#we dont diserve him

[carelessflower]

PART 1.1 OF TAINTED LIES

I wanted to do a scene between Magnus before he goes to college. And part will follow after.

Magnus spread the butter over the toast, and drizzled honey on top, he poured himself a large glass of milk, before taking a seat on the table. He swipped through his phone, as he went through the news tab.

He smiled, clicking the link. The New York Butcher leaves the city in shock, the death total brings the number to 49.

He hated the name New York butcher, what they did was art, and it diserved a better nickname.

He took a bite out of his toast, as his dad came in, and boiled the kettle and getting a coffee mug out the cupboard.

"I think we should lay low, let the copycat strike." His dad said, looking at him.

"For a while. Yeah. Let the cops run around New York trying to figure it out.." Magnus mumbled, he got a text from Ragnor, he gave him a quick text, before finishing his toast.

"Its my time next. I can get a better high score than you." Magnus offed his phone, and put the plate and glass in thr sink.

"Whatever Bane. Just dont scout anyone that people will miss - "

"I know how to scout dad."

He went upstairs to get changed.

The police havent suspected them, they always take it in turn to hunt down people. It was fun when he first started, but now its getting boring, so they turned it into a game, the more messed up and gory. He grabbed his laptop and law book.

He can finally sit in on the third year, class and take notes.

dark magnus rise

#ask #talent anon

[anime75]

avengers and y/n out of context

petter: who and why did you look up to that person when you were a kid?

Y/N:Umm...My parents and it was because they were taller than me

the rest of the team laughing in the background

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tonny laying their and every one thinking he is dead

captein america: tony wake up

hulk: i dont like this tony wake up

Y/N: i know what to do.....tonny petter's gay

tony wake's up

tony: what did my ears just hear?

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Y/N: Ok their are 171,146 words in the inglesh language and not one of them can tell you how bad i want to hit loki in the face with a chair right now!

every one laughing

loki: it's not funny!

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y/n: oh it's the man with the giant metal frisby

steav: i'm capten america

y/n: the man with the giyant metal frisby

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Loki: What was plan a

y/n: don't fuck up

tony: and what was plain b?

y/n: don't fuck up plain a

Loki: what did you do?

y/n: fucked up p-

tony: you fucked up plain a idiot

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sharon: if you don't like me at my worst you don't diserve me at my best

y/n: *inhails* I don't even like you at all

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y/n: some one stol my antideprecence who ever you are i hope your fucking happy

loki and y/n laughing

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thor: out of a trio their is a dumb one-

thor and loki look at y/n

y/n:realy?

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wanda: WHAT DID YOU DO!

y/n being sasy and happy with the outcome

y/n: i shaved my eyebrows

wanda: why did you do that?!

y/n: i don't know..

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steav: when i was your age we didn't even have cellphones

petter: but you had somthing e didn't

y/n: yeah like dinosours and fredom to roam the place withought woring about being kidnaped

the other avengers 🫢

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POV: loki pissed off y/n during that time of month

Loki:die foul creacher

y/n proceads throughing him acros the room

bruce: should we stop her

y/n continues to through loki

thor: nope

tony: i think this is going well

when y/n done she is walking away from a three foot whol that loki is at the botom of and he is groning.

wanda: i'll go get loki some ice

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tony: my house my rulls

y/n: my knife your life

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y/n: why is dark spelt with a k and not a c?

steav: why

y/n: because you cant "C" in the dark

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y/n: he broke up with me

wanda: you never had a boy friend

y/n: i know i just wanted to see if you cared at all

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Y/N:welcome to dating adcvice with y/n, loki what's your question

loki: how can you tell if a girl likes you or not?

y/n: SHE DOSN'T

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petter: how can i get my crush to ask me out?

y/n: you know how every one seis be yourself?...well DON'T

[elmmni]

In what way do you think the Beetlejuice musical handles the topic of suicide better?

oh anon i am so glad that you asked! so, in the beetlejuice musical, lydia is strongly encouraged by everyone, both living and dead (but mostly dead) to stay alive. when she considers/attempts suicide, theres a Whole song meant to distract her and keep her away from the side of the roof (granted ol' betlebeuse has ulterior reasons for that but i digress). later when she Actually Goes to the afterlife, everyone there tells her to go back, and she eventually decides for herself that she wants to go back, and enjoy life with her family. the whole show is pretty adamant that "hey death only sucks kinda but also being alive is better so do that instead." there is also a lot of discussion of mourning someone who has died, and how to properly deal with that grief.

meanwhile dear evan hansen has. none of that. now im not saying i expect ghosts to be telling evan life is cool and all, but there is, literally nowhere in the show, anyone who thinks that connor made the Wrong choice. connor is simply a tragic figure, but there is no attempt made by any of the characters to figure out Why he was willing to take his own life. none of them really seem to care, and absolutely No One properly mourns this kid we see like, 4? 5 times in the whole show? in "requim", his mom pretty much only adresses the letter (that evan wrote) when mourning, his dad doesnt mourn at all, and is shown to be bitter rather than sad. and his sister actively is like "yeah that guy was the fucking worst im glad hes gone." the fact that we just dont know ANYTHING about connor, other than he smoked, his family seemed to hate him, and hes dead now, is just so bad.

the connor we see throughout the show is pretty heavily implied to only be a product of evan imagination to, thats not connors ghost or whatever. thats evan conscience, in the form of this kid whose memory he's supposedly "keeping alive." "disappear" really rubs me the wrong way for this too, because that whole song is about "no one diserves to disappear" blah blah blah AS EVAN IS ACTIVELY ERASING WHO CONNOR WAS AND INVENTING A NEW PERSON. "you will be found" really falls flat for this too, because the whole connor project is built on a person who wasn't real, and the whole message of the song falls through so hard.

TLDR: dear evan hansen, having the plot that it does of things built on lies and recreating a person who is dead, can not handle the topic of suicide well. songs like "disappear" and "you will be found" fall flat on their faces in context of the lie. im sure having a story based around the people who are left behind when someone takes their own life can work, but it was not done well here. beetlejuice however, is about a mourning, depressed, and vaguely suicidal girl meeting several dead people and growing to accept the life that she lives and deciding to live it to the fullest. this genuinely explores what may drive someone to it, and comes to the conclusion that it is Not the correct choice, that theres so much to live for instead. the suicide in dear evan hansen is not once framed as something connor shouldnt have done, and for that i am incapable of claiming the show handles the topic well.

#tw suicide #dear evan hansen #beetlejuice #it should be added that deh can be triggering for me because of How Badly it was handled and the way that virtually not one mourns connor #like requiem is how i imagined my family would feel if i kicked the bucket? and i felt like that for a While #its not helpful to listen to a show that never seems to show that the character who commited suicide Shouldnt Have #meanwhile beetlejuice has a whole song where a bunch of people are like #yeah i wish i lived my life to the fullest while i was alive #and the main singer of that song was like #yeah if i could do it again i very much would Not kill myself #and the main character comes to the conclusion that life is better actually! #and its just better and the vibes are much nicer and it also just Feels handled better #anon i am so sorry i wrote you such an essay but yeah those are my thoughts #she speaks?

[drarryshipperr]

You are allowed to move on from andi Mack and like other tv shows or still love andi Mack and still like other tv shows like whenever I see a post of people asking for Julie and the phantoms to come back and stuff it’s the same energy as we did with andi Mack and I just get emotional and start crying or just get sad like you are allowed to like Julie and the phantoms and ask for another season I’m not saying you can’t please dont attack me but I haven’t seen the snow and I don’t think I will its just yes I do like and watch other shows but talking about Julie and the phantoms has the same energy as andi Mack because we used to ask for andi Mack back and we don’t anymore😔 the andi Mack fandom isn’t a fandom anymore they moved to Julie and the phantoms fandom now and I knew that day would come but just thinking about it just makes me cry😢 I wish I could go back in time when andi Mack was still hiring and the fandom was here and I wish there was more ways to save the show there is not a day where I do still cry that andi Mack is over and we ain’t seeing the show ever again as a new season I truly hate Disney so much for canceling the show and not giving us a season 4 but that had to do that with bunk’d even got a season 5 not long ago the cast of bunk’d and Disney celebrated about how much episodes this show got and all and all I know is that Bunk’d is the only Disney show to have a lot of episodes and got a season 5 while they treated andi Mack like garbage and not even giving us a season 4 andi Mack deserved that it diserved to have also gotten a season 5 and celebrated of how much episodes and seasons it got not bunk’d what does bunk’d show that andi Mack doesn’t? Nothing important andi mack show a lot of important topics and storylines but as of now bunk’d is the most best loving tv show? No I don’t think so andi mack is I mean no offense to whoever likes Bunk’d but I don’t and it didn’t deserve to come back and get a season 5 andi Mack does now for some reason I have lost faith that the andi Mack cast don’t want to come back and do andi Mack again but apart of me say that’s ridiculous because Peyton Elizabeth lee have said bunch of times that she would love to play andi again and a year ago josh did a interview with ysbnow and they asked him if andi Mack had a reboot would he join it and he said In a heartbeat wich mean yes he would now how about now? Would the andi Mack cast still would like to be in andi Mack again as a reboot or possible andi Mack movie? I can’t say so I don’t know but I hope so I do hope so even though most of the cast are adults well josh Luke Asher and Emily is while Sofia and Peyton are still minors but that doesn’t mean Luke and Asher and josh can’t play high schoolers in a reboot or movie or maybe their characters will be in college or wait until Sofia and Peyton to turn adults so andi and buffy can be in college too idk all I know is we not getting a andi Mack season 4 but I do really hope that we will get a Andi Mack reboot or a movie I will still be praying and hoping I am never letting go of my andi Mack obsession no matter what❤️

#andi mack #bringbackandimack #joshua rush #luke mullen #sofia wylie #tyrus #peyton elizabeth lee #disney channel #disney #emily skinner #amber kippen #ambi #asher angel #jonah beck #andi Mack reboot #andi Mack movie

[prpledusk]

Apprentices finally seeing Xiggy, (Ghost!Braig)

Okay so one comic Idea I wanna do in the future is the apprentices finally realizing “oh shit where braig?” Post KH3 so goin off my last dream scene, lets say its not long after the wielder ran into Xigbar and Ira doing whatever plan they got.

The Wielder is asked to free Braig but the other apprentices arent satisfied with just that, they dont want to just sit back while a CHILD saves their friend, Braig is their responsibillity, even if he betrayed them, they need to bring him home not some runt who barely knows .

So Dilan and Aeleus head off (against the wishes of Ienzo and Even) to find Braig themselves, they travel to a few worlds finding clue after clue until finding their brother in arms alongside two other Foretellers.

Dil: enough of this Nonesense Braig, you’re coming home even if we have to drag you back in a bag!

Xig: sounds like a party! Pay attention Boo, Yer not gonna wanna miss a seconed!

Fight ensues between two foretellers, Xigbar, and the two gaurds who barely manage to scrape by, but Xigbar gets a dirty shot in on Aeleus.

Aeleus goes down, not unconscious but definatly hurt and Xigbar has a bowgun aimed at the back of Aeleus’s head.

Dil: Braig please, stop this maddness! You dont have to do any of this Xehanort is gone!

Xig: Xehanort?! You really think that old coots still even a factor!? Geez you guys are thick, why are you friends with them?!

Xigbar moves his gun and walks over to the other foretellers who lower their weapons and tells them to skidaddle and he’ll catch up.

Xig: Imma ‘bout to blow these idiots minds, it’ll be awsome!

Confused the two gaurds look to their brother in arms with worry and Dilan quickley moves to Aeleus’s side to give him a potion.

Xig: You guys really think that Braig has a say in any of this? That he’s the one at the wheel? As if. Braiggy Boo’s been outta commision for the past sixteen years! Waaaay before Xehanort got his claws in us.

Dilan: what are you talking about?! Braig was-

Xigbar: so unimportant that you guys never noticed he was gone? So unbelievably forgettable that you’d forget the small details of his personality? So unabashedly DULL that when he stopped hangin out with you dorks it didnt bother you at all? Yeah kinda.

The whole while Xigbars looking next to himself grinning like the rat he is, Dilan and Aeleus cant help but look at the same spot. Suddenly it clicks, past small details that they all just shrugged off as Braig being Braig, Dates missed days on end that they wouldnt see their Brother…

Xigbar: hurts donnit? But what did I tell ya? They dont care, they never did. Only reason they’re here now is cause of me and my gang…so hows about you cool it Boo? Let loose, just lemme take care of everything. Forget. Them.

Dilan: Thats not true! We didnt know!

Dilan gets up and moves to attack Xigbar again only for the Nobody to easily outmaneuver the Dragoon physically and pin Dilan to the ground, aiming an arrow gun to the mans head.

Xigbar lil late to start careing now Daffodill~

at this close one can see tears have started falling from Xigbars eye.

Dilan: Braig, I swear We didnt forget you, we didnt think-

The guns shoved into his head.

Xigbar: thats the problem innit? You didnt think! None of you did! Your “Brother” has been stuck with me this whole time and did any of you notice!?-

Xigbar is suddenly pelted by a rock, and looks up in irritation.

Xigbar: the heck was that for!?

There’s a good moment of silence

Xigbar: you sure? Would be pretty cathardic, these guys diserve somethin…what kinda friend just leaves someone they care about to darkness?

He stops aiming his gun at Dilan and soon gives an annoyed huff before turning and opening a dark corridor.

Xigbar: whatever, yer call Boo. Just dont go throwin things at me, I need this body just as much as you do!

Dilan is Joined by Aeleus who helps the Dragoon up, the two helplessly watching as Xigbar begins to take his leave.

Aeleus: We’ll get him back, we’ll find you again, and we’ll bring Braig home.

Xigbar: …he waited sixteen years for someone to say that…

Xigbar seems to yank at something in the air, pulling an invisible force to follow.

Now he waits for them to actually do it.

#Ghost!Braig #KH #Kingdom hearts #AU #I dont really wanna bog the tags with a long post #ideas for future artsuff #musings

[awesomacious]

My dog Bones defended our home from a trespaser, he was found crawling home, unable to use his back legs due to a spinal injury from the trespaser and covered in blood ( not his ). He's an incredibly strong dog and i dont know what we did to diserve him ( hes sleeping next to the heater )

#wholesomememes #meme #memerage #awesomacious

[matt-the-unforgiven-idiot-blog]

I dont know how to live

Every other person sees love in a different way than the one near him. But the only thing in common that we all feel is that love is obtained, not won, its diserved, not felt from the start.

And.. when you finally feel love..there comes fear, between all the good feelings and all the good moments we live..there i fear that distroyes us untill we feel loved. That fear is not a propper fear you can't describe it its just..there knowing that IF one day, IF YOU WILL EVER..EVER LOOSE THE LOVED ONE, you will feel devastated.. you will feel crushed, and if its the case, you will want answers that will cover up the blanks in your mind but not in your heart... mabye you will hate yourself because you know you could have been better.. but you didnt because God knows why..

Anyway till that day comes( IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN) go and tell Her/Him that you love them. Hug them. Kiss them. Feel them. Love them, trust me you will feel better.