining substance and gave you the signal to lick it up before kissing you hard and bringing you to sit in his lap.
Gavi slid his tongue into your lips, tasting himself from your tongue and smiling before pulling away and prompting you on your knees. You made a move to take the jersey off but gavi slapped your hand away and told you to keep it on. You grabbed his cock and brought it up to your lips where you finally sunk in. You both gasped in harmony before you began bouncing. You leaned forward and began to cage him in between your arms, leaving open mouth kisses all along his shoulders to try muffling the moans that successfully escaped your lips. Gavi moved him hands from your ass to your back to hug you and hold you into his chest before beginning to take control and thrust up into you. Your arms finally gave out and went to underneath Gavi’s back, caressing the muscle there. “P..Pablo..” you whimpered as he began pounding into you, balls deep inside. “I love it when you say my name..”. His hips sped up and you felt the knot in your stomach begin to tighten, causing you to scream in pleasure. “I..I need it P..Pablo,” you whined, “po..por favor”. A few tear drops left your eye. He kissed your forehead and rubbed your back. “What do you need, bebé?” He asked in a soft voice, slowing down his hips to talk to you. “I..I need to c…cum” you sobbed out. “You’ve been such a good girl today.” He said while wiping a tear from your eye and began moving his hips at the same fast pace he had earlier. His tip found that special spot inside you once again and began to abuse your cervix with how deep he was hitting. You screamed as the tight feeling returned to your stomach and you felt gavi twitch. “Cum for me” he whispered before you finally released the knot and came all around his member. A second later Gavi finished as well inside of you. His seed began dripping once he pulled out after a few minutes of you cockwarming him.
Gavi flipped you over so you were on your back and pulled you to the middle of the bed. You smiled though still recovering from your last high. You pushed your tits together and began massaging them before you felt him enter once again. You closed your eyes tight, causing for little wrinkles to appear on your nose and your mouth became agape. Gavi caged you under him, kissing your forehead once before moving his head a bit down to be at eye level with you. “Open your eyes pretty girl.” He purred. “I want you to look at me as I fuck this tight little pussy.”. You opened your eyes and tilted your head down to where all the action was happening and bit your lip. You looked Pablo in the eyes and noticed every little detail and motion of his features. From his nose flaring to the little beads of sweat appearing on his forehead. He stopped for a second to grab your legs and pull them over your shoulders to reach even deeper. You felt your stomach begin to tighten signaling you were close. As you released it you kissed him on the lips and bit his bottom lip before letting your tongue explore his mouth. Gavi sped up, now chasing his own high and finished a minute after you.
“You can take it.” Pablo spat. “Come on I’m s..so close. You’re doing so g..good.”. You were nearing your 5th and final orgasm in the shower. You gripped the railing you been bent against and was practically the only thing holding you up from how deep he was pounding into you. Gavi pulled you buy your hair to his chest allowing for you to wrap your arms around his neck and for him to reach deeper at the new found angle. You screamed as you felt him hitting your g spot over and over again with the mixture of him rubbing your clit. Before he could cum, he dropped you back down on too the bar and came all over your back in thick ropes. He entered your hole again, slapping your ass twice before you finally finished. You stayed bent over for another minute to catch your breath before gavi picked you up to go under the stream to clean you up.
As you two got settled under the covers of your bed, Gavi pulled you over to lay on his chest allowing for you to cuddle in deeper and be more connected.
No nut November is hard, but it’s all worth it at the end.
That took forever but it was worth it!!! Also guess whose birthday it is 😍😍
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twstgarden · 4 months
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❀ ❝ 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲'𝘀 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀? ❞
━ diasomnia (malleus draconia, lilia vanrouge, silver, sebek zigvolt) x reader (separated) ━ true love's kiss? now, where will you or the diasomnia boys get that? (f/n means first name)
requested by: anonymous <3 request type: oneshot requester's message: Hi 🩵 I saw your requests are open 😍 I was hoping if I can request a true love kiss scenario with the four diasomnia dorm members? If they get kisses awake or the diasomnia men do is your choice florist's note: hello, dearie. i went for both, hope you enjoyed. thank you for the request.
this work does not contain spoilers for chapter 7, diasomnia’s arc.
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━ malleus draconia ━
being struck by a curse was already frightening enough on its own but knowing that the cure is something deemed as impossible – which is a true love’s kiss – you knew you were doomed for life. from what you knew, the curse given to you was you’d fall into a sleep-like death the moment you reach a certain age in adulthood. ever since then, you had no hope that you’ll ever live past that age.
your beloved remained unaware of this curse, however. it’s not like you didn’t want him to know, it’s just that he never asked, but then again, who would casually ask someone if they have been cursed?
you can imagine the fear and worry showing in his eyes the moment you lost your consciousness. the two knights immediately got to your aid while he rushed to you and assessed your physical being, to see if you were alright. you seem to be asleep and yet your heart was barely beating.
it took a lot to keep his composure, but lilia knew all too well that malleus was close to losing his mind any moment now. the older fae assisted the two knights by carrying you to a bed, to ensure you rest properly before they call for a magic doctor to check on your health.
“i don’t see any health issues… however, there is a trace of a powerful spell in their being similar to that of a curse,” spoke the doctor as they looked up to see the faces of the four diasomnia members. malleus’ eyes widened at the revelation as he replied, “a curse? she never told me she had one…”
the doctor sighed and proceeded to share the diagnosis with them in a sad manner, “her curse seemed to have something similar to death, but seeing as she looks as if she is asleep, we can deduce what she was struck with…”
the doctor did not need to continue talking as he knew that the four immediately knew what the curse was and its cure. lilia thanked the doctor for his help as malleus knelt on the floor right beside your sleeping corpse, holding your hand and sensing how cold it was slowly becoming, and yet your face showed no signs of death.
“such curse has a cure that we deem impossible, malleus…” spoke lilia gently, trying to console the young prince after losing his loved one. malleus tried not to have a breakdown, holding your limping hand tighter as he caressed your cheek, “true love’s kiss… is there really such thing?”
“like i said, an impossible cure…” replied lilia, but he was also determined to know if such thing was true, “…but we can try.”
malleus looked at you for a moment, brushing his thumb over your cheek as silver and sebek watched. a moment passed and he decided to lean close, placing his lips on yours for a bittersweet kiss before pulling away with a sad smile. there was a glint of hope in his eyes, hoping that he was indeed your one true love and that you would wake up, but he also wondered to himself that what if it was not him? what if you did not love him the way he loves you?
all those doubt washed away the moment your eyes fluttered open a bit, and a huge smile was seen on malleus’ face whilst lilia, silver, and sebek let out a sigh of relief. your beloved immediately wrapped his arms around you the moment your eyes were wide open and gazing up at the ceiling, a gasp of surprise left your lips once he hugged you close.
“i’m… alive?” you spoke in a rather surprised tone as you knew you would not survive the curse, and yet here you are in the arms of the man you love the most. malleus placed another kiss on your forehead before giving you a disappointed expression, “why did you not disclose the details of your curse to me? if i had known, i would have done something sooner…” a sigh then escaped his lips, “but… i’m glad you’re awake now.” his embrace tightened as he buried his face into your hair, taking a whiff of your scent to comfort himself as the fear of losing you grew even stronger, “please don’t ever leave me like that.”
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━ lilia vanrouge ━
you were done with your lessons for the day and you felt ecstatic to return to your dorm to see your dearly beloved once more. with your books in hand, you walked towards your dormitory’s mirror with a hop on your step, humming a soft tune as you passed by the mirror and walked down the entrance of diasomnia.
upon arrival, you saw malleus and silver on the lounge, drinking what seemed to be black coffee while sebek was by the stairs with a displeased expression, almost as if he was jealous of silver spending some quality time with their master by drinking the same beverage.
you chuckled at sebek’s expression and approached him by the stairs, “you okay?”
sebek huffed in response, “silver is drinking black coffee with the young master! if only i could drink the same beverage, but i cannot stand the taste and prefer it with milk!” you tried not to laugh as you merely smiled, “right, there’s nothing wrong with wanting milk in your coffee, seb.”
you then patted his shoulder and went upstairs, heading to lilia’s room to check if he was there, and indeed he was. you were greeted by a messy sight with some trinkets on the floor and unorganized items on his desk – you knew he had terrible cleaning skills, but you were not expecting this.
and there he was, asleep on his comfy bed as the star that settled atop his bed glowed a little. you sighed and closed the door, approaching your sleeping beloved and taking a seat on the bed, watching his chest rise and fall with every breath as his eyes remained closed, his eyelashes were long and luscious, and his lips were parted.
you caressed his cheek and gently fixed his bangs before placing a soft kiss on his forehead. as you were about to stand up, you felt a hand grasp your own and you turned your head to see your beloved awake with a smile, pulling you down and placing a kiss on your lips.
“looks like i was woken up by true love’s kiss~”
you rolled your eyes at his antics and chuckled before kissing his forehead, “then it looks like i’m your true love, old man.”
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━ silver ━
you were exhausted.
your energy was spent after your physical education lessons. you were instructed by coach vargas to run a hundred laps before proceeding with flying lessons, which exhausted the life out of you. with no energy left to spend, you entered the lounge of your dorm and dropped your bag on the floor before plopping yourself onto the couch, not caring about anything else other than sleep.
your eyes went shut as sleep overtook your tired figure. hours have passed, but you had not known how long you were asleep. you were awoken by the feeling of something soft and sweet on your lips, but it unfortunately lasted for a short while, which caused you to flutter your eyes open.
“mm…?”
your eyes fluttered open and the first thing you see is your boyfriend’s slightly surprised expression upon seeing you awake, and that’s when you realised, he kissed you. you smiled groggily at him and ruffled his hair before sitting up, “you woke me up with your true love’s kiss~ hehe...”
silver smiled at your remark and kissed your forehead, “you should rest in your room. i already brought your bag upstairs and fixed the bed for you.”
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━ sebek zigvolt ━
sebek had unfortunately fallen ill and had been stubborn the whole time. he refused to take his medicine, saying he did not need it. he refused to rest as he did not want to acknowledge that he had a cold, and went as far as to say that his immune system was not so weak that he’d get sick so easily.
silver sighed at his stubbornness and looked at you for a moment. you gave him a quick glance before approaching sebek and pulling on his arm, “seb, you need to rest.”
“rest? absolutely not, i’m fine! don’t let what the doctor said discourage you! i have no cold,” argued the half-fae as he continued on carrying eight chairs to the mirror chamber all at once. silver opted to help as he carried some chairs too, but sebek insisted he’d do it by himself.
‘how stubborn…’ you thought to yourself as you crossed your arms and waited for him to finish his task. you knew there was no way he would stop now.
once he was done with his task, you dragged him back to the dormitory and made him sit on the couch with a stern expression, “sit.”
“but–!”
“no buts. sit down.” you commanded as you grabbed his medicine, causing him to grumble as he stayed put on the couch, allowing you to nurse him. as you gave him his medicine, he took it without another word before thanking you softly.
after taking his prescribed medication, you sighed and sat down next to him, ruffling his hair with a small smile as you spoke gently this time, “don’t be so stubborn next time… take care of yourself. you’re sick.”
“i can handle a cold…”
“sebek.”
you were always surprised by how much your actions and words affected him. normally, he would never dare to listen and obey a human’s commands, but with you, he does.
“fine… besides, i might be a nuisance to the master if i were to be sick while i stood guard by his side!”
ah, there he is.
you chuckled at his worry over his duties towards malleus. you then smiled and gave him a kiss on his forehead, “here. a true love’s kiss to make you feel better~”
his cheeks immediately went red as he exclaimed, “f/n!!!”
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thatfreshi · 7 months
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Out of Love (Astarion x reader)
Tw - death, vomiting, assisted suicide, sickness
Recommended Song: Past Hound - Adam Melchor
A couple of moons ago, you came down with a horrific illness. You and Astarion both don't know why, or how. You suspect foul play. After all, you didn't always make friends on your journeys. You wonder if perhaps you were poisoned, someone slipped something into a drink at the bar, changing the course of your life forever. The first month was like a bad flu, high fever, vomiting almost every day, barely able to eat. Over time though, your body started to ache. Astarion knew it was getting bad when you fell in the kitchen, breaking one of his favorite glasses. At first he was enraged, so angry that you could be so careless with one of his prized posessions. Then, he turned the corner and saw you lying on the floor, and quickly reverted his previous sentiments.
You don't remember exactly how long it's been. About two months in, Astarion told Shadowheart and Halsin to come over, realizing this was not going to go away on its own. They, tried, everything. Shadowheart went into a frenzy, reading up on everything she could, trying spells she had never cast before. Halsin got ahold of every other druid he knew in the city, to no avail. Everyone was clueless. The only thing they could determine is that this illness was man-made.
"So some bastard did try to finally get me, huh?"
You smile a little at your own comment, wincing at the pain it brings you. Astarion glares, not at you, but at the idea that someone would do this to you.
"Not funny my sweet."
It's now been four months. Astarion has tried his best to keep up with all the care you need, but it has turned both of your lives to shambles. Eventually he invited all your old companions over, to stay for a while, as they wanted to help with your illness. Despite the fact that he could barely stay awake at times, he would watch over you for hours on end, sometimes twenty at a time, until someone like Lae'zel dragged him out of your room to go lie down.
Gale has cooked every meal for all of you since you've gotten worse. He tries his best to make things from your childhood, things you'd find comforting. Shadowheart and Halsin continue to research your sickness, finding nothing. Wyll, Karlach, and Lae'zel take turns with Astarion, keeping watch over you, tending to your every need. At this point, you can barely get up most days, either from pain or lack of energy. Despite this, you can't ever sleep. If you do manage to drift off, it's for thirty minutes or so, and then you're jolted awake by some pain.
One day though, you're awoken by Astarion and Halsin arguing.
"I'm telling you Astarion, there is nothing I can do. Tav is going to pass. I don't know how soon, but I would start getting things in order."
He tries to hold back tears, to be good with his bedside manner, but it's almost impossible when Astarion keeps yelling back at him, desperate.
"Tav is not going to die. It's not time yet, you have to do something!"
"Please, Astarion. I don't want to fight with you. I know this is hard to hear, but it's over. There's nothing more we can do. There is no cure."
He tenses, ready to spit some nasty sentence about how he must be some great druid if he can't even heal people, but he refrains, wiping at his eyes. He storms off to his study, as all of your friends watch it unfold.
"I knew he was going to react like that."
Gale says sadly, looking down at the floor.
"I'll go take watch, give him some time."
And with that, Karlach comes into your room. You pretend to be asleep.
After a few agonizing hours, it's evening. Karlach brought you some soup that you couldn't bring yourself to even try eating. As the sun sets, Astarion is in the doorway, a grim look in his eyes. Without saying anything, Karlach takes her leave, giving him an understanding nod that you don't see.
When your lover makes his way to the bed, he lies down next to you, locking eyes with your tired gaze. It's as if you've been beaten twelve times over, the bags under your eyes have gotten so dark.
"Hello my sweet."
He smiles softly, trying to hide the sorrow, trying to shelter you from the news Halsin gave him.
"Hello my love."
You smile back, a little bit of pain and pressure in your face at the attempt.
"Is there anything I can do for you?"
You snuggle into his side, trying not to move too much. He meets you halfway.
"I'm just... I'm so tired."
"I know darling... I know."
"No, Astarion. I'm tired of this."
"As am I. Shadowheart and Halsin are working steady as always, they'll find something."
You shake your head, a movement he can feel against his chest.
"No. No I... I heard."
You're exhausted, the air barely leaving your lungs.
"Heard what my dear?"
He's not good at playing dumb, the crack in his voice giving it all away. He hadn't thought about the argument, that you would've heard the two of them yelling about how you're going to die.
"What Halsin... what he told you."
And the tears well in his eyes instantly. He thought he wouldn't have to tell you, that he could keep this sacred thing going, that he could hold you without you needing to know it could all go away so quickly. You hear him sniffle, clearly trying to hold back.
"We don't know it's true Tav, they could still find something. They could be wrong."
His throat is coated in desperation, every word stabbing through your brain, trying to find something in you that believes him, even if he doesn't believe himself.
"They've been at it for months my love. I think it's over."
He grips you a little tighter, wishing for your existence, trying to hold the wind back from the embers of a long-gone flame. You both stay silent for a minute, as you try to work up the courage to ask him something. Something you're not even sure he'll say yes to, but you try.
"I want you to feed on me."
He scoffs, almost angrily.
"No my dear, not while you're sick. You need everything you can get.."
You shake a little, perhaps from the never-ending fever, or maybe from the fear, or the pain.
"No. I mean I want you to feed on me until I'm gone."
He tenses, shocked by your request.
"You... you what?"
You start to tear up, which only brings more pain.
"I'm just so tired Aster, and I've fought for so long. I want it to be over. I'm ready for it to be over, please."
You can barely make it through the end of your sentence without choking up.
"I can't do that, I- I won't!"
He sits up to look at you.
"You can't give up, not like this. There's still time, we still have time."
You reach out for his hand, and he obliges. As you squeeze you fingers into the back of his hand, you ask him one of the hardest questions he's ever had to answer.
"What, so you can watch me continue to suffer?"
He hadn't thought of it, that if this was horrific, how much worse could it get? How long was soon? Even Halsin didn't know how much time, not even an estimate, just... soon. He doubles down.
"No! So that, that maybe you can get better! That we can find the bastard that did this and make him cough up the cure. Maybe we can-"
"Astarion!"
You hadn't yelled for weeks, mustering up everything in your body to overpower his pleading voice. The tears continue to fall down his face, and he leans over, bringing your hand to his face.
"I can't Tav. I can't kill you. You're asking me to destroy the only thing I've ever loved, I-"
The thought of it makes him feel like throwing up, the thought of doing something like that to you. Forever ago he tried feasting on your blood in the middle of the night, long before you fell in love. And when you woke up to a strange man, a monster trying to steal your life force, you were kind. You let him drink from you, and every time he needed to after that.
"I love you so much, and I know you love me so much deeper than I could ever imagine, and I am asking you to do one last thing for me, out of love. I don't want to die to some unknown disease that's been ravaging my body, to pass in my sleep without so much as a thought. I want to die with you, right here, while everyone sleeps, where we can be alone one last time."
It's hard to argue with you, but Astarion feels as though ending your life is hardly an act of love. Mortal lives are already so fleeting, and yet you are asking him to cut it even shorter, to let you go. He meets your eyes again.
"Can I at least go slow?"
"As slow as you'd like."
You weakly smile, and he realizes there is no more considering your offer. This is what you want, and only he can give it to you.
"Okay."
He leans down to kiss you, slowly making his way to your throat, hesitating at first.
"I love you more than you'll ever know."
No pet names, no antics, no fluff. It's the first time you think he's ever said something so serious about how in love with you he is.
"I love you too Astarion."
And it's rare that you ever call each other by your first names. He shivers a little, saying you love 'Astarion' and not 'your sweet' or 'your love.' With your declarations out of the way, he pierces your skin with his fangs, slower than usual. Feeding from you is almost always a rabid act, desperate, feral. He's reserved, savoring every moment, knowing this is it, the last time he'll taste your blood, the last time he'll hold you in his arms, the last time you'll lie in this bed together. When the cold subsides and the numbness takes over, you're at peace for the first time in a long time. All you feel is the slow lapping of your blood, and his grasp tight around you. It feels like forever to you, but moments for him. As the flowing river becomes smaller, the tiniest drops coming out of your neck, he feels your body start to go limp, your skin start to get cold. He fulfills your request despite how much he's hurting, and he drinks until there is nothing left, until you're gone.
A wail echoes through the house, waking up your companions as they rush to see what's happened. As Shadowheart is the first to reach the doorway, she sees Astarion clutching your body, sobbing hysterically. She gets up next to him, clamoring on, asking what happened. He can barely speak, and the rest watch in silence.
"Tav- I- I had to- they wanted me to-"
Guilt-ridden, terrified of what he's done despite you pleading with him minutes ago, Astarion can only stutter the same phrases over and over again.
"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I- I didn't want to- please."
"Hey, it's okay. Astarion. Astarion?"
Shadowheart notices the blood all over his mouth and the sheets, and the two perfect pin pricks in your neck, realizing what he's done. Astarion looks up for a moment, still clutching your dead body in his hands. And then, he points at Halsin.
"YOU. You fool, Tav heard us, they heard what you said. They gave up because of you. I had to kill them because of you..."
He starts to sob again, losing the rage, overcome with a sorrow that is inexplainable. Halsin only stays silent, knowing these are words of grief and not truth.
"Get out."
Halsin starts to step aside, believing the comment to be about him. When no one else moves, Astarion's eyes dart across the room at everyone, almost manic.
"Get out, all of you. GET OUT."
"Astarion, you can't-"
Gale is cut off by what is such a guttural scream, he can hardly believe it came from the vampire.
"LEAVE."
He comes back to your body, sobbing into flesh that no longer feels.
"Just please leave me alone..."
Shadowheart quietly gets off the bed, ushering everyone out of the room, softly closing the door behind her. Astarion can barely hear the murmurs outside the bedroom door, as he begins muttering to your lifeless corpse.
"I'm so sorry my dear... I'm so sorry. I should've done more, I should've told you to stay, I-"
He can't find the words, relentlessly blaming himself for your choice, wondering if there was any way to get around this. His mind wanders to that first month, when you dropped his wine glass, how he yelled from the other room, how he scolded you for being careless with his things, and he realizes how stupid life is. Nothing matters, a wine glass doesn't matter, you matter. And you were the only thing that ever mattered.
Hours go by, and dusk turns to dawn. Eventually, Gale comes back to the door, knocking softly.
"I'm coming in."
He's met with Astarion still, lying with your body, the blood crusted on the sheets, and his bloodshot eyes. It's as if he barely moved.
"I think... I think it's time."
While Gale wishes that Astarion could stay by your side forever, he knows your corpse will start to change soon, to become worse and worse as the hours pass by. It takes him forever to pry your lover from your side, eventually leading him to the living room, where he lies on the sofa, curled up, as Halsin begins to prepare your body.
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coolyiooo · 8 months
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Using Dirty Pick Up Lines On BSD Men
Pairings: Dazai, Ranpo, Fyodor, Atsushi, and Chuuya
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❗Warnings❗slapping, kissing, blushing, dirty talk, teasing, and etc
🖤DAZAI🖤
You were bored as hell at the ADA office. You were figuring out what you should do to cure your boredom. Everybody was pretty much out of the office since they were busy with a mission.
You thought long and hard when suddenly a mischievous idea popped up in your pretty little head.
You looked at your boyfriend, who was sleeping on his desk when he should be working, and smirked. You got up and wrapped your arms around him, waking him up.
"Hm? Does my bella need something?" He asked with a tired smile
He then gasped and smirked with sparkling eyes "you wanna ditch work?"
You chuckled "as nice as that sounds, I'm going to have to decline. I'm sorry babe"
He pouted, but then you said "I just wanted to say something to you"
His face spoke curiosity "and what's that?" You leaned in his ear with a smirk and whispered
"Are you a racehorse? Because if I rode you you'll definitely finish first"You leaned back to see his face.
You saw that he was blushing with wide eyes. He was taken aback since he wasn't expecting you to use a dirty pick up line, but then he smirked and then smiled innocently.
He grabbed your chin gently and in a deep voice said "Are you a haunted house? Because I'm going to scream when I'm inside of you"
Your eyes widened a bit. You also blushed. You weren't expecting him to say a pick up line back to you, but little did you know that he wasn't done.
He chuckled "You can't spell menu with without m-e-n-u bc it's only us that will be on the table tonight"
Regardless of your dazed reaction he kept going "Can you do telekinesis? Because you made a part of me move without even touching it"
You finally found your words "D-Dazai-!"
He laughs and still continues to play this game of teasing you. What were you expecting? If your gonna tease him he's gonna play your game too, but he'll make sure to win.
He whispers in your ear again "Let's play titanic you'll be the iceberg and I'll go down"
Will this game ever end? You think as your face was a blushing mess
He kissed your cheek with a chuckle "I ran out of pick up lines so I'll pick u up at 9"
You then rolled your eyes with blushed cheeks. You were a little annoyed that he played your game better than you "ok we get it, you win with the pick up lines"
You slightly push him away, but he gets up and holds you by the waist, bringing your body towards his, looking directly into your eyes with a lazy look.
"Don't think I didn't mean everything I just said because I one hundred percent do. Just wait for tonight my Belladonna~"
💚RANPO💚
You and Ranpo went out to go get ice cream after solving an investigation. After getting your ice cream, you both went to sit down on a bench that showed a perfect view of the sunset, it was a gorgeous view and being with your cute boyfriend made it even better.
You were both sitting in silence just taking in the view and taste of the ice cream, but suddenly you remembered about this one pick up line that said something about sunsets. You smirked and thought 'why not tease my boyfriend?'
You leaned into Ranpo shoulder with a smirk "you know I'm not into watching sunsets, but I always love to see you go down"
Ranpo stopped eating his ice cream, his spoon still in his mouth, and looked at you with open eyes. His cheek had a hint of red on them. He processed what you just said and chuckled.
"I have a Quick question, sugar" he asked
You tilted your head out of curiosity "what is it?"
He had a smile on his face "If I were a watermelon would u spit or swallow my seed?"
You were now taken aback with a hint of blush, he laughed at your reaction "your such a cutie, sugar cube~ I think I actually know the answer to that question anyway"
You looked away from embarrassment, but after he stopped laughing he said something while standing up
"Now let's go home and have some alone time~" he smirks "Your like a rollercoaster the faster you go the louder I scream" when you did go home, he wasn't kidding about that last pick up line he said.
💜FYODOR💜
You were sitting on the couch while Fyodor was working on his computer. You were used to Fyodor taking hours to finish his work, but this time you were just so bored and you wanted some attention. You got up and went towards your boyfriend, hugging him from the side.
You groaned "Fedyaaaaa are you almost done?"
He didn't look away from the computer "I'm afraid not, my love .I'm sorry" he said apologetically, kissing your arms
You whined "I'm bored Fedya" you laid your head on his shoulder
He chuckled "if it'll help you can sit on my lap"
You didn't waste a second and straddled his lap while hugging him, your chin on his shoulder. He smiled at your action and continued to work. You were happy, but After awhile you started to get bored again and had an amazing idea.
You turned your head to get a better view of his face and mumbled with a smile
"This may sound corny, but your making me horny"
He stopped typing and gave u a side eye, this made you chuckle with a wide smile on your face. He turns his face to get a better look at you. His face showed no emotions.
He calmly said "Im not going to say a pick up line because I'm not trying to pick you up I'm trying to pin you down"
You whispered a gasp. Your mouth opened out of shock as he smiles and chuckles at your reaction. It's so nice to see him smile, it really warms your heart, so you decided to say one last line.
You smirked again "Are u a rainstorm? Because ur making me dripping wet"
He responded with a hum of amusement "As I should" you scoffed with a smile from his bold response.
He chuckled again then leaned into your ear "don't worry myshka~ tonight I'll make sure to make you satisfied"
💙ATSUSHI💙
You were with your precious boyfriend during lunch break at the ADA office, nobody else was eating with you guys so you had the whole office to yourselves.
You were feeling a bit of a tease today and decided to make your boyfriend a blushing mess by using dirty pick up lines.You looked at your boyfriend lovingly and innocently
"Atsushi~"
He looked at you and instantly knew you were up to no good "oh no.. what are you thinking about y/n?" He hesitantly asked
You scoffed. He knows you too well "nothing what do you mean?!"
"I know that look and that look means your up to no good"
"Oh come on it's not that bad"
"Hmm oh alright what is it?"You smirked making him just a little on edge
"Are you a bicycle? because I wanna ride you tonight"
He started to choke on his food with a red face. You couldn't tell if he was blushing or dying from choking. He stopped coughing after you slapped his back, trying to catch his breath.
"I- I thought you said it wasn't going to be that bad!" Atsushi whined
You smiled with a bit of a worried expression "I'm sorry my love it's just my doctor told me I have vitamin d deficiency, so I was wondering if you wanna go back to my place and help me out with that?"
This time he looked confused and concerned "r-really? What kind of foods have vitamin d in them? Maybe we should take walks so you can get more sun"
Ugh you love him so much. You laughed at his adorable innocence "Oh Atsushi.. bless your heart" you kissed his cheek
Now he was extremely confused. You smiled "I was trying to use another pick up line on you. When I said I had vitamin d deficiency I really meant.. well..." You then point at his crotch "get it?"
It took him awhile to figure it out. His face turned white and then became a red mess. You laughed at his cuteness and kissed his cheeks. He looked away with an embarrassed face and said
"Just wait until tonight, y/n"
🧡CHUUYA🧡
You and Chuuya just finished a mission and were on your way to your shared apartment. You were both walking on your way home, but you were trying to find a way to pass the time then suddenly you felt like messing with your boyfriend with some pick up lines.
"Hey, Chuuya" you called out to him
He turns his head towards you "hm? Yes, doll?"
You smirked "Are u a trampoline? Because I wanna jump up and down on you all the time"
He stopped walking which made you stop walking. You could see he had a blush painted on his cheeks while he looked at you with wide eyes.
You laughed at his reaction which made him embarrassed then slowly angry. He decided to get back at you. He grabbed you by the waist aggressively which made you stop laughing.
He smirks"Do you have a shovel? because I'm digging that ass" he then literally slaps your ass harshly making you yelp.
Thankfully not many people were on the streets, but it still made you embarrassed
"C-chuuya!" You yelled
He laughed at your embarrassment "what happened to your confidence, doll?" All you could do was pout and look away.
He then smiled at you "I was feeling very off today but then you turned me on, so take some responsibility will ya?"
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the-fiction-witch · 7 months
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Night Newt
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Media TMR Death Cure
Character Newt
Couple Newt X Reader
Rating Smut
Concept Across the church
Smut Partial & Full Nudity / Stripping / Masturbation / Risk of getting caught / Full sex / Riding/Silent sex / cumming inside
I sat on my small excuse for a bed still nursing my neck, often checking if the bleeding had yet to stop but there was always more on the tissue. I checked again and it was clean enough so I threw it away and started to fix my hair back to normal.
I heard footsteps across the old church floor and I saw it was Newt he came over and smiled 
"Hey I found a couple more blankets" he says offering me one 
"Ohh thanks, newt"
"No worries, try and get some sleep alright love" 
"I'll try" I nodded "Sleep tight newt"
He chuckled a moment "You too" 
He then headed away across the church to the small corner he had proclaimed as his own where his own excuse for a bed sat he threw his blanket on the bed with his other covers ran a hand through his hair and then slipped off the dark red shirt he had been wearing tossing it to a pile in the corner leaving him in his cargo trousers and his long sleeve white shirt now grey from the sweat, dust and dirt of all the time between its last wash and now. He rolled his sleeves up and grabbed his bottle from the side having to crane his head back far to get the last few drops inside it so much so I could watch his Adam's apple Bob as he swallowed before returning the bottle to the side of was then we locked eyes and I blushed to look away somewhat embarrassed I got caught looking at him, then again not sure why I had continued to look at him? It's Newt. I've seen him every day for as long as I can remember. He gave me a little wave and I waved back feeling the awkwardness of it all. I decided just to go to bed so I got up to swap my shirt over to sleep not thinking about much and turning away to swap my shirt to the one I used to sleep far too big for me of course almost reaching my knees meaning I was then covered to kick my trousers off and as I did I turned back and caught eyes with newt again this time he was watching me rather in depth so I kicked my trouser off and kinda glared at him he rubbed the back of his neck a little blushing where he got caught and he shrugged. I checked everyone else was still busy in the main part of the church and I headed across to the edge of his little area my hands behind my back as I spoke as quietly as I could
"Do you mind?" 
"What?" He asked as hushed as me
"Staring newt" 
"So? You started it" he smirked leaning closer so we could whisper without the threat of discovery "Don't stare at me I won't stare at you"
"Well… you can't blame a girl for looking newt"
"Then you can't blame a boy for looking, essentially when you flash that much skin" 
"Like you haven't seen it before in the glade"
"Doesn't mean I don't wanna see it"
"I thought you were tired?"
"I am. Now it's going to be even harder to get to sleep"
"Sure goodnight newt"
"Night love"
I headed back to my own bed even if I purposely tugged my shirt a little higher as I walked I climbed into my little bed wrapping the sheets around me he too climbed into his bed leaning in the wall to slyly smile at me I smirked and moved my hand back unclipping my bra and pulling it out from under my shirt tossing it with my other clothes all of which he watched and seemed very amused by, in response his hands slipped under his blankets he checked we were still completely alone and after some shuffling, he pulled his trousers from the blanket and threw them with his shirt giving me a sick smile. I smirked and tugged my shirt up enough that he could see my bare stomach he looked incredibly eager biting his lip hard and leant forward in his anticipation when he noticed I had stopped he got frustrated but tugged his blankets down and his shirt up enough to reveal his hips, his rather prominent v and lower stomach biting his bottom lip a little before he looked at me expectantly. I blushed hard but tugged my shirt up holding it tight to my body lifting it but keeping my hands tight to my chest protecting myself letting my shirt expose my underboob and little else but that was more than enough for him just the flash of skin was enough his hand moving under the blankets slowly. I dropped my shirt back and looked at him equally as expectantly he blushed a little but again glanced to check we were alone before both hands slipped under his blankets shifting a moment before finally a pair of red boxers exited the blankets and were hidden under his other clothes he leant back on his elbows and smirked at me shifting his hips he glances down suggestively before looking back at me.
I giggled a little moving my hands under to gently push of my panties tugging them off leaving me exposed under the blankets I made sure he caught a look at my panties as I took them from the covers and hid them under my clothes too, this almost caused him to groan clearly very over excited his hand now staying under the covers his eyes pleaded with me for more but I merely smirked slyly to him he didn't need to be told twice slipping his shirt off throwing it with the rest of his clothes leaving him naked but the blanket he stared longingly at my shirt before he smirked, for a moment I didn't know what to do but I felt such a rush knowing anyone could come around the corner any moment I grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it off me leaving me completely exposed to him it was only a couple seconds before I grabbed the blanket pulling it up to hide myself turning bring red, his mouth wide he almost actually moaned clearly very much enjoyed what he saw so much so I could see his hand moving under the blanket once I tucked the covers tight under my arms to protect me I smirked at him expectantly and he turned bright red his hand leaving the blankets sitting ontop of them a moment before he quickly pushed the covers down revealing his hard erection to me stood tall with precum dripping down from his head half way down his shaft prominent veins across it where he was clearly desperate and it has obviously been a while since he got any sort of attention but as quick as I did he returned the covers up to his waist blushing hard, unfortunately we now sat at a bit of a stale mate with nothing else to really reveal to each other but he smirked and look at at my blankets I shot him a questionable glance and he meerly smirked back expectantly I blushed hard but moved my legs wide and quickly pulled my blanket up to my wasit letting him see me for a good few seconds reveling in the thrill of it all before I quickly dropped it back down he looked as much as he could in that time his hand returning to himself under the covers inaudible mumbling but I could read his lips 
"Fuck" 
I stared back expectantly and he looked at me a little confused but I merely shrugged looking at his arm and that was enough for him to figure out what I wanted, he didn't hesitate to push the covers back to expose his cock again this time keeping his hand on his shaft I knew I didn't have long do I took on everything but gave him a sly smirk to which he smiled and stroked up and down the shaft a good four times staring at me as he did before quickly covering up again
I blushed and blew him a little kiss and he happily blew me one back before looking at me slyly I blushed hard checking the corner again before I tugged the covers up again letting him see me and gently rubbing my fingers across myself feeling the wetness there rubbing on my clit a little before covering up again, of course, he watched with delight his hand working fast under the covers but as soon as I covered up he looked so desperately frustrated he bit his lip glanced around and let out a long exhale before looking back at me with an intense look that softened into a smile, and he simply held his hand close to his chest and slowly curled his index finger towards himself suggestively a couple of times. 
I blushed but grabbed my shirt using it like a dress to conceal me as I left my bed and quietly scampered over to his little corner
"Yes, newt?"
"Get in here" he demanded quietly
"What if someone comes" 
"I don't care" he snapped grabbing my arm and pulling me into his bed with him so I laid ontop of him I immediately blushed but wrapped my legs around his hips as his arms wrapped around me making sure the blanket covered us both before pulling me into an intense lusty kiss, we did our best not to moan even if we both desperately wanted too as our hands explored one another seductively but we made sure we made as little noise as possible as to not attract attention even if the sounds of our lips locking seemed so loud to me at this point my shirt tucked up so much so we could press our bodies together, after a few minutes of our kisses he held my hips and gently rubbed his erection against me I smiled into the kiss and nodded, which was all he needed as we both gently shifted until I slipped down his erection luckily our kiss covering our groans as I reached the base we both pulled back gasping a little before we slowly began our movements making sure to be as slow and quiet as possible often having to stop, slow or eve cover our mouths to prevent Discovery but it got to the point neither of us cared if someone heard or if someone found out all we wanted was release moving fast and hard nuzzled up together as we both got closer and closer to the edge until after a few quick thrusts I hit my wall biting his neck as I did to keep my quiet slowing almost to a stop with only really his guiding and thrusts keeping us moving as I felt the rush of pleasure thought my body causing me to shake which in turn drove him utterly crazy holding me tightly not thrusting mercliclessly desperate for his own which quickly came burying himself deep inside me as he hit his own moaning at first but quickly putting his hand over his mouth as he buried his cum inside me as deep as he could we both collapsed in his blankets exaughsted peppering little kisses on each other till we had some strength back. He pulled out and I covered up and we shared a sweet kiss before I went back to my own bed just in time as the moment I got under my covers gally came around the corner to his own sleeping area not far from us almost in between them.
"Hu? Are you guys hot or something?' He asked given Newt was shirtless and swear covered and I too was pretty sweaty and still getting my breath back
"Yeah something like that" Newt smiled secretly grabbing his clothes and pulling them under his blankets to get them back on without being caught which I quickly did too "Well night" Gally says quickly getting under his covers
"Night gal" Newt nods 
"Night" I smiled "Night newt" I waved 
"Night y/n" he waves back. I secretly blew him a little kiss and he winked at me before we both actually got some sleep. 
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pablitogavii · 4 months
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Helloo can i get one where Pablo has a nightmare his s/o breaks up with him so when he wakes up she’s not there, (he was with the national team) so he ended up calling her almost crying.
always close
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pablo's pov
there I was, laying in the hotel room cold bed crying my eyes out while my face was covered in cold sweat. the dream was awful..true nightmare..and she was not near me.
i hated it all right now..my job..the stupid distance..and not being able to hold her tightly in my arms when i desperately needed it right now.
i checked my phone knowing it is still very early in the morning back home, but my fingers dialed in unconsciously needing to hear her voice..that sweet voice that was going to tell me everything will be alright again.
your pov
when my phone rang and i saw it was my pablito, i got so scared. did something happened with him?? why wasn't he sleeping?
"hola cariño??" you said sleepily your voice very much groggy and tired.
"hola, mi amor..sorry for waking you preciosa..but um..i just needed to hear your sweet voice" he said and from the tone of his voice i knew something has happened.
"it's okay pablitoo..i miss you too..what happened cariño..tell me please??" you say sweetly rubbing your eyes and moving your hair from your face hearing him sigh heavily.
pablo's pov
i told her everything..about her leaving me..walking through the doors of our home and never coming back. i told her that i know how complicated my life is and that she deserved someone who will be there to hold her always.
"pablo..amor, it was just a nightmare..a bad dream that is not real..i love you..more every single day..and you know that. there is no other man i want by my side. no matter the difficulties because we are good at overcoming them together, aren't we? best team cariño??" you smile while talking and pablo could tell that without even seeing you right now.
your pov
"best team, amor..um..would you..stay with me on the phone while i try to go back to sleep?? p..please?" he said and you said you'd like that a lot laying back down yourself and starting to tell him stories about your days knowing he likes listening to your voice.
"you know my favorite thing about you is what a big heart you have..you love your team, but still have enough love to give me and your family..you're a special man pablito" you spoke noticing that he was lightly snoring which made you smile to yourself.
pablo's pov
with the sound of her voice i fell back asleep this time dreaming about coming back home to her and being welcomed into her embrace..even when we were far away like tonight..we are always close❤️❤️
ik it's short ppl but i hope you like this cure skit 😊😊
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simpcityy · 8 days
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My Little Spawn Pt.6 (Dadstarion X Child!Reader)
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Summary: Astarion was finally free from Cazador after being kidnapped by a mindflayer but he was stuck with one annoying task, you.
Disclaimer: I do not own Baldur's Gate 3 or any of its characters.
Word Count: 960
Warnings: Use of (Y/N), Cazador, language, violence, spoilers for those who haven't gone far in the game, mentions of blood, animal death...Uhhh...I think that is all. MAJOR SPOILERS IF YOU AREN'T IN ACT 2 YET.
Author Notes: Hello everyone, another short chapter for this week but next week I am going to focus on the new story I want to publish soon while. Thank you so much for the support! I should be updating the master list with all the links of each chapter. Remember to Reblog and like if you enjoy this series.
You looked at Astarion as the group was having a meeting of what they have done so far. “So we slayed an old hag, killed a Gur, defeated some Gnolls, met a devil and killed other creatures we came across and you still want us to rescue this Halsin guy?” He complained, crossing his arms. “He can be our ticket to curing this tadpole.” Tav stubbornly kept the same plan, recusing Halsin. You tugged at his arm “ Astarion, if we save the mister, we won’t have that yucky worm.” You tried to cheer him up. “See, that’s the spirit little soldier!” Kalarch smiles, “You should listen to them Fangs.”  Astarion only mutters looking down at you before picking you up “ I guess you are right but I won’t be happy if this Halsin can’t do anything. Just wasted time is all. We could’ve been in Baldur’s Gate by now.” He walks off to his tent with you in his arms. 
  How Astarion hated that he was right, after a long brutal battle, Halsin wasn’t any help. He stood at his tent sipping the cheap and awful wine. He wasn’t even in the mood for a celebration. He scanned the camp seeing the tieflings and his odd companions celebrating for taking down the leaders. He turns his head hearing your giggles as Scratch is chasing you around. He turns over to Tav as they walk over. He smirks and puts on an act “You know, I never picture myself as a hero.”
You were by the lake looking out to the moon. Scratch was long gone resting after playing with you. You boredly threw rocks into the lake before looking over hearing something shuffle in the bushes. You walked off into the woods that surround the campsite. There is a sweet scent in the air and you wanted to find out what it is. Getting closer and closer to the sweet smell before a gloved hand grabbed you from behind. Your tadpole was squirming. “Let me go! Astarion” You yelled before the headache got worse before going to a deep sleep. Someone else has had a wiggly worm like yours and made you go into a deep sleep. 
The following morning, Astarion walked back to camp watching Tav head back to their own tent because anyone else wakes up. He walked into his but stopped seeing it empty “Oh Little spawn, where are you?” He hums “Having a sleepover without telling me?” He hums to himself and lays down on the bedroll. He pulls back out the book and continues reading till everyone else wakes up.A couple minutes passed and he heard the shuffling of everyone stirring away. He lets out a chuckle knowing some of them might be hungover. He gets himself changed and walks out seeing everyone but he keeps looking for his little spawn. “Have you seen (Y/N)?” He walks over to the Wizard. Gale looks up “No…last time I saw them was last night playing with Scratch.” He looks around “Maybe she stayed with Shadowheart?” He goes back to cooking breakfast. The pale elf walks over to the Cleric. “No, I haven’t seen her since last night.” Shadowheart says “but maybe that gith might know” She was already pointing fingers. Astarion was slowly panicking, no one knows where the hells you were. He quickly downs a potion of animal speaking and walks over to Scratch. “Where is (Y/N)?” He stood in front of the dog. Scratch tilts his head “(Y/N) was last seen by the lake before I went off to rest?” He begins to sniff the ground and runs into the woods. Astarion follows quickly, and looks around seeing your small footsteps along with larger ones. “No….” He whispers. Scratch barks looking up at him “The scent goes through this path.” He walks off sniffing the ground. Astarion only stood still, his mind wondering who took you. Was there a goblin that they didn’t kill, did another Gur hunter found you? He was brought back down to earth hearing someone calling his name. “Astarion what’s the matter.” Tav walks over with the rest of the group. “(Y/N)...they…they were taken…” He whispers before stabbing his dagger to the tree frowning. “ This…this..is all your fault.” He looks at tav refusing to believe it was his own fault. Pulling back the dagger, he walks off following Scratch who was on your trail. Everyone else watching him walk off, seeing how a few days together alone, you have impacted greatly on his life. 
You were placed in a dark jail cell, the trip was a long one. When you woke up, all you could do was wail and hug yourself. “I wanna go home!” You cried. You quickly kept quiet as the big door opens and hear heavy footsteps. “What’s this general?” You only push yourself closer to the corner scared. “ My soldiers told me about this young one with a tadpole. I had to see myself.” You look over whimpering and flinch as the door to your cell opens. “So young and tell me why are they here? When this isn’t part of our plan Ketheric.” Ketheric looks over “ Someone did some digging into her tadpole, they aren’t just a human child with a tadpole but a dhampir Gortash.” This puts a smile on Gortash's face, “Such a beautiful creature” He looks down at you. “Bring them with you to the city when your part of the plan is done…we can use them as part of our plan.” He added before walking off. Both men walk off locking the cell once again. You only whimper crying out softly “I wanna go home” You whisper “Astarion” You cried out in the empty cell.
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God That Was Amazing
Words:4.1k Includes: Smut, Squirting, Overstimulation, Doggy-style, Cunnilingus, Blow-Jobs, Cum, Making Up, Angry~Y/n Ship: Chishiya x Reader TW: N/A This is a gift for @skysobsessions. They requested this and I just had to write it. If you guys ever have any requests hit me with them. I will write anything. I quite literally have every kink in the world. Enjoy❤
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A Cure For Writer's Block #3 _______________________
Two months, three days, and thirty-two minutes.
That's how long it had been since your boyfriend, Chishiya, had touched you. Well, you weren’t sure about the minutes part. But it had definitely been two months since you had had sex. And you missed it. The way he would eat you out until you couldn’t feel your legs, the way he fingered you and hit just the right spots, and the way he fucked you. God, there was nothing like that. He always plowed you so hard and so fast just so he could see your legs quiver.
But the feeling was starting to feel foreign. And your toys could never compare to what he would do to you. But no matter how many passes you made, Chishiya had been shooting you down a lot lately. He was always tired, or busy filing papers. It was honestly feeling like he didn’t want you anymore. Didn't like you anymore. And it was hurting. Hurting more than you let show. 
You let out a sigh as you heard keys jingling, knocking yourself out of your thoughts and walking down the stairs. Chishiya was locking the door when you saw him. You smiled brightly. He, however, was not. 
“Hey baby,” you said as you inched toward him. Rolling your arms around his neck, lifting your head up in hopes of a kiss. He simply patted your back, shutting you down. You backed away, face frowning as he walked up the stairs. You tried to shake off the hurt and followed him up. 
He got into the room, set his work bag down, and started to discard his clothes. “So, how was your day?” You tried, settling yourself on your bed. 
“Tiring,” he grumbled. 
That was his usual response nowadays, “Maybe we could watch a movie and relax a bit” you suggested. 
He shook his head, “Not tonight y/n”. Not even using pet names anymore. Just your name. 
“Shiya, I’m trying here. I just want to spend time with you” You said, trying to contain yourself. You could feel tears brimming in your eyes. But you weren’t sad, you were feeling quite angry. You hated being an angry crier. 
“Y/n, I’ve been working double time. And I still have work to do. We can do something tomorrow, "he said. 
“You’ve been saying that for so long Chishiya! And you never make good on that” You said, voice raising and those angry tears starting to fall. “Y/n, stop being dramatic” He sneered. 
You felt your eye twitch. Never ever would you let something like that slide. You cracked your neck before standing up. You had a right to be upset and god were you ready to let him know that. “You wanna see dramatic Chishiya, I’ll show you dramatic!”. He rolled his eyes as he changed into his night clothes. 
“Don’t roll your eyes at me sir, I have a fucking right to be upset. You haven’t touched me in 2 fucking months Chishiya. Fuck, we haven’t even been on a date for longer. We don’t even eat dinner together anymore. When I wake up, you´re not here. When I go to sleep you´re not here. This is the first time all week you’ve come home at your usual time!”You screamed, watching him shake his head, an annoyed expression coming onto his face. 
“Don’t fucking look at me like that, I’m your girlfriend. You supposedly love me, which means I should come first. Fuck work, I should be a priority.”You screamed. 
A thickly awkward silence settled over you too. You were ready to start up again when you heard your phone ring. You glared at Chishiya before turning around and grabbing your phone. It was Usagi, your friend you had met at Chishiya´s office. 
“Hello,” You answered. 
“Hey Y/n, you and Chishiya are still meeting us at that fancy new Italian place down the street right.”Your eyes widened as you turned to Chishiya. 
Apparently, both of you forgot about it and were both giving each other the same look. “Oh yeah, we’re on our way. Be there soon.” you promised. 
“Okay, see you guys.” Usuagi said before she hung up the phone. 
You rolled your eyes at the man, “Looks like you can’t sleep yet, go put on a suit and meet me downstairs. I gotta figure out how to do my makeup in 15 minutes' 'You said. Chishiya didn’t even bother arguing anymore. You were heated and it was not a good idea to upset you more. 
It took you a little more than twenty minutes for you to finish getting ready, but when you came down, you looked at Chishiya. In a simple black suit. He eyed you up and down. Peering at your red gown. 
“Lets go” you said, he opened the door for you and you proceeded to the car.. Getting into the passenger's seat. He hopped in soon as well and started the car. As you drove the awkward silence stayed with you two. Lingering in the air.  
While you stopped in front of a red light he turned to you, “Listen, Y/n . . .”He didn't finish his sentence. You put your manicured hands in his face, “Shut it, I don’t want to hear it”You said. He sighed and mumbled something that you didn’t address. If you had, you were definitely going to end up in a car crash. As he pulled up in front of the Italian restaurant. Chishiya got out the car and opened your door. You got out and walked ahead as he tossed his keys to the valet. You tried to keep yourself calm as you were in public, and somewhere that costs more than your own freaking house. But you could still feel yourself fuming. 
Scanning the room, you located Usagi and Arisu sitting in a nice booth in the restaurant. They waved at you and you headed there. You sensed Chishiya walking behind you too. You sat down  and Chishiya sat next to you. The restaurant was quite nice. You actually wanted to enjoy yourself. The place was bathed in a pretty red glow, and champagne had already been placed in an ice bucket on the table. The place was made of romance. But you weren't feeling it. 
The awkward silence that had been settling between you and Chishiya was still thick in the air. As if sensing the tension between you two, Usagi started up some small talk. Which you engaged in. 
Everything was seemingly going well. You even managed to speak civilly to chishiya. But Arisu just had to say something. 
In the middle of Usagi's talks about your favorite wines, he spoke up. Usagi was just telling you about this red wine she had tried so many years back when Arisu interrupted, ¨I think they have that exact brand at that winery we´re going to next week. 
“Ooh, that sounds really nice. What are you guys going to do there?”you asked. 
“Oh, we rented a couples suite, beautiful views, gorgeous wine, and the love of my life”He said. Usagi’s eyes went to him and she smiled. And you were insanely jealous of her during that moment. “Wow Arisu, that is so beautiful, Chishiya you should take some notes”You said, mumbling the last part under your breath, 
Chishiya grit his teeth, he was getting sick of your mouth. “Y/n, not now”
“Oh, you don’t want our friends to know how shitty you treat me?”You said, voice getting louder. 
“Stop it Y/n”he growled. 
“I´m just admire how Arisu treats Usagi like the fucking queen she is. I must be dirt compared to her”you laughed, taking a sip of your wine. 
He rolled your eyes, “I swear you are so fucking dramatic”
You turned to Arisu, “Do you think I’m being dramatic Arisu. I mean look at me, I’m hot, right?”you said. 
Arisu looked at you unsurley but nodded. “See Chishiya,  Arisu thinks i´m hot. Something you clearly don't recognize¨ You said.  Chishiya knew who he was arguing with. You could argue until there was no point left to it. That's what he loved about you. You were spunky and loud and dramatic as hell. But right now he is not enjoying it. 
The waiter came around as you poured another glass of champagne for yourself. Usagi just shook her head at him to make him leave. He did not want to be here when the argument really got started. 
¨Hey Usagi¨ you asked, taking a sip out of your champagne.
She looked up from her own glass of wine, ¨hm¨ she hummed. 
¨When was the last time you and Arisu went on a date¨You said. Chishiya put his hands on his head, massaging his temples. This was going to be a long night. 
¨We were out earlier¨She answered cautiously. You were truly sweet most of the time. But when you were angry. You were scary.
¨That's nice, you guys are such a sweet couple.¨You said, taking another sip of champagne before putting the glass down. ¨I´am assuming you all fucked before you came here to¨ you said, the words flowed out so casually from you that everyone looked at you shocked. 
¨It's pretty obvious, your mascara is still stained down your face a little, and Arisu´s shirt isn´t buttoned all the way up. And this man never does that. You're a lucky girl. Your actually getting some. Imagine not getting touched for two months¨You admitted, voice raising up higher. 
¨Wish I knew who that was¨You said, rolling your eyes. 
Chishiya stood up, grabbing you by the arm, ¨Okay guys we´re heading home, clearly she can´t handle her alcohol today¨He chuckled, ushering you up. 
You snatched your arm away, ¨I´m perfectly sober, I just wanted you to see how good of a man Arisu was, compared to your shi-¨You started, but Chishiya interrupted, ¨Okay that's enough, we´ll see you guys. Sorry we didn't get to the food but it was nice seeing you¨ He said, dragging you back to the car. You waited angrily for the car and opened the door for yourself getting in. He soon got in and drove off. 
Now he was angry too, you could see it in the way he gripped the steering wheel. ¨That was so incredibly childish and embarrassing y/n¨He said. 
You huffed, was it childish, probably. But you were fuming and you weren't too sure you cared. You stayed quiet. Just wallowing on your side of the car, as he drove you home. When you got home you took off your shoes. Letting your red dress trail behind you as you walk up the stairs. He followed close behind you. 
¨You shouldn't have made a scene like that,¨Chishiya sighed. 
¨Well excuse me for being upset that the boy I love doesn´t want me!¨You yelled, ready for another screaming session. 
¨Where the hell did you even get that idea from!¨ He yelled back, stepping closer to you. 
You stepped up to him too, ¨Its obvious, you don´t kiss me, you don´t miss me, you don´t even fuck me anymore for fucks sakes!¨ 
He inched closer, arms length away from you. ¨God you have such a filthy fucking mouth¨He said. 
You inched closer, faces centimeters apart, ¨Your so fucking frustrating¨You sneered.
There was a brief pause.
Then your lips crashed against each other. Chishiya´s hands quickly found their way to your ass, reaching down and squeezing the plump flesh. Your hands tugged at the hair just above Chishiya´s neck as your teeth clunked roughly together. 
Chishiya plunged his tongue into your mouth, exploring every corner he could, you whimpered as you felt his hands caress your thighs, hoisting you up and over your lap. You felt the two of you moving and you soon felt yourself being dropped on the bed. Chishiya climbed on top of you, trailing kisses down your jaw. You let out a heavy sigh as he peppered your neck with kisses. Moaning when he bit that perfect spot. 
You had missed the way he kissed you, you missed how well he knew your body. Clearly your body had too. You could feel yourself pulsing at just the thought of what he was going to do to you next. And you could feel the mess in your panties too. 
Maybe you too should argue more. 
You felt Chishiya´s cold fingers come to roll around your nipple, making you stifle a moan. Much to your dismay you felt him back away. Moving to stand up in front of the bed. 
¨Take your dress off for me princess¨He said as he slowly palmed himself over his pants. You move on your knees and slowly fiddles with the strap of the dress. Once it was off the top of the dress dropped down, revealing your full tits. Nipples hardening both from his attention and the cold air of the room. You shimmied off the rest of your dress to reveal, black and lacey underwear underneath. 
¨No bra,¨ He chuckled. You smiled as he fished his cock out of his pants. It was hard and leaking pre–cum. You missed seeing him like this. 
¨Suck it Princess,¨He instructed, ¨Make it sloppy¨. 
You crawled towards his cock, using your hand to lightly stroke it. He threw his head back at the sensation, rewarding you with another glorious pump of precum. You kissed along Chishiya´s shaft, enjoying the teasing. 
By the grunt he made, you could tell that Chishiya was getting upset. So you kissed the tip, finally pushing his cock past your lips. You slowly bobbed your head up and down. Savoring the taste of your blonde boyfriend's cock. You loved how frustrated his face looked as your teasing continued. Annoyed, Chishiya bunched up your hair in a ponytail and starting fucking your mouth. Forcing your mouth to deep throat him. You choked and gagged on him as he pressed you to the base. Slobber dripping out and onto your tits as he released your head.
He let you regain a little bit more control and you went back and forth. Bobbing up and down on his cock. Soon his hand returned to your hair. Thrusting into your mouth. You peaked up at Chishiya through your lashes as you gagged on his cock once again when it hit the absolute back of your throat. He looked down at you and the scene was gorgeous. Your lipstick had stained his cock a pretty pink, the rest was smeared over your face. Your tits were covered in a mix of his precum and your slobber. And tears were brimming in your eyes. And the way you looked at him. It was like you were begging him to cum down your throat. 
So he did, deep down inside your throat making you choke on him. He swore he struggled to keep himself up straight as he pushed out what had to have been truck loads of cum. 
When he was finally done he let go of your hair. You opened your mouth, letting him see the strings of white laying across your tongue. ¨Swallow¨ He commanded. You rolled your tongue back into your mouth. Moaning at the taste of him. He watched you do it, smiling as you swallowed.
He eyed you up and down, “Spread your legs' 'he said. You quickly laid on your back. Spread your legs on the edge of the bed, peering up at him. Chishiya knelt down in front of you, his hard on stiffening already at the sight of you so ready for him. You giggled excitedly as he lightly traced over your slit through your panties.  Fingers tracing lightly along you. He pressed a kiss to your clit, making you shiver a little.
“You’re so beautiful” he sighed as he shuffled your underwear down your legs. You were dripping. You had barely been touched and your clit was already stiff and swollen. He knelt down and blew on your clit. Making you whimper. He swung your legs over his shoulder. Leaning down to lick a long stripe over you. He took his time, trailing his tongue through your pussy. Savoring the taste of you. Unfortunately, that was all he seemed to be doing. You moved your hands through his hair, nails scratching at his scalp, pushing him closer. 
He chuckled, and finally started licking over your clit. You moaned loudly at the feeling. God your man was so good with his tongue. He knew you perfectly. He knew everything to do just to make you scream. 
Chishiya brought your clit between his lips, suckling on it. “F-fuck”you shuttered as his toungue lapped over your clit. Whenever he did that he hit a beautiful spot that made your legs quiver. “Fuck Shiya baby, it feels so good. Faster baby, faster”You whimpered as his tongue swirled around your clit, making you arch your back up into him. 
Your legs shook the faster he went, you were mumbling nonsense at this point. You could barely think right now. Not when the tight coil in your stomach was ready to uncurl. But of course the bastard backed up just as your toes were on the verge of curling. Leaving your pussy terribly wet and aching. 
You sat up annoyed. “So now you're too tired to actually make me  cu-”, hands wrapped around your throat. 
“We are not starting up again. Be patient princess, that's all I’m asking” He said. You don’t know what the hand around your throat was doing to you. But it was working fucking miracles because for once, you listened to him and shut up. “Good job princess, be nice and quiet just like that. Get on your hands and knees”He instructed. 
You nodded as he released your throat. You moved to be on your hands and feet. You heard him discard his clothes before coming behind you. His cold fingers traced along your back, forcing you into an arch. Head against the pillows of your shared bed. Chishiya sighed behind you as his hands came to squeeze your ass. Leaving a smack to it. 
“God your ass is so fat. I couldn’t stop looking at it while you were yelling at me. It was strangely hot” He chimed. Before you could respond, you felt his tip rub against your lips. Passing through to your clit making you squirm. You felt the tip press against your entrance. He was big, and even though he had been to you many times before, he never failed to stretch you. Thankfully you were dripping and he was able to push all the way in. The moan you let out may have been over the top, but you had missed the feeling of him inside of you. Slowly he pulled back out, letting the tip slide out before thrusting back in, hard. 
He started to fuck into you slowly, making you clench around his thick cock. His hands rested at your hips as he went faster. You whimpered and clutched at the blankets around you as he fuckied into you. He was hitting that good spot inside of you. The one that always made you quiver. He draped himself over your back, hand reaching around your neck. Squeezing a little. He licked over the shell of your ear, kissing your ear. 
“You look so beautiful under me princess”He whispered, “You always look so beautiful”He said as he kissed along your neck. You whined under the praise, hearing words you had wanted to hear so bad for so long. You moaned as he sat back up to fuck into you faster. judging from the white ring forming around his cock and the spirts of juices coming out of you, you were incredibly close to cumming. And you didn’t want anything but to do just that, right on his cock. 
He knelt back down and went back to your ear. Choking you again. “Dirty princess, creaming on my cock now. You wanna cum so bad don’t you baby”He whispered. You whined and nodded. “Then cum princess, go on ''He said. That's all you needed, a few more thrusts and your legs started quaking. You squirted on Chishiya as he continued to fuck into you, raising you up so your bare back against his chest. 
He didn’t stop. He kept pounding your pussy, making you shiver from overstimulation. It was so much, too much as he hit your g-spot over and over again. You felt tears well up in your eyes from the hopeless feeling. “Sh-shiya, b-baby it's too much”you slurred. Hands balling up into fists as you tried to handle what he was giving. 
“You can take it Princess, be a good girl for me and give me one more. You can do that for me”He said. 
“Mhmm,”you whimpered. He kept pounding you, snaking his hands over your clit. He swirled over it harshly making your legs quake. The only reason you were still upright was due to Chishiya’s hand around your throat. Whenever he squeezed you swear you creamed. God he was giving it to you so fucking good. Everything he was doing felt so fucking good. 
You heard Chishiya grunt behind you, usually he was extremely quiet during sex while you were quite loud. But he was getting close clearly and he didn’t seem to really care. “God princess your pussy´is so good. It's like you're begging me to cum inside you” he moaned. 
You clenched around him, tears falling down your eyes as he rubbed at you harder. His hips stuttered and soon he was filling you with cum. You moaned and your eyes rolled back into your head as Chishiya had the nerve to speed up. 
Feeling his cum inside of you, the overwhelming sensation of him on your clit, the overstimulation, the tears running down his eyes. You couldn’t take it anymore. You swore you had never squirted so hard in your entire life. Your legs shook terribly as you came. You couldn’t even moan. You just took the few week thrusts you were given as you tried to calm down from your high. 
When Chishiya let go of your neck you fell back onto the bed. He pulled out of you, dick wet with all of your cum, and plopped down next to you. 
“God that was amazing”you sighed. Chishiya turned to face you, “Yes it was''. He opened his arms and pulled your still shaking body closer. His dick grazed your clit and you jolted from the overstimulation. “Sorry princess”he apologized. 
You hugged him tightly. You can’t remember the last time the two of you had been like this. Cuddled up in bed and being with each other. But there was still something lingering in the air. And you didn’t want that, Not ever. 
“Shiya, baby”You called. He looked down at you, “I’m sorry for yelling at you” you apologized. 
“I deserved it y/n. You’re right, I should pay more attention to you, "he said.
You sat up to look Chishiya in the eye, “No, I got angry, way too angry. But I wasn’t really mad at you. I just, I just missed you. You were gone all the time. I started to think the worst. I started to think that maybe there was someone else. I started to think that maybe you didn’t think i was pretty, or maybe you didn’t love me, or maybe you just didn’t want me anymore”You said, swiping a tear away from your face.
Chishiya sat up too, “Princess don’t say that, your body’s beautiful. You are perfect to me, I love you so much. You’re the only one I want Y/n.”He chuckled, “I mean, have you seen this ass”He said, reaching down to slap it. You kissed Chishiya and smiled, settling back down into Chishiya. 
“For the record, I’ve been at work so late because of one of my patients Hayato. I had to perform a really important surgery for him. He needed a lung transplant and I was determined to give it to him. And after the surgery he was in stable condition to finally get the transplant. But then some rich guy bought it off him. And, Hayato passed,” He confessed. 
“Oh god, that's terrible” You respond.
“It was, he was a sweet boy. I guess it kinda knocked me off a little. But you definitely brought me back. I guess I was avoiding you because I didn't want you to see me like that. I think I really missed you too, "he confessed. 
You sat up for another kiss then you settled back on him. Finally closing your eyes.
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Until you come back home pt.2
John Egan X Female! Reader
Summary: Y/n received a letter from Bucky, but it was enough to push her into madness...
Warning: Obsessive love disorder/ mental institution/ electric shock/ freezing bath/ 1940s asylum treatments/ use of Y/n/
Word count: 1.9k
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When Harry Crosby came in her room with his letter, she couldn’t believe it. She was going crazy without him. Harry had to argue with the Colonel that she was still sane and still able to do her work, even though it was a lie. She snatched the envelope from his hands and quickly opened it. ‘’Told you he wasn’t dead, Croz, I was right’’ she said, smiling.
My darling Y/n,
I hope you’re doing well; I’ve read every single letter you sent to me. I miss you like crazy, say thank you to Crosby for me, I know he’s taking good care of you, and I’m grateful for it. I’m going crazy too, you know, I miss you so much. I miss everything about you, the conditions are awful here; we only eat potatoes and the other day, we have to kill a cat to eat its meat. It was disgusting, the mattress is so uncomfortable, my back hurts, and I can’t sleep well without you. On a good note, Buck is alive, and he’s here at this camp. That helps a little, but I’m still going crazy. I’m going to try and come back to you, in the meantime, I’ve sent you my necklace, it’s in the envelope, it’s not much but I hope it helps you. I think about you all the time, I’ve started to do the same thing as you, calling your name, until I come back home. I’m driving the guys crazy, but I don’t care. It keeps me sane. We have to keep hoping, I feel that we’re going to see each other again, and when we do, we’re going to get married, and we’re going to live together. I love you, my darling, so much it drives me crazy. Until I come back home; Y/n, Y/n, Y/n…
She hugged the letter before showing it to Crosby. Something in her eyes wasn’t right, something changed. The last bit of her sanity evaporated with the letter, she opened the envelope, taking the necklace and putting it around her neck. ‘’We’re going to get married, Croz’’ she giggled maniacally. ‘’Y/n are you okay?’’ he asked, very concerned with his best friend’s attitude. ‘’Bucky, Bucky, Bucky’’ she kept calling his name, over and over again. ‘’You’re scaring me! Are you okay?’’ he raised his voice. ‘’Never better, Croz’’ she smiled. It pained him, but he had to place her somewhere, she didn’t look okay, and frankly, Crosby was afraid that she would hurt herself, and others. So that night, he went to talk to Colonel Harding, and then, went to his desk, to write a letter.
When Bucky saw that the letter he got was not from Y/n, he was confused. When he saw that it was from Harry Crosby, he was worried. He quickly opened the envelope to see why his girlfriend wasn’t writing to him.
Hello Bucky,
Sorry for not being Y/n. I appreciate your kind words in her letters, I tried to look after her in the best way possible, but after your letter, she’s gone mad. And I don’t mean it lightly, I was afraid for her security, I thought she was going to hurt herself and others on the base. That’s why Colonel and I found it better to send her away, where she can get the help she needs. I wasn’t happy doing it, I felt really bad, but trust me, she needed it. The psychiatrist told me she has an obsessive love disorder. It is easy to cure, but it’s going to be hard. She will still be in love with you because I can tell she truly cares about you. The problem is she’s obsessed with you. She can’t live with the idea of you being dead or injured. She can have self-destructive behavior, so that’s why we decided to send her away. I visited her often. The first weeks were hard, but today marks the second month she’s been there, and I can tell she’s improving. I hope you’re okay, I’m going to try to keep you updated on her progress.
Harry Crosby
They put her into a mental institute. He couldn’t believe it, she wasn’t crazy, she was in love. Even if it made him angry, he understood why he did it. Bucky was just hoping that she was okay, and that they weren’t torturing her.
Electrical shock, that’s how they were ‘curing’ her, by electrocuting her. They also put her into an ice bath. But the doctor said she was getting better at first, she fought the guards, but by the time she did her fifth treatment, she grew tried of fighting them, so she stopped. Today was important for her, she was going to be evaluated by the psychiatrist and he was going to determine if she could get out of here, she needed to be on her best behavior. When guards came in her room, she was sat on her bed, ready to be escorted to his office. When she entered the room, she was nervous, her hands were shaking, and she felt like she was going to throw up. ‘’Hello Y/n, how are you today?’’ Dr. Phillips asked. She cleared her throat before speaking. ‘’Hi Dr. Phillips, I’m quite well, how are you?’’ she spoke nervously. He pressed his elbow in his desk, looking at his notes before responding. ‘’Good, thank you. So do you know why you’re here today?’’ she nodded and gulped. ‘’You’re going to tell me if I’m crazy or not’’ she whispered. Dr. Phillips laughed. ‘’Oh, Y/n, you’re not crazy, who told you that?’’ he laughed. He did, multiple times as he gave her shocks. ‘’Trevor did’’ she lied, Trevor was her only friend here, he was here because he could hear voices. Trevor claimed that he was blessed by the gods. ‘’Y/n, I’m the one that can say if you’re crazy or not, and from what I’m seeing in your file, you’re not crazy anymore’’ she shifted in her seat. She fixed her hair, looking at the ground. She couldn’t look at Dr. Phillips in the eyes, she was scared of him. ‘’Can I, uh, can I, g-g-get out?’’ she stuttered, whispering. She was afraid that he was going to give her an ice bath. ‘’Yes! That’s why I wanted to see you, I wanted to tell you the good news myself, your friend, Harry Crosby, is waiting for you in the lobby.’’ Dr. Phillips exclaimed.
His feet were bouncing on the ground, he couldn’t wait to see her. Harry Crosby got a call yesterday, saying that Y/n was going to be released. When the door opened, he saw her. She looked weak, fragile and tired, what the hell did they do to her. She was skinny, did they feed her? Her cheeks were hollow, and she had purple circles under her eyes. But when Y/n saw her best friend, she smiled, that was the first real smile she had in weeks. ‘’Crosby!’’ she exclaimed, walking towards him. ‘’Hey you! It’s so good to see you!’’ he exclaimed, trying not to show his concern in front of the doctor. ‘’She’s all good and ready to go home, take good care of her.’’ Dr. Phillips patted her back, but she flinched.
The second they were inside the Jeep, Harry drove far away from this place, he was going fast. ‘’Are you okay? What did they do to you?’’ he asked, concerned. Y/n turned to look at her friend. ‘’They cured me’’ she simply said. He sputtered. ‘’Do you still love him?’’ he asked, scared of her answer. ‘’I think so’’ her gaze was empty, it wasn’t normal, something was off.
Gale Cleven escaped, he managed to escape and now he was back on the base. He looked for Y/n, Bucky asked him to go check on her. He knew she had been in a mental institute, but when he saw her, getting out of Crosby’s Jeep, he felt sick. It wasn’t the Y/n he knew, who was this woman. She was walking towards him, smiling, but her eyes were numb. ‘’Gale! How are you?’’ she asked him, smiling. ‘’I’m good, Y/n, how are you, you look hungry’’ he stated, seeing how thin she was. ‘’I’m well, but I am hungry, can we go eat?’’ her tone was monotone, like a robot. It was like her brain was fried. ‘’I gotta go, please can you try to get information on what happened there’’ Harry whispered in Buck’s ear, he nodded as they both walked towards the cafeteria. Since it wasn’t the rush, the cafeteria wasn’t crowded.
She took a bite of the food and smiled. ‘’It’s good?’’ Buck asked. She nodded. ‘’Very, I only ate porridge and bread’’ she admitted, unknowingly. ‘’You look better, Y/n, what did they give you?’’ he asked, hiding his concerns. ‘’Stuff’’ she took another bite of her food. ‘’What kind of stuff?’’ he asked. She zoned out, she thought about the shocks and the freezing water on her skin, her eyes filled with tears. ‘’Baths and a painful treatment’’ she mumbled, but Gale understood every word.
When Bucky came back on the base, he couldn’t wait to see his girlfriend, but Harry Crosby stopped him. ‘’Bucky, wait, we have to tell you something’’ he grabbed his arm. ‘’What Cros?’’ he asked, annoyed that he couldn’t see his girl. He tilts his head to tell him to go into another room. The Colonel was leaning against the table, Gale was seated on a chair, Harry closed the door and offered Bucky a chair. ‘’Major, I would sit down if I were you’’ Colonel Harding ordered. Bucky was confused, what the hell was going on, where was his girlfriend. ‘’Where’s Y/n?’’ he asked. ‘’She’s in her room, but she’s different, Bucky. That place changed her’’ Buck started. ‘’How could they change her?’’ he chuckled nervously. ‘’I didn’t know what kind of treatment they were administering her, but she told Buck everything’’ Crosby started. Bucky looked at his friend, he had his head down. ‘’Electrical shock, ice baths, steam baths, they gave her shock, they almost fried her brain. They fed her porridge and bread; they wouldn’t let her sleep’’ he explained. John Egan couldn’t believe what he was hearing. ‘’H-how’s that legal?’’ he exclaimed, nervously. ‘’But the problem is, the treatments worked, but we don’t know how she’ll react to you being there, Major’’ Harding explained.
Y/n was sitting on her bed, reading the letters she missed when she was away. She heard a knock, and she turned around. There he was Bucky was in front of her. She got up from the bed and smiled. ‘’You’re alive?’’ she choked up on emotions. ‘’I am, darling’’ he said, cautiously, not wanting to trigger anything. ‘’You’re real?’’ she asked. He nodded, she carefully walked up to him, she took his hand, she was making sure he was real. His hand was warm, and his skin was soft. Her eyes filled with happy tears as she looked at him. He gently put his hand on her cheek, wiping away the tear with his thumb. ‘’I love you so much’’ she breathed out, before hugging him. In his arms, every shock, every bath and every torture went away. He was back, she was hugging him, he was real. ‘’You came back home’’ she cried out. ‘’Told you I was coming back, darling’’ he softly whispered in her ear. ‘’Never leave me again.’’ She pleaded. ‘’Never, darling. Because I don’t wanna live forever if my life is not with you’’
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atlasscrumpit · 7 months
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Miguel
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♥️ You finally realise why you've been having nightmares about alternate realities of your husband
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(I think there's a scientist Miguel out there somewhere?)
You opened the door to your husbands lab and saw him working away, mumbling to himself like usual.
"Care to take a break? Because I know if it weren't for me you'd starve." You say holding up a bag of take out as your husband chuckles and smiles.
"I'm so glad to see you." He whispered in relief before coming up to you and hugging you tightly.
You chuckled a little and hugged him back.
"I know how hard you work, and now that I work form home I have plenty of time to visit you and make sure you don't accidentally starve yourself again." You say with a small chuckle, placing the food on his desk.
He grabbed a spare chair for you before sitting next to you.
"Sorry I left so early this morning, love. Did you get the coffee I made for you and the note?" He asked as he started unpacking the food.
You chuckled softly at his sweetness.
"Yes, I did it was very sweet." You replied, leaning in to kiss him on the cheek.
"Any nightmares?" He asked, stuffing his face full of fries making you chuckle softly.
"Not really a nightmare, just a weird dream with your doppelganger again. He didn't speak this time he just kind of stood there, breathing heavy and staring at me. He had that weird red and blue suit on again." You muttered as Miguel nodded.
"Maybe I'm a superhero in another reality." He replied making you chuckle again.
"I could definitely see that, you're already a hero. You've cured a lot of diseases." You replied, beginning to eat as well.
"But can I fly?" He asked making you laugh and shake your head.
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You were home at your apartment, Miguel finally home from work as you both laid in bed.
Miguel sat up reading a book as you laid on your back trying to sleep.
Miguel was lost in his book when he looked down to see you twitching and making small sounds.
"You can't be here." You whispered as you whined and shook your head.
"No, please." You whispered as Miguel placed his book down and gently placed his hand on your shoulder.
"Sweetheart, it's okay." He whispered as you gasped sat up straight in bed.
You panted and stared straight at the wall in front of you.
"Baby?" Miguel whispered, placing his hand on your thigh.
You jumped up and backed away.
"No... No, you're not him. You're not him!" You screamed as Miguel stood up and slowly approached you.
"Y/N, love. It was a dream, you were fast asleep." Miguel whispered as he took both of your hands.
"Say it with me, love." He whispered as you looked at him.
"It's just us, and us alone." You said together in unison as you took a deep breath.
After you'd had so many nightmares about alternate reality Miguel's, your Miguel had come up with a saying you could say to make sure you knew it was him.
You sighed and hugged him tightly.
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When you woke up in the morning Miguel was gone again, to be fair you woke up at 10am.
You woke up and saw a coffee left that was cold but you could use a microwave.
You opened the fridge to see a muffin for breakfast with a little post it note with a heart on it.
You chuckled softly and sat down at the table.
You heard the door open and jumped up in shock when you saw Miguel.
"Miguel? What are you doing home?" You muttered, backing away slowly.
He smiled at you.
"There was an issue with gas and we had to evacuate. I've got time to spend with you now." He said as you looked at him and continued to back away.
"What's wrong?" He asked as you looked at him.
"Say it with me..." You whispered as your hands shook.
"What? Are you okay?" He asked, making your eyes widen as you grabbed a knife and pointed it at him.
"I knew you'd come one day! Did you hurt him!" You screamed as he looked at you in shock.
"Darling, what are you talking about? Where's Gabriella?" He asked with a smile.
"You're in the wrong universe! Did you hurt my Miguel?" You asked as his eyes widened.
"Shit..." He cursed as you came closer.
"Answer the goddamn question!" You shouted as he looked at you in shock.
"No... I didn't hurt him. I was trying to get to a universe where he was already dead and we had a daughter... I must've got the wrong one. Why do you know I'm from a different universe?" He asked as you sighed, you lowered the knife but you weren't letting go of it.
"For the past year I've had nightmares about all different kinds of you and me... And in a lot of them you're the villain." You muttered as he looked at you in confusion.
"I'm not the villain." He growled back at you.
"You're trying to take the place of a dead man and not letting a family grieve. A man died and will be buried in an unmarked grave, and you will destroy the universe." You said as he stopped and looked around with confusion.
"No... No it's not like that! I won't destroy it. They need me!" He shouted as you sighed and put the knife down.
"I saw you once... You lost me and your child in your reality. I also saw what happened, what will happen if you go to that universe." You explained, he stood there staring at the ground.
"Miguel... We lose things, we lose people, it's apart of life. You can't destroy someone else's life because yours was destroyed." You whispered as you moved forward and took his hands.
"I know you miss them, Miguel. I'm sorry you lost them." You whispered as he looked into your eyes with tears.
"I think I dreamt about you because I needed to stop what was going to happen. You know the pain of losing your wife and child, if you take over a life of someone else you're going to lose them all over again. Go back to your reality... Grieve them like they deserve and don't just replace them." You whispered as Miguel began to cry.
You hugged him as he cried.
"You're right." He whispered through his tears.
You heard the door open again and looked up to see your husband.
He stopped and looked at you in shock.
"I can promise there's a very simple explanation for this, love."
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sideeve · 9 months
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NO SLEEP | with ETHAN WINTERS
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— after the baker incident , he couldn’t get enough of you.
— resident evil 7 plot , zoe dies (my pookie bear😢) , mia dies (fuck you bitch !!) , since i finally finished the game after years of playing it , rotting daddy needs some luv , possessive!ethan
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you lost track of time. your paranoia grew worse and worse by the day. the once nice family you knew and were fond of are now inhumane and devilish.
you hid in closet, secret tunnels, under beds. anywhere that can keep you alive for a short period of time.
then you were met with an unfamiliar face. “put your gun down, now! or i will shoot.” the nozzle of your pistol pressed against the person’s head. “don’t shoot, i’m not a threat.” his hands for up in the air, slowing turning to meet you. “see? i’m not going to hurt you.”
once he saw you, he took note of them cuts and bruises on your skin, “jesus, are you okay?” “look where we are. do we seem okay?” you seethe.
“sorry. look, my name is ethan. ethan winters. i was trying to find my wife but i just need to get out of here.” he was beginning to get tired of his wife going berserk on him at random times. but thank god he found another face. hopefully a trusting one.
“you have any ideas?” he shakes his head. “but we need to stick together. if we’re gonna make it out alive, we need to have each other’s backs. okay?”
“have you met zoe yet?” he breaks the silence between you two. “yeah, i have. we were friends before this happened.” that gives him some relief. at least you knew about the family. “where they nice before this? the bakers, i mean.” you sigh, “they were a family you wanted. the kindest. especially jack.”
“well, she promised me a cure to get us out of here.” he reassures you. “then i can meet mia.” you return the smile. but his falls.
why did he feel anger when hearing her name?
as the both of you explored the house more, killing mold creatures, he grew protective over you. he knew you could handle your own but if you got hurt, he blamed it on himself.
“ethan…it’s not your fault.” you huff out, sitting on the floor, catching your breath. “i should’ve seen it coming. i-” “enough!” you cut him off. you seethe in pain, “it’s not your fault.” you stand up. “let get out of here.”
his protectiveness turned into possessiveness. when lucas somehow took you, mia, and zoe. he only came for you.
“[name]! are you okay?” he ignores mia’s cries for him. he pulls out his knife, beginning to cut the rope from your wrists but you stop him. “ethan, your wife.” you move your bound wrists, throwing them her way, “help her.”
he shakes his head, continuing to cut you free. “what the fuck, ethan?!” mia cries.
once zoe was able to make a cure as she promised, he had used one on jack.
“i had to use one.” his hands shake. only one serum left. “i’m not even infected so i’m out of the—” you start but a sharp pain in your wrist cuts you off. both zoe and mia gasp. “ethan…what did you do?” you softly cry.
“you could’ve saved either one of them. zoe at least. she my best friend!” you seethe, pushing him backwards. “i did what i had to.” he catches your wrists, pulling you closer to him, “i told you we were going to get out of here together.”
he only wanted you two to survive.
it was too late to realize. he had already used it on you. “let’s go.” he pulls you by the wrist, pulling you to the boat.
you had survived. you were still shaken but you survived.
a light blanket was wrapped around you, giving you comfort. ethan sits next you, legs touching. “we did it.” he smiles. “yeah…we did.” you were distraught that you had left your closest friends to die.
“zoe…”
“survival of the fittest, [ name ]. it was bound to happen.”
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yournecessaryevil · 4 months
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💊 Sick From The Melt 💊
💀CHRIS MOTIONLESS X READER ONESHOT💀
Everyone knows he's got the voice of an absolute angel, some might even say a siren, perhaps. But what happens when Chris suddenly ends up sick and that voice can no longer be heard...?
• fluff; language; mentions of illness
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"I'm telling you, there's something off about him today."
You heaved a sigh, trying hard to ignore the raised eyebrow you were currently receiving from Ricky, as the two of you sat across from each other at one of the tables in Starbucks.
"I mean, he didn't even move when I told him we were stopping here to grab some coffee. He almost never says no to Starbucks," the guitarist continued, throwing a glance over his shoulder towards the front windows, where you both could see the bus parked across the street.
"There's nothing off about him, maybe he just wanted to sleep in today, be lazy?" you argued. But you knew even as you said it that it was a lie. Ricky had made a fair point; in the short time you'd been touring with the band, you'd noticed a few things about each member.
Ricky refused to wait for late people, he couldn't stand them. He was also a bit of a perfectionist, not so unlike the band's lead vocalist, Chris. The two of them put together could be an absolute nightmare, sometimes. Justin had taken on sort of the "dad" role of the group occasionally, many a time without even realizing it.
Both Ryan and Vinny were pretty chill people to work with, and if you had to admit it, you found that Ryan wasn't actually as intimidating as you had first thought. And there had been many a night where Vinny's good sense of humor had helped save what would have otherwise been a very long, stressful road trip.
You had also learned within the first week that Chris did indeed love his coffee as much as the band's guitarist had implied. There were a few mornings where the two of you would be up and about much earlier than any of the other band members, so you and Chris would either stay in and make your own coffee, or go out and get coffee together.
It had become a sort of routine, a daily ritual of sorts, for the two of you.
Which was why you knew, deep down, that Ricky's suspicions might actually be correct.
Maybe there was indeed something off about Chris today.
"You know I'm right, I can see it," the guitarist pointed out, echoing your inner thoughts.
With another sigh, you nodded in agreement, your gaze drifting for a moment to rest behind Ricky's left shoulder, on the tour bus still parked and waiting across the street.
"I mean, you saw how he looked, right? He looks like he hasn't gotten any sleep since two days ago," Ricky continued quietly.
Your eyes shifted to meet his, before you let your gaze drop, staring down at the steaming paper cup of coffee clutched between your hands.
He was right again; the brief glimpse you had gotten of Chris before the two of you had left... there had been something different about him.
He did indeed look like he hadn't gotten a wink of sleep in a while. But you had assumed he'd be fine, nothing a long nap wouldn't cure, really.
"Maybe it's just the stress of touring, I don't know. I don't really want to think of anything worse right now, do you?" you answered softly.
Ricky offered you a rueful smile, nodding in agreement before taking a sip of his coffee and getting up from the table. "Here, come on, let's get back before they get on our asses, yeah? I think we've kept 'em waiting long enough," he spoke up, with another gentle smile.
With a nod, you got up, following him out of the coffee shop and across the street, towards the tour bus. Hopefully things would start looking up, and soon...
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"You sure you're gonna be okay out there? You look like death warmed over," you remarked. Chris waved you off with a rather weak smile, shrugging in response. "I'll be fine," he replied, before closing his eyes and letting you finish with his stage makeup.
When you were done, you stood back, admiring your work before watching Chris as he struggled to get up from the chair. A gentle frown marred your features as you continued to watch him, wincing as Chris suddenly went into a brief coughing fit before he disappeared into the back room to retrieve something.
Ricky's suspicions had definitely proven correct; there was something wrong with Chris.
The vocalist seemed weaker than usual the past few days, and you might be mistaken, but you could swear that his voice was fading, too. He also didn't seem to have as much energy or enthusiasm for things as he usually did.
It was a drastic change from the Chris you'd grown to know and love over the past couple of months you'd spent touring with the band.
Something was definitely wrong.
His words almost an exact mirroring of your inner thoughts, you suddenly heard Vinny speak up.
"Dude, he's been in there for a while, it's too quiet, something's up."
"Like what was up with the laundry?" someone asked, earning a round of laughter from the group. Vinny waved them all off with a scoff, although even from here, you could see the poorly concealed grin on his face.
Still, maybe he was right, maybe someone should go check on the lead vocalist...
"Guys, I'll be right back, hold on," you spoke up, heading towards the back room. The trace of a smile you still wore from moments earlier now vanished the instant you stepped foot into the room.
Your eyes widened as you took in the unmoving figure lying prone on the floor, an unopened bottle of water resting a few feet away from his hand. Your heart thundering in your chest, you threw a panicked glance over your shoulder, locking eyes with Ricky, who frowned.
"Call the paramedics! Now!" you told him, your voice trembling. You didn't even wait to hear his response; turning back around, you dropped to your knees beside Chris, grabbing ahold of his wrist and checking for a pulse.
It was still there, sure, but it seemed weaker than normal, or perhaps that was just your imagination...?
"Chris?? Can you hear me??"
Your desperate cries went unanswered, the vocalist's eyes remaining closed and his breathing shallow. Growing more anxious with every second that ticked by, you reached out with both hands, grabbing ahold of one of Chris's shoulders and trying to shake him awake.
"Chris! Please! You can't-"
"Hey, stop, shh," Ricky's gentle voice suddenly interrupted from your left. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw him kneel down next to you, taking one of Chris's wrists and checking for a pulse, much as you had done earlier.
A frown crossed his features, and he sat there, studying Chris for a moment, before releasing his friend's wrist and turning his attention towards you.
"Did he collapse when you walked in here, or was he already like this?" the guitarist asked softly. You felt hot tears forming at the corners of your eyes, making no effort to wipe them away as they slipped down your cheeks.
"He... he was like this when I came in here, I f-found him, he- he-" you couldn't even string a full sentence together anymore, your breath was coming out in quick, trembling gasps.
"Okay, hey, shh. Listen to me, Y/N. I want you to do me a favor. I want you to go and wait out there with the guys, yeah? Can you do that for me?" Ricky asked. You locked eyes with him then, giving him a minute shake of your head.
"No, what about Chris-" you began, but the guitarist shook his head at you, cutting you off with a gentle smile. "Don't worry about Chris. I want you to go wait for us, I'll take care of everything," he reassured you.
Taking your hand in his, he helped you up off the floor, leading you out of the room, but not before you threw one last worried glance over your shoulder at Chris.
"Paramedics are on their way, about ten minutes out," someone informed Ricky quietly. He nodded, leading you over to one of the couches in the room, giving you a gentle push on the shoulders to sit down.
"Here, just... stay here for me, okay? I'm gonna go check on Chris," he said softly, offering you a rueful smile, before turning around and heading towards the back room again.
The next few minutes seemed to drag on, each second slowly blurring into the next, the guys' voices becoming muffled and unintelligible as exhaustion eventually settled in.
Before you knew it, you were lying down on your side, letting your eyes fall closed, worried thoughts of Chris and what would happen to him drifting through your mind before darkness finally closed in...
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Death.
Dying, death, dead...
Wait, he wasn't dead, was he??
It certainly felt as though he had.
Every part of him ached, his throat felt like shit, and what the ever loving fuck was that annoying sound he kept hearing?
Trying to open his eyes was an entirely different struggle in itself, and the minute he'd accomplished this, he instantly wished he hadn't.
Everything was... too bright, too clean and white and... wrong, somehow.
A low groan tore itself free from his raw, aching throat, followed by the softest of gasps from somewhere on his right.
"Chris?"
Wait a minute. He knew that voice.
He'd recognize it anywhere, she'd only been touring with them for a few months now, but he'd know the sound of her voice anywhere.
Y/N...
It seemed to take every ounce of energy he had left in him for Chris to turn his head to the right, just enough to see the figure sitting beside him.
"Y/N-" he began, struggling to get the words out. But he stopped short upon hearing the sound of his own voice. Or rather, the lack, thereof.
It was no more than a whisper, worse than he'd ever heard it.
Something was wrong.
Something was very wrong.
"Don't... don't talk. They said you need to be put on vocal rest..." Y/N told him quietly.
He could hear the worry in her voice, see it on her face.
"How long?" he breathed, unsure if she'd be able to hear him.
"The doctors said it could be days, maybe weeks, given the amount of shit your throat's been put through," came Ricky's voice, from somewhere near the foot of the bed.
Only then did it fully register with Chris just where exactly he was.
He'd been admitted to a hospital-?
What the fuck even happened??
"What hap-" he started, but he couldn't even get the rest of the words out, his throat was fucking killing him.
"Ricky, what was it they said he had?" Y/N asked, looking towards the foot of the bed.
His bandmate slowly came into view then, taking a seat beside Y/N and tiredly running a hand through his hair.
"You have what they called a bronchial infection. So... as far as any future shows go, we're gonna have to cancel," Ricky answered.
Almost immediately, Chris shook his head in protest, a frown marring his features.
"We can't-" he started, but his bandmate held up a finger to silence him.
"Chris, man. You can't sing. You can barely talk, what do you think's gonna happen if we put you out there on that stage? You're only gonna cause further damage to your throat. No, you need to rest, we'll figure something out," he said, exchanging a glance with Y/N.
She reached out then, taking one of his hands in hers.
"Chris, you... you collapsed in the back room of the venue. I thought- I thought maybe that was it," she whispered.
"Anyway, Ricky's right," she continued, her gaze dropping to stare down at their entwined hands, "you need some rest. The fans will understand, you know they will. Your health is more important right now."
"Look, Ryan and Justin have already reached out to the venue's manager and kinda told them what happened. We'll issue a refund for this part of the tour, and for the next few dates too. Right now, you just need to give your voice a break, man," Ricky added.
"We could always get Ashes to cover your guys' portion of the show, or the guys from Omens. You know they always draw a big crowd," Y/N quietly interjected. In his periphery, Chris saw his bandmate nod in agreement.
"Exactly, they'll cover us for the time being, I'm sure Noah's got no issues with it," he agreed.
So that was it, then?
They would just, what, decide all of this without hearing his input on things??
Ever observant, Y/N was quick to notice the expression on Chris's face.
"You know I'm right, please... you can't- I don't- I don't want you causing further damage, I don't want you hurting yourself more-" she said softly.
The pleading look in those eyes of hers, it could have broken him down right then and there.
This was really it, then. They were serious, she was serious about all of this...
A weary, broken sigh managed to slip through the cracks before he could stop it, and Y/N offered him a sympathetic smile in response.
"I know. But... it's only a few weeks, yeah? We can make it that long, right?"
We.
She really cared more than he thought she would, didn't she?
Something about the way she looked at him now, the determination in her eyes, the way her hand remained tightly clasped in his, like she was fighting to keep it together for everybody, for him-
It was something to be admired, really.
Another sigh, this time in weary resignation, as Chris finally nodded.
"Alright. Then it's done. You're on mandatory vacation for the next few weeks, along with the rest of us," Ricky spoke up, trying to lighten the mood a little.
By some miracle, it seemed to work, a faint smile flickering across Chris's face before it was gone.
"Do you want anything? Tea? Water?" Y/N asked softly, her brows furrowing in concern.
He answered her with a weak shake of his head, instead giving her hand the tightest squeeze he could manage at the moment.
"Stay."
That one word took every bit of effort he had, clawing its way out of his throat in a strangled half-whisper.
And yet, she still heard it, answering him with a silent nod and a reassuring (albeit faltering) smile.
Y/N did indeed stay, up until Chris found his eyes falling closed again, the physical and mental exhaustion becoming too much for him.
But before the welcoming waves of unconsciousness set in, he could have sworn he heard Y/N whisper something to him, something that sounded a lot like "I'll stay as long as you need me..."
Oh, if only she knew...
If only she knew just how much he needed her...
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"Chris, I made you some- oh."
Startled, the lead vocalist cast a quick look over his shoulder at you, a somewhat guilty expression on his face.
Behind him, displayed on the still open screen of Ricky's laptop, was a video taken from a show Omens had put on two nights ago.
A show that Motionless was supposed to have played.
"It's only been a week, Chris. You... you can't keep doing this to yourself," you gently admonished him, crossing the room to bring him his cup of tea.
A rueful sort of smile etched itself onto his face, his eyes darting back to the screen for a minute before settling on yours again.
"I miss it," the words came out in a mumbled whisper.
You returned his rueful smile with one of your own, as you settled down on the seat beside him, resting your head on his shoulder.
"I know... I miss it too. I miss seeing you guys perform, I miss seeing the look in your eyes every time you take that stage," you murmured.
You knew he missed it, it was what he'd devoted most of his entire life to, it was one of the things he was most passionate about.
His music was a part of himself, and now that he didn't have it, Chris just seemed... at a complete loss.
It'd only been a week since he'd been released from the hospital, on the condition that he would take better care of himself and continue to be put on vocal rest until things were looking up again.
An entire week of staying in at an AirBnB you and the guys had taken the liberty of renting, an entire week of nothing but warm soup, hot tea, and lots of ice cold water.
It'd also been an entire week of Chris sneaking away with Ricky's laptop any chance he could get, practicing a sort of devotional commitment to watching any bit of media he could feed on, so long as it pertained to that week's tour.
A tour he should have been a part of...
On more than one occasion, you'd had to enlist Ricky's help with keeping Chris distracted, trying to keep his attention away from the source of both his joy and (unfortunately) current disappointment.
Today hadn't been one of those days; Ricky happened to be out when you needed him most.
But that was alright; maybe if this is what would help Chris feel like he was still a part of things, then... maybe it was for the best?
"Only a few more weeks, and then you'll be back up there, causing the crowd to go absolutely feral," you teased him, lightly nudging him with your elbow.
He gave you a look then, one perfect eyebrow raising, before he made a face at you.
"Oh, come on, you know I'm right," you grinned, trying not to laugh as you reached out towards Ricky's laptop, closing out the video and queuing up a new one.
This particular video was one that had quickly gone viral the minute it'd been posted, making the rounds on every popular social media site.
The video in question?
It was a video of Chris doing rather... suggestive... things with the microphone stand during a performance of their song "Werewolf".
You couldn't help but giggle as you nodded towards the screen.
"See? Only a few more weeks and then we can all enjoy that again," you teased him.
A quick glance up at him, and you just barely caught him giving you a roll of his eyes, although even he couldn't hide the smirk on his face.
"You people..." he whispered, shaking his head, though the smirk never left. As he took a sip of his tea, he reached forward and closed out the video still playing on the screen, a gentle sigh slipping past his parted lips.
"Only a few more weeks..." he repeated in a whisper. He took another small sip of tea, the silence between you two becoming almost something of a comfort- until he broke it.
"Can I ask you something?" Chris suddenly murmured, his voice still slightly hoarse from disuse.
You nodded, watching as he set his cup of tea down on the table in front of him, though his fingertips remained on its ceramic surface, toying with the rim of the cup as he gathered his thoughts.
"Rick- Rick said something to me the day after we had left the hospital, and it's been on my mind ever since. He told me that when I was admitted that night, when you found me like that- you refused to leave my side..."
He wouldn't look at you, his gaze instead fixed on that cup, his fingertips still lightly tracing the rim.
"He said that you hardly slept for those first few hours. And when we were getting ready to leave, he told me that he thinks you might be falling in love with me..." he continued.
Fuck... you'd had a feeling this moment was coming, and yet here you sat, completely unprepared for it.
You swallowed hard, the silence between you and Chris slowly growing more tense with each second that ticked by.
You could feel him watching you now, but you kept your eyes fixed in front of you, staring at the 'Esc' key on Ricky's laptop keyboard.
Ha... if only you could escape this conversation at the moment, wouldn't that be nice, right?
'Wishful thinking', your subconscious sneered at you.
You sighed, your eyes falling closed for a moment as you tried to gather your wits about you, until you felt Chris take one of your hands in his.
Your eyes flew open, meeting his, the solemn look on his face only making you more nervous.
"Tell me he's wrong...?" Chris prompted you in a whisper.
You took a deep breath in, letting it out in a sharp exhale, before answering him.
"Do you want him to be wrong?"
You could manage no more than a quiet murmur, your heart racing as you waited to hear his response.
There was a long beat of silence before Chris finally answered you, his gaze softening.
"No. I don't think I do."
Slowly, you nodded, your gaze dropping to land momentarily on your hand, still clasped within Chris's.
"He's right. I... I never meant for it to happen, I just- things became so easy, too easy. And these past few months, it just feels like it's been so much longer, but in a good way...? A very good way? And then you've been so nice to me, and I told myself I wouldn't fall for you, I can't, it's not right, I wouldn't do it..." you began to ramble.
"And then you did," Chris cut in softly.
"And then I did," you repeated, heaving a sigh.
"And now?" he breathed.
"And now I don't have a single fucking clue where it puts us," you answered.
"Chris, I'm scared. I- I don't know what comes next," you added in a solemn, trembling whisper, turning to stare up at him with wide eyes.
He gave your hand a gentle squeeze, before reaching out with his other hand to lightly brush his fingertips along your cheek.
"That's okay. Because I do," he spoke softly, one corner of his mouth lifting in a half-smile.
You waited anxiously, your heart thumping a steady, nervous staccato within the confines of your ribcage.
"You stayed. In the hospital, you stayed. These past few months, you never left, you stayed with me. Why?" he asked.
You kept your gaze steady on his, determined not to let him see just how badly he affected you, how nervous you were.
"You know why," you answered, your throat suddenly feeling dry.
He nodded, giving your hand another squeeze, his other hand now resting against the side of your face, keeping your attention on him.
"I do know. But I need to hear you say it."
Your heart thundered once, twice, in your chest, before you finally gathered up the courage to answer him.
"Why?" he repeated.
"Because I love you," you whispered.
And there it was.
The truth, the entirety of it, all encompassed within those four little words.
Because you loved him.
And you did... truly, madly, deeply.
You loved him more than you felt you ought to, more than you were probably supposed to.
Nothing would ever change that; nothing would change how close you and Chris had become the past few months, nothing would change the time you had spent by his side in that hospital room, waiting for him to recover.
"How long?" Chris suddenly spoke up.
You sighed in resignation, your brows furrowing as you offered him a rather rueful smile.
"A while. Since that first morning when you snuck me out of the bus with you to go and get coffee..." you admitted.
You took notice of the way one corner of Chris's mouth lifted in a smirk, his gaze growing soft.
"That long?" he teased.
You nodded, trying (and failing) to hide a faint grin.
"Always," you answered.
A moment of silence passed, before Chris suddenly pulled you into his warm embrace, circling his arms around you and holding you close to him.
You felt him rest his cheek against the top of your head, heard him loose a barely audible sigh of content.
"You could've told me sooner, you know. I think I sort of knew from the beginning," he murmured.
There was a brief pause before he continued.
"You were this little 5'-something with raw energy, no filter whatsoever, and you just... immediately fit right in. Everyone fucking loved you."
"Did you?" you couldn't stop yourself before it slipped out.
You could feel him smile against the top of your head, could hear it in his voice when he answered you.
"I did, yeah. Even tried to lie to myself and say that I wouldn't. But I did. It was just like you said, so easy. Weeks and months flew by, and then we had one of our first big headlining shows, and I think at that point... I knew.
"The way you fucking smiled at me before we went on, and then we came back after the show, and you were already standing there waiting for us, for me... I don't think I'll ever forget the way you looked at me that night."
"Looked at you... how?" you asked on a whisper.
"Like I was the only one in that break room. I've never seen you look at my bandmates the way you look at me. It's different, somehow. More... intimate, I guess?" Chris answered softly.
"Anyway, I think the guys noticed pretty quickly how much of my time I started spending with you. At least I think they noticed; they always seemed to come up with excuses and reasons for you and I to have time alone together," he continued.
Fuck. It all made sense now.
Why Ricky had been so calm that night, when you'd found Chris passed out on the floor.
Why anytime you and the guys were loading up or unpacking for a show, they'd ask you to see if Chris needed anything, to "go tell Chris everything's ready", "go find Chris".
They knew? All of them?
They knew, of course they did...
He knew.
Hell, he'd said it himself, he'd known from the beginning, he'd always known, that you loved him.
You shifted in Chris's embrace, and he lifted his head to meet your questioning gaze.
"If you knew from the beginning, then why...?" you trailed off in a confused murmur.
His answering smile made your insides flutter, made your heart stutter, the singular beats tripping over one another before they corrected themselves.
"Why'd I wait so long to tell you? I was hoping you'd pick up on it and say something before I did. But then months went by without you saying anything, and I guess I thought I'd been fucking hallucinating the entire thing all this time.
"And then that night in the hospital when Rick told me everything, I just... I knew I had to tell you, before someone better would come along and steal your heart like I wanted to, like I still want to..." Chris said softly.
You could feel the tears pricking behind your eyes, and you swallowed hard, fighting to keep them at bay, to hold yourself together in front of him.
It seemed a rather monumental task, one you failed miserably.
Chris reached out, gently brushing away the stray tear that had slipped free and spilled down your cheek.
"Y/N. I love you too," he whispered.
This was all suddenly too much, too fast- what were you supposed to do now, what-
"What do I-?" you started in a trembling gasp, Chris silencing you with a shake of the head and a gentle smile.
"All you have to do is say yes," he breathed.
It couldn't really be that easy...
Could it?
One little word is all it would take, and just like that, you'd be his, and-??
"Yes."
That one word, that singular syllable, came delivered on a trembling breath, your heart pounding furiously against your ribcage, as if fighting to work itself free.
The answering smile that lit up Chris's face, those warm brown eyes and the way they seemed to brighten a shade or two, it told you all you needed to know.
You'd made the right decision, an easy one.
Only... it had always been this easy, hadn't it?
All you or Chris would have needed was for one or the other to just... speak up.
Say something.
Say everything.
Whatever happened next would depend once again on you and Chris, but this time, it would be ever so simple.
Because he loved you as much as you loved him.
He always had....
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"I'm telling you, we only have five minutes left before we go out there, are you sure you're ready for this?"
It was only the third time his bandmate and closest friend had asked him this, and as much as he wanted to be annoyed, Chris couldn't bring himself to feel anything beyond... thrilled.
This was it, what he'd wanted.
Things were finally back on track, those last remaining weeks had seemed to fly by, almost too fast.
Weeks he'd spent curled up by Y/N's side, refusing to leave her just as much as she'd refused to leave him that night.
Which meant, of course, that within the span of only one day, his bandmates and the rest of their crew had figured out he and Y/N were together.
'Fucking finally!' his subconscious shouted at him, rather smug.
Chris couldn't help the grin that found its way onto his face now, as he stood there with his bandmates, ready and waiting to go out and do what he loved, what he'd been born to do.
He cast one final look over his shoulder at Y/N, her eyes meeting his as she gave him that look, the one she reserved for him and only him.
As the seconds ticked by, the crowd waiting outside only grew louder, and he wasn't quite sure if she'd be able to hear his shout of "I love you!", but fuck, she had heard it-!
And when she mouthed the words back at him and waved him off to go up on stage-
He'd remember this night for a long fucking time, he knew it as much as she did.
That night, as he took the stage with a proud grin on his face, he cast another final look over his shoulder, at the girl waiting for him in the wings, his girl...
And he turned back to face the roar of the crowd, Y/N's earlier suggestion leaping to the forefront of his mind-
"How the fuck are we doing tonight, LA? Feels so fucking good to be back here! We have a great show for you guys tonight, and I wanna start it off with one that's been kind of close to me these past few weeks. This one's called... 'Sick From The Melt'"...
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sunnycanvas · 9 months
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Baldwin iv x female reader smut
Period sex
Baldwin iv watched you with hooded gaze eyes filled with lust. You were going through period and had to wear cloth for that, you feel asleep this afternoon wearing wash cloth. Since you forgot to change it. The bed and your dress was stained in blood. At first Baldwin iv decided to check on you since you he hadn't seen you all morning when he came to your room seeing you your gown stained in blood he got scared until he remembered that you were in monthly.
Just in case he decided to check. As he approached your sleeping form. He lifted up your skirt and gazed at your blood soaked cloth. Seeing you sleeping in blood soaked cloth he was suddenly filled in desire to ravage you. Poor you sleeping in bed defenceless unaware that your lover was lusting after you. At first Baldwin iv wanted to help you change but his lust for you was stronger. He removed your cloth rag and watched your pussy filled in period blood. He remembered you explaining menstruation to him and how if there is no seed then periods occur. Periods happen to cleanse body of unwanted blood and stops if the person is pregnant. That's it your body is begging for his seeds. He needs to get you impregnated then. What kind of lover would he be if he couldn't satisfy your needs. Thinking that, he leaned to your pussy and started sucking your pussy. He cleansed and drank your pussy.
You were in deep sleep not realising that your lover was cleaning your pussy. He happily licked your pussy.
You woke up to warm feeling down there. When you woke up you saw that Baldwin iv was licking your pussy. Your wailed and said "what are you doing, that's disgusting"
"why would you suck me down there during my period"
Baldwin iv stopped for a moment smiled and said
"but love you are my salvation"
"you were the one who cured me from my diesease,
"how could your blood possibly be disgusting"
"you were sent to me by God to cure".
Hearing this you replied "my love I am from future"
"Hush, now I know you are angel without wings sent to me from gods. A place where you could fly and has tall building must be heaven"
After he said this he began sucking you again. He lightly nibbled the nub in your pussy and then licking it and later sucking it. Fully focusing on it. He spread your leg widder and admired your pussy. More blood was coming out of your pussy whole due to stimulation. Baldwin iv ran his finger from your hole to nub and kissed your nub. You grew embarassed. Not to mention your cramps seems to die down due to stimulation. Once you he was done he said
"Come my love we will continue this in tub filled with warm water"
"Once in bath I will ensure that you sit on my cock with my seeds filling your deepest of inside of your fertile womb so that you will get properly impregnated by me and then your monthly will stop"
Perhaps it wasn't as bad as you thought. You could get used to this
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raesoreos · 11 months
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Promise | itoshi sae
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sae itoshi x f! reader
warning: angst with no happy ending, ooc! Sae, sick! reader, reader has a fatal disease, angst no comfort ( a bit?)
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“I’m sorry but Ms. y/n Itoshi is diagnosed with Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease”
Sae’s eyes widen at the doctor’s statement. It is a rare disease. No wonder why you keep forgetting almost everything, your personality keep changing and have abnormal changes in you.
“so how can we treat her disease doctor?” Sae asked the doctor in front of him and glanced at your figure on the bed
“We currently have no cure for the disease but the least we can do is treat her with antidepressants to help with her anxiety and painkillers to relieve her pain” the doctor explained
“-but i hope you can stay with her till the end of her life because people who got infected died within a year” the doctor added
Sae was shocked. He doesn’t want to lose anyone he loves. Not you. He didn’t want to cry in front of the doctor. He was holding back his tears.
He wanted to cherish this time with you, taking a break from his job being a professional soccer player.
All this for your sake.
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“ I don’t remember who i am, Sae. Do you even know me?”
You sat on the hospital bed. You got warded. You can’t understand what the doctor’s saying. But he clearly said that you had to stay in this hospital for a year and after that you can freely go anywhere that you like
“Yes, in fact , i knew you very well. You’re the loveliest person i’ve ever knew in my life. You’re also my responsibility “ Sae replied and he fed you some pancakes with maple syrup with a plastic fork
“Say aah”
Sae’s lips formed an O and you mimicked his gesture, he then brought the pancakes to your mouth and Sae’s expression softened when he saw your expression after he fed you with pancakes.
“ IT WASH DELISHUS FEED ME MORE”
Your eyes shine and Sae giggled at your demeanor. He thought that you look so cute when you eat your favourite food.
Although he was kinda sad because for you, it will always be the first time you taste pancakes
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“ Sae why are you here all the time? Aren’t you tired of me?”
He knew this side of you very well. The personality where you always feel down and unappreciated. You’re feeling like everyone’s hating on you, including Sae.
“ You’re my priority y/n. I will always be here for you. I will do anything for you. Without you, this world is nothing to me”
Sae gets close to you and hugged you, managed to calm your feelings down
You never knew why everytime Sae was here, you always feel safe. You always feel appreciated. You always feel like he is your savior. But you still have a question.
“Who is y/n?” you asked
Sae widen his eyes, breaking away from the hug slowly, caress your soft cheeks gently
“You, or should I say the love of my life ?”
You smiled at his statement. Why do you keep forgetting almost everything these daysbit never forget about him.
“I hope that we can fight my disease together. So we can be free from this place and travel anywhere together” you said while smiling at him
He wished for that. He wanted that so bad. But he couldn’t make it happen. You almost broke him down to tears.
“I really wanted to do that. I hope we can still be together till the very end” He said
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Sae looked outside the hospital window, seeing the moon
“The moon looks beautiful today. Don’t you think so too y/n ?” Sae glanced at your sleeping figure
You’re still pretty just like the first time he met you
He went to your bed and admiring your flawless features while you’re sleeping
He smiled.
“But you’re more beautiful than the moon and I am glad to meet you” He said and after that, he went asleep beside you while holding your hand.
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You saw Sae arrived at your ward with a big bouquet of flowers.
“Ta- da ! Look what i have for you “
He brought you your favourite flowers, red roses
“WAAA IT LOOKS SO LOVELY SAE !“ you said happily. He managed to capture some photos of you with the bouquet and even a selfie with you.
He looked at the picture. He was so happy and thought he was lucky to have you as his significant other
He put the flowers in a vase, grabs a rose and gave it to you
You inhaled the scent. It smelled lovely. He thinks so too. He glad that he bought these for you
It was your favoirite after all
Not to mention that the roses reminds him of you.
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“Don’t go please”
“HANG ON ME Y/N”
“NO DONT LEAVE ME”
He shook your body numerous times but you didn’t even flinch from his actions. Your heartbeat and your pulse stopped. He broke down and crying. He tried to wake you up.
“PLEASE WAKE UP Y/N PLEASE”
but still, you didn’t respond
His body started to shake. He wished it was a dream
But what if it wasn’t ?
Sae woke up from the nightmare.
“Hey u-uh Sai?”
Sae was shocked. He glanced the figure in front of him. Did you leave him?
“Hey y/n. It’s Sae by the way. Is there anything you need” Sae asked. Did you forget about him? But thank god, he was relieved that it was only a dream. A bad dream.
“You look like you had a bad dream. Do you need a hug?”
Sae’s eyes watered. He hugged your figure and
his tears stained your hospital gown
“It’s fine. I’m here” you whispered
He hugged you tightly and carefully. As if you’re fragile person
“ I dreamt that you leave me alone in this world. I don’t want that to happen”
He cried. You rubbed his back and your gestures managed to soothen him a bit. Only for him to fall asleep in your arms
“You’re such a kid Sae. I would never leave you”
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You find yourself becoming weak, you can’t see anything.
Your vision darkened. You can’t see anything. Not even Sae
“SAE PLEASE HELP ME I CANT SEE ANYTHING OH MY GOD!” you screamed for his help and you touched your eyes. You can feel the salty water came out from your eyes.
The nurse barged in to your room, called the doctor and examined your current state
Sae went to your ward after he finished making your favourite dessert, green tea mochis.
Only to discover that the doctor was examined your health. And he saw you in a depressed state. His happy expression turned into a worried one
Sae fastened his pace to your bed, asked the doctor a quick question
“Is there anything happened to her doctor?”
“Unfortunately yes. She lost her sight. At this point, we can’t do anything. I’m sorry Mr. Itoshi”
He was standing there horrified, he quickly went to your figure on the bed.
“ Y/n ?”
“Sae?”
He quickly hugged you. He doesn’t want you to forget his face. It was selfish but he doesn’t want the love of his life forgetting him.
“You’re safe with me now” Sae comforted y/n by rubbing her back
You broke the hug.
“i smelled something good” you said
“i brought some mochis” you smiled. You still look angelic. He thought. He doesn’t want this to end. Although it costs him his job, he would do anything for you
His thought quickly got brushed off when you caressed his face
“I don’t want to forget your face Sae. Your features are perfect. Although I can’t see but I always believe that you are a beautiful guy inside out” You beat him to it.
He was so happy as he hugged you back
“I promise that we will get out from this place as soon as possible” You said
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The promise turned into a lie.
He went to your ward, only to discover a broken vase on the floor with wilted roses.
And an empty bed.
He stood there. He was devastated. It was devastating.
Where are you?
This should be a joke right?
He heard footsteps from behind
“Mr. Itoshi”
Sae’s eyes widen and looked at the doctor who was in charge of you. He knew he’s gonna tell him bad news.
“Ms. Itoshi (y/n) passed away just now”
His world fell apart. It feels like he lost a part of him. As if he was being cut into two. It was hurt
It was painful
Sae didn’t manage to do anything
He only could feel the bereavement took over his body. No words can describe his current feelings.
He went home. To his shared apartment with you while having a breakdown for the whole week.
He can’t believe he lost you
His love
His world
He wasn’t the same anymore.
He realized how he truly had loved you
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Sae heard a knock on his apartment’s door
“Sae I know you’re in there OPEN THE DOOR FOR FUCK’S SAKE” he heard a yelling alongside some loud knocks on his door
he knew that voice
It was Rin
Sae opened the door. Rin entered his apartment. He was shocked seeing Sae’s state. He looks like he didn’t manage himself. He fell into a state of melancholy after your death
Rin opened his mouth
“You didn’t answer my calls. “ Sae glanced at his phone that has ran out of battery.
Rin sighed
“ Why didn’t you go to y/n’s funeral?“
“ I don’t want to.”
Rin was mad. He grabbed Sae by the collar.
“ SHE IS YOUR WIFE SAE. SHE IS YOUR WIFE. IT WAS HER FUNERAL. WHAT WOULD PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU SAE?” Rin shouted at him
“shut up rin”
“what the fuck-“
“SHUT UP YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL”
Rin saw the droplets fall to the marble tile. He glanced at Sae’s expression
He was crying.
“it was her funeral nii-chan. why won’t you-“
“ y/n wouldn’t want to see you like this”
“i dont want-“ Sae stuttered
“ I iust don’t want my last memory of mine about her is me seeing her lifeless body being buried to the ground. I wanted my last memory about her is us being happy in each other’s arms“
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the-fiction-witch · 9 months
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No Girls?
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Media The Maze Runner : Death Cure
Character Newt
Couple Newt X Reader
Rating Smutty / Flirty
Concept A Glade with No Girls
Smut: Sexy Discussions / Sexual Language / Semi Nudity
I sat watching the ocean shift and change with each of its little waves, the ship to the side being worked on relentlessly by anyone with enough skill to do so. I sat repairing various clothes and tent flaps that had been dropped off to me a skill I'd always used and honestly enjoyed something about sitting down with a needle and some thread was so very calming indeed. But I wasn't alone I had newt beside me one of the group A boys who had gotten cosy with Vince I got along with most of them but newt especially we had a comfort with each other I suppose he had a day off from his usual work welding and cutting metal work on the ship a task Vince trained him in as his steady hand was well suited for it. But today he was resting his ankle up sitting with me as I worked. 
"Why didn't you try a big ladder?'
"We did. Couldn't build one big enough."
"What about like scaffolding?'
"Y/n I don't know how else to explain this to you the walls were too big to do that." 
"Did you try a big stick?" I asked and he glared at me "do like a pole vault" 
"Your really just not getting how big these walls are"
"No if it's a wall it can be scaled." 
"Okay so if you could get to the top then what?"
"Walk along the top."
"That doesn't connect. And moves every night"
"Fine. Still sounds dull"
"Says the girl who lived in a shopping centre with a bunch of cranks for two years"
"I wore stylish pre apocalypse fashion, ate so many fancy candies and slept on a whole bed of teddy bears. My life was awesome" 
"Sure sounds like it" he laughed
"So how many girls again?'
"One"
"Ooohh bet you boys fought over her. Or what she just one of those free love types who'd let all of you straight boys at her"
"No, she was only in the glade a week so"
"How long were you in there?'
"Three years"
"And you had one girl for a week?'
"Yeah'
"I'm surprised she got out the box without being drowned"
"...by what?" 
"A river of goo"
He glared at me again "we didn't all immediately jizz ourselves when we saw a girl"
"Really? Cause I think sixty boys in a large maze together for three years would be pretty hyped for a girl. Except the gay guys they probably didn't care all that much. Bisexuals hyped over threewaY possibilities. Asexuals wouldn't really care either" I explained
"I mean Thomas may have jizzed himself but that's because she's his girlfriend"
"Ohh. But you really spent three years with nothing but big smelly boys?"
"Yeah, and it wasn't that bad we had showers"
"Yeah I know what boys are like you showered once in a month if your lucky"
"...true." he sighed 
"Didn't you have buckets too?'
"Yeah for klunk" 
"Did you have laundry?'
'not really. Just brush it off if it gets dirt on it"
"Ugggh I get why the one girl lasted a week she probably couldn't stand the smell, sweaty smell unwashed teenage boys who don't wash their laundry and have shit buckets, all allowed to fester and go all sour"
"Okay now you say it… we probably were disgusting" 
"You shower more now right?"
"Every other day, I would everyday but the showers aren't that private…" 
"Awwww you shy newt?" I giggled
"Shy? Don't want people seeing my dick? Whatever you wanna call it" 
"But really no girls?"
"No girls."
"Awwww poor newtie spent all the formative teen time without anything to imagine" 
"I can imagine. I have an imagination"
"But you spent all that time without comparison. From when you where a tiny baby boy to now big strong boy" I smiled leaning on his shoulder 
"It wasn't that bad"
"What did you use to do? At night?"
"Sleep?"
"Newt, you were trapped in their from what 13 onwards. Your really going to try and tell me you didn't.. you know after lights out" 
"Did you?'
"Constantly I was bored. It helps me sleep"
"Do you… still?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Just… curious" he blushed "no, I uhh never really had time, or the privacy"
"Awwwwww poor newtie." I giggled hugging him tightly and immediately I noticed "hi"
"Hi"
"Be careful with that I only just repaired those pants newt" I warned him going back to my sewing as he turned bright red "newt?'
'yes?" 
"You ever seen boobs?"
"... How much boob?"
"How much have you seen?"
"I saw Teresa's in her shirt… and also a little down her shirt"
"Dirty boy"
"She was laying down it wasn't intentional!"
"That it?"
"That's it" 
"You ever touched a boob?"
"Nope"
"You ever seen ass?"
"I mean I've seen Minho. And fry. Infact most boys"
"I meant girls"
"No."
"Ever seen a? Lady area?"
"No,"
"... would you want to?" I asked 
He went bright red stuttering a lot barely able to make eye contact with me "I mean uhhh well I uhh I guess I uhh what I mean is uhh kinda"
I chuckled and finished my last few stitches throwing my finished work in the basket "you're sweet newt" I smiled moving to stand In Front of him and I lifted my shirt long enough for him to look before dropping it back down and giving his cheek a kiss even if he was basically frozen with his eyes wide in place "see you later" I laughed taking my basket and headed back to camp 
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The Lovely Hallows (III.I)
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III. Teacher's pet
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Summary: getting to know your professors is tricky, specially when someone else is better at it than you 
Pairings: Draco Malfoy x Fem!Reader (platonic), Aemond Targaryen x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Cursing, magical objects, Mugglephobia, magic! might miss some warnings 
Wordcount: 1,5 k
Notes: I’m very slow with this fic, but I really enjoy writing it. I have big plans for it, but for waaay into the future… when the kids are older, but I don’t want to back down now, so… I decided to write small chapters for the first years, a 1.000 words or so, of little snippets of the times reader and Aemond had crossed paths, until we can get to the really fun stuff… anyways, it’s me rambling, I always try to write 2.500 to 3.000 words for each chapters, so I don’t want you to worry when you see they are short… the longer chapters are coming later… ANYWAYS… ONE LAST THING! Reader has a secret father that we will discover later in the story, you might love it or hate it
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You looked like… well… a child
You looked at every place, every detail of the castle with wonder, as your prefect led you to your first class… potions
“They say professor Snape is the meanest of all teachers”, you heard someone whisper, and you believed it to be true, even when you met him in the Malfoy Manor, he looked severe and mean
You took seat between Draco and Goyle, and soon, Snape burst into the room walking rapidly, using his wand to close all windows and the door behind him, his eyes found you in a second 
“There will be no foolish wand waving or silly incantations in this class. As such, I don't expect many of you to enjoy the subtle science and exact art that is potion making. However, for those select few…”, he looked at both of you, with a less severe look, “who possess the predisposition, I can teach you how to bewitch the mind and ensnare the senses. I can tell you how to bottle fame, brew glory and even put a stopper in death…”, he kept looking on to find Potter writing without paying attention to him, “then again, maybe some of you have come to Hogwarts in possession of abilities so formidable that you feel confident enough to not...pay...attention”, he stopped in front of him, only after his friend nudge him is that he looked up
“Mr. Potter. Our...new...celebrity. Tell me, what would I get if I added powdered root of asphodel to an infusion of wormwood?”, he mumbled, but didn’t answer, “You don't know? Well, let's try again. Where, Mr. Potter, would you look if I asked you to find me a bezoar?”
“I don't know, Sir”, he answered shyly, and you were thankful that you weren't him because you couldn’t have answered either
“And what is the difference between Monkshood and Wolfbane?”
“I don't know, Sir”, Draco looked at you smugly, you smiled back
“Pity. Clearly, fame isn't everything, is it, Mr. Potter?”, he then turned to the other Slytherin in the classroom, “mayhaps you, Targaryen, could answer?”, your eyes found the white haired boy, just like Draco’s, and he smiled softly
“With powdered root of asphodel to an infusion of wormwood you get a very powerful sleeping potion, you can find a bezoar in a goat’s belly, you should know that, because it will cure you for almost all poisons, and also… those are the same plant, also known as aconite”, You almost saw Snape smile
“Why are you not copying this?”, he asked everyone, you shared concerned looks with Draco and then started writing frantically in your  parchment
“5 points for Slytherin!”, Snape said, and even though Draco frowned, angry for he didn’t know the answers either, you smiled, relieved that he got it right instead of a Gryffindor
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“And did you see him answering everything Snape asked? he had the professor practically drooling by the end”, apparently, Draco didn’t find it as endearing, now he was mocking your house mate, “anyone could have answered that, did you see that girl Granger raising her hand desperately?”, he continued his rambles as you walked to your next class, “pathetic really”
Then you went to McGonagall's class, Transfiguration, where she was going to teach you how to turn things from one thing to another, very impressive really. You were excited about all classes that require your wand and enchantments 
That Taragryen boy, again, sat in front of you, first line to the class, and was as cooperative as in Potions. You wondered why he didn’t end up in Ravenclaw if he was that smart, but you paid more attention to Gryffindor's head teacher.
But then… came the really exciting class
Flying lessons
With Professor Hooch that had the most extraordinary eyes 
You had this class with the Gryffindors, which you didn’t particularly liked, Harry was standing right in front of you, and even though he had said nothing to you, you were a bit angry for him rejecting Draco’s invitation, as grass as it was.
You looked down at the broom, the training broom that had been provided by the school for the first years, you couldn’t wait to get the nimbus 200 as soon as this school year ended 
“Good afternoon, class”, Professor Hooch greeted
“Good afternoon, Madam Hooch”, you all answered in a chorus
“Welcome to your first flying lesson. Well, what are you waiting for? Everyone step up to the left side of their broomstick. Come on now, hurry up. Stick your right hand over the broom and say, Up!”,s trite to business, you liked that, you raised your hand over the broom and commanded it, and immediately, she flew to your hand, the very first try. You cheered excitedly as the chorus of voices repeated the word 
“Up!”, Draco demanded and his broomstick also obliged, your friend smiled smugly 
“With feeling!”, demand the teacher, as many haven’t been able to succeed on the first lesson, you looked up to the exact moment the broom went up and hit Aemond Targaryen in the face, you hissed, sympathizing with his pain but Draco deadass laughed 
“Now, once you've got hold of your broom, I want you to mount it. And grip it tight, you don't want to be sliding off the end”, you did as she told you to, this was a very exciting moment for you, you had never been able to do this before 
“When I blow my whistle, I want each of you to kick off from the ground, hard. Keep your broom steady, hover for a moment, and then lean forward slightly and touch back down. On my whistle...3...2…”, you shared excited looks with Draco before doing exactly what Professor Hooch instructed, which you did perfectly 
But your classmate, Longbottom took off from the ground
“Mr. Longbottom”, called the teacher, clearly scared
“Neville!, what are you doing?”, called one of his classmates
“Neville...Neville… we're not supposed to take off, yet”, But he was raising to the skies in a incredible speed, he screamed bloody murder, scared for his life
“Mr. Longbottom! Down! Down!”, demanded Hooch
“Ahhhh!”, he only managed to scream. Even Potter screamed for his friend but he couldn’t command his broom, flying randomly over your heads 
“Help!”, he cried and you felt scared for him
“Come back down this instant!”, but to no avail, he soars through the sky and hits a wall, conking along it and then swooping off. All the while, he is screaming
He flied until he crashed into a statue in the top of the building adjacent to the field, luckily his cloak got trapped in the sword, which prevented him from flying, but then he fell to the ground in a grunt of pain
You all ran to him to make sure he was alright, of course the professor got to him first. He was whining and whimpering, that was a tall fall 
“Is he alright?”
“Oh, oh, oh, oh dear. It's a broken wrist! Tch, tch, tch. Good boy, come on now, up you get”, Meanwhile, Draco by your side leaned in and grabbed Neville’s Remembrall front he grass 
“Everyone's to keep their feet firmly on the ground while I take Mr. Longbottom to the hospital wing. Understand? If I see a single broom in the air, the one riding it will find themselves out of Hogwarts before they can say, Quidditch”, demanded Professor Hooch as she lead Neville out of the field
“Did you see his face? Maybe if the fat lump had given this a squeeze, he'd have remembered to fall on his fat ass”, he said loudly for everyone to hear
“Give it here, Malfoy”, demanded Harry when he realized what he was holding 
“No. I think I'll leave it somewhere for Longbottom to find”, he got on his broom, like he had many times before in his house, “How 'bout up on the roof?”, he flied higher with incredible mastery, showing all of you the glass ball on his hand, you felt proud, the first tie you got in his father’s old brooms had been tricky 
“What's the matter, Potter? Bit beyond your reach?”, he mocked. Harry grabs his broom and runs to get on it. But his friend Hermione stops him
“Harry, no! You heard what Madam Hooch said! Besides, you don't even know how to fly”, but he doesn’t hear her, instead he flies as high as Draco
“Give it here, Malfoy, or I'll knock you off your broom!”
“Is that so?”, he teased back, making tricks in the air, “Have it your way, then!”, he throws the ball far, and Harry swoops in quickly to grab it, almost crashing against a building 
Draco comes back to the floor next to you, and you giggled excitedly, the positions in Quidditch were as much as yours for next year 
But Harry’s catch… that was impressive too, all your classmates cheer him on and run to meet him when he comes down from the skies, and you only turn to see Aemond roll his eyes 
Then Professor McGonagall appeared, making all of you takes steps back away from Potter 
“Harry Potter? Follow me”, he was in trouble, Draco, Goyle and Crabbe laughed loudly, he was going to get spelled!
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Again, I repeat, I'll be tapping out of th movie's transcripts for help continuesly on the next few chapters, but on more Slytherin's side of things... and I want to go fast to get to the really good part, and let me just say that I have big plans
I will indulge... reader will be THAT GIRL like that reader that is super cool and is everywhere, this will be one of my guilty fics, she will be so badass, and I know how it will end
like I said, she has a secret father that I wasn't sure to write BUT, now its the heart of the story, you might love it or hate it but... I hope i CAN MAKE IT MAKE SENSE!
MUAHAHA anyways... sorry I got more notes than chapter on this one, but again, they are babies
taglist! @dreamingofyourmoons @aelora-a @fan-goddess @alitaar @winter-soldier-101
took the liberty of adding some who showed interest on this story!
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